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                <title>New Account!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Aug 2009 08:46:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://katsune-wolfox.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><a href="http://katsune-wolfox.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><a href="http://katsune-wolfox.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><a href="http://katsune-wolfox.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><br /><br />I hate the name bubbaryu....just bleh... lol<br /><br />I will be moving everything to this new account. <br /><br /><a href="http://katsune-wolfox.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><a href="http://katsune-wolfox.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><a href="http://katsune-wolfox.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><a href="http://katsune-wolfox.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>Tidecast Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Mar 2009 11:01:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey people!!! <br /><br />Go check out Tidecast.org!!!<br /><br />TideCast is the Talkative pride podcast, We're queer enough, so you don't have to be!! We are your guide out of the fog which is the evil that lies in the every fiber of the todays world. Follow us  into the light. <br /><br />What ever it may be, either, if your looking for advice, general help, a good time, something funny witty and entertaining, or just want to tune in to hear about our sex lives, Check out TideCast at Tidecast.org, Episode 6 is all about the kinks and fetishes. Not to mention we will be having a guest speaker. So tune in and dont miss out!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Tidecast The talkative pride cast</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Jan 2009 18:17:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ tidecast[dot]org<br /><br />Tidecast. org is officially up and running!!!! Not to mention our premiere episode it out and available for you to download!! Either you can listen to it Via the link below or by accessing it directly via the download page. This Episode is pretty much our introductions, we talk a little about our selves and show you who we are, we also talk about what we can do for YOU!<br /><br />tidecast[dot]org/premiere. mp3<br /><br />Take this rare chance to be on our first official Episode of Tidcast, Next Time we will be talking about how we met our significant other, and we would also love to hear from you! Whither it was your goldfish or a 8 armed alien from mars who fucks you with his tenticlels, we want to hear it!!! So send us your emails now!! And be on our next episode! Also Keep in mind that we can not get to every email, so give it some thought, also the sooner you send it in the better! We need time to give you a well thought out answer.<br /><br /><br />**Warning & Disclaimer: TideCast is recommended for an mature audience. 18 years or older, If you are under the age of 18 you are requested to leave at once. This Website and Podcast contain mild Adult Themes, and suggestive language. If you are 18 years or older please feel free to download and browse about. We look forward to having you a part of our community!<br /><br />ÂWe are not for every one, we are a new team of super friends whom banded together to fight the unjust of the relationship and sex life's of the everyday person(s)! We are two Gay furry's and one Bi-jrocker who go beyond the means of expectation to entertain you and help you with the most advance tactics known to man! We present to you, TideCast, the Talkative Pride PodCast. Â<br /><br /><br />Relationship Issues? Want Sex Advice? Have Any general questions? Pissed off? What ever it may be we want to help you! If you want a shot at getting on the show toss us an email with your name and problem and we will be happy to help you out!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>Seeking Opinions</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Jan 2009 23:31:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok every one, I need your opinions and help with an Idea I have.<br /><br />Me and 2 friends are going to be hosting a Weekly Podcast with in the next month or so...we are working on names, Topics and other things to have on the show, not to mention length...<br /><br />So far what we have<br /><br />2 gay guys and a Bi chick who is obsessed with J rock. <br /><br />SOOOO this should prove quite entertaining LOLOL <br /><br />I don't know if any of you listen to the radio or anything, but it would be VERY similar to a radio show just not a live broadcasting...<br /><br />Our topics will Include the following so far<br />-------------<br />Relationship Advice/General Advice/talk<br />Romance/Adult/Sexual Advice/talk<br />Jrock/Music segment/talk/news<br />------------<br /><br />We plan on also having little snipits of things that all 3 of us enjoy, such as Gaming, Software, Television and other things that I am sure we will bring up during each show...WE also intend on involving listeners with the show, with Emails, (E.X. Some guy wants to know how he should propose to his gf/bf what ever it may be) that or we could actually bring them into the show...eventually we want to bring in special guest if it ever gets big enough.... This is all for fun for us to do .... but I want your opinions and thoughts about it. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> <br /><br />Thanks in advance.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Jumping back in</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Dec 2008 12:28:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey friends and watchers! I have not been on alot...I know! I plan on jumping back into the swing of things...I feel a much needed art inspiration coming along. (hoping) I have just been so bored and have not wanted to do anything! so... lol...lets hope...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>Kanon Kat is live!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Aug 2008 23:44:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is Me and Jasons Collab account... With all of our photography...<br /><br />Please enjoy XD<br /><br /><a href="http://kanonkat.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><a href="http://kanonkat.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><a href="http://kanonkat.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><a href="http://kanonkat.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>OMFG !!!!!!! NEW CAMEROZ</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Aug 2008 20:02:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Me and Jason put some money together and bought a brand new Cannon 40D!!! and let me tell you ...this monster is amazing! Photos soon!!! <br /><br /><br />i kno u all r jel ice ><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> <br /><br />lawl... its k, im a noob im still trying to get the hang of it...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>What do you consider the single most important eve</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Jul 2008 05:56:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What do you consider the single most important event in your life?<br />-----------------------------------------<br /><br />I would have to say ...if i did not get into the online gaming scene, I would not be were i am...I would not have started my graphic design...i would not have met the love of my life over the net...i would not have moved across the US to be with that person... Its funny to think about how something like playing a game can do so much...from making signature graphics for runescape clans...to becoming a freelance web designer and making big money and having a set career path for the future...<br /><br />kudos to you runescape...and kudos to blizzard...for if it were not for them... i also would not be were i am today..... (such as meeting new people...and become a different person because of it)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Back Online</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Jul 2008 13:03:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well i thought i should update this journal lol...but yes i am back!!! and...i am in ohio safe and sound with my good friend Jason...<3<br /><br />catch ya later!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Offline</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Jul 2008 06:18:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey guys Though i would tell you all i will be offline for about a week...Making my big move from So Cal to Ohio State....Ill have my email...but thats about it...<br /><br /><br />Aolson4489@gmail.com<br /><br />Talk to you all soon!<br /><br />_Bubba<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Jun 2008 06:20:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling<br />If you get more than 20, youÂre paranoid.<br />If you get 10-20, you are normal.<br />If you get 10 or less, youÂre fearless.<br />People who donÂt have any are liars.