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I shall no longer be visiting this account, I've gotten bored with it and decided to start fresh! Especially as next year i'll be doing TEE Art at school and will be able to submit some decent artwork, rather than half-hearted deviations.
My new account: [link]


So if you watch me want to continue watching me.. please watch my new account... Thank you all for your comments and suggestions over the past year.
Jodie ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3868912/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3868912/ Fri, 19 Nov 2004 06:09:11 PST Listening to: Tourniquet by Marilyn Manson
_{I wrapped our love in all this foil
silver tight like spider legs
I never wanted it to ever spoil}
Mood: Vocal... Sort of happy.



<sub>1. First Name: Jodie

2. Were you named after anyone? Nope.

3. Do you wish on stars? Yep.

4. When did you last cry? Two weeks ago.

5. Do you like your handwriting? Yep.

6. What is your favorite lunch meat? Steak.

7. What is your birth date? August 13th, 1987

8. What is your most embarrassing CD? Bic Runga?

9. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? Of course.

10. Are you a daredevil? Yep.

11. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? Ummm, maybe? Can't remember..

12. Do looks matter? To a degree.

13. How do you release anger? Screaming, listening to my music...

14. Where is your second home? Uhhh, dont have one?

15. Do you trust others easily? Yes.

16. What was your favorite toy as a child? I have a teddy called Winnie (short for Winifred), my mummy made her. I used to sleep with her in my arms every night!

17. What class in high school do you think was totally useless? Society & Environment, Physics.

18. Do you have a journal? Yeah, my expressions diary..

19. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Sometimes...

22. What are your nicknames? Dodie, Jodelz, Yodelz, Jodez, Yodie, Dodikins, Wodie, Jo and Scrodelz

23. Would you bungee jump? Yeah.. if i was in one of my crazy moods!

24. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Rarely

25. Do you think that you are strong? Uhh.. Don't really think about that?

27. What's your favorite ice cream flavor? Chocolate !

28. Shoe Size? 10... God knows what country..

29. Red/Pink? PiNK!

30. What is your least... ]]></sub> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3660005/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3660005/ Sun, 24 Oct 2004 00:42:57 PDT Listening to: Stairway to Heaven by Led Zeppelin
Feeling: Braindead
Reading: The Collector by John Fowles
Latest Movie: The Village
________________________________________ ________


And she's buying the stairway to heaven...

Yeah new song now I've been sitting here for a while now.. staring blankly at my computer.. smelt something funny and realized my brain's overheated
Cursed intertextual essays...
I love this Miranda chick in the Collector though.. especially as she's an artist. Some of things she says are sooo true. True to me in a personal perspective anyway. Some quotes:

"I hate the uneducated and the ignorant. I hate the pompous and the phoney. I hate the jealous and the resentful. I hate the crabbed and the mean and the petty. I hate all ordinary dull little people who aren't ashamed of being dull and little
...
I love honesty and freedom and giving. I love making. I love doing, I love being to the full, I love everything which is not sitting and watching and copying and dead at heart."

I can completely relate to that.
Sometimes I just want to run down the street screaming and laughing and fall on the soft grass underneath the Benjamin tree on Tambrey oval...

Ooo.. and it makes me wonder

One of these days I'll do exactly that.
In front of all the Falcons boys who in no doubt will be sitting next door with Dean. Just to let them know I don't care.
I'll walk to Pegs Creek and throw a rock in Brad's window, laugh and sigh happily. Just to show him You never broke me

I'll dance in the rain, lie on the muddy grass and laugh.
Just laugh.
Coz life's too amu... ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3516473/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3516473/ Tue, 05 Oct 2004 05:22:24 PDT Listening to: Lacuna Coil - Heaven's a Lie
Mood: Giggly/Silly (Well.. I've just spent the day with Karlee.. OF COURSE I'm going to be giggly)



Oh no... there it is again, I need to know

<sub>I've spent the day with Karlee.. omg she's funny. First I made my sister and I lunch.. then I made cheesy straws - yum - and then went down the shops with Karlee, got her photos developed.. bought a cake mix and went to her house. Then we made the cake.. then Karlee pulled it out before the middle was cooked and the middle of it went flop and straight through the cooling rack lol. THEN.. we made the filling.. she cut it in half and all the insides went EVERYWHERE... then we made the icing.. put that on.. and we went to get Karlee's bf, Blake. Came back.. showed him the cake and blamed meeses for eating our cake lol... (mice) sooo we ate some anyway! lol... He grossed out which was hilarious...

I made my dev id again.. more artistical! lol.. strangely that sounds like testical? Gah! lol oh well.. Anyway.. Jodie is off to watch TV and mess about.. Joosh.. If you read this... RING ME.. I miss you</sub> ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3485406/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3485406/ Fri, 01 Oct 2004 04:57:13 PDT Feeling: Lethargic.... Sleep...
Listening to: High by Feeder




<sub>I'm going out for a while so I can go get high with my friends...

So tired lately.. Dunno why.. I keep waking up for no reason, which really pisses me off.. Oh well. I guess, no matter how hard I try to hide it.. I'm really upset.
Today was the last day I would ever definetly see my friends at school. I'm lonely, but I'm not going to go into that..
I inked a pic today which I will put on later tonight.. when i can be bothered that is.
I slept really well last night.. but I'm still tired now.. I think it's all that thinking I do... But it's all pointless thinking. Creating situations in my mind which I know probably won't ever happen.. *sigh*.. Shit happens I guess.

Speaking of negativity, I don't think I like the Elise girl I usually hang with in Year 11. Her pessimistic attitude is really getting to me, the last thing I need is someone force-feeding me all her woes, negative energy and problems. I've told her soooo many times that the only way things are going to pick up is if you pick yourself up. No one's going to come crawling to you, wave a fucking magic wand and everything turn to sugar and spice, and all things nice. Pffft. I used to be like her, thats what frustrates me. Seeing people like her and thinking 'You poor sod.. if only you knew what you were missing out on if you lightened up and enjoyed life a bit'...
Bah..

