http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:brewinalan&section=today deviantART RSS for by:brewinalan en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 12 Dec 2009 01:07:26 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/28319940/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/28319940/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 18:25:10 PST
Im officially retiring from DID and Bondage Drawings, the joys just not there anymore.

Id on record like to thank all my fans, and everyone who has in some way enjoyed my work , you are all most welcome, and it really made my day knowing so many other people liked bondage, and liked my contribution to it. For all your kind words, Im blown away. I've never been part of a better community, and you guys made this all possible.

Keep watching the leaves fall off the tree's

Adam

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/26083748/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/26083748/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 09:56:45 PDT
So all I need is around a 100 more years from my maths to get to the elusive 1,000,000 ....hmmmmmm....I Really dont plan on living to be 121, but perhaps once Im dead my 'arts' appreciation will sky rocket, so roll on the Grim Reaper! But in all seriousness thanks for keeping to pop over to this section of the web

Till next time

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/25901433/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/25901433/ Sun, 12 Jul 2009 14:54:39 PDT
So im taking requests at the minute, the university holidays are over and I am sooooooooo bored, so let me know what you want and i'll get talking. Note me with the details and we can talk!

Till next time


Brewinalan

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/25603584/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/25603584/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 10:13:03 PDT
I can remember just liking bondage...but I also had a thing for the peril side to. Nothing extreme, but basic good hearted peril. However, as I grew up and became more desensitized to the images I used to love, and looked into more heavier bondage. And heavier, to the point when pain and harsher perils came into play. I didn't like where I was going, I still liked my original discoveries, the old good hearted perils, but less. I moved further and further away from the vanilla stages and more darker with each year.

I didnt want this, yet I had become almost jaded with the things I used to love. I needed more heavier things. I was wondering to myself when was this going to end? Would it? Had the juggernaught picked up momentum and become unstoppable. Whilst Id never harm a partner or kidnap a women, I didn't like where this was going. SOOooooooooo I'm wondering whether to take some time away from bondage. Im not going to ignore it, it IS a part of me, but perhaps take a back step. Take some time away from the community and stop producing art and looking for it. Hopefully this way I can get back to some normality.

I dont want this to rule my life afterall...What do you guys think?

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/24569694/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/24569694/ Sun, 03 May 2009 16:09:40 PDT
Is it my improving university grades?
Leeds reaching the play offs?
My ever increasing consumption of Meatloaf and Supergrass music?

Nope, nothing comes close to my lovely partner of the past 4 months Beth. who has changed my life completely with her beautiful and effortless grace, with a smile that could melt the coldest of hearts. Whilst I know shell never read this, its worth saying everywhere to everyone I know, that even if I cant always find the right words, the right smile or the right kiss I'll always try. Because with you by my side my pain, past, insecurities, mountains of coursework and inability to hit anything other than the scenery in Resident Evil 5 or dance dont even cross my mind twice.

I love you hunny, and you have made things in my life easy for the first time I dare recall.

Adam x

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/24091999/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/24091999/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 11:18:26 PDT
Nope, I have plenty of ideas and inspiration still in me, its just that time presses around recently. University work is piling up, and I've had to work extra hours to simply have enough money to eat recently, and then I have to travel to see my girlfriend. None of these are viewed as intrusions of my time, indeed I love all of 3 infact, but obviously it cuts into artwork time. Given the fact I havn't posted in soooooooo long aswell it feels as though it can be put on the back burner.

So when will I actually get to update the gallery and add some new images to the Bondage Room-mate story arc? Well i dont know to be honest. I've in truth done about 60% of the next image, and need to write the next chilling tale hehehe. So fingers crossed everybody (but it will definately be AFTER easter)

Till then i recommend watching the Nightmare Before Christmas and the Watchmen. All together now


Girls and boys of every age, wont you like to see something strange? Come with us and you will see! This our town of Halloween!

