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this is how i feel...what has following the rules got me up and til now...really...this is getting tiring and old...i can be...no scratch that...i can become Better than jay-z from this day forward... but then what kind of rules will i have to follow with that kind of status?

i want a turner import vehicle now...not for show...i wanna break a bunch of laws...go and drift race in a random parking garage in GERMANY not in japan or america...so when they finally catch up to me and eventually catch me...I can go crazy cursing them out in english and Spanish and they'll understand...almost every word...

let's face the facts: i'm young... so i'm automatically dumb...and since you're only young once...why not go overboard one year and just act out...act out of character...do what those guys in the movies do... when they go out and try reinvent or change themselves...when they change themselves...for better or for worst...they do and usually stick to it...which is...in some cases...respectable...in my book anyway...

my book of rules...should have more verses from the bible...it doesn't but it should...and it will one day...it has the ten commandments...it has some of america's reasonable laws...it has those rules from school... like no cheating off of other people's paper...it has those unwritten rules of the land...it contains my rules...

my book covers the many words to live by...i value the rules i live by...i try to follow them but sometimes they work me so hard...i have to get tired of them sooner or later...if they don't give me a break...then that's when it's time for me to... in turn... break them...

if rules are meant to be followed...and then eventually broken...then i don't want to place a whole bunch of fatigue on someone else...my book of rules will go unwritten...

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p.s. My first Podcast had 115 feed views...funny I like how this site works very simple anyone can do it...

]]> ~bullzye http://bullzye.deviantart.com/journal/20432222/ http://bullzye.deviantart.com/journal/20432222/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 00:35:24 PDT ...but woman do move very differently to men, wich i like to think is a very good thing, giving you an oppertunity to really stick out among the crowds of other practitioners." -
traceurjosh
No harm no foul no big deal right? Well some female read his comment and some how got this..."You say women aren't as strong as men. What if women where to get as strong as men? They'd have muscle definition, bigger arms, they wouldn't be as soft as the ideal women in todays world is. They'd be called gross because they have muscles and strength. So in the end women experience sexism when their bodies are weak and when their bodies are strong. That makes me sick." -
Smitranv
So I read her comment and I'm like yeeaah umm when did he say anything about men being stronger than women? So instead of just saying that and going to bed...I went to commenting and going on and on like I tend to do...How could I not? (breakdown) The guy only said 1. he like the video 2. he could appreciate how hard she must train to be at the level she's at and 3. he hopes all her training pays off and helps her to be recognized by people who keep up with the more popular practitioners of the sport. (i wish i had wrote this instead but whatever)Anyways this what I ended up writing...."I couldn't help but agree that women are indeed as strong as men when it comes most things in general 90% of the time parenting, working, brains and etc. What I couldn't agree on was that you thought in a world where women are equal 100% with men, that they wouldn't be viewed as attractive as women are in this day and age. When you think about us humans, we have always been able to find someone attractive no matter what the situation.(go with me if you will for this example)If almost 100% of men and women were born equal and got the same kind of muscles tones & body features and men didn't know women to look like anything else. Then wouldn't we find them attractive? It'd be normal to see women with big muscles and all that. Thousands of years would made it expected and accepted, that that's how women look. There wouldn't be anything gross or abnormal about it. With that said I'll leave you, to live the rest of your life with your own thoughts about what was said...
And that's all I wrote. Too much I know because i had to cut it into two parts. My comment originally exceeded the limit by over 650 something...lol

ps. I know I need to draw something and I got plans to draw several things...i just literally haven't been in the zone...i will have several things drawn before the end of this month...

]]> ~bullzye http://bullzye.deviantart.com/journal/19380663/ http://bullzye.deviantart.com/journal/19380663/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 22:05:04 PDT like someone whose been hexed,
into being perplexed,
by whatever comes next,
I hope I don't catch a complex,
thanks for reading...
and please don't steal this text...

- Justin(-)

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]]> ~bullzye http://bullzye.deviantart.com/journal/19380212/ http://bullzye.deviantart.com/journal/19380212/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 21:32:30 PDT 1 year later, i learn her first boyfriend turns out to be an even bigger Otaku than me...what are the chances...she wasn't even the slightest bit into anime before she met him. Anyways half a year goes by and we become boys. Then he basically tells me how him and his boys are going on their annual trip to Otakon next year. Do I wanna go?...A year later in July I'm at Otakon(Unbelievable Trip). I almost didn't go due to transportation issues and bad planing but my Sister made it happen. I grew up an only child and to be real, I couldn't have been given a better Sister...She truly is a princess.

