http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:casim&section=today deviantART RSS for by:casim en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 02 Dec 2009 16:41:14 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/25621587/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/25621587/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 05:02:55 PDT 1. Alyssa and I have decided on the date of our wedding... June 26th of 2010!
2. I have started to work on making my own RPG based off of the series that I have been working on all these years A.K.A. Verico Wars. (Hopefully it will get picked up by Wizards Of The Coast or White Wolf.)
3. I have decided on my career... Police Officer! And I believe it is a sound decision.
4. I am going to attempt to draw a newer version of THE-TRIO-OF-GOD-DAMN-GREATNESS!!! Hopefully that won't disappoint when it gets submitted.
5. I am getting my own Chinchilla on Thursday!!!! Woot Woot! My own pet!!!! This will be my second pet of my very own in my life! And this one will be around even after my children graduate or not long before. Her name is Lumena and she's gonna be awesome!
The Wedding is going to be huuuuuuuge if everyone shows up (over 300 people 142 people on my side alone are invited) But of course not everyone is going to be able to make it but I do sincerely hope that allot of them do. The invitations will be sent out shortly after we figure up all of Alyssa's guests. Be advised now that if you do not RSVP you will not be able to get into the wedding be you friend or family member. We are planning everything according to how many people RSVP so when you receive yours please reply immediately. But if that is not possible we will be waiting till six weeks before the wedding to get everyone’s RSVP's after that the window is closed. I don't mean to sound like a douche when it comes to that but it's really really important to Alyssa that everything goes off without a hitch and that goes for me as well. The numbers have to be right so that wee know how much of everything we have to get (food for the reception, Size of the location, seating for the reception, and of course the guest list which will be checked by whomever is at the door) Like I said I really hope allot of you guys 9and you know who you are) make it. I'd love to see you there. It means the world to me.


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]]> ~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/21943305/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/21943305/ Fri, 12 Dec 2008 07:34:21 PST As I logged on to my computer today I saw what appeared to be just a pic of the beloved and always fantasized about Bettie Page. When I looked to see what the article was about I just burst into tears. Miss Bettie Page is dead at 85. I for one have always admired her stunning beauty and her alure. A woman who gave pour saps like me something to dream about. The perfect woman. Miss Bettie Page...Let us hope and pray that you are in a better place now.


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... ]]> ~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/21820548/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/21820548/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 18:05:54 PST Alyssa went out and bought us a printer/copier/scanner so you are about to be hit with wave after wave of all the crap I had been wanting to submit over the past several years!!!
Woooooohhhooooooo!!!!
Yeah!!!



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ya cheap bastards. But I love ya anyways.

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... ]]> ~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/20238030/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/20238030/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 14:57:59 PDT Alyssa and I have been together now for almost nine months now! :woot:
Things have been up and down as they go but I can't complain.
I've been talking to my good buddy Zac and thus have been getting back into writing and drawing.
I've got a couple of projects in the works right now.
Not turning out as good as I had hoped but I've also been out of the game for almost a year now as well.
But I can say they won't dissapoint.
Zac's coloring a coupl of drawings for me which I always apreciate.
Thanks buddy!!!
I also have been getting some writing help from my good buddy Andy (english major)
and so far he said that from what he's seen so far that it has potential.
Sweet!!!
I'm also going to be joining a Ska band with Andy as back-up vocals and trumpetier!
Yeah baby yeah!!!
And Andy has offered up his scanner for me to update some old pics in.
Hahahaha sweet victory!
So peace out all my nigs and take care new art and some old school stuff should be comeing at ya soon!

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ya cheap bastards. But I love ya anyways.

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And my Quote is:

I just wish I had my old shitty car still and all of us were hanging out mexi-packen in the cougar with Brian/Garret in the trunk causing trouble wherever we went and reeking havoc across Clearwater as we once did.
But I realize that although those times are over and most of the old group has seemed to fade into nonexistence the memories are still there and that is what has gotten me through the tough times.
All you guys made my life bearable and I think that that can help you and everyone else bear the tough times.

]]> ~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/18193993/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/18193993/ Tue, 06 May 2008 09:53:49 PDT Well for those of you who don't know I'm no longer single.
Yes we are very happy together and yes things are going very well.
Life could not be better.
We're getting an apartment together and I'm getting my phone turned on soon (razor oooooooooo....drools).
Plus she has a scanner so I can finnaly fucking update!
And thank you to my buddy Zac Ricci who has selflessly updated my account for me a few times now.
The last one was the best hehe.
I'm hoping that with this new place I can finnaly have people over and not have to worry about my family coming over either.
To all of my friends in Florida... I love you guys and miss you all and I hope you all come to visit me soon.
I've visited you guys every time that I've lived up here.
So now that I have my own place it would be nice for you guys to come see me for a change.
Plus Alyssa would like to meet all of you.
So drop me a note or something ok.
Peace niggas!!!

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ya cheap bastards. But I love ya anyways.

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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/15834804/ Fri, 07 Dec 2007 13:27:03 PST I'm back up in good ol Indiana sooner than expected.
I've been back here since October but the dial-up in the house sucks... yes dial-up
but it's a computer and I have acsess to a scanner!
yes a scanner!
Updates Updates Updates!!!
I'm going to be putting in some of my more recent art and some older stuff that I never got to post.
It feels good.
I'm also making a killing at work and will soon be out on my own.
And once I do that a computer of my own and I'll be learning how to better improve my art through photoshop woohhooo.
I know I'm late but what can I say.
So far my presence has gone unnoticed by those that I would rather not see.
But I am running into all of my old friends and even some from elementry school.
sweet.
I'm out of work for the week though.
Tendinitis in my shoulder.
but not the wrist hehehe oh...Ment for drawing.
Love life........nonexistent as usual but that's ok.
I may have money but that's startup money.
To all my friends in FL I love you all and miss you terribly.
To my friends up here woohoo I'm back nigga!
Wish me luck folks.

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ya cheap bastards. But I love ya anyways.

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~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/14028432/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/14028432/ Sun, 05 Aug 2007 12:33:53 PDT I had like 2,075 deviations to check at once!
Life's life for now but getting better.
I'll be back in ol Indiana by November but I'm taking some of you motherfuckers with me.
That is if you don't mind the winter and we all don't try and kill eachother.
whoever wouldn't mind just send me an e-mail or call me.
I haven't drawn a damn thing for 7 or 8 months.
Holy fucking shit!
I am totaly out of practice.
But I know the solution.
I'm buying another sketch book and turning it into another community one.
That should reinspire me.
and everyone always loves adding to those.



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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/10338621/ Mon, 09 Oct 2006 15:54:13 PDT I've lost many friends but kept quite a few as well.
I'm single again but not all to broken up about it...anymore.
I'm getting my car back tommarrow and I will start working on it the day after.
fix it then trade it in for a 3000 GT
TWIN TURBOS BEYATCH!!!!!
Woooooohooooo!
and in May...I'll be back in Good ol Indiana.
Life is good otherwise.
I've been pot free for more than two and a half months and lifes been better since. hopefuly one of these days I'll be able to get my own computer and scanner
because I have been drawing more lately and writing feaverishly.
I want to get that signing and the only way is the copywrite and presentation.
but it takes soooo damn long.
I wish my ol buddy Zac still comunicated with me.
I have to give it to him.
He helped me alot more than I thought.
And I think we both inspired eachother with our material every time we hung out.
But now I guess it's all up to me.
Zac if you're still out there bro
I hope that when you went to find yourself you realized who your friends are as well.



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~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/9294445/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/9294445/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 16:43:46 PDT That's right I'm now able to actually walk into a resteraunt sit down and ask "what kind of liqor do you have?"
I'm back with STACI!!!!!!!
I'm the happiest motherfucker on the whole damn planet!
We've been together for that past month.
And it's rocked!
I got transfered.
no I'm not managment but I got a raise from $7.25 to $8.25 in a days time!
My best friend is married now and my friend savanah is married now.
I'm an uncle.....AGAIN!
My best female friend is moving down here next year.
and I believe Zac and I will finnaly get back to hanging out again.
And I've been delving back into my writing.
I've got to say I've improved.
Oh and for the first time in over a year I got into a fight..... And the pussy squealed for help at the end.
Not a bruise on me.
Yay for me.
love to you all I'll catch yal later.
PEACE!!!!!