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/23359647/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/23359647/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 09:39:44 PST
]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/23359615/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/23359615/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 09:38:00 PST
As a forfight if i fail, I have to convert to Buddhism, whilst John would have to publicly convert to my fictional religion. You dont have to do any crazy stuff or donate money, we are just hoping to get a few 10,000 people to sign up on a facebook group to prove the point.

Sooooo I guess you can see where this is going, i was hoping that if anyone doesn't mind that they could join the facebook group at [link] and help me win this stupid bet.

Obviously we wont discuss our little hobby of bondage on the group, so dont feel like im gonna 'out' anyone and vice versa

THANKS IN ADVANCE!!!!

Adam (Head of the Church of Brewin)

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/22567810/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/22567810/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 19:55:53 PST
I'm currently drawing the image for Room-Mates 4 which is about 50% done after surprisingly little effort. And i'll come back with some more art again this week. I wont be as regular as i used to be with the piccy's...other things in real life such as my girlfriend, university work and family, are more important.

Also big thanks to everyone who stuck by my gallery in the time i was gone, i have far too many fav's to give thanks for individually, so CHEERS here to you all

IM FUCKING BACK! YESSSSS!!!

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/20346544/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/20346544/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 19:36:54 PDT
1. Image 3 of the Bondage Room-mate series (i've actually finished the picture but need to write the story to accompany it)
2. Alyx from half life sequel piccy
3. E.E from Metal Gear
4. Totally Spies..the moms
5. Kim Possible
6. ???Mystery Picture???

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/20160643/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/20160643/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 04:02:20 PDT
Roll on 15k

Till next time...Brewinalan

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/19931290/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/19931290/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 09:36:17 PDT
Kicking things back off after the block is the picture and follow up to the story Bondage Room-Mate...a soon to be series entitled "The Room Mate Series". Hope you all like the stuff thats coming, and fingers crossed I'll improve.

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/19666194/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/19666194/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 17:21:10 PDT

Till Next Time...

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/19390028/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/19390028/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 12:19:17 PDT we'll get some more art up here...promise

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/19161390/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/19161390/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 08:28:36 PDT
As such with moving, comes the packing stage, whereby I sort through the ridiculous mounds of crap I have acquired in a year. And of boy...there is alot of it. Seriously, how on earth can one man own such rubbish? Jelly??? I don't even like the stuff, and it'll probably put me in a diabetic coma if I ate the stuff, but for some reason I have a mound of packets at the bottom of a drawer. What?

Whilst going through all of this stuff I found my old drawing pad, complete with about 80% of the pictures I've posted on DA. Rather than finding them a place to go in my new home, I've decided to give some of it away. So....if there is a particular pencil drawing of mine which you have a particular liking of, just send me the appropriate details through 'note' and I'll send them over to you. Of course I'm not made of money (I'm just moving into a house afterall), so I'm afraid I can only offer this to people within the UK, or nearby in western Europe. If you have any requests for the art (i.e signatures or messages), just let me know too

Again sorry for the delays...and I'll have some new art up once I've moved

Brewinalan

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/18917366/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/18917366/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 18:14:58 PDT

Arrrgghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/18666862/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/18666862/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 17:34:30 PDT
Firstly I'd like to say a genuine thank you to everyone who stops by here on DA to see my pictures, whilst I by no means consider myself anything other than a glorified drawer of cheap and immoral pictures, I am thankful for the views and favourites.

Bondage is an unknown subject for me, and one that varies in its appeal from case to case. Some like it tame, others like it...extreme etc. It is a fascinating concept that such a large community of the world share an interest in this, and one that alternates so much from case to case. Whilst I maintain a rather 'experimental' philosophy about sex (in every meaning of the word), and am willing to try anything once (providing its both safe and legal ), I often worry about my favouring of bondage. I worry that one day it may become an obsession, or that I may jump ship and go into 'darker realms' that currently pose no interest to me in search of new thrills.

