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                <title>Cutiful!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Apr 2008 00:35:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I love it when i come across a random gallery with a quantity of over-provocative shots containing nudity, violence or whatever you call "nc-21", and among them i find a solitary shot of poor quality named like "My cat Priscilla", or "The sea", or "Me and the Coliseum". <br /><br />That is so-o cute... T-T<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>march, 28</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Mar 2008 16:51:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...i've suddenly realized i have an <b>intense</b> weakness for blond dolls t-t<br />For sure it won't make me a steadier person. Damn.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Mar 2008 14:13:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Damn I hate my nickname. What the hell was i thinking about?!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~caught-cartooning</author>
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                <title>Oh my God, he is alive!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 Feb 2008 07:25:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub><div align="center"> Just take a look.<br /><br /><br /><b>Stas</b> by <b>*<a class="u" href="http://irrr.deviantart.com/">irrr</a></b> :<br /><br /><a href="http://irrr.deviantart.com/art/caught-77857895"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs30/150/f/2008/050/e/4/caught_by_irrr.jpg" alt="Caught" /></a> <a href="http://irrr.deviantart.com/art/stas-77855258"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs29/150/f/2008/050/c/1/stas_by_irrr.jpg" alt="Stas" /></a><br /><br /><br /><b>Stas</b> by <b>~<a class="u" href="http://perhydrol.deviantart.com/">perhydrol</a></b>:<br /><br /><a href="http://perhydrol.deviantart.com/art/like-in-aquarium-77897247"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs30/150/f/2008/050/9/d/like_in_aquarium_by_perhydrol.jpg" alt="Like in aquarium" /></a> <a href="http://perhydrol.deviantart.com/art/puppet-strings-77845976"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs29/150/f/2008/050/d/5/puppet_strings_by_perhydrol.jpg" alt=" Puppet strings" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://perhydrol.deviantart.com/art/The-web-of-circumstances-77856793"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs28/150/f/2008/050/e/b/The_web_of_circumstances_by_perhydrol.jpg" alt=" The web of circumstances"></img> <a href="http://perhydrol.deviantart.com/art/gutta-percha-77897406"><img src="http://tn1-2.pv.deviantart.com/fs28/150/i/2008/050/0/5/gutta_percha_by_perhydrol.jpg" alt="Gutta-percha" /></a> <br /><br />Pray!<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /></a></div></sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>19</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jan 2008 02:07:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Happy Birthday to meh.<br />
Yes!..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~caught-cartooning</author>
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                <title>english letters again </title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Sep 2007 14:09:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>I just wanted to say "sorry" for the outbust of submissions.<br />
As you've probably guessed, i usually place shots from the same film together at the same time after taking them away from photoatelier.<br />
<br />
Thank you for faving them, it really pleases me a lot.)</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Maynard's comin, hide the Bible. </title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Sep 2007 07:06:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>I had a friend once he took some acid..<br />
Now he thinks he's a fire hydrant.<br />
It's okay until he pisses on your lighter.<br />
Kinda smells kinda cool kinda funny anyway.<br />
<br />
Satan, satan, satan...<br />
<br />
I had a friend once he took some ecstasy.<br />
Tried to marry me and every one in the room.<br />
He was sort of loving kinda caring,<br />
kinda tried to fuck my lazy boy.<br />
It got a bit messy all over the curtains<br />
Arm chair covers, throw pillows, and carpeting<br />
<br />
Satan, satan, satan...<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<b>Maynard, Maynard, thank you for death and despair. <3 </b></sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~caught-cartooning</author>
