http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:burn-alive&section=today deviantART RSS for by:burn-alive en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 08:43:42 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/11208424/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/11208424/ Wed, 27 Dec 2006 05:06:43 PST He’s so huge.. He’s only 10 weeks old and already his paws are nearly twice the size of my 13 year old cat ‘Duchess’, and his body is awesomely long which I presume means he’s going to be the biggest ball of fluff when he’s all grown.
Just wanted to share this with yall as I know some of you are cat lovers… especially cheese slave lol...

Anyway - catch ya later x

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]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/10120046/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/10120046/ Tue, 19 Sep 2006 08:43:05 PDT Any who… Cenobites, I feel I may have to devote some of my time toward producing something based upon my favourite - The Chatterer. It was pointed out to me that I had already produced something that bared him a resemblance without noticing - of course that would be ‘Tapeworm’. But I shall do something slightly more obvious and intentional this time.
For now, I bid you fare well - I’m in a highly strange mood… ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/9738134/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/9738134/ Tue, 15 Aug 2006 14:23:30 PDT ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/9583794/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/9583794/ Thu, 03 Aug 2006 02:53:02 PDT Still, I think it’s more than a month away yet – and I really am bored. Though my job keeps me going, it’s not exactly what I want to do.

I want to be swept away by a tall dark (yet v.pale) stranger. I want to be wined and dined. I want to be raced around a ball room in a huge flowing Victorian evening gown.
I want romance and excitement, I want flowers and chocolates. I want my stranger to take me away from the boring and mundane rituals of every day life.
I have to believe there’s something more, otherwise what’s the point in being alive? What’s the point in having such an active imagination if ultimately it means nothing. It’s setting you up for bitter disappointment.

Right ok – enough with the ranting, I’m not sure where it came from anyway.

G’day

Victoria x ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/9572967/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/9572967/ Wed, 02 Aug 2006 03:31:42 PDT ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/9507839/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/9507839/ Thu, 27 Jul 2006 04:49:58 PDT
For example – I think my work must be getting pretty sloppy because I don’t get half as many initial views on pieces as I used to… but to be honest the thought of sitting down for hours on end just drawing seems to bore me to tears of late. I don’t mind so much sitting on the computer and manipulating stuff because I don’t have to concentrate quite so hard, and there’s always that wonderful ‘undo’ button should anything go drastically wrong.

I need to get back into the swing of it, but it’s so hard when you work literally 50+ hours a week so you can afford to go back to university.

Thank you to everyone who leaves me lovely comments.. its much appreciated – and a special thanks to possibly my fave deviant… Asser

Hope to get on here a bit more and to get on with some real art as opposed to using the computer as much.

Ps think my gallery will be having an overhaul very shortly.. w00t.

Laters x x ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/8940440/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/8940440/ Thu, 01 Jun 2006 12:49:54 PDT I’m sure it has something to do with Myspace. Myspace is evil, nothing but pure unadulterated evil.
Though I’m sure what it really is, is that I work full time as a barperson/waitress in a busy establishment.. Saving up what little I earn so I can afford the £3000 per year my collage education is going to cost me in tuition fees. And might I add, that if this new course is anything like the last – I’ll be paying £3000 a year to hear my tutor say nothing more for 2 years than “Sorry, I’m taking my lunch”.
I’m a dreamer, a fantasist a hopeless romantic if you will. It’s so infuriating to hear someone complain about their soup not being quite hot enough, when you’ve done nothing but work your ass off and accommodate that person for more than 2 damn hours.
All I want is to know that there is something more to life that this abysmal trap I’ve landed myself into. It’s pathetic. People are so fucking petty. And I speak from experience. Though I should add that you do (how ever seldom) meet some wonderful people that for a small amount of time make you forget you’re surrounded by fuck wits.
Ok, enough of this whining. I shall use this to be creative.. well probably not – but the thoughts there.

But you try cheer yourself up being in the knowledge that you have to go to work and serve said fuck wits in less than 10 minutes. Damn it.

