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                <title>New Account</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Nov 2007 10:52:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I want to start fresh.<br />
Brand new work.<br />
It may be very... cliche or boring or meaningless or ... anything beyond that excluding "good" or "great" work.<br />
But that gives me practice.<br />
Even small quotes will get posted.<br />
I just feel the need to completely restart my DeviantArt "career".<br />
<br />
I put a link up for my two old sites on the new one.<br />
ccatastrophic and xclandestinex.<br />
<br />
Here's the link: <a href="http://tayjer.deviantart.com">[link]</a><br />
<br />
Tayjer is what I thought my name was when I was small. My parents or sister would say my name correctly and I would freak out and say, "NO. MY NAME'S TAY-JER."<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ccatastrophic</author>
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                <title>HOLY SHIT.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Sep 2007 14:35:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 2,997 deviations and like 412790471289507124987129 messages.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I've only been gone since March.<br />
<br />
Good to know everyone's kept busy!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
OOHHHHH how LIFE has changed for me!<br />
So many new people<br />
and most of all<br />
A NEW ME.<br />
I've changed lots.<br />
As well as my art and life.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I wanna know how everyone is doing. Comment, leave notes, everything!<br />
I'll start putting up some art as soon as I can.<br />
<br />
<br />
:]<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Oh and <a href="http://www.myspace.com/cheapxthrill">[link]</a><br />
<br />
Add me. :]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ccatastrophic</author>
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                <title>I'm leaving DA for a very long time</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Mar 2007 09:55:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have no idea if I'll come back or not.<br />
Life is great.<br />
I'm wasting it on the computer.<br />
I've quit like every site I have.<br />
I don't know about this one, but I'm done for a while, I'm not gonna come back unless I REALLY feel the need to.<br />
<br />
Thank you for all the support everyone, but I don't have the self-confidence for this site and I'm wasting a life that's going amazing on a computer.<br />
<br />
Sorry everyone.<br />
<br />
<br />
Love,<br />
Taylor<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ccatastrophic</author>
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                <title>About Quitting...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Mar 2007 14:32:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I might quit DeviantArt altogether. My art is embarassing me and I haven't been able to write anything that was even close to being decent of viewing.<br />
So...<br />
I'll announce if I'm leaving or not soon.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ccatastrophic</author>
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                <title>DAMMIT</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Feb 2007 13:48:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, since my art is being ignored or just completely sucks<br />
<br />
<br />
I'M LEAVING HERE FOR A LITTLE WHILE.<br />
I'LL STILL HOVER.<br />
BUT I'M NOT POSTING ANYTHING.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
....<br />
You all probably don't care.<br />
But that's.... my problem... but let's just say it's yours<br />
â¥<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ccatastrophic</author>
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                <title>Zoot Suit Kitty</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Jan 2007 13:05:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ For anyone that has been to <a href="http://lackadaisy.foxprints.com/">[link]</a><br />
You know that it's inspiring, maybe even addictive.<br />
lol<br />
I love Lackadaisy<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/aww.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":aww:" title="Aww" /><br />
<a href="http://tracyjb.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> tracyjb is the mastermind behind it.<br />
I was quickly inspired to draw my own Lackadaisy cat. The result was decent. I used my own cat as the model rocking the zoot suit. I'm debating on posting it... My scanner's broken.. still. I liked what came out.<br />
<br />
I was thinking about making my own character out of it. ... ...<br />
After making the character, I could use it in the majority of my drawings...<br />
I would still write, but I started out my life drawing and making music (starting with the famous pots and pans, thank you very much).<br />
<br />
<br />
My characters would live in Chicago (because that's where I live) and it would all be 1920's-30's. They would all be musicians. There would be a few dogs and a few cats.. and... yeah. I wouldn't make comics really. I would make a huge array of characters, just a small bit. Like, 3 cats, 3 dogs. Or 2 dogs, 2 cats. 1 dog, 3 cats. 1 cat, 3 dogs. etc. Something fun. Like that.<br />
<br />
THANK YOU <a href="http://tracyjb.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> (tracyjb) FOR THE INSPIRATION!!!<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<b>Should I make my own special little group of characters?<br />
OPINIONS/ANSWERS NEEDED.</b><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ccatastrophic</author>
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                <title>Please read..</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Jan 2007 15:25:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah, I never really got around to it, but,<br />
<br />
Thank you..<br />
<br />
to all of the people who have added anything of mine to their favorites, commented my work leaving a shy smile dancing its way quietly across my lips, who read my poems in general, who read anything I've done or said or wrote or caught in a photograph (even if it <i>was</i> usually myself, thank you to the ones who watch me, who look at all my artwork whenever I post something new, who take the time to go through my whole gallery...<br />
I'm not good at saying thanks, so heres a slight attempt.....<br />
<br />
Thank you, all, for a great first year, in 2006, on DeviantArt, for following me from my old account <b>xClandestinex</b>, to my new account <b>ccatastrophic</b>...<br />
<br />
<br />
                                                                       Thank you all, so much,<br />
