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Devious Journal Entry

~catzzzrule — Mon, 31 Aug 2009 12:41:30 PDT

I'd love to hook up my twitter update to this journal, but since that could only be made possible with a sub, you'll just have be bothered with an extra click: [link]

I've been listening to a lot of 3OH!3 lately. They are 2 white guys rapping obscene lyrics and dropping electro beats. Too catchy to ignore. Check out:

Starstrukk: [link] || I'm not your Boyfriend, Baby! [link] || Richman: [link] || Colorado Sunrise: [link]

These 4 songs has been on repeat for a good 3 weeks. (I'm one of those annoying people who makes a playlist of 10 songs or less and plays it over and over)

My friend's scale tells me that I've dropped 12 pounds since June-ish. Woohoo! I've become a health freak this summer. I lost my combo lock for the gym so I've been jogging/running an average of 5k a day for the last 3 weeks. Green tea, 1 cup of protein shake and 1 can of V8 a day and eating lots of raw food. It does wonders to your body.

Overall it's been a good summer. Got my sanity back, whipped myself back in shape, made a good living, had fun. Friends are slowly moving back in town for the school year. Life is a-okay.

Rants and raves

~catzzzrule — Sat, 18 Jul 2009 23:18:39 PDT

Don't get me wrong, I'm a pretty optimistic person but everyone needs a place to vent from time to time, and what's a more anonymous place to do so than here? Haha.

Losing Things
I'm sick and tired of losing/misplacing stuff I just had an hour ago. My usual mental awareness is that of a sponge, and then when I lose something I freak out and can't take my mind off it. What's really unfortunate is that I always spot someone walking around carrying the *same damn thing* I lost even though I know it's impossible that they stole it. I wonder why out off all the items they can could have carried with then they just had to have the same one as mine. It happened once during an exam and I swear I stared at the girl more than I did at the exam paper. Someone up there must think it's really funny to piss off the clumsy Asian girl.

Asian Father
Stop making a road map for my life! At first you wanted me to be a surgeon. You insisted that my friends choose medicine because it's like a following a rainbow that leads to heaps of cash, so I should make 'smart' decision and join them. Well I don't think 8+ years in a med school is at all like a skittles commercial. Finally when you gave up on trying to force me into that field, you want me to become an exec at some huge IT company. Do I envision my future as a corporate mind slave? Hell no. You can stop worrying about me becoming a starving lowlife because that's not happening. I have a goal and a passion and I can work them right whether it pleases you or pisses you off. You're not the one to judge how well I'm living my life. Honestly it disgusts me how badly the way you treat my Mother and I when we are out of work. You'd even go as far as telling me to neglect my studies and push my responsibilities to friends in order to find a summer job, back in friggin' February. Just leave me the hell alone until I make big money and then everybody is happy. The end.

Metabolism
So....I cook my own meals, avoid junk food / eating out in general, eating lots of shrimp and fruits and whole wheat. I also work out at the gym least once week for a good 2 hours, and on every weekday I bike to and from work for 50-60 minutes. I've been doing that for the past two months because I neglected my body back in exam period and I just want to get healthy again. Well okay I did want to lose a few pounds too, and it even FELT like I had lost weight. Though when I stepped on the scale yesterday guess what it read - 148lb, nothing's changed! How in the HELL? Is my body/metabolism really that stubborn? Call me shallow, but I want rock those cutesy Asian clothes! Surely 2 months is enough time for my body to start burning fat after gaining weight in muscle. wth!

Annoying People
Some people think they're oh so wise that and that's just plain annoying. Is it really necessary to look down on what other people have to say just to establish your own existence? Is admitting defeat really such a painful thing? People who are like this always find something/someone to blame for their incompetitence even when clearly they are the ones at fault. Man, just grow up already.

Okay. That's all for today.
Peace y'all!

Art and self

~catzzzrule — Fri, 03 Apr 2009 22:26:42 PDT

A respectable and intellegent person once asked me what the difference is between my art and me. Is my art a reflection of myself? Or am I a reflection of my art. Or is the line blurry between myself and my art. His question left me puzzled for over two years, and tonight, inspired by the twisted thoughts in my head, I feel the need to provide an answer.

I would like to say that art is alter ego. It is like a manifestation. The rest of the world disappears when I'm in my "art phase", and everything I see and do, becomes some form of art. I seclude myself from distractions like other people and just absorb the essance of art from the things around me and mold and transform them into something of my own. I can see myself in the art that I'm proud of and I take comfort in that. My art is proof that I have a place in this world.

Ever since university started, I've really missed making art. It's like I've been shutting away my other self. It's an empty and exhausting feeling.

I'm tired of trying my best to chase after things I want that other people have, and all I'm left at the end is what I've started with. I'm tired of uncertainties, they're really not so thrilling as they used to be. I'm tired of making mistakes, and getting angry at myself over the could'ves and the would'ves. I'm tired of seeing things differently and not being able to do much about it. I want to go into an art phase again, and find a reason within myself to move forward.

But as of now I have to catch up of the many hours of sleep that I missed over the past week, jobs to apply to, summer courses to register for, an interview to prepare for, and study for 5 exams that are in my best interest to do well on.

I've no time for the girl locked away in the other room, yet I know that she's just as lonely as I am.

Break!

~catzzzrule — Sat, 13 Sep 2008 12:19:18 PDT

Update:
RL COMMISSION INFO HERE: [link]

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Thanks guys for 30 000+ hits C:

My art is on hiatus until I learn to balance out my new life, which is indescribably amazing btw.

Heck I didn't even bring a sketchbook with me.

For those of you who are wondering when I'll take commissions again, that will happen in december...if I'm not too busy.

Peace out guys.

Some things I need to

~catzzzrule — Fri, 29 Aug 2008 15:47:51 PDT

Some things I need to let go of before I leave to start a new life in university. Posted them here to get them off my heart. No need to comment.

Warning: Emo bitching ahead.

Dear ***,

Even though you eventually fucked up my perception of you. Thanks for being there like a brother I never had. Thanks for staying up 5 in the morning that time with me. When other people have disappointed me, you were the one with a clear conscience, and you were always right. I know I should have listened to you when I followed my own judgement and got hurt. Thanks for understanding and caring.

Whatever the hell happened to us last year, I don't really want to think about it. The reason we grew apart is your own damn fault, and I'm not sorry to say that. I'm just sad that I had to see this side of you I thought you grew out of, but apparently not. You've hurt me once years ago, and now you've let me down again. I'm a big girl and I can look after my own problems. You're a man and you don't need to call me whenever you break up with a girl. It's insulting. Go fix your ego elsewhere. You mean nothing to me now. Have a nice life.