Thats why I think being an active member of the online DID and Bondage community is both a gift and curse. Whilst sharing ideas, pictures or concepts with other enthusiasts is great and fulfilling, it makes it very difficult for one to separate himself from the world he's become a part of.

At the moment there is my real life, the one that I live everyday, with people I am lucky to call my friends, my wonderful family and associates. On the other hand, I have my bondage life. Each seem to be growing further apart, and bigger. I have yet to fuse both elements of myself together. Perhaps time to focus on what really matters to me is important, in perspective, Bondage is very low in my list of priorities, perhaps my interest takes up more of my time than it should? I don't think a day goes by where I don't check DA, AVGDID or Youtube for a look at whats new out there from my fetish front. Its something to think about...and something I plan on contemplating.

Bondage is a part of my life, I accept that. I just don't want it to become my life.

If anyone has anything to say then leave them below, I will answer any questions or comments that are left. If anyone wants to talk further, ask advice or offer advice, then contact me via Note, or by my MSN account at MetalGearBrewin@hotmail.com

Take Care

Adam

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/18361581/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/18361581/ Sat, 17 May 2008 04:26:45 PDT ! Thank you so much for everyone who visits this page, as this would have been impossible without you. I've even drew a lovely picture for you to celebrate.

Thanks again, and lets roll on Mr 10,000....

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/18108251/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/18108251/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 19:51:26 PDT


Also I'm 'going insane' apparently. My flatmates and I have noticed that I have moments of sudden calmness and serenity, often followed by anger and extreme frustration...such is life I guess. I've put it down to both my diabetes trying to finally finish me off (good luck there Mr Disease), and several stressful instances recently occurring. As of writing this I'm quite happy and calm so theres a plus +++++. I'll recover from the stress post exams, and the diabetes will fall in line eventually when it wants to (it always does).

So till next time...


Brewinalan

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/17982583/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/17982583/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 19:49:43 PDT
Also I've been happy today. Although I have been helping a friend out with his girl troubles at the minute...it feels good to be the one without problems for a change (and gives me a chance to repay some of the help I gpt). Lets hope it stays that way.

Anyway I'll get going now, have some work to do, which If i can finish as quickly as I hope means that I'll be free for the next 4 days of any work (score!).

Till next time....


Brewinalan

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/17847095/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/17847095/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 11:26:04 PDT I must say though I've got a slight injury to my drawing arm, whilst playing football I performed a spectacular 'dive' following a weak challenge and over sold an injury like a pro, rolling across the floor. The only problem is that in the process of doing that olympic swan-dive onto the hard grass below, I actually did hurt myself. Whilst it was well worth the effort and injury to show off how much of an obvious cheater I am, it has meant that I've been drawing through gritted teeth at the minute.

So the moral here is do whatever you want in the spur of the moment, it may have been foolish and painful, but for the brief 0.5 seconds I was flying in the air, it was the best feeling I've had in ages!
Live for the moment!

Until Next Time....

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/17636052/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/17636052/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 15:09:28 PDT
I'm at 30 pictures now and I'm really enjoying drawing at the moment, my work feels like its getting better. I'd like to know what some people think about my pencil work after years of using MS paint. Which does everyone prefer? I'm a little behind on University work at the moment, so I'll probably be absent for a little bit or not. Depends on how clever I am really

Anyway keep watching the skies (or something like that...I can't think of anything meaningful or deep at the minute so you fill in the blanks).

Till Next Time


Brewinalan

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/17379628/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/17379628/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 13:23:01 PDT My 'ortfolio' is growing (over 20 now!) and I have a small band of followers who come over to look here every now and again which is nice. And I'm not actually bothered by comments (or the lack of) anymore, I must be maturing (gah!!!!).

Anyway I'll be posting more Non-DID stuff here, which will probably annoy the people who stop by who only want to look at the girlies tied up...but tough luck. I'll still do the DID stuff, just I'll start moving to doing more work outside of the Bondage genre, which hopefully (but unlikely) will be just as popular.