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                <title>bringing sexy back.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Sep 2007 14:34:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Look. Look. ÑÐµÑÐ½Ð¾Ðº.<br />
I'm here after a long break.<br />
I'm a healthy student who knows everything about phonetics.<br />
If you live in Saint-Petersburg and want a photosession - call me.<br />
Filya is sexy. <br />
Santa does not exist.<br />
Thank you for your support.<br />
I'd be pleased if you'd send me a dollar. Or two.<br />
<br />
Eh.<br />
<br />
<sub>:<i>lay your head down, child, i won't let the boogeyman co-me!..<br />
counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums!<br />
pay no mind to the rabble (rebel?..), pay no mind to the rabble,<br />
head down, go to sleep to the rhythm of the war drums..<br />
</i><br />
<br />
listen to this once - and it will posess your soul.</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>not for offending.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Aug 2007 17:22:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>Judas was the one who gave Christ a chance to keep the sacrifice role for moderate price.<br />
Christ is the one who believed family values are incontestable.<br />
God is the one who got tired of killing other people's sons and decided he should have his own.<br />
Satan is the child of God who was forethought and born to emphasize the Trinity's godliness. <br />
Angels are those who can be arch- too though hierarchy doesn't actually fit the principle of total equality.<br />
Sinners finding oneselves in hell are not the ones who were malicious and savage in their lifetime but the ones who had no chance to publicly recant at death's door.<br />
Death angel - ( Amanita Phalloides) - is a mushroom.<br />
<br />
<br />
After thinking all this over i really don't know if there's something about canonical religious morality i should really care about.</sub><br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<sub><b>**news</b>.<br />
a couple of days ago i found a dead body of Zenit-b between lumber. i'm trying to become familiar with it. though i don't think i'll do fine - it's a great piece of luck for me to choose optimal settings.. i'm sometimes not that smart, you know, bh.<br />
<br />
we found a huge corpse of seagull near the public beach. i feel proud thinkin' we've probably saved some innocent human beings from possible diseases by carrying it away.<br />
but what makes me even more proud is that we've saved the Creature from grasping little arms of clever young gentlemen who loves playing football and other active games using dead bodies and skulls.<br />
eh. how's your day?..<br />
uh. whatever, i know, the religious part scared you and you didn't read the rest.</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Aand summorr neews.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Aug 2007 03:55:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I write my first Harepoter slash. I feel like the world is coming to an end, though nothing bad happened. I know no word in english again! - that happens spontaneously from time to time.<br />
<br />
Finally i managed to re-finish a plushie rabbit for a person who first started to make plushie rabbits, were, is and will be guru-rabbit-creator. <br />
I re-made the doll who was broken by a .. very bad relative of mine.<br />
Bha, the story of this creature is worth writing it down and selling the idea. Hey, Jackie Collins, where are you?.<br />
Fcuk, i guess he-the-doll is not needed any more. Well.<br />
Anyway i have no internet at home. Actually, i have no place i can call "home" in this town. Maybe yet.<br />
<br />
well..I'm used to that kind of feeling when you lose smth and have nothing to do except humbling.<br />
<br />
I had a short vacation which ended as a disastrous.. um. ended as a disastrous. that's all.<br />
I'm smiling. Honestly.)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Some poetry maybe.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Jul 2007 17:28:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Thirteen Ways of Looking at a Blackbird</b><br />
<br />
<b>I</b><br />
Among twenty snowy mountains,<br />
The only moving thing<br />
Was the eye of the blackbird.<br />
<br />
<b>II</b><br />
I was of three minds,<br />
Like a tree<br />
In which there are three blackbirds.<br />
<br />
<b>III</b><br />
The blackbird whirled in the autumn winds.<br />
