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nhoj2891

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]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/16039577/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/16039577/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 06:16:34 PST
In the desert
I saw a creature, naked, bestial,
Who, squatting upon the ground,
Held his heart in his hands,
And ate of it.
I said: "Is it good, friend?"
"It is bitter-bitter," he answered;
"But I like it
Because it is bitter,
And because it is my heart."

-- Stephen Crane


For we have thought the longer thoughts
And gone the shorter way.
And we have danced to devil's tunes
Shivering home to pray;
To serve one master in the night,
Another in the day.

-- Ernest Hemingway

]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/15197872/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/15197872/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 06:10:02 PDT
And scars are souvenirs you never lose
The past is never far
Did you lose yourself somewhere out there
Did you get to be a star
And don't it make you sad to know that life
Is more than who we are


We grew up way too fast
And now there's nothing to believe
Reruns all become our history
A tired song keeps playing on a tired radio

~~~~~~

I wander through fiction to look for the truth
Buried beneath all the lies
and I stood at a distance
To feel who you are
Hiding myself in your eyes

and hold on before it's too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

and the risk that might break you
Is the one that would save
A life you don't live is still lost
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real 'til it's gone

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da is seriously fucked i tell you...worthless worthless coding and shit

]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/12647007/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/12647007/ Wed, 18 Apr 2007 19:30:03 PDT
NEWSPEAK is all around us

idk

n e way

gtg ttyl

]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/12520315/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/12520315/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 05:53:35 PDT
I watched a movie called six string samurai last night...i swear it had like a budget of $0 but it was kinda interesting for what it was. Nothing spectacular tho.

anyway yeah so thats it.

]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/12311640/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/12311640/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 15:37:53 PDT 1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that i've always wondered about you.
8. you MUST put this into your journal (if you haven't already).

]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/11962227/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/11962227/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 14:04:30 PST
i get to work tomorrow

oh what fun

zzz zzz zzz zzz

]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/11895013/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/11895013/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 13:24:17 PST
I think that would then be the greatest lie in history

What if i was never born?

how would the world be different?

what if hitler conquered the world?

how much more technologically advanced would we be if we hadnt fallen into the dark ages?

oh my god my head is exploding...this is why i dont think about things..........

crazy ideas i have today.

I still say jesus was a cult leader...not saying there is no god but how can a god have a child i dont get it. unless god is really a space alien and used his ship to part the red sea. who knows i surely dont.

i wonder how many people i pissed of with those statements.

hmmm...

Oh and I want a room in my house thats a beach or a forest or something cool like that...


DESTINATION UNKNOOOWN RUBY RUBY RUBY SOHO
...Time to say goodbye...destination unknown ruby ruby ruby soho

]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/11631088/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/11631088/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 04:37:29 PST has proven that ninjas are cooler then pirates in my opinion because i totally forgot about this stuff

[link]

so yeah

words of advice, dont ride on the outside of a train when its below freezing...its far far faaaaar from fun

so yeah hope all is well everywhere in the world

]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/11502595/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/11502595/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 07:04:01 PST
well then lets just see...

pros and cons of the pirate...

Pro...cool sayings (I.E. Avast me hardy, to the briney deep with him, walk the plank!)
Pro...cool little parrots on their shoulder
Pro...well probably a con but you have a hell of a story with a peg leg
Pro...Master of the ocean
Pro...rich if your a good pirate
pro...cannons and stuff that goes boom
Con...the previously stated peg leg for obvious reasons...remember wirt from diablo (his leg didnt even come in handy as a weapon in the expansion)
Con...they have old rusty weapons
Con...you need a lot of them to do anything like run the ship
Con...have you ever heard of mutiny...seems to happen alot to pirates

there are probably more but thats enough for now
on to the ninja

Pro...Silent baby silent
Pro...Cool weapons, very cool weapons
Pro...lightning fast
Pro...can fly and cool stuff (well in the movies anyway)
Pro...seem to just materialize out of dark corners
Pro...masters of camoflauge
Con...work alone most times
Con...dont have any cool modes of transport so they dont move far
Con...talk too much, talk in circles, leave you hanging with proverbs and stuff

So thats just a start...it can probably go on forever so i will give a couple scenarios and let you decide for yourselves...well whoever reads this anyway haha

Scene 1. A pirate ship

So the pirates are just zipping along in the middle of the ocean with just the light of the moon illuminating the dark blue...a ninja materializes out of nowhere from the shadows and bam one pirate dead and one pirate going to davey jones' locker...this happens several more times until...well...the ninja pukes cause he doesnt have his sea legs...all the pirates wake up and surround him...this can go two ways now...the pirates can try to fight him one by one in which they will probably loose or in greater pirate passion they can all just gang up on him and #$@% him or whatever pirates do or as seen in the movies he can bust out his crazy ninja moves and kill them all...now the real question is would he fight or throw that cool little smoke thing and disappear to fight another day...you decide...

