http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:bronzechild&section=today deviantART RSS for by:bronzechild en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 06:39:32 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/28328132/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/28328132/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 07:49:35 PST

But wow, okay this is really unnerving. I come back after a few days, heck even weeks and STILL, this deviation is the only thing that gets cred: [link]

I feel really pissed off over my 'Anime and Cartoon' creation since I can't seem to be able to draw any fucking else besides the two characters in that deviation. Ever since she got a lot of views I've been cornered on trying to do something with that annoying freak!! It's like Cyke's possessing me with her reverse colored eyes and messing with my head and that black-eyed Jenny too! This is just depressing the hell out of me since I really want to draw something else besides them. I've been resisting the urge to post anything similar to her since every new character I make has her as a basic framework. SO in essence, I've only been able to make variations of the same damn thing... for a whole year. one very sad year.

I can't bring myself to trash some of my works of her since she's just the fucking parasitic majority in my gallery. If anyone can distract me to something else, please PLEASE do so (anything but anime, it's what got me in here the first place)! I cannot take it anymore! I never meant for her to get this much attention than she actually deserves.

I never even intended for her to have any emotional depth or character, which might be why she's so easy to draw for me. This notion just forces its way into me, that the shallower a character I come up with, the better. The stupider and flamboyant a character the better, the more outlandish the appearance all the more. It's also a backward approach for me since this is definitely encouraging less creativity on my part.

AUGH.

I am so embarrassed for making this admission but god damn I am not going to let her dominate me like this anymore! This is seriously making me lose any and all ambition I have in drawing in general.

]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/27406488/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/27406488/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 09:22:31 PDT
thank you. c:

]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/27282164/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/27282164/ Fri, 18 Sep 2009 14:47:34 PDT


TALENTS

It doesn't matter how good we are at keeping them. While we let it gather dust, the more useless it is to us. Makes perfect sense to throw out the trash!

I honestly prefer a good clean up first.

I miss updating, and my extreme fear of losing my ability to draw might just convince me to practice a little! I don't plan on starting big, so don't expect the prettiest things after seven long months of me doing nothing. O:

]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/23269943/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/23269943/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 11:38:05 PST
Which reminds me, I'll be deleting some old stuff.

]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/22935054/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/22935054/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 03:30:37 PST
First 10 to comment on this journal requesting a slot will get 3 pieces from their gallery featured by me. I will choose the pieces I like best.

In return, those Deviants featured will have to create their own Feature Journal placing me in the first slot. Leading to a total of 10 Featured Deviants.

1
(wow, I sure did swim through a lot of your deviations!!)

[link] mmm zip zip

[link] It is a fantastic post-birthday surprise! c:

[link]


2
{You too!! D:< }

[link]

[link] haha, I just like it. :T

[link] this is very Happy Happy Sunshine Girl! 8)


3
(as few as six options were there, but what the heck!)

[link]

[link]

[link]


4
5
6
7
8
9
10

]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/22639985/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/22639985/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 19:13:20 PST [link]) ! It still gets favorites from time to time and it really surprises me. I mean it's okay but I need my other stuff to shine!...

What the hell... I'll post other stuff so it'll get bumped! D:<

]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/22480805/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/22480805/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 01:27:42 PST That is what my cute nickname would've been if only it didn't sound so much like b*tchy. To heck with a nickname! Cyke /sai-key/ will do fine here and Andy when I know you irl. D:<


Hey, hey! Happy holidays! Oh yeah, I turned legal just last year on November! No party or any grand stuff. Just a few hours in the mall with a pal and my mom. pff. =_=




>>>SKIPPING BEGINS HERE IF NOT REAAAAALLY INTERESTED<<<



What a way to celebrate being legal, eh? *sigh*


Before my birthday, my mom offered that we go out of town together. But I requested that for my birthday, we all go to Baguio city, the summer capital. It's a pretty cold place and the heat back home just didn't put me in the mood. I enjoyed taking pictures there, if only i had more pictures of myself in it, haha. I was the debutante after all. It kinda... disappointed me that only my pal seemed to care that it was my day. I told her to tag along to our trip to Baguio and she complied! I'm glad she did. Because pretty soon i would get hooked in digital photography during the trip (and my friend, my very first model since she likes to pose I guess). I shall post up our photo shoots aptly titled PS 1 and 2. The photoshoots are trial photoshoots since she wants me to be her photographer for a private cosply shoot or... something.She came up with the acronym! haha. Oh, if only that sweet, sweet camera was mine. :'D

After the trip, I realized that I am so not good at planning fun stuff. BAWWWWW. I kept thinking parties are for kids just as Christmas is for kids and that I was a kid no longer. Pun not intended but who was I kidding? I at least wanted a cake that said happy birthday ****** Love, mama and papa with 18 or so candles planted like eeny weeny dumb little sticks of dynamite! I forgot what cake i had. I wonder if that just makes me an ingrate for not remembering? ;o;

poor me, even my dad said it pretty much bombed. gur. thanks dad. you really rock. :/

BUT PS 2 (PHOTO SHOOT 2) ROCKED!