--Song you remind me of:
åå¼æè¡ - åè¥è± ft. Stanley Lueng
Blue Sky - Tony Ahn
Persona - KangTa

Dear ***,

I think you know that you've led me on and left things hanging. But no matter, I asked for it and I don't blame you. Thanks for being a friend. Thanks for the good times.

I might have seemed like a freak to you sometimes, maybe you thought I was lame and desperate, but I don't care - this is my way of living without regrets. You made me do some crazy things that I could never see myself doing if it hadn't been you. Keep my heart, I know I'll grow a new one soon enough.

--Song you remind me of:
Unintended - Muse
Heaven forbid - The Fray

Dear ******,

I'll miss you. You made my summer.

--Song you remind me of:
Carlos Santana - Why Don't you and I
Too obvious..

RL Commissions [OH-PEN]

~catzzzrule — Mon, 22 Dec 2008 23:30:01 PST

Intro

I got a new tablet!
It's holiday break!
BRING ON THE COMMISSIONS!

Slots

CG Slots

1. -
2. -

Pricing

Prices are doubled since summer for 2 reasons:
1. I need time
2. NO MORE TIME!

The following are are prices for CGs:

All prices apply to one character only. Bribe me if you'd like couples.

I have the right to change my prices as I see fit.

Form

Please fill out a form to order:

Rules

1. I'm comfortable drawing any type of things/characters that you normally see in my gallery.

What I won't draw:
furries / anthros / porn / mechas / just use common sense. If for whatever reason I don't feel comfortable drawing what you requested, I will turn down your request, though that's rare.

2. After you fill out a form and I accept, please send over the payment (see payment section for details)

3. You may request a WIP at any time, and I'll gladly provide you with a sketch/screenshot.

4. It pains me to change something in a piece of artwork once it has been complete. So PLEASE have a good idea of what you want before I start your commission. Be however picky you want in your description/request. And you can tell me to add/change minor details when I show you a WIP. I just don't like requests like "ummmm can you change his/her pose to [insert obscure pose here] After I've finished everything!

5. I do have a life and I can't be on the computer 24/7, but I'll try to finish all commissions within a couple of weeks. If you don't hear from me, BUG ME.

Payment

As much as I love taking commissions, I've been ripped before and so I won't be taking any chances when it comes to payment.

You must send over ALL your payment via paypal to catzzzrule [at] gmail [dot] com before I start with your commission.

Dear...

~catzzzrule — Thu, 17 Jul 2008 20:55:47 PDT

Secret Santa:

Please draw one of my characters, Horus or Odin, Horus is the younger one All Reference pics can be found here:
[link]

thanks!!

Dear man with a little wiener,
I am writing today to tell you that your fly is undone.
I felt excruciatingly pained because of the bulge in your pants.
If you have any sort of problem with this, then take the stick out of your ass!
I hope to meet you in the back room in 20 minutes.
Also, if you wouldn't mind, would you tell that hot guy we saw the other day that their thong does not match the rest of the outft, and could you mention that I said, "I love what you've done with your windows."
I would tell them myself, but I'm afraid that the purple people eater will take away my means of communication.

With complete and utter hate,
Hannah

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Now it's your turn, yes, you. (because tagging is stupid)
Here's how: Use this template, and fill in the blanks with what answers apply to you to the following questions.

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Dear____1____,
I am writing today to tell you ___2____.
I felt _____3____ because of the _____4_____.
If you have any sort of problem with this, then ______5_____!
I hope to ______6_______. Also, if you wouldn't mind,
would you tell _____7_____ that _____8______ and could you mention that I said, "____9____"
I would tell them myself, but I'm afraid _____10_____.
With ____11____,
(your name)

1- What did you eat for breakfast this morning?
a. Eggs and sausage- --Who am I kidding, why would anyone call YOU dear...
b. Just eggs- secret lover,
Just bacon- mother,
c. Bacon and sausage- you,
d. Pancakes- my little gumdrop,
e. Pancakes and sausage- Carpet munching carpet muncher,
f. Bisquits and gravy- myself,
g. Cerial- man with a little wiener,
h. All or most of the above- anyone who finds this letter,
i. I didn't eat breakfast- Father of my children whose name escapes me,
j. Other- pizza dilevery man,

2- What color is the shirt you are wearing?
a. Red- that your fly is undone.
b. pink- that the very sight of your face brings vomit to my mouth.
c. yellow- that I had a great time last night.
d. green- that you and your lover were too loud last night.
e. blue- just how sexy those jeans make your butt look.
f. purple- that I have decided to leave your harim.
g. black- that I will now be working on the corner of 31st and Admeral instead of 31st and 129th.
h. white- that I found a potato.
i. many colors- my left hand is tingily.
j. I'm not wearing a shirt- that I am writing you a letter.
k. other- nothing in particular, I just want to try out my new gel pens.

3- What is your favorite food out of the following?

a. pizza- you would want to know about this
b. spaghetti- very aroused
c. feduchinni- extremely offended
d. asian food- excruciatingly pained
e. strawberries- embarassed
f. vegetables- sick
g. calamari- all hot and sticky
h. chips- undescribably happy
i. I can't decide, all of the above sounds gross- the need to tell you burst from my chest
j. Other- soopa naughty nasteh

4- Which out of the following is your favorite hobby?

a. sleeping- large bug on my arm.
b. eating- loud sounds I heard coming from your bedroom.
c. reading- snowmen next door.
d. watching tv/movies- growing suspicion about your relationship with my cat.
e. being with friends/significant other/family- money situation.
f. going on the internet- bulge in your pants.
g. talking on the phone- last few times I've seen you.
h. sports- suiside note I found.
i. I don't have any hobbies- boogers in my nose.
j. other- hooker who gave me her number last week.

5- Which is/was your favorite subject in school?

a. english- Suck it!
b. math- go to hell!
c. science- please write about it on a piece of paper and shove it in your butt hole!
d. history- don't tell anyone I said anything!
e. art- take the stick out of your ass!
f. recess- take the money and leave me alone!
g. lunch- never talk to me again!
h. foreign language- touch my body!
i. none- shove several decorative fruits in your mouth!
j. more than one- think it over very carefully!
k. other- go play in traffic!

6- What do you like most in the desired gender's appearance?

a. dark hair- never see your nasty pimple face again.
b. light hair- see your nice butt walking away...

Whooo hoo Auction!

~catzzzrule — Wed, 02 Jul 2008 07:38:52 PDT

I've been honoured to take part in 's charity fundraising auction along with 6 amazingly talented artists.

