Haven't played Mabinogi in a w... ]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/28119069/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/28119069/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 05:01:47 PST One thing I forgot to say last night.

It's my birthday today! 8D

I'm turning 15. Getting so old... In the state I live in, I can get my driver's permit. I haven't taken Driver's ED, though.


Also, The NaNoWriMo started a couple days ago! I've only written 1318 words, though... I need to work faster. o.o;; At the end of the month, I'll post the different parts of the guide.

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/28047601/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/28047601/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 14:43:27 PDT
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Remember my last journal about the NaNoWriMo?

I finally decided on what to write about. I will be doing a Katphish Guide Book, containing everything about everything dealing with Katphish, including some legends and stories. Trust me, I have a lot to write about.

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So, Halloween anyone? Are you celebrating, and if so, are you dressing up?

I was going to be a shark after drew a Very, very adorable picture of the PKW C-box gang with custom Halloween costumes, but I didn't have the time to make one. Then I was going to be my PKW C-box sona (Yellow Terrier dog with an orange flower on her head), but my family said no one would know what I was. So I think I'm gonna be a mouse. Or a gerbil.

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Anyone who watches me play Touhou? if so...

I NEED TIPS PLEASE.

I can't even get past Easy mode on Embodiment of Scarlet Devil. I've made it a bit into the fifth stage a few times, but I usually die by the fourth. EASY MODE HERE. And there are people who can make it through Flandre's Extra Stage with no deaths. And that's beyond Lunatic.

I've heard about a Visible Hit-box patch that allows you to see the hit box... but I've also heard that some people have more trouble dodging using the patch.

Meh, might as well do practice on Flandreindisguise or ⑨. Maybe China. Fans will know who I'm talking about.

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27993421/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27993421/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 17:51:37 PDT NaNoWriMo. National Novel Writing Month.

Anyone participating? :3 *shot*


Even if anyone isn't, I need help deciding what to write about. I'm debating between FOUR things now. Writing Stasha's story for The Katphish Kingdom before I draw it, "A Geek in Disguise" which would be about my life for each day of November (which isn't as boring as it sounds), "Night of the Lavender Dream" about my OTHER fursona and her sister finding a dreamworld where anything can exist, or a collection of Katphish legends and stories.

Still, I'm pretty excited. I'm not too worried about making mistakes anymore, just running out of plot to write.

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27930489/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27930489/ Fri, 23 Oct 2009 20:33:19 PDT Chirumiru Cirno. Yes, I play Touhou. Only one game (not to mention I can't get past the 5th stage, EASY MODE), but a fan nonetheless. :3

The link at the top kept messing up... I had to post a lower quality one. the better quality one I wanted to use won't work because it has "" in it. It's by Yamisource on YouTube, titled "Chirumiru Cirno English Subs v2" on YouTube.

TOUHOU ASIDE, I guess this is more of a random post. I'm trying to draw as much as I can while keeping up with schoolwork, leaving no time for dA, Mabinogi, HolyBeast Online... D: It kills.

As some of you may've heard (only the members, most likely), PKWPL is moving. The Promise Land is now Death's Era. Well, PL is still up, but DE is being worked on. I can't wait~! >w<

I started Vampire Knight the other day. I'm not into Twilight (SPARKLEVAMPY~), but my cousin has been reading it, so it looked good... It is. C: Kaname and Zero are se-- *shot*

Oh yeah! My sister told me a funny story today.
Her English teacher (one of my favorites from 7th grade) had them play a game where she called out a word, phrase, or group of nouns/adjectives, and the first person to sing a line of a real song with that word in it got a point. At one part in the game, she said any body part that's APPROPRIATE. And one of the kids said "...like Love Game?"

Apparently, they were laughing for a full 5 minutes. xDDD I only laughed for one. But it was still halarious~

I do have some sketches/doodles I really should scan in... I'll get to that eventually. >3>


one more thing.



Oh! please cure me, Erin~

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27817329/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27817329/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 13:56:16 PDT Yeah, the Homecoming dance is tonight.

I don't have a date, of course. llD

But I'm pondering... I was too shy to ask anyone if I could hand with their group, and I always feel kindof alone at dances.

Yet, This is my first Homecoming dance, and I feel like it would be bad to miss it...

Yet, this is four grades packed into the Fine Arts Foyer (trust me, it's about the size of a cafeteria), plus people who graduated last year, PLUS people from outside the school students brought for a date.

Do you guys think it's worth it? I still don't know. I don't really WANT want to go, and one of the things I hate the most is being alone in a large crowd (large crowds themselves are kindof overwhelming...), but I have a bad feeling that if I miss it, I'll miss some opportunity.

So yeah... what do you guys think?




Homecoming aside, I FINISHED FURUBA~<3 (Fruits Basket for those who haven't read it)

The ending was amazing~ I'm still sad it's done though. That was my favorite manga series. Ever. TwT

So, to keep myself busy, I bought the first Vampire Knight volume. I'm not much for vampires (especially Twilight "I'M THE STRONGEST PREDATOR SEE ME SPARKLE~" Vampys), but my cousin is reading it and it seemed good. It is.

Crap, now what should I do... Really, I need your guys help with the homecoming thing. D:

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27711837/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27711837/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 17:19:57 PDT This is how the conversation went Friday morning;

Mom: It's time to wake up.

Me: ...nnn...

Mom: Oh, I have some interesting news for you.

Me: ...what...

Mom: Do you know what the Nobel Peace Prize is?

Me: ...yeah...

Mom: Guess who they gave it to.

Me: ...who...?

Mom: Obama.

Me: WHAT?!




<sub>Seriously, he didn't do anything important. He just talks pretty and has wonderful ideals. And they had a record number of nominees... I'm wondering if they just gave it to him to slap the Bush Administration in the face.

And I didn't hear anyone in my grade talking about it. I heard SIXTH graders, but not NINTH, even in Government class.</sub>

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27544999/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27544999/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 18:28:48 PDT Yeah, I have a tournament tomorrow. 5:30 AM till 6:00 PM. :<

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27474502/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27474502/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 18:37:56 PDT Anyone else severely disappointed in the Warriors Action Game? Freakin' Warriors D&D.




Oh, by the way, I may be gone for nearly a month or so worst case. Physics is the only class I'm failing and have ever failed in. My mom is gonna be so phhhhhhht'd.

So I'm gonna go OTL for a bit, kay? yeah. Sorry for being all emo, but I just can't wait for those 4,000+ deviations stockpiling in my watch list.