Shooting began at 6/6:30 and stopped at 10 since my parents wanted me back home sooo quickly. We could've started earlier, but we prepared late for the shoot and the good ideas came last minute....

I don't know if she posted them pics in her muliply or in some newfangled website like dA. I feel like such a klutz giving her all the pictures! It took me a lot of tries to get the right shot since my focusing is pretty bad. I did all the shots using the B setting or whatever my dad called it. I basically shot everything manually, focusing and zooming and adjusting the exposure and not using flash. But I used a tripod for those 5-8 sec exposure shots, silly you! It was pretty dark and the only light source we had was the orange-tinged kind of lightbulb, tungsten I think and some lanterns outside where we also took our pictures. If I exposed the shots any longer, it will seem like my friend is burning in the fiery pits of hell or at the blinding lights of heaven's gate.




I NEED RESOLUTIONS FOR NEW YEAR

make that ten resolutions.


one
i shall exercise! 2 Birthdays + 2 Christmases + New Year= LOTS OF DANG ACCUMULATED LIPIDS

two
location, location, location! I need to remember where I put my stuff and start organizing...

three
music is a drug. Just take enough doses... I need to make up for all that lost sleep.

four
quell your appetite. suppress the greed. >:U

five
not be late for class ever. forever.

six
i must have penalties for my bad actions! maybe you can add something here? i am no mistress of pain. :<

seven
quit being such a fag and be a MAN OF ACTION!!!! :c

eight
don't make too many resolutions...

nine
i should like other numbers besides number nine and five no matter how treacherous it makes me feel...

ten
....be nicer and smile more often....?



>>>IT PRETTY MUCH ENDS HERE<<<

]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/19423133/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/19423133/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 07:17:45 PDT
My next deviation would really help explain that. (8

***Ok, maybe my next deviation. D:

]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/19288236/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/19288236/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 08:38:00 PDT

But it's fixed now! We purchased a Norton av and since EVERYTHING I TOUCH, DIES, I have decided to frequent my PC much less and share it with the rest instead. Sharing is caring. <3

...So I made a public account that my four brothers can share with! I turned the guest account off too. They can't install programs in both accounts. So, ha ha, a gaming PC with no games, how silly indeedy! It must be used with the purpose of acquiring empirical and observable data, ssssscuuummms. :3

I'll be some sort of host at some sort of stint btw! I won't tell you when or where since no one is supposed to recognize me... because chances are I'll get fired. They told me that my age was inappropriate and that I need parental consent and parental observation whilst I work........ So when you see me at some sort of stint, just pass me by. Or else mother will kill you. She'll be my parent/guardian. D':

]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/19197502/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/19197502/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 07:22:35 PDT
Sorry if I worried some of you, I almost did potentially harmful things to myself. Thankfully, my mom warned me on time and I had a good and patient friend (whom I sorta bothered.. :c). Mom told me that there is a pattern in this kind of depression. I would get depressed a few days before, during and after my period. And it's length is just as random as my rhythmic calendar. Hopefully, it doesn't aggravate through time. D:

Mom doesn't advice me to take meds to control my depression. She found out that those kinds of medicines had long term side effects: cervical and breast cancer. I guess it's better safe than sorry. I have to suck it all up and deal with it. Mind over matter stuff, she says. It's just hormones and the body's natural way of doing things...

She always brags on how she's able to super mega successfully overcome these situations, but there's no need for her to put me down and poke fun at my problems. I only really told her a little part of my problem. Meanie mom. >:

*sigh*

]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/19124085/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/19124085/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 09:10:12 PDT

FIRST DAY:

I had many attempts to, and successfully, make a four-paged suicide letter on bond paper complete with illustrations (with metaphors) and an introduction. I guess I got carried away with the presentation this time. When I got home, I saw everyone else happy and it rubbed off on me... That night I made depressing videos instead. It was me talking to myself on how depressed I was and then I deleted them after viewing. Then I slept and go in and out of sleep from horrible nightmares. I woke up the noon afterwards.