Scene 2. An asian village

So the pirates decide to plunder and pilleage this little island that they found...well they shoot cannon ball after cannon ball blowing S@#$ up all along the way. Soon there really isnt much left and it seems that all the townsfolk have run off. So the pirates go to raiding and taking their booty...now you see a ninja appears and starts a killin...soon the townsfolk with pitchforks and stuff appear...the ninja has killed most of the pirates...keep in mind the pirates probably would have been gone by now but due to their peg legs they cant really get away too fast so they are easily caught. Being mean as ninjas seem to be in offering people their just desserts he steals their peg legs for firewood leaving them to crawl around. anyway i lost my train of thought so you can be your own judge and yeah...

oh and when it comes to communication if the 2 ever met...

the pirate would probably be killed because he would piss off the ninja
the ninja would probably be killed for causing the pirate to realize how dumb he is by confusing him

so you decide...

i dont know which is cooler a ninja or a pirate



by the way i have like 5k in pageviews so i would just like to say thank you to anyone and everyone

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stupid work i say stupid work...makes me go halfway across the state!!!

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]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/11189022/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/11189022/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 12:53:56 PST
1. Dispatcher
2. Security
3. Stock Boy
4. Freight train Conductor

FOUR MOVIES I WOULD WATCH OVER AND OVER AND OVER:

1. Empire Records
2. Resident Evil
I dunno anymore

FOUR PLACES I HAVE LIVED:

1. Roselle IL
2. St Charles IL
3. Raleigh NC

FOUR TV SHOWS I LOVE TO WATCH:

1. Mythbusters
2. Firefly (even tho its over)
3. biker buildoff and american chopper and american hotrod etc
4. ghosthunters

FOUR PLACES I'VE BEEN ON VACATION:

1. AZ
2. IL
3. WS
4. VA

FOUR WEBSITES I VISIT DAILY:
1. yahoo mail
2. ebay
3. Instructibles.com
4. Craigslist

FOUR OF MY FAVORITE FOODS (NO PARTICULAR ORDER):

1. Mashed potatoes
2. steak
3. tacos
4. anise christmas cookies

FOUR OF MY FAVORITE DRINKS:

1. margaritas
2. lemon drop
3. pepsi
4. water

FOUR OF MY FAVORITE SONGS:

1. come away with me - norah jones
2. anything by everclear
3. Anna Molly -Incubus
4. White trash beautiful - everlast

FOUR PLACES I WOULD RATHER BE RIGHT NOW:

1. Chicago IL
2. Arizona
3. New Zealand or australia
4. my own island

FOUR WORDS/PHRASES I USE THE MOST:

1. WTF
2. Your stupid
3. dont ask me i dont know anything
4. im a genius

FOUR OF MY FAVORITE MOVIE COUPLES:

Hell I dont know

]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/10994503/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/10994503/ Fri, 08 Dec 2006 12:19:48 PST
Good day.

]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/8580252/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/8580252/ Tue, 25 Apr 2006 10:57:10 PDT
Im sure you wont be disappointed.

End Transmission... ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/7793584/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/7793584/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 19:21:32 PST
Part of the song goes...

"She was the girl who had everything. She loved her world and her pretty things, She was the girl who had everything."

Tell me who sings this or at least the song title and win a prize.

the song was also played on an edition of MTV's made (the bmx issue. Click here and it should be the first link i think

[link] ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/7694896/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/7694896/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 12:47:06 PST 1. nature
2. girls
3. not being bored
4. rain
5. waking up on a cold morning wrapped in the blankets
6. music
7. cars
8. computers
9. *censored*
10. not being bored (yes twice i know)

3 things that make you happy:
1. nothing really makes me happy for more then 5 minutes
2. see no. 1
3. see no. 2 and no. 1

3 things that anger you:
1. Stupid people
2. Not being noticed
3. Work

10 things that you hate:
1. People that stare
2. Annoying people
3. Loud people
4. Crazy people
5. People that ignore me
6. Not being able to do what I want
7. Stupid girls
8. Jocks (I did track which most dont consider a sport so no im not a jock!)
9. being considered a jock
10. People not liking me for me

3 facts about your name:
1. I used to spell John Jonh in preschool
2. Im named after my father and we both share my grandfathers first name as our middle
3. I used to hate my name when I was younger

5 facts about yourself:
1. Im a giant (6'6")
2. I used to do the high jump and jumped 6'5" at state in the finals taking 9th place. 1 more inch and i would have had 6th. kinda funny how a great part of my life has always been so close yet so far.
3. I learned this today, i was born in the year of the dog and it matches me perfectly the best one i think is that I totally hate money but i always seem to have it.


2 things you expect (at least for now):
1. Not really going anywhere in life
2. I never really expect anything

4 random thoughts:
1. Why am I the way I am?
2. I hate the way I am but I love being me
3. Damn im sexy (not really)
4. I need a new job that I can somewhat enjoy

song you're listening to (give artist):
Cartel - The Minstrels Prayer
Rent (STFU its a good song) the stupid minutes song

time:
3.45.06 p.m. Eastern standard time ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/7307217/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/7307217/ Wed, 14 Dec 2005 07:06:32 PST I am worth $2,170,870 on HumanForSale.com

I should just go sell myself to science or something haha ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/6948539/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/6948539/ Thu, 03 Nov 2005 20:03:12 PST
Im not a COMPLETE idiot