I dont know why I feel lonely... Maybe it's coz I'm being silly. The other night I sat there and realized I never get phone calls from anyone anymore... I usually have to make them.. then tell them 'You call me next time' at the end of conversation... Oh well... I found an interesting quote the other day in one of Miss Marsh's art books.. Time to end this journal

"I have a face, but a face is not what I am. Behind it is a mind, which you do not see but which looks out on you. This face, which you see but I do not, is a medium I own to expresssomething of what I am. Or so it seems till I turn to the mirror. Then... ]]></sub> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3329514/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3329514/ Fri, 10 Sep 2004 02:12:02 PDT Mood: Flirty



<sub>Damn, I wish I had someone all over me.. NAH haha, I didn't say that.. I haven't had a bf in so long I'm getting baddd withdrawals.. *sigh*



I'm happy! Miss Prately said she REALLY likes my diary omg.. I can't wait to see my mark...
I'm happy but I'm sad too... I'm sick of being treated like shit by guys. Haha, there's one example I could use but I won't coz I'm not going to fight with him.
I don't get it though I'm 'emotional & persistant' haha yeah I'm persistant, gets me what I want. I never give up with out a fight. Then I'm 'emotional over things that shouldn't matter' Yeah well, honey, I'm fucking sensitive, nothing passes my mind without making some sort of impact on me. THATS FUCKIN ME...

I don't understand why he can't accept me for what I am. I accept the fact that he can't stand those two traits about me. I can't stand how he always has to make a point about it all the time. I never nag to him on the things I hate about him.. I'd never hang up on him if he tried to ring me, And he says all this shit knowing I get hurt. I mean WHAT THE HELL!

Here I go.. haha I said I was sensitive didn't I? lol... Never mind. *over it* Man, I wish some guy who was 100% perfect for me would just fly to Karratha RIGHT NOW and go into my bedroom lol. Ahh well, One day</sub> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3274693/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3274693/ Fri, 03 Sep 2004 00:41:28 PDT Feeling: Cute



<sub>Another week gone.. thank GOD for having today off..
My moods have been so up and down. First I was feeling really determined to do some decent artwork.. that kind of declined as Miss Marsh failed on SEVERAL occasions to pick up my key material for my sculpture for Art & Design...

Then we got a creative writing assignment for English.. which I'm happy about (Diary writing rocks).

But I hit rock bottom on Wednesday.. On Tuesday, This chick Benay (COMPLETE retard) had seen some scratches on Emilia's arms and decided to be 'smart'... "What are you?! Some kind of suicidal loser?!"... REAL smart.. Wednesday, Elise and I went off our nuts at her. You know.. the usual "What the fuck is wrong with you?" kind of convo lol... THEN.. Elise pulls out her arms... (I'd never noticed but, Elise only wears long sleeved shirts and If you haven't guessed what was there, you're blonde)... And there I am WHAAAAT THE FUCK...

That night I was sooooo confused.. I got so depressed, thinking about that stuff... Man I hate it when I worry too much.. I woke next day pretty down.. but soon picked up..

And here I am..
Bored Shitless. What a strange contrast of moods

Ohhh well I feel cute today.. I wonder what happens next week ...</sub> ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3222300/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3222300/ Fri, 27 Aug 2004 02:49:37 PDT
[Spell your first name backwards]: eidoj
[The story behind your pen name]: From a White Stripes song.. The Candy Cane Children
[3 words that sum you up]: According to Steven - Caring, Persistant & Emotional

_{{DESCRIBE YOUR}
[Wallet]: Two fold.. Roxy with Yellow, Blue and Green checkers with Stitching... I have about 6 cards, a photo of Sarah and I, a photo of Lexi and no money in it.. lol
[Jewelry you wear daily]: Gold anklet, gold chain bracelet, gold clip bangle, 2 gold studs, 2 gold sleepers, one gold star stud, gold toe ring, 3 gold rings, and a gold heart belly ring.
[Pillow cover]: Which one? I have 14 pillows!
[Coffee cup]: White one with a chick in her bathers on a laptop "E-Male me" bwahaha
[Shoes]: My favourites are my White Thongs or my black oriental scuffs...
[CD in stereo right now]: I have 5... A Crow Left of the Murder [Incubus], Break the Cycle [Staind], Thirteenth Step [A Perfect Circle], Best of Nirvana and the Butterfly Effect
[What are you are wearing now?]: School Uniform lol
[Hair]: Brown with Gold highlights.. Updo with Frangipanis in it
[In your mouth]: Breath.
[In your head]: Voices
[Eating]: Nudding
[Some of your favorite movies]: The Ring, American Beauty, Snatch, Silence of the Lambs and Monty Python and the Holy Grail...
[Something you're looking forward to]: Finishing Year 11.. FOR THE SECOND TIME... and Starting Year 12 TEE Art.
[The last thing you ate?]: Chocolate
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: Heights, Dying, Chemicals... Whenever we do experiments in Chem.. i freak out when spilling the chemicals.. lol
[Do you like candles?]: Yeah
[Do you believe in a thing called love?]: Yeah, Its a right painful fucker.
[Do you believe in soul mates?]: Yeah
[Do you believe in love at first sight?]: I will when it ha... ]]>} ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3185450/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3185450/ Sun, 22 Aug 2004 05:40:19 PDT Feeling: Incontent and Burnt



<sub>Yay for butterflies... Anyway.. went to the beach today, hence the *feeling* burnt... Collected lots of shells for my Art and Design project.. I'm sooo excited to get it together.. The idea I've come up with is "Message in a Bottle" hopefully Marshy can get my Wine bottle cut for it... I've just gotta think of some words to make out of Keyboard keys now.. I have 'Bliss' so far.. maybe one more - Any suggestions?

Life has been sooo predictable this past week... I dob Michelle in.. Michelle finds out... (making a long story short)... She gets all her 'friends' to report to her every word i say (which kind of backfires coz i dont say shit and she talks about me alll day) and just the other night... *oh how life can be predictable... IT MOCKS ME I SWEAR!* I was cleaning out a glass cabinet for work near the bakery.. (Karlee, one of my best mates, also a friend of Michelle's [her only one] works at the bakery) and she walked off with her new little friend... I said to myself Their going to walk... turn, look at me, look away and laugh And they did just that.... Some one give me a bullet coz i swear to god I'm not worthy of living.

