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                <title>It has been quite a while.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Mar 2009 01:11:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am finally updating my deviant art a little. I have been gone for several months, missing a lot of the great awesome artworks of the AWESOME people and friends I watch; not being able to reply to comments; and most particularly, I also have not really been able to extend my gratitude to those who favorited my deviations. So, first off I would like to say THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH, if you are reading this and have been watching me and favorited my stuff for the past few months that I've been M.I.A....thank you thank you thank you. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />I also want to say this: I miss deviantart, and just because i haven't been on here for a long ass time does not mean I've been slowly losing my passion in art and fashion. No no no no. As a matter of fact it's growing very rapidly. And I would like to share this growing passion to the website that helped this very passion develop. I owe it a lot to deviantart and the people here: artists and appreciators alike.<br /><br />BIG THINGS:<br /><br />I. Two of the main reasons I've been gone for a while are school and work. I've been both full time at work and school, taking gen ed stuff in order to transfer and working as the lead stockroom manager at HOllisterco. (-_________-). However, THE biggest thing that has really been occupying me is the development of my first collection. I'm enrolled in the collections class in the Fashion Program in my school, and it has been, so far, an overwhelmingly incredible experience. <br /><br />So, the class's objective is to have the students develop their own collection of 6 pieces. The collections will then be showcased in a fashion show at the local museum, open to the public. This is ONLY the second year of the class, and it started last year. It was such an exciting experience. I was just a mere spectator then, awestruck by the beautiful garments made by the talented students, wishing someday soon I could do something similar. Well, now I am doing it. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <br /><br />I have never wanted anything more than this in my life, and it's just the beginning. This burning passion that I have inside me to be a part of the industry, and be able to create fashion, has never been stronger. I could never ever see myself being anyone, anywhere, doing anything else. <br /><br />II. I will be finally transferring to the Academy of Art University on the Fall of 2009. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />Thank you, once again. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />P.S. I thought I was going to write more, but I'm so tired. <br /><br />But yeah, CEAZAR IS STILL HERE! :3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>I'm...back?</title>
                <link>http://ceazar.deviantart.com/journal/14433772/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 31 Aug 2007 23:28:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello everyone on deviantart! it's been really a long time since i updated my journal!<br />
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So im back!!!! Well, IÂve been quite inactive for the past few months, but I still logged on just as often as I always did. I just didnÂt have anything to submit, because I was really uninspiredÂI was going through a phase we artists call the ÂCreatorÂs BlockÂ.<br />
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And now I'm back with a few works...and more to come!!!!<br />
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IÂd just want to tell everyone my utmost appreciation for your oh so overwhelming comments on my recent works, and for the favorites!!! Thank you sooo much! <br />
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I SAW JOSH GROBAN BY THE WAY!!!!!!!!! HE HAD A CONCERT HERE!!! UNFUCKINGBELIEVABLE!!!!!<br />
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I AM ALSO ANTICIPATING BON VOYAGE!!! THE SIMS 2!!! HELL YEAH!!!!!! and NEW YORK FASHION WEEK! no im not going...but you know...it's still something to look forward to...i was wondering if they actually broadcast it on tv...does anyone know?<br />
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i currently work part time at aeropostale, and going to school at a community college! im only sticking there for 1 year then hopefully, if a success, transfer to the ACADEMY OF ART SAN FRANCISCO!!!!!!! HELL YEAH!!!! i can't wait...hopefully ill see some you there! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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LOOK: <img src="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a287/ceazar/yeahehacopy.jpg"><br />
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:C it's been like that for a very long time...i haven't been cleaning it up...</img><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>*sigh*</title>
                <link>http://ceazar.deviantart.com/journal/13144278/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 May 2007 21:22:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone! I would like to thank everyone againÂfor constantly giving comments and favoriting my works. I know I have been the worst replier on earth, because I hardly do. I know itÂs such a simple thing to do, but please just bear. I really feel bad not responding to the comments you guys leave (especially those that are so overwhelming) I can just imagine you guys feeling ignored, because I know I feel that way when people just ignore comments. Anyway, I really appreciate your constant support and utmost appreciation of my works. <br />
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ItÂs been a long time again since I actually updated here. For the past several weeks, and even few months, IÂve been constantly bombarded with schoolwork, and IÂve been very very busy. Who can I blame? My schedule have been very hectic that I hardly had time for myself, let alone draw (not to mention the lack of inspiration). All these due to the preparation of the end of my high school career. <br />
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GRADUATION!!!! ThatÂs in two days, and I want to share my anxiety to everyone.  YAY!!!! But at the same timeÂ*sigh* itÂs parting timeÂmemories, memories, so much to missÂNO REGRETS!!!!!! ^_^ it couldnÂt have been betterÂ.CLASS OF Â07 WE HELLA GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
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Anyways, after this, IÂm moving on and ill be doing my Printemps/Ete collectionÂ^_^<br />