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27302102/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27302102/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 14:41:17 PDT
Stolen from:

Prep

[ ] I shop at Abercrombie, Hollister, American Eagle, or Aerospatiale.
[ ] I am/was a cheerleader. Cheerleaders piss me off. So much. >->
[X] I'm pretty ditzy.
[ ] I wear pink 24/7.
[ ] My looks are very important to me.
[ ] I can’t live without my cell phone.
[ ] My hair is always straight.
[ ] I say 'like' and 'omigod' a lot.
[ ] I laugh 24/7.
[ ] I have a million friends.
[ ] I always hang at the mall or movies.
[ ] I'll only date popular guys.
[ ] I listen to rap & pop music.
[ ] I have at least one designer bag.
[ ] My myspace pics are of me making a kissy face or are mirror pics
[ ] It takes me at least an hour to get ready for school in the mornings.
[ ] Uggs + Miniskirts = Love
[x] I don't have a job. Pfft.
[ ] I wear lots of makeup.
[ ] I can be stuck up or snobby sometimes.
[ ] I flirt with any guy, as long as he's cute.
Total = 2 *twitchtwitch...twitchitytwitch*

Emo

[ ] I cry a lot.
[ ] I go to local shows.
[ ] I wear black everyday. I'mma say my black purse doesn't count. x3
[ ] I write sad poetry.
[ ] I play an acoustic guitar.
[ ] My favorite bands include: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, or Panic! at the Disco.
[ ] I self mutilate myself.
[x] I think about suicide or death often. (heh, yeah death. My mind wanders way too much.)
[ ] People have told me to cheer up.
[ ] I cry when I see dead animals.
[ ] My myspace pics are black are white or angled.
[ ] I wear many band shirts.
[x] No one understands me.
[x] I don't talk too often.
[x] I look down when I walk.
[ ] I wear black eyeliner.
[ ] My fingernails are black.
[ ] I have an ex I still cry over.
[ ] My hair is black.
[ ] My hair covers one of my eyes.
[ ] I love Hot Topic. I kinda like Hot Topic. Not obsessed with it though.
[ ] I always say 'life sucks'.
Total = 4

Nerd

[ ] I have straight A's. (I'M TRYING. Stupid math...)
[ ] I wear glasses. That's 'cause I rot my eyes out on video games. >->
[ ] I always do my homework and study. Pffft. Hahahaahaaaaa...
[ ] Lord of the Rings was a massive achievement.
[x] Computer games = Love.
[ ] I'm 'teachers pet'.
[x] I've never had a real boyfriend/girlfriend. Nyeh.
[ ] I have a bedtime.
[ ] I use an asthma inhaler.
[x] I carry a calculator with me. (pft, I have to for Physics.)
[ ] I bring my lunch to school. Cafeteria food tastes like crap. Dx
[x] I always follow the rules.
[x] I'm shy around the opposite sex.
[x] I'm always on the computer. Tee-hee.
[x] I've never had beer or cigarettes.
[ ] I always answer every question in class right.
[ ] I correct people's grammar.
[ ] School is very important to me.
[ ] I always stump people.
Total = 7 (lawl)

Rebel

[ ] I always speak my mind.
[ ] I have 0% of school spirit. SCREW YERR PEP RALLIES. I WANNA GO HOME.
[ ] Forget you I won't do what you tell me!
[ ] I stand up for what I think is right.
[ ] On spirit days at school, I wear the rebel's colors.
[ ] Whenever people are doing something, I do the complete opposite.
[ ] I won't listen to authority figures.
[ ] I always break the rules.
[ ] I refuse to compromise.
[ ] I'm always arguing with people.
[ ] I love debate.
[ ] I always do what's unexpected of me.
[ ] I don't give a crap what people think of me.
[ ] If I watch a crappy movie in theatres, right after it's over, I'll say 'that sucked'.
[ ] I'm not afraid to trash people's opinions.
[ ] I only respect my own beliefs.
[ ] If I don't want to do something, I won't do it, no matter what. I may pretend I will for a few days, but eventually I give up.
[ ] I laugh at compromising people.
[ ] I cheer on the rival's sport team to stand out.
[ ] Rules were meant to be broken.
Total = 0

Jock

[x] I'm on one or more sport teams. (Field Hockey~!)
[ ] I always wear my varsity jacket.
[ ] I've won awards for my athletic ability.
[ ] I will only date popular girls/guys.
[ ] School Spirit 100%.
[ ] I'm going to a college for sports.
[ ] I watch sports on TV all the time.
[ ] I'm muscular.
[ ] I play sports or exercise at least 3 hours a day.
[ ] Go Team!
[ ] I'm a chick/dude magnet.
[x] I eat a lot. ... Nomnomnom.
[ ] I'm egotistical.
[ ] I'm too focused on sports to make really good grades.
[ ] I sit at the jock lunch table.
[ ] All I talk a... ]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27191230/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27191230/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 13:09:02 PDT . Sorry fore more quizzes, I just REALLY wanted to do this one.


if you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling. if you get more than 20, you’re paranoid. if you get 11-20, you are normal. if you get 10 or less, you're fearless.

Check the following fears that apply to you below. Add them up...and see if you're paranoid.
___________
i fear...

[X] the dark (When I'm alone, yes...)

[ ] staying single forever

[X] being a parent

[X] being myself in front of others

[ ] open spaces

[ ] closed spaces

[X] heights

[ ] dogs

[ ] birds

[ ] fish

[ ] spiders

[ ] flowers or other plants

total so far: 4

[ ] being touched

[ ] fire

[ ] in a lake or something, not a pool; deep water

[ ] snakes

[ ] silk

[ ] the ocean

[x] failure (;~

[ ] success

[ ] thunder/lightning

[ ] frogs/toads

[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad

[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom

[ ] rats

[X] jumping from high places

[ ] snow

total so far: 6

[ ] rain

[ ] wind

[x] crossing hanging bridges (;A

[x] death (>;A;<

[ ] heaven

[X] being robbed/mugged

[x] falling (from really high heights)

[X] clowns

[ ] dolls

[ ] large crowds of people

[ ] men

[ ] women

[ ] having great responsibilities

[ ] doctors

[ ] tornadoes

total so far: 11

[ ] hurricanes

[x] incurable diseases (veryveryscary. T~T)

[ ] sharks

[ ] Friday the 13th

[ ] ghosts

[X] poverty

[ ] Halloween

[ ] school

[ ] trains

[ ] odd numbers

[ ] even numbers

[ ] being alone (I actually need a lot of alone time.)

[X] becoming blind

[X] becoming deaf

[X] growing up, old

total so far: 16

[x] creepy noises in the night (I've found bugs in my bed after hearing noises like that.)

[X] not accomplishing my dreams/goals

[X] needles

[ ] blood

Total: 19

I'm still surprised they don't have the stomach bug stuff on there. > >;;

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27189941/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27189941/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 12:07:40 PDT :3

1. Spell your full name without an E,F,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N:
g
all the letters in my muddle AND last name were taken out. >3>;;

2. Are you single?
Yeah, but not interested, technically... I guess if someone asked me, I may say yes, but I'm not looking. >///>

3. What is your favorite number?
2!

4. What is your favorite color?
green~

5. Least favorite color?
Red. (kinda hurts my eyes.)

6. What are you listening to?
"Somebody's Watching Me (Remix)- Mysto & Pizzi (yes, the Geico song.)

7. Are you happy with your life right now?
hmm... yes and no... the no is more myself than my life.

8. Are you involved with anyone?
...heckno.

9. What is your favorite subject in school/college?
English, Art, and Computer Programming. C:

10. Do you shop at Abercrombie?
NEEEUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. HATEHATEHATE

11. Do you have money?
...not that I know of... or I don't have very much. > >;;

12. Are you afraid of the dark?
yeah, when no one is nearby...

13. Where do you wish you were right now?
Mr. Downs English class (Haha! Inside joke with our class.)

14. What should you be doing right now?
SHOULD be doing homework, but is facebooking... (and drawing a bit)


THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble? yush~
Can you do a cart wheel? Ha, not very well.
Can you touch your toes? ...OTL
Can you wiggle your ears? sorta.
Can you touch your tongue to your nose? No, but my sister can.

THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor? A vet when I was little, but really only sometimes.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter? nope.
Did you ever want to be a teacher? yeah, but I'd be an awful one. X3;;

THE DOs:
Do you like roller coasters? HATEHATEHATE
Do you play the lotto? noooooo...
Do you like football? PFFFFFFFT no. Horrible playing it, and the game doesn't interest me so much.
Do you have a shopping addiction? ...When it comes to Manga and Video Games, it's really hard to restrain myself. >3>

THE DOES:
Does your family have family picnics? no, but we should. :<
Does your wallet have any pics in it? ...I don't have a wallet.

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with? My sister's and their friend Katy. C:
Last car ride? Coming home from church today.
Last text message from? ...sadly, probably Verizon.
Last baby you held? ...Have I even ever held a baby?
What was the last thing you bought? SODA~
What was the last thing you had to drink? Lemonade
What was the last thing you watched? ...Movie wise... Post-Grad.
What was the last thing you read? Fruits Basket, vol. 3 (re-reading it, I've read up to vol. 21.)
What was the last thing you hand wrote? A doodle of my sister's fursona, and homework a few days ago.

WHOS?
Who last talked to you on the phone? My mom~
Who was the last person you took a picture of? *really can't remember*
Who do you miss right now? Emily and Erin, plus the Macarenas. :'c
Who last messaged you on msn or aim? I don't have either.

CURRENTLY:
What color shirt are you wearing? green
Have you any tattoos? LAWLno.
Have you any piercings? not even my ears.
Straight, wavy, or curly hair? Strait, wavy a bit if it gets wet.
Where are you? Family/Living room.

SIX THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. Bed
2. Desk
3. Large, Dell computer
4. Stuffed Animals (some on my bed, a huge pile against the wall)
5. Despair.com posters
6. Collection of Fruits Basket volumes. :3

TWO RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Want a relationship? HEHEHE nah. Never had one, not looking.
2. Wanna get married? WHEN I'M 25, KAY?

When was the last time you really laughed? Yesterday night, at a funny joke my online friends made.

Do you drink milk straight from the carton? Nope. *doesn't drink milk*

How long is your hair? halfway down my back or so.

When was the last time you sang out loud? This morning.

What did you have for breakfast? Peach, Special-K bar, and OJ. > >;;

Is your birthday on a holiday? ...Day after the last day of Day of the Dead?

What instant messaging service do you use? FACEBOOK~<3 (and sometimes Yahoo e-mail)

Can you cook? only a it.

Did you have a nap today? no, but I may need one this weekend.

What do you wear more, jeans or sweats? Jeans, sweats on weekends.

When is your birthday? November 3. :3

Where did you get th... ]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27167351/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/27167351/ Sat, 12 Sep 2009 10:08:20 PDT

ANOREXIA

[x] you have dry skin.
[ ] you eat 1 meal.
[ ] you're very weak.
[ ] you hate your body.
[ ] you starve yourself.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you need to be more skinny.
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] people think you are too skinny.
Total: 2

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)

[x] your mind is all over the place.
[ ] you are hyper most of the time.
[x] you barely pay attention to anything.
[x] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[ ] you seem to never sit still.
[ ] you talk all the time.
[ ] you need attention 24/7.
Total: 3

BIPOLAR DISORDER

[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[ ] you are very irritable.
[x] you barely get any or no sleep.
[x] you are anti-social.
[ ] you have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[ ] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
Total: 3

BULIMA NERVOSA

[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.
Total: 0

CONDUCT DISORDER

[ ] you are a bully.
[ ] you threaten other people.
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[ ] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others. (ex: knife, bat, etc.)
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[ ] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
Total: 0

DEPRESSION

[ ] you are always sad.
[ ] you find no hope in your future.
[ ] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day. (because I'm a computer addict.)
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[ ] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[ ] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] you are failing school.
[ ] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
[ ] hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 3

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)

[x] you have daily rituals.
[ ] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[ ] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[ ] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[ ] you have harmed yourself.
[x] you are afraid you will get an STD, AIDS, or any kind of germs.
[ ] you have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 2

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)

[ ] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[ ] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[ ] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[ ] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[ ] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[x] you worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
[ ] you can have angry outbursts.
[x] you act younger than your age. (I'm really childish. :3)
Total: 4

SCHIZOPHRENIA

[ ] you often have hallucinations (seeing things or hearing things that aren't there).
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[ ] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[ ] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself.
TOTAL: 5

...holawl~ I need help? XD;;

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/26936187/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/26936187/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 12:53:11 PDT
This now proves my Dad's theory right that we always catch a cold at the start of the school year. crap.

Well, other than that, I've been doodling a lot at school. I need to scan some stuff in, as I haven't even shown you guys my fursona yet... And I really hope I can find my Tablet pen AND get the tablet to work so I can start The Katphish Kingdom by January 3. I kinda decided that would be the main character's, Stasha's, birthday. Also known as the Third day of the First moon of the 10,000th cycle (10,000 being the start of Katphish civilization, so January 3, 2000, which isn't her creation date, but is still her birthday. C: The sorta Parallel Dimension world the Katphish live in was created at the same time as ours, except the only difference is the Katphish which were the only species able to retain the magic they were created with, and the difference between our dimension and theirs has nothing to do with anything except explain their existence. Dang, that's too long.)

Time to work on homework, so see ya later. Let me upload a Summer Spamdump real quick and I'll try to be back on today.

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/26626287/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/26626287/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 10:25:46 PDT tagged meh. C:



-- THE EVER-GROWING SURVEY --

- RULES:
Answer each of the following questions. After you are done, you may or may not add ONE new question (that hasn't already been added/is not similar to one of the questions already posted)to the tag and then tag at least 8 or more people. They will then answer all of the survey questions including yours, and then add one of their own. You MUST inform the people you tag that they are tagged by either commenting on their profile or noting them.

SO HERE WE GO:

--

- Are you a boy or a girl?
GUUUUUURL~

- How old are you?
14, 15 this November

- Have you ever tasted Elmers Glue?
HECKNO ...what does it taste like? ovo

- Do the pants command you?
WHUTNAO

- What's the most exotic thing you've ever had to eat?
um... probably some kind of fish or fruit. ovo

- Timotei?
lolwhut

- What's your mood right now?
Kinda lazy, kinda excited, kinda in a no-i-don't-wanna-start-school-again mood.

- Bi, gay, lesbian, or straight?
STRAIGHT AS A PENCIL

- Take a look around the room. Did you really just look around the room?
only what was in my current field of vision. C:

- Sweet or spicy?
Sweet~ luff the candies~

- Do you have any unusual talents?
um... well, I can lock the joints in my index fingers and make weird shapes...

- Why did the chicken cross the road?
Cause it wanted to. :/

- Ichi, ni, san, shi...?
I has no idea what the Japanese word for 5 is. C:

- Worst fart excuse EVER?
I stepped on a frog.

- How many toes do you have?
TEN YO~

- Burger King?
EWNOMCDONALDSFTW

- WHY DID YOU JOIN DEVIANTART
TO POST ART AND STUFF

- Edward Cullen is hot, yes?
OH GAWSH NO KEEP ME AWAY FROM THAT STALKER

- Have you ever blacked out?
nope. C:

- C4N Y0U R34D 133T?
0N13 4 1ITT3 8IT.

- What's your IQ?
No idea. Should that tell me something? owo;;

- Favorite video game?
POGEYMAN GAMES, MABINOGI, HOLYBEAST ONLINE (speaking of HBO, I quite literally got Kalanaka to level 15. Whoop~)

- WOOF BARK MEOW SQUEAK MOO?
NYAAAA~

- What are you wearing?
Bathing suit. I'm going to the beach. C:

- I'm hooked on drugs X.X
*rushes interviewer to hospital*

- What's your blood type?
O+ C:

- If you're a PKWPL/PKWRL person, who's your favorite character to RP? If you're not, what's your favorite Pokemon? If you don't like Pokemon, put a random word here!
KAL TEH SERVAL PERSIAN YO.