And so i spill my heart again on pointless pieces of art.

Anyway.. I decided I'm giving up on SIDE TEE Art.. It's too hard to do sooo much homework and run a household while mum is sick all at once. So I will change my new attack plan and I will come back fighting LIFE... HORRIBLE PEOPLE.. ONCE AGAIN. Hrmph.. talk about random shit..</sub> ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3129072/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/3129072/ Sun, 15 Aug 2004 03:06:11 PDT Lost Again.. Broken and Weary, Unable to.. Find my way

_{^{Listening to: Muzzle by Smashing Pumpkins
Mood: Incontent}}

---------------------------------------- ---------------

<sub>Bored again... Broken and Weary.. haha nah... Yeah I'm fuckin boooored It was my birthday on Friday! Friday 13th - woo! - and some smart ass loser in my Physics thinks it suits me :S ahhh Screw him. I got my new stereo and hopefully *Just maybe..* My parents will look for a tablet for me in Perth .

Life is dismal. Dropped the boyfriend - loser - he doesn't care. Neither do I! His excuse for not ring me for a month = "I haven't had time" MY ASS... You make time! Then I asked him if it would affect him if we broke up "I don't care" ... Real Smooth!... And then... AND THEN he busts out "If it makes you feel any better, I didn't cry at my Grandmother's funeral" WTF! ARGH! I don't care anyway, it just pisses me off. That dropkick can go and throw himself in front of the next truck to pass his house. I wouldn't care and I wouldn't even GO to his funeral

I haven't had much time to do any serious drawing.. but as soon as I get my tablet it's yeehaw from there on! Anyway.. I'm out. Bye!</sub> ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2946102/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2946102/ Thu, 22 Jul 2004 23:36:46 PDT
1) Using band names, spell out your name.

Jebediah
Oasis
Disturbed
Incubus
Everclear

A Perfect Circle
Murderdolls
A Simple Plan (are gay)
Nirvana
Dashboard Confessional
Adema

Coldplay
Offspring
Nickle Back
Nightwish
Everlast
Lifehouse (suck)
Led Zeppelin

2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
No, thank god those boys left me outta their stupid song that time... calling my friend Chantelle 'Mantelle' and Karlee thunder thighs.. i hate to think what they'd call me..

3) What song makes you cry?
None...

4) What song makes you happy?
'Today' by the Smashing Pumpkins

5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
"Farewell and Goodnight" by SP
orrr the "Let's Dance" by M. Ward (David Bowie cover)
--

a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 170 cm?
HAIR COLOR: Brown
SKIN COLOR: Tanned
EYE COLOR: Dark Dark Brown
PIERCINGS: Three in one ear, two in the other and belly button.
TATTOOS: Nope

r i g h t - n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: Black.
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO OR WATCHING: Nudding
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH? Nudding
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: Fuckin' Cold
HOW ARE YOU? Tired

d o - y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: Yes
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: Yep, I laugh too much
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS? Yep

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: CSI Miami or just CSI
MAGAZINE: None
SODA: Pepsi Max or Coke
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Sleep

h a v e - y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: Underage drinking?
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: Yeah
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Yep
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: No
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Yep
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: No
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: Yeah...
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Almost
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Unfortunately yes
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Plenty of them
EVER HAD A MAJOR REGRET: Not really

l o v e
BOYFRIEND: AHAHHAHAHHAHA... Joosh could answer that one.
GIRLFRIEND: Lesos are sooooooo gross...
CHILDREN: suck. Ask my little sister.
BEEN IN LOVE?: And shot down too.
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Yeah but it was stupid really
BEEN HURT?: No.. I'm numb to pain.. OF COURSE.. stupid question..
YOUR GREATEST REGRET? None.. i do things impulsivesly but i do them coz i think its the right thing to do.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR 3 DAYS: Yes.. UGH

r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: Yes
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: Nudding
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: Blue
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: sex! Nah jokes.. Jooshy does!
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Jooshy!
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: Dunno
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Steven, Joosh, Sass, Karlz, Porsh, Rach, Sean, Craig..

w h e n / w h a t - w a s - t h e - l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: Last night
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: Ages ago form Lexi
YOU GOT E-MAIL: Last night
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: DR. Phil
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Love Actually

y o u r - t h o u g h t s - o n
ABORTION: YUCK
TEENAGE SMOKING: Stupid fuckin people..
SPICE GIRLS: Sluts
SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE: ahaha... uhh.. Pass
GEORGE BUSH: Fuckin dickhead
DOWNLOADING MUSIC ILLEGALLY: ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2870151/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2870151/ Tue, 13 Jul 2004 07:03:22 PDT I cried:
I asked you to help:
I was becoming suicidal:
I killed myself:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:

What Do You Think About My
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:

Would You
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Do me:

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word:
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2783971/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2783971/ Thu, 01 Jul 2004 22:42:43 PDT
I've been kinda busy with exams and school and school and school.... and work.. of course... i go to Perth on Wednesday, next week. Looking forward to it... Spend a bit of money, come back, buy a mobile and save for a trip to Rome, Paris and Florence. I'll be so happy if we do go next year. It'll be the apex of my life... Getting out of Karratha... Yay.. lol

No new art, im busy with a project for my friend Lexi's who's in Switzerland and shes my birth buddy. I cant wait to finish it.

Anyway.. just a quick one... hello to my friends... I do love you all.. *looks at Joosh* I just hope I have such friendship in return

New Favourite Saying:
"Art is running away without ever leaving home" ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2539708/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2539708/ Sun, 30 May 2004 00:18:32 PDT Listening to: Separate by Sevendust
Feeling: Lonely... I want muh David
Craving: H2O

--
Could I be the only one here,
The one and only mistake,
And I don't mind the sound of your voice,
But hate the words that you say,
That you say,

Can you separate,
Separate me from the sin,
Is it not too late,
To try and start again,
Could you separate all the darkness from my eyes,

TRY TO COVER ME COZ I'D RATHER BE ALONE NOW

Wash away the blood you spilled,
And lay down in the bed that you made,
DONT MEAN NOTHING DONT MEAN NOTHING TO ME
There was nothing that I could do,
Nothing I could say to pull you away,

(CHORUS)

HELP ME,
DON'T THINK THAT, DON'T THINK YOU CAN HELP ME,
Make this Make Sense to Me!
COZ I WANNA BE ALONE NOW
HELP ME,
DON'T THINK THAT, DON'T THINK YOU CAN HELP ME,
Help me to forvgive and forget!

