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]]> ~c-p-b http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/24761237/ http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/24761237/ Thu, 14 May 2009 20:36:21 PDT you'll need a big old radio in the morning
and a few good loaded broad men.
to awake y-o-u.
rip of her hair,
cut off her tounge,
curse all her stranded life
scream at her unclear histeria.
kill all of them.
perhaps it's a bit out of question-
despite all, it's just a social convention
that i should bare.
that's why- i'll sleep it off till morning.
so she will tell us then, how crazy we all are.
how so useful and wonderful she is.
how ungrateful you really are!
so it won't burn my cheap eyes out. i'll just nod it out.
and when you feel like smashing his head against the wall.
when you feel like breaking all his fingers-
and crushing them.
it's obvious he's been going around toying with us all.
spreading about his sweet-sour toxic something.
don't panic, i fell for it myself- all of it.just, smile it out.
don't use words you have no meaning for-
don't curse doors without ears.
what's wrong is not within their circles and angles,
it's you- over and over.
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]]> ~c-p-b http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/24626181/ http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/24626181/ Wed, 06 May 2009 20:37:13 PDT singing peacefully, and slightly out of rythm-
thuds of the sweetest quality.
It isn't strong-
thirty minutes and it blacks out-
thirty minutes, and it feels like caving in.
it's an endless maze.
where doors carry you to wrong places.
and though it doesn't matter in the end-
it makes me love it so much more.

]]> ~c-p-b http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/24551325/ http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/24551325/ Sat, 02 May 2009 16:11:51 PDT It dies young, eats stones, and cries crome-
And it’s not that I don’t like it- it just scares me a bit.
I’ll miss it when it’s gone, eventually forget it, and then embrace it madly-
when It comes back again.
I have a friend who hates thinking,
Because it drives him to tears every time.
I have a friend who pats things,
because it makes him feel nice.
i have friends who can't help their tounges,
and spill out others souls,without conscentment.
i have friends who need hot baths,
to study...
Would you look to like, within all these scared little principles?
These manic impulses; the cryptic hysteria; the mild tourette’s?
People are so strange you see, so precious, and sick.
Despite all the blabbering, I think it’s sweet
Collecting little branches, I mean.
Thinking to tears,
cuddling in the protection of defenseless fabric.
Being the spotlight.
Being in the dark.
I like all of that. And despise it, every time.

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]]> ~c-p-b http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/24262444/ http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/24262444/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 18:35:48 PDT Sort of like a sea cucumber, just, slightly more graceful,
And deadly-
And despite the fact I tried to ignored it,
You were still there when I opened my eyes.
Just like that dinosaur, in that endless one line story,
It seems like I’ve known us for ages, when it’s been just yesterday-
That you said-

]]> ~c-p-b http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/24057142/ http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/24057142/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 11:50:48 PDT Out of self- respect. (After all, I did want you once)
Now that you’re feeling coiled; now that your mind is melting,
I hope it hurts as you’re falling.
Climb the walls!
But listen to what people say.
It’s not evident that I despise you yet.
My voodoo was never good enough; my mindless markets are out of stuff.
In spite of your resonance, your sodden charm, your algebra.
Your crooked nose and effortless grin- I want to rip your eyes out.
And let them bleed, it the teary substance of formalin.

In truth, I don’t hate you much,
It’s just this sadist state of mind.
I’m always strange; I’m raw and fake, and willing to die-
For your cause, useless at it is. Assonant as that awful string-
On your guitar.
It’s flotsam, of the minds we made when you thought I was high, and in love.
Like the sweet scent of chocolate, like tickling foam. I’d connect the dots on your body,
Your face always had a universe to me.
Hypocrite, shark! Little crippled trout.
You are not repairable.
Rather unbearable.
But to me it’s uncontainable,
I must catch you when you fall.


i present thee- webster's new world distionary! it's awesome what flipping pages can do to your mind sometimes...

]]> ~c-p-b http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/24030337/ http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/24030337/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 19:41:07 PDT makes my heart reel like an open train station,
whatever that might be.
he woos me, just like a good beatles song,
makes any defiance peel like worn out paint,
and holds me, ever so broken and frail, before he lets go,
with a singular nod.
Demi-God, almost-worn-out-by-music psycho drives my hormones crazy,
and he knows it good.
he flashes a smile,
those huge and distorted ones, it's hideous
to his small-man's puny complexion
i fell in love with a broken toy.

jej, figured i'd just write something... i lost my ipod... i miss him, the music,
i must be demented.
love me.

]]> ~c-p-b http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/23470967/ http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/23470967/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 13:25:30 PST this guy next door is singing along to pearl jam, it's kinda funny... i think he was playing drums a while ago. (that's reconforting, i thought my neighbors were all dead or just unexistent.)

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]]> ~c-p-b http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/15962659/ http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/15962659/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 16:57:06 PST i guess i'll have more time to draw.
hm... nah, i don't really have anything to add,
see you around.

]]> ~c-p-b http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/15393601/ http://c-p-b.deviantart.com/journal/15393601/ Tue, 06 Nov 2007 15:07:52 PST Decided to start a new, and get a little more serious... i wonder how long i'll keep up with this.
the thing is, I took art this year, and it's got me working hard, i have improved and i'm ready to take on new materials and challenges.
On the other hand, i also got a new scanner that actually works, so it should encourage me to post work.
The thing is, i decided to start on a new account to begin fresh, so, i hope this works...
see you around i guess.

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