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I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!<br />
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HERE'S MY PERFORMANCE:<br />
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<a><a href="http://s14.photobucket.com/albums/a321/kolybee82/?action=view&current=MOV04984.flv">[link]</a></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>GRATITUTION</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Apr 2007 23:20:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ [grat-ih-TOO-shun] - NMO (New Modernist Ozian) expression of thanks so strong, the speaker makes up a word on the spot; Feeling of thankfulness.<br />
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I just really want to take this time and thank everyone on deviantart who has continually supported me, not only those who leave me over-whelming comments, and "favoriting" my works, but the great friends i have earned here. <br />
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"...That's why I couldn't be happier/ No I couldn't be happier..."<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>One MACROSTRESS LESS!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Mar 2007 00:19:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ One macrostress less! Yes after another month of hard work, our schools production of the musical FAME has concluded tonightand im one macrostress free!!! Yes, its really been a long time since I last logged in hereits quite funny to think that I said the same thing in my previous journallol.but Ive been HELLA busy, like it aint even funny:C<br />
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This entire thing took almost all my timea lot of risks were involved, sacrificesespecially my grades have drastically been affected by thismy friends, my familyand ericHOWEVER! The whole experience was absolutely AMAZING!!! After tonights show, I almost cried and then realized how much Ive become more of a person, not just as an actor/singer/dancer (FAME actually made me consider taking a career in theatreNOT!). The memories will linger forever in my heart, all the friendships shared with the cast, the moments of shit-talking, moments of just being goofy, moments of messing up the lines, moments of shoes being thrown on the stage, GAY-moments!!!, moments of injury (my head hit the floor when I was doing the mercutio death scene), moments of laughter and cryall these things have greatly affected my own being as an individualI will never forget this experienceeven tonight, the post party at jack in the box, when we got kicked out for being too loud and out of control.:-/<br />
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After 6 shows, 1.5 months of rehearsalits time for me to just relax, and focus on my other prioritiesI still have yet to catch up with a lot of things<br />
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Anywaypoint is, Im still alive! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />soYAY!!!!<br />
Have a good one!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>Bang Bang, I'm Alive!!!!</title>
                <link>http://ceazar.deviantart.com/journal/11677012/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Feb 2007 11:02:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So...the play is finally over! im one stress less! <br />
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anyway...it's been really long since i updated my deviantart...it's sad...:C i haven't been drawing/designing either...but i'm one stress less!!! wee!!!<br />
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BANG BANG Experience:<br />
so...the play was the best play i've been part of yet....and tonight....man...was the most intense last show....i never thought i'd do it, but i cried on stage with the whole built up of emotions...i wish i could do it all again....it was such a great experience for me...and honestly, it has changed my life...maybe not a whole lot, but it sure made me realize a lot of things in me, and in other people...<br />
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if you don't know what the production is, the entire plot and what not, here are some resources:<br />
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<a><a href="http://www.bangbangyouredead.com/">[link]</a></a><br />
<a><a href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=N1cLbS3TeJM">[link]</a></a><br />
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it's a serious play....a very, very emotional play...<br />
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EDIT: lol...it was also my birthday last friday!!!! i had to sing the national anthem too for the rally, which was ridiculously nerve-racking...i felt as though i did horribly, coz i started at the wrong pitch...but....my friends thought i did well....so...no worries....anyway....i had a great time spending my birthday with my great friends, which we went to out to eat after the show and celebrated with a cake that they bought for me...which was really sweet! god i love them to death...and eric....<br />
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thank you for reading, and you....YES...you...have a great wonderful day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smooch.gif" width="35" height="16" alt=":smooch:" title="Smooooch!" /><br />
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still...i have more stress...just one less...it's a huge transition....from this play...to FAME!!!!!!! and i shall see how that would come out!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>FAME - The Musical!</title>
                <link>http://ceazar.deviantart.com/journal/11512353/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Jan 2007 00:33:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Anyone familiar to the broadway musical?<br />
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After two days of auditions for our new school musical, <i>Fame</i>, the casts have been announced and i am one of the characters, <b>Nick Piazza!</b> im super excited for this musical, and as much as the songs are super hard and the entire thing is very ambitious, i will try to make the best of it, and contribute for its betterment!!! <br />
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starting on monday, i will be having the <b>MOST</b> hectic week in my life...i will be rehearsing for two plays, this one (<i>Fame</i>) and <i>Bang Bang You're Dead</i> (I play Matt), and i will also be getting more hw from my AP classes....and also...my god damn senior project...but...it's my final year! so...there's no way im gonna make a mess out of this year!!! <br />
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FUN FACT: My character, Nick, is a perceived gay guy! ^_^<br />