(CHORUS)
--


These days are filled with thoughts of David, thinking how much I can't wait til the weekend... *sigh* Mum reckons I'm in love... I'm starting to think so muhself. But Dodie still loves her Joshy.. No matter how spiteful he becomes on the phone *glance*

Last night was the best night i've had in ages. I went to David's house, hung about in his room with him, looked at his Dad's art collection... FAMILY PHOTOS, omg he was the cutest bubbaaaaa! And I met his little sister, Lauren, nawww she's a cootey. Then Dave's parents, David and I had the best meal atttt Etcetera's (HELL expensive restaurant) Dessert was sooo rich, i was ready to be sick lol... But It was good, I like his mum.. She reminds me of my Aunty and she's really lovely. His Dad's hell funny and cheeky just like David... Nawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww I'm so happy.. I love my boyfriend

I move this week! Woooo New house and I get to do up my room hell nice stylessss... Life rocks ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2376947/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2376947/ Fri, 07 May 2004 05:56:08 PDT Listening to: Pug by the Smashing Pumpkins


--
Kiss and kill me sweetly
Come and drive me home
Drag the miles in me
I am yours alone

Inside where it's warm
Wrap myself in you
Outside where I'm torn
Fight myself in two
In two
Into you

Desire me so deeply
Drain and kick me hard
Whisper secrets for me
Try to go too far

Inside where it's warm
Wrap myself in you
Outside where I'm torn
Fight myself in two
In two
Into...

Please don't change
Please don't change at all
Bring your rain
Bring your rain to fall

Inside where it's warm
Wrap myself in you
Outside where I'm torn
Fight myself in two
In two
Into you

Come and kiss me sweetly
Ride the telephone
Drag the miles to me
I am yours alone
Yours alone
On the telephone
Yours alone
Looking for a kiss kiss
Yours alone
--


Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh... despite all muh rage I'm still just a rat in a cage! w00tles...

I'm so bored, I haven't taalked to David properly. Jooshy snobbed meh off after I've sent my book and all sorrties.

WEEEEEEE MUST NEVER BE APPARRRT...
WEEEEEEE MUST NEVER BE APPARRRT...
WEEEEEEE MUST NEVER BE APPARRRT...

Damnit, Rotten Apples make you wanna sing

ART... w000000oooo major extension of ONE WHOLE YEAR to do shit for my TEE...

Lets go daaaannnccing. ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2341982/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2341982/ Sun, 02 May 2004 05:50:29 PDT Did my chores ever so fast...
Cleaned my room...
David came over and we messed around like couples do...

End of day...
I look in the mirror, ever so happy..
Hickey...
Oh shit..
Walk out...

Then she begins...
Oh my golly gosh look at your neck...
You little slut...
Rabble Rabble..

Fuck it..
Lets face it..
I don't give two flying fucks anymore. ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2293335/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2293335/ Sun, 25 Apr 2004 05:42:03 PDT

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Jodie / Jodez / Jodelz / Yodie / Yodelz / Dodie
-- Birthplace: Outback, Western Australia!
-- Gender: Female
-- Eye Color: Dark brown, almost black
-- Hair Color: Brown with blonde highlights
-- Height: 168 cm
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Leo

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: 1/2 Irish (possible spanish), 1/4 Dutch, 1/4 British
-- The shoes you wore today: My feet
-- Your fears: I hate heights, dying...
-- Your perfect meal: Choccy everything.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Become a successful Graphic Designer, See the world (Spain [esp. Gran Canaria ], France, Hawaii), Live a wonderful life with TWO kids and lovely husband

LAYER THREE:
-- Your thoughts first waking up: Fuck this.. I need SLEEP
-- Your best physical feature: To me.. probably my eyes.. I like my eyes.
-- Your bedtime: When I fall asleep
-- Your most missed memory: Being innocent and living life not know of drugs, death, hate, war etc.

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi is more sugary...
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Pffft Hungry Jacks lol
-- Single or group dates: Single, my friends are embarrassing sometimes.
-- Adidas or Nike: Nike
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Hahah whaa..
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate reigns supreme
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Both are good

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: YUCK.. I'll die before touching one of them...
-- Cuss: Haha.. Guilty
-- Sing: All the time, in the shower, bath, car, doing the dishes... I love singing but I sound like a strangled cat.
-- Take a shower: Night time
-- Have a crush: Yes, DAVID YOU ARE SO CUTE.
-- Do you think you've been in love: Love is too confusing for me to define.
-- Want to go to college: Uni's better?
-- Liked high school: Love it
-- Want to get married: Yep
-- Get motion sickness: In the car and on the Swinger at FeNaCle
-- Think you're attractive: On a good day yes, but a majority of the time I think i look pretty ugly..
-- Think you're a health freak: Nope
-- Get along with your parent: Sometimes
-- Like thunderstorms: Love them
-- Play an instrument: Nope

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: Nope
-- Smoked: NO WAY...
-- Done a drug: NOOOO
-- Had Sex: No.. damn it.. lol
-- Made Out: Yes, Last night in fact
-- Gone on a date: Ditto from last qu.
-- Gone to the mall?: Yesssss
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No..
-- Eaten sushi: Yuck...
-- Been on stage: No...
-- Been dumped?: No...
-- Made homemade cookies: Har Har, No.
-- Gone skinny dipping: No..
-- Dyed your hair: No..
-- Stolen anything: Fuck offffff...

