http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:bunnyofdreams&section=today deviantART RSS for by:bunnyofdreams en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 10:52:12 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/23402941/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/23402941/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 16:50:58 PST i haven't been able to gain like any balance in my life for a while now. with classes, friends, family, and just trying to find some time for myself i just haven't had much time to think. in general my classes consume my life, if i try to get more time for friends they are always busy, aren't interested, or they decide to invade my life and then my grades start to suffer. my family is key, especially since my bro just got married, so we are still just trying to recover from that chaos. then with so much stress from classes and the random drama of the few times i do get to see my friends my poor brain has just started to fizzle on me so i have to literally just call it quites randomly and take a nap. and with all this random stuff i haven't gotten the chance to post any of my works, work on fanfic, or even just write in my journal or diary lately! gah, oh how i wish there were more hours in the day that i might then have time for all that needs to be done. whether i like it or not i can't make myself work continiously for 18 hours without passing out and being barely usely for my classes and 16 hours of work just isn't enough seemingly. *sigh* thus it's time to figure out some random stuff and hopefully get everything organized... right now i'm really feeling like the american idiot, cuz i'll be damned if even though things seemed so insane in Japan they made sense, here all i feel like is that i'm being consumed by chaos, welcome to the american idiot...

]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/14543396/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/14543396/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 09:53:02 PDT 1. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves
2. Tags should write a journal of these facts
3. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
4. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged

1) i'm a vegetarian that likes to eat chicken (dude i'm a walking talking contradiction)

2) i don't drink caffinie be it soda, coffee, and even certain types of tea.

3) i have basically have a different boy toy for every day of the week.

4) i am addicted to sesshomaru and wish i could marry him and have all of his wonderful evil world concurring heirs.

5) ditto for kurama

6) ditto for heie

7) dude i'm such a whore yet i don't believe in sex before marriage (twisted neh?)

8) i have my own language of random sounds like werp, twiget, narbnewb and so on and so forth.

no random people that i must torture next are as follows.
prettyinsanevamp, theshyfox, tmrrnvfknows, tarrterex, bluetiggress, delaquinte, kantanyamamistko and Nocturne24

]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/13142765/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/13142765/ Tue, 29 May 2007 19:08:00 PDT many keep claiming to give me the world yet when it comes down to it they pick another to make their world.
i'm trapped in this shadowy place neither here nor there. and it seems with time i have become a shadow myself.
just a voice in the back ground.
a mere smuge in the corner of a page of their diaries.
i hold no meaning to them because i no longer hold meaning to myself. yet still in all of this i find a reason to smile, to love, to dream and hope.
i may have slipped into darkness and become consumed by it but that does not mean that i will always be here.
with each world that is denied me i will wish them their greatest happiness while i slip from their worlds unknowingly and against their will as i find my own world just for me in the arms of ghostly memory hoping one day that it will turn true.

Bunny

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]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/11530869/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/11530869/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 14:20:35 PST love
Bunny

]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/11214570/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/11214570/ Wed, 27 Dec 2006 18:16:01 PST love ya all!!

]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/10857393/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/10857393/ Sun, 26 Nov 2006 14:06:20 PST and thus i kick of the holiday season!!
Merry Christmas! (or whatever it might be that you celebrate!)
with love
Bunnyofdreams
may you all find your own happiness!

]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/10758589/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/10758589/ Fri, 17 Nov 2006 17:27:38 PST affections last a day
the heartaches always seem to last longer then the joys
yet things keep moving along and hope is still there even if it is tarnished and unrecognizable

]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/10736904/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/10736904/ Wed, 15 Nov 2006 17:21:47 PST people i do not have a foot fetish!! so don't go looking at my updates and be all like o.O omg what the h*ll??
i needed a theme for my AP portfolio and i was at dance class and all like *light bulb* omg i can use dancing feet!!
so then i had a photo shoot and took a bunch of pics and am picking through them to decide what i'm going to use for my portfolio though i haven't decided what mediums to use yet... ^.^;; i might want to figure that out though... any one has any suggestions??
much love!!
Bunnyofdreams