It was a small part of the pantomime.<br />
<br />
<b>IV</b><br />
A man and a woman<br />
Are one.<br />
A man and a woman and a blackbird<br />
Are one.<br />
<br />
<b>V</b><br />
I do not know which to prefer,<br />
The beauty of inflections<br />
Or the beauty of innuendoes,<br />
The blackbird whistling<br />
Or just after.<br />
<br />
<b>VI</b><br />
Icicles filled the long window<br />
With barbaric glass.<br />
The shadow of the blackbird<br />
Crossed it to and fro.<br />
The mood<br />
Traced in the shadow<br />
An indecipherable cause.<br />
<br />
<b>VII</b><br />
Ð thin men of Haddam,<br />
Why do you imagine golden birds?<br />
Do you not see how the blackbird<br />
Walks around the feet<br />
Of the women about you.<br />
<br />
<b>VIII</b><br />
I know noble accents<br />
And lucid, inescapable rhythms;<br />
But I know, too,<br />
That the blackbird is involved<br />
In what I know.<br />
<br />
<b>IX</b><br />
When the blackbird flew out of sight,<br />
It marked the edge<br />
Of one of many circles.<br />
<br />
<b>X</b><br />
At the sight of blackbirds<br />
Flying in a green light,<br />
Even the bawds of euphony<br />
Would cry out sharply.<br />
<br />
<b>XI</b><br />
He rode over Connectkut<br />
In a glass coach.<br />
Once, a fear pierced him,<br />
In that he mistook<br />
The shadow of his equipage<br />
For blackbirds.<br />
<br />
<b>XII</b><br />
The river is moving.<br />
The blackbird must be flying.<br />
<br />
<b>XIII</b><br />
It was evening all afternoon.<br />
It was snowing<br />
And it was going to snow.<br />
The blackbird sat<br />
In the cedar-lirnbs.<br />
<br />
<i>by Wallace Stevens</i><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>How's it called?..</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Jul 2007 05:19:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh. The disappearing act.<br />
<br />
I'm sorry, i think i won't appear here till the end of August.<br />
I have a lot of things to do and a lot of problems to solve.<br />
<br />
I'm sorry for being a great liar. But i'm trying to become a better person, mostly by keeping promises. Humm.<br />
You just have to wait a little or remind me of what i've said if it is important for you.<br />
Thank you for being here and being patient.<br />
<sub>and faving my "Victory day". huuuh, i'm grateful.</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>~Riga~</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Jul 2007 02:30:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I want it back.<br />
MUSEs were great, it was even better than i imagined. i miss them.<br />
i miss Ree and Vla. <br />
..i miss the town, i miss even Baba so zvezdami!.. <br />
<br />
i have some concert videos, probably i'll show them later.<br />
i won't publish any photos here, i'm too greedy. russians can find some of them in my blog.<br />
<br />
actually, i don't feel like writing anything. <br />
ps come to Russia, we have cookies. Matthew knows that and visits us in Oktober. Join?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Contrapasso:</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Jun 2007 14:11:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My god, my god.<br />
I've read <i>The Picture of Dorian Gray</i> before, i liked it a lot, everything in this book seemed so precious and valuable.<br />
But...never. Ne-ver in my life i've gone through <b>any</b> book the way i do now.<br />
Today a friend of mine gave me this one without any reason - and now it's..<br />
It's like i'm inside it standing behind the curtain and watching every step, drink in every word <i>they</i> say. Just read the first few pages after the foreword - there's nothing <b>that</b> sad about them or in them, but i cry, yes damn i do! at every paragraph i read.<br />
Huh, the funny thing is that i started reading in metro.<br />
...i think i'll dry up by the middle of the book<br />
<br />
Never ever wanted i to <b>kill</b> an imaginary character and never before i <b>hated</b> a creature who's nothing more but <i>a few words written on thick paper</i>.<br />
This feelings are like a step closer to sheer harmony of mind. It's like the dam finally burst and something flooded every corner i used to keep empty and dry.<br />
I don't want the pages to go by, i miss the moment i read before while reading the moment after. I want them to lie abreast like they're a real neverending story with no edges and no page-like separate pieces. This creates an illusion you still didn't miss the moment when everything was fine, it still exists a few cm to the left.<br />