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I HOPE EVERYONE IS HAVING A GREAT WONDERFUL TIME! and thanks for reading! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>Prints!!!</title>
                <link>http://ceazar.deviantart.com/journal/11476523/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Jan 2007 23:02:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay....so....my senior year not only includes stress in my academics in preparation for college, but also a tremendous amount of expenses...like prom, winter formal, disney land senior night and so much more, like college apps fees and stuff!!!! i've been saving money for those, and i figured i could bulk it up a bit by selling my artwork!!! though very amateur, my artworks could be worth buying...i thought selling my artwork would be a great fundraiser!!!<br />
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my artworks aren't as great as those other professional artists and graphic designers here on deviantart, but it wouldn't hurt to try...<br />
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so....do you think people would buy my artwork? would you? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>FEATURE...FINALLY DONE!!!</title>
                <link>http://ceazar.deviantart.com/journal/11435795/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Jan 2007 14:20:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a>FEATURE FOLKS!</a><br />
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IM FINALLY DONE!!! <br />
...I will dive into the first 10 person's galleries who comment into this journal entry and feature them here! so comment away XD...i just did all you guys...coz i wanted to!!! and hey, it was a long wait for you guys...so yeah!!!<br />
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To those who get featured will do the same <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /><br />
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i was featured by:<br />
1. <a href="http://jhack.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/h/jhack.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="jhack" /></a><br />
here are some of her fabulous works!!! <a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/15456289/?qo=43&q=by%3Ajhack&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps">[link]</a></a><a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/25337548/?qo=18&q=by%3Ajhack&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps">[link]</a></a><a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/38158492/?qo=2&q=by%3Ajhack&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps">[link]</a></a><br />
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<a>19 PEOPLE I FEATURED!!!</a><br />
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2. <a href="http://jadexx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/a/jadexx.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="jadexx" /></a> Jade, jade, jadea fabulous artist with such an amazing talentshe has a great eye for beauty, which are shown on her photographs and designs. This girl is one of my early friends here on deviant art who has been supporting me all the way! Thanks girl! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
<a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44914872/?qo=8&q=by%3Ajadexx&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps">[link]</a></a><br />
<a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/40525850/?qo=13&q=by%3Ajadexx&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps">[link]</a></a><br />
<a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45309768/?qo=7&q=by%3Ajadexx&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps">[link]</a></a><br />
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3. <a href="http://walkingonsunshine.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/a/walkingonsunshine.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="walkingonsunshine" /></a> Karina is one of my early friends as well. She ultimately brings back all the memories I have of my native country through her fabulous pictures. This girl and I share so much in common, from art to music to just about everything.<br />
<a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43912313/">[link]</a></a><br />
<a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/46355307/">[link]</a></a><br />
<a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45741976/?qo=9&q=by%3Awalkingonsunshine&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps">[link]</a></a><br />
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4. <a href="http://kayley5756.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/kayley5756.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kayley5756" /></a> My fellow seventeen-year old, my fellow designer, my fellow artistthis girl, all the way from UK is a major talentshes one of those fashion designers here in deviant art that I can see making it! And trust me, I know a lot! <br />
<a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44993510/">[link]</a></a><br />
<a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45448106/">[link]</a></a><br />
<a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/41404530/?qo=17&q=by%3Akayley5756&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps">[link]</a></a><br />
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5. <a href="http://kristaia.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/r/kristaia.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kristaia" /></a> I barely know this girl, but boy is she an exceptional artist! I just LOVE LOVE LOVE her tinkerbell fanart drawing! And not to mention her Fosters clay sculptures! Keep it up girl!<br />
<a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/35795807/">[link]</a></a><br />
<a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/46049521/">[link]</a></a><br />
<a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/38791947/?qo=26&q=by%3Akristaia&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps">[link]</a></a><br />
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6. <a href="http://pkdesigner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/k/pkdesigner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="pkdesigner" /></a> I cant even say how much I love this girl! Sephora has been one of my greatest friends here on deviantart, and all the way shes been supporting me in what I doher appreciation to my works are just too overwhelminga great fellow designer, shes one to admire<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
<a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/34510175/">[link]</a></a><br />