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]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/8876805/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/8876805/ Thu, 25 May 2006 18:23:08 PDT ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/8077209/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/8077209/ Sun, 05 Mar 2006 18:11:15 PST ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/7667929/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/7667929/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 14:58:41 PST ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/7135693/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/7135693/ Thu, 24 Nov 2005 19:31:02 PST I will not be held accountable for any of the things that may and will be written in this entry. But I don't really care and don't ask me about any of it. Cuz most of it is self-explanatory. And this is majorly personal but I don't feel like keeping this stuff to myself and my diary is over flowing with enough of my babbling so might as well let the public know about it. Oh and if you do read this and feel offended and decide to hate me oh wellz I will not be held accountable for this.
Things have been changing so fast and I constantly feel like I'm loosing control of everything. Including my heart most of the time. People always say that when you find your one "true" love your life will change forever. Well I'm not sure if it was my one "true" love but I sure as hell found something. And for more then one person. And I will try to go in order but the love life has always been very confusing. First there was Mike Woods way back in second grade he taught me to do what I want and not to care he was my first major crush and in some way I love him for how he helped me. Then fast forward to 9th grade year right before summer vacation hit. David Sullivan and I BOTH agreed that we should "try this whole dating thing" out. So we went on about 2 dates if you could even call it that. Which of course his mom stalked us during both and it was very uncomfortable. But he still helped me to learn and change. He helped me to understand that yeah I may be having a hard time but so is every one else. So he helped me to learn to thing of others. And for that he will always have a piece of my heart. Then there was a time period when I discovered the wonders of internet... but long story short I meet a lot of guys really fast and became known as a "pimp" for a while cuz I had like 6 guys that were totally under my "power" the bad thing is that during this power trip I meet three very important guys. One was Mike Armistead... He changed my view on love and relationships more then I thought was possible. He helped me to feel my first, second, and third major heart break. And that people may be separated but that doesn't mean that they don't have the same life style or feelings. He also taught me that even if you are only second best in a person’s heart that doesn't mean you still can't try to make them as happy as possible. The Second person I met during that power trip was Chris... Chris was my first love. I feel unexpectedly and unprepared but that is how love is. And he taught me that no matter how much you want love to be perfect and for some one to love you and only you. It's impossible because there will always be other people out there that hold a part of their heart. Just as others hold a part of your own. And for that I will always love him. The Third and final person was Eli. I guess you could say that she was a dear love to me as well. And more then a friend. She helped me to realize that there are people that are willing to listen. And that sometimes people have this bad habit of getting into the same problems over and over and over again. True I still get into some of the same problems I am slowly learning how to stay away from such things happening. And for that she will always have a part of my heart. And then there was Jason... The guy that helped me change so much I am amazed. He was my first real boyfriend, my first real kiss, and the first guy to make me feel so complete that life actually did feel perfect. Though we did have our ups and downs he did help me to release a lot of things. Things that can't be explained easily in words. But as time went on we grew apart and ended up calling off our relationship because of it. Even though things have changed I still owe a great deal to him and for that I will be forever thankful and I will always love him. Though I do not think that love shall go more then a friends love. And now there is a new guy in my life. Three actually. Nick, who is so quiet and such a study bug I thought I would never get him to open up but I think that's what attracted me to him. Then there is Andrew, who always helps me to laugh and is a great guy just to talk to. Even if he isn't very smart and causes a little pain every now and then... and in more then one-way. But there is also John, the new boyfriend, which with holding hands being the farthest we have gotten it isn't really much of a love life other then one failed attempt at a first kiss (due to friends walking in), though the conversations never seem to run dry. I guess one of the main things I've learned is that peoples feelings change along with their hearts whither they want it to or not.
My social life is rather active though my choice in friends is debatable. I have known Sam a little over a year now and our friendship is strong though she is to over protective at times. And way to nosy for my liking about certain matters. Which makes me feel like i want t... ]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/7061462/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/7061462/ Wed, 16 Nov 2005 07:34:01 PST science is awesome!!
and omg art is awesome to!! but i have so much work i have to do >.< damn it why the hell did i want to be an art teacher?!?!?! T.T
but any whoz got lots of inspiration the main thing is i'm rather distracted by a certain guy friend of mine *coughduckycough* but any whoz i'm hoping to turn my fav random sketch into an actual painting but first i have to finish my pastel and do a pen and ink
oh and i got inducted to nhs and will be inducted to the nahs once i get some more hours done and some pics

