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                <title>*FOAMS AT THE MOUTH*</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 May 2004 15:37:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ... holy SHIT I can't spell anything  today.<br />
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Lalalalaaaaa, just stopping by to  remove my image thinglies. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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*skips away* ]]></description>
                <author>~candyxcane</author>
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                <title>Wtf.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Mar 2004 15:29:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Last time I'm posting here. >:0<br />
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Deviant ~candyxcane has 288 new  messages ( 288D )<br />
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WTF. STOP DRAWING SO MUCH. XO!!!<br />
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~<a href="http://rainbowmetro.deviantart.com/">rainbowmetro</a> ~<a href="http://rainbowmetro.deviantart.com/">rainbowmetro</a> ~<a href="http://rainbowmetro.deviantart.com/"> rainbowmetro</a> ~<a href="http://rainbowmetro.deviantart.com/">rainbowmetro</a> ~<a href="http://rainbowmetro.deviantart.com/">rainbowmetro</a> <br />
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... :0 GO OVER THERE DAMNIT. ]]></description>
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                <title>MOVED. Again.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Mar 2004 08:42:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Go. GO AND RE-WATCH. *will get to the  re-adding REAL SOON*<br />
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~<a href="http://rainbowmetro.deviantart.com/">rainbowmetro</a> ~<a href="http://rainbowmetro.deviantart.com/">rainbowmetro</a> ~<a href="http://rainbowmetro.deviantart.com/"> rainbowmetro</a> ~<a href="http://rainbowmetro.deviantart.com/">rainbowmetro</a> ~<a href="http://rainbowmetro.deviantart.com/">rainbowmetro</a> <br />
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~<a href="http://rainbowmetro.deviantart.com/">rainbowmetro</a> ~<a href="http://rainbowmetro.deviantart.com/">rainbowmetro</a> ~<a href="http://rainbowmetro.deviantart.com/"> rainbowmetro</a> ~<a href="http://rainbowmetro.deviantart.com/">rainbowmetro</a> ~<a href="http://rainbowmetro.deviantart.com/">rainbowmetro</a> <br />
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Mwahahahaaaaa. *coughcoughhackbleeddie*<br />
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Ps-- happybirthdaytome.  happybirthdaytome.  HAPPYBIRTHDAYTOMEEEE.  happybirthdaytome. Whoop-de-fuck.  Seventeen. I turned seventeen TEN  MINUTES AGO OH BOY I don't feel any  different.<br />
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Pps-- my dad bought me the more-recent  A Perfect Circle CD while I was at  school. I didn't expect anything  special. OH MY GOD. And I cried. X3 And  I fucked up my eyeliner. *happy  nonetheless*<br />
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Ppss-- My mom sent flowers. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" /> So I let  Shibby eat them after picking out what  I wanted to press. AND HE ATE THEM  GOOD. *cackles* ]]></description>
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                <title>What did I tel you, Mikki, about posting so much?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Mar 2004 16:00:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" /> Yes. Yelling at myself for posting  THREE JOURNAL ENTRIES in one day. Pff.  Over the course of a few hours,  actually. {Two, really, but whatEVAR.}<br />
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Anyway, I'll get to the point:<br />
I said I was getting a new account,  right? ~<a href="http://rainbowmetro.deviantart.com/">rainbowmetro</a> ^_^ Yes. If you go  there, you will see my journal says I  will post my photos here {using my  crappy digi cam, whoo.} and school  sketches/doodles whatever. :3 So I'm  not really moving for good.<br />
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If you wanna know why I got the name  'candyxcane'.. well. It's 'cos. Over  the holidays, I go crazy insane hyper  with the candycanes. *LOVES peppermint  and spearmint things ;-;* SO. I was  tired of being known as dysphorias, and  now I'm tired of being known as  candyxcane. WHOOP DE FUCK.<br />
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Go re-watch me. RIGHT NOW. X3 All my  'art' will be OVER THERE 'cept for  doodles and stuff. So don't worry, if  you liked anything, it'll be over  THERE. {~<a href="http://rainbowmetro.deviantart.com/">rainbowmetro</a>} Barbie-chi, I  know you faved a lot of my stuff. *_*;;  So I'll leave them up here for you.  That goes for everyone who took the  time to comment on my crap. Everything  will stay up, because I'm rather  content with them. {That's the only  reason why I left them, when I did my  mass deletion. *nodnod*} ]]></description>
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                <title>o_O *cackle*</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Mar 2004 15:01:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hrrrm. I may get yet another new name.  DUNNO. *shrug* I'm getting tired of  this one. Blah, as always.<br />
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UM. I went to Quick Chek to get a  sammich. Some black lady looked at me  and laughed right in my face. *did her  eye makeup all ancient Egyptian like  today* Omfg it was hilarious. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" /><br />
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OH. I ONLY UPDATED THIS TO SAY: I'M NOT  REALLY GETTING ANY PRESENTS FOR MAH  BIRTHDAY. SO. I TOLD MAH DAD. "HEY.  HEEEY. I WANT AN ELECTRIC GUITAR."  Jokingly. SO HE'S ALL. "OKAY. IF WE CAN  FIND ONE UNDER A HUNDRED DOLLARS AND AN  AMP TO GO WITH IT. CONSIDER YOURSELF A  WANNABE J-ROCKER." SO I FREAKED. AN' I  WAS ALL. "WTF. WANNABE? PFF. I'LL MOVE  TO JAPAN."<br />
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But, in short: <b>I'M GETTING AN ELECTRIC  GUITAR.</b> *screamflailspazzdie* ]]></description>
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                <title>WHOO~!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Mar 2004 08:51:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ HYPER!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" /> Please pardon if I ramble like  an idiot. <br />
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Yes. I do realize I am home earlier  than most people. *SHRUG* OH FUCKING  WELL. :3~~<br />
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GUESS WHAT TOMORROW IS. *flailspazzdie*  Tomorrow, at exactly 11:29 AM. I WILL  BE SEVENTEEN. O_O Holy crap I'm scared.  *wishes she was like.. thirteen again.  ;-;*<br />