<br /><br />I FearÂ<br />x= yes<br />/= sorta<br />[ ] The dark<br />[ ] staying single forever<br />[/] being a parent<br />[ ] giving birth<br />[ ] being myself in front of others<br />[ ] open spaces<br />[ ] closed spaces<br />[ ] heights<br />[ ] dogs<br />[ ] birds<br />[ ] fish<br />[ ] spiders<br />[ ] flowers or other plants<br /><br />Total so far: 1<br /><br />[ ] being touched<br />[ ] fire<br />[x] deep water<br />[ ] snakes<br />[ ] the ocean<br />[ ] failure<br />[ ] success<br />[ ] thunder/lightning<br />[ ] frogs/toads<br />[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad<br />[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom<br />[ ] rats<br />[ ] jumping from high places<br />[ ] snow<br /><br />Total so far: 2<br /><br />[ ] rain<br />[ ] wind<br />[ ] crossing hanging bridges<br />[ ] death <br />[ ] heaven<br />[ ] being robbed<br />[ ] falling<br />[ ] clowns<br />[ ] dolls<br />[ ] large crowds of people <br />[ ] men<br />[ ] women<br />[ ] having great responsibilities<br />[ ] doctors, including dentists<br />[ ] tornadoes (weeeee!)<br /><br />Total so far: 2<br /><br />[ ] hurricanes<br />[x] incurable diseases<br />[ ] sharks<br />[ ] Friday the 13th<br />[ ] ghosts <br />[ ] poverty<br />[ ] Halloween<br />[ ] school<br />[ ] trains<br />[ ] odd numbers<br />[ ] even numbers<br />[ ] being alone<br />[x] becoming blind<br />[x] becoming deaf<br />[ ] growing up<br /><br />Total so far: 5<br /><br />[ ] creepy noises in the night<br />[ ] bee stings<br />[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals<br />[ ] needles<br />[ ] blood<br />[ ] dinosaurs<br />[ ] the welcome mat <br />[ ] high speed<br />[ ] throwing up <br />[ ] falling in love<br />[ ] super secrets<br /><br />total: 5<br /><br /><br />I guess I am fearless...<br />I am scared of deep waters...Why? I dont know it just freaks me out not knowing what the fuck is underneath me...lol<br /><br />being a parent...why? I really am not scared..just dont want the responsibility of raising a child...dont want to do it...really...i had my brother and sister to look after...thats good enough...<br /><br />incurable diseases...why? they freak me out...and i dont want one...i dont want to die yet...i have WAY to much to live for...not scared of death just i cant die yet...<br /><br />and yet but not least the fear of loosing my sense's...why? becuase i wont be able to hear the words of love my mate gives me...nor the site of his wonderful face nor the glory of the earth...i would go insane if i lost either one...but if i had to pick i would rather loose the ability to talk...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>this past week</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jun 2008 22:45:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW <br /><br />ok ok ok .....were to start...well....soo...i get to the airport wensday at around 2:30...<br /><br />NOTE: LAX suckkkkksssssssss   parking...is expensive and traffic is a nightmare and the NO UTURN HERE!!! really gets annoying... <br /><br />so i park by the terminal exit ...and were trying to find each other...I get out of my car and we take about 3 min to find one another...then finally...we meet...in person and hug for the first time....let me tell you....this hug was pure awesome... you may be like fuck Andrew get a grip its just a hug and this is nothing big...<br /><br />ok sooo then we pretty much just took it easy there on out and went to the hotel...<br /><br />we then arrived at the comfort inn just outside of LA, BUT, get this....travelocity fucked it up and the hotel was booked and DID NOT get our reservation...THEREFOR....they were like SORRY and we got a suite for FREE at the downtown SHARETON HOTEL!!!!!! lol and let me tell you ...THAT was a HUGE  room... <br /><br />the rest of the night we pretty much stayed there in the hotel room...we DID however go out across the street to a nice Asian cuisine place and had some GREAT Chinese food...then came night time... <br /><br />I dont want to melt your minds but i will tell you that no matter WHO you are with it is a wondrous feeling to be able to know the level of commitment that you and that person has and just being able to simply hold them and kiss them and tell them everything will be ok...<br /><br />then waking up to that persons face smiling at you .... truly a dream come true... gives you such a warm...friendly feeling...<br /><br />Thursday was also magical...we woke up early ...and took off to the beach....<br />santa moncia pier was packed with people but we found a place many people did not dare to go...underneath the pier... (pictures soon to come) *giggles* and jason has only been to the beach one other time in his life...so it was a great experience... after that we went back into LA and got all dressed up and went out to a fine restaurant  called NOE at the OMNI hotel....after i stuffed my face we went to the concert hall and watched a play called "the chorus line" WHICH by the way was very very good! and funny! lol<br /><br />lets see....friday we went to disneyland...FUN FUN FUN!!!!! lolol making out on those rides ....ahhhhhh<br /><br />how fun that was LOL<br /><br />hmm then we came to Beaumont for Friday night and then Saturday we went to Laguna beach and drove through long beach and back up to LA and stayed at another nice Sheraton right by LAX......(i wont disclose all the details) but lets just say it was completely amazing....<br /><br />all in all...we could not let each other go, if we wernt kissing...we were hugging...if we wernt hugging we were holding hands...and if we wernt holding hands we were saying i love you every 5 seconds... this love is nothing short of amazing and magical....things just seemed to work out perfect in every little situation we had ....its a funny way to look at life...but just letting life takes its corse...things worked out better in the end.... it was....exciting...odd...yet ...i loved every second of it... and would do it over and over again.... <br /><br />in other news....i am engaged....to jason fowler... not sure when a wedding will take place...may be in a year...could be in 6 ....depends on what happens with our school situations... also i got my first speeding ticket...Beaumont police suck mah balls and can go to hell LOLOL....88 in a construction zone my ass...i was barely going 70....fuck!!!!!!!! im just gonna pay it off and fuck it...im not waiting till august ....fuck it lol<br /><br /><br />any ways...thanks for reading! <br /><br />_Andy<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>selling WOW account </title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 May 2008 16:05:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey guys...im selling my world of warcraft account..<br /><br />ONE, i need to quit for good <br />TWO, i need the cash to move out of state<br />----------<br /><br />for those interested send me a message for more info...<br /><br />I have a level 70 druid (3 epic sets, the pimp of the server) <br />healing  1800 BH<br />balance  1100 BD<br /> pvp     240 RES  (over 950 BD and 16% crti/non moonkin)<br /><br />i also have a 58 shamman and about 6 other char's below level 30 (including a 19 twink who is geared out for its level, GREAT for pvp)<br /><br />im also on msn (nocama@live.com)<br /><br />Im looking for a good 400 bucks<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>updates</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 May 2008 17:48:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well..lets see....<br /><br />At this moment in time...my plans are to move out of state with the best thing that ever happened to me. <br />However...i want to be able to keep my parents...i don't know how to convince them that this will work other then going for my dreams and not stopping at nothing to archive them...<br /><br />I know the risks of leaving this home behind and the lack of support i will have from my family here...but i have my love and my skill sets to help me... <br /><br />My plan..<br /><br />Gain enough money to make sure just IN CASE (worst case scenario) that this dose not work out..which i have no doubts that it wont...i have the utmost faith in him and our relationship...but its good to have something to fall back on just in case....I realize the importance of becoming independent...so...i will have to try my hardest this next month to support my self with out the help of my parents...though...their wishes are to see me be able to move out on my own' with my own place' before i do anything else with my life may not come true.....i could easily pick up another job...and support my self and have a pretty nice place and a laid back life with just working two jobs......i could work it out and get a part time job on top of this paper route and make enough to go to college and work a part time job and on top of that work on my website business.. BUT i want to live with jason...and i want to start my new life with him...in all honesty id would make more sense to get a second job..attend school and work my way up...but then again...me and jason could share the bills...go to college together and make love each and every night...which sounds much more enticing then being on my own..completely...and eventually i will be come that sole independent 'that my parents' want...wither i have their support or not... <br /><br />but any way ...this next week jason is coming down and we will be spending a week together...it will be heaven on earth....<br /><br />any ways.....thats how things are looking <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> <br /><br />and yes my friend has internet which is good lol...i would literally die with out it...hahah...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>I have been kicked.....</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 May 2008 00:23:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ out of my home....guys...who ever does read these and cares...please give me your wishes and prayers... thats all i need... my mother has decided to disown me... i ....i honestly believe at this point there is no helping her....