http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:britishperson&section=today deviantART RSS for by:britishperson en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 06:39:25 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/19706214/ http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/19706214/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 19:14:35 PDT
yeah.that i smoke weed.
and she had help.
geoffrey.
he ratted me out.
and then he smashed sherlock.
and now i am not aloud to move out unless i want zeek and his family to go to jail.

cause my mom will call on them.
i hung out with zeek today.

and he was all like 'don't worry about it, my mom will handle it.if your mom continues to be a bitch come over here.'

i would.

except for one thing.
or rather one person.

fawn.
she's 14.
if my mom calls, she'll get drug tested.
and i can't do that to her.
she's scared as hell that her family will go to jail.




i don't know what to do.
i'm scared.

T_T

]]> ~britishperson http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/18997283/ http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/18997283/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 08:25:17 PDT 1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person should post at least 8 facts of themselves.
3. Tagged people should write a Journal\Blog about these facts.
4. In the end, tag and name 8 more people.
5. Go to their DA pages and comment saying that they are tagged and hugged.

okays some facts about me.
1.i am deathly afraid of spiders,clowns,dreadlocks, and large bodies of water.
2.weed is goooooooood :]
3.i lay around all day long and sleep.i'm a lazy person.
4.i love my friends.like eleni.......<3
5.i have changed ALOT throughout the years.you probably would not recognize a picture of me from freshman or sophomore year.seriously.
6.right now i am sick because i have smoked too much this past week and i hate it.
7.i like wild prints on my clothes.and skeletons too.those are cool.
8.i want a pair of purple leopard print skinny jeans.they would be awesomez!!!!

]]> ~britishperson http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/18856529/ http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/18856529/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 14:25:11 PDT
my scanners down right now so all i can upload are photos
which is awesome but i draw alot too....

not much has been happening lately
just got done with school and went up north for a week.

wow.that week was awesome.
i was stoned most of the time but it was awesomez :]
i probably gained weight cause all i did was smoke and eat.
but whatever.idc.
i'll lose it again
and i have a new quote.
my brother said it when we were driving through the forest up north.
there were these raspberries and they scratched his car
so he said, 'fuck you raspberries!'
he was so stoned.
and it was so funny.
ah good times, good times...

]]> ~britishperson http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/18471433/ http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/18471433/ Fri, 23 May 2008 22:38:01 PDT well....not until the past couple of days but still....
i've been hanging out with angel alot lately and we've smoked alot.that has helped ease the pain in my life.
but starting like yesterday, things have been going downhill.

pat had a big impact on my life.and he slipped into my life so soundlessly that when he left it, he left a scar.
since today was the last day that the seniors would be here[at school], i started to hurt a little on the inside.

knowing that i might never see him again.and on the inside it hurts tremendously, but it's been worse.
but then again it's been better.

i don't wanna sound selfish or anything i just needed to vent out alot of things that have been on my mind.

my brother's car broke down today.just a couple of hours ago.

and when i went to get him, my cousins[eric and jub], called my aunt[stepmom to them] wouldn't let them stay at our house anymore.

i swear she has something that crawled up her ass and died.
and besides that, i still have school left and i'm not doing great but not life threating pain.

]]> ~britishperson http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/18211559/ http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/18211559/ Wed, 07 May 2008 12:55:56 PDT

just like that.i knew it was coming but i didn't realize how much it hurt.
i mean the way he started to act around me made me see that it was going to end soon, but i never expected it to be so blunt.....

all i heard was 'i'm breaking up with you' and then my head was filled with emotion and my eyes started to tear....

i know he wasn't the best but he was good enough for me and i'm sick of being alone and depressed.
today sucks ass.....

]]> ~britishperson http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/17799225/ http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/17799225/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 17:06:10 PDT
oh yeah last friday he asked me out and well of course i said yes and i am very happy that he asked me out

so this past week has been very different for me.

Dustin's sister let me, dustin and patrick smoke in her basement(not cigarettes okay)
and poor dustin. he had to drive me and patrick home because we were so out of it that i couldn't get behind the wheel. i couldn't even feel my feet.seriously.

but on wednesday we went mini golfing
and i lost D:

and then me and patrick feel asleep on dustin's couch(we didn't do anything) while we were watching some ghost show on the sci fi channel and i was like an hour late to get home

but my mom was cool about it.cause she's awesome

and then today me and patrick went to the blockhouse and we walked behind it and there were these kids smoking a joint and we were both like wow.they looked pretty embarrassed but i could smell the marijuana so we both KNEW it wasn't a cigarette.

and my car broke.before i went to hang out with patrick but i won't see my baby till next week and i am definitely riding the bus all next week because i cannot afford these crazy gas prices.

stupid oil companies >.<

and my car door decided it didn't like me yesterday and hit me
it busted my lip, man!!!!!!