...this is useless, i don't think you still treat me seriously.<br />
<br />
<br />
Oh.<br />
News?<br />
One of my long-lasting dreams is coming true. Isn't it great.<br />
<br />
<sub><b>ps for Cartoon Character:</b></sub><br />
i'm sorry for keeping silence for so long, and i will record a song for you before leaving..<br />
..how are you in there, you little fairy being?. i hope fine.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Canonical subject vol.2</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Jun 2007 16:27:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh. One more advice.<br />
It's so evident, then why it's so hard to follow?!<br />
<br />
Please, do what you really want. Or think you have to do.<br />
That doesn't mean you have to go and kill your headmaster right now (because he's so ugly and ruined your life in general. Jerk!! Die, die, you mthrfckrr!!!).<br />
<br />
Just kill that low snuffling voice that tells you you're too proud to do smth - to apologize, to come first or to write one fckn message telling you want to meet!<br />
Mwahahhaha, i'm charming. Aww.<br />
Believe me, there'd be much more regrets, moans and self-damnations if you would agree with that little bastard inside you telling you should sit quiet on your throne waiting for  miracle.<br />
Sure you deserve miracles, so <b>go</b> and <b>tell</b> them it's time to arrive. Please, for Fairies and Butterflies. Believe me. <br />
<br />
The quote of the day:<br />
<i>A true friend stabs you in the front.</i> O.Wilde<br />
<br />
And. Share your last cookie! <br />
Or someone will come and take away the whole.<br />
<br />
Yours still~<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Canonical subject.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Jun 2007 11:29:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dears. <br />
When you suddenly grow up, comes the understanding - caring about too many people is wasting yourself away.<br />
Just think of how many of them <i>really</i> give something in return - that is the simpliest sort of selection.<br />
Loving those ones is just enough for you, be sure. You don't have to be kind to everyone just for being called a nice person. <sub>Unfortunately, this means "the one who is always ready to give me his last cookie. dolt" more often.</sub><br />
<br />
...well ok, be nice, but without sacrificial impulse. That will do.<br />
<br />
Aww. I feel so-o old and wise. Quite a weird feeling. I'm so tired of giving stupid advice, i think i should go and sleep now.<br />
<br />
<sub>No. No one hurt me, i'm not bleeding while writing this.</sub><br />
<br />
And yes, you little one, yezz, you exactly. <br />
Never. Never buy drugs. <br />
Become a popstar.<br />
<br />
Always yours~<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~caught-cartooning</author>
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                <title>Yosh.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Jun 2007 11:43:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm not strong enough to finish one goddamn drawing. I give up in the middle, now i have tons of incomplete charas scattered all over the room.<br />
I don't have enough imagination to draw anything but feminine boys or freaky agamic creatures or fckn butterflies. <br />
I only draw in bw, rarely adding bloodspots, which are fake and aren't, actually, worthy of notice. I suck in using colours.<br />
<br />
Well. That was fun to write this, bha.. bhahaha... i don't feel like ending this, so.. ee.. sorry, bhhhha.<br />
Ha.<br />
Hahahahahahaha. Damn. Haaaa.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>}i{</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Jun 2007 13:54:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ All you have to do to make me happy is to draw me a butterfly.<br />
No comments.<br />
It's not a request.)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Mama, just kill the ma[e]n.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Jun 2007 01:09:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm sorry for myself, really. I'm not sure if i will appear here till 7th of July. Maybe i will. Maybe i'll post something and disappear for a while.<br />
<br />
I'm tired, i'm not interested in anything right now, so i'm sorry again.<br />
Good luck, take care.<br />
<br />
:heartshapedsomething:<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i-know-you-won't-watch-me-after-this.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Jun 2007 13:07:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...<br />