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~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/8450079/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/8450079/ Wed, 12 Apr 2006 15:14:39 PDT and a scanner. damnit!
oh well.
dooop de doop.
I can't wait till june 9th.
then I can acually be able to say "yes officer that is my beer....wanna fight about it." hehehe it makes me giggle inside.
Life goes on as always.
I had to babysit my friend on her B-Day.
and keep her ass out of trouble.... (immposible) I did ok until she got to drink 4.
yeah she's a light weight but what can you do.
I'm just tired of having to be the adult to someone who is 2 years older than me.
Fucking rediculouse! and yes I'm sure I misspelled that but I don't care.
I'm just glad she had a good time and it's over.
HAND ME MY LIQUOR DAMNIT!!! glug glug glug.....aaaaaaaahhhhh that's better. hehe (that's how I was able to put up with it.)
yes I am an alcoholic ....no I'm not jk
Oh a bit of awsome news.
In one year I will be my own fucking manager and I'll have my own little pion to follow my orders. But I'll be nice.
No my boss is training me to take over when he moves.
that meens $16-? per hour. And trust me it keeps going higher.
and the perks rock!
God fucking bless Publix!

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ya cheap bastards. But I love ya anyways.

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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/8218296/ Wed, 22 Mar 2006 15:57:56 PST I'm not going to comment on the favorites i make until I get some God Damn comments on my shit!
I seriously want the criticism be it positive or negative.
I want to know how I can improve or what I need to improve on.
as far as my art work goes.
So if you really give a damn then say something.
Leave a comment on a dev or two.
I would appreciate it greatly.
Thank you.

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ya cheap bastards. But I love ya anyways.

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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/8016853/ Mon, 27 Feb 2006 10:27:53 PST Those of you who have seen or talked to me within the past three days are well aware of what has transpired within this past week.
Sheer psycho shit thats what.
It's like being in a bad romance slash horror movie.
Needless to say for obvious reasons I'm not nameing anyone.
Lets just say things didn't end well a certain person showed up and then the cops were involved.
I never ever want to go through that again.
But any ways WHAT'S CRACKEN PEOPLE!?
I haven't been on in a while.
I'm on myspace now.
I'm back out and single.
And now that I am I'm sleeping quite well.
I was up for five days and starting to see shit that wasn't there.
So yeah good decision.
Any ways I'm trying to start up a D&D campaign with some old friends and some new ones.
Crack on dice whoooaaahooooo!
Wish me luck.
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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/7163260/ Sun, 27 Nov 2005 23:36:16 PST I bet you thought I fell off the face of the earth.
Nope sorry.
Things are going pretty damn good.
I've got a new car Jess and I will be seeing each other in a couple months.
It's been a looooooooong wait but it'll be worth it.
I really wish she could be down here on a more permanent basis but hopefully not too far off in the near future maybe.
Life has gone on much as it always has these past few months.
I heard that they are only releasing Advent Children to PSP and that PISSES ME THE FUCK OFF!
I'm not buying a $200 system that has crapy little games and plays DVDs just to see the one fucking movie that I've dreamed about for the past two years.
But lucky me.
I've found a way around it as have many others.
But you'll have to figure that out for yourselves.
But don't worry.
If you really are a diehard fan you will.
I just can't wait till Jess gets down here.
The one thing I want more than anything is to see her.
Just to touch her and hold her just once.
That would truly bring me peace.
And what would make me happy is if a certain person would give his good buddy and brother of destruction a fucking phone call.
Hell if that person would give any of us in the group a phone call.
Without us having to track him down a catch him by surprise.
Because I'm not pissed at him.
I don't hate him.
I'd just appreciate a god damn phone call!
I'm sure most of the rest of the group feels the same as me.
I'm sorry that there are no new submissions guys but one of these days I'll have a computer of my own and a scanner of my own.
But when I do I'd appreciate some commentary and possibly a favorite every now and again.
I was looking through all of my deviations and I think only one was favorited and the ones that were really commented on were ones that someone else had edited.
It kind of hurts.
That and considering the only person who actually thought most of my drawings were good was that same person that I can't get a hold of.
But hey I guess that's just how it is.
No matter how good you are or how talented you may be.
There’s always someone better than you.
I'm reminded of that every time I come here or anywhere else for that matter.
But that's life.
And it all depends on how you live it.
And that's why deep down the only opinion that really matters to you is your own.
You are your own best friend and worst critic.
And I depart saying this....


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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/6039737/ Tue, 26 Jul 2005 13:06:20 PDT It's been A while I know but hey it's hard to get to a computer theses days.
Anyways Jess was down here for about a week and there were complications with her bus and the hurricane.
But she arived safely and that's what matters.
I was really worried.
Anyways we didn't get to go everwhere that I really wanted to take her but I did introduce her to alot of my friends.
Apparently there was a vote by those who shall remain nameless on the fact that she is to good for me.
And I'm very hurt by that.
But I'm not going to get pissed off and yell but I'm also very dissapionted.
And I hope to God that you guys wouldn't really do such a thing.
I would hope you guys had enough respect for me not to do that.
But anyways we're still together things are going pretty good and I'm gonna try and get her down here permanently within a few weeks.
In other news I haven't touched my sketch book in a while but I have been revising some of my scripts.
Still trying to save up for a car and my first tattoo.
I also want to get something for Jess but I don't know what.
Ideas welcome.
I'm short a group of friends now but that's no big deal.
That's what happens when you say my dream is bullshit.
anyways that's all for today.
take care
and safe journy


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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/5769918/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 08:58:45 PDT Life is a very very complicated pain in the ass.
You can tottaly dissregaurd the previouse journal entry.
We've talked and she's coming down to visit on the 11th.
I've got some time that I can take off of work by then.
other than that...Just sitting around on my ass at Andrews playing Diablo2 (and kicking ass might I add)
bye bye



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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/5722509/ Wed, 22 Jun 2005 10:33:43 PDT I'm done!
I'm ending it now!
She's not the same!
I'm too damn buissy working and shit.
Hell I don't even have the time to end it between work and sleep I can't even call and end it!
Gaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!!
I'm just gonna remain single for the rest of my life!
And Fuck the dream I'll find an alternate route to happyness.



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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/5653614/ Wed, 15 Jun 2005 07:34:33 PDT Well I'm Back in good ol FL and things have been progressing well.
I've got a job.
I'm getting a car right after I get my first two paychecks.
I'm 20 now Woooohooooo.....still can't drink legally.
There are some negatives though.
Like between Jess and I.
But I'm going to save you guys the melodrama on that one.
I'll keep that between the two of us.
I may be getting a second job working with my buddy brian and earning $15 an hour.
Kickass.
finnaly got to play some D&D.
God I've missed it.
Anyways hangen out with Sammy A.K.A. My little bro.
So fair the well friends.


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... ]]> ~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/5409549/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/5409549/ Fri, 20 May 2005 07:04:49 PDT I have decided do to the advice of my father and my grandma to go down and leave Jess up here for six months and establish things.
But now it seems I'm gonna have to work even harded because her dad wants to uproot the family and move to New York.
uuuuuuh no!
I don't fucking think so!
I've got a really really bad feeling about that one.
so like a week before he plans on doing that I'm getting my happy ass back up here to get Jess and get the fuck back to where we should be.
The last day I saw her was wednsday and I was supposed to see her today but they won't let NC senoirs back in so I don't know if I would have had a chance of seeing her.
Whats worse is that I won't be able to see her till friday of next week and then I'm gone.
God I "HATE" moving!
I want to just steal her away from all this... and if I could I would.
I just hope that I'm doing the right thing.



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~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/5336522/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/5336522/ Thu, 12 May 2005 07:26:32 PDT Guess what to all you mofo's down in florida town best be ready to help me unpack on the 30th of this month cause I'm coming back and Jess is coming with me!
I'm back byatch!
And I'm getting my diploma on the 27th!!!
Yay graduation!
bout damn time!
Happyness all around!