<br /><br />i have been called so many things... i have been blamed for hurting her...and the entire family...but the only one in the entire family making a big fuss about this is her...i feel so sorry that this is how she sees the world...<br /><br />any ways i may be offline  for a week or so...who knows... I love you all...and ill talk to you all soon <br /><br />my number is 1 (614) 747 2100  <br /><br />text me call me w/e <br /><br />thanks <br />see ya soon <br /><br />_Andy<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>Hmm...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 May 2008 13:41:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Life...is ....odd...<br /><br /><br />I don't understand how people can be so close minded...its...almost...funny...yet...very very sad...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>MADNESS!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Apr 2008 17:58:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ what a disgrace to the world of art and the human species... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /><br /><br />In 2007, the 'artist' Guillermo Vargas Habacuc, took<br />a dog from the street,<br />tied him to a rope in an art gallery, and starved<br />him to death.<br /><br />For several days, the 'artist' and the visitors of<br />the exhibition have<br />watched emotionless the shameful 'masterpiece' based<br />on the dog's agony,<br />until eventually he died.<br /><br />But this is not all... the prestigious Visual Arts<br />Biennial of the Central<br />American decided that the 'installation' was<br />actually art, so that<br />Guillermo Vargas Habacuc has been invited to repeat<br />his cruel action for the<br />biennial of 2008.<br /><br />PLEASE HELP STOP HIM.<br /><br /><br />It takes a second to help put a stop to animal abuse.<br /><br /><br />sign the petetion to stop this asshole by going to <a href="http://www.petitiononline.com/ea6gk/petition.html">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ah...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Apr 2008 00:58:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The world...have never looked so good.... oh ...how i love you...you...have made life worth living...ambition has been reborn... the feeling of wanting to try my hardest..give it my all... as long as i have you by my side...i can ...and will do ...anything...my heart desires....there is nothing in the world...that i would rather have..then you....you... are...my reason...for waking up in the morning...you are the reason i will go on to the dance floor...i will dance...with you...we will...spend the rest of our lives....together....we ....will grow old together....you have made my day...every time i see your picture....i am overwhelmed.. with joy.....even tho ....our hands...have never touched.... we ...are meant for each other...I Seriously COULD....NOT....ask for anything more.....this is what i have searched for...and i vow...that i will pick you up when you fall...when you feel down....i will bring you up...i will take you away..me and you will get lost...in a world...that only you and I...matter... we together... back to back...against the world... as you told me... <br /><br /><br />I love you....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>so another year comes and goes....</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Apr 2008 07:22:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ And i would have to say..so far...this year has been the best one of my life ....<br />Getting out of high school...Starting college...Got a car... a License...Lost weight...Fell in love... AM in love... lost weight... and am surrounded by friends and family that love me.....<br /><br />Something tells me as long as i work hard and use this brain of mine...19 will be a cake walk.....just need that job and some money and i'm set...<br /><br />btw if for some odd reason you were unable to comprehend my message id be glad to spell it out for you <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br /><br />April 4th, 2008 5:04 am i will be turning 19... YOU can also just send me money Via Pay Pal...(PM me for infos) LOLOLOL JOKE!!!!!!!!!! (i had to ...sorry)<br /><br />_Andy<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Its funny..but for some odd reason</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Mar 2008 15:11:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Its funny..but for some odd reason..horoscopes...they always speak some truth..may not be completely 100% true times but..hell..some times..i laugh at how right on the dot they are...i would share examples but dont want to put you people to sleep...lets discuss about it if your interested in a good chat!<br /><br />look at yours! you never know what its gonna say!<br /><br /><a href="http://horoscopes.">[link]</a> astrology. com/index/dailyindex. html<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>WOOT!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Mar 2008 14:08:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ over 1000 pageview's! Never was really aiming for more...but thats kick ass! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br />thanks to my watchers and friends! More pics and designs soon to come!<br /><br /><3 <br /><br />_Andy<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>not on much</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Mar 2008 23:33:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i know i havent been on DA as much..lol FA has taken me to new heights! met some awesome people! and now have a new RP buddy!! ZOMG!!! TEH DRAMA LOLOLOL<br /><br />btw new pics!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Blurbs, good and bad..</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Mar 2008 00:18:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ First off i want to say, I dont care on your outlook on life, or view of morals" If you don't want to accept me for what i do and who i am..then please remove your self from my friends list...im not here to judge..just to simply vent and express what im feeling..i dont need you fucking with me... please and thank you...<br />________________<br />ANIME EXPO? YES! I so plan on going! for you people in so cal! hit me up we should so meet up! I plan to cos-play, more on the less expensive side, not rich enough to buy a fur suite yet! haha!!<br /><br />And speaking of cons...I am looking at this FAunited..its on the east coast! which is kind of a bummer, but i can always fly out there if i save up, i know a few people out there but no one close enough to actually trust enough... lol i need to find more so cal furs!<br />____<br />Rants and what not? (warning LONG journal) I tend to take thing very serious in my personal life, also beware. i was not paying attention to spelling or grammar...<br />___<br />I dont know......., i don't normally post this kinda stuff any were.. i always try to keep a positive attitude towards things..but..right now.. i need to vent out what i feel..wither or not people read this i dont care..just i always feel better once its out there..ya know? I have talked to people here and there...i tell my self wait.. the day will come when you will meet that some one...but...wow..i have come to the conclusion that its easy to love...really easy...i guess im just really desperate? I really dont know what it is...I know i want some one... to hold...to laugh with...to open up to...i dont want anything between us...i have so much...that i need to share .. and yet... its hard to share with some people.. mostly because i feel a majority of people are judgmental... and i fear what they think...i tell my self i dont give a shit.. but the truth is i do...i know i cant be liked by every one....but i am so self conscious at times... i hate being alone...yes i have friends...but to be honest, i feel that i am alone... i have my loving family, and friends...but i have this feeling...this space... this pain....it literally has its moments were it tears me apart......I meet these people online that are so happy...and im like...this is amazing! I want what they have...i want that other piece to my puzzle...i dont know how much longer i can wait...I have a had a few people come on to me but...how do i know if there the right person??? I dont want to get hurt...and i dont want to hurt any one...been there done that... this sad music of course does not help....ARG!<br /><br />Me being online alot i have met some extraordinary people.... some i hope i someday will meet in real life... just to hug them ..so meet them face to face...at first i laughed at the idea of online dating..but wow...to think i fell for some people online...I actually sit and wait for them to come online.. there are a few people I cant go a day without saying hi to them...its such a wonderful feeling to know some one out there waits for you and want to say hi and ask you how your day has been like...i get all warm and gidy inside....i have met some people in real life tho...to be honest only a few spark my interest....i can tell a few of them like me...but really all i need a good friend...I almost avoid them at times just because they try to come on to me...i know i want it badly but not with these certain people...I love their friendship...but my heart tells me no...<br /><br />Out of all the people i have ever met...there are only a few who have actually made my heart stop when i think about them....<br /><br /><br />I think about a girl..whom i met along time ago... it seemed like almost every day we would hang out...oh...it was the best of times...sitting playing video games...eating mac'n cheese and Popsicles.. i dont know if she will ever read this but...I have feelings for you that cant be explained.. I look at your pictures..and i want to cry...but i want to smile...im happy when your happy...when i hear your sad...i get overwhelmed with grief...<br /><br />I think of a friend...whom i met a few years ago...he showed me kindness..and i know i have a friend in him no matter what...even though i disagree with what your doing with your life..i still love you...no matter what...i will be there in your darkest moments to hug you... and be a friend when your out in the cold....I will show you tough love here and there..but is only because i want to see you get back on your feet...and move forward! get past your self pity and move on !! I cant promise you the world..but i can promise you, with some hard work and determination, you will be happy in the end..<br /><br />I think of a friend.. whom i met only a few days ago....what a great guy...I'm happy hes found some one to love him...and for him to love...We became fast friends...and even though we still dont know to much about each other...I have a feeling me and you will have a good... ]]></description>