<b>1.</b><br />
i find out there's some ..good yaoi anime i haven't seen (google.com/my friend told me/came across description while surfing web/ so on)<br />
<b>2. </b><br />
i suffer<br />
<b>3.</b> <br />
i find more information about this yaoi anime i haven't seen YET<br />
<b>4. </b><br />
now all my friends know i want this y.a.i.h.s.y., bcause i suffer LOUDLY<br />
<b>5. </b><br />
it appears some buddy of the buddy of the buddy of my friend has CD/DVD with this ill-fated y.a. blah blah<br />
<b>6.</b> <br />
... (some time full of suffering, then i get to know that evil buddy lost the disk/died/left the country(planet)/hates me and will never share this happiness with me)<br />
<b>7. </b><br />
my suffering becomes annoying (...actually, it became annoying 4 points before, ok)<br />
<b>8. </b><br />
ta-daa, the Best Person Ever (random) finds this hypnotic pervert stuff, downloads, records it and agrees to give it to me if i would shut up...i mean if i'd promiss to stop suffering.<br />
<b>9. </b><br />
... (morbid laughter (10 min), getting home (...some min), restraining hysterical feelings (depends)<br />
<b>10. </b><br />
some hours of pure orgasmic feeling, probably some pauses filled with hysterical laughter or/and some lunatic thoughts.<br />
<br />
<sub>(<b>10.1</b> - some series don't open, i call that whrsn Best Person and yell that i HATE him)</sub><br />
<b>11.</b> <br />
last series, i sit quiet for a min or two<br />
<b>12. </b><br />
...i write an entry (or two or three or.. well) looking like "aaaaaaaatzatz, i've seeen it, yaaaaaaaay, chuuuu!!!!! nananaaaaaah!!!", then i write smth similar instead of answering my friends' "how's it doing" or "what's for tomorrow evening"<br />
<b>13. </b><br />
i once and for all realise there will be no continue, read every fanfic with favourite pairing <sub>(i already have a fav pairing)</sub> i can find, fave some subject works on DA, slump and...<br />
<br />
then, while sitting here so lost and low, i find out there's a cult yaoi anime i haven't seen.<br />
<br />
...<br />
it is always the same.<br />
why<br />
WHY ME?!<br />
fuckit, i KNOW it's madness, i don't expect insight and sympathy from ANYONE in here.<br />
but<br />
maybe<br />
you know...<br />
somebody?..<br />
<br />
merdee, nobody, ok.<br />
<br />
seeyasoon. <3...sure.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>subject: exhausted subject</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Jun 2007 02:57:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ you go to sleep hoping things will change the next morning.<br />
you wake up and understand that it's even worse.<br />
much damn worse.<br />
<br />
i knew i'm too susceptible.<br />
<br />
hello. i don't care about most everything.<br />
hello. i don't care about most everybody.<br />
what should i do with this. i don't know<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~caught-cartooning</author>
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                <title>i bet you didn't know</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 May 2007 13:42:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...that happiness is a piece of thick white paper, 7x13 cm, with some black letters and numbers on it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~caught-cartooning</author>
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                <title>:happily bleeding:</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 May 2007 15:14:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>May, 26th<br />
5th day on liquids.</sub><br />
<br />
<b>I love him. He is so wonderful. He is perfect. Perfection itself.<br />
Waaaa(((!!</b><br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
<br />
<br />
<sub>Somebody. Crucify me.<br />
It's madness. Finally it has come.<br />
My God, my God.<br />
I think i'm duuumb. But maybe just happy.</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~caught-cartooning</author>
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                <title>THE DRUGS DON'T WORK</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 May 2007 13:08:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ kidz. yesterday afternoon We and ~<a class="u" href="http://perhydrol.deviantart.com/">perhydrol</a> went to the God Blessed Ð¤ÐRSMAÐÐR image studio and pierced our oh-so-damn-sexy tongues.<br />
i don't know what for. honestly. i don't know.<br />