<a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45428518/?qo=9&q=by%3Apkdesigner&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps">[link]</a></a><br />
<a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45027923/?qo=12&q=by%3Apkdesigne... ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>haven't tried it before...but...here goes!</title>
                <link>http://ceazar.deviantart.com/journal/11369396/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Jan 2007 23:29:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ FEATURE FOLKS!<br />
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...I will dive into the first 10 person's galleries who comment into this journal entry and feature them here! so comment away XD<br />
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To those who get featured will do the same <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /><br />
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i was featured by:<br />
1. <a href="http://jhack.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/h/jhack.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="jhack" /></a><br />
here are some of her fabulous works!!! <a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/15456289/?qo=43&q=by%3Ajhack&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps">[link]</a></a><a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/25337548/?qo=18&q=by%3Ajhack&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps">[link]</a></a><a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/38158492/?qo=2&q=by%3Ajhack&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps">[link]</a></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>Self-doubt...</title>
                <link>http://ceazar.deviantart.com/journal/11353044/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Jan 2007 17:23:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As of today, i'm still trying to figure out which college i want to go to...i have my top choices: Academy of Art College, FIDM (SF campus), Otis and Art Institute...<br />
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fashion design is my future...designing and creating clothes is what i want to do for the rest of my life...but somehow, for the past couple of weeks....i've been feeling incapable...i feel very doubtful that i'd be successful in life, 10-20 years from now...i feel like, even if i graduate in college, it would still be difficult for me...and that i won't be successful in my career...i feel like my goal of becoming a great fashion designer, which is the only thing i've ever dreamed of since i was in 6th grade, is so out of reach...and that i won't ever be able to attain it...*sigh*<br />
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maybe it's just this time that i feel this way...im losing my creativity...and im lacking inspiration to keep up with my designing...i can't help but doubt...but i really need to cease disbelieving in myself...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>It's been a long while...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Dec 2006 13:41:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ it's been a long while since i've updated my journal...i haven't really had time to be on deviantart...well, i've been constantly checking it, but, unlike before, i haven't really been spending time here that much anymore than i used to...but now....IM BACK! maybe...ill probably only be active for two weeks...that's because it's my freaking WINTER BREAK!!! YAY!!!! <br />
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school's been occupying me so much...but the end of the first sem was yesterday! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> and im glad...SOO GLAD! my finals went okay...but im sure i could have done better...this past semester was a really bad one....i know i could have made it better and fun...both academically and socially...but! there's one more coming up...and it would actually be the last one i would have in my high school history! and ill make sure it would be the best one throughout my four years in high school!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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okay....so im back on deviantart...IM ECSTATIC! my last submission was like...a month ago! but i shall start submitting again! until i can't do anymore...lol...especially i haven't really started my senior project (which is to make a four-piece fashion collection), i will be putting up my designs for that and more!!! <br />
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i love how the new project designer's coming along...such talented designers! im soo impressed by them! they're just soo great! good job chris for continuing such event! you're one fabulous guy! and good job for you designers!<br />
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i'd like to thank those people who favorited my works! thank you soo much! and for the comments, i apologize for not responding to them!<br />
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LOVE Y'ALL!!! especially to my good ol' deviant friends!<br />
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<b>I wish everybody a wonderful christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</b><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>I'm Immobile....</title>
                <link>http://ceazar.deviantart.com/journal/10723955/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Nov 2006 14:14:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My right big toe is broken...and i can't walk...stupid vacuum cleaner needs to die and malfunction forever...yes...one object i'd least expect to hurt me...unfortunately injured me...with the most careless behavior...this stupid, almost 1381278367 pound object fell on my poor little big toe...smashing not the nail (god exists) but the inner skin...it's been three awful days since this mishap...and it still hurts like awful shit....<br />
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details:<br />