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                <title>Happy Easter</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Mar 2008 02:02:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Happy easter people! Let your day be candy filled and energetic! for those who do other things on this day good for you! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br /><br />CANDY!!!!!!!!!!!!! OOOOOOOOOOO MMMMMMMMMMMMM GGGGGGGGGGGG<br /><br />YES i will be bouncing off walls... because chocolate is the best thing EVR<br /><br /><br /><br />FUCKING EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR<br /><br /><br /><br />that is all.....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Vacation soon</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Mar 2008 11:45:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ next week is my spring break...time to go hot body searching! LOL<br /><br />no but really im plan'n on going to the beach... ALOT...or at least i hope...im also gonna procrastinate on all my homework till the last second, LOL....<br /><br />oh and i found out that im worth about...200g on wow =/ .... loser people... lol im so tossing that game in the trash,...soon....well...no...but...some day...maybe? hm.....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>So it begins</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Mar 2008 12:40:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://globalsigalliance.com/forums/competition-discussions/25305-voting-gsas-top-5-a-2.html">[link]</a><br /><br />you are able to vote for 5 sigs/tags..mine is number 20...<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> there is some competition out there! RAWR, i might not win or even come close but it was hella fun<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>90's kid</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Mar 2008 15:45:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ LAWLZ i read this and was amazed on how true this was.... lol the good'ol times <br /><br />I was born on April 4th, 1989<br /><br />If you're under the age of 11 or 12...you shouldn't even read this,<br />and if you do, you should not repost this.<br /><br />You're a 90's kid if:<br /><br />You remember watching:<br />-Doug<br />-Ren & Stimpy<br />-Pinky and the Brain<br />-AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!<br />-Rockos modern Life.<br />-Animaniacs<br />-Gargoyles<br /><br />You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"<br /><br />You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiin west Philadelphia born and raised . . ."<br /><br />You remember:<br />-Step by Step<br />-Family Matters!!!<br />-Dinosaurs<br />-Boy Meets World!!!!<br /><br />You remember when it was actually worth getting up early<br />on a Saturday to watch cartoons.<br /><br />You remember reading "Goosebumps"<br /><br />You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . . not<br /><br />When everything was settled by:<br />-rock paper scissors or<br />-bubble gum bubble gum in a dish or<br />-ms. mary mack<br /><br />when kick ball was a daily activity.<br /><br />when we used to obey our parents<br /><br />You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape.<br /><br />You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular.<br /><br />You remember The Original Game Boy.<br /><br />You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny.<br /><br />You remember watching:<br />-The Magic School Bus<br />-Wishbone<br />-Reading Rainbow<br />-and Ghostwriter on PBS<br /><br />You remember when Yo-Yos were cool.<br />You remember those Where's Waldo books.<br />You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gum.<br /><br />You remember watching:<br />-the 1st Batman<br />-Aladdin<br />-Ninja Turtles<br />-ghost busters<br /><br />You remember Ring Pops.<br /><br />If you remember when every thing was "da BOMB!"<br /><br />You remember boom boxes .vs. cd players.<br /><br />Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them.<br /><br />You played and/or collected "Pogs" <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere.<br /><br />one word. . . . . . . .trolls.<br /><br />Windows 95 was the best.<br /><br />You watched the original cartoons of<br />-Rugrats<br />-Wild Thornberry's<br />-Power Rangers<br />-Rocket Power.<br /><br />All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.<br /><br />You collected those Beanie Babies.<br /><br />Carebears<br /><br />Lambchop's song never ended.<br /><br />Silver dollars, which were cool to have.<br /><br />Everyone watched the WB.<br /><br />If you even know what an original walkman is.<br /><br />You know the Macarena by heart.<br /><br />"Talk to the hand" . . . enough said<br /><br />You went to McDonald's to play in the playplace.<br /><br />You remember playing on merry go rounds at the playground.<br /><br />Before the MySpace frenzy . . .<br />Before the Internet & text messaging . . .<br />Before Sidekicks & iPods . . .<br />Before PlayStation3 or X-BOX 360 . . .<br />Before Spongebob . . .<br />Before Tupac was shot.<br />When light up sneakers were cool.<br />When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.<br /><br />When gas was $0.95 a gallon.<br />When we recorded stuff on VCRs.<br />You had slap bracelets!<br />You Actually played outside until it was dark!<br /><br />Way back.<br /><br />Before we realized all this would eventually disappear.<br /><br />Post this in your bulletin if you remember these days . . . .<br /><br />Post with the year you were born.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>OPEN CANVAS!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Feb 2008 18:38:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ZOMG THIS THING!!!<br /><br />Open Canvas is so freakin cool!!!!!<br /><br />If you have it id love to OC with any one!!!!! I am not the best artist in the world but man oh man its alot of fun!!! lol <br /><br />Aim - nocama<br />MSN - Runscapehero@hotmail.com<br />Email - Aolson4489@gmail.com<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Omegaworld.net</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Feb 2008 14:33:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ For you that don't Know already <a href="http://www.omegaworld.net/">[link]</a> is my website. I have recently Updated it to act more like my personal blog/gallery..<br /><br />I may post a few more blog here and there on Dev art but most of my activity will be on Omegaworld.net<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Updates</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Feb 2008 16:36:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Started college back up...<br /><br />And uploaded some new pics! <br /><br />AND!!!! my first two prints XD woot! lol <br /><br />thought why not?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>wow 500</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Jan 2008 22:16:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 500 page views XD thanks DA and my little handful of sexy watchers..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I love this song</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Jan 2008 23:10:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=41328900">[link]</a><br />
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Lost is the title.. i cant get enough of this song.. TBH its coming in close to my all time favorite song...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>would you have sex with me? </title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Jan 2008 22:44:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ if i had an australian accent?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>what the hell..</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Jan 2008 18:49:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ lol well i saw this and i wanted to post one just cuz there is no good porn i havent seen and i dont have any one to have sex with... so....next best thing is get on my dev art and myspace and do this<br />
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__________________<br />
 Would you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your boyfriend/girlfriend?<br />
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well lets say "theoretically" i had a boyfriend/girlfriend, it would depend on who my boyfriend/girlfriend is and how well he/she puts out, if he/she does good then yea id be pissed and go whoop some ass, if not then why the fuck would i have an ugly boyfriend/girlfriend??<br />