hnm, maybe now i'm a perfect kisser instead of being an excellent one© ha. haha. damnit.<br />
<br />
<br />
Well. I have only one advice for those who are going to pierce their tongue.<br />
EAT everything tasty you can find BEFORE making an extra hole - you won't be able to chew anything while your relatives will eat your favorite <sub>straawberrieees :cryy:</sub> ang LAUGH behind your back.<br />
<br />
I've eaten 4 Strepsils pills for today. I feel like i'm not belonging to the earth any more.<br />
<br />
<br />
<a href="http://irrr.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/r/irrr.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconirrr:" title="irrr"/></a><br />
<a href="http://perhydrol.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/e/perhydrol.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconperhydrol:" title="perhydrol"/></a><br />
<a href="http://azetylen.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/z/azetylen.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconazetylen:" title="azetylen"/></a> <br />
<br />
<b>i love you, guuuys! </b><br />
<sub><b>(the order means NOTHING)</b></sub><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~caught-cartooning</author>
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                <title>the white rabbit</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Apr 2007 14:10:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I love sharp canine teeth, high cheek-bones and fragile collarbones.<br />
I love slender wrists and delicate fingers. I love "greek" noses and "capricious" lips, big eyes and long eyelashes.<br />
<br />
I love so many different things about human body that every person i meet apparently has one.<br />
I think that's good.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~caught-cartooning</author>
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                <title>oh. my. goodness.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Apr 2007 11:54:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NulOMgF00io">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<br />
this is the end.<br />
Ð¿Ð¸Ð·Ð´ÐµÑ. Ð¾Ð¹. ÑÐ¾ÑÐ¾ÑÐ¾, ÑÑÐ¾ Ð²Ñ Ð½Ðµ Ð¿Ð¾Ð½Ð¸Ð¼Ð°ÐµÑÐµ Ð¿Ð¾-ÑÑÑÑÐºÐ¸. Ð½Ñ. Ð±Ð¾Ð»ÑÑÐ¸Ð½ÑÑÐ²Ð¾.<br />
ÑÐµÑÐµ. Ð¿ÑÐ¾ÑÑÐ¸ÑÐµ. Ð½Ñ ...Ð²Ð¾Ñ. ÑÑÐ¾ Ð²Ð¸Ð´ÐµÐ¾, ÐºÐ°Ðº ÑÐ¶Ðµ Ð±ÑÐ»Ð¾ ÑÐºÐ°Ð·Ð°Ð½Ð¾, ÑÐºÑÑÐ°Ð»Ð¾ Ð¼Ð¾Ð·Ð³, Ð¿Ð¾Ð·Ð²Ð¾Ð½Ð¾ÑÐ½Ð¸Ðº, Ð¿ÑÐ°Ð²ÑÑ Ð½Ð¾Ð³Ñ Ð¸ Ð²ÑÑ Ð½ÐµÑÐ²Ð½ÑÑ ÑÐ¸ÑÑÐµÐ¼Ñ.<br />
Ñ Ð½Ðµ ÑÐ°Ð½ÐµÐ½, Ñ ÑÐ±Ð¸Ñ. Ð½Ðµ Ð·Ð½Ð°Ñ. Ð±Ð»Ð¸Ð½ ))<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~caught-cartooning</author>
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                <title>oh-so-sexy journal.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Apr 2007 13:54:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...ok. i lied. no sex.<br />
<br />
<br />
Well...hum. I suddenly realised what The-Most-Distressing-Thing is.<br />
What makes me feel miserable. Lost. Useless.<br />
<br />
My hair's dark and curly. I have <sub>hips</sub>. My eyes will never shimmer silver.<br />
<br />
So. This means i will never, never cosplay my wonderful, my adorable Draco Malfoy. blaaaaghahahaaah :emocry:<br />
<br />
Have a nice day. Or night. Whatever.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
..Hey. Where the hell is the option "comments forbidden", gosh. I just have to be sure noone can comment this. None of you can comprehend the depth of my suffering.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<sub>By the way, i'm returning to ink-pencil-drawing, i'm going to draw the girl i was captivated by for about 6 month, i'm going put this drawing into a glass bottle, glue it up with some wax and throw it into...dunno...any large pond i'll come across.<br />
or i will just send it to someone nice and smart to be sure someone could value how terrifying a little dead girl can be. </sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~caught-cartooning</author>
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                <title>unfortunately, not about cookies.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Mar 2007 17:49:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ First of all, <b>warning</b> for those cute persons who're reading this bosh each blessed time (i love you, guys ). <br />
I'm making the Doll, i'm captivated and kind of.. emaciated, you know what i mean (you who's ever made a doll you've been captivated by )<br />
<b>So.</b> I guess i won't be submitting anything this week, and the next week, and..oh. <br />