Check us out and place your bid over on 's journal. Our auction ends 10 PM PST July 11, 2008.

All profits will be donated to a good cause:

"Gleaning for the World is a non-profit organization dedicated to providing life-saving support to communities in critical need throughout the world. They basically provide medical and essential supplies to humanitarian projects worldwide. According to Charity Navigator, 99.7% of Gleaning for the World's funds go towards its programs. Donation-wise, we are planning to donate under the specification of "disaster relief", so as to help more than simply one area. At the moment, the organization's focus is on Myanmar."

Do you feel that your art is UNDERAPPRECIATED?

~catzzzrule — Fri, 20 Jun 2008 10:26:11 PDT

Seriously.

It's funny to see how someone with more than 5000 pageviews feel that they're not getting enough attention. While a more skilled artist with 1000 pageviews says they're content with the amount of attention they receive.

After interacting with many artists I've met over the years, both online and offline, I can safely say that whether or not you feel your art is under appreciated boils down to your confidence in your own work, not how much publicity you're getting. Unless of course your self-esteem is determined by the number of pageviews you have on your DA... In which case I think you should seriously get a life.

I apologize if my opinion offends anyone. But in all honestly, I don't have much respect for 'artists' who constantly whine about how they're not getting the attention they 'deserve'. There's a reason that things are this way, and the more popular artist and their fans are not always the blame. So stop being so depressingly vain. If you take pride in the art you create, does it really matter if you don't get as many fangirls gawking over your stuff? What matters more: your art or your publicity? If you choose the latter then don't even consider yourself a real artist. Of course you can argue that there are people on this site who are like this and still get a bigillion pageviews. And omg they're stealing your spotlight! Whattodoowhatttodoo?! Get over it.

Of course there are things you can do to get your stuff out there. They're common sense, really:

1. Have confidence in your art, but be modest when someone gives you a critique. Don't snap at them when they tell you they don't like something about your art. It's not like they're saying your face looks ugly. Which leads to...

2. Always seek out critiques for the sake of improvement, NOT for attention.

3. Show your love for other people's works, regardless of how ' popular ' they are. If you can't appreciate another artist purely for their art, how do you expect others to do the same for you?

4. Don't put down another artist simply because you *think* they're making art for attention. First of all it's rude to assume things. Some people like myself enjoy posting bubbly fanart simply because it's fun and part of making art is having fun. Not because we're 'unfortunate beings who fail to discover the true value of art and see beyond the realm of drawing Japanese anime stick figures with boobs'. Don't look down on other people's passion for art so don't give me, or anyone else, that egotistical bullshit.

4. Be active in the community: write meaningful comments, join contests, do collaborations and art-trades, write tutorials. Make friends with other artists, but don't be a suck-up.

5. Don't be afraid to market yourself, like posting your works on other sites and posting your links on forums. But always be yourself and let your art reflect who you are.

That is all for now.

Feel free to disagree on anything I've said. I love to hear people's opinions on this matter.

Loved

~catzzzrule — Sat, 31 May 2008 21:45:39 PDT

As an update on my last journal entry:

Check out the newly posted drawing....My art block is gone

Before it was either my art or all other social aspects of my life. But somehow, right now, I've got both at once!

I can't even express how happy I am.

It feels like a curse was lifted.

Some divine being up there

must be pleased with my existence.

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I simply want to thank everyone for being on DA and providing me with artistic inspiration. I've decided the program I'm going into next year for university, and unfortunately it's nowhere near art or design. But for the sake of my sanity, art will always be a part of my life. It's not some promise I'm making, because that will be pointless like promising myself to breathe. I'm sure many of you know where I'm coming from.

(for anyone who's wondering, I'm going into biomedical computing)

Oh if you're bored and feel like being weirded out, check out my rap:
[link]
It's my voice, with a change in pitch

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Goodness hell. Who is it that's trying to hack into my Gaia account? I logged in yesterday after like... one month of inactivity, and this morning I got another message from admin saying I'm blocked due to multiple attempts to login(this is the third time). Clearly someone needs to GET A LIFE. I know this little rant won't do anything but hey, you can keep trying whoever you are. But keeping tabs on my login history makes you a teeny bit creepy.

Liking boys saps my artistic ability...

~catzzzrule — Wed, 07 May 2008 19:21:40 PDT

hmmmmyeah, sorry for a sappy journal post xD

It's not really a new thing, but it bugs me nonetheless.

It's counterintuitive when you look at it. You'd think that maybe the person you you like will inspire you improve what you're already good at, but noooo! Art works the opposite way for me.

I get a massive artist block whenever I have a crazy crush on a guy. And by massive I mean it doesn't usually go away until I get over my feelings for them.

I don't know if this is a sign that I'm wayyy too synchronized with my art, or I have no focus at all, or that I'm simply cursed. yikes

What about you guys. Do you find certain events in your life interfere with your artistic ability? Or are you one of those who can completely isolate themselves from the world to make art.

They be stealin' ma Pixels!

~catzzzrule — Sat, 15 Mar 2008 00:43:35 PDT

Hey it's me! It's been a while. Hope you're all doing well. I've been busy with life, discovering my interests, and school.

I did some self-googling recently to track down people who steal my art, and surely I've found a few who stupidly hyperlinked images from my gallery, and a few others who did some really butt ugly photoshop rendering to my art. Laugh out loud, but that's besides the purpose of this journal entry.

Other things I've discovered while googling: I don't specifically know why but, people seem to like to use this online alias 'catzzzrule'. I mean check it out! I'm the author of some porn manga!

I won't even begin to try and figure out how my name got on there...

Case in point #2:

No offense to all you fans out there but: mainstream anime music is unbearable to my ears. (with the exception of a few bands). But look! I'm on imeem! [link]

Never planned to register on that site because every time I want to listen to something, it bugs me to register. oh plz.

I've used 'catzzzrule' since sixth grade, thats about 6 years FYI. Therefore I should have some claim to it, no? It's not like some generic name like say sakura_girl <_< If that was the case I wouldn't complain even if some internet porn star also go by that name. Besides, the purpose of an online alias imo is a name that people can identify you with when you (virtually) appear in more than one places (ex artworks, within a forum, accounts on diff. sites). What point is there if you just took someone else's nickname? But anyway, I view the above two incidences as pretty much internet identity theft - more distasteful than stealing/editing a few of my artworks. Not nearly as serious as real identity theft but certainly more annoying than one can imagine.