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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/5265310/ Wed, 04 May 2005 13:28:34 PDT Casim here just chiliaten.
I was sick Tuesday till Saturday with an ache like you wouldn't beleave!
But by luck I got a temp friday night and my fever broke and all was well in the world.
Then I went to the dojo to hang with some buddys and now we've started a Rifts campain.
Seems like it will be fun.
Sunday I got to spend the night out with Jess (gigglesjapangirl) and I convinced my dear ol dad to let me have the car for the night.
so we drove around and did pretty much nothing but it was good all around anyways cause She was there and I was driving.
Today was a little different.
Since I wasn't able to spend much time with her last week cause of my illness I decided to be realy afectionate.
And in doing do she didn't understand.
She said she was worried about me.
But I just wanted to be close.
I love her so hey I'm gonna show it.
As for my art it's in the shop getting fixed by my prefered expert sir Zac.
So it'll be a little longer....(he's probably still staring at Hareas tits) but it'll be hear soon.
so love peace and chicken grease folks.

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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/5183646/ Mon, 25 Apr 2005 08:10:08 PDT In other news my girlfriend is now an official deviant. gigglesjapangirl is her name on DA and she needs an avitar so if anyone can help her out please do.


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~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/5033135/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/5033135/ Fri, 08 Apr 2005 10:08:01 PDT My dad's doing better and he's outta the hospital and at home.
The doctors still can't seem to figure out what caused it to happen to him but they're working on it.
Things between Jess and I are better than ever.
I was talking to her mother yesterday and she and I get along pretty well and that's cool.
Her dad wants us to take a trip to Canada and see what we can do with $500. Wooaaah!
Graduations coming up soon and I'm soo excited.
I'm going to finnaly reach my goal which has elueded me for the past two years.
But any ways I'll catch you guys around next time.

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~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/4950397/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/4950397/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 08:13:08 PST He was on the verge of dieing from dehydration.
He's got a severe infection in both of his Kidneys and an in fection in his shoulder.
He gained 35lbs in fluids over three days and he's in the icu right now.
I've been watching over him and praying like hell.
So I'm asking you my friends wheather you believe in God or not just say a prayer for my father PLEASE!
Because believe it or not it helps.


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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/4804687/ Sun, 13 Mar 2005 18:21:18 PST heheh
Lifes been pretty good to me as of late.
Fauxy and I have been together since presidents day and things couldn't be better between us.
I'm takeing her out for sushi on the 21st for our first month together.
I got to meet her friend Kei from Japan yesterday and that was realy cool.
Fauxy is trying to teach me Japanese but I'm a slow learner.
It was really confusing when Kei and Fauxy started to talk to eachother in Japanese.
I personally didn't know what the hell they were talking about but that's ok cause she explained it to me afterwards.
State competisions are tomarrow and I'm a little nervous but otherwise ok.
It's gonna be fun and Fauxy's going to be there by my side the whole time.
I think I finnaly found out what love realy does feel like.
And I "love" it.
Adreil is trying to scan some drawings for me so I can finnaly update this damn site.
Can't wait till graduation.
May 27th
Freedom!
I'm moving out into a place of my own about a week after that.
Not in Fl like I planned when I was single but up here.
I'm going to go to a radio/TV college next spring and then to IU shortly after.
She got me sick on Thursday.
Now we both have strep throate.
But thats ok.
Just hope I feel better tomarrow.
Wish me luck in the competision!



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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/4577079/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 07:17:25 PST Oh yeah to make those lessfortunate souls like myself feel like the world took a giant crap on thier hearts.
19 years running
maybe year 20 will be different.
DOWN WITH VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!!!!!

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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/4412710/ Tue, 25 Jan 2005 15:39:41 PST The plot thickens hehehe
Well things inschool are just finebloody tastic hehe
We managed to get our little friend Adriel into a box this time.
He scared a few people and then was later triped over by Zack. (if i could post it I would)
Works ever the same.
I'm still in the midst of an artistic blank.
but hopefully I'll come around.
I've been worken out lately which is great.
But what the real kicker is when you enter a weight room a bunch of "tough guys" are worken out and then you power clean 385ls hoist above your head set it down slowly look around and everyone is starring with there jaws droped.
God it feels good.
since I've been working in produce I've put on some muscle and gained a crap load of strength.
I may just move back down to Florida after I graduate.
Get a brand spanken new car and a decent appartment. And set up a little art studio in one of the rooms.
Still single but what else is new.
Hopefully I can get my scketchy bookys to Zac soon.

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~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/4316433/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/4316433/ Fri, 14 Jan 2005 06:28:40 PST The trip to good ol FL was friggen great!
I loved it!
I got to see almost everyone.
Sam knocked all the wind outta me when he huged me.
And I got draged down by everyone in a bigass group hug.
I missed them all soo much and it felt great to see everyone again.
My last night there I hung out with the "old school crew" and we played pool went to steak & shake then went to a porn shop but it closed the second we got to the door.
Which kinda sucked because right next to the door was Bettie Page stuff and I was livid!
I wanted to see the Bettie! *crys*
But then we all went home and the next morning I spent some more time with my mom and my little sis.
I've finnaly got Reanimation.
My little sis bought it for me cause the dog ait it a year ago.
New years was lonely but still good.
I got sloshed with my good friends up here.
I watched Anger Management about a week ago.
It completely changed my way of thinking.
And now thanks to that I got two girls #'s within this week.
I'm soooooooo Happppyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!


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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/4013799/ Tue, 07 Dec 2004 18:50:47 PST For one I'M AN UNCLE!!!!!!!!!
Ehehehehehe now I can pass on my trickster skills on to the next generation.
Hehe uncle Will.... has a nice ring to it.
It's my big brothers kid.
it's 9 weeks into the 9 month period.
can't wait.
I'm dateing (not going out with just dateing) this realy pretty girl named Kali.
She's 18 and a little shy but that's good cause I am too.
The last date we went on was pretty good she had a great time and asked Amy when the next time all of us were available for another double date.
Well we are all available but Amy's gonna set it up so that it's just Kali and I.
I'm personaly gonna take some initiative on this and drive up to Lafayette and set the appointment up so that she can cut and die my hair.
She's attending a beauty school right now and should graduate in May.
I'm going down to good old FL soon.
My damn ticket costs $218.20
And thats with Southwestern
Lowest price I found.
I'll be ariving in the morning on the 24th and comeing back the 27th.
Soo in a sense I'm bying a $218.20 Christmas gift for my little sis and all my friends.
You all better be there and Apreciate the hell out of it.
I coulda got a new scanner instead.
but I'll take care of that next month.
I can't wait to see Stacy though.
I've got alot to talk about with her.
I guess I still realy miss her.
And from what I hear she still isn't over me either.
Who nows what the future holds in store for me.
All I can do is hope for the best and see it through
I like my Fathers descriptions of life.
"Hehe this is just bootcamp"
"It's been a real "interesting" journy soo far"


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I just wish I had my old shitty car still and all of us were hanging out mexi-pacen in the cougar with Brian/Garret in the trunk causeing trouble werever we wen't and reaking havoc accross clearwater as we once did.
but I realize that although those times are over and most of the old group has seemed to f... ]]> ~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3963751/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3963751/ Wed, 01 Dec 2004 11:48:01 PST licka pica papa zapa
waba daba daba.
hehehe.
say that three times fast.
See you guys in good ol FL around Christmas
peace out my niggas!

