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2) Google Chrome

3) Mozilla Firefox ...this is my defult browser which i use all the time.

everyone i get the same results

when i 1st go to manger friends

the building list icon wheel just spins around and around.

if i go click on My Friends on Deviant Lists

it opens on page 7...going back to previous pages is good all away to page 2
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A Project Series Called Dark Word Dreams

…At times of stress @ work
I pen my thoughts upon a yellow ruled pad
…after some time of pondering
...I am going to share some
…some are dark
…to very dark
…but nothing will be left out
…for this is the space I was at

the time as thoughts hit the yellow pad
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In German:
grüß mir die krähen.

In English:
greet me crow.

In Dutch:
altijd veel liefde

In English:
always much love
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From :iconrezkhandimech:

for more detail see her journal Link
http://rezkhandimech.deviantart.com/journal/GIVEAWAY-COMMISSION-WORTH-80-GIVEAWAY-363499572

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Okay so...

Who wants the chance to win a free commission worth £55 ($80 Dollars) ?
eg: :thumb350585360:...:thumb290876171:

This promotions is only going once...

RULES: (Must do them all or you will be disqualified)

1 >> Fave this journal (I will check)
2 >> Must watch me :D
3 >> Comment/ Post a link of your fave work from me
4 >> and tell me why you like it the best :D
5 >> Why did you watch me?
6 >> Do you use my re ]]> http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/Drawing-of-the-4-358402773 http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/Drawing-of-the-4-358402773 Fri, 08 Mar 2013 14:35:57 PST Drawing of the 4 nonadult journals/personal caddman http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/a/caddman.gif Copyright 2013 `caddman
Distant between two souls
At times is hard
However as long as the embers glow
Two souls lov will be forever to hold

As one skills become sharp
More clearly the dream
Will then come clear

Between the pages of memories of lov
One will see family and friends

Standing still requires inner strength
In time looking back
Your trails of fire to reach the prize
Will all make sense?

to one and all...have a great week-n...:sun:
may your lov pour out in your art...:heart:

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some thing left behind
only time will tell
as the clock
strikes nine...:) ]]> http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/flash-back-355091639 http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/flash-back-355091639 Mon, 18 Feb 2013 12:50:03 PST flash-back. nonadult journals/personal caddman http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/a/caddman.gif Copyright 2013 `caddman
you just give me a flash-back.

gripping sounds
as the brick fly
smells of dust
with rust dying
nearbye
i stand my ground
and ask why?

:iconchickendanceplz:

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just some small doddles to share...:D
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gripping sounds
as the brick fly
smells of dust
with rust dying
nearbye
i stand my ground
and ask why?
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Broken doll that stands before me
what do you feel at this time
in your eyes i feel great pain
as the kiss you gave me
now i become blind
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...The pain that comes from deep within...look at me and see my hurt as I scream make it stop...make it stop.
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Lov is a mystery that one can master
yet one trys...can I find a lov
like the one my dog has for me
gone 5 ticks of the clock
dosen't faze him at all
tail waging and licking my face
can this never en ]]> http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/Caddman-dreams-again-349598869 http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/Caddman-dreams-again-349598869 Sun, 20 Jan 2013 13:43:50 PST Caddman dreams again nonadult journals/personal caddman http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/a/caddman.gif Copyright 2013 `caddman .
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A crow a minute
bends time to the age of nine
Caddman dreams again

A haiku for you to commemorate your new project, bro

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...as of late i find myself in a funk.

cant find my focus on my projects that are in a waiting pattern.

this is why no new art from me yet in the new year of 2013.

have anyone been in my shoes?

i know many have...what did you do to find your grove again?

i really have been move to more black-n-white photos but then

i get my looks toward my photomaip work.

am not sure to which path i need to travel to find myself.

My friends and guests

i will contuine to view and give support on your art

i may not make comment but if i fave your art

i want you to know that's its tops in my book and has class.

its hard to find time for me as of ]]> http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/parting-thoughts-for-the-year-2012-345894228 http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/parting-thoughts-for-the-year-2012-345894228 Mon, 31 Dec 2012 12:31:21 PST parting thoughts for the year 2012 nonadult journals/personal caddman http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/a/caddman.gif Copyright 2012-2013 `caddman .
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Some parting thoughts for the year 2012

...Broken doll that stands before me
                 what do you feel at this time
                         in your eyes i feel great pain
                                    as the kiss you gave me
                                                now i become blind

She is lost but yet she is found
       What is pain is also her joy
           So the dream flows in the river of time
                Her day will unfold her waiting is her crime

Lov is a mystery that one can master
              yet one trys...can I find a lov
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IMPOSSIBILITIES  IN THE  WORLD

           1. You   can't count your hair.
           2. You can't wash your eyes with  soap.
           3. You  can't  breathe when your tongue is out.
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           Put  your tongue  back in your mouth, you silly person.

