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]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/19211165/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/19211165/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 23:31:02 PDT what a fool I am.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/18791843/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/18791843/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 20:34:48 PDT you are what I have been waiting for.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/17658645/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/17658645/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 20:38:49 PDT and I'll undress
if you need it
but please don't need it
if you need it
I'll scream out

weave a secret
I will sweep it
beneath the carpet
where you'll keep it
how weak is that?
wish I was worth it
to you

review my wishes
for fair weather
'cause I know if the clouds with rains or snows
you wont be there
how weak is that?
wish I was worth it
to you

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you will regret this, and you know it.




just stay.

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why does everything you say sound like poetry to me?

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or, if I have just pushed them all away.

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done with caring.
done with trying.
done with not trying.
done with dwelling.
done with fucking being done.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/16573503/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/16573503/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 21:40:06 PST
]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/16527962/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/16527962/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 19:41:49 PST and I want to write songs, and play for crowds of people that I have never met.

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]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/16380208/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/16380208/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 23:11:52 PST And I'm trying hard to work it out
So much has gone misunderstood
This mystery only leads to doubt
And I didn't understand
When you reached out to take my hand
And if you have something to say
You'd better say it now

Cause this is what you've waited for
Your chance to even up the score
And as these shadows fall on me now
I will somehow

Cause this is what you've waited for
A chance to even up the score
And as these shadows fall on me now
I will somehow

Cause I'm picking up a message Lord
And I'm closer than I've ever been before

So if you have something to say
Say it to me now
Say it to me now
Say it to me now

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/16221456/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/16221456/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 09:48:21 PST and who knows how long that will be.


but I'll be fine here, don't you worry.
I know you're on your way.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/16155451/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/16155451/ Sat, 29 Dec 2007 16:50:42 PST all of it.

I don't care.
even though secretly I really do.


why though?
why
why
why?

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i just know.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/15575062/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/15575062/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 10:40:17 PST
click dat, yo. (:
[link]

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it used to be all that I ever wanted to be.
alone, but not lonely.



I'm finding out though that I think a part of me will always be lonely.
just a small part..

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/15164159/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/15164159/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 19:36:55 PDT like, almost everything that I have wanted...I have finally received.

I swear, this all that I know right now.

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I really don't want this to go away.

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I don't know.
I don't know.




I'm sick of this.


why is it never my turn?

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seriously.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/14733600/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/14733600/ Fri, 21 Sep 2007 19:10:37 PDT you're my love star
you take care of me when i'm feeling sick
you're a desert road to safe water
you're my childhood dreams all in one
you're a death train
you're a car wreck
you're a willow tree in my garden
when i look at you i see summer
i will never leave you alone

you're a fawn
you're a silo
you're my father's hands when it's cold outside

when i just think of you everything burns and disappears from my eyes

when i just think of
you
when i just think of
you
when i just think of
you
when i just think of
you

i will never...
i won't ever...
i won't ever (leave you)...

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]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/14535572/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/14535572/ Fri, 07 Sep 2007 19:08:59 PDT it's so much different that digital.

I want to be really good at it,
If anyone has any tips...I'd love to hear them



]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/14474551/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/14474551/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 15:40:24 PDT I wanted you to be, I really did.
maybe you were.
and, I'm just too blind to see that.

I guess, things happen for a reason.
or...things don't happen for a reason.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/14415340/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/14415340/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 18:36:25 PDT

why do I regret every single decision I ever make?

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/14383852/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/14383852/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 16:52:22 PDT and my opinion matters, in someway.


my whole life, I have always put myself below everyone else,
and I never knew why.

&I can't let people down.
it kills me to know that they might be mad at me.


I'm worth honesty, and truth from myself as well as from others.





I know this now.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/14332317/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/14332317/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 10:17:18 PDT you know it all comes back to you
in one conscience dream
maybe you'd sing and put words to all the things
that you think of in a day
but forgotten how to say

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in every meaning of the word.
















so, I'm sorry.

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the end.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13977227/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13977227/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 20:29:06 PDT
I need to feel something real,
and not be afraid to actually feel it.
















love is something I want more than anything, but I am terrified of it.