- How late do you stay up over the weekends/summer?
depends. ranges from 10 PM to 1 AM. C:

STAR TAGGED MOST EVERYONE I KNOW SO HERE GOES:
http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/25926767/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 18:04:25 PDT WANT.




NOW.





nexonwouldyoupleasereleasethebirdiessoon? :<

_{yes, that's a link. Click it. NOW.}

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/25294992/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/25294992/ Sat, 13 Jun 2009 17:04:45 PDT . They take in characters either unwanted or made for adoption and advertise them to give a better chance of adoption. :3


Want to help out or adopt? The membership requirements are simple:

~Note the club, ~desukat, or ~Laittii
~Watch the club
~Post :*iconSparkleDesuShelter*: or :*devSparkleDesuShelter*: (no stars) in a journal or siggy
~Send in any adoptables at any time. :3


It looks really cool, and even though there may be tons of characters to adopt, the more choices you have, the greater of a chance of liking one or several. Really, check it out.

I also hope that joining will help me draw more. o-o _{and I really need to get my wacom working...}

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/25178233/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/25178233/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 11:42:51 PDT We're on vacation~!


Pardon the flagrant HSM2 reference... we totally had a moment like that at the last exam.

WELL... It's late, but I got out of school last Thursday. :3 I start Summer-school PE on Monday (boooooo! hiss!), but I have much more time now. I've been on iScribble a lot, and am working on a massive spam dump mostly containing my sona, Kaitlyn. so this is gonna be interesting...

I'm also still working on that dang comic page... I NEED A MOTIVATION PILL OR SOMETHING

And I'm close to getting a Spirit Weapon for my Elf, Kalanaka, on Mabinogi. I'll think of a name soon.

So have a nice summer, guys, and I hope I'll be seeing more of youse!

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/25050061/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/25050061/ Sun, 31 May 2009 11:44:25 PDT
It was pretty cool. There were four other people getting confirmed (not giving out names), only one of them being a girl... meh. It was fun anyways. She's a nice kid. :3

So... two of the boys did the First/Second reading, I did the Psalm, and the other girl and her brother did the prayer. And before hand, we all decorated these... shawl things... I can't remember what they're called... either way, I did kinda have to rush mine... but I really think it came out good. I'll scan it in eventually along with my faith statement.

So... I guess I feel good about it. ^ ^ My family was able to make it (thank God my Dad was able to come!) and they looked really proud. And the best part is... NO MORE SERMON NOTES! W00T!

-----

Now, I know I owe a lot of sketches and pictures... I will have plenty of time after Finals Week. Two down, three to go...

Also, I am still doing the color challenge and I really want to draw a picture of my sister's fursona. The other is still thinking of her's (I have two sisters)... I'll tell you when she figures it out.

Oh! And I changed my Fursona... Again. I loved Kal... but I realized that I didn't want to seem "emo" all the time... I wanted to be more cheerful. So, after some pondering, I came up with Kaitlyn/Erin (name still pending), a copper-colored Serval (look it up!). I'm working on a drawing of her, and I have one iScribble-dump doodle. You'll see her soon~

Candy272, signing out. To study. *soul*

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/24860099/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/24860099/ Wed, 20 May 2009 16:35:05 PDT
Stolen from

Rules:
1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!

----

I'm gonna do one for Stasha, the main character of my W.I.P. manga, The Katphish Kingdom. Old drawing can be found here. An up-to-date picture will come... eventually.

STASHA

1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
"(how can I even understand this human?) Nice to meet you, too. My name is Stasha. My parents sometimes called me 'Stashy' or 'My Little Waterbug' when I was a kitten. They meant it endearingly, of course. I still let them, even though I'm a bit older. I don't mind."

2. Interesting... what's your current age?
"Well, I was born on what I think humans call... January... 3rd, I think. That makes me 10 years old. Katphish have similar lifespans to humans, so I think it's pretty accurate..."

3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?
"I really like Sardines. I love the way they're all salty and filling. Mahi Mahi is also good, but usually rare. One time, my family and I met a small nomadic group on their way to a gulf somewhere near South America, as you call it, and we worked together to take down a Marlin. Boy, was that tasty!"

4. And your favorite drink?
"Um... Well, Katphish really don't need to drink, being aquatic and all, but when I go on land, a fresh rain puddle does just fine."

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
*blushes in embarrassment* "R-r-really, I'm only 10 years old... I ahven't really met any other Katphish my age..."

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
"GWAH!" *covers interviewer's mouth* "I already told you, I don't like anyone!"

7. Classic question! What's your favorite color?
*calms down a bit* "Well, I really like Light Blue, not only because it's the color of my element, but because I love the color of pale dawn mornings just before day, and the rays of light weaving through the water."

8. Who's your favorite author?
"...Um... excuse me, I know how to read, but what's an "author?"

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
"Ooh... hmm... probably sharks. Especially Great Whites."


10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing* Sorry. Any siblings?

*feels a little hurt from being laughed at* "Well, I'm an only child. Katphish usually only have one to three kittens, and usually from different litters. Unlike Land Cats, who I've heard have up to six in only one!"

11. Almost, it's only twenty questions. Who's your hero?

"My parents, of course! They have always protected me and taught me everything I know. I think I would die if I lost them."

12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
"Hehe... well, I really don't have any. I haven't met many other Katphish, but most of them were nice. Even the rude ones I wouldn't call an enemy."


13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
"Well, If I could, I'd try to help my parent's out. If the battle got bad, I'd be there to fight. But we really don't have any enemies, and I don't like to fight."

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
"...um... excuse me?"

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
*Very confused* "um... well, I'm not sure. What is there to be? I have noticed a lot of Land Cats in the alleys the few times I've gone there... they looked pretty hungry. Maybe I could help out by bringing them food?"

16. What's your worst nightmare?
"I would say being separated from my parents, or even worse... I can't even think of it."

17. What's your lifelong dream?
"Really, just to live a long and content life."

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
"Well, living a good life is the point, right?" *chuckles*

19. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?
"Usually in our "cave", a depression in the side of a giant rock. Sometimes, just floating on the water is relaxing on a calm, sunny day."

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
"I'm either sleeping, hunting, swimming for fun, or learning new attack techniques from my parents, even though they have different elements... ]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/24692725/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/24692725/ Mon, 11 May 2009 16:06:13 PDT



Yeah. Um. I have to write this quick, It's almost 10:00

Sorry for the absence, again. BUT BUT BUT... we have about 3 weeks of school, including... *shiver*

exams.

yeah. Dreadful word... 2 hours of semester/year information... but I'm free for 9 weeks after that. ^w^

I have a new fursona, Kal (stands for Kalanaka, my Hawaiian name). She's a bit emo, but I luffs her~
EDIT: Just to clear things up, I don't think I'm a "yaoi" fangirl (even if a fangirl at all). I feel like male+male relationships are normal. Yet, Female+female is still a BIG no-no. *shudders* Either way, this comic is really good. Ambrosia Syndrome... take a look: [link]
It's by , who I haven't talked to in a while... but her art is really good. :3

And I FINALLY completed Generation 1 on Mabinogi today. One of my online friends, Yossy, totally helped me out. But now G2 is looming ohead, including the dreaded ideals... wish me luck.