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Um. I bought a new mechanical pencil  and a bunch'a lead. ;-; <3 I luff  drawing with mechanical pencils.<br />
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AH. I DUNNOOOO. I drew in third period.  {We have TESTING. Does anyone else have  TESTING right now, or soon? Wtf, I  don't think anyone else does. DUDE.  GRR. And my SPRING BREAK is the last  week in April. Wtf, Clifton? Are you  fucking stupid? I THINK SO.} So I was  in the same classroom for three  periods, then I got to GO HOME 'cause  my dad was there for some reason. o_O  *shrug* Prob'ly somethin' ta do with  the CST again. Whatever, I'm home and  I'm happy.<br />
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So anyway. A pretty doodle {missing the  feet, of course} of Sonnen in a plaid  skirt. X3 And I kinna shaded. But, EH.  It's on LINED PAPER. DAMNIT. I may try  and CG it with oC. DUNNO.<br />
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Got printing stuff to do! {*prints her  Rps :3*} 'Cause I'm going to see Ms.  Rika at three t'day. Dunno how I'mma  gonna talk, gettin' a cold again so my  voice is all hoarse. x_O;;;; Then I  have another appointment with her on  Wednesday, dunno the time. *shrug*<br />
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Anyhoo! *goes off to scribble random  things and print things and look up  lyrics and so on* ]]></description>
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                <title>Die tragedy, die tragedy.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Mar 2004 19:26:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Mikki has just realized something.  Incubus is more than a male persona for  her-- he is also a personified internal  voice. OH GODS WHAT HAS MIKKI DONE NOW?  Never does she ever want to personify  an internal voice ever again. EVER.  Because Incubus NEVER SHUTS UP now.<br />
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Mikki's birthday is in two days.  Woohoo. *ends the sarcasm x_X* Her  gramma sent her a teddy bear and some  balloon from the florist down the block  from her house. X3 How her gramma knew  there was a florist here in Clifton,  she'll never know. *shrugs* She likes  the teddy bear, and she's gonna inhale  the helium some other day and talk like  a munchkin. X3 SO. All in all, Mikki  has been made semi-happy. *shrug*<br />
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... ^_^ *eats an oatmeal rasin cookie* <3 ]]></description>
                <author>~candyxcane</author>
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                <title>Grr.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Mar 2004 10:29:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Those frigging rumors I keep hearing  about The Passion-- THEY'RE JUST  RUMORS. About the 20 year-old-woman  having a heartattack and dying after  seeing that movie.. GODDAMN. How stupid  can people get? x_x Oi. I swear. IT'S  NOT TRUE. Unless someone can give me  rellevant PROOF that she died after  watching it, I'm putting my foot down.<br />
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*Mikki hates rumors of any kind* ]]></description>
                <author>~candyxcane</author>
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                <title>Lazy.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Mar 2004 10:06:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have PICTURES to scan! But my scanner  has STUFF piled on top of it, so I  CANNOT scan because I am TOO LAZY to  clear it off! OH MY.<br />
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I'll give you a hint-- TROJAN MANNNNN.  *hums the music whilst trying not to  laugh her ass off*<br />
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... I FAILED. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" /> *cracks up* ]]></description>
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                <title>Meet me in outer space..</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Mar 2004 19:19:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I will hold you close, if you're afraid  of heights. I need you to see this  place. It might be the only way, I can  show you how it feels to be inside  you.. How do you do it? Make me feel  like I do? How do you do it? It's  better than I ever knew, oooh. How do  you do it? Make me feel like I do? How  do you do it? Make me feeee~eel.. like  I do.. Do.. ooooh, oh oh oh oh oh oh.  You are stellar.. you are stellar.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/music.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":music:" title="Music" /><br />
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I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> INCUBUS OH EM EFF GEE. *flailspazz.  loves on her new shirt ;-;* ]]></description>
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                <title>Hah!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Mar 2004 13:58:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Mikki now owns an Incubus shirt! YAYS  FOR HER. :3<br />
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Um. Shibby has broken Mikki's artblock.  Her character, not her cat. *Mikkis  Shibby-charrie is pretty X3*<br />
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*paints her nails* I feel girly. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~candyxcane</author>
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                <title>Art-block.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Mar 2004 17:09:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As the title says, grr. ):<br />
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My dad is pmsing. Or something. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" /> And  he's PISSING ME OFF.<br />
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So is this hideous artblock. I can't  draaaaw, oh nooooo. ._. ]]></description>
                <author>~candyxcane</author>
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                <title>Mikki is smoking something?!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Mar 2004 16:24:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ahooooo no she is not. She's just.  FREAKING. Because her birthday is a  week from today. {Tuesday. The ninth.  :3} She wonders if people care. BECAUSE  SHE SURE AS HELL DOESN'T.<br />
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By the way-- Barbed Wire {*snrk* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" />},  whassyourbirthdayagain? ;-; Mik has  forgotten {sometime in April, right?  Wasitthefourth?} and she wants to plan  some time for art stuffs. *Mikki has a  list of arts to draw for people. So  far, that list consists of two people.  Barbs, and Sarahs. Yesss ;-;*<br />