On another (but similiar) note, look what I got in my hotmail:

"Hello "catzzzrule" We have detected multiple failed login attempts have been made on your account, in a total of 5 times,therefore your account on Gaia Online has been blocked for 15 minutes...blahblahblah"

You know, the concept of people stealing pixelled money to buy pixelled goods strikes me as just a bit depressing.

Anyway I'd love to hear your opinions/personal experiences regarding internet identity/art theft.
Although I'm in a surprising good mood, it's been a long day.
Off to sleep for me.

- catzzzrule the 14yr old japanese culture-crazed hentai manga artist

Longest Rant Ever

~catzzzrule — Tue, 12 Feb 2008 21:41:47 PST

If you can't stand reading long emo sob stories about report card marks, leave now because I'm about to rant.

So I got my report card today and I feel pretty shitty.

Just a recap on the last few months. I've...

1. quit my job
2. tried twice as hard in bio
3. understood things a lot better in chem
4. started getting decent marks on math tests (at least marks from that class went up)

Despite that my average from midterm did not go up at all! It just... stayed shitty.

My biggest disappointment is my mark in art, which dropped from a 100 in midterm to a 96. You can say it's no big deal 'cause it's still in the high nineties. No. I've worked too hard for it.

When I got my report card from midterm months ago. My dad exploded on me, and told me to spend less time in art and more in other subjects, since he basically doesn't give a crap about art. If I go into anything art related, I'll "just end up begging other people for work". I tried to not give a crap about what he said and continued to stay up late working on art (because sadly that's the only time when good ideas flow into my mind). Though I can't help but feel that part of the reason why my art mark dropped is because of my dad's negativity. Maybe I could have potentially done better if his words "begging for work" weren't repeating itself in my head going into that exam. Though I did my best, but if I hadn't been so careless in one particular question, my exam mark would have been almost perfect - 98%, and so would my final mark when rounded up. Freaking hell.

I hope I'm not just making up excuses for my own incompetence.

Don't get me wrong. I'm not some loser who spends all her effort on one thing and neglects all my other subjects. I try hard in almost everything I do. And in my naive little world, trying hard equals success and not ending up in streets begging for work.

In the future I want to be rich or at least well off. I'm not ashamed to say that I envy people who are wealthy/successful more so than people who are smarter, prettier or more outgoing than me. I live a pretty ghetto lifestyle right now and it doesn't bug me, though I hate the idea of owing people money or depending on someone else for financial support. When the time comes, I'd like to be able to afford my own shit, thank you very much.

A grade 8 math teacher once told me to follow my dreams and the money will come along. Yes, those exact words. He said it in such a serious face with eye contact and everything that it didn't even come off as cheesy or cliche like it does now when I quote him. He also said the most disappointing moment of his life was when he was eleven and realized he didn't know everything about the world. But really, he know a lot, and it seems like he saw right through me when I told him that I wanted to persue a career in psychology and hinted that I also like visual art.... he never saw my work or knew I was good at it prior to that conversation.

It still makes me wonder why he chose to teach middle school kids instead of being a prof at a prestigious university.

If life can have it my way (haha, right), I'd graduate from university with a degree in design or communication tech. and work a few years as a web designer in some company or as a contract worker to pay back student loans. Then maybe hit the scene at NY and get my masters at [link] . And then co-found a web design firm with friends. The day I see the title "Creative director" beside my name I'll know I can die rich and happy.

Such an ambition.

And now back to reality: Im feeling less pissed at my marks. I hope the currently boring semester I have will bring my average up to the 90+ again. Right now it's sitting at a sad 89.33333infinity excluding my lowest (chemistry) mark, which won't be included in uni applications. I'm ghetto and neeeeed that scholarship money!

I've got less than one week to get my portfolio up and rocking. Spent much of last weekend revamping the layout and integrating it with a blogging system (wordpress). [link] It was the most educational thing ever. At one point I had over 30 tabs open on firefox with stuff ranging from php tutorials to a wikipedia article on Matt Mullenweg [link] - the guy who founded the company that developed Wordpress when he was only 21... Talk about entrepreneurship skills!

If you've read all the way til here you must be crazy, but I thank you for your attention and support. No really. You guys are the greatest.

Nighty nigh...

Pageview Stats for Non-subs

~catzzzrule — Sun, 20 Jan 2008 12:43:40 PST

Still on Hiatus...
Portfolio: [link]

In-depth Egosearching

If you've ever wondered who visits your deviantart page, you can now know without paying a penny.
Type your URL in [link] and *poof*, you get these spiffy graphs:

Pretty neat stuff if you were curious about what your audience is like. Although the # unique visits aren't totally agreeing with those on my DA stats. But we all know there's something screwy going on with dA's counters. Just think of the number of times you have or have seen 2 people catch the same kiriban. They also give you some interesting demographic breakdowns of your visitors.

By the way, I'm not trying to promote the whole "popularity by pageviews" mindset some people seem to have here. Not at all. If people end up emo-ing over how low their monthly hits are compared to others, that's their problem. ;D

~catz

-> hiatus <-

~catzzzrule — Thu, 10 Jan 2008 18:44:40 PST

School.
Portfolio. [link]
University Applications.
Exams.

...

All the more reason to get my ass off this site for the next 3-4 weeks.

and... Happy early 18th birthday to me? It's on Saturday.

Thank you for that lovely watercolour card that came through my mail yesterday!

It was lovely. And it made my day, honestly!
(was having a really crappy day prior to that)
Now I feel bad for not having done mine.

Peace out kids. Hopefully I'll write a tutorial or something when I'm back, but I'm not making any promises.

~catz

Presents and Website?!?

~catzzzrule — Tue, 25 Dec 2007 16:03:43 PST

What's everybody getting for presents?

I'm getting a LAPTOP from my parents as a combined Christmas and b-day gift. So excited!

I've also got $50CAD sitting around in my paypal account. Not sure where to spend it on. Any ideas?

Or should I just leave it untouched...

Web/Graphic Design

I'll be back into the website making business, soon as in after I get my web portfolio up and going and after exams.

My goal is to find a summer job in the field at a local firm to pay off some of my tuition fees for next year (can't wait!). Most student positions require a collage diploma or whatev, but in all honestly, as long you've got a strong portfolio and freelancing experience, it won't be too difficult to get hired for cheap right?

So I'll need your help. Is anybody here remotely interested in a personal website of some sort to show off their artworks? If so, how much would you pay to get one set up? And what would you want in it? (blogs, galleries, rss feed...etc) I'm talking about just a small site with 4 to 7 pages.

Or if you have a site already, would you be interested in a slicker, funkier, more standards-compliant redesign? If so what would you want to improve/add on to your site? And how much would you pay for one.