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I just wish I had my old shitty car still and all of us were hanging out mexi-pacen in the cougar with Brian/Garret in the trunk causeing trouble werever we wen't and reaking havoc accross clearwater as we once did.
but I realize that although those times are over and most of t... ]]> ~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3881352/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3881352/ Sat, 20 Nov 2004 20:09:15 PST it's been along ass time since I last posted any journals.
Well all has gone on in the world mauch as it has in the past.
I've got friends left and right trying to find me a girlfriend.
Which is all well and good but I would like to just get one on my own.
I'd like the self gradification of being capeable to get one myself.
arts still good but in sever need of a scanner.
I'm gonna see if nate can scan at leats the top ten deviantions over the past year.
hope you all like them.
I'm tired and worn out from the holiday shoppers.
I got the two days after christmas off and thats cool.
I'm flying down the day before christmas to florida and staying at Sammys and then first thing in the morning I'm gonna go to my moms knock on the door and screem it's the police open the fircken door!
and of course kate will know it's me cause I always used to do that.
And That'll be my gift to her and that'll be all the gifts all want.
I just want to see my little sister.
we've been separated for 5 months now and it hurts.
I love you guys.
I love all of my friends and supporters.
Because without all of you I wouldn't have much to keep me going.
So happy Holidays
Maybe I'll see some of ya soon
and you know who I meen


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~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3881347/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3881347/ Sat, 20 Nov 2004 20:08:51 PST it's been along ass time since I last posted any journals.
Well all has gone on in the world mauch as it has in the past.
I've got friends left and right trying to find me a girlfriend.
Which is all well and good but I would like to just get one on my own.
I'd like the self gradification of being capeable to get one myself.
arts still good but in sever need of a scanner.
I'm gonna see if nate can scan at leats the top ten deviantions over the past year.
hope you all like them.
I'm tired and worn out from the holiday shoppers.
I got the two days after christmas off and thats cool.
I'm flying down the day before christmas to florida and staying at Sammys and then first thing in the morning I'm gonna go to my moms knock on the door and screem it's the police open the fircken door!
and of course kate will know it's me cause I always used to do that.
And That'll be my gift to her and that'll be all the gifts all want.
I just want to see my little sister.
we've been separated for 5 months now and it hurts.
I love you guys.
I love all of my friends and supporters.
Because without all of you I wouldn't have much to keep me going.
So happy Holidays
Maybe I'll see some of ya soon
and you know who I meen


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~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3690373/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3690373/ Wed, 27 Oct 2004 21:27:56 PDT Life teaches us many things.
Sometimes what we don't realize is that the big G O D man himself is trying to send us a message and guide us in the right direction.
Of course everyone including myself on a few occasions expects him to just send us the message with a big booming voice or a big ass billboard in the sky.
Well the voice is ringing throughout space and shaking the whole damn planet.
It's just that we're too damn preoccupide with ourselves and our own interests to hear what the hell he's saying to us in the first place.
Sometimes we just need to stop and listen.
Because sometimes the message is soo obvious that we miss it entirely.
I know I've been doing it for years and just like a parent who's teenage kid wont listen god is punishing me and kicken my ass so that I will fucking listen.
I've been wakeing up to nightmares lately and it's been sort of a wakeup call.
But I've got the message and I'm on the right path.
Just waiting for the rest of his guiding arrows to point which way to go from here.
Lifes too short to spend it all on just thinking about yourself and what you "want".
Focus on what you "need" and think of others more often and you'll see a big change in your life for the better.
And always try to do the "right" thing
not what "you" feel like and not what "others" feel like either.
Do the "right" thing.
What you truely 100% believe is the right thing to do.
Then and only then will you be at ease.
Because doing the right thing makes you feel a hell of alot better.

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~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3622822/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3622822/ Mon, 18 Oct 2004 21:06:36 PDT Life's too damn short to spend it crying and broading over a girl like I used to do all the time.
To my friends that have backed my decision thank you.
Those that didn't well I'm sorry you guys couldn't understand.
Either way I want to put it behind me.
I got promoted at work!
The manager told me I was doing such a kick ass job up front that I get promoted to produce and that I may just get a raise as well.
I also have other great news!
I go on the air on the 26th for WJEL 89.3
It's called the Power Jam
My DJ name has become that of one of my characters.
DJ Calvin Crisis.
Everyone here knows me as both Will and Calvin so I decided to kick the nickname up a knotch.
I'll be reading off the news, entertainment updates, and sports.
I'll also get to mix up the music.
I'll end up getting my own Dj title real soon and that meens that I can select my own damn music as long as it's approved my the teachers.... but it will so thats all friggen great!
I also have some bad news.
My evil mother saw an e-mail that I sent my little sister about mom and now she won't let Katie e-mail my father and I.
But we'll figure out a way to get back in touch.
We Georges always do.
She's also comeing up with my big sis and her husband.
Weeeeee!
Brittany and I are developing a close relationship that will soon become a boyfriend/girlfriend relasioship.
We both work about the same hours our jobs are right next to eachother and she's looking for someone who can actually be there when she needs him.
Well she and I have already agreed that I'm just the man for the job.
She's pro life too.
which comforts me.
Oh and at work I control my own breaks.
As long as there is someone else there and the shelves are stocked with produce I can take a break whenever I like.
But I keep it to a minimum so that I can Get more hours.
When I do my DJ thing I'll record it and send it to my friends that want to hear it.
Just let me know so that I know how many tapes I need.
Until next time my friends.

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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3587044/ Thu, 14 Oct 2004 07:40:26 PDT In the words of my father "the whole damn world's gonna burn in hell i guess."
Any ways. I want to talk to Jessica about how I feel.
I guess I still like her but it's still hard to speek without feeling some anger.
I just heard about Kate and I'm damn glad she's ok.
I know one thing I've learnd in life is sometimes you have to give up some things that you realy don't want to
to be happy
And that seems to be the case with Jess.
I do know that "if" we were to hook up then there would be no sex.
for obvious reasons.
But yeah right now I'm working on one of my promos for WJEL here in school.
It's damn hard but worth it.
So I'll write again later.

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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3571439/ Thu, 14 Oct 2004 07:28:21 PDT Murder is murder people.
Now I did make the decission to give up on wanting to date Jessica however I did not give up on being friends with her.
My decission had nothing to do with beliefs.
It had to do with right and wrong.
If I chose who I liked based on beliefs I wouldn't have many friends.
So in retrospect I've been very mature.
I'm still friends with her.
I hold no Ill will agaist her.
And I don't think she's a bad person.
But I don't want to be with someone were if something should happen they would just go for that option istead of the others.
Leslie and I would have had a baby together but she has somethings wrong with her body and because of that the child wasn't even born.
If we'd gotten to a doctor soon enough we could have had it transfered to someone else who would have gladly had the child.
There are always other options besides murder.
I know that at least those other options give the child a fighting chance to live and have a life and experience all that this wourld has to offer them.
Lifes too precious to give up because it wasn't concieved at a conveenient time in someones life.
Always consider the other options.
They're free you know. so don't make excuses.
My parents could have aborted me.
My dad didn't want any more kids after his first wife left him.
but I was conceeved and I was born and now I'm a writer/artist who has touched several lives and saved some.
Think about that.
Think of how wonderful those millions of aborted children could have become someone that you could be proud of or hell they even could have been your best friend.
It could have been you.
So just think about that before you judge me.
I'm not immature and not some fucking Nazi who thinks that just because of someones "beliefs" I won't like them.
My decissions are based off of right and wrong and I always try to be in the right side.
I love my friends and wouldn't trade them for the world.
Remember that.

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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3562969/ Mon, 11 Oct 2004 07:05:34 PDT I've given up on Jessica
She's pro abortion and I do not agree with that at all.
I'll catch ya'll later

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I just wish I had my old shitty car still and all of us were hanging out mexi-pacen in the cougar with Brian/Garret in the trunk causeing trouble werever we wen't... ]]> ~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3514891/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3514891/ Mon, 04 Oct 2004 21:15:48 PDT I'm serious this time I'm gonna fricken do it!
I'm asken her out tommarrow and thats that.
I was talken to my buddy Nate and he told me that she wants me to make the first move
So you know what damnit.
That's exactly what I plan to do!
And this is how I'm gonna say it.
"Jessica You and I have been in the same class for the past two some odd months and over that time I've grown to like you more and more and well since you like Japanese so much I have this to say " Sugoku suki! Kimi-no-koto Zembu Shiritai. Kirei-na me-dane. Sekushii-dane. Boku-to dekakenai?" (in translation) "I'm crazy about you! I want to know all about you. You have beautiful eyes. You're sexy. Will you go out with me?"
And then If she says yes then I'll say "Kisu shite-mo ii?" May I kiss you?
I hope she says yes.
Hell I'm memorizing a foriegn language just to ask her out so she damn well better say yes!
lol
No but I do hope she says yes cause that would be damn awsome and I would be happy as hell.
Oh by the way my buddy Nate is new to DA so you guys should go to his page and help him get aquainted with good ol DA.
He's a Juggalo like me so you'll probably think we're clones at times sometimes I think that my self but then I think hey I'm too pretty to be that fuckers clone hehehe
Just kidding but seriously check it out and help him feel welcome to the DA community.
And say A "BIG ASS" prayer for me tonite ok.