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*Incu plans on harming Mikki for  talking in the third person AGAIN* ]]></description>
                <author>~candyxcane</author>
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                <title>I like cashews.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Mar 2004 10:48:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ But I HATE PEOPLE. Uhn. Such a long  story behind this.<br />
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If people were more like HONEY ROASTED  CASHEWS, maybe I'd like them more.  *Maybe*. ]]></description>
                <author>~candyxcane</author>
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                <title>Drowning me in my dreams.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Mar 2004 10:18:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ THE ONE I LOVE. Striking me down on my  knees. THE ONE I LOVE. Drowning me in  my dreeeeams. THE ONE I LOVE. Over and  over again, dragging me under. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/music.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":music:" title="Music" /><br />
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Ahoooo I am in such a euphoric mood.  IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT, <a href="http://dreaminjection.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/r/dreaminjection.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="dreaminjection" title="dreaminjection" /></a>! ALL YOUR FAULT!  X3 For making me so happy with that  piccu! :3<br />
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*makes plans to draw things* I have a  sketchbook assignment in art class.  Design a new animal, a new candybar,  your own video game, dream bedroom,  BLAHBLAH. Bullshit stuff that I don't  want to draw. All has to be in FULL  COLOR, with either crayons, colored  pencils or markers. SO I'm gonna bug my  dad to buy me more Prisma markers. X3  And maybe some nice watercolor pencils.  Fwee. ^_^<br />
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The only one I'm really psyched to do  is the 'design a new type of animal'  thing. Because, I like making up my own  creatures.<br />
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Haaaah. People are gonna think I'm so  crazy when I say this, but-- I had a  bad anxiety atack in school this  morning. {I hate school, I hate people,  I hate the Spanish people I meet/are in  my classes.. etc.} So anyway. I freaked  and nearly passed out. BLAH. So. I  ignored everyone except myself. I  talked to myself. It was fun. {Yeah, I  realize I'm home early. I'm ALWAYS home  early. *has special priveliges {wtf?  spelling, Mikki?} with the CST peoples  ^_^ that's one good thing about the  CST*} ]]></description>
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                <title>Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Mar 2004 10:08:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ... YEEEEEAH. I totally just forgot the  point of this journal. I would say I'm  bored, but in all actuality, I'm not.  Because. I'm talking to my Gaia friend  over Aim. And, we're RPing our  characters and it moved from a French  lesson {Xavi asked Sleet over so Sleet  could teach him French. For a French  test next week, RP time :3} to some  shounen-ai stuff. X3 YAY. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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Title, by the way, comes from THE  RASMUS. Omfg. BitTorrent gave my dad  the ENTIRE FUCKING ALBUM so he burned  it on a CD for me. OMFG. ;~; I FUCKING  LOVE THEM. {And when I take the time to  cuss, you know I'm being serious. OH  YES.} *jams to her CD and weeps with  joy*<br />
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Um. I didn't edit. Just the title.  Sorry. ): ]]></description>
                <author>~candyxcane</author>
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                <title>No lyric title for j00.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Feb 2004 17:01:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ... Mikki wants a boyfriend. That's all  she's saying.<br />
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{She's going to type in third person  because she feels like it. And, she  cannot be bothered to type otherwise.}<br />
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She wants a nice Japanese boyfriend so  they can speak the language and no one  would know what they were saying. ^_^  Or, a white boy. She's tired of Spanish  and black people. She's sorry, if she  seems like a racist, but, she says that  you should try living with the same  crap for sometime around five or six  years + eight months {and be hopelessly  caucasian in the meantime.. err. Be a  rock/metalhead in the meantime, yes},  THEN come back to her and tell her  she's racist. ._____.;;; She just wants  someone she can stand to be around for  more than a few hours. Orait? Sheesh.<br />
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She's tired of other people having  someone, and not having someone  herself. End of story.<br />
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{IN THE MEANTIME, while Mikki tries not  to get herself all sad, she will  provide you with more morbid Vendetta  Red lyrics. :3 YES.}<br />
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Blood on the windsheild, mystic mosaic.  Surreal, your ribcage menagerie. Listen  to lips that lull you to sleep inside..  a living nightmare. In front of your  fake friend, fell on your knees. His  death in a car crash cured your diease.  Still in the water, food for the  fishes. Would-- anyone miss him? With  his words like mercury. Fillin' the  holes of razor gazes, a verbal gauze,  for broken hearts. Dududu du du, du du  dudu. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/music.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":music:" title="Music" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>She said she liked the way I kissed.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Feb 2004 20:17:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So cutting-edge, I slit my wrists. I  need to vomit, disappear, and kill  those monsters in my mirror.  Out-classed by losers second place,  before I fell, flat on my face. So sick  of dreaming, wake me up. And do your  worst, to shut me up.<br />
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... <3<br />
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I feel good. ]]></description>
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                <title>God DAMNIT. + Random happy things. :D</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Feb 2004 18:01:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I need to re-categorize my ENTIRE  FRIGGING GALLERY or it'll be deleted.  EH. FRIGGING DA. GODDAMN. Sheesh. Grr.<br />
