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Ohh you tarnished sword, the one I carried in the womb. Leaves me wounded and remembered by mother, every cut a reminder of what was comming soon. All that pain within me, could be just a moment in a day, but every day never leaves me, what can I do to give that tarnished sword away.

Crystal clear tanacity, ohh pretty friend, call and rewind the gun that never was, because, you never existed till tomorrow. and I am your imaginary soul.

I am that forgotton whisper, caller seeker, teacher father and forgotton friend. Where I go is yesterday and that is destroyed, tomorrow does not exist, all we have is today, now, in a moment of eternity, in that second, we, I you, are one with god, the real one.

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So there I was minding my own business, as though anyone would believe I had business to mind. But there I was!

I stood there, genatals gripped tightly, he asked me to let them go and I abliged, of course.

I decided as I stood tall, like a reed in the wind and flapped about listlessly, that I would do something unique. The people around me seemingly confounded as to how I could be so flexible. I flapped my feet upon the pavement to prove it was there, and away I flew.

Running like a raped turtle, I bounded over toy cars and pictures of buildings. My I did feel powerful, but was abruptly halted by the sudden appearance of a nineteen and a half foot tall gorilla, his name was angus and he had a pleaseing smile.

I announced, "Angus! Today they forgot to lock the windows! and I am free to flit about like a fairy hopped up on catnip!"

Angus smiled and said, "How much have you had to drink sir?" I replied with some gental ferver, "We should get together more often, You know, your wife makes a mean bacon and eggs!"

Angus was overjoyed to hear about his wife and took me home to my house in the stars, next to the place that serves those nice Humpback whale ribs and snake eggs.

When I awoke, I felt odd, my wife was crying and angus was having difficulty explaining why I was found in her dress and my daughters pink rubber boots.

But I'll tell you this much, that was still the best cup of coffee I have had in years!

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I need inspiration, a muse to play in my mind, to find a home there and give wing to my dreams and vicious nightmares.

Can I find in my friends this muse?

Will any of you give me a project to make me feel like an artist again?

Will someone save me from this life of just being a trades worker and offer up some artistic fun for me to tackle, please?

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I never seem to be where I want to be in life.
now, I'm out of work for weeks, stuck at home, hunting for a job that
won't make me happy.
Life sucks.........
Maybe it will get better?

]]> ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/15284519/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/15284519/ Tue, 30 Oct 2007 09:11:43 PDT And I ran to you
To find a piece of me
Was left behind
Winding wildly in the wind
Standing there holding breathless
Like a trophy
Stolen from a graveyard
I dance with a skeleton
Pipers playing in the wind
I crawl like a melody forgotten
Something lands upon my chin
A little raindrop mourning dew
All my sadness looks like you
I am man and a coward
Twisting blanket in the rain
I am creature born of torment
Calling dark things dare complain
All the lost and lonely words
Kiss away the feelings stain
Tide of sorrow linked to Tuesdays
Along a songs sweet refrain
Oh a sad and lonely reject
Hold onto me lest I blow away

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Well let’s get right to it, what people need is to relax and that is key. Even I have need of relaxation, for the everyday life can be very stressful for many of us. Work and the like can drag the spirit down and make a person forget what is really important.

Step one: Get comfortable, sit or lay down in a way that you are completely comfortable, no physical discomfort. Lets not worry about lotus positions and the like. I want you to just sit there and close your eyes and breath.

Step two: Begin to count your breaths slowly within your mind, slow them down and deepen them, long slow breaths in through your nose and out through your mouth, keep the same pace with each breath, nice and slow.

Step three: Now just look at the backs of your eyelids, adjust your eyes foreword and look straight at them. Continue breathing and imagine that you see a body of water, vast and beautiful. Imagine that this water is as still as glass, not a ripple. Perfect stillness, admire that stillness and try to be as still as that water, if you find that your mind creates waves, merely focus on making those waves calm and still once again.

Step four: Now that you have achieved stillness and you are calm, imagine light softly glowing around you, the light should be blue, soft blue, make sure you maintain the image of blue light around your body because it is very healing. You may start to feel a tingling pass over your body, intensifying as you continue to do this, eventually your whole body will seem to vibrate. This is your body using its own electrical field to heal itself.

Step five: Imagine the electricity filling every individual blood cell in your body; allow the electricity you are creating to pass completely through you. Allow it to flow softly over you, your entire body vibrating and healing.