LAYER NINE:
In a guy... (hee hee)
-- Best eye color?: Brilliant Blue
-- Best hair color?: Dun matter
-- Short or long hair?: Short lol
-- Height: Taller than meeeee
-- Best weight: As long as they're not bulging fat nor twig skinny
-- Best articles of clothing: Casual, keep it cool

LAYER TEN:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: This quiz likes drug qu's hey?
-- Number of piercings: Twice on each ear lobe, one on top of my left ear and a belly ring
-- Number of tattoos: None, I'd like a little butterfly on the back of my neck though, something elegant.
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: Once!
-- Number of scars on my body: One on my head when I had a bar (that stop you falling off the bunk bed) fall on my head
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: Dumping Shane, Kissing Nick (YUCK). ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2233309/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2233309/ Fri, 16 Apr 2004 05:24:04 PDT Listening to: Blue by a Perfect Circle
Feeling: Sleepy
Craving: Chiipppiiees!

---
I didn't want to know
I just didn't want to know
Best to keep things in the shallow end
Cause I never quite learned how to swim

I just didn't want to know
Didn't want, didn't want,
Didn't want, didn't want

Close my eyes just to look at you
Taken by the seamless vision
I close my eyes,
Ignore the smoke,
Ignore the smoke

Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you

Because I don't want to know
I didn't want to know
I just didn't want to know
I just didn't want

Mistook their nods for an approval
Just ignore the smoke and smile

Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a perfect color for your eyes
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you

I don't want to know
---


o0o Kmart boy thinks im hot... dunno how he thinks that... *shrugs*

wo0ooo

Go Me He's Cute, reminds me of Joshy... but not as cute as Joshy mind you I'm Gunna get Daniel to hint stuff at him for meh... BWAHAHAH...but teh dumb fuck hasn't come back on... GRR... Damnit.. and fookin Andrew was on and has Daniels mob no...

Oh wellll.. I told Daniel I think Kmart boy is cute theres no doubt he'll say something to him. *He's one of them big mouths* Which is something I Like lol

Oh well...

JOSHY I LOVE THIS SONGG... (12 Stones - In My Head) ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2203549/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2203549/ Sun, 11 Apr 2004 21:53:25 PDT Listening to: Zee Deveel by Incubus
Feeling: Lethargic
Craving: Easter Eggs

--
Nice car
Where'd you get your ride?
A trophy? Badge of honor? Overcompensation?
Price tags advertise your pride
Since when did what we pay for colored cloth gauge our gravity?

Yeah you got your little world
Picture perfect, its a pearl
Now go and try and sleep in the bed you made

You should be careful what you wish for
Cause everyone of us has a devil inside
You should be careful what you wish for
Cause all I want abounds becomes you

Nice watch
Man, you got the time?
Theres never enough and it always goes too slow

Yeah you got your little world
Picture perfect, its a pearl
Now go and try and sleep in the bed you made

You should be careful what you wish for
Cause everyone of us have a devil inside
You should be careful what you wish for
Cause all I want abounds becomes you

Nice watch
Man, you got the time?
Theres never enough and it always goes too slow
Price tags advertise your pride
Since when did what we pay for colored cloth gauge our gravity?

You should be careful what you wish for
Cause everyone of us have a devil inside
You should be careful what you wish for
Cause all I want abounds, becomes you
--


Speaking of devils... I need a boy... This town sucks.
I was so crazy the other night, I couldn't ring Joshy so I was txting Brad (why I bother with him, I do NOT know..),
so I did something a little crazy.. but before i tell you, I'll tell you a bit of history.

background: When My mum got cancer, dad's boss, his wife and their son helped out a little bit. Vicki helped with PATS, Andy helped the situation at Work and kept dad entertained when he visited in Perth, then theres Andy's son, Dean, who's 19... He drove em around and stuff. Naturally, we have their numbers on Mum's mob....

Well considering its mum phone I use to txt, I saw Dean's mob no. in it.. Mum told me that Dean was good looking.. so I played stupid and txt him....

Hey, Who's this?

It went from there onwards.. introductions and curiousity.. I was laughing so much, Jumping on my bed, talking to myself *'You're a fuckin desperate idiot', laughs* over the thumping of my One Crow left of the Murder album.. lolol..
IM SO STUPID...

Well at least he knows I exist

Oh god.. someone shoot me lol ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2135959/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2135959/ Fri, 02 Apr 2004 08:53:46 PST Listening to: Ava Adore by the Smashing Pumpkins
Feeling: Sleeeepp...
Craving: Caffiene...

---
It's you that I adore
You'll always be my whore
You'll be the mother to my child
And a child to my heart
We must never be apart
We must never be apart

Lovely girl you're the beauty in my wrold
Without you there aren't reasons left to find

And I'll pull your crooked teeth
You'll be perfect just like me
You'll be a lover in my bed
And a gun to my head
We must never be apart
We must never be apart

In you I see dirty
In you I count stars
In you I feel so pretty
In you I taste god
In you I feel so hungry
In you I crash cars
We must never be apart

Drinking mercury
To the mystery of all that you should ever seek to find
Lovely girl you're the murder in my wrold
Dressing coffins for the souls I've left behind
In time
We must never be apart

And you'll always be my whore
Cause you're the one that i adore
And I'll pull your crooked teeth
You'll be perfect just like me
In you I feel so dirty in you I crash cars
In you I feel so pretty in you I taste god
We must never be apart
--

Yay Guys here suck.. woooooooooooooooooooo
Life here sucks.. wooooooooooooo
I need a change, someone save meh now !
Now...
now...
NOW GOD DAMNIT

RIP Paul O'Burn... Another innocent soul lost

I'm too tired.. I should not be writing in this... Work tomorrow... aaaaaaarrrrrrghhh...
Good byeeee
Hello to my newww friend!:

Member of: ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2060011/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2060011/ Mon, 22 Mar 2004 03:49:09 PST Listening to: Bullet with Butterfly Wings by the Smashing Pumpkins
Mood: Pumped
Craving: Massage...