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Okay. I'm fine, other than that. I  bought TEN PRISMACOLOR MARKERS today!  At PEARL. The ULTRA artstore! {If Pearl  doesn't have it, NO ONE DOES. Although  I didn't see any of the fancy inking  pens I always hear beile talking about,  except for micron pens. o_O I NEED NEW  INKING PENS. Sheesh.} HUZZAH FOR THE  INKY BUS. :3 I WANTED Tria markers, but  they were too expensive. Yeah, we  bought them seperately. They were a  dollar and fifty-nine cents each. The  Prisma's. But, OMFG. They work so  niceeely. *_*<br />
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THEN, my dad and I went to KFC. They  put extra happy in the chicken! We were  cracking up, and in the car, he said  something, and we couldn't stop  laughing. xDDDDDD OMFG IT WAS  HILARIOUS. I SWEAR.<br />
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After school, {because I had to be  tested for things}, we went to Taco  Bell. And some college dude was there,  ordering before us, and he had a ROACH  in his pocket, man, and it smelled  soooo bad. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/mad.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":x" title=":x (Mad)" /> I'm surprised no one said  anything. Pot is so easy to smell.<br />
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A roach is drugspeak for a half-smoked  joint, or something. Just for those not  hip on druggie talk. :3<br />
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I'mma draw something and color it with  the prisma's. Probably it'll be  grayscale {because I have many  different shades of gray. Like. Four or  five. ^^}.<br />
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My collar is making my neck itchy. o_O  And, whenever I talk now, my voice  breaks on a few syllables. Wtf, man.<br />
<br />
Then. We went to Tower Records, to see  if they has THE RASMUS {MY NEW  OBSESSION omfg ;-;} and I went on this  random FLING and checked to see if they  carried any J-Rock CDs. I asked the  dude, and he's all "What? Dir en Grey?  Who the hell is that?" and I looked at  my dad and we laughed. So I spelled it  for him, and he's all "Oh, yeah, I got  some results for that, go over to the  rock/pop section, under 'D' and look."  SO. I did. And I was all. "Wtf. NO DIR  EN GREY HERE." I spent like. Fifteen  minutes looking through the 'd-i-r'  section. AND THERE WAS NO DIR EN GREY.  So, I was tempted to ring that guy's  neck but I didn't. And, The Rasmus,  they had none of their CD's in stock.  Neither did Barnes and Noble. DAMNIT.  When we went to the mall, to go to FYE,  the power was out on a few storess and  FYE WAS ONE OF THEM. I was all, "Dude,  dad. They knew we were coming. Dude.  Like. What the fuck is up with that.  DUDE."<br />
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Buh. Normally Tower has EVERYTHING man.  So I was looking. AND LOOKING AND  LOOKING. They had nothing that I was  looking for. No Apollo 440, no  Wolfsheim or Placebo {like I got the  last time I went there}, no TOOL {I was  SHOCKED}, no anything that I wanted.  Except for maybe The Postal Service,  Zebrahead and Jet. BUT THAT WAS IT.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" /> They had this 'Adults Only' section,  with the magazines, and my dad was  whispering to me {he likes computer  mags so he tends to look at ALL the  mags. And he finds some wonky  punker-goth mags for me but I refuse to  buy them. :3}, "HEY MIK. Don't go  looking. But there's GAY PORNO MAGS  over there. GAY PORNOS MIK." xDDDD I  nearly fell on the floor from laughing  so hard.<br />
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Um. Yeah. My voice hurts. ;-; And so  does my neck. I headbanged and danced  too much yesterday. Buh.<br />
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...fuck the gallery. I'm deleting the  whole thing and starting ovarrrrr. ]]></description>
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                <title>{Insert your lyric here}</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Feb 2004 16:16:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Uhm. Hi.<br />
<br />
Yeah, this is gonna be a quick journal  because I feel like such a total jerk  right now. -_____- Long story, dun ask.  My GJ peoples would most likely know.<br />
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AHM. I am writing this because. You  know that stoooory I'm writing? With  Meijiru and Erin and Metsuko and  Mikhail and Kya? Yeah? Well, I'm not  keeping the name Asphyxia for it any  more. Someone pleasepleaseplease gimmie  suggestions for new names. ;-;<br />
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The one I like will get request art  from me? Y'know, the person who  suggested it? Yeah. Only, please be  patient. You know how bad I am with  requests. ._.;;; And I may draw j00  more than one because I suck at drawing  and I want people to be happy.<br />
<br />
Unlike myself. Whatever I do, I can't  get myself happy again. GodDAMN I feel  like the biggest jerk to ever breathe  and walk this Earth. *blah's, wanders  off* ]]></description>
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                <title>Too addicted to breathe without it.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Feb 2004 19:13:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Too embarrassed to talk about it,  something something. SOMETHING  SOMETHIIIIING.<br />
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In other news. The Mikki is still the  SAD. So, yes. Bye. >< ]]></description>
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                <title>I is a sad little thingy.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Feb 2004 18:48:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ... x_x Sad Mikki's are not nice. We  need happy random Mikki's. Someone make  the Mikki happy and random again. ]]></description>
                <author>~candyxcane</author>
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                <title>WTF?!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Feb 2004 18:59:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh my fucking god. It's. ORANGE.<br />
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*promptly dies*<br />
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Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. FUCKITY FUCK FUCK  FUCK. Can't wait 'til school's back.  .________. *CAN HEAR THE COMMENTS NOW  OH YES*<br />
<br />
... FUCK.<br />
<br />
Looks like we'll be using the black,  then. A LOT OF IT. My dad says I look  good with ORANGE hair, though. He says  it goes good with my facial features.  AND MY SIBLINGS AGREE. Rah, fuck. ><<br />
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Now I guess I'll have a kinna  Halloween-ish look. EH.<br />
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*dies again* ]]></description>