EDIT2: I AM SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOOOOOOOOOO sorry, ... I'm still working on that darn comic page. T.T Some of the smaller panels are killing me. I'll tell you once I'm done...


and I stole this from . Maybe it'll get me drawing again.



1. Each color should get it's own picture
2.No time limit
3.List the color list in your journal
4.Remember to update your journal with links to the completed pictures
5.They do not have to be done in order
6.You may interpret the color however you want (e.g. some people see red as anger, others as excitement, love, etc.)
7.If you wanna do a color that's not from this list that's fine.

[]1. Red
[]2. Orange
[]3. Yellow
[]4. Green
[]5. Blue
[]6. Purple
[]7. Pink
[]8. Turquoise
[]9. Brown
[]10. White
[]11. Grey
[]12. Black

Candy272, signing out.

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/22910011/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/22910011/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 18:12:42 PST
I'm gonna come back a bit, though, and scan in a lot of old artwork Ive done over the past half-year. deviantART has changed so much since I left...

I'm sorry, but I have 3,000+ deviations to go through, and I found people on my watch list that I couldn't even remember. So I had to clear out a bit... I apologize.

Yes, I'm STILL addicted to Mabinogi, and I am loving Pokemon Ranger: Shadows of Almia, even though I've almost beat the game... I've also been having this itch to roleplay instead of learning and leveling skills and killing bears and skeletons.

I'm still into Katphish, and still improving on my artwork. I'm really thinking on possibly making a mini-manga... maybe. I've also crated a new animal, plus using a furry form of it created my own, unique fursona. ^ ^ The species is actually complex, and not a bit mythological... I think. It's a Katawk (pronounced ka-TAWK, not KA-tawk), a creature resembling a cat/hawk hybrid... there are even sub-species.

Well, I would rant on and on about life events and what fantasies I've been dreaming about with Pkmn Ranger... but it's 9:00 PM. Bed time. >< and I don't want to bore you. Good night, and see you another day.

-Daisy

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/21837417/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/21837417/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 19:26:46 PST
MABINOGI

<3 I luffs it SOOOO much! Let me tell you about it.

This is a game similar to Runescape, yet it is based off of Celtic religion rather than Mideval eras. It has amazing graphics, anime-style art, real time battle, tons of different skills from combat to fishing to magic to blacksmithing, PETS (you have to pay real money, sorry. ; ; ) including cats, snakes, horses, dogs, and herb pigs (?), and even a PLOT LINE. Yes, a plot line. The Mainstream quests add much more excitement to the game. Role play quests (playing as characters in the storyline), epic dungeons and worlds, and the choice to become a Knight of Order or a Knight of Chaos. ;w; It's an eopic game. Really.

And I'm sorry, but I'll kinda be in a prolonged hiatus for a while. I'll still draw for Team Krcoa, and I am still doodling... during school. T T Once I get my new wacom tablet set up, then I will start using iScribble again. So extreme apologies. ; ;

So good bye, and JOIN THE MARI SERVER! XD

My character's name is Daisy272, my black cat is Narka, and my crow is Kran. I go on Daisy272 and Narka the most.

And Winder Exams are in a week. D8 *DEATH TO ALL*

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/20221514/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/20221514/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 15:49:05 PDT



I really don't care right now.













Something really bad has just happened.






























Our neighbor's dog just died.










We are at the beach house for laborday weekend, and now most of the family is a mess.

Our beach neighbors, a retired, elderly couple, are hurting even more than us. Winnie girl was their baby. She was something along the lines of a golden retriever-shiba inu mix. Every time we came down for vacation, at least once she would break away from her owner and run up onto our porch, just to say hi. She always had a smile on her furry face... and she was a happy, pampered pooch. We'll never forget walking her down on the nature walk, and the time we doggie-sat her for three weeks while her owners were away on a cruise.

She just died no more than 30 minutes ago. My dad thinks she has an intestinal blockage, because her belly was swolen and she hadn't pooped in three days. I was scared when my mom walked inside crying. After a few minutes of letting it sink in, I cried too. And now I feel like CRAP. But who cares how I feel... We're all gonna miss Winnie. I hope she rests in peace.

P.S. Not to break the mood, but does anyone else binge-eat (NOT bulemia; there is no purge. Binge eating is just eating a LOT.) when they're really sad?

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/19489706/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/19489706/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 08:43:41 PDT

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*


Back, and now to the main point. I have had some... difficulty with the novel. To be honest... I haven't even started. -_-;; I have SOME of it in my head, but not much. The plot is not solid and firm in my head, yet it isn't airy and floating away at the slightest breeze. It's more liquidy, changing shape and form. ...Now enough goofing around. Basicly, the plot is running away from me. All I know is that there will be an apprentice from each clan with a special power, something about going back in time (POSSIBLY), and something to do with a Star Stone and stopping a huge battle. Pretty pathetic, if you ask me...

Soooooo... being the utterly lazy, phat BUTT, procrastinator I am, I haven't gotten around to it at all. I'm spending all of my spare time playing Okami on our Wii now... and I've noticed my lack of motivation.

SO... with that said, I'm gonna organize a poll. Scince I'm not a subscribed member so I can't make ACTUALL polls, I'm gonna constantly update a makeshift one in this very journal. This is what I need you to do:

1.) Choose one and ONLY one choice.
2.) If you vote, POST A COMMENT ABOUT WHY. WHY did you coose that choice? WHY do you want me or not to make the story? WHY?
3.) I know I'm being selfish saying this, but I really need your own motivation to do this. I have trouble doing things unless others REALLY want me to do it.

Now, with that said, Let me post the choices:



How much do you want me to write this novel?



[2] PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE make it! I will DIE if you don't!

[1] It would be awsome, but I think it would be better as a comic. ^w^

[0] Go ahead. ^w^ I'd like to see it.

[0] Meh. Make it or not. I don't really care.

[0] er... I'd rather you not...

[0] U SUCK DUN MAKE IT OR MY EYES WILL BURN *BLEEP* U



(DON'T CHOOSE THE SECOND TO LAST ONE!) I GREATLY appreciate your input! ^w^ Also, I STILL have cameos open, in case you want to donate more. I'm letting the character limit rule slide now. I AM OPEN TO MANY CAMEOS! GO THAR. [link]

ALSO... I just got a dragon egg! PLZ HALP HER HATCH.

...And now the code won't work. Can someone help me out here? What HTML code do I need to use?

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/19149956/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/19149956/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 10:10:20 PDT




I've been thinking, and have finially gotten the motivation to think about writing a Pokewarrior story! I'm thinking up of the plot, and have almost gotten out of my writer's block. But, I'm gonna need your help.