Keep Watching and Rule the World!

Brew

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/17167489/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/17167489/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 16:05:44 PST

Adam Facts:

1. I take part in league bowling, and my team is the 'enguin Terrorists'

2. My favourite author is the gritty Shaun Hutson

3. My favourite Film is John Carpenters remake of 'the Thing"

4. I've have an Enemies List, and carry it with me at all times in my Wallet

5. I study 'History' at University in Nottingham

6. I'm Diabetic

7. I used to work part time in an Aquatics shop, and got bitten by an Oscar there...

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/17079230/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/17079230/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 18:58:49 PST
Shadow of the Colossus
A game made some years ago by Team ICO for the Playstation 2. Its an incredible story and game, which is arguably better than the great Metal Gear (sit back into your seats fans), yet recently I discovered when talking to friends that no-one seems to have played it.

Heres a rough idea (without spoilers) of what to expect. The game is basically a game of two halves: Hide and Seek, and Puzzle/attack. Let me explain, a boy finds a dead but beautiful girl on his travels, entranced somewhat, he goes to a forgotton valley to bring her back to life. Here your told to kill the Colossi in order to do this, and thats all you need to do. In the game you only ever fight 12 (at my best memory count) consecutive bosses. There are no other enemies at all.
So you first have to find these great beasts, and by god are they huge. Some range in size from say a rhino, all the way up to a skyscraper. Once you find them, you have to take them down, and using only a bow and sword, how do you go about taking down a skyscraper? Thats the puzzle.
The game throws many dilemmas at you. And after a few of these bosses you begin to get second thoughts to blindly killing these beasts. Some scream in pain as you attack them, or some flee in terror, is this really the enemy? In the end the game all simmers up into a classic finish, with a heart rendering end that twists and turns into the final reveal.

This is a masterpiece, and at about £7.99 or $12.00 it is well worth the journey you go through. Its not long, but with a 'mere' seven hours worth of fantastic unmatched love and quality, this is the best game you'll perhaps play ever.

Take a chance..the Colossi await

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/16982770/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/16982770/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 18:36:31 PST
Perhaps if I wasn't so cheap I'd see a psychiatrist, or talk to and tell my friends and family (rather than a group of strangers on the net who look at bondage pictures I draw). I feel a little bit lost. I'm 4 different people and I'm torn between the lot.

Me 1: The Ringleader - this is mostly around my old friends. We have alot of past and old jokes, and I'm sorta the leader and clown of the group who dictates where everything goes. I'm the guy who does what no-one else dares and lives to the extreme. They still see me as the guy who turns up to bowling dressed as a pirate/admiral like I did today

Me 2: The Watcher - this me is mostly the one I seem to be the most. As I'm around a year or two older than most of my university friends, they see me as the sensible and rational one, full of barbed wit and sarcasm. This is quite a contrast to the above, I'm more fatherly in role here.

Me 3: The Gentlemen - I'm this around a select group of people, who see me for the nice guy who'd do anything for anyone and tries his best whilst being laid back. Someone who listens and is always there with a smile and friendly face. I'm there for these friends.

Me 4: The Lonely Guy - this is the worst one. I have many friends, a rich quantity of character with my family etc so its not like I'm alone. There is just that special someone who's missing, and has been missing for sometime. I need to find this person to validate me. As whilst its great having so many friends (male and female), its hard when none see you as a 'relationship' person. It hurts most with the girls, as they acknowledge that they like who I am (after all we are friends), but they don't want to be anything more, it's like I'm missing some key requirement.

Which of these guys am I really? Thats what I wonder. In Truth I'm all 4. I like who I am, and all sides of me. I look after myself and others, have fun, and I do stupid things (hell I'm 20, what wrong with being stupid), whilst knowing that when the time comes I'm responsible. They all are me, but come out at different times. As for the loneliness, well I suppose misery loves company...

Hopefully the stress will leave me soon, and I'll be able to sleep soundly again. Perhaps I'm just a lost guy in need of a break, and i would be nice if someone could toss me a bone to help out now and again.