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                <title>I look weird. o_O *does some editing*</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Feb 2004 17:43:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Woah. I look weird with  halfway-finished-bleached-blonde hair.  Woah. WOAH. Gonna take some getting  used to.<br />
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{*edits*}<br />
OKAY SO LIKE. Now, we're OFF TO DO THE  COLOR! If it looks good, I'll take a  picture. ERR. I'll have my dad take a  picture. ^^<br />
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JUST FOR YOU, MOLLY-KUN. NOT FOR ANYONE  ELSE. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> X3<br />
<br />
*edits some more*<br />
RED!!! Half an hour more until I gotta  wash the dye out. :3 *scribbles random  things* We may do the black tips  tomorrow. If I decide I like the red  too much-- it's staying red and we save  the black for a rainy day. ^_^ *happy*<br />
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o_O; I can't see what I'm typing.  *blind without her glasses* ]]></description>
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                <title>WAII!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Feb 2004 15:58:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today was good. EXCEPT FOR ONE BIGASS  LETDOWN. We went to the ticket place in  the mall-- SOLD OUT, EIGHTYFIVE DOLLARS  PER TICKET. WTF?! I freaked. Mentally,  of course. But still, I. FREAKED. I was  sooo hyped up, wanted to go so badly,  and then I COULDN'T.<br />
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Why today was good, you ask?! WELL.  First we went to Barnes and Nobles.  Bought me the 'Entire Collection of  LEWIS CARROL'S Works'. ALICE IN  WONDERLAND. Whee! And, the newest issue  of Newtype. GODDAMN, I need backorder  issues. One has Shinji-san on the  cover. With EVA UNIT 1? I think it's  one. EITHER WAY. Shinji-san and his  EVA. Thing. AND. In one of the April,  2003 issues, the centerfold was  SAIYUKI. OMFG. WANT.<br />
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I was looking at the fanart section,  there was a Fullmetal Alchemist fanart  piece, and it said it was by KUROT. Our  Kurot-sama?! REALLY? Because, it looked  like Kurot-sama's artstyle. SO ANYWAY,  I was all, 'DAD. LOOK HERE. OMFG I KNOW  THAT PERSON. Kinda. BUT SERIOUSLY.'<br />
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We bought a bleach kit, red and black  hair dye from Hot Topic {only place  that had the bright FLAMING RED that I  wanted X3}. So I'm gonna dye my hair--  WHICH MEANS, Incu's hair color is  probably gonna change. No idea. THEN,  we went to Torid-- HAHAAAAA I HAVE  RAINBOW SOCKS NOW. :3!!!! THEN we  walked around s'more.<br />
<br />
AND THEN WE WENT TO THE ONLY ASIAN  MARKET I KNOW OF. *_* Pocky. POOOOCKY.  I did the Pocky dance when we got home.  X3;; BUT. We also got different drinkie  things. Melon soda, Strawberry soda I  think, and RAMUNE SODA. YOU KNOW. The  thing they drink, in RahXephon?! WITH  THE MAAAARBLE? YEAH. THAT RAMUNE SODA.  *cackles* It's good! And we also got  some aloe vera drink. It's good too,  and aloe vera is supposed to help with  stomach ulcers among other things. ^_^  I'M FUCKING HAPPY. Aside from me not  being able to go to the concert-- I'M  STILL FUCKING HAPPY. *boogiewiggledance* ]]></description>
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                <title>OMFG. LIKE. LIKE! TEH SERIOUSLY.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Feb 2004 16:37:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *flail* OMFG.<br />
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March 16, or 17, I AM GOING TO IRVING  PLAZA TO SEE THE VINES WITH JET, THE  LIVING END, AND NEON. *apologizes for  Caps, is SPAZZING right now* OMG! Oh my  god!! *flail*<br />
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WAIIIIII~~~~~~ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I want you to be free~</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Feb 2004 15:24:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Listening to:</b> Alien Ant Farm - Movies<br />
<b>Feeling:</b> ...blah. x_X<br />
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BLAH. I am BLAH as of now. x.x I hate  my moods. They jump all over the place  and make me very sad. x_______X<br />
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ANYWAY. I'm trying to draw a group  piccu. But, the only thing I'm liking  so far, is Meijiru and Metsuko. {It's  an Asphyxia-groupshot thinger to show  to Jim, when I go visit him at the  Group place thing. ^^} I'm gonna redo  Kya and Mik, and I have yet to draw  Erin. Eeeeyup. ._.;;;<br />
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I still hate my art. LADEEDA.<br />
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I was kicking myself earlier. Saying,  'PLEASEDIEKTHNX.' Because I'm tired of  living. ...yes. *angstyemotears*<br />
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AHUUUU. NO NOT REALLY. But I was  kicking myself. For.. many reasons that  I do not wish to discuss right now.  Yup.<br />
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Ew, my dad is watching Dragon Ball or  something and I can hear it over my  music. O_O SCREAM.<br />
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                <title>Ow. x_X</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Feb 2004 23:19:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Listening to:</b> Blindside - Daughter<br />
<b>Feeling:</b> Overjoyed<br />
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Uhm. The Craziness oekakibbs went  somewhere and I have no idea where.<br />
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The point of this journal, though was--  OW. MY FOOT. IS SLEEPING. And it hurts.  ;O;<br />
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<a href="http://dreaminjection.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/r/dreaminjection.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="dreaminjection" title="dreaminjection" /></a> <a href="http://monstrance.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/o/monstrance.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="monstrance" title="monstrance" /></a> <a href="http://tesuke-doshu.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/e/tesuke-doshu.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="tesuke-doshu" title="tesuke-doshu" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Yeah, sure.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Feb 2004 19:28:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Listening to:</b> Watching Tuck Everlasting  {*_*;; HI I'M A DORK.}<br />
<b>Feeling:</b> Annoyed. Grr.<br />
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Tuck Everlasting is like. My favorite  movie. Omfg. The book, too. Dude. *is a  geek*<br />