~~~~~~~~~~

I about sliced off the tip of my finger today. Remember new knives are sharp and the first time I have ever cut myself I did a damn good job. Oh and when your not using a knife close it up so it cant bite you.

Umm I started working out again. Go me...


Nothing new to report ladies and germs

~~~~~~~~~~

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

~~~~

THE MOST IMPORTANT THING EVER TO KNOW IN THIS WORLD...

A beautiful girl can make you dizzy
Like youve been drinking jack and coke all morning
She can make u feel high
Full a single greatest commodity known to man
Promise promise of a better day
Promise of a greater hope
Promise of a new tomorrow
This particular aura can be found in the gait of a beautilful girl
In her smile & in her soul & the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like its gonna be ok... ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/6900628/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/6900628/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 19:14:43 PDT
anyway that is enough for now,

goodbye all

John ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/6899843/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/6899843/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 17:39:52 PDT
haha Friday the 13th marathon haha ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/6899714/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/6899714/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 17:21:12 PDT
F#$@ i swear the way things are going lately im going to have an anurism. ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/6743360/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/6743360/ Tue, 11 Oct 2005 20:36:16 PDT
I finally did get my computer working though...so go me ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/6610429/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/6610429/ Mon, 26 Sep 2005 18:01:55 PDT

im just bored once again and i havent written anything in like a month so here it is...

I bought the movie the garbage pail kids...its probably one of the shittiest movies ever made but it brings back good memories haha...just like my friend the monster...i never had one but yeah...im tired of people coming up to me everyday with a sob story about who knows what asking for money...i about told this lady to fuck off today because she wouldnt believe me when i told her i had no money. its like seriously, i own a house and pay bills, i drive a shitty ass looking truck, im the age of a college kid...and guess what i work a shitty job so no fuckers i aint got no money. go get a job or soemthing and stop asking me...the lady today and the guy from a couple days back i swear are drug addicts...they remind me of all my patients i used to watch at the hospital...oh well whatever...im all about helping people but im not just going to give you something...is that wrong of me? i do more then enough to help out people when i can but im not helping out everyone...i wish i didnt have anything then i could go on welfare and stuff...ive had relatives on welfare because they had good reason that they couldnt work or anything but seriously i told them to stop bitching and get a job...and what did they do, they got a job and stopped being a leach...im just tired of people not working because they know they can get free money...i have worked hard since i was 16 and im not helping no one anymore...i came up with a perfect idea to solve the homeless problem...ask me sometime and i will tell you...i will tell you this it starts with little living pods...8' x 10' is pretty good size and it could have everything you ever need. $10 a month x say 300 pods in one building = like $3k a month for me i say make money off the homeless by helping them out...hook um up with a little free food or whatever and there you go...although i would fucking kill them if they were doing hardcore drugs...silly fuckers...

then again if i ever became president i would legalize everything and let darwin take effect...only the strong survive and fuck the world...pull the US out of everyone elses businees because everyone seems to hate us anyway and see how far they get. except maybe australia, we can stay friends with them and a couple other places...yeah i dont know what the hell im talking about and if your reading this you must be pretty damn bored too...