]]> ~britishperson http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/17610092/ http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/17610092/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 16:49:22 PDT yeah i'm reallly tired right now so if there are a lot of typos deal with it, fucking cunt sucking bitches.

ha im getting good at throwing taunts.

yeah a lot of stuff has ben happeing lately
i've been hangin out with pat and dustin on a daily basis
they're friends think it's cool how i can be so far gone without doing anything(seriously)
it's kind cool but it takes a lot out of my energy
i climbed and tree!!!!!


but then i fell D:

eleni and me went shopping and got a whole bunch of cool shit like clothes and other stuff.....

so yeah i don't have a lot to say today.....



and i've got my scanner working if you haven't noticed!!!

it's awesome!!!XD

]]> ~britishperson http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/17254891/ http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/17254891/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 11:42:42 PDT

i got to hang out with patrick.

the guy i really like yes and it was alot of fun.he seemed to be more composed than me and dustin which is kinda sad considering that they were both drugged up and i was the designated driver.but it was soooo much fun!!!!!


i mean we went to the park and the vou and the goodwill and then we crashed at dustin's house and watched salad fingers.and dustin said he was gonna have nightmares.im kinda curious to see if he did.


but yeah i mean i had soooo much fun and even though they were drugged up and i was freezing my ass off, i really got to know them better.they were a little annoying and they were all like, "how can you deal with us?????" but then again im used to that kinda shit.


and it was fun

]]> ~britishperson http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/16928328/ http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/16928328/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 11:22:00 PST
the most important in my opinion was that i actually talked to patrick(suit guy)and i think he thinks im a pretty weird individual because i went to the mall yesterday.

and to my surprise,i mean it really was a surprise, he was there!!dude that scared the shit out of me.he probably thinks i stalk him now....

but anyways i was reallly tired yesterday which makes me reallly giggly and even weirder than my usual weird and outside of spencers he saw me hugging a gumball machine.dont even ask why i was hugging it, i just was.

and when i was at hot topic, i tried to walk away from the conversation that him and his friends were talking about and he started the conversation again!!!!i dont know if he wanted me to stay or not but i stayed a little while longer just to talk.

it was nice.and eleni was there and she was fricken pushing me towards him while he wasnt even paying attention to me....but i still love ya eleni....so yeah that was the highlight of my weekend.

dude i need a life.....

]]> ~britishperson http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/16802483/ http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/16802483/ Sat, 09 Feb 2008 14:58:09 PST
on the way there, something funky starts happening when i go fater.mym mom thought it was the transmition but when i pulled over to check the fluid, it was fine.

we were so close to te mall that we just decided to go.a friend told us that the snow in the tire wells might be the problem.so i kick the snow out of the wells and go shopping.

on the way home its still doing the funky thing.we think it might be a ball joint.

but when i get home and start to park it, smoke comes out fromunder the hood!!!!i parked it as fast as i could and opened the hood.coolant starts spraying all over the battery(which i have to unplug).

ude i hate my luck with cars!!!!dsjmhfrsjk,mnsxcfdaik
lgfdaihlHJKFDSGFDHJKLhjHJKLSHJKLSVhjetyhd

and i wont have it on my birthday!!!!(monday)

]]> ~britishperson http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/16758103/ http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/16758103/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 16:58:30 PST

havent been to school for 4 days....

my friends miss me and i miss them oh so much


they make me happy :]

but i'll probably go to school on thursday

but i will have soooooo much homework

and i guess suit guy came over to my lunch table today and i wasnt even there!!!!!

...stupid germs.....

]]> ~britishperson http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/16585140/ http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/16585140/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 17:33:02 PST


well he's kinda intimidating and when ever he passes me in the hallway i usually almost hyperventilate.

and today i leaned some stuff about him.

and i feel as if someone ripped my heart out of my chest and stomped on it.

in june last year he was sent to rehab for 14 months and that scares me but the worst part is that i think he's taken.

i just wanna blow my fucking brains against the ceiling.

]]> ~britishperson http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/16448719/ http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/16448719/ Thu, 17 Jan 2008 16:40:00 PST
the day was going great until this came along.

i hate my life and wanna go fucking kill myself.

GHDSAFCV VJKBJKBZBJKBJKBJKNJKBNHJNJKLNJNhjkfdcfds jkb;nbvsn

]]> ~britishperson http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/16214762/ http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/16214762/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 21:20:12 PST
dude im gonna be 18 in like.......40 days....

then i can buy smokes and lottery tickets.even though i prolly wont.....
this past year has been reallly rough.

big family conflicts, losing friends, creating hatred, and other shit that has been caused by erational decisions and bad influences.

the start of the school year was okay i made a few new friends*cough*eleni*cough* who kick ass but people started to see my insecurities and hit them.luckily my friends are always there for me ^-^

this year im not planning on doing anything special....maybe pull my grades above a 3.0....that would make my mom uber proud......and to be stronger.

i dont want my friends to have to see me break down at school because of my weaknesses.i hate it when that happens.especially during class.

so happy fucking new year.woo hoo.lets make this year even better by destroying the earth even more.

]]> ~britishperson http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/16167563/ http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/16167563/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 13:55:23 PST




OMFG!!!!!!!!!im gonna hurt someone and then im going to spontanualy combust from frustration!!!!





and i dont care if i cant effing spell today!!!!!!!hdf;kl/ghjrselhrbujs

]]> ~britishperson http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/16145894/ http://britishperson.deviantart.com/journal/16145894/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 22:49:12 PST


ahhhh chiodos......i love chiodos.....and mcr....and gee....


HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!*sigh*suit guy.......

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