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Jesse was so hot in the new movie. XB  We watched it in school a few years  ago-- the original, and UGH. Jesse's  actor was repulsive. I couldn't watch  for more than a few seconds without  looking away and giggling. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" /><br />
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UHM. YEAH. I'm trying to draw pretty  artses but I CAN'T BECAUSE I SUCK. Yep.<br />
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Happy Valentine's to everyone. Buh.  Yeah. *watches her movie so she has no  urges to kill herself x_X*<br />
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{*edits*}<br />
Gigolo Joe is the greatest character I  have ever seen in a movie. Oh yes,  A.I., one of my other favorites. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> X3;;<br />
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"She will scream out in the moonlight,  'Oh, oh yes. Oh God, oh yes! Oh God, oh  God!'" *falls over laughing.. rewinds  the DVD to watch it like, five times  X3*<br />
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{*edits again*}<br />
HAH! I HAVE MARSHMALLOW PEEPS! And I  bet all YOU got was lousy chocolate..  X3 *rejoices!* ]]></description>
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                <title>Boo. ;-;</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2004 22:44:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Listening to:</b> Motion City Soundtrack -  The Future Freaks Me Out<br />
<b>Feeling:</b> "I rock too fast for love",  amused, DISCONTENT. Rar.<br />
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I r teh sad again. So, BYEBYE to my  gallery! For now. No, I'm not leaving  dA for good. I may post sketches that I  like, and it'll be rare if you see a  colored piece for a while. Sorry, to  those that liked my stuff. ;-; I'm  just.. not happy with my art 'skills'.  Pffsh yeah right, what skills?<br />
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*boogiewiggledances to the music*  Whatev.<br />
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I'll leave some things, if I'm 'happy'  with them. Buh. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/mad.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":x" title=":x (Mad)" /><br />
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                <title>YEAH. *wiggledance*</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2004 18:58:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Listening To:</b> Whatever plays on EnergyX  radio whatchamabob! X3<br />
<b>Feeling:</b> CLEAN!! And sick, and amused. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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HI! X3 MY dad found this really awesome  program-- Station Ripper 1.10, and you  can rip up to 200 stations at once. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />!  It's cool! So I'm gonna use it to get  some lovely music. JPop and Anime,  KPop, and some Alternative stuff. Whee!  *wiggledance*<br />
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                <title>Sad. ;-;</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Feb 2004 15:56:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Listening To:</b> Wolfsheim - Wundervoll<br />
<b>Feeling:</b> stark, raving, sick, sad  {LITTLE WORLD HAHA *falls over*}. No,  uh.. sick, amused, and ANTI-SOCIAL  augh.<br />
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I've become more anti-social than  usual. A 'friend' of mine, whom I've  only talked to like, twice, came to the  door and I was all 'Holly go get the  door, damnit. *sniffle*' so she got the  door, came back over to me and was all  'It'sh this girl, she sais she knows ya  from skewel.' {I swear she talks like  that. X3} so I was all 'tell her I'm  NOT HERE. pleaseandthankyou.'<br />
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So she told the friend person, the  friend person WENT AWAY, and I  rejoiced. But I don't want to be  anti-social! Someone talk to me on AIM.  RP with me. Do SOMETHING with me.  DAMNIT. ;-;<br />
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Uhm.. about the 'feeling' thing up  there. The 'stark, raving, sick, sad  {LITTLE WORLD}' thing was from Incubus.<br />
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"Leave me here in my stark, raving,  sick, sad little world!"<br />
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Good song. AWESOME album. <3<br />
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Wundervoll has officially become my  KaworuxShinji song. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" /> LONG STORY DUN'T  ASK.<br />
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                <author>~candyxcane</author>
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                <title>NYAHHAHAHA.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Feb 2004 11:15:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Listening to:</b> Evangelion Episode 21 --  DIRECTOR'S CUT DANDANDANNNN. *cracks  up*<br />
<b>Feeling:</b> SICKSICKSICK. AAAAUGH.<br />
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*falls over laughing. sits up, abruptly  stops.. fails, giggles randomly*<br />
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I'm finding everything hilarious right  now, SORRY. SHEESH. *loud sniffle* I  was cracking up at the beginning of  Eva... then I thought that was funny  and laughed harder. THEN I coughed. And  coughed and coughed and coughed. THEN I  LAUGHED SOME MORE.<br />
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Damnit, is Kaworu only in episode  twenty-four?! *tugs at hair*... *falls  over laughing again*<br />
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...ahem. *cough* I'll.. spare you the  idiocy of my cold thing. BAIBAI.<br />
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<b>The <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />:</b><br />
<a href="http://dreaminjection.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/r/dreaminjection.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="dreaminjection" title="dreaminjection" /></a> <a href="http://monstrance.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/o/monstrance.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="monstrance" title="monstrance" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>*cries* Buuuu!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Feb 2004 21:53:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have a coooold! ;-; Or at least the  startings of one.. going to the doctor  tomorrow-- they may want BLOODWORK!  Why, I dunno, but they might! And I'm  freaking out right now. ;______; *HATES  needles. HATES*<br />