Hope all is well with all my friends

take care dear friends ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/6295148/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/6295148/ Mon, 22 Aug 2005 08:04:48 PDT
myspace people myspace...anyone have it?

im going to run away now, im bored with DA lately nothing new or exciting except from certain peeps who know who they are, probably cause they get bored of all my comments...anyway good bye to anyone who reads this and have a great day ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/6114849/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/6114849/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 17:07:03 PDT
John

Oh and now I have finished my moving and soon new pics to come, I am going to the mountains or the beach or something in the next few days.

Yeah baby im baaaaaaaaaaack ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/5918913/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/5918913/ Tue, 12 Jul 2005 23:43:43 PDT
John ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/5709101/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/5709101/ Mon, 20 Jun 2005 22:29:12 PDT

I just chose select all messages and poof instantaniously i lost ever single message haha...I hope no one was hoping to hear from me hahahahahahahahahahahaha god damn i need a good kick to the head today

I always wondered when I could use this and i think it works well now...

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]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/5511490/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/5511490/ Tue, 31 May 2005 12:34:31 PDT You need a strength most don't possess
Or has it ever come down to do or die
You've got to rise above the rest

~MMBT

we turn our music down
and we whisper
we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
we turn our music down
say what your thinking out loud

~Starting line (cool even though the singer is freaky looking) ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/5434310/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/5434310/ Sun, 22 May 2005 23:28:50 PDT

WTF Uncle A was given 2 days to live and that was like 2 weeks ago...Uncle B died today after having a blood vessel burst at the base of his neck, not wanting to be on life support...Uncle C died less the 6 months ago...Grandma 1 isnt doing so well...Ummm....whatever...stupid horseshit I say...yes i know life works itself out and life continues. nothing to worry about I am fine see that is me smiling...

If you can guess what song the first sentence is and who its by you get a prize ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/5021544/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/5021544/ Thu, 07 Apr 2005 00:37:02 PDT Anyway I must go hope all is well with anyone who would take the time to read this ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4930051/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4930051/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 00:53:14 PST have a good day and a good week ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4877537/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4877537/ Mon, 21 Mar 2005 23:26:39 PST
The main reasons for this are as follows:
1. So many fricken mp3's and too cheap to buy CD-Rs and too lazy to convert them back to .wav format (my cd player in my truck wont play mp3's)
2. GPS (Global Positioning System) for when i travel
3. Something like 400 hours of music (all legal of course i think)
4. Just because I can

Downfalls thus far:
1. Price
2. I have to build it and am lazy
3. Have to create a fiberglass housing for the computer to fit into my truck
4. Laziness and irritability when i have to calculate stuff

Well all the parts have been ordered that I need to complete the project. The question is should I continue? I think I shall. Now im considering modifying my original plan so I can also use the entire thing as a stand alone system. Hmmm...yeah who knows. I just want all my mp3's in my car at once, have GPS so I never get lost or stuck for any reason, oh and not to forget I can put it in my chevelle at the same time. Plus I like being geeky and different and not many people have computers in their car like I will. So yeah. Im me, dont like it F#$@ off.

I received a phone call today while I was sleeping, my mom came into my room and was like you have a phone call, I was like who was it. She is like its the _____ police department. I was just like f#$@ what the hell. So i talk to the lady on the phone, shes like we are going to be having an opening soon for a community service officer and were wondering if you would still be interested in coming in for an interview. (I put in the application like 8 months ago and was told the position was filled. I figured what the hell it will be on file for a year and its already filled out). So we started talking about scheduling an appointment for the interview. She wanted me to come in at like 8am for the appointment, i informed her I dont get off till like 1230 am and she was like oh thats way too early how bout 11am I was like that is great. So come wednesday I have to go to a job interview. I havent done many of those but now i have to dress up which sucks. I hate dressing up, granted I look damn good when I do but still. So now all my plans are all screwed up, if i get this job I dont know if i want to move (I was considering a move to North Carolina and maybe going back to school full time) because the job is really good to start off with and if I do decide I want to be a cop or whatever it is the best step forward especially if I wanted in on the department I have the interview with. Who knows what will come of it. Hmmm...who knows...I know I dont. Figured I really havent written anything in like 2 weeks and I know everyone is dying to know what ive been doing. Probably not but thats alright.

~~~~~~

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right ...
...And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Michelle Branch

~~~~~~

I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away

I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone
to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the time comes
I'd take you away

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

Michelle Branch ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4833658/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4833658/ Thu, 17 Mar 2005 02:10:04 PST ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4747386/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4747386/ Sun, 06 Mar 2005 23:55:44 PST

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Talking to the songbird yesterday
Flew me to a place not far away
She's a little pilot in my mind
Singing songs of love to pass the time