Step Six: lay this way at first for an hour, to really calm yourself down. I know it sounds like a lot but try it. We all have far too much stress and this will help you be rid of it. After awhile of practice, you can do this anywhere you are. Walking down the street, you breath deeply and allow the glow to surround you, smile to yourself and feel comforted that you have given yourself a field of healing to dwell within.

Well that’s the first type of meditation that I learned through the years, it works and is very effective in personal healing. It should be done every day when ever you have a moment, just sit and relax, think of healing energy and smile to yourself, the smile is key. Just smile and think of the calm water, count your breaths and slow them down.

]]> ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/10594385/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/10594385/ Thu, 02 Nov 2006 14:39:34 PST I am very excited to see my baby
its so very great!

Finally, some new blessings in my life.

things I am greatful for

My wife'
My new baby
My education
My life!!

]]> ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/10547549/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/10547549/ Sun, 29 Oct 2006 10:54:40 PST after much pushing from my wife
we went to church
she expected to find a feeling
ohh we found a feeling
cold, lonely, outsiders
they stood like zombies
and you could feel the
evil from one priest.
Pure madness
God was not there
he or she was nowhere to
be found in this place
they tried to pretend at
community
but its like when your with a
group and everyone is listening
to a person speak that they hate
or are bored by, they only half listen
when the priest said that the slaughter
of the pagans was right
and that they got what they deserved!
I nearly lost my mind with offence.
This place was a den of metal clad
sadness covered in lies and foolisness
attached to a school I once went to
where the mother of a woman I met there
had been a teacher who
used to beat me violently in front of the class
I wanted to tell her that her deceased mother
deserved to be in Hell
but I didnt
I remained silent
inside I remembered childhood
injuries and boiled for a little while
and listened to the priest tell how pagans deserve
to all die.

]]> ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/10524244/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/10524244/ Fri, 27 Oct 2006 05:23:27 PDT a world lost in time and vain entropy
a cloud of dissalution
a moment in the sky oh how I
call to freedom sent
the Thunder in my mind.

Casual awakenings realize
life can be all to spent
and creatures with a sword and shield
are things for merryment
sentiments lost and finely lit replies
no one can imagine seeing
the Thunder in my mind.

Oh lord forgive the man I am
and call me to the crowd
to work and sing and dance a jig
labor in the ground
to pull a wire and
chance a life
for baby and my wife
oh dear I chance a dream
with the Thunder in my mind.

]]> ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/10516772/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/10516772/ Thu, 26 Oct 2006 12:20:38 PDT pain the extension of
my everyday
and wonder my endless friend
calls like a child
query when will it end.

phantom hope you are a lier
promise stars and
all you share is fire
money a demon that
saturates the soul
driving out happiness
rapeing and cold.

I dream of luck and freedom
and in it I am decieved
for freedom is
for the rich and the poor
must labour as bees
whose queen is retarded
by the task set before her
we are poor all
the more for the sake of
the dream.

Lend me a dollar for every
false hope and
I shall show you a
mountain.

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Who knows what tomorrow will bring, I can on,ly say I may be there and if I am I shall be there with the preverbial bells on.

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I was terrified.
In a moment my world
was forever changed
and a life was in my hands.
To watch her belly swell
so alien and new
it was then Upon that eighth
month that I realized
that you my soon to be daughter
have filled a place
in my soul
that to this point
I had not realized
was a void without you.
You will be perfect
and I will tear apart
worlds for you
cry with you and
love you with all my
heart and soul
till the day that I die
my little girl
called Lily Fay.

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if life were easy it would not be my life...

Sometimes the urge to hate is a difficult one to fight, I shall paint my rage and move on, I shall draw my fury and fly free of it, I shall find a wave in the wind and its storm shall be my own. God forgive me for my hatred, God forgive me my jealousy, Shiva protect me, Buddah guide me, Diana my moon, show me the way toward happiness and I shall run there, life is an angry beast needing tameing, and if you do not work at it you will be bitten, biten hard.

hard not to cry...be a man...sadness is for those with problems...real ones...at least I don't have to worry about bombs, murder, plague, famine, ormy own starvation, I will work hard and be great...