It's your right to leave this place and never return again and never see the creature that has the biggest part of my <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> now.<br />
*sigh*<br />
<br />
...<br />
Today i fully realised that there're two special types of beauty that almost hypnotise me, two types of people (i'm talking about the appearance now ) at whom i can stare for hours without saying anything.<br />
First are those who look perfectly perfect, refined, i have seen them a couple of times and that made me feel .. dunno.. like i have something that's worth living for. Why?.<br />
It's hard to explain and i know that sounds odd.<br />
<br />
But the ones who really "made" me write this are the people who are said to be weird or homely but still seem <b>beautiful</b>, gentle to me.<br />
I don't know what's the secret. I just don-t--know.<br />
It's not normal in many ways, and i don't understand what line defines beautiful and ugly for me and where does it lie.<br />
Heh, sometimes i'm not even sure if this line exists.<br />
Ultimately i understand what classical beauty is and i can always tell what makes this or that person imperfect, but - bu-u-ut!. - still i sometimes turn away from all those oh-so-goodlooking human beings and follow somebody <i>unattractive</i>.<br />
<br />
..oh would somebody EVER tell me what the point is..<br />
<br />
..it's go-od that you don't know about whom me thinks while writing this.<br />
<br />
and that person dances like God would... if he could, of cource.<br />
i'm not in love with him, and that drives me  to despair >________<<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~caught-cartooning</author>
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                <title>k cherty vsyo. god, do you hear me? GOOOD?!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Mar 2007 13:32:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i feel kinda lost and depressed, that's why i'm drawing nothing but depressive vampires, my dearly beloved ones. (the ones i hoped i won't draw for about a month or two..at least )<br />
tonns of new drawings. <br />
maybe i'll submit something tomorrow. maybe i won't. who cares.<br />
i hate everyone including myself, so..heh. <br />
<br />
i'm sorry for saying this. <br />
generally, it's not true and blahblah.<br />
<br />
<br />
i'm not sure why i'm writing this. this is senseless. woo-hoo.<br />
still, it does not contain phylosophical stuff about life and death and so on.<br />
this stuff goes to my russian journal.<br />
so goodnight, you lucky ones. <br />
have a nice day tomorrow.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~caught-cartooning</author>
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                <title>"all fairy tales lie" and stuff.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Mar 2007 10:21:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It was quite a lunatic day, funny and pleasant though.<br />
<br />
Usually i avoid using tube if there's another way to reach the place - it's just too crowded, too packed here, i don't like this.<br />
But today i had to, and, taking into account the fact that i had some large drawings with me, i was quite..angry.<br />
But then a thing that actually made this day <i>eccentric</i> happened.<br />
I was dragging myself along the street hoping the tube is closed/demolished/broken, muttering something not that nice.<br />
And at the next moment i came into collision with a guy who was collecting money, asking something from passers-by. At first i did not understand what was happening - people usually don't ask money just for nothing, you know (even here ).<br />
But then - ta-da! - i <i>finally</i> noticed a group of <i>dark</i>-looking boys, singing something veery weird (to all appearances, they were cursing every person who passed by without giving money ), swinging in a curious way and laughing at something.<br />
Well. <br />
The only thing i can say is that now i know their names, i'm invited to sing with them (yey, they found my voice very pleasant, m-m-naa! )),<br />
we swopped our e-mails and blahblah. The day was saved.<br />
<br />
<br />
And the painting ("Because all fairy tales lie" ) i was carrying is going to be printed on the curtains!.. (Not for commercial use, of cource ). I'm still smiling, i'm still a happy idiot.<br />
<sub>I'm getting used to this condition.</sub><br />
When i'm happy i start looking idiotically.<br />
<br />