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Then my dad was telling me the details  of the scoliosis surgery-- the spots  where it's curved-- they fuse the  vertibrae together, so you'll have  sections of your spine that won't move  anymore. And the iron rods-- they have  these hooks that hold it to the spine--  they can come undone... *shudder* Ew.  That's just in-fucking-sane. x_X<br />
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Wtf?-- Scoliosis has something to do  with the eyesight and the hormones.  HAHA NICE. My eyesight is like, teh  horrible, and my hormones are almost  always out-of-whack. Then there's the  lung thing.. hard time breathing...<br />
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OH GODS NO I'M GONNA DIE. I DON'T LIKE  HAVING SUCH BAD SCOLIOSIS. ;-; The  curviture is at fourty-three degrees..  any more degrees worse and I would have  required the surgery. BLAH FUCKTHAT.  *w00ts for the dude who plays Andy on  NYPD BLUE* He did a commercial for this  scoliosis thing and it caught my  attention 'cause I love BLUE. X3 So my  dad looked into the process, and it  seems like a nice thing. A brace--  ewihatebracethings --but it'll be  better than having to get surgery done.  I gueeeess.<br />
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ANYWAY BACK TO MY COLD. Oh yes! My nose  is screwed, my voice changed a little,  sore throat, and I'm FREEZING but the  room temperature is at like,  eighty-seven degrees, and I'm wearing  five shirts and I have a blanket around  me. I've used up like, half a tissue  box in the past fifteen minutes..  x_____X It's not faaaAAAAAir! *stomps  foot*<br />
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AH.. in other news! I'm doing  giftartthings for certain people. AND  THEY WON'T KNOW UNTIL I'M DONE AHAHAHA.  It won't be special, though I wish it  could be.. but I'll try my hardest. XB<br />
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And now!<br />
<b>The <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /></b>:<br />
<a href="http://dreaminjection.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/r/dreaminjection.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="dreaminjection" title="dreaminjection" /></a> <a href="http://monstrance.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/o/monstrance.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="monstrance" title="monstrance" /></a><br />
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I am revamping my heart list. So for  now it's just those two. Hrr. <3<br />
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Sorry for categorizing you. ;; <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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BUU. BACK TO THE ARTS BECAUSE I CANNOT  THINK STRAIGHT! X3<br />
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<b>Edit</b><br />
...what did I say? I CAN'T THINK  STRAIGHT! X3!!! *fixes icons while  finding everything strangely hilarious* ]]></description>
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                <title>Damnit. XO</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Feb 2004 20:35:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ GODDAMNIT. XOOOO THE SPONGEMONKEYS SOLD  OUT. *cries*<br />
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Stupid new Quiznos commercial.  *sniffle* THEY SOLD OUT, I TELLS YOU!<br />
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Here, the original-- <a href="http://www.rathergood.com/moon_song/">[link]</a><br />
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Then if you see the commercial, it's  the same thing except the one's not  riding a moon. And they're singing  about the Quiznos subs. AND, the  moon-rider's voice is all fucked up.  .______.;; So, maybe Quiznos STOLE IT  and it was a copyright infringement?!  XOOOO!!!<br />
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*sniffles.. colors more OekakiCentral  lineart* ]]></description>
                <author>~candyxcane</author>
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                <title>Ouu.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Feb 2004 00:08:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You find some of the best stuff on the  frontpage at three in the morning. X3<br />
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IN OTHER NEWS-- MY TRIP WAS AWESOME,  THANK YOU VERY MUCH. By the end of this  schoolyear, I may be moving. ^_^<br />
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*rejoices by drawing several stupid  things*<br />
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Expect new, even-crappier-than-usual  arts! YAY. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>*dies*</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Feb 2004 17:38:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Going to Easton. <b>Tomorrow</b>. ASDFGHJKL;  *dies!* Crayola factory, ahoy! X3;;<br />
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On Furc, since I quit or whatever, I  transferred my digo-item thingermabobs  to teh Vi. <3 So haaaah. He has STUFF  now. *thumbs up* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" /><br />
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Yes. I am crazy and stuff and whee! I'm  just so over-joyed that I'm going to  the Crayola factory tomorrow! Hopefully  the town is nice and the school  district is nice, so we can live in  Pennsylvania and be happy PANCAK-Es. X3 ]]></description>
                <author>~candyxcane</author>
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                <title>SCREAM. {Edited}</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Feb 2004 19:13:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AASDAHFffffff. *falls over and DIES*<br />
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What did I say? EDIT TIME! X3<br />
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OKAY. So I was all happy today. We went  to pay the cable/internet bill, and we  went to Barnes and Nobles, bought me  the two newer Fake books. :3 THEN we  went to Stop and Drop {Stop and Shop..  or whatever. X3} and Sam Goody was  right there, so my dad dragged me in  there and I bought the new Incubus CD  and the new Alice DVD. X3!!! *happy* We  watched Alice two seconds ago. My dad  has never seen Alice in Wonderland up  until now OHMIGOD. I was going 'WTF,  where have you been all this time?'<br />
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Kate and Leopold is on Encore. Gonna  watch it. :3 ]]></description>
                <author>~candyxcane</author>
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                <title>Raaahhh, Go-Gaia.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Feb 2004 20:42:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ RAAAH. I joined Go-Gaia! X3 Look me up,  if you play. My name thing is Xavier  Lain. So now I'm probably going to try  to draw my avatar.<br />