Ya see, I'm not sure that I can make a lot of characters up off of the top of my head for the story. This is where YOU come in. I'm gonna hold out TWENTY-ONE FREE cameos for the story. A cameo is an appearence of your character in a comic/novel/picture. WARNING: This character is practacly DONATED to me. The character is OWNED and FREE TO USE by me, but ONLY for the story and any art that goes with it. So make sure that you agree with that before filling out the form. Now, for Cameo rules:

1.) only THREE characters MAXIMUM per person. Only ONE special-ranked character max per person (Leader, Deputy, Med. Poke, and Med. Poke apprentice).
2.) For the Warrior names, NO profanity, and use names of things commonly found in the wild. So, you CAN'T use the names of household items like "Candleheart" or certain gemstones like "Rubystrike". But, certain stones like Amber and such are okay, 'cause they're also a color. Also, don't use the names of anime people like "Negiipaw" and "Sakuraheart".
3.) You do NOT HAVE to make a Clan Pokemon, for I need a couple Loners, Rouges, and Pokepets. But the majority needs to be clan pokemon. Also, Moonclan of the Dark and Ghost Pokemo is the Main clan of this story, so feel free to make a lot of characters there.
4.) Your character can be ANY Pokemon, ACCEPT for Legendaries, Unknown, and Ditto. Lucario and Riolu can be used SPARINGLY.
5.) Depending on the type of your pokemon, it will belong in a different clan. Some Pokemon can belong in multiple clans.
Aquaclan=water
Ivyclan=Grass, bug, and poison
Moonclan=Ghost and Dark
Shockclan=electric
Frostclan=ice
Flareclan=Fire and Ground
Echoclan=Rock, Steel, Psycic, and Fighting
Flightclan=Flying and Dragon

Normal types can belong to almost ANY clan, and is based on looks and habitat.

6.)Only use OFFICIAL moves, NOT made-up or un-official ones. Saying "I can't remember the name so I just guessed" will not pass. To see what your pokemon's moves are, look here: [link]
Four moves maximum. Also, there will be ONE APPRENTICE form EACH clan that knows a special move from the clan clockwise of it. So Moonclan will have an electric attack (Shockclan), Ivyclan will have a Dark attack (Moonclan), ect. I allready have two, so Ivyclan and Moonclan are taken. Their special attack DOES take up an attack possibility, so one with this power would then have three. You ARE allowed to use moves that the deemed "plot Pokemon" cannot learn with leveling up or TM/HMs, especially with Frostclan (The "chosen one" would need to know a Fire type move, and the only move an ice type can learn of that catagory is Sunny Day. So feel free to bend the rules JUST THIS ONCE).

7.) Your character CAN have different colorings on it, such as scars, longer/shorter body parts (Tail, ears, claws), and even full-blown color change. Your character can be as simple as a Leafeon with a scar on it's flank to a Flygon with sandy colorings, tan stripes, brown eye-sheilds, and purple wing and tail edges (sorry, ~FallenGems... I had to use Sandstrike. You can still use him for this if you want.). Also, accessories like bowties, bandannas, jewerly (not allready on from species) is PROHIBITED from Clan Pokemon, but is allowed in Rouges, Loners, and Pokepets.

8.) To apply, fill out ALL of this form:

Name: *insert name*
Age: *insert age*
Gender: *indert gender (Tom or She-poke)*
Rank: *insert rank. If none, put N/A.*
Clan: *insert clan. If none, put Rouge, Loner, or Pokepet*
Appearence: *insert species and special markings*
Personality: *insert personality*
History: *insert history*
Move Set:
1.) *insert move*
Death?: *Insert "Yes", "no", or "Mabey"*
Kits?: *She-pokes only! Yes, no, or mabey.*

EVERY SINGLE PLACE IS MANDATORY. No acceptions, accept for Toms in the kits section.

9.) If you have read this and want to fill out a form, put the phrase "Teddyursaring" at the beginning of your post. XD

10.) If ANY of these rules are broken or left out in the form, that character bio WILL BE IGNORED untill you can fix it.

Also, I do NO... ]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/18953439/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/18953439/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 16:29:54 PDT Veemonsito's contest. And it was NOT HIS fault. It was the voters'.

okay. Here is the list of contest participants: [link] What he did was put the participants in 6 different polls, and others voted which one had the best entry. Then, he took the top 6 or so and put them in ANOTHER poll to find the 3 winners. I SWEAR that almost everyone voted for their friends or their favorite POKEMON. NOT the actuall art peice. Here are the winners' peices: [link] [link] [link]
Now, I NOT saying the submissions are bad. I'm just saying that there are a few more creative ones that SHOULD'VE gotten a placment.
For example. KoUta-KuN's peice was cute, and was more creative than just drawing a Pokemon and having it sit there. The Buizel is sitting on a beach, listening to music. The headphones, the expression, the music note in the corner... it all adds character to it. [link]
Also, lil-saph-fox did an AMAZING peice of a Leafeon using Razor Leaf. The pose adds more feeling, as well as the expression, the style, and the swirling leaves. And she did this TRADITIONALLY. NO digital programs. I REALLY think she should at LEAST have gotten 3rd, if not 1st. [link]
So, what I'm saying, is that these people looked like they put WAY more work and feeling into their submissions than some of the finalists. They're winners in my eyes. And I'm not ranting about me not winning; I didn't even enter. X( I WAS, but never even started by the time of the deadline. So give a hand to ALL of the winners, even if they didn't place. Congrats!

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/18840353/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/18840353/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 15:17:39 PDT b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, et cetera
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal.

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/18703990/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/18703990/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 20:06:49 PDT Re-posted from

Please, repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, sexual preference, or gender. Feel free to add your own story to the end.

I am the girl who goes through hell and a half at school because I defend homosexuals instead of abusing them, and have been called the Antichrist because I don't believe people should be judged based on who they love.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the who isn't sure what she is. I am the who is rejected by her "best friends" because of a less-than-conventional crush.

I am what I am and I don't know who because I am always thinking about what other people will make of me. Who am I? Not boy not girl, just me and little people care about who you are and what you long for when you look like someone else obviously and your wishes and dreams seem easily to be guessed. Fail.

I am the person who would be happier as the other gender but fears that getting a sex change will cost me the love of everyone close to me.

I am the person who can only be myself over the internet because then I can tell my friends that I'm a man when I am....even if I do not have the body of one.

I am the girl who cried all night because her mother tried to convince me I wasn't bisexual, and refuses to have the conversation with me.

I am the Seventh grade girl who thought about participating in the "Silence for Sexual Rights" many Eigth graders were doing at our school in honor of Matthew Shepard, but didn't from the fear that everyone would think of me as "weird" even though I do not discriminate Homosexuals.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of brutality . Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Coll... ]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/18484785/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/18484785/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 20:07:47 PDT
I'm reaching 2,000 page veiws soon, so the FIRST one to post a PRINT SCREEN in THIS journal will get a FREE art peice drawn by ME! >w< If you fail to take a print screen and/or not post in THIS journal, it won't count. sorry... T^T If you don't know how to take a print screen, just press the "Prnt Scrn" button. It should be in the upper-right-hand corner of your keyboard. Then, you can paste it into Paint or Photoshop, save it, upload it into your scraps section on DeviantART or something, and post the link here. ^w^ And if you have a Mac, then press Shift+Apple+3, then click on the desktop to create the image file.
And it must be 2,000 PAGE VEIWS. If you have something REALLY close to that and NO ONE ELSE get's it EXACTLY, you'll win. The closest OR exact will win. Good luck, everyone! ^w^



And I STILL have this:
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The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.

02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw. Or write me a description. (Or give me a link to a bio sheet if it's a character on a roleplay board. If it's a description it better be detailed!)

03 - Only one character per person- Remember, this is FREE.

Yay for this! Just keep in mind I can't draw humans.. That well..

Also, if you are TOO rude and impatient, you might as well ignore this...

1. of everyone's favorite flareon, Sand!
2. FirestarXSandstorm pic
3. Anything. ^w^
4. Baby Munchlax and a Snorlax.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

= Finished and posted. ^w^

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/18429441/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/18429441/ Wed, 21 May 2008 11:29:51 PDT

And I still have this: |
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The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.

02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw. Or write me a description. (Or give me a link to a bio sheet if it's a character on a roleplay board. If it's a description it better be detailed!)