Here's my portfolio *so far*. [link] It's only got a design and 1st page and I haven't updated it since October. It's really simple looking I know, but I didn't want the layout to be overcluttered and not have enough content to fill it up (haha). And I'll need some motivation, especially once I get my new laptop up and going. Plus reallly appreciate it if you add "WORK ON THAT DAMNED PORTFOLIO SITE TO LAZY FOOL" after every comment you make on my page ~

I'll make an official journal entry for taking website commissions sometime in the next few months. For now I'd just like to know who here is interested (if anyone).

Lastly thank you all for your support and have a fun Christmas!

WOOHOO boxing day tomorrow!

New Subscription & Layout!

~catzzzrule — Sat, 08 Dec 2007 17:14:42 PST

Thank you so much *Ayuta

... for buying me a subscription for one whole year . You honestly didn't have to. I was planning to buy my own but you obviously beat me to it! How dare you! >[
But thank you again though, this is the best present I've received from anyone online <3

>> Freaking BUSY

I've gotten no more than 5.5 hours of sleep per day over the past week. Needless to say, I'm not going to be very active here until Christmas.

I'm still in for Secret Santa though.

About this Layout

Aka. about my undying love for Keita Tachibana from w-inds. I liked w-inds since 7/8th grade, that's 4 summers ago! Personally I support Keita going solo, he's getting too old for the pop-sy/cutsy/bad boy image anyway. Don't hate me! I like his new acoustic music and classy style. Well, let's compare:

^That's him in 2001 when he was 15. I know what you're thinking... he looks like a girl! xD But a really cute one nonetheless. Song: Paradox [link] I still like that song a lot. Techno+piano owns my soul. His voice was so high!

^Keita all grown up. Ssexy. Song: Michishirube (from Reborn! OST) [link] My fav.

All images of Keita were taken from http://keita.super-lover.net/
They have his music up for downloading too

ps, add me on facebook! [link] Tell me who you are though, and please make sure that I actually know you.

[update] Does anyone know..

~catzzzrule — Sun, 25 Nov 2007 18:19:52 PST

// Secret Santas go here [link] //

[UPDATE]
Does anyone here know the name of the concept artist for Corum Online? [link]

This person is amazing =x They're most likely Korean though, 'cause the game was originally released in Korea.

I want to know their website .. *drool*

-------

Kinda a pointless journal entry to bump the DRAMA-RANT off my page.

Anyway, just a random observation: my artworks turn out the the best when I work on them 2am in the morning. I don't know why, because shouldn't your art technically come out a whole lot crappier when you're tired? When I'm half dead from sleep deprivation/stress to get the damn thing done, I literally don't pay any particular attention to details or mistakes, and yet they almost always turn out well.

The best theory I have is that my subconscious kicks in and draws for me. Oh Freud, I wished this subconsciousness could take over every time I draw.

So am I the only one?

[update]What the fcuk is...

~catzzzrule — Wed, 14 Nov 2007 20:39:55 PST

...happening to the DA community.
I mean first off there was the whole hassle about joining Secret Santa groups. I'm glad that's dying down because of more groups that are available to join.

I hate how everything is centered around popularity. I don't consider myself to be popular here on DA, and yet I see people with WAY more pageviews/favs/exposure complain how they didn't get invited/accepted because they weren't popular enough. Puh-please, it's about style and talent. Many artists that I love on DA deserve every single one of their pageviews. So these people who are complaining about not being popular enough, or using that as an excuse really need to get their heads checked.

I'm sorry, I know I should just leave this matter alone. But it's aggravating to sit back and watch people bitch at each other because of a misunderstanding. I'm not saying I'm absolutely right either.

And then there's whole *Amuria controversy. It seems to be the latest fad to spam/talk sh1t about her? I don't know about you but I find it utterly immature and disgusting. There are even retards who create an account *just* to spam her page... Like, if you have no shame to act like a bitch anyway, why not do so in your main account? What's that you say? Oh you don't like to draw negative attention to yourself and ruin your reputation? NEWSFLASH! NEITHER DOES SHE! I don't care whatever ugly rumours are surrounding her, whether it's true or made up. Spamming her page/art will. not. resolve. anything. And like, get a fucking life, ya know?

I admit I'm not a fan of her art or her style, but I have enough self-respect and maturity not to pick on her just because her stuff is overrated. If you feel that she is undeserving of your respect, kindly continue drawing your own stuff and leave her be. No need to spread hate in the community.

If you're jealous of her, like, go fix your ego or something.

u_u

I honestly see no reason why she deserves to be treated this way.

SECRET SANTAAAA

...This is a brilliant idea<3 I was lucky enough to get invited to both ~SuperSecretSanta and *SecretSantaCutieGals, especially the first one

This update is for whoever's gonna end up drawing for me:

Please draw my precious Horus or Odin, OR BOTH <3
[link] <-Photobucket art dump

IMPORTANT: Don't use the watercolour pics for clothing references, they are VERY OLD, and they're only there for colour references and such. So the crappy sketches/cg are new clothing designs. Also be sure explore the subfolders, which has fanart from other people that are way better than mine x_x Feel free to change around the colours to make them look prettier.

I need to find time to do an actual ref for my characters

BTW. They are brothers, and they are not gay~

Make My Logo Bigger Cream

~catzzzrule — Thu, 08 Nov 2007 20:43:25 PST

YOU! WATCH THAT VIDEO NOW

Agency FusionÂs latest "ad campaign", Make My Logo Bigger Cream - This is a must watch for all you graphic/print/web designers out there. It's funny, absurd, and dead-on true.
[link]

^"Yes, for three easy installments of $29.99 you or your clients can own, Make My Logo Bigger Cream, White Space Eliminator, and more!Â

Personalty I think the emotionator is a win.

WHOA

Got invited to join ~SuperSecretSanta . I love you whoever's organizing this TT3TT. It is an honor. And I hope I'm not the crappiest on there x_x

FEATURES

~catzzzrule — Thu, 25 Oct 2007 18:47:26 PDT

FREE PUBLICITY YEAHHH

Wow, sorry that took a while. But here they are~!

1. I love her chibis =3

2. haha, the dress-up game is so entertaining

3.

4. Super funky style Her art deserves more love ~ <3

5. Counter-feature'd 8) . GOLOOKIT HER GALLERY NOW
Currently Art/CSS trading with...
1. [2 column layout(need artworks!) / waiting for art]
2. [matching with dA colours(need artworks!) / waiting for art]
3. [Finished journal ->[link] / waiting for art]

What is Art/CSS trade?
Basically you draw my OCs and I make you a journal layout. I'll have to like your stuff though.