           10  Things I know  about you.

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           2) You are   human.
           3) You can't say the letter ''P''  without separating your lips.
           4)  You just attempted to do  it.
           6) You  are laughing at yourself.
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...Lov has no bounds
words spoken without sounds
lov can make ones
world spin around
two becomes one
in thought song and fun
never ending always
on going till the
end of time

...2013 is here don't be late...hope it going to be great...:hug:

...In this season of time
one has to think
of her beautiful skies
a swirling cold in the air
in the end of another year
lets give cheer
to the wonder
of December
for I love her dear...

...in the winter of days
of long ago...holding
my true lov of steel
and gazing in the sky
if I must ask my self
will I ev ]]> http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/HAPPY-BIRTHDAY-TO-ME-338835152 http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/HAPPY-BIRTHDAY-TO-ME-338835152 Tue, 20 Nov 2012 16:04:35 PST HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME nonadult journals/personal caddman http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/a/caddman.gif Copyright 2012-2013 `caddman .
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...Hey self I hear its your birthday tomorrow the 21th and want to wish you...to Have a great one...:iconcakelickplz::party::iconbrewplz:
:iconchickendanceplz:

Wow and guess what is the next day...ya turkey day and football...my favorite meal of the year...:bounce:

so my Bro :iconcrowbirdplz: its your day...

:happybounce::iconcheerplz::iconhypnotizeplz::iconmonkeydanceplz::iconSnoopyDanceplz::iconchickendanceplz:

:iconpintplz::beer::iconpintplz::beer::iconpintplz::beer::iconpintplz::beer:

caddman's word list
by :icondarkfeatheredwings:

The zenith of wisdom is always unexpected.
You're guided on your journey
and it's fate
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Every week I'll  introduce some of my friends with a showcase of their wonderful ART!
Please go check-out more of their art...and say Hi...:wave:
My friends and loyal  supporters this sometime to show all the lov that you give me...:love:
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Showcase of new friends

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...:iconAndreDavid:

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...:iconKlaraKay:

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...:iconlihnida:

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...:iconMadaleySelket:

:bigthumb330934753:

...:iconmegan7:

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...:iconJosiane-Rey:

:bigthumb326124756:

...:iconLong-LostLove:

:bigthumb336307120:

...:iconNoraBlansett:

:bigthumb310079848:

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Every week I'll  introduce some of my friends with a showcase of their wonderful ART!
Please go check-out more of their art...and say Hi...:wave:
My friends and loyal  supporters this sometime to show all the lov that you give me...:love:
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Showcase of new friends

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...:iconvampirekingdom:

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...:iconflobelebelebobele:

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...:icontemperate-sage:

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...:iconcrilleb50:

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...:iconsasa-van-goth:

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...:iconmoonstonemistress220:

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                          Of the prize before them

STILL ANOTHER CONTEST AND STILL REMAIN A BRIDESMAID

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as the kiss you gave me
now i become blind
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         One I did not miss

How does it feel

       this must be a dream

              For everything is un-real

...Though the looking glass of time...we have many glimpes into the souls of many...:)

]]> http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/i-am-back-328867373 http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/i-am-back-328867373 Sun, 23 Sep 2012 16:19:11 PDT i am back nonadult journals/personal caddman http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/a/caddman.gif Copyright 2012-2013 `caddman
My dear friends and guests.

I am back and happy to be so...:D

Had a very nice relaxing time on my much needed vacation.

I want to give special thanks to all that give me a blessing...:sun:

So what will the caddman work on next?

What dreams came from dreamtime?