--
The world is a vampire,
Sent to Drain,
Secret Destroyers,
Hold you up to the flames,

And what do I get?
For my pain,
Betrayed Desires,
And a piece of the game,

Even though I know,
Suppose I'll show,
All my cool and cold,
Like Old Job,

DESPITE ALL MY RAGE,
I'M STILL JUST A RAT IN A CAGE,
DESPITE ALL MY RAGE,
I'M STILL JUST A RAT IN A CAGE,
SOME ONE WILL SAY WHAT IS LOST CAN NEVER BE SAVED,
DESPITE ALL MY RAGE,
I'M STILL JUST A RAT IN A CAGE,

Now I'm naked, nothing but an animal
But can you fake it, for just one more show?
And what do you want? I want to change
And what have you got?
When you feel the same

Tell me I'm the only one, tell me there's no other one
Jesus was an only son

Tell me I'm the chosen one
Jesus was an only son for you

And I still believe that I cannot be saved...

---

Hey Guys!
I've been bouncing around on the trampoline for a while and now I'm all fired UP!

I'm pretty happy atm.. Dun ask why.. I been taking HAPPY PILLS Life still sucks though... But changes will come! I can smell it.. We're moving to another street and my dad has suggested me getting a wireless network connection MWAHAHA More time on the net Good thing about me moving is this Hot guy from St Lukes lives down it... hee hee.. Perves

School's okay, Not flunking but WAAAAY behind in my Art assignments... gaaay ! *dances around*

The other night I got SOOOOOOOO Busted...My mates Jack & Matt came around the the house I was babysitting right.. Harmless? THEY WERE DRUNK... lol But it was funny.. Until the mum came home... Then I was in shit... But it's all good now! Jack is so cute

Next update should include uploadation of muh new website AND a new DevID me tinx!

Well I smell.. Shower time !

BYE

JOSHY I LOVE YOU... Ring me ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2002745/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/2002745/ Sat, 13 Mar 2004 04:14:47 PST Listening to: Hello Kitty Kat (B-Side of Today) by the Smashing Pumpkins
Mood: Fucked
Craving: Sleep

--
say hello before you say goodbye
i should go before you make me cry
she wants to bleed every drop inside of me
but i aim to please the little girl inside of me, too

yeah, yeah
you know i hate to say (it)
oh no, i always stay
i don't want to be like the others, please

who is sorry now?
who is sorry now?
if i show you how,
will you let me down?

slit my wrists and die a whore
love to love to love what you adore
i can give you anything,
but please let me be your everything
you lose

yeah, yeah
you know i hate to say it
oh no, i always stay
i don't wanna be like the others, please

who is sorry now?
if i show you how,
will you let me down?
will you let me down?
who is sorry now?
who is sorry now?

my love is weakness
my love is oh so wrong
my love is sadness
my love is oh so strong
my teeth are razor sharp
my love is f***ing strong
i'll be with you
but not for long

oh, oh, oh

yeah, yeah
you know i hate to say it
oh no, i always stay
i don't wanna be like the others, please

who is sorry now?
who is sorry now?
who is sorry now?
if i show you how,
will you let me down?
will you let me down?
please let me down
please let me down

(song's over)
--


I feel like shit...
I feel sick.. I've had this head ache ALL day... I'm lonely... I feel ugly... I look ugly.. Yay...

I still can't get over the fact that Shaun is dead..
I can just see him walking around.. and then I remember he's probably 6 feet under ground now..

Rest in Peace Shaun

I be so lonely lately No one here loves meh...
Its kinda depressing.. All day today at work I was watching couple walk past my shop holding hands...
It was kinda like a tennis match.. One would go that way.. Another would come this way... *sigh*
Like I said.. Depressing.

The decency of the male population here is at a all time low...
Every guy SUCKS...

*sigh*

Heyyy.. Blue.. Where'd you run to now? ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/1990550/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/1990550/ Thu, 11 Mar 2004 00:29:31 PST Listening to: the Hollow by A Perfect Circle
Mood: Remorseful... Yet Happy Still
Craving: Love.

--
Run desire run,
This sexual being,
Run him like a blade,
To and through the heart
No conscience
One motive to cater to the hollow
Screaming feed me here
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacify this hungering
So grow libido
Throw dominoes of indiscretions
Down falling all around in cycles
Circles constantly consuming,
Conquer and devour
It's time to bring this fire down
Bridle all this indiscretion
Long enough to edify and permanently fill this hollow
Feed me
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacifying
Feed me here
Fill me up again
Temporarily
Pacify this hungering
--


I have begun to hate this town.. though when I got to school today I realized why I did love it...

One of the boys from my brother's year (grad's of 2002), Shaun Jones, was at the pool with another guy, Justin O'Leary, and they decided to have a bet that Shaun could stay under for more than 500 metres across the swimming pool.. 4 minutes later Justin was pulling Shaun out of the pool, unconscious...

The notices this morning:
After many rumours going around about previous events at the Karratha Aquatic Centre, our principal has spoken to Shaun Jones' mother, She states that Shaun can not breathe nor can his heart beat without life support, He is currently unconscious and we are awaiting further results

I was wondering why my friend Adam looked so tired and worn, then after watching him wipes his eyes on his sleeve I realized he was crying.. All day I had been watching people sit poised in their seats at the mention of his name... People whispering.. Though after watching Tara break down crying in English I realized...

I loved this town because we're one big family... Everyone knows everyone.. and we do all respect each other. You can almost feel the silent remorse in the air today.. Quiet, still and the only stir was the breeze...

It was the same the day Charlie was found dead in front of the Gas station on Searipple Road... Still & Quiet.. People break down crying.

And just like that day, I knew the name and not the face...
And not til later I remembered.
I used to see Shaun around the school all the time. He was one of the most friendliest boys around. You couldn't find anyone else like him. He was sweet and kind hearted

Just like Charlie... A loyal and compassionate friend.. Those men at work who drove Charlie to his grave never saw it... They both were very popular and successful at school..

What I don't understand is why god chooses the people who make our lives worth living and send them to their graves... Charlie chose his own death, But he didn't choose to be picked on... Shaun never chose a brain tumour... so why did God choose them?

God give speed to the souls of Charlie Ryder & Shaun Jones

I pray that he hangs in there... Shaun has so much to give...