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Is there anyone you hate?<br />
Hate is such a strong word, i more like despise some people. <br />
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Do you like the color pink?<br />
ONLY if i have to use it on a design or some hot chick has it in her hair.<br />
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Do you find it in your heart to forgive?<br />
yes, it just all depends on how big your pocket book is..lol no but yes i can.<br />
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Would you rather not eat or not sleep?<br />
well lets see, if i cant eat id die cuz without pizza my life would be over and i would end up melting like the wicked witch of the west. but then again id be able to loose some wait so id rather not eat. <br />
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Have you ever seen a real redneck?<br />
oh god..i think?<br />
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Do you like tattoos and piercings?<br />
depends on who has them and were they are, and how they are used.<br />
rawrrrrr<br />
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What's your favorite season?<br />
i want to say winter but i like summer cuz schools out and people are in good moods and its a good time to be with friend. go to the beach? <br />
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Do you care if people talk smack about you?<br />
no, but i like to know so i can beat them up or scare them XD cuz im not always so cute =3 i can be scary when i want to be, and also note im always sexy.<br />
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How much are you on the phone daily?<br />
hmm some times hours on end some times none<br />
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Your name?<br />
andrew mo mandrew fe fi fo fanna banana manana mi my mo mandraw andrew ><<br />
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god i cant believe i did that<br />
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Are you in a good mood?<br />
*wags tail* <br />
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Do you think people will exist forever?<br />
hmm, idk, we have made an artificial human heart so its like wtf? we have made it to mars, who knows.. i cant say but if the blogs of 40 year old guys still living with there mother are true then the world is supposed to end in a4 years..which i hope its actually world orgy day..which would be SO COOL!!!<br />
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Whats your sign?<br />
aries <br />
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Do you believe in luck?<br />
luck...luck, hmm luck.. well..no..i believe in karma and hardwork <br />
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Would you rather skydive or bungee jump?<br />
skydive<br />
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Where is one place that you'd like to visit?<br />
Italy <br />
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Do you like waffles?<br />
some times<br />
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Anything you're looking forward to?<br />
falling in love with some one, building a future and having hot wild steamy passionate sex. *wags tail*<br />
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Do you have more or less than five real best friends?<br />
*tail stops wagging* <br />
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Does the number 23 have any significance to you?<br />
does that mean i will have sex when im 23? fuck i cant wait that long.. <br />
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Be honest, do you like people in general?<br />
well...depends on the people..normally no.. because a majority of them are self centered and judgmental. <br />
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Big or small dogs?<br />
<a href="http://www.furaffinity.net/full/991554/">[link]</a><br />
RUF! *wags tail again*<br />
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Do you like Big Macs?<br />
DEATH TO MICKYD"S!<br />
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Did someone bother you today?<br />
yes<br />
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What do you think about death?<br />
its inevitable no matter what, but its ok..cuz im gonna make my life count by exploring everything, other then smoking, i would not mind getting drunk but no way am i smoking. and i want to have lots of sex but i want to make sure its clean sex XD just hot sexy passionate and steamy sex.<br />
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Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?<br />
i have wished i was a fictional character. but then i got over my self and realized i dont need to be some one else, cuz if i want to be happy i gotta work hard for it.. <br />
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Does someone love you?<br />
I really hope so..i really do..<br />
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Do you know anyone named Dave?<br />
yes now that i think about i think like 3 or 4 people, weird<br />
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Recently kissed anyone with the name starting with a R?<br />
no but i have kissed some one with a name stating with an R. <br />
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Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?<br />
no but some one mistook me as a girl..which pissed me off but fucking i was at work and i couldn't hit them, i mean i know i have long hair but shit..my ass must be pretty nice then..or something..shit...<br />
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Got any nicknames?<br />
 AJ, andy, bubba. sexy, boomkin, sexy, erm...did i say sexy?<br />
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What color is your hair?<br />
blonde, dur?<br /... ]]></description>
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                <title>Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jan 2008 23:46:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ while i sit on my ass and play world of warcraft..i wiped the raid group because instead of healing i get so lost in the wonders of the sunsets that are infront of me.. SOO i updated and gave you all 3 pics to look at..and stare at there all mighty beauty! <br />
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nothing is more wondrous then mother nature.. ah...i cant wait for these storms that are supposed to hit..always a good sun set after wards.. *wags bushy moonkin tail*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ZOMG MORE FUNNY!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jan 2008 10:40:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ah the classic difference's between the opposites <br />
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                <title>The Entry of DOOM!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Jan 2008 23:45:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well....hmm...what to say....well i gots a tablet and a new TV wootage for HDTV PORN!! <br />
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HHAHAHAHAHAHA! jk<br />
no really, i have now seen parts of the vagina i never saw before. flip flaps and flabea's<br />
(dave chapelle) haha funny? joke? lol <br />
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any way i know bad joke...lol <br />
<br />
but yea picked up drawing again..lets see what i come up with...<br />
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i would a fancy css template for this journal that would be cool's.<br />
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<br />
off to bed gonna cuddle with my puppy =3<br />
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MUWAHAHAHQH!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>Merry Xmas!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Dec 2007 21:31:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well its late and i want santa to come and bring me cool toys and what not..lolz <br />
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any way have a safe holiday and drink responsibly!  time to watch a movie and fallz to sleepzzzzzzzZZzzzzzZZZzzzzZZZZzzzz<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>New pictures and what not</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Dec 2007 16:47:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so fuck the shout outs and art me me's ill do them later..<br />
 I added 2 new pics i took a few weeks ago and a new drawing which i attempted to color and shade HAHAH! <br />
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enjoy!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>shout outs and art me mes </title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Dec 2007 23:51:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OK fuck you people who can draw! lol <br />
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as soon as i get time im so going to do one of these lol im bored and want to FREAKING express my self on DEV art, EVEN THO i know only like maybe 2 people actually read my profile! <br />
<br />
SO...me and photoshop have a date tomorrow and im fucking doing one and no anime!!!!<br />
<br />
I LOVE ANIME but i cant fucking get my drawings on the computer till i get my new tablet thigamabob ..<br />
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so meh... im just cranky cuz im not plaing wow nor watching porn any more.. i quit them both.. <br />
<br />
god for me having withdrawls like this already!!! fuck!!!! <br />