I'll be pretty darned inactive next week

Yep, work on Monday night. And from Wednesday to Friday I'm off on a school trip *excited*. Weekends = catching up in school work + finishing artworks.

Who's interested in drawing my OCs for pixeled moneys??

aka. Over on gaia? I have 300k plus a bunch of fancy items. [link]

What I'm looking for:

Original Artist: Xeresia
[link]

F.e.a.t.u.r.e.d. A.r.t.i.s.t.s

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~catz out

Sexy Journal Layout/want one? [closed!]

~catzzzrule — Sat, 06 Oct 2007 19:04:48 PDT

Finaallly bought a subscription with hard-earned money T3T. Subscriber features are sick, they really are =0 I loveeee those stamps stuff, and how you can post thumbnails. Omg polls are fun too~~

Played around with Journal CSS for the past hour. Too lazy to do anything fancy like floats at the moment xD Background patterns by squidfingers: [link] . ~~Anybody here interested in a sexy customized journal layout? I'll do it if you draw my OCs(see below) and if I like your style~~

Currently Art/CSS trading with...

1. [2 column layout]
2. [matching with dA colours]
3. [Something bright 8D]

Anyways some interesting things you might find amusing:

Yesterday and I saw a dude on the bus who had Itachi eye markings. No kidding! He wasn't even wearing makeup, but they weren't like... 2 black lines or anything. They were natural dents in his face. We were very amused~

I did co-op at Nortel during the summer as a graphic/web designer. It was intense. You'd think it's Nortel and it'd be a breeze, but I honestly worked my ass off.

School is boring as hell. Except for senior art, which is killer. Can't wait til 2nd semester when I'll actually be in a gifted class or 2.

Who's interested in drawing for pixeled moneys?? Not my gaian avatar, just OCs. I have 300k on gaia plus a bunch of fancy items.

What I'm looking for:

Hollyshittt I can't get over how adorable they look<3
Original Artist: Xeresia
[link] I can't find her DA but check out her shop on gaia!!

F.e.a.t.u.r.e.d. A.r.t.i.s.t.

*centi
Her gallery is full of vibrant colours and cute characters!

~catz out

More Obsessive Ranting: YGO Abridged!

~catzzzrule — Tue, 28 Aug 2007 20:14:01 PDT

Okay. Have any of you heard of/seen Yugioh the Abridged Series? Norly?

IT.
IS.
THE.
BEST.
SHIET.
ONTHE.
INTARNETS.

[link] WATCHNOW >(

[quote from site]
Yu-Gi-Oh. You either know it as a children's card game, or a children's anime show. But oddly enough, there are people out there who don't know what Yu-Gi-Oh is - or rather, they do know what it is, and that's why they go out of their way to avoid it.

But Yu-Gi-Oh: The Abridged Series is different. Here at the Abridged Series website, we take the very concept of Yu-Gi-Oh, and we rip out its guts, replacing them with a bunch of inappropriate, loosely connected pop culture references. Some say it's funny. Others disagree. We rip their guts out too.

Our main goal is to reduce the series to a fraction of its actual length, making it more accessible to Joe Public. After all, does Joe Public want to watch hours upon hours of card games in the vain hope of catching the slightest shred of plot? And if so, then why? What is Joe's problem? Perhaps he should have taken that job at the restaurant when his wife told him to. Then maybe he wouldn't be divorced with overdue child support payments.

That's why we do what we do. So that Joe's kids will know a better future.

We're saving lives, people. Abridged style.
[/quote]

I'm totally addicted to the episodes. It even got me off Deathly Hallows, and that's telling you something.

Please tell me there's a fanbase here in DA XD

I freakin love littlekuriboh's voice. And the quotes! OMFG the quotes, don't even get me started. Gosh I just wanna make t-shirts with all those quotes.

WhyTF are you still reading!! GO WATCH the freakin series!\

Come to think of it, I'm pretty sure I watched episode 18 about 4 times already. Gosh. Someone save me~~~

Harry Potter DH and Art Block

~catzzzrule — Fri, 03 Aug 2007 17:38:45 PDT

Finished reading DH a week ago, and it's got me into the hp fangirl mode. WARNING! SPOILERS BELLOW. PROCEED IF YOU'VE READ THE BOOK ALREADY. IF YOU HAVE NOT, YOU BETTER DO SO ASAP..I DON"T KNOW WHY YOU'RE STILL HERE.

Here I've got to say 3 things about the book...

So I wasn't a big fan of the whole hallows vs horcuxes thing. I mean, hunting for horcruxes, okay. But the idea of hallows just seems like it was thrown carelessly into the already complicated plot, acting more like a side-story/distraction rather than part of the main plot. To me, the only real purpose the hallows had was that it was just another proof to the readers that Harry is the 'chosen one', (ex. the elder wand chose him and he has the power to master all three, unlike Dumbledore), and, well, it also played a large role in unraveling Dumbledore's past. Feel free to argue with my point though.

Maybe it's just me, but I felt really uneasy/confused while reading the chapter "King's Cross". I've always viewed Dumbledore as the calm, wise, father/Christ figure that JK Rowling presented to us earlier in the series, but that chapter in DH totally shattered my impression of his character. Not saying the man isn't allowed to show insecurity or have character flaws. We all saw it coming, but I don't like the idea of 'breaking' his character this way, aka having him tell Harry what a fool he was and seeking forgiveness etcetc. I found it a bit insulting to Dumbledore instead of feeling "Aha! Wow!" like I should be. And his dialogue with Harry was kind of confusing and a lot of the times he was recapping what Aberforth said earlier. Someone please explain to me the significance of the crying baby/creature...

Besides that chapter, the final confrontation between Voldemort and Harry wasn't as epic as I had expected. I was hoping to see more duelling between the two after all the talk. Although, I must point out the best line in the chapter: ÂNOT MY DAUGHTER, YOU BITCH!Â. I liked the bit with Neville vs Voldimort/snake too. But the epilogue was just 'eh'. Many people have complained about it already so I wonÂt bother.

Now a rant dedicated to THE best chapter in the entire HP series:
Chapter 33 - The Prince's Tale

Wow. Just wow. This chapter just made DH my favourite book in the series, and Snape just got bumped to the top of my fav. characters list xD. I imagined every scene in my head all too clearly while reading. And even reread that chapter about 4 times already and I'm still awed at how beautifully JK Rowling has strung together and the tale, like a form of confession. It was all too perfect, the childhood crush, thier friendship going downhill, Snape's rejection, his insecurity, dumbledore's hostility, the doe...his undying love, and his death wish (although I wished he could have died later). Talk about ONE HELL of a redemption. Without him Dumbledore would have gotten nowhere. He deserved FAR more credit than he's been given in the later chapters. I think the fanbase ought to do something about that...