Ste – I love you… you make each day special and my heart swell x x ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/8579155/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/8579155/ Tue, 25 Apr 2006 08:34:05 PDT
GAH ! and as im sure you can see in my recent works.. ive taken a turn for the slightly erm, grusom (spelling?).. must be my old fucking age.. ha ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/8413717/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/8413717/ Sun, 09 Apr 2006 01:52:38 PDT
I don't know what to do to get me out of this spell, I feel far to lazy to draw anything. I'm no longer content sitting down for hours and drawing.. wtf.

Damn it ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7917866/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7917866/ Thu, 16 Feb 2006 16:15:17 PST eeeeeeeeeeeeee look in wonder at my chin !!! mwha - yeah it's 00.14am and im slightly on the tired/hyper side of things - if that doesnt make any sense ? gah !

gnight ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7903318/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7903318/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 05:17:43 PST

10 Firsts...

First Best Friend: Roxanne
First Imaginary Friend: Jimmy Assen
First Pet dog name: Boozie
First Piercing: My ears
First Crush: Ryan Shaw.. I was about 4 at the time
First CD: Erm, an oasis one i suspect
First Car: Not as of yet
First School: St Johns play school
First Kiss: Honestly have no idea

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9 Lasts...

Last Time You Smoked: I was 16 and very drunk.. I hate smoking - it's smelly
Last Food You Ate: An orange
Last Car Ride: Got a lift home at 3am this morning off my mate Oz
Last Movie You Watched: Erm, no idea
Last Phone Call: My significant other
Last CD You listened to: The bled, found in the flood
Last Bubble Bath You took: Yesterday
Last Song You listened to: The love cats - the cure
Last Fight: When I was in year 10
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8 Have You Ever...

Have You Ever Dated a Best Friend: Yeah
Have You Ever Been Arrested: No
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: No.. I will though
Have You Ever Been on TV: Don't think so
Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Regretted It: Don't think so.. actually yeah, one person
Have You Ever Cheated on Your bf/gf: When I was like 13 I kissed someone behind someones back.. he he
Have You Ever Been on a Blind Date: No
Have You Ever Been out of the Country: Been on holiday loads'a times

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7 Things You are Wearing...

- A long tight grey top
- A light grey jumper over that
- Tight legged black jeans
- Black socks
- Black underwear
- My red studded belt.. I am naked without it !
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6 Things You've Done Today...

- Got my ass outta bed
- Wondered about the internet
- Bought food from iceland
- Listened to music
- Watched CSI
- Made lunch
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5 Favorite Things (no specific order)...

- Drawing/painting
- Gaming
- Listening to music
- Reading.. espeically comic books and anne rice
- Tv, movies

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4 People You Most Trust (no specific order)...

- My mum
- Pete - my house mate

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3 Choices...

- Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocoalate
- Hugs or Kisses: Depends who really... I tend not to touch alot of people. I don't like being touched
- Pens or Pencils: Pencils
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2 Things You Want to do Before You Die...

- Become a vampire... don't look at me like that ! It'l happen

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1 Person You Want to see

- Right now...? Erm, I'm ok to be alone right now ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7858204/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7858204/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 17:18:43 PST
Here’s some background info for you first though.
I grew up near a forest and the foot of a mountain, next to a river (doesn’t that sound lovely), and there’s this stream near my old house. It has a really old wooden bridge that goes over it. As a kid, me and my friends always used to climb over the barrier and try catching toads and fish. There were always eels in there though and I FUCKING HATE EELS.

Anyway... I always dream about this particular bit of the stream, but when I dream about it it’s exactly the same as it used to be in reality – only the creatures that live in it are different… for example, a few weeks ago I dreamt that along with the horrible eels that swam around in there, there was a fish that had the head of a cow… and in the field next to it were the same things, only bigger and they were living on land..

But I’m getting sidetracked. This time I dreamt about the stream as normal, and the eels were there but they were white and sparkly… There was also a little blue octopus called Jeremy that was my best friend. I loved him so much! He was really cute.
I’d go visit him every day. He would talk to me, but only I could hear him. I’d reach into the water and pick him up and he would stick his little suckers to my skin to hug me.
One day I took my friends to meet him, but when I got to the stream he had gone. I looked under the bridge, but all there was were the skeletons of these giant crabs, plus loads of eels (errrrr).
I gathered that he may have swam down the stream to be closer to me – and so I walked down and shouted him. Sure enough, the little guy swam out and hugged me and everything was wonderfull.