Greatness is loveing yourself enough to love others...I choose to love today, rather then give into hate...God save me today... ]]> ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9883492/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9883492/ Mon, 28 Aug 2006 10:59:17 PDT ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9883330/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9883330/ Mon, 28 Aug 2006 10:42:59 PDT Waddletot slimehocker
Slimdick Twatblower the explosive
Geduin Quizaaherr
Jurd sned Donkey Thumper
Helbing quiderhabbratab
Slidheppick Snobs
Snubbing Oilyfart the lord of Flatulence
Swadwaddle Cumlybum
Tagriss Slinwuzzo
Baffertazerak
Luibus fuimotuodad
Twodicks Turpentine
Bradfork Torgmerriguld
Rottoncock Roosterhead
Fiethcher The outhouse rapist (He molests outhouses)
Flerbert Dingbat
Sineater the sacrilichious
Nice Ike the friendly devourer of souls
The Grim Herb gerble shagger
Mooselips Mouseballs ]]> ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9882943/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9882943/ Mon, 28 Aug 2006 09:59:19 PDT
Wazzlid
Jerratorzerack
Ledwillofiz
Gleimy twotoes
Zordear treestrain
whipcogress
Fledhebrazod
Deianezred
Heddock
Zomzom'Ludhoragom
Quazfleppin the terrible devourer of tiny worlds and huge men
Squazor the eater of cheese and cream
Wheinzered the maker of splinters
Nimblenose Droolssqorge wetter of beds
Bleimsnod the repugnant
Sladgerie dimsted the queasy
Lottledooth the toothless
Smiling Squidlips
Chicken lips the destroyer
Fishteeth Targeeth maker of boils
Squalidifus poverty broker ]]> ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9870361/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9870361/ Sun, 27 Aug 2006 07:46:36 PDT ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9849648/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9849648/ Fri, 25 Aug 2006 10:52:39 PDT ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9694068/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9694068/ Fri, 11 Aug 2006 18:08:09 PDT ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9565049/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9565049/ Tue, 01 Aug 2006 11:18:26 PDT ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9476933/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9476933/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 09:18:15 PDT
I have been to college twice and I am still making barely enough to live on. Fuck, Fuck fuck, wow, I started ranting... I really started going there.

Anyone watch the news this weekend, Bush gives the Isrealis bombs and takes part in UN missions at the same time. That pretty hypocritical. I wish people would keep there noses out of wars they have no right to take part in. Let them sort it out and then offer a hand when they have settled things. Humans need to fight it out on there own terms some times.

Fuck I am ranting, its helping my sadness, I feel a little better, what odds, I am gonna have a beautiful baby, and life will get better. ]]> ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9436880/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9436880/ Thu, 20 Jul 2006 11:49:03 PDT ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9375206/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9375206/ Fri, 14 Jul 2006 12:09:33 PDT ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9354156/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9354156/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 12:27:22 PDT ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9336002/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9336002/ Mon, 10 Jul 2006 19:08:47 PDT ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9299977/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9299977/ Fri, 07 Jul 2006 09:14:38 PDT ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9291485/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/9291485/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 11:34:29 PDT ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/8920737/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/8920737/ Tue, 30 May 2006 12:49:59 PDT ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/8883010/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/8883010/ Fri, 26 May 2006 11:39:05 PDT ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/8486086/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/8486086/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 06:32:24 PDT ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/7932889/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/7932889/ Sat, 18 Feb 2006 09:39:15 PST
Finger tips hold the power of all things, the universe to be controled at a whim, we can all be as mighty as gods for but a moment if we let love in. ]]> ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/7907129/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/7907129/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 13:58:15 PST ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/7788182/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/7788182/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 08:11:00 PST ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/7761048/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/7761048/ Tue, 31 Jan 2006 12:37:38 PST ~carlmcintyre http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/7719793/ http://carlmcintyre.deviantart.com/journal/7719793/ Fri, 27 Jan 2006 04:32:38 PST
With heated terrible pleasure the beast did hunt, its back bone bent like a cats on the run, its legs curled as it threw its great long wiry frame down the mountain paths and through the thick dark woods of its home it sped with a tireless purpose, to hunt, to be remembered, to whisper with the voice of a child in the darkness. “I’m lost mister, can you help me?” Often the last words heard by the deadly carnivore as its nearly human visage covered in grassy fur poured like a raging river of blood upon its victim. Emaciated and terrible it ate with endless hunger, the spirit of famine given life the Jaggaunnajungwotta lord of the mice. ]]> ~carlmcintyre