Why am I saying this here? Well its just a place to vent my feelings safely, so my friends don't keep worrying about me. Whether you just come here for the pictures and don't read this ever (which 99.9% no doubt do) thats okay, but if just 0.01% looks here and says to themselves 'hmmmmm this guy knows what I'm going through I'm not alone after all' or 'wow brewin looks down, hopefully he'll be okay' or 'this person is more than just a guy who draws pictures' then it'll be worth it.

Till next time...

Adam

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/16853081/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/16853081/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 17:50:54 PST
TAKE NOTE: I'm taking requests at the minute, so if you have a request, just leave a message or comment here for the damsel(s) and tie situation. Nothing too ridiculous though if you are asking (I don't want to draw 64 damsels you know). Hopefully this will go someway to improve my drawing ability!

Take care all and see you around...

Brewinalan

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/16754699/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/16754699/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 13:24:07 PST
And I decided to go back to a damsel I know well in order to ease the transition. The choice? Well it had to be Miss Jill Valentine (partly because its the big Valentines day coming up soon, and I wont have a date this year again it seems ). This is actually the first damsel I've drawn by hand in about 3 years.

Hope you all like it, and hopefully I'll improve quickly enough. I'll also be posting on a more regular basis now, so hope to see you all around again.

Take Care....

Adam

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/16421410/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/16421410/ Tue, 15 Jan 2008 17:29:17 PST
Happy new year to everyone too, and a big thanks to my friends Commy, Kat and Alex (despite the fact me and her no longer talk). Even if I don't say it enough its great to know you guys and this is just one overdue thanks that I owe you all. Hope everyones year goes well, and I'll be back in the early spring ready to blow the DID community away, just wait and see

Till next time,


Brewinalan

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/15591570/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/15591570/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 14:36:33 PST
Either way I hope to post some more art around here over the next few weeks. I've been due a good run of work at least. Also its getting fun trying to find song lyrics to go into the journal title section that are appropriate. Once again, thanks for all the favourites everyone (I got a couple on Jessica Rabbit before I'd even had chance to write this!), It means alot.

Take Care everyone, and till next time...

Brewinalan

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/15291178/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/15291178/ Tue, 30 Oct 2007 18:01:58 PDT
Either way my humblest apologies for the lack of updates and art recently, all you've had to put up with is the ramblings of a madman really. Has it been around a month now since I last drew something. I was planning on doing something this week, but I've been far too unwell with a virus thats playing havoc with my diabetes at the minute. Fingures crossed I'll be up to something soon (I'm planning on some disney and Jill Valentine DID's, so watch out).

See you soon!

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/15174034/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/15174034/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 13:53:45 PDT However the main thing was this girl. We were good friends and such, but I fell in love with her. She didn't feel the same, and while at first things were okay between us, she now does not want to see me ever again. Great. This hit me like a frieght train. I could barely breathe. I lost a great friend. My heart was in tatters.

Finally I managed to get over her. I am wiser and better now for loving her. My life is far from smelling of roses, but I am outta that dark place. As I said my life is not complete. I may be enjoying university life now, but it would be just fantastic if I could share that with someone.

This is where biting the bullet comes in. I'm hanging out with a real cool young woman recently. She is great and she makes me so happy...but I'm starting to feel attracted to her. I have to say something to let her know how I feel otherwise it will eat me up inside. Heres the catch, I have no idea if she feels the same way. It could seem like another risk that could dangerously backfire if she doesn't feel the same and I could lose another friend. So either I'm gonna return to the broken shell of a man that walked my halls months ago.

Or I could get everything I ever wanted. Seems like a risk worth taking....

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/15038607/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/15038607/ Sat, 13 Oct 2007 03:58:04 PDT
I'm going to be 20 next month, and that thought struck me rather sudddenly, I'm no longer going to be a teenager. Gulp. I'll have to act more mature and responsible from now on (yeah right).