This drawing was made as a present. I wish i could show it to you, but it's on A3 paper sheet so it's quite difficult to scan it, and it's too delicate to photograph it at the same time.<br />
Two boys - as usual - Kai and Gerde. G, the boy with dark hair, is pressing his palms to Kai's eye and heart, his fingers are stained with blood. Huh. blood, as usual, i like blood :vampire:<br />
As you remember, Kai's eye and heart were the places where the slivers of the mirror hit.<br />
___________________________<br />
<sub>So. If you're reading this (heh. it'd be funny if noone reads this ).. i have a kind of suggestion.<br />
<br />
If any of you want a portrait - a real portrait, i mean, not stylized - just send me one of your photos (your face ), big enough to view details. In a note or smth.<br />
There's no particular reasons for me to ask this. Just a moment of madness. <br />
And i'm sorry in advance if there would be more than one reply (unlikely, but ), i'm not sure i'd be able to make more than two portraits.</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~caught-cartooning</author>
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                <title>...and some more nice things.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Mar 2007 11:31:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Warning</b>: lots looots of fluffy useless words. <br />
<br />
Yey. ^^ <br />
Well yes, i'm using this awful 'anime' icon.. as it fully describes my current moods. <br />
I've received one more valuable invitation (fourth )) to the St P Art Gallery, and tomorrow i'll finally have a portrait of me drawn by a professional artist. <br />
Actually, there will be several, but the one and only i 'll choose will be mine absolutely for free ) <br />
<sub>I'm the <i>chosen one</i>, bwah... sorry )</sub><br />
<br />
I'm finally adult, so there's no problem with it.<br />
That's why i'm bright and shiny now. <br />
Like a Christmas Tree. fmhh. <br />
(mhm, glowing, shimmering and stupid ). <br />
<br />
Aand the second point is.. <br />
I'm proud of my <i>emo</i> -self. I've recently finished the drawing for one Special Person and i'm happy with that.  <br />
I'm not sure - as always - whether he'll like it or not. But i made it with some kind of love. heart heart.<br />
I'm sorry for not placing it here today, i'm not able to scan it, but tomorrow it'll be here. <br />
Wish me luck )<br />
<br />
<br />
Well.. that's not all but that's enough ) Too much happiness for one little entry anyway. <br />
Wish you were here so i could give you a kiss, mwahaa. )<br />
<br />
..ok. i just wish you to smile more often. they say it prolonges your life. gh.<br />
))<br />
<br />
<br />
and. <b>happy birthday to Irrr</b>, the little monster who ruined my life. <br />
luv you though )<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~caught-cartooning</author>
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                <title>Dear Diary,</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Mar 2007 12:43:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ the idea of this entry appeared while i was making a new pencil drawing.<br />
It'd be two boys named Kai and Gerde. The canon's getting old, my Gerde is a beautiful boy. <br />
<br />
As you've probably noticed, i'm deeply into using pencil (unusual for me), particularly drawing "exhausted", "unhealthy", "repulsive" etc boys, who - omfg! - seem to love each other.<br />
Some of them look like author's insane. <br />
Ok. I'm not mad about gay relationship in general (yeah i'm just charmed by young handsome boys kissing ). <br />
Moreover, all my characters die before having sex (while having sex at a pinch ). <br />
I'm not mad. Trust me. Not THAT mad, i'm quite a nice person.<br />
<br />
<br />
So.. why i seldom draw girls? Dunno, man's body is just more attractive for me as an artist. <br />
Imagine a girl with the type of frame i draw - you'll understand.<br />
<br />
Why i don't like heterosexual couples? <br />
Oomigawd, i dunno again. I just don't. They're not tender enough...oh.<br />
That does not mean i don't like them in real life.<br />
<br />
Well. Maybe i draw b+b couples because from time to time i dream of being a boy. Ta-da!.<br />
(not bcus i'm interested in good old inns-outs(c) they do ). <br />
Yep. Crucify me. <br />
Anyway, not with my appearance and my childish voice.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
---<br />
I'm not crazy.<br />
<sub>Trust me. Mwahhaha. </sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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