Stay tune for they will be coming soon my dear friends…:D

In closing want to give all a group :hug: and rise my glass with cheer…:ahoy:

Until the next time see ya in dreamtime…:sleep:

Much lov…:heart:

Skot
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My dear friends just to let you know I will be gone for a spell
yes its time for vacation...boy i need a re-charge for my tank is running on fumes...:)

how long will you be gone...umm perhaps till 09-24-2012 give a take a day or two...:sun:

all is well just found out that I got a rise at work...the extra $$$ will come in handy...:D

will be back to give my lov and support on all your awesome art.

keep the creative fuel flowing and may all your dream come true

until next time see ya all in dreamtime...:sleep:

oh I need a group :hug::glomp:...ah that better now I can go rest.

in closing i will include a few thought to ponder until i ]]> http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/only-wish-324698296 http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/only-wish-324698296 Sat, 01 Sep 2012 12:08:57 PDT only wish nonadult journals/personal caddman http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/a/caddman.gif Copyright 2012-2013 `caddman
my thoughts run deep like a river flowing in time
only wish the distant and the nines in between
were not in fates place at this time...:D

chase your dream intill its time to wake up...:bounce:
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just got my computer back

nothing to bad...the  dr had to repair some crap files and fix some other small issiues

so for now i am back...thanks to all that missed me...for i miss you all.

its been crazy not doing art for the past week.

been reading and doing some writing which is a good thing

so look for my new art soon...lov u my friends...:heart:

have a great week-n...:sun:

...Skot...:icontruesmiles:
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just got my computer back

nothing to bad...the  dr had to repair some crap files and fix some other small issiues

so for now i am back...thanks to all that missed me...for i miss you all.

its been crazy not doing art for the past week.

been reading and doing some writing which is a good thing

so look for my new art soon...lov u my friends...:heart:

have a great week-n...:sun:

...Skot...:icontruesmiles:
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my computer is acting up as of late

and will have to take it to the computer dr

to see whats wrong...):

no to worry for soon as its fixed

i ll be back to share my new art

and give lov to all...:heart:

so until then see ya all in dreamtime...:sleep:

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Dreams are like
                           Formless souvenirs
Of early youth whose
                                  Memory that faded
                                                Into the shadows
                                                             Of time...the power

To express them into
                             A snap shot picture
In a photo album
                           Has arrived...so close
                                                      To ones dreams
                                                                 That their forms
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There is nothing
                   That I can do
Must stay in
               The shadows
Out of view
              Writing on the wall
Tells me going
                To take the fall
Dark smell of decay
                      In this room...
                                        Of no day
Thinking only of you
                        What else can
I do but stay
               In the darkness
With no clues
                My love in
The shadows
               I must not move
Time is coming
                  For me...as the
Walls of shadows
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   Most of the time

All i ever wanted
               Is right behind you
                                         In broken mirrors

Some times
               tomorrow never knows
                                               Day like this

Blow me away
                  Forget your heart
                                          Everything is broken

Give me a sign
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essencestudios has just commented on "Snap Shot Dream_05":
http://shadowness.com/caddman/snap-shot-dream-05-2

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"Congratulations!

Your art is very inspirational to all of us artists and at Shadowness we like to thank

our amazing artists for all they do, to show our appreciation for you, your artwork

has been featured in todays Daily Inspiration #454

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:iconSlazerbeam:...:thumb50965198:...The Arctic Queen

...:iconArtisticAunJuli:...:thumb49266322:...Mr. Snail - SP22

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http://shadowness.com/dailyinspiration/forum/daily-inspiration-445

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for submission process 2 :devEliteArtists:

yes, you can resubmit, but quite framkly, I don't think we'll accept it the next time. You need to work on your concept and blending concepts a little more. We only accept advanced and good intermediate works and we think you need some more training. Sorry.

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The need to make a choice on the path of one walks on now
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At time one finds difficulty working with others
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                Must stay focus with the task before one's self

Finding beauty within painted dreams
        Can one find happiness with self?
                The journey has become painful at times
                          Stay in the movement and peace will follow

Dreams of four elements will soon to become clear
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     Coming to terms
          Sounds that echo
                In the blowing wind
                         Skywriting my lov

In the ashes that burn
 Falling slowly from the sky
     If you want me
            Say it to me now
                  Where the shadows fall
                                         Still I can fly
I will be your light
        Keep your eyes open
                  To the world at large
                                What else can I do?
A memory of you
   The writing is in the sky
       Come with me into the blue

Let's show our lov
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To express them into
      A snap shot picture
              In a photo album
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To ones dreams
         That their forms
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          As ones tries
To fix their form
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Winters Dark Beauty
    My Everything
         The Departed
Let it Snow

  Amalgamate
Secrets
    Here Without You
                          Illusory
For You
   Sorrow
        Watchers
            My Precious
She Awaits

Celestial
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Meditation
        Affinity
Farewell
          Joy
Serenity
         Grace
Sweet Sorrow
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Indulgence