SECOND DAY:

People looked for me when it was time to chow down. I ate like a whale and felt bad. I started helping around the house like crazy. I did all chores including helping with the laundry till dawn. And I cleaned those blood-stained underwear.I started to feel good and had a pretty decent sleep... D:

THIRD DAY:

I was a good girl and did my typography plate. I also prepared my stuff for our Production Method plate. But as soon as I forgot to buy the most important materials, I viewed myself as a useless little shit and wallowed back in my depression. I was gonna cram again. And no matter what preparation I'd do, there's always something I'm not prepared for.


The thing is, I've got an irregular calendar, so I never know when it starts or when it ends. It keeps getting worse though since I'm pretty sure I've got a genuine depression.

]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/17957635/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/17957635/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 10:57:13 PDT
]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/17419360/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/17419360/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 00:35:32 PDT
I'm gonna add a few colored works in my gallery since it's getting a little too dark. I'm gonna try all my traditional coloring mediums so expect 'em to suck. Urgh, colors are just so difficult to control... Wish me luck... >:

I just realized I did a lot of end rhymes.. O______O'

]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/17126053/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/17126053/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 23:31:12 PST
Every Card Captor Song has a hint of happy in it. Just look at the TITLE of that SONG! SUPER DUPER LOVE LOVE DAYS.

Make me jolly...

I'm starting to feel better now..

i feel bombarded with... things to do. It's crazy. but I'd much rather take care of my deviations now more than anything. It's pressure, you see. I'm faced with so much pressure. The plates... It's driving me up the wall. AND THIS APPLE IS GETTING INCREASINGLY DIFFICULT TO EAT. GAH NOW THERE'S A STRAND OF HAIR ON IT EW.

The weather's dreadful. Rainy weather used to make me smile. Now it's just downright depressing.

It's puberty I say.. Hormones, whatever. I need to get past this. ONLY THEN SHALL I CONTINUE! D:

]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/16989066/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/16989066/ Thu, 21 Feb 2008 07:13:02 PST
I've noticed that my Creamo updates are thinning too because of my OC updates (mainly Cyke). So I've decided to make a whole new story with her (Cyke) so I can get her done with! I was recently fond of doodling her when I realized she's hogging up my time! Everyday I think of her in some. . . uncanny or normal situation. . .Also, she mixes up with old characters of mine so I may have to reference you guys as to who I might be talking about. She obviously looks mean/evil/sinister so she must be; but I don't want her typecasted like that. Eventually, I'm gonna flesh her out and get her out of that mold. Heh.

I know there's a Creamo idea that'll pop out somewhere to get me started again. C:

]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/16843973/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/16843973/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 06:40:56 PST
QUIZ TIME!


1.) What zodiac sign are you? = Sagitarrius.. taurus... Saggi.. S.............s
2.) Any quirks you had as a baby? I have a deep dark secret regarding that. D:
3.) Did you have a special toy or blanket you liked to sleep with? i had a blue rainbow and unicorn blanket. and i still do. :3
4.) Do you know what your first word was? neither do my parents remember.

Childhood:
5.) What was your first day at school like? pure ecstatic joy. then nothing. heh.
6.) What did you want to be growing up? at one point, a ballerina then a doctor then then a hitman then just normal average artist. C:
7.) Where you one of the loud kids, or the quiet one? transition from loud-quiet
8.) What were some of the craziest things you did as a child? (nakipagsabunutan) pulled cousin's hair in a fight for five to ten minutes until our scalps felt numb. Also, in the school auditorium, i pulled a girl's chair before she sat; naturally she fell down with a loud THUD and i was the only one laughing. They all stared at me...... Then to this SAME girl, I accidentally spit a huge burst of spitty water on her FACE. It happened while I was drinking from the drinking fountain when she made a funny comment. BUT I KEPT OUR FRIENDSHIP ALIVE!!! :'D

there are more... ? :B

Teenage Years:
9.) What clique were you usually in? Prep, goth, nerd, etc.?
<>~
our group symbol, saranggola (kite).
10.) What was your least favorite class in school? Guidance class...
11.) Did you ever write poetry to express your feelings? WEIRD feelings.
12.) Did you go to school dances and prom? mandatory.