So if you’re wondering “what the fuck…!?”, Don’t worry because so am I. My dreams scare the crap outta me. ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7713395/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7713395/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 12:34:32 PST Me and my house mate becca ( aka [link]) are loyal fans and often find ourselves having complete conversations which are nothing more than quotes from Bill - here I shall list some of my personal faves :

"I am the nemesis of the vole"
"Razancabal - size of a chaffinch"
"Mordor - the cider fest" (coming soon lmao)
"Argos - the laminated book of dreams"
"You know why argos is laminated ? To catch the tears of joy"
"A tardis of toasters"
"Iran, Iran... Evil ? Yes - heres a biscuit" (Gorge bush in a briefing)

Yeah I shall stop here... later people - remember

Bill Bailey rocks - BUY HIS DVDS.. for they are wonderfull, great, awesome and everything in between... a tardis of laughs if ever there was one.

mwha BA X X ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7702400/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7702400/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 08:26:14 PST
I feel rather ill, possibily because I've eaten a full huge packet of doritos - maybe because I too have been attacked by boneless chickens while I slept... right ok this is getting a little weird. But seriously - why would I be thinking and talking about chickens without bones if they had not attacked me and installed a machine into my head - THE CHICKENS ARE IN MY MIND.

Right anyway, on a more normal note - I'm leaving, for this entry has gone about as far as I can take it for the moment.

Happy Hunting (for the chickens who are so magic they require NO BONES)

bye x ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7626893/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7626893/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 05:18:07 PST
Other than that, I'm awesome - got my lazy ass outta bed at 12pm then had a bath. Now I'm contemplating lunch - perhaps beans on toast (as I have nothing else - I'm a student lol).

Thats about it for now. Later x x x ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7609457/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7609457/ Sun, 15 Jan 2006 09:54:01 PST that sucks. But on the plus, I'm in the process of setting up a clothing (t-shirts really) line to sell online, and around newcastle - if anywhere feels like selling them. So i'll be busy doing that. I got sick of paying £63 for a hoodie that I could have designed better myself - and so, well here I am.. trying to get summet sorted lol.

Lemmie know what you think of them - cheers much

Burn Alive x x ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7603119/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7603119/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 15:43:43 PST I don't really know why I feel so totally alienated right now... I feel damn right Vile infact.
The way I see it is it could go one of three ways :

1. I curl up in a ball and cry myself to sleep

2. I sit and listen to slipknot full blast on my head phones and wait for my ears to bleeed, while repeatedly smacking my bedroom door.

3. Or i vent this emotion and produce something positive from it - draw or something.

Either way It sucks to be me right now> Not even sure why I'm subjecting the rtest of the world to this, but I am and here it is.

so you know what, in the grand words of Mr Corey Tailor

"fuck it all, fuck this world, fuck everything that you stand for. Don't belong, don't exist, don't give a shit - Don't ever judge me"

bo... ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7570394/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7570394/ Wed, 11 Jan 2006 03:19:20 PST So anyway, The hand in date was a few days ago, and I didnt do my work. The fact that I also now have an awesome new pc with a top of the range graphics card (as opposed to this shitty laptop), means that my time at uni will be devided between.... halo online, halo online, my boyfriend, halo online and getting pissed! the joy of being a student.

anyway, I'm gunna try raise the dead, oh and watch salad fingers ! mwhaha

later x x ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7360348/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7360348/ Tue, 20 Dec 2005 04:02:21 PST A woman asked me to do a piece of art work for her wall (a comission if you will) in summer, I still not got round to it, so that's pretty high on my proirity list. I shall post it when it's done - though It's a little to happy and bright for my liking.
Anyway I'm to EAT MORE..... ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7317552/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7317552/ Thu, 15 Dec 2005 10:31:54 PST There was a second or two of staring at each other in disbelief - then there was a subtle "omg" with a quick exit from Adam - no sorry though.
The poor guy didnt even shut the door behind him.

Luckily cosmo saved my breasts from being in full view - and my knees hid my (ahem). So all in all, I don't think he saw anything. But to be honest ever since - I've hid in my room and refused to come out.. or to talk to anyone.