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But, buh. I have no gold for things  yet, and I don't think I ever will  because I'm a non-social person and I  don't like posting on the boards. ;;  Buuuuh. Oh well. *shrug*<br />
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Waaahahahaa. I'm crazy. X3 And my  stomach is gonna eat itself. xD!! ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm delirious! I swear!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Feb 2004 17:23:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ And I can't fucking spell! *dies*<br />
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I was singing Poe's 'Hey Pretty' in the  hallway at school today. Quietly, and  all, but some kid's all 'Hey, you crazy  or sumthing?' and I'm all '... *glare*  Go away. *walks faster, resumes  singing*'<br />
Her: Whore.<br />
Me: WHY THANK YOOUUUU~! *cackle,  practically skips away*<br />
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....I'm fucking CRAZY damnit. But hey.  That's what I get for being up since  THREE in the MORNING. Ugh, jesus.<br />
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*goes away to draw and write bio's and  stuff* ]]></description>
                <author>~candyxcane</author>
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                <title>Roleplay! ...and other stuff.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Jan 2004 23:39:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Angelic Layer RPG = <a href="http://www.avidgamrs.com/layer/">[link]</a><br />
{Meeeee, I'm the owner.. ;; Barbie-chi  seems like the owner because she does  so much for the community! Awr.}<br />
Invert Darkness = <a href="http://www.avidgamers.com/invert/">[link]</a><br />
{Dark RP stuff. Uh, yeah. D'nno how  else to sumarize it.}<br />
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LJ = <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/candyxcane/">[link]</a><br />
uJ = <a href="http://www.ujournal.org/~candyxcane/">[link]</a><br />
GJ = <a href="http://www.greatestjournal.com/~candyxcane/">[link]</a> {used more often}<br />
RP GJ = <a href="http://www.greatestjournal.com/~johnnygrey/">[link]</a><br />
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Luff for Barbie-chi! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> X3 ]]></description>
                <author>~candyxcane</author>
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                <title>Nyeahahaha!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Jan 2004 00:41:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *spazz* GETBACKERS IS AWESOMEEEEEE.<br />
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BitTorrent. I LOVE THAT PROGRAMMMUUUUU. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <br />
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And episode two is coming over really  fast! Ouuuu~~~!!! *squeal*<br />
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What I really REALLY want now, though,  is Yami no Matsuei but NO ONE HAS IT  anywhere! and I can't find it... I need  paypal so I can order things off the  Internet! ><!!! *sigh*<br />
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But-- BUT--!!! EEEEE. *squeal* X3 ]]></description>
                <author>~candyxcane</author>
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                <title>Funky file sharing program.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Jan 2004 02:15:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Soulseek. Everyone go to download.com  and search for Soulseek and chat with  meeeee and share your wonderous sounds  with meeee. My username is Skye-chan.<br />
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It's hard to get used to. But you chat  with otuer people and you can browse  their files and download their music.<br />
<br />
This guy wants me to give him some  polka music or else I get no Depeche  Mode. XP<br />
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*browses throughout the rooms* the  j-music room was ALIVE earlier..<br />
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Buh. *bugs Timmy* ]]></description>
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                <title>Explanation of Myself.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Jan 2004 14:33:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ._______. I felt people should know  this. Sorry.<br />
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Just so you know, I generally don't  comment on things. Sorry if this  bothers anyone, especially people with  a "Well, then why am I on your devwatch  if you're not going to comment on my  works?" type of mind-set. I admire your  art, so I put you on my devwatch.<br />
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Generally, I will just add people, or  favorite things without telling them I  did so, in any way, shape or form.  *shrug* And even if I don't comment, I  still love the picture. <3<br />
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Uh. Yeah. I really don't omment because  I ramble like an idiot. XP And I really  don't know what people think of me and  laaaa me with my fear of rejection and  stufffff. Fffffff. ._____.;;; So yeah.<br />
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Again, I apologize if this bothers  anyone. ]]></description>
                <author>~candyxcane</author>
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                <title>OKAY YEAH.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Jan 2004 18:44:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You all guessed it. I R TEH <a href="http://dysphorias.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/y/dysphorias.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="dysphorias" title="dysphorias" /></a><br />
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THAT NAME WAS PISSING ME OFF. So I  moveddddddd. And I'm slowly re-adding  everyone to my devwatch list. Fwee.<br />
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<b>I'm just gonna edit this journal  whenever I have something to say, orait?</b> <br />
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Uh yeah hi. ._____.<br />
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I'm an idiot. I don't like commenting  on people's DA pages because I'll  ramble incoherrantly or I'll screw  something up or <i>something</i>. And I feel  really embarrassed when a person who's  art I really like comments on my page  after looking at -my- crap and says  thanks and stuff. ._.;;;<br />
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I'm just... anti-people. Really, I am.  I hate being social. But I wish I had  more friends. AH, I LOVE BEING  CONTRARY.<br />
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Anyway. I'll go rant in my GJ and copy  it to my LJ and my UJ. Or something. ]]></description>
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