For some one who's not too Religious.. I hope he hears me...

xoxo to my Ricky & Jooshy ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/1960641/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/1960641/ Sat, 06 Mar 2004 20:06:24 PST Listening to: Today by the Smashing Pumpkins
Mood: Yucky...
Craving: Anti Histamines..

---
Today is the greatest day I've ever known,
Can't live for tomorrow,
Tomorrow's much too long,
I'll burn my eyes out before I get out,

I wanted more than life could ever grant me,
Bored by the chore
Of saving face

Today is the greatest
Day I've ever known
Can't wait for tomorrow
I might not have that long
I'll tear my heart out
Before I get out

Pink ribbon scars
That never forget
I tried so hard
To cleanse these regrets
My angel wings
Were bruised and restrained
My belly stings

Today is
Today is
Today is
The greatest day

I want to turn you on
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you

Today is the greatest
Today is the greatest day
Today is the greatest day
That I have ever really known
---

Not really.. today kinda sucked.. I feell like SHIT.. coz I'm sick :sad: annddd.. I can hardly breathe and I had to work in the middle of my sickiness...

Yuck.

You know whats amazing? After nearly a year of forgetting that Monique has left Karratha.. She still bitches aboot meh?! I mean fuckin hell.. I haven't even thought about her til Tyson comes up to me at school stirrin shit. Even then I didn't even know who he was talking about lol. Then last night it's
"What do you want"
"Who'd want anything from you?"
"Well why did you add me then?"
"Coz I didn't know who this was"
"Well, go away"
"Whats with bitching about me to Tyson?"
*some stupid excuse I didn't read*

It kinda went from there and she ended up blocking me so yeah.. fuck her... She became popular and shes too good for me.. bleh who needs her anyway when I gotssss Ricky, Claudio, Jooshy & Moi

Well I'm off.. Babysitting chores.. *SIGH*

Ricky Rocks ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/1948537/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/1948537/ Thu, 04 Mar 2004 19:55:56 PST Listening to: 3 Libras by a Perfect Circle (MY NEW CD - Mer de Noms!)
Mood: Loving
Craving: a Massage...

--
Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million same

Difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed
And passed over
When i've looked right through
To see you naked and oblivious
And you don't see me

But I threw you the obvious
Just to see if there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy
Here I am expecting just a little bit too much
From the wounded
But I see through it all and see you

So I threw you the obvious
To see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy
Oh well
Oh well...

Apparently nothing
Apparently nothing
Apparently nothing at all

You don't
See me

You don't see me at all
--

Heya everyonnnnne!
How are we alll?? I'm gooooood.. Bit on the happy side, I feel alllllll Loving today.. I bought myself some CDs.. Mer de Noms (a Perfect Circle) annndd Siamese Dream (Smashing Pumpkins!) Yayayaya.. I'm so bad at spending money.

I want so much...
Money
Outta home
Outta school
A Car
A House..
A Boyfriend

I've been having withdrawalss.... I was sitting there on my bed the other night.. staring at my wall wishing there was something between us looking back at me... *sigh* Wahhhh... I want I want...

Life is such a barrel of fun

Someone care to relieve me of my withdrawls? lol

HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGZ FOR:
My Fellow Australian baby Boy!
My Best Spanish Amigo
My Italiano Budday
My Americano Boy
My Portugese Honnnnney!
http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/1919417/ Sat, 28 Feb 2004 04:43:24 PST Listening to: Sleeping Beauty by A Perfect Circle
Mood:
Craving: Unconditional love.

delusional, i believed i could cure it all for you dear
coax or trick or drive
or drag the demons from you
make it right for you sleeping beauty
truly thought i could heal you

far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
failing miserably to rescue sleeping beauty
drunk on ego
truly thought i could make it right
if i kissed you one more time
to help you face the nightmare
but you're far too poisoned for me
such a fool to think that i could wake you
from your slumber
that i could actually heal you

sleeping beauty poisoned and hopeless
far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
failing miserably to find a way to comfort you
far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
and hiding from some poisoned memory
poisoned and hopeless sleeping beauty
---------------------------


Hey everyone...

Isn't life great?

For once in my life, I feel truly alone... I'm alone in most of my classes, my days are spent tucked up in my room, hiding from the world and the bad fortune that comes with it.

It's raining here.. I love rain.. It releases the feel for change.. and I want change.. I want outta my position.

I have nothing and no one.

Someone save me from my ever growing melancholy...

I feel I shall not last for much longer.

Hugs for all of my friends.. I love you all...



Member of:
]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/1886487/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/1886487/ Sun, 22 Feb 2004 00:24:16 PST Listening to: Under the Bridge by the Red Hot Chilli Peppers
Mood: Hangover... ugh
Craving: SUGAR

-----
Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel like my only friend
Is the city I live in, the city of angels
Lonely as I am, together we cry

I drive on her streets cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds and she kisses me windy
I never worry, now that is a lie.

Well, I don't ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love, take me all the way
I don't ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love, take me all the way, yeah, yeah, yeah

It's hard to believe that there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe that I'm all alone
At least I have her love, the city she loves me
Lonely as I am, together we cry

Well, I don't ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love, take me all the way
Well, I don't ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love, take me all the way, yeah, yeah, yeah
oh no, no, no, yeah, yeah
love me, i say, yeah yeah

(under the bridge downtown)
(is where I drew some blood)
is where I drew some blood

(under the bridge downtown)
(i could not get enough)
i could not get enough

(under the bridge downtown)
(forgot about my love)
forgot about my love

(under the bridge downtown)
I gave my life away

Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah

(Away)
Oh no no no no, yeah yeah

(Away)
Here I stay
----


Hey Kids,
How are we all? Back again on the internet! My neck is killing me like fuck...

Last two days have featured parties! first was Kate's it was cool, I had like 4 drinks and I was okay... and whoooo turned up.. theres me sitting at the table chillin with my mates. Neil walks through the door and that means one thing.. ROY FUCKIN TURNED UP! I gave him the worst evils ever...