And oh my gawd, the guy HAS BEEN IN LOVE WITH HER FOR WHAT, 30 something years?! *can't get over that* She ditched him, married his arch-enemy, and died! Although he probably blamed himself for her death. But still! Poor Snape! ),: ... I don't support the coupling btw. Don't think it would ever have worked out between Lily and Snape, although the thought of them being best friends is just too sweet. And I do think if Snape was sorted into Griffindor, he would've been a much happier man... . ):

I wish JKR could write another book just on the adventures of the Marauders/Lily/Snape during their Hogwarts years. I would love that, seriously. But for now, THEY BETTER DO A GOOD JOB WITH WITH IT IN THE 7th MOVIE. I would HATE to see scenes cut out/altered from that chapter. My 20 year old self would cry and burn in rage...

End HP rant.

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DAMN FREAKIN ART BLOCK!
ARGHHHHH Just when I've got 4 gaia commissions on my to-do list. *irritated* The heat's getting to me, and to my printer/scanner, which are also busted atm D=

But when the art block is over, god knows when, expect some intense updating in teh gallery. Yeah, and lots of Chapter 33 doodles )=

Funny comments from Gaiaonline

~catzzzrule — Thu, 12 Jul 2007 15:04:12 PDT

Because they never cease to amuse me, some of these are directly copied over from my sheezyart journal:

***Comments on a cg of my avi, which in its descriptions, CLEARLY says: a cg of my avy, done in OC

Some girl: "is that sasuke from the village hidden in the leaves? please message me"
you mean the hidden village of the leaves... no, and no.

Some guy: "man thats so gay why would you do that to sasuke if thats who it is"
no comment.

***Comments on an oc commission:

girl: "omg is she plotting against hitler"
1. She has absolutly nothing to do with Hitler... stop trying to be random
2. Hitler is dead.

***Comments on that sasunaru fanart thing:

Guy: Kind of gay. The concept I mean.
nooooooo mr. obvious, their relationship is completely heterosexual...

***Comments on that "Naruto is Back" oekaki:

girl: "you copyed it from a website i serach the shi.t"
...Oh noes! Self-art theft! burn her nowwww!!

***NOW FOR THE MOST ABSURD COMMENT OUT OF ALL

My original comment from a long time ago posted along with my artwork:

"-rant- Just because Naruto fanart is popular/abundant doesn't mean they are free to take and get reposted onto your profiles or myspace to show off to your friends. It doesn't matter if it's fanart, it's still considered stealing someone's work. Seriously, I don't understand how people dont feel ashamed when they rip-off other people's art, especially when they call themselves artists. pssshhhht -end rant- "

Guy:

"i very much disagree with your rant. i feel that you should have the rights and freedoms to steal what you ever you feel resembels your daily free feelings. so quit your whinning and suck it up."

What the fck? Problem child much? I won't mind people arguing against my point, but this guy's an airheaded snob. Anyways, here's my pm reply:

"Thank you for your obnoxious, narrow-minded comment! Which by the way, is worded quite badly, but that's ok, I don't expect people who make these kinds of attention seeking posts to have a decent level of education.

You know what? I'd like to see you steal a piece of painting from a gallery and defend yourself in court by saying that YOU "have the rights and freedoms to steal what you ever you feel resembels your daily free feelings" (whatever you meant by that). Laws don't bend to your "feelings", kiddo.

Do yourself a favour and learn something new about the world today: Google in 'copyright infrigment'.

I am not a whiner. I'm rightly defending a respect for artists that has been lost because kids like you take stuff the internet for granted. If you had created something you were proud of and some n00b snatches it and acts like if it where his, then I'd like to see you suck that up.

Have a good day."

He hasn't replied back.

***catzzzrule's conclusions:

Gaia is full of incompetent people.
They are either narutards or naru-haters.
Today's been a stressful day.

Gaia Art Auction

~catzzzrule — Mon, 25 Jun 2007 10:08:05 PDT

School is out and I've decided to host a massive art auction on gaia.
GO CHECK IT OUT:

[link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link]

*damnnn lack of subscription <_<*

Anyways, feel free to pop by and bid/chat/bump

3 Questions Game

~catzzzrule — Sat, 14 Apr 2007 17:34:48 PDT

Stolen from

You can ask me THREE questions
No matter how crazy, inappropriate, or random they are
I will answer 100% truthfully. (or as close to the truth as i can)

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Finally got a haircut over the easter break
Chopped off about about 20cm of hair huhuhuhuuu~
Check it out:
[link]
*spikes bangs* 8D *is secretly a pretty boy*

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So sorry if I owe art to some of you >_<
School's been too much of a drag this semester. I've been working my @$$ off in hopes of maintaining a 90%+ average. And it already looks like it won't be happening ><;; So I won't be posting much art in the next little while ;_;

How do you all find the time and patience to do art anyway? Whenever I try to CG or oil paint or something, I always feel guilty about it cuz I'll have 294593048538909 things due for school the next day. I'm not talking about doodles, but good quality art.

If I even get to finish, my oil paintings look like shit because I can't help but rush through them D=

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<3 catzzzrule

10000 kiriban

~catzzzrule — Thu, 18 Jan 2007 21:34:31 PST

...if you do catch it, snapshot and note me please

I may take a while to reply/not be online at all next week due to exams. *cringe*

Stuff yet to be drawn after exams are over:

1. FMA art for and several other people on SA
2. Gaia commission... I'm trying to keep those to a minimal @_@
3. Oil Painting(s)... which I prolly won't post on DA fufufu

catz out.

First 3 to comment gets a...

~catzzzrule — Mon, 11 Dec 2006 16:43:41 PST

FREE SKETCH!

For no reason. I'm just feeling inspired

RULES:

TELL ME ONE OBJECT(besides your character/s) YOU'D LIKE TO BE INCORPORATED IN THE SKETCH. This is just so that my sketches don't turn out to be boring, 3 quarter head shots >_<
No hentai, or anthro,
No gaiaonline avatars plz o_o, I'm totally sick of drawing those ><'
Be patient...

1.

2.