The Horror, the horror, the horror ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7306041/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7306041/ Wed, 14 Dec 2005 02:26:22 PST
I was (get this) BATMAN... and I was having a fight with the Joker on top of an old mill. He had these massive monsters and Harley Quinn (who was looking as awesome as ever) with him.
I was kicking his ass, but one of the monsters got me - which is where Batgirl came in a saved me. Then me and Batgirl kicked some serious ass.
There were exposions and I had to use my ultility belt to swing us away from it.
We won in the end... and I stood on top of the building with my cape swaying in the wind. I looked awesome.

THE BEST DREAM EVER - I cant explain the wonder... but It was fucking great. It was all so real too.

he he xx x ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7200248/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7200248/ Fri, 02 Dec 2005 03:04:23 PST
I was at a concert with my old best friend from school. We were dragged up on stage by Gene Simmons (sorry if thats spelled wrong), he pulled us backstage.
We were told to put on these huge suit which were in the shape on a ketchup bottle. When we had them on, he poured actual sauce over our heads and pushed us onto the stage.
I was mortified because the bled were playing, and I love the bled. We fell off the stage and started taking the damn thing off. We were laughing, but I was pissed off that my 'emo' hair had been ruined. So my friend said that rubbing it into my hair would make it go away. So she started trying to get the sauce out of my hair.
Then me and my x had a huge argument about something and I walked off.

I also remember dreaming about falling/flying at some point, but that was in a dream from earlier in the night.

What a strange child I am

xx ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7191422/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7191422/ Thu, 01 Dec 2005 04:24:36 PST
I was in a village with some friends but there was zombies about to attack us. As they started to bite me (which hurt by the way) I tried to wake myself up. As I did so I sat up, much to my dismay realised that I was still stuck in my dream, being eaten by zombies all over again.

This happened about 20 times and the dream lasted ages, I knew I was trapped in the dream after about the 7th time it happened... Then I just had to deal with it for the remainder of the night.

Imagine the relief as i actually woke up in my bed, not being eaten lol ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7137990/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/7137990/ Fri, 25 Nov 2005 02:44:49 PST
Me and my brother and someone else (dunno who) were running away from the Joker (which is weird, coz i love the Joker). He'd been trying to kill us. We ran down this road onto the rail way line. We kept running till we got to my dads back garden.
His wife was sitting there with 4 dogs, one of which was a puppy. Weirdly enough I turned around and was in this huge mansion with this guy I know called Brett.
We were both dressed in victorian clothes. He linked my arm and we walked around looking at the art on the walls, but when ever he laughed it was a weird shreik noise. It freaked me out, coz i know he doesnt actually laugh like that.
We came into this main room and there was a piano. I started to play this really fast complicated piece, based upon the notes from Fur Elise.
Brett dissapeared and I was part of a concert for charity. I was stood at the front of a hall with the liked of Madonna and Britney and so forth. We were dancing and there was a load of movie stars too.
I said good bye to them all and went to this party at the mansion again. It was really dark and i kept hiding from the people at the party, by hiding in the empty bedrooms - which were all decorated for kids. And every time I hid i was found. But i kept on hiding.
Then I was running around outside.

Next thing i know Becca woke me up. She was all happy coz the Rocky Horror show is coming to newcastle next year... weird dream... ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/6754485/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/6754485/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 04:52:12 PDT
- last night I dreamt that I went to a cafeteria and ordered beans. I was appalled to find out that they cost me 40p and so I complained to my mother. She boycotted the place. She and her boyfriend (who happened to be Robert Smith from the cure) began running the cafeteria under the watchful eye of the buildings owner.
I was walking down a hill toward the cafeteria when I noticed that Robert Smith was behind the counter. He asked me to go over (which I did) and then he gave me a plate full of beans for free. We then exchanged some flirty glances.

Then I woke up...

Go figure ]]> ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/4950944/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/4950944/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 09:37:34 PST ~burn-alive http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/4901026/ http://burn-alive.deviantart.com/journal/4901026/ Thu, 24 Mar 2005 14:37:20 PST I'll try my best to comment back on yours ! Well, until i have something far more interesting to say.. see ya later ! ]]> ~burn-alive