Gonna write a song so she can see
Give her all the love she gives to me
Talk of better days that have yet to come
Never felt this love from anyone

Oasis - Songbird
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Wake up the dawn and ask her why
A dreamer dreams she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball

Oasis - Champaigne Supernova
~~~~~~ ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4645181/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4645181/ Tue, 22 Feb 2005 11:34:45 PST I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to
Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
In the jingle jangle morning I'll come followin' you.
Though I know that evenin's empire has returned into sand
Vanished from my hand
Left me blindly here to stand but still not sleeping
My weariness amazes me, I'm branded on my feet
I have no one to meet
And the ancient empty street's too dead for dreaming.

Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to
Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
In the jingle jangle morning I'll come followin' you.

Take me on a trip upon your magic swirlin' ship
My senses have been stripped, my hands can't feel to grip
My toes too numb to step, wait only for my boot heels
To be wanderin'
I'm ready to go anywhere, I'm ready for to fade
Into my own parade, cast your dancing spell my way
I promise to go under it.

Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to
Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
In the jingle jangle morning I'll come followin' you.

Though you might hear laughin', spinnin' swingin' madly across the sun
It's not aimed at anyone, it's just escapin' on the run
And but for the sky there are no fences facin'
And if you hear vague traces of skippin' reels of rhyme
To your tambourine in time, it's just a ragged clown behind
I wouldn't pay it any mind, it's just a shadow you're
Seein' that he's chasing.

Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to
Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
In the jingle jangle morning I'll come followin' you.

Then take me disappearin' through the smoke rings of my mind
Down the foggy ruins of time, far past the frozen leaves
The haunted, frightened trees, out to the windy beach
Far from the twisted reach of crazy sorrow
Yes, to dance beneath the diamond sky with one hand waving free
Silhouetted by the sea, circled by the circus sands
With all memory and fate driven deep beneath the waves
Let me forget about today until tomorrow.

Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to
Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
In the jingle jangle morning I'll come followin' you. ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4585534/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4585534/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 22:26:17 PST ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4550248/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4550248/ Thu, 10 Feb 2005 21:32:35 PST
Goodbye

"The great use of life is to spend it on something that will outlast it."
- James Adams

"You live and learn. At any rate, you live."
- Douglas Adams, "Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy" ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4485162/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4485162/ Thu, 03 Feb 2005 01:43:02 PST
"A man who dares to waste one hour of time has not discovered the value of life."
-- Charles Darwin

Damn I need to get out more...


"Anyone who challenges the prevailing orthodoxy finds himself silenced with surprising effectiveness. A genuinely unfashionable opinion is almost never given a fair hearing."
-- George Orwell

haha I know this one all too well...

"Enlightened people seldom or never possess a sense of responsibility."
-- George Orwell

"A wise man ought always to follow the paths beaten by great men, and to imitate those who have been supreme, so that if his ability does not equal theirs, at least it will savor of it. Let him act like the clever archers who, designing to hit the mark which yet appears too far distant, and knowing the limits to which the strength of their bow attains, take aim much higher than the mark, not to reach by their strength or arrow to so great a height, but to be able with the aid of so high an aim to hit the mark they wish to reach."
-- Niccolo Machiavelli ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4419573/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4419573/ Wed, 26 Jan 2005 11:51:33 PST
I like this idea so I thought I would share it. ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4347876/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4347876/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 23:41:05 PST
10. Everything too small for me (Cars, desks, etc.)
9. Computers being retarded and not working properly.
8. Not having anyplace good around to photograph pictures.
7. DVD Player and CD Burner both going out and not working a couple months after buying them and then loosing the receipt.
6. Snow
5. Being Cold
4. Illinois
3. Stupid people asking stupid questions (yes there are stupid questions)
2. Did I say the cold? (2 degrees above 0 YAY!!!)
1. I HATE MY JOOOB!!!

"Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not reach them but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them and try to follow them."
-- Louisa May Alcott ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4309754/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4309754/ Thu, 13 Jan 2005 11:07:48 PST
The late great Walt Disney.

Hopefully he will be as good as he was when they unfreeze his cryogenically frozen head

]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4299446/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4299446/ Wed, 12 Jan 2005 00:58:01 PST
John

"The Church says the Earth is Flat,
But I know that it is Round,
For I have seen the Shadow On the Moon,
And I have more Faith in a Shadow Than in the Church."
- Ferdinand Magellan ]]> ~cactusjack6996 http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4273765/ http://cactusjack6996.deviantart.com/journal/4273765/ Sat, 08 Jan 2005 22:35:54 PST ]]> ~cactusjack6996