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AEHHEREHRRGGRGGGGGGG!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>World of Warcraft</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Dec 2007 08:02:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ oh jezz, what a wodnerful game. level 70, end game raiding night after night. it has taken a hold of my day to day life. I wont quit completly i mean, i cant lol. just taking a much needed break from the wow world and focusing on my life, like a job and my art and design. finals are today at school so...<br />
<br />
any way i made alot of good friends on wow and i wont forget them, thank god for places like (dear lord im sying it) myspace. cuz every one has one. so super easy to keep in contact with every one. <br />
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well i hope this break helps. I will most likly have some withdraws lol knowing how addicting it is..but its knida nice knowing i dont have to be on wow and commit to a raid. <br />
any way.. hmm<br />
oh i saw that movie the golden compass. i liked it.. alot of people say it was shit becuase it was nothing like the book but i enjoyed it. <br />
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well off to my final's...bye!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>TEH DATE</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 Dec 2007 11:42:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well the date i went on was AWESOME! im sad to see her go back to the army for a whole freaking year, i hate this country more now then ever before lol.. sending her to freakin kroea for god sakes.. no offense to you koreans just rather her not be on the border.. or any were else but here..im not 100% sure what she feels for me, i dont want to come on to strong and not to weak! GAH !! so confusing....but she is so pretty, loved her hair <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> <br />
i miss her..<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> i want to spend more time but shes laving after XMAS! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> <br />
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XD I NEED CHOCOLATE!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>ahh this sweet yet almost sinical emotion... </title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Dec 2007 23:49:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok, so there is some one i like. alot. yet i dont know how they feel about me yet. Im hoping that maybe we can get to know each other more i just hope the opportunity does not go away. I dont have much time before this small window is gone and i will have to wait for months to to see this person again. i want to tell her what i feel yet i dont want to come on to strong. so how does a movie and dinner sound? gosh im so bad at talking when i get nervous i hope i didnt make a fool of my self XD i really hope shes not trying to avoid me... lol i hope this works out i really do.. is it because im so desperate to find some one or what? i have good friends but...lol friends only go so far XD <br />
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i want to have something more. i have feelings i haven't had in years... you may think im young but im not like any guy whos after a quick booty call.. i haven't had a girl friend becasue im waiting for some one special. like this person. idk how to explain it but i really feel we may have something i just dont know how far to go. i dont want to freak her out but i want her to know i care for her, and i want her to be with me....well its late time for bed. i hope she goes with me to the movie we have planed out.. i really do..<br />
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was for tonight but she had to watch her siblings. <br />
2marow may not work either so when? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> <br />
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<br />
still optimistic as always but its starting to piss me off....lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>When people ignore you.a little random but typical</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Dec 2007 23:27:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I figure at least one person actually reads this stuff i post here so why not post it here as well. ..<br />
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SO, you try to go out of your way to say hi to some one. <br />
give them a smile. wave at them. Text them. Call them. <br />
yet they dont say hi back. nor smile. they dont wave, the dont even see you. <br />
they dont text, they dont call back. <br />
<br />
i have come to the simple conclusion below.<br />
<br />
They dont have a voice box, they have no arms, no ears or a set of eyes. <br />
They become nothing. Yet you were so close to this person? You thought that you two had a friendship that would last forever. What in the hell happend? i know the distance is a hard thing to deal with but why wont they say hi? why wont they call? why wont they wave? why wont they smile back? <br />
<br />
IGNORING YOU!!!!<br />
<br />
hmm....i think i may go play xbox and shoot some people..yeah...that sounds like fun BOOM FUCKING HEAD SHOT!!!!<br />
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i may even turn that into a song one day.. and i will become freaking rich... if only it were that easy... <br />
<br />
(C)ANDREW OLSON 2007<br />
<br />
HAHAHAH COPY RIGHT BITCH TRY THAT SHIT NOWW?!?!!?!? <br />
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<br />
i think i will sleep easy tonight....I LOVE PIZZA<br />
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--------------------MY PORTFOLIO WEBSITE---------------------------<br />
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                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>some new pics</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Nov 2007 00:29:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have not updated this in a while because im sick and fill like shit. lol <br />
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also been working on this <a href="http://www.omegaworld.net/album/">[link]</a><br />
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which needs a lot of improvement but just wait and see it will get better. <br />
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well any way night<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>Procrastination and ranting</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Nov 2007 10:07:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Procrastination SUCKS!! lol.<br />
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I am a procrastanator. I dont like to wait till the end to do something but im like ARG !!! i hate school and I dont want to get another job. i hated kmart with a passion, i have looked and was hoping for block buster which i should call. kinda like a week late but better then never yes? arg, home depot sounds bad to .. dry wood, splinters. tools more shit i gotta learn. i want a nice easy job lol... like my kmart one but still so much shit and drama its like WTF PEOPLE!! how old are you fuckers?!?!?THEN There are those people who like to brag " ZOMG I WORKED HERE FOR 45 YEARS" I WOULD NOT BE TELLING PEOPEL THAT< THEY WILL THINK YOUR RETARDXORZ!!>!>!!  ARGGG what a rant this turned into ... lol <br />
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but, i did make 500 bucks for making a web site. so WHOO HOO!! but still need to get a part time job if i ever plan on getting a car, and i got to take my drivers test EWWW!!! i hope i do well.. im still scared of the free way QQ <br />
 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" />((((( <br />
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kzghsfklhgdfkah;grlghflghrhg[pHPJHKL;ARGGLDFGLD FSDFGOKDGLJSDAGKL<br />
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^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ rant<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>Halo 3 MV</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 Oct 2007 13:13:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Check it out song by Breaking Benjimen Blow me away<br />
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<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K4v3tF8UXIA">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>Back to school eh?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Oct 2007 09:29:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ meh.. schools back after that week break. due to all the high winds and what not, freaking all the trees the campus did have are gone. sand every were, its almost amazing. But eh 2 days a wekk aint bad. hmm, i was kinda bored so i took some picutes of last nights sun set,it was a good one, also some random flowers lol.<br />
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let see what else can i add to this journal that no one will read.. hmm. oh oh oh i know. how about my horoscope! but for some odd reason they always seem a few days late. <br />
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______________________<br />
Today is perfect for getting rid of clutter, either by moving and organizing it or by getting it out of your house for good. You're pretty ruthless, so sentimentality shouldn't interfere with your decisions.<br />
______________________<br />
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hmm this is it for today, maybe its right. but i know i did some cleaning of my room about 2 days ago on sunday...hmmmmm maybe some more cleaning? cuz i consider alot of stuff clutter. like home work bleh! BUT I BET im gonna get a shit load cuz of missing a week <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /><br />