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... ]]> ~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3498481/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3498481/ Sat, 02 Oct 2004 21:03:01 PDT I got to hang with my cousins and the rest of the family.
I also got to do something else today.
I chatted up a storm with Fauxy for about an hour and that was great.
I learned a few insults in Japanese.
I'm gonna see if she can teach me Japanese for two reasons.
One. It gives me a chance to get closer to her.
And Two. It'll benifit me greatly when I actually get to talk to Ban-Dai.
I just hope that the same dude that discovered me before is still working there when I actually get the copywrite for my shows.
But yeah I think that there's definately something there between Fauxy and I.
I love the way she giggles.
I love her sense of humor.
I can't believe that I found a chick that likes anime as much as me.
I love her eyes.
They're an intense blue color and I love that.
Her smile.
She's just fricken awsome!
I hope things work out between us and our friendship developes into something more.
I really do.
I get to finnish my cashier training tommarrow!
No more bagging!
I get my first paycheck on thursday!
It won't be as big as my next one but it'll do.
I'm gonna get Fauxy a scketchbook and draw her something on the front page.
I hope she likes it.
Knowing her sense of humor I think she'll fall over laughing at the drawing.
She gets a kick out of that aingsty Shojoh anime stuff so I'm gonna draw that for her.
Wish me good luck ladies and gents.

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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3478378/ Thu, 30 Sep 2004 06:26:14 PDT Just sitting in class wiating for something interesting to happen.
Hope everyone else is having fun.

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I just wish I had my old shitty car still and all of us were hanging out mexi-pacen in the cougar with Brian/Garret in the trunk causeing trouble werever we wen't and reaking havoc accross clearwater as we once did.
but I realize that although those times are over and most of the old group has seemed to fade into nonex... ]]> ~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3465279/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3465279/ Tue, 28 Sep 2004 11:49:28 PDT Again I just got out of something serious and she has never been in a serious relationship herself.
Her B-Day is Thursday.
18th B-Day.
uh huh oooooh yeeeeaaaaah.
(that's what I said when she told me it was her 18th and she giggled)
So thats going well.
Work ...... well I've almost become completely certified to become a cashier.
Right now I'm stuck being a bag boy but thats ok.
I'd rather do that than have to ring all the shit up.
But I was outside yesterday on my smoking break puffing away at my forth clove in the past two/three months when I saw an old lady with a cane trying to open her door to get her groceries inside her car.
Now I'm a realy nice guy but the thought crossed my mind that I didn't want to spend my break helping people out when I could be relaxing and taking my fucking break.
But once again I'm a realy nice guy.
So I killed my clove and I hadn't even smoked half of it *crys* and quikly ran up to her and said "excuse me ma'am may I be of asistance?"
She looked at me and replyed "Oh thank you soo much sweety"
I opened the door put the groceries up took the cart to the rack and even went as far as to go back to her and open her front door for her so she could get in easyer.
After that she rolled down her window started her car then looked at me with an almost sad/joyful look in her eyes and said " I knew a young man who was just as sweet as you.
That young man was my husband. All them boys should be just like you and him."
Then she asked if I was married.
I looked at my hand and realized that I was wearing my ring on the wrong finger all day.
I told her that I wasn't and that I was only 19.
She said " Well when you do get married she'll be a lucky gal."
I almost cryed myself.
So i said to have a great day and God bless and she pulled off and went home.
And I put the ring back on my middle finger.
I never felt better helping someone out more than I did at that moment.
I guess sometimes it's alright being the nice guy.
Sure I get walked on alot and bullshit always seems to follow me around but people like that old lady make it worth it.
I can only hope I meet a woman as kind as her.

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~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3432317/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3432317/ Thu, 23 Sep 2004 20:56:52 PDT Woahooo!
I've also finnaly welled up enough balls to ask Jessica out tommarrow.
Wish me luck with that.
I start training next week.
Yay!
I'm gonna have money!
money money money money moooooney MONEY!
hehehe.
I finnaly got my hands on some cloves!
Yay yummy tastey cloves!
Anyways.
I've been stuck at home all day but thats alright.
I've been writing my D&D side story that is a recreation of the very first campaign I ever participated in.
was my DM and haveing him for a Dungion Master is like walking through the gates of hell.
But in a good way.
He threw all kinds of shit in our way but we all seemed to pull through somehow.
And the conversations were the abousolute funniest fucking things in the world.
For example.
You ever have to do afavor for a Jewish female blue dragon going through menopause.
Well we did and 90% of the time I was laughing so hard my eyes were full of tears and I thought I was gonna piss myself every three seconds.
Well anyways.
I have to give a shout out to the orrignial D&D crew
To Rob, Matt, Andrew, Kevin, Primo, and Jon.
It was a pleasure playing with you guys and maybe one day we will all turn on the TV and see our very own game as an Anime show.
Well thats about it.
Pray for me as far as Jessica and the story goes.
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~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3413954/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3413954/ Tue, 21 Sep 2004 12:57:30 PDT I got a Indiana State ID
I got my job.
I am now brittanys' official model for her photo class.
I took ISTEP testing and I'll have to for two more days.
This will have been the 12th time this month that I've had the damn dream.
God I wish I was older and married so I'd stop haveing the damn thing and actually get to see my wife and four kids.
Oh well I'll just have to deal with it till all that happens then it "should" go away.
Anyways hey if anybody knows where the Indiana preferably the Lebanon Indiana D& D groups are let me know ok.
I haven't played in such a long time.
Oh and another question.
Anybody from this town or live here now?
It's a shot in the dark but hey worth asking.
Any ladies from this town or live here now?
hehe.
Well I tried.
Can you blame me?
I switch to the radio part of my broadcasting class next week.
Wish me luck.
Well any ways I'm gonna keep pursueing Jessica Fox cause she is nice and as far as I do know she likes me.
Well thats it for today.
ciao!
Doesn't that sound cheesy?
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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3413952/ Tue, 21 Sep 2004 12:57:17 PDT I got a Indiana State ID
I got my job.
I am now brittanys' official model for her photo class.
I took ISTEP testing and I'll have to for two more days.
This will have been the 12th time this month that I've had the damn dream.
God I wish I was older and married so I'd stop haveing the damn thing and actually get to see my wife and four kids.
Oh well I'll just have to deal with it till all that happens then it "should" go away.
Anyways hey if anybody knows where the Indiana preferably the Lebanon Indiana D& D groups are let me know ok.
I haven't played in such a long time.
Oh and another question.
Anybody from this town or live here now?
It's a shot in the dark but hey worth asking.
Any ladies from this town or live here now?
hehe.
Well I tried.
Can you blame me?
I switch to the radio part of my broadcasting class next week.
Wish me luck.
Well any ways I'm gonna keep pursueing Jessica Fox cause she is nice and as far as I do know she likes me.
Well thats it for today.
ciao!
Doesn't that sound cheesy?
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http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3388085/ Fri, 17 Sep 2004 21:42:18 PDT But I can move on and better myself as a person and hopefully one day find a girl that won't break my heart.
All I can do for that is pray and believe that someone out there is listening.......
I'm sad lonely and still heartbroken from what happened between Leslie and I nut this has made things woarse and I just want the pain to end.
I want a woman to just walk up to me and tell "me" that everything gonna be alright and hold me as I hold her.
I want a woman who believes in God and has a heart of gold, eyes that shine like saphires, hair that glows like the first mornings light, a body like that of a godess, and a soul pure as the falling snow but warm with love.
That is the woman I seek.
That is the woman that I shall marry and spend the rest of my mortal days/afterlife with.
Does such a woman exist?
I don't know but I'm not gonna quit till I find her.
Just wish she'd walk up to me or at least find me so I can walk up to her.
I just want "true uncondisional love"
I want my soul-mate.
Well if your out there I'm right here.
help me find you......please.
Well now I'mm going to retire for the night and probably dream the same dream that I've been haveing since the day before freshmon year.
And I won't stop having it till I find her and have my celebration.
Wish me luck.