P.S. her name is Princess

]]> ~bullzye http://bullzye.deviantart.com/journal/19346007/ http://bullzye.deviantart.com/journal/19346007/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 23:34:39 PDT If Ignorance is bliss and NOTHING more...Then Intelligence is (that SOMETHING)That Double Edged Sword (we got from the garden) that we must use to Fight the Unjustly Powers that be...He fully Realizes that His Existence for however long it is in this world Must Not be wasted. And That is why he has Decided to...and I quote "I Resolve To Mercilessly Abuse My Illusions And Smack Stupidity In The Mouth. I Resolve To Never Acquire A Taste For The Bitter Lies That I Am Fed. I Am Making A Resolution For The Revolution"...That being said, He is Determined not to fall for the Many traps out there. However, He wants to Save Everyone but he knows He Can't. He wishes he could go though life With a Smile on his face, BUT He Won't...Not Without "THEM" anyway...No He Must Persist...He Must Focus...He Must Never forget The Main Goal...He Must Keep his Eyes on the Prize...What IS the Prize?...the People...He is indeed like Neo...He Must Free the people from this Purgatory of a Matrix that everyone is,(on the contrary) not living in, but sleeping in...
This Dream that everyone is having...This American dream...THIS Dream is a NIGHTMARE!...Who Smiles in their Sleep, when they are Having a Nightmare?...No One!...If He is Not Fully Awake, Alert and Aware of his Situation and the Enviroment...If he does not Feed his Mind, Keep it Sharp and Enlightened...Then he will Ultimately find himself Living a Dark nightmare, He will Not be Able to Awake from. Then he Will Experience the Nightmarish Ends that so many of Us have met,...feared and have seen happen to Our Children, Our Friends, Our Neighbors, Our Brothers, Our Sisters, Our Cousins, OUR FATHERS and OUR MOTHERS. So Many of us Aren't waking up to the Truth in Time...Maybe That's IT?
Why doesn't He smile because he's Seeing so many of us getting our Eternal rest Before Our bed time...And He can't Rest for very long...because he Knows that's what They Want Us to do...RESTING PEACEFULLY...REST IN...Rest In Peace...No. Not gonna Happen...For He Is Awake...and He remains Restless.

-Justin Minus

]]> ~bullzye http://bullzye.deviantart.com/journal/19322301/ http://bullzye.deviantart.com/journal/19322301/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 01:09:28 PDT i'm the type of guy who believes people shouldn't steal, cheat in a relationship, do any drugs ( i guess i can let weed slide i don't know some people need it and some people can do without), own handguns, start senseless wars for money, hurt animals and destroy the enviroment. however, i've learned that people going do what people going to do regardless of the consequences, bad or good. i also believe i possess a certain degree of ingenuity, that can often be seen when the situation calls for it. i'm generally laidback most of the time. but i still have worries and things that stress me out from time to time like anyone. right now i'm learning how stand on my own two feet.
i'm also trying eat right and excercise more because i believe i should be in better shape than i am now. i've always been pretty athletic but i've read and heard about so much stuff in recent years, that i've learn to value my health alot more. i'm the kind of guy who can climb trees with ease and i used to think about becoming a stuntman at one time. as a lifeguard i know I can be in better shape. so at the beginning of 07, i decided to stop eating macdonalds and eat healthier. i still slip every now and again but i'm making progress. i don't usually seek out social events too much, mainly because i know they're not everything. but i am trying to be more out going these days. i like being around and meeting people who know how to have a good time and more importantly know how to carry themselves. because after it's all said and done i know it's people with character i need around me...

at this point in my life, i tend to look back at everything i've experience so far and wonder how is it that i am the way i am. especially after all the walls i've literally smack my head into.....i believe overall i'm a decent guy, who still has much to learn, see, do and live for.....

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]]> ~bullzye http://bullzye.deviantart.com/journal/19192943/ http://bullzye.deviantart.com/journal/19192943/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 22:31:54 PDT Because I don't own my own computer I can only do these journals from time to time...so if I'm online 55% of the time...Just how much writing am I doing?

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