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]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13751384/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13751384/ Mon, 16 Jul 2007 01:04:07 PDT you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by

if you be my boat
I'll be your sea
a depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity
ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze
I live to make you free
I live to make you free

but you can set sail to the west if you want to
and past the horizon till I can't even see you
far from here where the beaches are wide
just leave me your wake to remember you by

if you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by
stardust to remember you by

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13678192/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13678192/ Mon, 09 Jul 2007 23:30:56 PDT

why does everyone else's work seem so much better than mine?



akhqijfksa;lasd

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13623122/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13623122/ Thu, 05 Jul 2007 15:44:57 PDT We will dance together like puppets on a stage,
both of us scared and timid, but at the same time loving the attention.
We don't know what we're doing, and I don't think we ever will,
but if this is some sort of sign of what is to come,
then I pray it will lead me in the right direction, because I can't get lost again.
you know as well as I that we are just trying to pass the time
ease the ache, and somehow reverse our so many mistakes.
Somehow though, I don't think its as easy as it may seem.



I got a burst of inspiration at work the other day.

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I deserve a whole lot better.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13541327/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13541327/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 15:52:55 PDT
You think one thing of someone and they turn out to be to complete opposite.



alskhfliafjopsid'













I'm really sick of crying.

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this hurts so bad.










I really don't care about anything else.
I just need to see you.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13435475/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13435475/ Thu, 21 Jun 2007 16:16:30 PDT you're bad news.
you're bad news.
you're bad news.
you're bad news.
you're bad news.
you're bad news.
you're bad news.
you're bad news.

I've known this all along.


So, why the hell do I keep coming back?






FUCK.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13435445/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13435445/ Thu, 21 Jun 2007 16:14:20 PDT you're bad news.
you're bad news.
you're bad news.
you're bad news.
you're bad news.
you're bad news.
you're bad news.
you're bad news.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13331654/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13331654/ Wed, 13 Jun 2007 15:50:26 PDT It is not just in long distance commercials
Or something that you thought you felt back in high school
So I will turn black and white
Become that horoscope you're reading
It predicts something good is on its way
Oh, and then I will send you the world green and blue
In a box through the mail
You can open it up, hold it right in your hand
And be glad that it's there
And be glad that you're there
Now, you can feel all the knots in your stomach start to untie
And suddenly it's not so hard to say you're all right

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It's time to move on,
to something better, and worth my while.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13232330/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13232330/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 19:25:34 PDT

of course. of course.
liarliarliar. of course.
of course. of course.
of course. of course.
of course. ppplayer.



UGRRR.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13170086/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/13170086/ Thu, 31 May 2007 22:13:29 PDT
it was you.
it was.

i knew that it was a sign when my belt loop accidentally got stuck to your backpack at the beginning of the year.


i had to have known.


maybe it was a sign to stay away,
like some reverse fate.


but, i liked you, wait, i do like you.
more than i have ever liked someone.

im not just saying that.

maybe im just naive,
but how could i have been so stupid..?


i have realized, that everything is too good to be true.
nothing is what it seems,
and love..


it doesnt exist.




boys fuck me over, big time...
if you havent noticed.

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and sometimes it may not be high quality, or the colors may be off.


but it's what i love to do,
i love capturing everyday things,
and seeing the beauty in them.


simplicity,

its a wonderful thing.

I'm just glad that I have this,
an escape.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/12988220/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/12988220/ Thu, 17 May 2007 10:54:56 PDT someone to light me up.
someone to burn the proof of the things that I've done.

















I want to live my life like somebody's shadow.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/12703263/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/12703263/ Mon, 23 Apr 2007 10:51:34 PDT

GAHHAHAHAA.

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I think too much, I wish and hope too much.
I wish things werent the same everday, like one day i would just wake up and everything would be crystal clear, but i guess then, there would be nothing left for me to figure out.

i would be no where without a camera to capture inspiration.

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/11695948/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/11695948/ Mon, 05 Feb 2007 11:08:21 PST and its all my fault.
everything is always my fault.

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yessir. right now!
ready. set. go!

]]> ~brilliantxsmiles http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/11043498/ http://brilliantxsmiles.deviantart.com/journal/11043498/ Tue, 12 Dec 2006 18:20:13 PST makes me want to cry.
any body have suggestions??

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