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By the way I'm going to be doing a project for my radio TV broadcasting class and the theme of it is friends and I was wondering if those who would still consider themselves my friends would like to help in the effort like photo's or video clips or whatever you would like to see in it.
The Major has already begun to help and I was just wondering if any of you guys would like to as well.
It won't be done till probably January due to limited time in my edit bay but around that time thats gonna be were i spend most of my class so get back at me ok guys.
Thanks

Love ya
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Oh hey one more thing.
I've got 3 major characters that could use one hell of a face lift.
So if anyone here feels that they could improve these guys in any way (and i do meen any)please feel free to do so. Cause I could realy use some new ideas.
Thank you.

Troy Bixler

[link]

Wriales Waurfeil

[link]

Miko Nakimora

[link]

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COOL PEOPLE

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MY FRIENDS
http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3372854/ Wed, 15 Sep 2004 19:45:37 PDT RAR RAR RAR RAR RAR RAR RAR RAR RAR ASS!
This sorta shit has got to stop happening to me all the damn time.
I get put up on a pedestle become the happyest motherfuck you ever met then .....well.....er...GAH!
GAH DAMNIT! GAH!
I believe I have just about had it with wemon!
I know that doesn't sound like me but it's begining to look like I'm gonna just have to finnaly give in and become a assholeish sexist pig just to get some god damn respect!
It seems that thats all girls are attracted to these days anyways.
Lower than dirt fuckheads who could give to shits about thier girl as long as they're fucken them!
The days of chivalry and heroism have gone and faded to the fucking winds!
Guys like me don't even get to finish last.
cause even all the "good girls" are too busy boinken the assholes to even realize that we are actualy good for their hearts, souls, and minds!
I've fucking had it!
Fuck chasing after them and fuck waiting for the right one I'm just gonna crawl into a fucking hole and rot.
if you wanna know why note me cause I'm not gonna waist the effort of explaining it to those that probably don't give a flying fuck.
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By the way aside from that I'm going to be doing a project for my radio TV broadcasting class and the theme of it is friends and I was wondering if those who would still consider themselves my friends would like to help in the effort like photo's or video clips or whatever you would like to see in it.
The Major has already begun to help and I was just wondering if any of you guys would like to as well.
It won't be done till probably January due to limited time in my edit bay but around that time thats gonna be were i spend most of my class so get back at me ok guys.
Thanks

Love ya
to all.

Oh hey one more thing.
I've got 3 major characters that could use one hell of a face lift.
So if anyone here feels that they could improve these guys in any way (and i do meen any)please feel free to do so. Cause I could realy use some new ideas.
Thank you.

Troy Bixler

[link]

Wriales Waurfeil

[link]

Miko Nakimora

[link]

........................................ ........................................ ........................
COOL PEOPLE

........................................ ........................................ .........................
MY FRIENDS
~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3369068/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3369068/ Wed, 15 Sep 2004 11:15:30 PDT Now I'm not entirly one way or the other on this but alot of it is true no matter how you feel or what your opinion is. So don't get offended ok. read it all and think about it in a none bias manner because it's true and sometimes you've gotta live with it.
Give me some feed back and tell me what you think of it.
And remember I didn't write it.

Bet you stand up and say HELL YEAH! after you read this.
I like big cars, big boats, big motorcycles, big houses and big campfires.

I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some governmental stooge with a bad comb-over who wants to give it away to crack addicts for producing more babies.

Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game.

I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts!

I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers.

The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America and see what happens. Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door.

I have the right "NOT" to be tolerant of others because they are different, weird, or tick me off. When 70% of the people who get arrested are black, in cities where 70% of the population is black, that is not racial profiling, it is the law of statistics.

I know what sex is, and there are not varying degrees of it. If I received sex from one of my subordinates in my office, it wouldn't be a private matter or my personal business. It would be "FIRED" immediately!

I believe that if you are selling me a milk shake, a pack of cigarettes, a newspaper or a hotel room, you must do it in English! As a matter of fact, if you want to be an American citizen you should have to speak English!.

My father and grandfather should not have died in vain so you can leave the countries you were born in to come over and disrespect ours.

I think the police should have every right to shoot your sorry ass if you threaten them after they tell you to stop. If you can't understand the order "freeze" or "stop" in English, see the above lines.

I feel much safer letting a machine with no political affiliation recount votes when needed. I know what the definition of lying is.

I don't think just because you were not born in this country, you are qualified for any special loan programs, government sponsored bank loans or tax breaks, etc., so you can open a hotel, coffee shop, trinket store, or any other business.

We did not go to the aid of certain foreign countries and risk our lives in wars to defend their freedoms so that decades later they could come over here and tell us our constitution is a living document and open to their interpretations.

I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake (in some ways), but so are movies and television, and that doesn't stop you from watching them.

I believe a self-righteous liberal or conservative with a cause is more dangerous than a Hell's Angel with an attitude.

I think Bill Gates has every right to keep every penny he made and continue to make more. If it ticks you off, go and invent the next operating system that's better and put your name on the building. Ask your buddy that invented the Internet to help you.

It doesn't take a whole village to raise a child right, but it does take a parent to stand up to the kid and smack his/her little ass when necessary and say "NO".

I think tattoos and piercing are fine if you want them, but please don't pretend they are a political statement. And please stay home until that new lip ring heals, I don't want to look at your ugly infected mouth as you serve me french fries!

I am sick of "Political Correctness" and of all the suck ups that go along with it. I know a lot of black people, and not a single one of them was born in Africa, so how can they be "African Americans"? Besides, Africa is a continent. I don't go around saying I am a European-American because my great, great, great, great, great, great grandfather was from Europe. I am proud to be from America and no where else.
... ]]> ~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3350109/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3350109/ Sun, 12 Sep 2004 19:02:24 PDT You ever have one of those days/moments were you felt like you were the sexiest damn thing to walk the earth.
Well that was my day.
Girls maken the googley eyes all friggen day!
Even my 3rd cousins were looken at me with that ooooooooo damn you soo fine look!
I know that sounds redneck as hell but it's realy not when you get down to genetics and how families work. But either way still thats friggen wierd!
I had my hair slicked back and a shnazzey suit on at church and even some of the "grown up" ladies were looken at we that way.
Then to top it all off.
Amber when she came to my door today asked me to come outside and as soon as we got past the steps she gave me a hug and groped my balls and said hey there long time no see.(in a very seductive voice)
We hadn't seen eachouther since wendsday and I had tortured the hell outta her (sensually) then tehehe. She wants me hehe.
I don't know whats going on but I don't want it to stop.
on a different note I was going through some old things and found some of my orriginal scripts and stuff!
Yay! *does the happy dance and takes a victory lap*
I've been writing for the most part of the day and my wrists are hurting but I don't wanna stop!
I'm on a roll and I aint stoppen till the fat lady sings!

Love ya
to all.

Oh hey one more thing.
I've got 3 major characters that could use one hell of a face lift.
So if anyone here feels that they could improve these guys in any way (and i do meen any)please feel free to do so. Cause I could realy use some new ideas.
Thank you.