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hmm. what a wierd week this will be. i have a stragne feeling. maybe if i wish real hard the dream i had will come true and people will be turned into green slimy mutant like things with shit sticking out of them and then ill be forced to live on an island with my best friends. of coruse ill bring candace along. i mean who else will repopulate the world? rofl JK!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>To recap</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Oct 2007 13:46:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just to recap what has happend to me within the last week or so. well alot of SHIT!!!!<br />
lol<br />
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first off lets see. These so cal fires suck ass, so much smoke it fills the air and when i go outside or open the window i get a big whif of it, so gross. i cant breath lol. i miss Washington. My aunts house was in danger but its ok now. Next for those who don't know i play wow, and i was the leader of a guild named stray, we had over 150 people and ranked 20 on our server, which is not bad, nor is it the best, we had a long way to go but were progressing smoothly, till i let some one walk all over me, it sucks. I made him my co leader and had a few talks with him and told him what i wanted to see get done and how he should handle issues. i agreed with him that i want to get down to business and tell the members what to do but yet i still want to have fun, i told him i dont want to help people who dont want to help them selfs. but i guess all my hard work over the last 3 months was worth nothing. i tryed my hardest and got shot down by all 150 people. i know its a game but it still real people you work and play with on the game, and to lead and think that they were all good friends that were there to stand up for the guild and me, but i was wrong, i booted my co leader for cussing one of the members out (which hes filling a law suit for online testamentary) he has acted like a kid and rather cuss people out for making a mistake insted of acting like an adult and taking care of the problem properly. so after i booted him every one left, flaming me, calling me a retard and that i was worthless. i took some of it to heart at first and was kinda depressed i worked so hard for them all and they left me to die. but im over it, and i did have a few people stay with me to talk to me and comfort me XD so i got back on my feet and moved forward XD. <br />
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any way  they made a new guild and are slowly falling apart while i found a new guild were me and friends are now progressing and having fun yeling get to da choppa!! rofl. <br />
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<br />
FORGIVE THE SPELLING<br />
<br />
erm lets see, next thing is a dream i had. *been watching way to many zombie movies* <br />
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well i was at home and woke up to find nobody was home but my sister and a friend. we were like WTF!??! were the hell is every one and why the hell are u here? * to my friend* so we turned on the tv but cable was out. turned on the radio but was dead. next thing u know were all on this gigantic bridge/hotel kinda thing, hard to describe it but its kinda like a bridge with rooms/condos/appartment kinda thing all along it it went from the USA to huwaii. , i didnt have a name for it, but there was this real eiire feeling thought the dream. later on this guy in a black suit and green tie with glasses (he was bald) entered the room i was in with my sister and a few other people, he had a suitcase with him and 2 body guard like people, sun glasses and in tux's. he told us that there is a world wide panic that a science project went horribly wrong and that there is some kind of mutant spreading around the US. this bridge was the safest place to be so we could all get on the island before it was infected. we suddenly ran out of the room, i had my back pack with my laptop, camera, xbox, (ect) i also had 3 knives. *we are located at the end of the bridge by huwaii* i then looked over the bridge to see a horde of people running towards us. all of a sudden i see a few people running to the island screaming jump off jump off! to then see these 2 short looking things, they were green with dark spots, kinda smliy looking with 3 legs and a bone sticking out of the top of them. this is were it gets wierd, *warning i have been watching naruto alot* i then see the 2 creatures get obliterated bt a group of people in black outfits but one with a white top and a part black mask with grey hair. i was kinda puzzled that it was kakashi from naruto, kinda like umm wtf?? but i went with it. i followed them and asked why? what? who? were? (ect) they said nothing but handed me a headband and said be on your toes. then i was pushed off the bridge and woke up while i feel into the water. <br />
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wierd but kinda cool, then woke up to see my bedroom door open, and my window open. i kidna freaked out grabed my knife that i have hidden by my bed lol. walked down stairs to turn on the tv and what do you know, a zombie marathon for halloween. so i made my self some top ramen grabed a soda and put on kenshin.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Tonight</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Oct 2007 23:38:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Even tho i know no one will ever read these i will still post hoping some one will read one day lol.<br />
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tonight was a good night. my moms friend was having her 50th birthday and i was draged along with them. Of course there was an old friend i have known for some time. but never got that close so i was kinda like wtf when he came up and hugged me all of the sudden. and i just walked right pass him lol. i am such an ass. but its like dude, havent seen u nor any one else in like 5 years wtf. i dont know you. which is not true. cuz i never forget some one. lol i know all the people but still kinda awkward. well prob cuz im not like that. im very how do you say. anti social at times. but i dont know why. i want to be able to go up to some one and get into a conversation or somehting ya know? but i guess i dont know how to. then again i only have a few friends that i made moving down here from WA. but last thing i want is to feel sad for myself. i want to change that about me. so on the ride home me and my family put on some music and all sang together <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> i really enjoyed that. so much fun. but now i cant talk. lost my voice lol and i cant find it. <br />
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<br />
but then i came on here to see a friend upset. i went on aim to see if i could help but she logged <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> i hope she feels better soon i hate seeing people upset. just makes me feel like shit. <br />
OH OH OH and i tried some kenshin fan art lol..its not that good at all but i think im getting the hang of line art on PS . harder then it looks. but maybe i should look into getting  a tablet. Know any good ones?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>When i wake up</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Oct 2007 09:50:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OMFG i love my ipod <333 if i did not have this miracal maker i swear i would not be here atm lol. <br />
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cuz i love waking up in the morning to my clean room(which is a mess lol) to my music with my window partly open with a nice cool breeze and the sun shining through with my puppy there to greet me XD <br />
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but that only happens on days i dont go to college. EH i hate waking up cuz i have to. <br />
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ATM i feel like FrEakiNg out and going CrAzy right now but i know i will get kicked out of the class room so i better wait till i get home and turn on my hardcore techno and feak out XD <br />
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i love life >< well...some of the time lol.. dont we all? BTW im bored talk to me <br />
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my aim and MSN is below XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>Here We go again</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Oct 2007 09:29:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ >< a new day bleh. I am not a morning person let me tell u! lol i hate waking up early and i love sleep. Todayi hope to find something intresting enough to pop out my camera and take some nice pics. i love all types of media, and art. Tho my fav is graphic design. its what im best at and know how to do it well. as you can see THIS :thumb67425874: compared to THIS :thumb67437248: then to THIS :thumb67186350:.<br />