well any whoz MEN ARE EVIL TWIGETS!! (but not ducky!! <3) ]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/7024821/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/7024821/ Sat, 12 Nov 2005 07:16:58 PST @!#$^@#&^%*$&$e%^#@$%^POOY HEADS!! @%^@$^&*%(%^)&#)($@#!*)!@#%^(%)2Q345635&# %^&*()#$%^_)CVKGH9057#*^%o7IPNB89
'EO0$b)&84609Y BUPOI54BJU BASTARDS!!!
oh and i have to start up an art portfolio for college oh the funness of it and i hate english!! it freaking sucks!! and so does spanish! ]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/6972186/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/6972186/ Sun, 06 Nov 2005 13:57:13 PST i've been doing alot of college searches...
i had to get a sketch book that i have to carry around with me now where ever i go because i wanna do a double major as a math and art teacher...
oh the torture of all the work yet i refuse to give up on any of it...
not to mention i'm addicted to fan fiction once again... gawd save me... well love you all post pics if i can do any good ones... which probably won't be for a while... love ya all byez ]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/6758587/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/6758587/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 15:01:32 PDT i don't know which way to go...
we say just friends but we do means more...
don't know which tells the truth... my heart or my mind...
my eyes tell me both while my spirit tells me neither...
which way do i go... cling to others in hope of not getting hurt...
or cling to one that understands my mind...
yet doesn't seem to understand my heart...
stick with the known or travel to the unknown...
should i mess up a friendship?
or let it live on forever?
my habits say leave the choice to him...
my heart says it's know over never and it's up to me...
i pray only that i make the right decision... ]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/6582236/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/6582236/ Fri, 23 Sep 2005 14:14:26 PDT ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/6280955/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/6280955/ Sat, 20 Aug 2005 16:19:14 PDT constantly yelling
no end to the madness
no end to the pain
always the one that ends up crying
always the one that ends up dieing
never sure if some one cares
never sure if some ones even there
a broken heart stepped and spat on
a broken heart forgotten and smashed
tears lost in the rain
tears lost in the shame of it
one concludes from random facts
one concludes from a closed point of view
what good is such a thing?
what good is the closed minded views of the world and those that live in it?
what good is the hate that seems to swallow and consume all with in it?
what good is caring for some one if all you get is pain in return?
what good is having the guts to tell some your there is they don't even spare a second?
what good is love and hope?
what good is anything?
you hate with out reason
you hate with out cause
you feel no remorse for the tears you made us cry
you feel no remorse for the pain you put us through
you feel no remorse but for yourself any your sad sob story
you feel nothing but for yourself
i hate these words
i hate their meanings
but most of all
I HATE YOU!

to... taterrex ]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/6223634/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/6223634/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 09:58:39 PDT i want a boyfriend damn it all!!!

]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/6196558/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/6196558/ Thu, 11 Aug 2005 09:49:18 PDT oh well i love my guys and my guys love me! though i wish they wouldn't confuse me so much >.<

]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/6161444/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/6161444/ Sun, 07 Aug 2005 18:14:52 PDT a girl lies dead in a pool of crimson
a soul lost that will never be found
all the lies ever told came crashing down
a truth in the ocean of lies was the only thing that kept her
alive... but when looked at closer was the thing that killed her
a lie it was as well and
a horrible one at that
a lie from the heart was what kept her
alive but that proved most fetal of them
all for that was what killed her in the end
a love that was a lie
a friendship that wasn't even there
a flame that was never to be
a heart just meant to be broke and forgotten
a memory that would fade like all the rest
a rose lies next in the pool of crimson now the only thing left of what was
on the rose
a note is tied and on it the lie that killed her:
" i havent treated you like shit at all, unlike the rest" ]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/6141606/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/6141606/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 12:16:30 PDT from a time untold...
eyes have not seen
what the heart has been through...
a unsung hero
lost in the waves...

reward for any who want to try and figure this out! for whoever is first to come up with the meaning for this saying i will give them a grand reward ]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5934386/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5934386/ Thu, 14 Jul 2005 15:29:50 PDT because i don't quite know the words
i want to say i love you
but i know that's not the term
i want to hug you and kiss you as the day is long
but i know you long for something much more then just this random song
i want to give you my heart with every the sun sets
and i want to hold yours i just hope you'll give me that chance
i don't quite know the words to say
or what to do for that
i don't know if you'll even understand
just what a wabbafat
is like me doing these such things
but i just hope that you might give me that ring
so that i may sing
of this great thing
that you have given me
a claim of heart
a claim of love
something secret
something to hold dear
will you give me such a thing? ]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5792948/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5792948/ Wed, 29 Jun 2005 16:07:31 PDT ; so now i have a new ring my mom bought me in celebration of jason being gone... though i never thought my family would be so joyous while i'm in tears... but it seems such is the fate i have. oh wellz back on the hunt again... maybe this time i'll find a guy that likes to take walks as much as me and we can hang out by the lake ; who knows? ]]> ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5643465/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5643465/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 05:43:33 PDT ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5524116/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5524116/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 17:59:09 PDT ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5472437/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5472437/ Thu, 26 May 2005 21:15:16 PDT ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5424237/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5424237/ Sat, 21 May 2005 20:30:58 PDT ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5413547/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5413547/ Fri, 20 May 2005 16:08:13 PDT ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5394887/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5394887/ Wed, 18 May 2005 18:27:33 PDT ~bunnyofdreams http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5359250/ http://bunnyofdreams.deviantart.com/journal/5359250/ Sat, 14 May 2005 20:27:14 PDT ~bunnyofdreams