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**I do not own RENT, or any of the cast members, trust me if i did i'd have a subscription

]]> ~catchingxfireflies http://catchingxfireflies.deviantart.com/journal/18234310/ http://catchingxfireflies.deviantart.com/journal/18234310/ Thu, 08 May 2008 21:24:45 PDT It's not like i think that high school is as bad as any of those stupid songs you hear on the radio, (i like quite a few of them) but it's kind of a bleach on your own self. It would be a lie if i said i was really happy with the way i've acted, especially the last year. I know it's stupid, but the idea of not standing out to some extent is not a great feeling for me. But being a bitch isn't great either. There's a lot of regret with the things i've said, but you can't really take it back after all that, can you? Right now i just can't wait to start over, when opinions haven't been formed and i haven't made a complete idiot of myself. There's this one girl, who's not actually that bad (i spoke to her) and i feel bad about the shit i've said about her, and i'm not gonna go on about the whole "buy I'm not really a bad person" because at school, i really am for the most part. Sadly enough it has to do a lot with being amusing to people, to try to keep them interested i guess... In some ways i think a few people have wondered how i managed to get someone, which is when i start to get that feeling that i've faked it all, except i haven't, there's just nothing to prove, i still don't get why. And the whole turning over a new leaf, yeah i guess, but i've tried, and it just seems like a joke, people have gotten used to the bitch thing. In some really fucked up way it's also about not getting hurt, if you beat them to it, first off you lower expectations so that they have none, but then maybe they won't realize that people even look then talk it's this constant fear it's about me, which is really self-centered and pathetic, but not really, when there are a shit load more examples proving human nature is nasty over understanding. I dunno anymore, i just want it to be over so i can start over...

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anyways...

right, so since i had no room for an art class, i want to try to finish about one piece a week. My first is an ad from a magazine, can't remember which one. Next week probably gonna be Eli Manning for my pookers

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