Troy Bixler

[link]

Wriales Waurfeil

[link]

Miko Nakimora

[link]

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COOL PEOPLE

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MY FRIENDS
~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3328445/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3328445/ Thu, 09 Sep 2004 21:06:22 PDT Well so far things are going relativly good for me.
I found out that I can use the schools wheight room after school.
Yay weights!
I can get my muscles back into shape!
I'm getting to know Amber.
Who is she you ask well for right now shes just a friend but the end result will more likely than not be dating.
She's got a supermodel figure dark crimson hair Blue eyes that shine like jems and a voice that rivals Amy Lee's (Evanescense)
She's into to cars as much if not more that me!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee cars!
Finnaly some subject matter that I can talk about for hours and know what i'm saying.
She loves my art.
And is very freindly and kindhearted.
But don't cross her or your ass is grass.
A hot tuff girl!
Yay I say yay!
there was a kinda tuff part to my day today though.
Leslie had her friend call me since she couldn't call long distance to see how I was doing.
It's good to know she doesn't hate me.
Ashley asked me if Leslie and I were ever going to get back together and my reply was no.
Leslie has alot of growing up to do and she knows it.
And I finnaly found out the primary cause for all of this.
I fell in love with a girl when I was eight years old and all my life since then I fell more and more in love with her.
But then when I moved back and got to spend more time with her the more I realized that she was not the girl I fell in love with no this was a young woman that I had never known and probably never realy want to know the same way.
Oh another great quality in Amber.
She's not JEALOUS!
thank God for a trusting woman.
I swear to you she's stepped right out of my dreams and become a reality.
We've been geting to know eachother better and better every day for the past five days.
Brittany's pushing for us to go out together however Amber and I both feel that it would be best if we just kept single but close at least for another week or two.
It's the more proper way to do things.

Love ya
to all.

Oh hey one more thing.
I've got 3 major characters that could use one hell of a face lift.
So if anyone here feels that they could improve these guys in any way (and i do meen any)please feel free to do so. Cause I could realy use some new ideas.
Thank you.

Troy Bixler

[link]

Wriales Waurfeil

[link]

Miko Nakimora

[link]

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COOL PEOPLE

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MY FRIENDS
http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3304028/ Mon, 06 Sep 2004 21:08:08 PDT rough.
tough
and unfare
But It's still worth living.
I've found countless reasons to keep going on when I thought about giving up and quiting on life.
I realized that there's soo much more to it than what I've always believed.
Right know as I write this Journal entry several people are sheltering their children and preying to God that they make it through the night.
My friends and my little sister are down in Florida and theres nothing I can do to help them or protect them as I would do If I was there.
If i was there I'd be riding my bike out in the raging storm.
just to make sure that everyone was ok.
I'd risk my life for my friends and family because they are the very ones who give my life meaning and purpose.
Just two of the many reasons I keep on living.
I could have given up on getting my diploma and could have just settled with a certificate of compleation.
But I didn't and because of that I have to take my senior year all over again for the third time.
You may think that thats pathetic "three years in a row what a loser"
But you know what I'm a winner
I'm a dreamer
I'm a positive example
Because I did not settle for less than what "I" deserve
I didn't give up.
And I never will.
you can ask any of my friends and they'll tell you I'm the most stuborn son-of-a-bitch they ever had as a friend.
But thats me.
and thats why I'm now in one of the coolest classes I ever had in my life.
Thats why I can now establish college credibility for my course of study.
I have time in my day to type and draw and live my life to it's fullest and help my father and my Grandmother live better lives.
And as long as I live in this home niether of them will suffer.
I wont have it!
I'm getting a job
I'm getting closer with God (bit by bit) but I'm still geting there.
And although Leslie and I's relationship has ended.
A new one may yet begin.
So I see hope in my future.
Still having my dream.
those of you that I've told about it.
you know what I'm talking about.
Since the day before my first year of highschool to this day It has come true and I intend on finishing it.
Theres hope for everyone in life.
you just have to find it within yourself.

Love ya
to all.

Oh hey one more thing.
I've got 3 major characters that could use one hell of a face lift.
So if anyone here feels that they could improve these guys in any way (and i do meen any)please feel free to do so. Cause I could realy use some new ideas.
Thank you.

Troy Bixler

[link]

Wriales Waurfeil

[link]

Miko Nakimora

[link]

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COOL PEOPLE

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MY FRIENDS
~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3227073/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3227073/ Fri, 27 Aug 2004 19:17:37 PDT
I hate myself and what I've done!
I have broken the heart of the girl that I have loved since elementary school.
I'm sure Leslie hates me now!
God I'm and asshole!
We were talking on the phone one night and she said some things that reminded me soo much of my mother
And thats the last person I want anyone to be like.
And so after that conversation I talked to my father cause I've always considered him to be a very wise man. And he told me that if she is not willing to work through the hardships and look at things in a more positive lite and be trusting then its not worth haveing the relationship.
And he's right God knows he's right.
And I can't stand the fact that I can't go to a party or hang out with my female friends without her going nuts cause she's untrusting.
Always asking "are there any girls there?" "what are thier names?" "did anything happen?"
I meen shit!
I feel like a convict that can't be trusted.
And I also understand that Daniel her previous boyfriend had hurt her realy realy bad.
He abused her in all kinds of ways.
If i'd had been here then It would never of happened
But thats not the case.
And she pushed me too far
So I told her that this kind of relationship between us could no longer go on and she begged me
She begged me to reconsider
But my mind was already made up.
And I told her that I still wanted to be friends like we were all these years and that I'd still be there for her but in a different way.
She asked if I would change my mind if she changed.
I said that from experience and see my dad's life repeat its' self through me I knew that people do not change for other people.
Then she hung up on me.
The rest of my statement was gonna be
They can only change for themselves.
And I was not gonna wait around and suffer while she did that.
But she didn't give me the chance to finish.
I haven't heard from her in two days.
God I wish big G would just smite me now.
But HE doesn't and so I must move on to being the same ol lonely single will that I used to be only now I've got some confidence.
But I still feel like a total and complete asshole.
She couldn't stop crying.
I even had her friend call her and make sure she was alright and she told me that Leslie was bawling up a storm and couldn't even understand half of what she said.
All she got out of her was that she still loves me and misses me "soooooooooo much".
But I feel that I made the right descision and I have to just tuff it out and move on with my life.
I'm still gonna protect her from assholes (even though I'm one now)
Just in a different way thats all.
I just want to be happy.
Is that too much to fucking ask for!?
Nothing new besides that.
oh and I take my placement test for work on wendsday but I not too excited right now.
I'll catch you guys later................................... ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ .......


Love ya'll
later folks
to all.

Oh hey one more thing.
I've got 3 major characters that could use one hell of a face lift.
So if anyone here feels that they could improve these guys in any way (and i do meen any)please feel free to do so. Cause I could realy use some new ideas.
Thank you.

Troy Bixler

[link]

Wriales Waurfeil

[link]

Miko Nakimora

[link]

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COOL PEOPLE
http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3195738/ Mon, 23 Aug 2004 13:39:29 PDT This typing crap is a pain in the ass!
Well things were pretty good this weekend but it kinda sucked too.
I only got to see Leslie for five minutes and I meen exactly that.
And it was our 11th year of dating anniversary.
And we didn't get to spend it together.
God I can't wait till I get a car of my own once again.
The films coming along great.
Open house is tonight.
That'll be fun.
I'm sending the sketch books and he'll sort out what the best deviations are and submit them along with the long anticipated fanarts that I owed you guys for soo long.
I'm soo sorry for that.
And yes not all of my arts gonna be submited just the ones that are worth posting.
That and it saves Zac a shit load of work.
Heck I can remember back when hed submit every time I made something new.
Well thats gonna change.
From now on only the "great" stuff will be put on this page.
And of course random crazy shit here and there.
tehehe.
Hopefuly I'll be able to get ahold of my little sis sometime soon.
I haven't talked to her since I moved and I actualy kinda miss her.
It's suprising isn't it.
Well anyways I gotta go.
Watching Underworld.
Love ya'll
later folks
to all.

Oh hey one more thing.
I've got 3 major characters that could use one hell of a face lift.
So if anyone here feels that they could improve these guys in any way (and i do meen any)please feel free to do so. Cause I could realy use some new ideas.
Thank you.