                                                                                   Taylor<br />
<br />
<br />
P.S. - <i>"leaving a shy smile dancing its way quietly across my lips"</i> ... Maybe my writer's block is finally breaking itself away....Who knows, really?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ccatastrophic</author>
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                <title>Writer's Block Loves Me</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Jan 2007 21:27:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is terribly annoying. The writer's block I have to suffer through is killing me. I can't get my emotions out, I mean, I can, but it would end up as a jumble of words in chat dialogue and shitty grammar. I've made a pathetic attempt at getting back in the game, hence my new submission.<br />
Check it out, I guess..<br />
<br />
â¥â¥<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ccatastrophic</author>
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                <title>Where's My Inspiration?!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Dec 2006 10:46:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have decided to take some time off from DA<br />
I've tried to write some new work, but it's all old, boring, and stale. I have lost my inspiration and muse and cannot figure to write anything decent that I like at the smallest bit. I'll be back sometime soon, hopefully. I will be on from time-to-time to browse art. Wish me luck on some new, fresh, pieces.<br />
<br />
â¥â¥<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ccatastrophic</author>
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                <title>About Me</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Jan 2007 14:11:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Sex:</b> female <br />
<b>Age:</b> Born on September 3rd<br />
<b>Location:</b> Never Never Land, Illinois, United States <br />
<b>Account Status:</b> Free Account - RECENTLY MOVED FROM xClandestinex I am <u>not</u> new<br />
<br />
<u><b>Contact:</b></u> <br />
<b>Email:</b> jumplittlepiggy@aol.com<br />
<b>MSN:</b> very___tragic@hotmail.com<br />
<b>AIM:</b> jumplittlepiggy<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Hello Beautiful, <br />
<br />
<br />
My name is Taylor and I am a fucking RIOT. <br />
<br />
My entire life is devoted to, surrounding, and loving music. Music = passion, life, and love. <br />
<br />
I'm a girl, I obviously don't have a penis. All of my pictures are OF ME. They are all REAL. I dont play the game fake and steal fucking pictures, dont accuse me. I am myself, I dont copy, act as, or steal anything (from) others. <br />
<br />
I am stubborn, brutally honest, I love to frighten the people who tend to discriminate, judge, and look down upon me, I used to be a wrist-slasher as some would put it, I like a good slap to the face when and/or if needed, I like to enjoy the city-life whenever I can (I live in a suburb/town that is smack-dab inbetween the country and the city) and I hope to live in the city (such as Chicago, which I live closer to, or New York) or one of the places Ive always wanted to visit which includes London, Munich, New Zealand. I dont know how to follow any of the advice that I give to others. I choose to be different and experiment with the way I look and act. My personality and personal style changes almost everyday. I dont have many morals and dont live by any rules because rules are just there to distract you from enjoying yourself and enlighting yourself at the times you feel worse (though, that is obviously my own personal opinion). Rules set you back from true fun, excitement, and joy. By taking risks, as opposed to obeying strict or even simple rules, can make you feel less held down and less bored. Dont be thinking over the top here though, be smarter than myself and set your ground rules. Ive set them before I completely forgot about them in the next 5 or 10 minutes. My point is, enjoy yourself whenever you can, dont let small things let you down, and stay happy.. Life is short, loves, I hate to say it, and it flies by. I think youll be much happier without second-guessing, doubting yourself, becoming depressed over little or big things, letting stress get to you, and not getting out there and doing whatever. Ive learned this the hard way.. <br />
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Moving along... The reason I'm like this is because I don't really care. Hey, guess what, I've got myself a life and I live it how I damn want. People who look down upon me for this can get fucked. I believe in being yourself, expressing yourself, living how you want, and not living for others. Fuck control freaks, judgemental people, discriminators, whoever - you name em, they can go fuck the world for all you should care. If you live for others you're going to be unhappy for the rest of your life because there will always be some dickface who is unsatisfied with who your amazing self is. It took me a while to figure this out, after a bit, I finally starting piecing myself together and putting together a firm personality that grows and changes every day... I feel that if you are happy with whatever you are, no matter what others think, you are then absolutely and truly happy. Forget what others think, it's not there life, IT'S YOURS. If you actually care about who I am or what MY sexuality is and decide to stereotype, judge, and descriminate me, click the back button. I don't need your shit, thanks for the offer. <br />
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I can be the sweetest person to you and treat you like a princess, especially if I absolutely love you. Piss me off, disrespect me, or mistreat me (basically anything to anger me or upset me), here comes Mega-Cunt. Some things Ill expect and/or want from you: <br />
Someone who cares <br />
Respects me <br />
Is nice to me <br />
Is loyal <br />
Treats me kindly <br />
If not, why are you still here? Label me, downrate me, call me all the nasty, vulgar names you can think of. Ill just laugh. Its as simple as that. What Im saying is, I wont let your words hurt me, theres no use in insulting me because Ill just as easily ignore you. If you feel the need to be a complete jerkface for no reason, good for you. At the end of the day when I click the Log Out button, it wont stop me from masterbating at night. Again, what Im saying is I don't fucking CARE what you think of me. <br />
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Next, I hate bad grammar. I hate bad spelling.. If u type lyke disz or ANYTHING similar, unless I know you, there is absolutely no purpose in speak... ]]></description>
                <author>~ccatastrophic</author>
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