03 - Only one character per person- Remember, this is FREE.

Yay for this! Just keep in mind I can't draw humans.. That well..

Also, if you are TOO rude and impatient, you might as well ignore this...

1. of everyone's favorite flareon, Sand!
2. FirestarXSandstorm pic
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

= Finished and posted. ^w^

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/18148087/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/18148087/ Sat, 03 May 2008 11:49:22 PDT
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The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.

02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw. Or write me a description. (Or give me a link to a bio sheet if it's a character on a roleplay board. If it's a description it better be detailed!)

03 - Only one character per person- Remember, this is FREE.

Yay for this! Just keep in mind I can't draw humans.. That well..

1. of everyone's favorite flareon, Sand!
2. FirestarXSandstorm pic
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

= Finished and posted. ^w^

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/18139327/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/18139327/ Fri, 02 May 2008 20:04:13 PDT ! This is the first time I've been tagged! I'll do some Pokemon stuff too.

8 things about me. Hmm...
1) I am a Bulbasaur!
2) I don't remember much of my past, only that part of my name is Daisy, and a hazy image of a certain Meowth...
3) I'm in an exploration team with a timid, but friendly Pokemon named Mudkip.
4) Our exploration team name is Team SolarStorm!
5) I'm rather confused, for I know a certain move called Night Shade, which most Bulbasaur don't know naturally.
6) So far, we are going to find the next Time Gear in Northern Desert.
7) Guildmaster Wigglytuff ceces to bewilder and amaze me. O_o
8) Oh! And, by the way, we are currently Gold Rank.

Hehe... I'll post some ACTUALL HUMAN stuff so I don't look crazy.

1) I can't tell you my REAL name, but my ONLINE name is Daisy Nagasaki.
2) I have two sisters, who are twins, and I love them both very much.
3) I'm 13 and in 7th grade.
4) My birthday is November 3.
5) I have two cats; Sugar, a tortiseshell (black dappled with brown and yellow) female, and Sammy, a Red Tabby male.
6) I'm OBSESSED with Pokemon and the Warrior cats!
7) All of my past and present best friends are blonds, and I'm a brunett.
8) No matter what I do, I feel like my life is a Manga, anime, or a video game.

Now... IZA TAG... , , and ! Have fun!

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/18090048/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/18090048/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 17:07:57 PDT A< *KOFF KOFF*...ow... It hurts too... well... anyways...

WHO HERE GOT PMD2?!?!?!!!?!?!? YOU MUST MUST MUST GET IT! I've only JUST beaten the Luxio Tribe, and so far, the game's worth it. Also, there are new, but rare items that can HEAL a Pokemon if hit by a weakness... *muhaha* I'm Daisy the Bulbasaur, and my partner is Mudkip. YES, I DOO LEIKS MUDKIPZ. Hehe... But I had a LOT of stress and trouble battling the LT... I got killed a few times, then went to the Elec/steel training dungeon to train, and it took me TEN times to get through FIVE levels. Ouch. Then, I went back, and FOUR MONSTER HOUSES! FOUR! But, I made it through 'cause I tought Daisy Vaccum Cut and Mudkip Dig, and I beat them. Apparently, my ability to see the past and future is called Dementional Scream. Plesant.

Also, it's ERB week at school. Whoopie. It's a kind of multi-school test, and some of you may also have it. So, I have to go to bed earlier to get a good night's sleep. *KOFF KOFF* And with this cold too... But that also means NO tests and LITTLE home work!!! YAYZ!!! So I'll be on more often. I think...

Also... at the end of May... SCHOOL'S OUT!!! WHAT TIME IS IT? SUMMAH TIME! WE'RE ON VACATION! Hehe... Too exited. Mabey, if I can get a HMTL For Dummies book or something... I may take my website to the NEXT LEVEL... *secret plans* But don't hold your breath. So, wash your hands, drink PLENTY of Orange Juice, and you won't suffer what most of my school has... *KOFF KOFF*

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/17819554/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/17819554/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 18:51:47 PDT [link]
Now. Read this, relax, eat dinner, take a bath, and go to sleep knowing your art is as safe as it was before.

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/17813268/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/17813268/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 12:22:35 PDT and . I love them as FRIENDS. NOT LOVERS. I have only had crushes on boys, and no crushes on ANY internet people. And I admire those people for their art and their kind personalities. So, please. I have a 0.1% chance of becoming one. give or take, but that is a VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY low chance. Please stop saying these things...

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/17576872/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/17576872/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 16:43:13 PDT PLEASE no one post on this... I just need to vent... I'm being really negative... I may seem that way, but most of the time I'm happy and perky... but ALL the commishes I've done are GORY and MACABE... I NEED POSITIVENESS!!! TG7UU75T5TRYHUJJNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNDU87Y6T5...(banging my head on keyboard)... I need to do some vent art... NYA.

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/17423922/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/17423922/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 10:17:30 PDT
]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/17332279/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/17332279/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 14:19:28 PDT ! I'm ALMOST done with your commish! I have it inked and scanned in, I just need to color it, which I'm gonna do on PhotoshopElements! Working on it right now... You can see the outline in my scraps.

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/16615729/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/16615729/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 15:57:14 PST
And, saddly, I will NOT be continuing the Pokemon Challenge. I never started it, and I have a lot of things to do, so... *sigh*... I give up...

]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/16258683/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/16258683/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 16:55:53 PST
Okay. There's this person that USED TO BE on my site, and she is FURIOUS at me because I banned her for a LOT of things.

1.) Cursing
2.) PLAGERIZING (not good)
3.) being rude to other members on the site

...she is irritating me a little 'cause she won't listen to ANYTHING I say, and said she will NEVER forgive me...getting frustrated makes me...so worn out... ...She is also attacking me with pictures, and I won't reveal her name, but if you want to see the attack, browse "Die traitor"...the BBBIIIGGG wolf is her, and the small, green wolf is me...(Daisy is NOT my real name: it's my online name)...well, I have to put my challenge up again, so here it is...

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Hiyas!!! For the holidays (it will probably take me longer), I got an idead based off of ~Ash-Dragon-wolf 's Theme challenge: I'M GONNA DRAW EVERY SINGLE POKEMON!!! ...wow...this is gonna be hard...