DA Related:
26.) Traditional or digital media? trad.
27.) Are you a fandom artist or original artist? Original?........ *cough*
28.) How did you get started in drawing/writing? Annie May!
29.) What are you good at drawing/writing? drawing
30.) What are you bad at drawing/writing? define... 'bad'. hehe

Random Questions:
13.) Ever dye your hair weird colors or wanted to? cellophane(?) and not one truly appreciated it. D:
14.) Did/do you have any pets? I had layputs, my lovely red-furred street dog whose left leg got all funny and sad. He died long ago. D:
15.) How many places have you lived? three. Grandma's old house, apartment and then our house named Luna. heeehee.
16.) Where do you want to live? Grandma's old house.. it was sold to other people. I feel so nostalgic whenever I pass by it... and see those people remodel it.. and alter it... and fence it...
17.) Describe your dream house? I just need a place to live, really.
18.) Marriage for you? ...no babies. heh.
19.) Religious? not in THAT sorta way.
20.) Would you most likely be my partner in crime or my conscience? Uhm... whut?
21.) Jazz-Funk fusion or Electro-Punk? ...
22.) Gen, Het, or Slash? are those emo bands??
23.) Ever drink Bailey's from a shoe? they'd seep out, right?.... oh wait... ew, NO U DIDN'T!! XD
24.) Do you dump or get dumped? haha, don't remind me. /emo
25.) Do you have deep opinions or do you listen to both sides of the argument? I am soo opinionated. but i listen to the other side afterwards.

Rules:
1.) Answer the following meme in a journal entry, copy/pasting these rules as well
2.) At the end, tag up to 1 different person, commenting on their DA page saying that they've been tagged.

I tag....






haha... *sigh*
now is not the right time to irk people. D':

]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/16562579/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/16562579/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 07:40:14 PST
That would actually be the most accurate time of my "departure" at DA now that I think about it. Now I really feel like waiting until the 29th before I post anything, it would then EXACTLY be two years.. Teehee... Two years... Man am I a lazy bum.. That sentence looks so wrong. T:

Anyway, just for the sake of updates, I shall pitch in with and start submitting teamo creamo pieces! Yay! If you have no idea what that is... So do I! Nah, it's this thing about a crack emo parody we're doing. I kind of obsessed over it a little too much on a lot of occasions when I should be, I dunno, focusing on studies~hohoho~... :c

Basically, my updates will mainly be about creamo! Teehee...

A big thanks to for the tuts at..... *cries in shame*
placing the icon when you type thing...
XD

]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/7737768/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/7737768/ Sun, 29 Jan 2006 02:56:00 PST
The school's term is almost over and it's already the start of the last quarter... i guess things will go well by march or so. my submission are becoming less and less... ah well... good luck to me... '-__- ]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/7720115/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/7720115/ Fri, 27 Jan 2006 05:45:30 PST
there have been so many disurbing events that are happening...
And I was one of the many who just broke down and cried. But what kind of heartless one wouldn't?...

it's been truly a depressing year... There have been, in my recollection, 6 announcements of fathers who have died. But I really pray for things to turn around. I pray strength for me... and specially for our dearly beloved classmate, Gened. Gened, may your dad and your 11-year old brother rest in peace... They (father and son) were murdered this morning... This is no joke.

We will always be here for you, Gened. And also please include in your prayers the recovery of Gened's mother who was also attacked...

Rememer that ANYTHING can happen, at any time at any place. Tell the ones you love, that you love them... right now...

And also include in your prayers, Mr. Santos, father of Bettina Santos (another loving classmate) and all the loving fathers who have passed away...

thank you and God Bless... ]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/7407683/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/7407683/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 21:20:53 PST
Pencils!! Wonderful, beautiful, exceedingly pleasant, fantastic set of pencils!! I had a full set of pencils of lots of shades!! ^^ Yay me!!

Thanks ma and pa!! ^^ ]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/7361250/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/7361250/ Tue, 20 Dec 2005 07:09:45 PST
TODAY is officially the start of our Christmas break! At last, I can breathe!


I think I logged in a week ago, but that was until my brother butted in that time, leaving me no chance of having to have done anything on the site. Unfortunately, I also did NOT have time to draw much stuff... or submit any deviations... or anything... TT_TT

Odd, this is making me think that school is a hindrance... or something that Huck said.. or was it Tom?? Nah, it was Huck... NO!! It was Twain himself!! GAh!... T_*

In totally unrelated news, I finally cleaned meh room!
It is soo. . . well, CLEAN now! and so... pink... and... purple... *ahem*


*gasp* I hear sirens... There's fire in teh neighborhood!!.. O_O'... Siren's gone now... Well, I'm off to get... inspired and sorts... '-_- ]]> ~bronzechild http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/6965314/ http://bronzechild.deviantart.com/journal/6965314/ Sat, 05 Nov 2005 18:52:01 PST ... wAaAah... *sniff*... It also means that my work's gonna progress slowly since there's homework and projects and. . . stuff... arg... *frown*

But I'm certain there'll be a certain day where I'll be able to submit all works, like 10-20 works submitted in one day on a Thursday... O_o...

Ah well... Better than nothing as my dad used to say... '-_-

Bye for now... ]]> ~bronzechild