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Never shine no more
Open wide the door
Free the madness within
I am sad...yet I am free
New days lay ahead
No longer be pulled
By the demons inside
No more faceless masks
Of hollow blameless eyes
No more hell fire of snakes
Blazing ovens that fry
No more screams will be
Found only blurring memories
Let the walls crumble down
Free the souls at last
Let this night fade away
No chains to bind us down
Only the light of a new day
To be found
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for the ones that come and see

for the ones that care

i will be gone for a spell

going to see my father

and on the phone sounding

very frail and sad

so tomorrow i am off

to fly the big silver bird

to socal I will go

when i get back

i don't know

but as in the movies

i will be back

until then to all be good

and be safe

see ya in dreamteam...:sleep:

lov u all...:heart:

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9 things about me…:D

1. Dream in both color and black & white

2. Pen all my poems on a yellow ruled pad with a red colored pencil

3. Collect round oval egg shape rocks

4. Read graphic novels...favorite the sandman by Neil Gaiman

5. Enjoy hot bubble baths, soft music and scented candles

6. Have a photographic memory to history dates and detail

7. Have a passion for hot curry

8. Can paint using both left and right hand

9. The number nine, crow and raven are my totem in life
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waiting for the sun
to go down
waiting for the moon
to come up
to ware her crown
on this night
will she be happy
or will she be sad
gazing towards the skies
and see the tears flowing
Sitting on my thumbs
Waiting for the sun
To go down
Waiting for the moon
To come up
To ware her crown
On this night
Will she be happy?
Or will she be sad
Gazing towards the skies
And see the tears flowing
I must ponder this
And wonder why
Tears of the moon cries
I feel alone
In my plight
To give comfort
No guide to help
Me take flight
Still sitting
In the dark
My screen is
At flat line
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I am called Caddman
I am an artist
A photo taker
A poet

And don the mask of dreamtime

My past it's a bit of a mystery
Even to me...all i got is a name
A few jumbled memories

Spent a big chunk of time looking
For the real me
Trying to figure it out

Who is the Caddman and what?
Was he's past all about
And to every answer
I've found only led
To a truck load of questions

Now i am standing in time
To place all puzzle pices together

Just got to take the first step
Which is always the hardest part?
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          "Ich war blind, aber jetzt kann ich sehen."
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FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT
ON THIS LAST OF NIGHTS
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ON THE DAY AM DYING
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... B= BLOOD
... C = CROW
... D= DESTINY
... F = FATE
... E = EVOLVE
... G = GUIDE
... H = HAVEN
... I = IMMINENT
... J = JOURNEY
... K = KNOWLEDGE
... L = LOVE
... M = MAGIC
... N = NINE
... O = OMEN
... P = PUZZLE
... Q = QUIET
... R = ROCK
... S = SEVEN
... T = TRUTH
... U = UNEXPECTED
... V = VEHEMENT
... W = WISDOM
... X = X-FILE
... Y = YEARNING
... Z = ZENITH
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In the rear view
Always there
So close
Yet so far away
I am falling
Falling...falling
Before your eyes
Losing air...losing time
Another set of nines
Pass away
Still those eyes
In my rear view
Wanting to touch
But your not home
As my mind
Goes into overload
What can I do?
To when my heart
Is falling apart
Another day passes
In the fast lane
Looking...looking
Those eyes...eyes
In the rear view
Wanting you close
So I can hold you
Those eyes I see
In the rear view
Always there
So close
Yet so far away
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Between you and the deep blue sea
Lays a approaching secret door
Where bullets fly into the sky
It's all good this dream of you
Vapor trails draw so deep
Feel the voltage dancing in the night
Three steps I sing calling your name
Beneath your beauty of with in
As I knock Mr. Destiny is the door
Showing visions of fate
Am I early or come too late
Or somewhere between the awaking
That is guiding me to you

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...to all have a ...:iconnewyearplz:...
:iconWolfe01Plz::iconWolfe02Plz:
:iconWolfe03Plz::iconWolfe04Plz:

nothing more for me to add at the moment
to all my friends thanks for all you lov and support thru the year 2011

my lov to you all...:heart: take care and be safe...:D

until next time see ya in dreamtime...:iconsleep:
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...As the day must come to an end and the sky becomes firey red...then comes a

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you again...:glomp:

...Red comes with power to weld and to use it to you with a spell...:bounce:

...To my happy place I do go...a place that has majic in the air...A moment in time

as no one is there... a place to come with no worry and cares...:peace:

...upon looking at this memory in time
some thoughts came to me in this Rhyme

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       stepping back in time
          to put all in order is the
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        with ones self secrets
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Mothers hanging wash
Out to dry in the wind
 Unaware of the unexpected
  Events that were
    Soon to begin

Young children playing
 In the morning dew not
  Knowing of the smoke
    Soon to fill their view

Young sailors with
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  Looking towards
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    This can't be so

The beautiful pearl
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   The date 12-07-1941
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Inspire

Winters Dark Beauty
My Everything
The Departed
Let it Snow

Amalgamate
Secrets
Here Without You
Illusory
For You
Sorrow
Watchers
My Precious
She Awaits

Celestial
Somber
Meditation
Affinity
Farewell
Joy
Serenity
Grace
Sweet Sorrow
Breathe No More
Indulgence

Inspire

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and have shared how many here on the DA?

what is the number now...9 or 10

hard to keep up when your having a good time...:D

where did all the memories go

I am still around rocking out the dreams in dreamtime...:sleep:

The dream breaking down
Coming to terms
Sounds that echo
In the blowing wind
Skywriting my lov
In the ashes that burn
Falling slowly from the sky
If you want me
Say it to me now
Where the shadows fall
Still I can fly
I will be your light
Keep your eyes open
To the world at large
What else can I do?
A memory of you
The writing is in the sky
Come with me into the blue
Let' ]]> http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-267219202 http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-267219202 Fri, 04 Nov 2011 15:49:17 PDT Devious Journal Entry nonadult journals/personal caddman http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/a/caddman.gif Copyright 2011-2013 `caddman yet one trys...can I find a lov
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gone 5 ticks of the clock
dosen't faze him at all
tail waging and licking my face
can this never ending and forgiving
lov be found...nothing ventured
nothing gain...yet it always remains
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be not afraid my friend...

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'time to get my crows in a row and then the art will flow'...I said that...:)

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...check out if you wish...:D

http://shadowness.com/caddman
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I am called Caddman
I am an artist
A photo taker
A poet

And don the mask of dreamtime

My past it's a bit of a mystery
Even to me...all i got is a name
A few jumbled memories

Spent a big chunk of time looking
For the real me
Trying to figure it out

Who is the Caddman and what?
Was he's past all about
And to every answer
I've found only led
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the dream as to the parts I remember

As my head touches the pillow...the vision comes
I was being pulled under quickly my next thought
Was I was in the sky flying next to my guide BR
My eyes gazed downward and saw you running
With your guide and the wolf pack...the moon is
Full on a very cold night...the colors of orange and red

I have no clue to where you're leading me to
The air was so clean and the skies so bright
We travel over many hills and valleys
Until we came upon this most beautiful site
I have ever seen...I asked you what this place is
Is this all a dream...can it be I am in yours
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Beautiful days filled
With sunshine and
Walks with mother earth

Many pictures with
Camera in hand were snapped

Found some stones
For my book case
Of memoir's

Spend an afternoon
In a power spot
Even found magical moments
With a calling of my
Family of crows

And in the end
An unfolding lesson
Was found

Don't live in the past
Nor look towards tomorrow
Live in the here and now

Embrace each day to
The fullest and never
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With my back towards the wind
I'll be gone on once again

Not to worry all my friends
For you see its vay K time
Must go to seek inter peace again

Where one finds no pain
From the work place sin

No phones
No tellys
No Facebook
No computers

That's for me for the next 2 weeks
Where will you go?
Only my guide and the shadow knows

Time to recharge
Time to forget my name
Finding peace is the game

So for the one's i hold dear
Keep a flame in the window
That i may find my way home
And you will be with me always
To where every i may Rome

So for now and not to say bye
I'll be back so no tears
Ok maybe a coup ]]> http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/So-you-may-ask-why-257058321 http://caddman.deviantart.com/journal/So-you-may-ask-why-257058321 Tue, 06 Sep 2011 07:03:42 PDT So you may ask why nonadult journals/personal caddman http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/a/caddman.gif Copyright 2011-2013 `caddman .
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So you may ask why does
The caddman dream?

Just a mystery without
Many clues

Dream are sometime the
Only thing we have
In dreams you can be
Anything you want

When you stop dreaming
Is the day that time stops?

If one peeps inside
My gallery...you may find
Dream within dream pics
And may notice that many
Are parts of a series?

Why do you do themes?
Series with title of dream?
why do you ask!

Good question and with
Reply i say once a pound
Of time in a dream of long
Ago...i was a printmaker
My print runs were not
Of one...but of many...:D

What is a printmaker?...:)

It's like taking dra ]]>