001 Bulbasaur
002 Ivysaur
003 Venusaur
004 Charmander
005 Charmeleon
006 Charizard
007 Squirtle
008 Wartortle
009 Blastoise
010 Caterpie
011 Metapod
012 Butterfree
013 Weedle
014 Kakuna
015 Beedrill
016 Pidgey
017 Pidgeotto
018 Pidgeot
019 Rattata
020 Raticate
021 Spearow
022 Fearow
023 Ekans
024 Arbok
025 Pikachu
026 Raichu
027 Sandshrew
028 Sandslash
029 Nidoran♀
030 Nidorina
031 Nidoqueen
032 Nidoran♂
033 Nidorino
034 Nidoking
035 Clefairy
036 Clefable
037 Vulpix
038 Ninetales
039 Jigglypuff
040 Wigglytuff
041 Zubat
042 Golbat
043 Oddish
044 Gloom
045 Vileplume
046 Paras
047 Parasect
048 Venonat
049 Venomoth
050 Diglett
051 Dugtrio
052 Meowth
053 Persian
054 Psyduck
055 Golduck
056 Mankey
057 Primeape
058 Growlithe
059 Arcanine
060 Poliwag
061 Poliwhirl
062 Poliwrath
063 Abra
064 Kadabra
065 Alakazam
066 Machop
067 Machoke
068 Machamp
069 Bellsprout
070 Weepinbel
071 Victreebel
072 Tentacool
073 Tentacruel
074 Geodude
075 Graveler
076 Golem
077 Ponyta
078 Rapidash
079 Slowpoke
080 Slowbro
081 Magnemite
082 Magneton
083 Farfetch’d
084 Doduo
085 Dodrio
086 Seel
087 Dewgong
088 Grimer
089 Muk
090 Shellder
091 Cloyster
092 Gastly
093 Haunter
094 Gengar
095 Onix
096 Drowzee
097 Hypno
098 Krabby
099 Kingler
100 Voltorb
101 Electrode
102 Exeggcute
103 Exeggutor
104 Cubone
105 Marowak
106 Hitmonlee
107 Hitmonchan
108 Lickitung
109 Koffing
110 Weezing
111 Rhyhorn
112 Rhydon
113 Chansey
114 Tangela
115 Kangaskhan
116 Horsea
117 Seadra
118 Goldeen
119 Seaking
120 Staryu
121 Starmie
122 Mr. Mime
123 Scyther
124 Jynx
125 Electabuzz
126 Magmar
127 Pinsir
128 Tauros
129 Magikarp
130 Gyarados
131 Lapras
132 Ditto
133 Eevee
134 Vaporeon
135 Jolteon
136 Flareon
137 Porygon
138 Omanyte
139 Omastar
140 Kabuto
141 Kabutops
142 Aerodactyl
143 Snorlax
144 Articuno
145 Zapdos
146 Moltres
147 Dratini
148 Dragonair
149 Dragonite
150 Mewtwo
151 Mew
152 Chikorita
153 Bayleef
154 Meganium
155 Cyndaquil
156 Quilava
157 Typhlosion
158 Totodile
159 Croconaw
160 Feraligatr
161 Sentret
162 Furret
163 Hoothoot
164 Noctowl
165 Ledyba
166 Ledian
167 Spinarak
168 Ariados
169 Crobat
170 Chinchou
171 Lanturn
172 Pichu
173 Cleffa
174 Igglybuff
175 Togepi
176 Togetic
177 Natu
178 Xatu
179 Mareep
180 Flaaffy
181 Ampharos
182 Bellossom
183 Marill
184 Azumarill
185 Sudowoodo
186 Politoed
187 Hoppip
188 Skiploom
189 Jumpluff
190 Aipom
191 Sunkern
192 Sunflora
193 Yanma
194 Wooper
195 Quagsire
196 Espeon
197 Umbreon
198 M... ]]> ~candracar272 http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/15935860/ http://candracar272.deviantart.com/journal/15935860/ Fri, 14 Dec 2007 19:28:32 PST
001 Bulbasaur
002 Ivysaur
003 Venusaur
004 Charmander
005 Charmeleon
006 Charizard
007 Squirtle
008 Wartortle
009 Blastoise
010 Caterpie
011 Metapod
012 Butterfree
013 Weedle
014 Kakuna
015 Beedrill
016 Pidgey
017 Pidgeotto
018 Pidgeot
019 Rattata
020 Raticate
021 Spearow
022 Fearow
023 Ekans
024 Arbok
025 Pikachu
026 Raichu
027 Sandshrew
028 Sandslash
029 Nidoran♀
030 Nidorina
031 Nidoqueen
032 Nidoran♂
033 Nidorino
034 Nidoking
035 Clefairy
036 Clefable
037 Vulpix
038 Ninetales
039 Jigglypuff
040 Wigglytuff
041 Zubat
042 Golbat
043 Oddish
044 Gloom
045 Vileplume
046 Paras
047 Parasect
048 Venonat
049 Venomoth
050 Diglett
051 Dugtrio
052 Meowth
053 Persian
054 Psyduck
055 Golduck
056 Mankey
057 Primeape
058 Growlithe
059 Arcanine
060 Poliwag
061 Poliwhirl
062 Poliwrath
063 Abra
064 Kadabra
065 Alakazam
066 Machop
067 Machoke
068 Machamp
069 Bellsprout
070 Weepinbel
071 Victreebel
072 Tentacool
073 Tentacruel
074 Geodude
075 Graveler
076 Golem
077 Ponyta
078 Rapidash
079 Slowpoke
080 Slowbro
081 Magnemite
082 Magneton
083 Farfetch’d
084 Doduo
085 Dodrio
086 Seel
087 Dewgong
088 Grimer
089 Muk
090 Shellder
091 Cloyster
092 Gastly
093 Haunter
094 Gengar
095 Onix
096 Drowzee
097 Hypno
098 Krabby
099 Kingler
100 Voltorb
101 Electrode
102 Exeggcute
103 Exeggutor
104 Cubone
105 Marowak
106 Hitmonlee
107 Hitmonchan
108 Lickitung
109 Koffing
110 Weezing
111 Rhyhorn
112 Rhydon
113 Chansey
114 Tangela
115 Kangaskhan
116 Horsea
117 Seadra
118 Goldeen
119 Seaking
120 Staryu
121 Starmie
122 Mr. Mime
123 Scyther
124 Jynx
125 Electabuzz
126 Magmar
127 Pinsir
128 Tauros
129 Magikarp
130 Gyarados
131 Lapras
132 Ditto
133 Eevee
134 Vaporeon
135 Jolteon
136 Flareon
137 Porygon
138 Omanyte
139 Omastar
140 Kabuto
141 Kabutops
142 Aerodactyl
143 Snorlax
144 Articuno
145 Zapdos
146 Moltres
147 Dratini
148 Dragonair
149 Dragonite
150 Mewtwo
151 Mew
152 Chikorita
153 Bayleef
154 Meganium
155 Cyndaquil
156 Quilava
157 Typhlosion
158 Totodile
159 Croconaw
160 Feraligatr
161 Sentret
162 Furret
163 Hoothoot
164 Noctowl
165 Ledyba
166 Ledian
167 Spinarak
168 Ariados
169 Crobat
170 Chinchou
171 Lanturn
172 Pichu
173 Cleffa
174 Igglybuff
175 Togepi
176 Togetic
177 Natu
178 Xatu
179 Mareep
180 Flaaffy
181 Ampharos
182 Bellossom
183 Marill
184 Azumarill
185 Sudowoodo
186 Politoed
187 Hoppip
188 Skiploom
189 Jumpluff
190 Aipom
191 Sunkern
192 Sunflora
193 Yanma
194 Wooper
195 Quagsire
196 Espeon
197 Umbreon
198 Murkrow
199 Slowking
200 Misdreavus
201 Unown
202 Wobbuffet
203 Girafarig
204 Pineco
205 Forretress
206 Dunsparce
207 Gligar
208 Steelix
209 Snubbull
210 Granbull
211 Qwilfish
212 Scizor
213 Shuckle
214 Heracross
215 Sneasel
216 Teddiursa
217 Ursaring
218 Slugma
219 Macargo
220 Swinub
221 Piloswine
222 Corsola
223 Remoraid
224 Octillery
225 Delibird
226 Mantine
227 Skarmory
228 Houndour
229 Houndoom
230 Kingdra eadra
231 Phanpy
232 Donphan
233 Porygon2
234 Stantler
235 Smeargle
236 Tyrogue
237 Hitmontop
238 Smoochum
239 Elekid
240 Magby
241 Miltank
242 Blissey
243 Raikou
244 Ente... ]]> ~candracar272