3.

~~~

Perhaps it's because I haven't been active on dA for more than a year but...

Is it just me getting old or are younger people getting better and better at art o_o. I mean, some of the 13 to 15 year olds' galleries are mindblowingly beautiful.

And wow, I hardly know anyone here now

~~~

Those who know me in person:
ahah! I'm not just some random old creep

<- And I share the manly gene >(
<- And I totally went shopping together in China ^_^, turns out we live in the same neighborhood o_o" what are the chances of that xD
<- and I are tight on so many different levels ;3
<- Draws cute'looking zombie things and has his locker accross from mine.
And I indulge in obsessions with Korean guys <3
<- 5 words: Sexy sexy sexy SEXYJUICE
<- And I are totally passionate about media studies class
<- I've only met her once but she's a cool gal

~~~

Clubs

Art, Life, and Etc

~catzzzrule — Thu, 16 Nov 2006 16:49:06 PST

ART

People who are reading/watching me might have noticed that I haven't updated in a longg longg time. Nor have I commented/replied anything for quite a while.

I seriously feel tres tres guilty for not drawing much on a regular basis. Feels like I'm giving up art *insert horror sound fx here*

I'm gonna try to draw more often. Can't promise anything exccept that I'll try.

I'm planning to take AP art anyway and I need to build a portfolio...

~~~

LIFE

Not found.

~~~

ETC

[link]

=_=

~catzzzrule — Mon, 22 May 2006 20:23:07 PDT

I don't get it... I paint on the computer anymore.

It's not because I feel insecure about my artistic abilities

This is not a complaint about "all my paintings looks like crap" no...

'Cause there won't be any paintings to complain about in the first place.

That's the problem...

I thought it was because of some kind of emotional trauma I was going though.
But there's barely anything on my mind worth worrying myself over. Not nowadays anyway.

Maybe I'm just not inspired.

Or lack of patiance/focus.

Whatever it is, it's not normal =/

Painting on my computer used to be one of my favourite things to do on a Sunday.

I used to be able to sit in front of the computer for 6 hours at a time doing nothing but CG-ing

I want my CG skills back...

Holy CrapZORS

~catzzzrule — Thu, 11 Aug 2005 13:23:24 PDT

Being a crappy artist like myself, who rarely submits anything these days, I've never really dreamed of getting much attention (especially when I don't deserve it). Thus when I logged on to DA yesterday morning, I was shooked to see so many poeple faved my FMA painting. It was like 16 faves in one day! Wow thanks veryone who faved+commented+watched!
...SO...someone must have linked to the pic
WHO LINKED MEEE! *O* o>
I demand to knowwww

~~~

Alright so as I mentioned before, catz is a lazy bum. But she's gonna make a list of what she's planning to submit in the next few months:

priority no. 1: 5000 hit kiriban for , haveta scannn it and colour it
a cg tutorial, hopefully
monthly art trade for colouringbook
oekakiis, haven't done on in a long time
whatever I feel like submitting, maybe a dev ID

~~~

I think i'm getting better at drawing stillife/landscapes, so you can expect less cheesy/cheep backgounds in my future submitions. I'm starting to enjoy drawing stillife, that's really scary...
aww the trial period expired for my opencanvas 4 and now I'm sad ;_; I need it to watch pretty animation files from portalgraphics community so I can learnnn.

~~~

Finally, it's time for me to READ FMA!!! 8)
ok
I'm off

Giving away GMAIL INVITES!!!!!

~catzzzrule — Mon, 04 Apr 2005 14:19:18 PDT

Yep, I'm giving away 10, please read the rules first:

>>Rules:

-first come 1st serve
-comment in this journal entry if ya want one, remember to give me your current email address
-please don't ask for one if you have a gmail account(s) already, give everyone else a chance^^
-please be patient I'll get to you XD
-I'm giving away 10 for now, so please don't beg if you're late and didn't get one... also:
-I'm not gonna make a waiting list for those who didn't get one x.x

over 2058.405871 megabytes (and counting) of free storage!! w00t ^^ Not like anyone needs that much space, but it's a lot faster than homail

Invites Left:
6/10

Report Card Marks school stuff

~catzzzrule — Wed, 23 Feb 2005 15:27:28 PST

Got my marks last week
OOOKKKAAAYY:
English: 79% (amazing, it didnt drop ._.)
Geography: 93% (dropped by 3%) :angry:
Science: 96% (raised by 2%) :]
Gym: 86% (raised by 4%) :]
Average: 88.5%  @^*@%#@%&%& ^*%*#%^#!! it just never EVER goes above 90% :angry:

Courses I'm taking this semester:
Math
French
Music
Drama...People are surprised that I didnt take art this year, lol, I wanted to try drama. Drama is FUN so far. Omg and Im in the same class as :taniita: she has serious talents :whorship:
Anyways Ill be skipping gr 10 art and taking gr 11 visual art next year (I know, catz is insane ..) will keep me company.. >] hope the put us in the same class

Courses I'm taking next year in gr 10:
:manditory:
eng
math
sci
his
civics/carriers (planning to take that over the summer to get it over with)
:electives:
Outdoor Ed
French
Visual Art
InfoSci & Tech. (after I've completed c/c)

tell me about your course selections!! >3<

Im spending my weekend camping in schools basement(otherwise known as leadership camp lol) with and some other peeps
So..my Chinese teacher is kinda pissed at me for skipping Chinese school this week >.> When I told her about it last week, she goes.. no more skipping after march break!! Shes making me sound like Im skipping to go off to some party to get drunk or something. -_- ..Then again, I now have 2 weeks to complete my Chinese homework :]*procrastinates*

NARUTO RETURNS!!!

~catzzzrule — Fri, 28 Jan 2005 13:42:33 PST

It's sexy and it's BACK!! =^O^=
naruto is my drug
*passes out from naruto overdose* XD

Christmas Break

~catzzzrule — Fri, 24 Dec 2004 18:31:23 PST

Yay break!!!!! ^____________^

Noo flu!!!!!!!!!! ;.; *is sick*
tis what I deserve for being a naughty girl and not taking a flu shot eh >.> *coughs*

Yay... (or not so yay) I get to spend my day tomorrow in my parents' friends' house with some little kids >D heheh

Yay I'm getting a keyboard for christmas which I must learn how to play @>@

Noo must work on science/health/english summitives next week, means less time to draw >.<

Yay!!! 3000+ hits!!! :] thankyou very much everyone who watches, comments and favs my art ^__________^ I can't reply to everyone(no time) but I do read EVERY comment, and visit EVERY page of those who watch or fav me. So please don't feel ignored by catz because catz still you =^.^=

...and finally: MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

--->LINKS<---

~catzzzrule — Fri, 23 Jul 2004 13:07:18 PDT

oekaki people are cool people

clubs I've joined: