http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:buddman&section=today deviantART RSS for by:buddman en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 16:17:08 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://buddman.deviantart.com/journal/8290425/ http://buddman.deviantart.com/journal/8290425/ Tue, 28 Mar 2006 00:44:30 PST Mood: Fine again..
Listening to: Seether-Remedy

ok, well as i havnt been doing anything recently iv decided to turn away from my emo side and refuse to do any more poems, might submit a few that i have done but jus havnt had the time to put up, but other than that i think il just be trying to turn my attention to taking some photos..see how that goes..or jus being the focus of some photos KissorKillx miiiiight be doing a shoot with me, only problem is iv let him down in the past and didnt show..mainly cos i was pretty fucked an stuck in london..MEEP..but ah well, he seems to have forgotten about that now.
looks like il have to see how it goes ]]> ~buddman http://buddman.deviantart.com/journal/6402268/ http://buddman.deviantart.com/journal/6402268/ Sat, 03 Sep 2005 03:56:06 PDT Mood: Relatively happy
listening to: Rob Thomas - Problem girl

ok, once again lost myself somewhere in the artworld..and not able to have ANY insperation, i really have no idea whats wrong, maybe its just the lack of time or something, but whatever it is i hope it stops soon and then i can get on with creating some more art, the only thing that i have at the moment is a few photos that i edited in photoshop...just some random ones taken in london, so i might upload them. ]]> ~buddman http://buddman.deviantart.com/journal/6160942/ http://buddman.deviantart.com/journal/6160942/ Sun, 07 Aug 2005 17:10:35 PDT ]]> ~buddman http://buddman.deviantart.com/journal/4059068/ http://buddman.deviantart.com/journal/4059068/ Mon, 13 Dec 2004 15:34:28 PST iv bin doin a few poems so they'l get submitted too. well thats all i hav to say in this short but sweet journal entry, hopefully you all havnt gone off my stuff...otherwise im stuffed ]]> ~buddman http://buddman.deviantart.com/journal/3315448/ http://buddman.deviantart.com/journal/3315448/ Wed, 08 Sep 2004 11:29:11 PDT Music: Golden Touch by Razorlight
Mood: il tell you when I trust you
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Well...college is just startin for me...not all that fun, but im sure i'l find a way to survive the 3 fekin years im gonna be there for!
Heres something im a lil' disappointed about....only 400 and odd page views, now im not one to hold a grudge...but unless I get some more I think there will be some major butt kickin soon.
Now heres the thing ya see, I don’t care much for droning on and on and on....but I do like to talk a load of shit (u may have gathered this by reading my other entries) and now changing the subject completely, peas...who likes peas? hmm? I hate them...im sure they were made just to annoy me...they have such an easy life peas do, they lay sleepin with their lil' brothers in a very squishy sleepin bag and then get eaten...ok, for some readers this may be a little bit tooo random, but for those of you that find this amusing/stupid...thank you, it's what I was aiming for, if for some strange reason it is too random for you, don’t be put off...I don’t really have any thing for you to do other than read it but u could try LOOKING AT MY ART!! *cough cough*...
Ok, finished here....u might wanna go take some arsenic after that load of crap.

hmmm, these people...will prob not be taking the arsenic as there is a high chance that they may have, just as i do, a very warped sense of humor.
]]> ~buddman http://buddman.deviantart.com/journal/3196546/ http://buddman.deviantart.com/journal/3196546/ Mon, 23 Aug 2004 15:41:42 PDT Mood:
Music: lost prophets-hello again

ok, so what...I lied, this is the second journal iv done now!!

now, this time the music does kinda show the way im feeling at the moment. my best friend just got back from Hong Kong, its bin ages since iv spoken to her...well, a week, but it seems like an eternity...unfortunately we only had enough time for one party...cos now she's off again to Devon and then on to France...lucky biatch!

anyway.. I finally found my leather jacket!! *sigh of relief* apparently I look quite hot in it...meh...but ne way, I don’t think iv got a poem bruin yet so your in luck there, but unfortunately this means I gotta try and fill space with other crap...hmmm...how my life is going at the moment...?...nah, not original enough...my hair!! yes! finally going mid-night blue again, had a haircut...didn’t quite with the colouring...kinda fuked up the blueness, so err...that’s gonna happen sometime this week, and err...GCSE results...I think iv done shite, but then again I didn’t really work that much, shoulda got a B in maths, ever so slightly worried about it, only to be expected though.
let’s see...I think I could probebly make up a poem now, il give it a go and see what comes out yeah?...ok...err-

I live in the darkness
This cloud covers me
Darkness surrounds me

I can’t escape
You are my only light,
But I can’t touch you

I can’t catch you,
You were my only way out,
You left me down here

Now I have nothing,
I can’t see for all the dark
I can’t run for fear of falling

You brought harmony
To my world of chaos
Now I slip back in to that world

ok, now heres your job, im gonna need to name this thing, im gonna give it about 4 days, then im gonna pick the best title that someone comes up with....that’s if anyone actually comes up with anything or can b bothered to comment...so what you waiting for! comment already!...unfortunately you don’t win any thing except that the title will be used if I submit it as a deviation...of course your name will be mentioned if I do submit it

just as before...people who I won’t have to kill when my sanity breaks away completely:-

:iconcree....oh for god sakes...they’re at the bottom of my user page, ok? now be gone with yee...comment and give me a title to use!! ]]> ~buddman http://buddman.deviantart.com/journal/3148455/ http://buddman.deviantart.com/journal/3148455/ Tue, 17 Aug 2004 15:17:35 PDT Mood:
Music: Make A Move by the lost prophets

Howdy doody

this is slightly strange seeing as iv never actually done one of these, but im willing to give most things a try, so here goes...

as you can see from above iv bin listening to the lost prophets, mainly Make A Move..great song...doesn’t actually mean anything as far as my feelings go, I just like the song...

any way, 262 page views! way-fekin-hey! tis a bit of an odd number to celebrate but there you go, life is full off odd things, like my aunt Mildred, which I won’t go in to right now.
now unfortunately if you’re reading this im gonna have to subject you to one of..well..my creations, which will never find its way to become a deviation...can i get an "awww" from someone?..no, didnt think so...this new "creation" it is not a drawing, oh no...it is infact one of those very rare things I do...a poem, ok so iv done a few lately, but anyway...its entitled as follows(it also starts after the title so enjoy):

-Look At Me-

If you could look deep into my eyes,
past the pain, past the lies,
you can see the scars from the tears,
that i've shed for so many years,
now i'm another year older,
my mind becoming even colder.

Have you ever heard the silence in pain?
it sounds of a silence so plain,
but if you stop you can hear,
it's the silence of the fear,
its a silence so deep,
you'll begin to lose sleep,
so you shove it deep,
down within and now the pains back again.

So you mask it with a smile,
making it hard to swallow all the while,
you now begin to drown in sorrow,
knowing this will all be waiting for you tomorrow

well now that’s over, you can now get on with the pitiful existence I like to call life, only just tell me what you think of the poem

here are some people who actuallt mean somthing in this..lets say...stagnant pool of disgust we all live in....so knock yourself out ant take a look:

...there are more, but seein as i really cant b bothered to spend any more time on this i think this will hav to do. goodbye ]]> ~buddman