Troy Bixler

[link]

Wriales Waurfeil

[link]

Miko Nakimora

[link]

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COOL PEOPLE

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MY FRIENDS
http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3168402/ Fri, 20 Aug 2004 12:26:06 PDT Hopefully you folks might see some new stuff on this page for once.
That is if Zac and I can pull it off.
I'm hoping for zero problems as far as that goes.... you know like losing my sketch books in the mail or something like that. (god I hope that never happens)
I don't know what I would do if I lost my sketch books.
I'd have to seriously beat some ass.
I've almost done that to people who were threatening to throw them in a fire or like just the other day a kid tryed to run off with my new one (and thats the one with the fanarts and gifts in it)
I grabed him by the shirt and told him that if he didn't let go of it he would be sipping liquid meat through a straw for the next five months.
He droped it and we went our seperate ways.
(no one messes with the voices' sketchy bookies)
Any ways its my aunty and uncles anivercery on Saturday and that should be nice.
The whole family's going to celebrate.
I love this side of my family.
everyones soo close and they look after each other.
good qualities to expect from a family.
Although I wish my Florida family was like that.
oh well beggers can't be choosers.
Making our first film in Radio TV Broadcasting class and soo far it's great.
OH! Speaking of films I found the old camp fire tape that Rob, Kevin, and I made back in February.
That's still funny to this day. for those of you who know Kevin just picture him in just his boxers a night gown some boots a purple pimp hat and a giant candy cane walking stick walking around saying "Old man skippy time! Gon get down!"
and Rob pouring wax on a brick.
A classic moment to the end and I'll get to make copys when I get a camera. tehehe. prepair for the ultimate in funny.
I may get to see Leslie again tommarrow.
So far wev'e been tested in ways but we've managed to pull through.
She still says that she wishes she could she me more often.
But it's better than what things used to be like.
Well that's all for now folks.
Later.

to all

Somebody please if you have the time or just feel generous.
for almost a year i've been waiting for an individual (who shall remain nameless) to draw a fanart of
Cole Acavedo
[link]

&

Exavior Braddock
[link]

&

Sepheroth

All in on drawing and it never came to be. It was supposedly finished but never posted. I beg of you I've been wanting to see this fanart for a year now and no one has yet to acomplish it so if you feel like a little charity please feel free to do so.
I'm gonna keep this on my journal for about two weeks and if you wanna do it let me know if not then I'll just stop. Just hoping someone will do it. Please and thankyou.

Oh hey one more thing.
I've got 3 major characters that could use one hell of a face lift.
So if anyone here feels that they could improve these guys in any way (and i do meen any)please feel free to do so. Cause I could realy use some new ideas.
Thank you.

Troy Bixler

[link]

Wriales Waurfeil

[link]

Miko Nakimora

[link]

........................................ ........................................ ........................
COOL PEOPLE
<... ]]> ~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3135008/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3135008/ Sun, 15 Aug 2004 20:41:09 PDT Thank you buddy the site needed something new.
Things are rolling along damn well.
I'm not sick anymore.
The second day into my new class one of the teachers saw my drawings and asked me to design the T-shirt for my class and for WJEL
which is our radio station.
I got to talk to my friends today.
Zac congrads on catching Ruthies attention to your coloring abilities. way to go buddy I hope it turns out great.
And thank you Ruthie for spreading the word on my advice section.
My little second cousin had his B-day yesterday and that was cool now he's 3 years old and a little pistol to boot hehehe.
Church was alright today.
saw some of the girly's staring my way tehehe
*I've got a girlfriend* *I've got a girlfriend* *I've got a girlfriend* *I think to myself as the hot blonde gives me naughty looks* Damn!
hehehe
it made things go by faster in church.
the sermon was good but the pastor isn't as good as the one in Florida. But I'll get used to it.
Well that's all for now folks.
Later.

to all

Somebody please if you have the time or just feel generous.
for almost a year i've been waiting for an individual (who shall remain nameless) to draw a fanart of
Cole Acavedo
[link]

&

Exavior Braddock
[link]

&

Sepheroth

All in on drawing and it never came to be. It was supposedly finished but never posted. I beg of you I've been wanting to see this fanart for a year now and no one has yet to acomplish it so if you feel like a little charity please feel free to do so.
I'm gonna keep this on my journal for about two weeks and if you wanna do it let me know if not then I'll just stop. Just hoping someone will do it. Please and thankyou.

Oh hey one more thing.
I've got 3 major characters that could use one hell of a face lift.
So if anyone here feels that they could improve these guys in any way (and i do meen any)please feel free to do so. Cause I could realy use some new ideas.
Thank you.

Troy Bixler

[link]

Wriales Waurfeil

[link]

Miko Nakimora

[link]

........................................ ........................................ ........................
COOL PEOPLE

........................................ ........................................ .........................
MY FRIENDS
http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3057995/ Fri, 06 Aug 2004 13:19:20 PDT My balls just exploded all over the walls nothing to worry about (rubs spot were balls should be)
Leslie and I had one Hell of a day.
emphisis on the word hell.
But all is well now and she's doing fine.
Her fathers a jerkwad and need to go to hell.... but thats besides the fact.
still smiles all around.
I found the DJ mixing board I was looking for.
now I just need $1,945 and it'll be mine Alll Mine Ahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!
hehe sorry bout that got a little carried away.
Also awsome news.
I don't realy have to go to school and take eight classes.
I only have to take one class and it's in one of my favorite subjects Radio and TV broadcasting.
7:30 to 10:30 in the morning then it's off to work.
I have to go for a full year but it'll be worth it.
Right now I'm comeing down with what I think is a cold *sneeze* *sniffle*
but oh well I've had worse I'll just eat some chicken noodle soup and feel all better hehehe.
Well that's all for now.
Later folks.

to all

Oh hey one more thing.
I've got 3 major characters that could use one hell of a face lift.
So if anyone here feels that they could improve these guys in any way (and i do meen any)please feel free to do so. Cause I could realy use some new ideas.
Thank you.

Troy Bixler

[link]

Wriales Waurfeil

[link]

Miko Nakimora

[link]

........................................ ........................................ ........................
COOL PEOPLE

........................................ ........................................ .........................
MY FRIENDS
http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/3024770/ Mon, 02 Aug 2004 08:02:28 PDT Well things are running pretty smooth so far and school will be starting soon.
I've gotten to see Leslie almost every day and that feels fucking great!
I've been hangen with my good buddy Andy as well and have made all kinds of new friends.
I'm getting hit on by random girls on a regulare basis and getting the look of death from thier Slack-jawed bugger-eating moron boyfriends hehehe
But me And Leslie will be together for a very long time There's no threat of a break-up any time soon.
I should be hearing from CAT soon about work.
Only downside is that Leslies been tortureing me every damn day.
My balls are ready to EXPLODE!
I would never wish this feeling upon anyone.
oh well supposedly that will all change tonight tehehe.
Wish me luck folks
Love ya

to all

Oh hey one more thing.
I've got 3 major characters that could use one hell of a face lift.
So if anyone here feels that they could improve these guys in any way (and i do meen any)please feel free to do so. Cause I could realy use some new ideas.
Thank you.

Troy Bixler

[link]

Wriales Waurfeil

[link]

Miko Nakimora

[link]

........................................ ........................................ ........................
COOL PEOPLE

........................................ ........................................ .........................
MY FRIENDS
http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/2945092/ Thu, 22 Jul 2004 20:58:10 PDT I saw my old buddy Andy
And guess who just happened to show up and suprise me.
LESLIE!!!!!
Happyness has consumed me and no one can end it.
so now we are back together and all is well in the world.
Look Ruthie I'm happy!
for once in my life I have things going right in my life.
NOTHING can stop me now!

to all

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COOL PEOPLE

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MY FRIENDS
]]> ~casim http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/2925191/ http://casim.deviantart.com/journal/2925191/ Tue, 20 Jul 2004 09:05:39 PDT Any ways once my paychecks start rolling in I'll be getting meh scanner so's thats I's cans starts subbmutings somes news shits.
Oh hey if anybody in my local group of friends see's L-pez Tell him I said bye.
I unfortunately haven't goten to see everyone that I wanted to before I left but thats ok.
Cause I'll be callen their bitch asses hehehe
Any ways I love you all and I'll letcha know how the trip went.
to all

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COOL PEOPLE

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MY FRIENDS
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