There were like five areas people were: Stoners in the backyard playing with Mull, the Unsociables Card game in the Dining room, The Alcos in the Kitchen skullin shots, The heart to heart in the Bathroom and the Psychos shakin their booties in the lounge room. It was okay, alot of testerone though, all I wanted to do was smack Roy out, Chris & Chris took me for a drive that chilled me out. Hes not worth my breathe.

Last night was Leanne's Bday Party, I went as a CHEERLEADER.. Pink and Black of Course. It was great, messing around with alll the people i know. Argh, I love them people. There was a barbarian (Shann), Punk chick (Porsha), Caeser (Michael), Pirate (Leanne), Homies (Rach, Ash, Dan, Dan & Blake), a Pimp (BOB!), Falcons & Eagles Footy players (Shorty & Megs), Fuck knows what Chelsea was, Hawaii chick and boi (Kaitlen and Luke), Betty Boop (Casey), Wilma off the Flintstones (Karlz) and everyone else was boring. ROY came to this too.. argh... He's so gay. What was worse.. I WAS OFF MY FACE.. Running down the street with my shirt fallin off and all sorts, I was soooo stupid. X) But it was fun.. I was jumpin on people, dancing with Rach, running down the street in circles, kissing people on the cheek, spillin my drink on my mates and myself, bitchin about Roy and having little sooks about stupid shit lol...

I still had good fun

I'm so obsessed with my new hat.. Pink Playboy Bunny Visor.. I shall take phodos, Note me wid email address if you want me to send you em.

Buhbyes for now

Hugs for:

http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/1847421/ Sat, 14 Feb 2004 23:43:47 PST Listening to: You're Pretty Good Looking
Mood: Calm
Craving: M&M's


Oh yeah you’re pretty good looking for a girl
but your back is so broken
and this feelings still gonna linger on
until the year 2525 now
yeah you’re pretty good looking for a girl
your eyes are wide open
and your thoughts have been stolen by the boys
who took you out and bought you everything you
want now
yeah you’re pretty good looking
oh yeah
you’re pretty good looking
yes you’re pretty good looking
oh yeah
for a girl
lots of people in this world
but I want to be your boy
to me that thought is sounding so absurd
and I don’t wanna be your toy
cause you’re pretty good looking for a girl
my futures wide open
but this feelings still gonna linger on
until I know everything I need to know now
yeah you’re pretty good looking
oh yeah
you’re pretty good looking
yes you’re pretty good looking
oh yeah
for a girl


Hey people! How are we all? Just a short trip onto the cyber highway. Now before anyone makes any assumptions.. I’M NOT LESBIAN.. I Just like that song

Anyway, update:

All those annoying males have gone flocking else where thank god, I’m lonely, but I’m pretty much happy. Singularity has its kicks, such as partying! One on Friday Night & one on Saturday night! I’m gunna be so fucked by Sunday. And that fuckhead Jeremy is going so Rachael and I are gunna annoy the shit out of the sleazy bastard He thinks I’m ugly but I dun give two fly fucks what he thinks

I hate repeating year 11, It’s soooooo GAY! I love chaos in the classroom, last year was great! Noise in every class… I never really missed it ‘til it was gone and now it is and it SUCKS. My first class last week was Maths. Last year’s maths class was noisy, with boys throwing chairs, making noise listening to music, running through the maths corridor, ahh heaven. I love noise. And when I got into my new Foundations class, DEAD quiet.. Not a sound.. I just wanted to kick someone in the head just so they’d say something.
Argh, and the class that has the most chaos in it.. I know no one in so I sit by myself! It’s just not fair… Mofos couldn’t give me one more C! And I wouldn’t be in this mess.

Continuing, Hello to all muh favourite people! Moises, Giorgio and of course JOSHY !!!

I have a new avatar as you can see, I’ve been very busy with sorting that out.. it was like 50 KB before.. soo yeah andd my new devID is up too! I’m really happy with that

Well, I’m off catchya’s next time Buh... ]]> ~candycanegirl http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/1770756/ http://candycanegirl.deviantart.com/journal/1770756/ Sat, 31 Jan 2004 05:40:28 PST Listening to: Where boys Fear to Tread by the Smashing Pumpkins
Mood: Rebellious
Craving: Release

Candy Cane Walks Down,
To Build A Bonfire...
To Break My Fall..
MY BABY
MY SWEET THING
JUST MAYBE WE COULD LOSE OURSELVES THIS TIME,

King of the Horseflies,
Dark Prince of Death,
His tragic forces are heaven sent,
In sweet things, In a lovers breath
IN KNOWING THIS WAS MEANT TO BE THE LAST

A Go-go-kids,
A Go-go-style
A Suck suck kiss,
A Suck suck smile
As always, in young need
A VEILED PROMISE TO NEVER DIE

On dead highways, her black beauties roam
For june angels, so far from home

....For a love lost... A faded picture....

To tread lightning, to ink the lavender skies
So get on the bomb
Get on the bomb
Get back where you belong


My day was tiring, Busy as hell at work.. Jeweller boy fills my day with brain ache.. So i'm pretty fucked up. All I know is i find comfort in the warming words of my friends...
Joshy.. Moi.. Giorgio.. Sarah.. Dan... People like dem.. They dun piss meh off..

Now males are starting to piss me off though... why can't they just back off and let a girl live her life?

They should take a leaf outta Joshy's book.. He's nothing like the mofo wankers this world inhabits! Hey Joshy *nudge* Joshy is a good guy, He's sweet, he's caring, Funny! EVERYTHING I like in a guy. Males in training take note.. Never take lessons from your average Caring Understanding Nurturing T ype... Take lessons from JOSHY!



So hostile today.. yet, I feel love for my nearest and dearest friends.. Isn't it lovely.

I'm never gunna let these fookers play with my head again..
Like Dan said, I should fuck with their lives... And I will...

My new obsession is chocolate.. who need boys when you have chocolate
Who needs boys when you have Joshy & Chocolate
Who need boys when you have Joshy, Chocolate and Sleep

And thats where I shall fall,
Into the Arms of Sleep

Suffer my desire for you. ]]> ~candycanegirl