Also I'm growing my beard back, its been gone for some time now, but I think it befits the student life and how lazy I am. To be honest it looks a bit scruffy...after all I'm 'only' 19. Also I may finally have begun to get over this girl I was crazy about but was never going to happen which was tearing me up over the last few months. There is now this beautiful and sweet girl on my course at university, and I've spend some time with her over the last few days and she is incredible. I hope she likes me too (fingers crossed). I can almost feel my heart getting ready to be broken in two again by someone else!

Anyway, I'm doing well, and thanks for everyone who favourites my art or adds me to there friends list. It means alot, and I'm sorry if I dont always respond to everyone to say thanks. I'll be back next week hopefully with some new art for you to all enjoy too. Peace out.

Till next time...


Brewinalan

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/14782024/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/14782024/ Tue, 25 Sep 2007 05:17:21 PDT
I may start taking requests soon too. And also if anyone wants to get in contact or message me feel free to. Whether you want to give out tips, or just recieve them I'm always happy to help.


Anyway as I'm moving and stuff I probably wont get as much time to hang around here so often over the next few weeks. Wish me luck...I think I'll need it.

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/14625690/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/14625690/ Fri, 14 Sep 2007 02:59:15 PDT
Also I leave home for university in a few short weeks to study History. I'm really quite scared but looking forward to this. I quit uni very early on last year, and I hope that this year will be great and I'll have some great experiences (wink wink...lol). I'll still keep posting here and in some other places to, so for those who actually like my art, don't worry, I'm not going anywhere yet.

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/14526224/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/14526224/ Fri, 07 Sep 2007 05:19:58 PDT
On arriving at my dentists, I was told to pay a £5 fine because I 'failed' to turn up at my last appointment. Strange, seeing as I never made an appointment in the first place. Then my dentist informed me that I needed to have the majority of my filling removed, and re-done. Not so much of a problem I thought, last time the pain killing injections in my mouth killed most of the pain. Yet this time, I got no injections, she just tore straight into the tooth!

Needless to say having a filling removed with a small sharp pen like needle, when your nervous system is fully active is not a pleasent experience. Although I'm pretty sure some sadists would willingly pay to get that sort of pain inflicted on them by a women in a dentists outfit, I'm not one of them. And then after nearly the most uncomfortable 5 minutes of my life she was done (to be honest I'm worried that I've had worse moments than that...), and then told me that she'll see me in 2 weeks to fix a crack in another tooth above it.

Great....I'll look forward to that one then. Thats if the dentists offices don't suddenly catch fire some time soon. Mwa ha ha...

Till next time...

]]> ~brewinalan http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/14470227/ http://brewinalan.deviantart.com/journal/14470227/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 11:01:20 PDT
It's funny how one minute you are down, and then just suddenly you get an idea or spark that ignites the fire within you and you feel great and vice versa. I guess thats life I suppose. Soemone once said that its a good job that life isn't fair, becuase otherwise we wouldn't be able to complain when we got what we truely deserved. I've been thinking about that alot recently.

Anyway the majority of my work still remains back at AVGDID, and I'm still trying to keep my deviant art account as an exclusive venue for my better work. I've currently added a few pictures, namely Lara Croft and Reiko (my first Rumble Roses DID) to the mix, and they remain exclusives here on DA (yes you wont find them anywhere else). Hope you all like them.

Also Finally I'd like to say a big thank you to everyone who has added my art to their favourites list. Thanks....its means alot to me, and its for fans like you that I post art for. Hopefully I'll post more art here in the near future, but until then keep rocking everyone!



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I'm not going to use this account to put all of my old stuff on (I try not to look back), but instead to put new and exclusive things on, and pictures that I am proud of. Hopefully this way I won't ever come by here and smash my head against the computer thinking 'what the hell was I thinking there?"

So hope you enjoy the ride folks, and I'll chat to you all soon

Till next time...

Brewinalan

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