but i like it all so i want to improve on all types of art >< so much fun.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>So i was thinking</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Oct 2007 11:33:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i know i rambled on last night kinda felt sad =/ but i feel better today! i felt like i need to change so many things in my life but then watching some TV realizing pfft i may be 250pds but i dont need to think im ugly. i feel i have a couple extra pounds on me. for being 6'3 its really not that bad. i dont mind a little bit of a gut but im gonna try and loose a few pounds i want to be able to go to the beach and take my shit off >< and have all the girls looking at me but with a different kinda look. Some day im gonna laugh at this i know it!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>it made me cry </title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Oct 2007 22:09:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ********************(warning life story ahead)<br />
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well yesterday i got halo 3. and i swear i was gonna die after seeing how sexy cortana was. or was it just the graphics? hmm..<br />
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any way beat it on normal in 2 hours 39 min and 36 seconds to be exact. <br />
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yes i timed it. <br />
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because i timed it when i played halo 1 with my best friend.<br />
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then i moved.<br />
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and got halo 2<br />
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and timed that<br />
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lol kinda a habit. <br />
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And i have recently noticed how video games can be such an influence to our behavior. its so crazy cuz i know a crap load of people are like that what u get for playing 20 hours strait non stop. but i have this guild on world of warcraft. Because i dont have a job anymore i thought u would do something till i find another one. (BTW im 18 in college living at home which aint to bad but parents are such a pain in the ass!) any way this guild, running it is alot of fun. even when problems happen. things turn out for the best. but what some people dont realize is that its just a freaking game. and people go berserk over the most stupid of things. and sad thing is. now running this guilds and being around more people like that it makes me crazy. i have been tempted to quit and leave wow forever but i dont think i can. i know people dont want to hear this but its an addiction. and it sucks hardcore. cuz i say i can leave it at any time but i cant! lol i dont know how. its not as simple as not logging on. because every one i know plays it lol. i wll be haunted by it. its like any other addiction. porn. smoking, sex, drinking. its hard to stop. something tells me i can do it but im gonna wait till a special some one come home from here basic training in NC in December. we arnt that close but i hope to make a new relation ship with her. maybe i can get out of this rut and move on with my life with some one by my side. i have been on DA for only a few weeks if that. and have seen alot of people who express feelings that i miss having. ever sense i moved from my home in Washington i think i locked my heart as well. its sad to think about but i lost some friends. which i thought i never would loose .  i feel that i have grown up to fast. that i missed out on alot of fun things. which makes me feel like i shouldn't have to work but the reality of this is sad. i know i have to work, get a car, become more independent but. ugh. all i want is some one to be by my side. love me. hold me. be with me. and i have not found that person yet. i think i might have but its so far away and i hate to wait.  i have a few friends but no one i can get close enough to and trust that they will be there for me. and honestly i dont care about who they are or about their past. i car about how me and that person will get along how we will make a bond that will never be broken. but is this to much to ask for? some one tell me? *sigh* i doubt any one reads these any way. <br />
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do you see were the add comes in to play? kinda weird huh? this is how my head works <br />
i have one thought that runs off in to so many others. but i kinda like it. makes English class a breeze.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>=/ ARG</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Oct 2007 22:39:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well...friends what are they good for? <br />
i have a friend. hes a nice guy. even tho we fight over stupid things. which is typical. but its like why do we fight? why bother? we both know the outcome of what will happen. i dont get it. all it does is create more and more problems. and i know this friend of mine does not like me talking about him when he dose not know about it but i know hes never going to come on here cuz he told me first hand he dose not care about it. which really hurt my feelers but oh well. just give him a taste of his own medicine. which is also mean but it works. Some times that is. I really wonder what is real view of me is. i think he thinks i am weak that i allow people step all over me that i can not take matters into my own hands because i am to soft and to kind. but thats me and i cant change that no matter how hard i try. try to change anything is hard to do and some people do not understand even tho they had a hard life. I love my friend to death. hes my best friend i have ever had. and i would do so much for him. but i get the feeling even tho we are good friends he can walk all over me. thats how i feel. it makes me want to cry but i look towards the more positive side of things. when i can. but its sad to think that a person you let in to your life and have shared so much with that they think of you and treat you like that. as i said hes a real nice guy and if he ever reads this he knows who im talking about. just arg! so much on my mind. I hope and pray that we will be friends for life. and im certain that will be. but i hate this feeling and i dont know how to express it. i feel people walk over me to test me. and then they want me to explode on them. but i prefer a different approach to many things. If you back me in a corner i will explode and no one will like it i can promise you. but when they play mind games with me im lost. in my thoughts. i dont want to loose a friend as i did when i moved from my first home. wow im actually crying. well enough said im in a sad mood but with so much on my mind i had to let loose my thought some here and writing is a pain this is easier for me .<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>College</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Oct 2007 10:24:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What a pain, i only go tuesdays and thursday but CURSE me and my procrastiantion. ya know? its like bah i will do it tonight. then when its night im like bah ill do it 2marow. lol just a nasty habbit i have. i hate doing it even tho i know the sooner i do it the sooner i get it done. Kinda frustrating but its still not to bad i mean the work isnt even hard! its just time consuming and im so into my freaking games i cant STOP PLAYING!! OMG BLIZZARD WHAT HAVE U DONE TO ME?@?$%?$? <br />
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any ways i got my 360 back. FINALY freaking microsfot and there to cheep for beat testing. so i have had to replace my xbox 4 times already!!! but now i am going to get halo 3 and hop on xbox live and see whats up<br />
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spartant 4489 is my gamer tag so feel free to hit me up. im im not there im on here or wow. (bubbaryu on wow, relm:draka, 70 druid)<br />
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I like this blogging thing its quite fun <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> even tho i know no one is going to read this nor does any one care but its fun to get it off my chest and online for the world to see my problems ><<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>meh</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Oct 2007 11:08:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ EH look at me blogging, cuz i got nothing better to do with my time, but its kinda fun, <br />
have u ever felt used? it sucks. specially by people u love.  <br />
kinda sad but there is good out of this blog!<br />
OH YES! the silver lining <br />
WELL! there is this girl i really like. and i have feelings for i can not yet explain through words to her. but even tho i have only known here about a year i haven't asked her out manly because she in basic. she enrolled into the army to get money for school. but she called me yesterday and well she comes back in December. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> but i hope me and her will make a good relation ship some day.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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                <title>First Entry </title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Oct 2007 09:18:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ BAH! online classes make me angry some times. there such a pain to keep track of no matter how easy they are. AND i hate english, not that its hard just annoys me. so does math but math can actually be fun at times. I am right at this momment in my Mutlimedia class, its easy as pie its only a pre req for some other classes i need for my AA in Multimedia. (looking to become a webmaster) <br />
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but working on my next project so time to turn my ipod on shuffle and teach these people how to use photoshop <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bubbaryu</author>
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