Sunday...a wonderful afternoon at my aunt's house. i just got finished doing the vacuum on the carpet when i dragged the wheeled 3219846783 pound object to where it is usually stored. the poor old thing is as old as my grandma. heavy...and old = dangerous....that's what i thought, because it is almost broken. the hard body of it is about to dislocate itself from its sucking base, almost leaning to its death. "damn" i thought "i ought to be careful"...and i did take some precautions, but not enough. i placed the massive useful thing by the storage room and as i tried to open the door, letting go of the handle of the vacuum, in a sudden moment...it came crashing down to the floor where my right foot was. the back of it hit my foot and it literally blew my toe out...smashed it in such a painful manner...like....shit...the pain came toooo fast i jumped almost countless times. i grabbed my toe and tried to rub it, and skipped with my left foot as if to try and relieve the pain. i tried not to scream, but it was just too difficult not to...i tried not to cry...and i didn't...but it would have felt sooo awfully good! my little 2 year old cousin, sleeping on the sofa just feet away from where i was, woke up to see me going crazily overwhelmed with the pain...stared at me and laughed for a second and went back to sleep, leaving me smiling at the sudden occurrence of her beautiful smile and childish laugh...such a great comic relief...but it wasn't enough to relieve the building pain...i sat on the sofa before me and tried to calm myself down...i closed my eyes and tried to think what would happen, what i could have done to prevent this...i was like...SHIT YOU'RE SOOO DUMB YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE...but it was no use....it's over....i'm gonna have to deal with this fucking jacked up toe...LOVELY...JUST LOVELY, i thought....i opened my eyes to see my aunt infront of me in panic, asking what happened...i told her what...and she handed me a bag of cold stuff...ice...told me to place it over my jacked up toe....and i did...it was painful....JUST PAINFUL...but it felt...in such an odd way....good...i was calm then....<br />
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i went home as soon as my mom came to pick me up...i took a shower....crying in pain in the bathroom...we were going to church....i groomed...and left....about 4 hours later....from both the mall and the church...we finally arrived home....i walked as fast as i could to my room, and lay down on my bed and went to sleep forever until the pain was gone....<br />
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i can still feel it...i haven't been to school for 2 days...it's alright...i didn't do most of my homework...yeah...TALK ABOUT THE PERKS OF BEING INJURED WHEN YOU GO TO SCHOOL!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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HAVE A GREAT DAY AND THANKS FOR READING MY PAINS...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>CHRIS!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!! UGH</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Nov 2006 20:14:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 Weird Habits/Things About Yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 Weird Habits/Things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their devPage comments and tell them to read yours...<br />
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IM....OMG...IM NOT EVEN GONNA SAY ANYTHING<br />
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HERE, ill say something about clothes too...and shoes...like chris:<br />
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1. The right sleeve of my american eagle track jacket is sewn, while the other sleeve is not...so...the right one is...tighter than the other!!! ^_^<br />
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2. Everytime i go somewhere, i'd always look at my shoes and make sure their in perfect condition...everyone does...but weird thing is...i do it as often as i bite my nails....<br />
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3. I do the same thing with the clothes i wear<br />
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4. One of my destroyed jeans is overly destroyed that it's no longer wearable...but i wear them anyways...<br />
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5. One of my abercrombie polos has three holes in the center that makes a mickey mouse shape...i burned these holes when i used a hair blower to dry a wet spot...talk about being a darn neat freak...^_^<br />
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6. My right biceps are bigger than my left...and i can move my ears!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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cjrogers...gotta give back the favor!!!<br />
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~<a class="u" href="http://cjrogers1993.deviantart.com/">cjrogers1993</a><br />
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~<a class="u" href="http://buffyboi5.deviantart.com/">Buffyboi5</a><br />
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=<a class="u" href="http://spinningflag.deviantart.com/">spinningflag</a><br />
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=<a class="u" href="http://ilani.deviantart.com/">ilani</a><br />
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~<a class="u" href="http://spaceyj.deviantart.com/">SpaceyJ</a><br />
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~<a class="u" href="http://blueeyescrynomore.deviantart.com/">BlueEyesCryNoMore</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>I guess im doing it....</title>
                <link>http://ceazar.deviantart.com/journal/10693662/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Nov 2006 19:29:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was tagged by [link]<br />
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just answer the Q's and copy the rules into ur journals!<br />
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Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 Weird Habits/Things About Yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 Weird Habits/Things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their devPage comments and tell them to read yours...<br />
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6 Weird Habits/Things About Myself<br />
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1. I bite my nails excessively...and sometimes, i swallow them on accident...^_^<br />
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2. I change my underwear....almost five or six times a day...^_^<br />
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3. I buy clothes that are big, and sew them till they fit me well! And i mean fit me...like...tightly<br />
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4. I...swallow my gum when im lazy to go to the bin...i mean...instead of spitting it off to the ground...^_^<br />
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5. I like squeezing my nose and feel the puss come out of the newly forming pimples!...to think...i haven't had any...weird...<br />
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6. I have hyperdidrosis...yes...i sweat everywhere...and i hate it...especially my armpits...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />...and it just starts once i think about it...like NOW!!!! OMG!!!! EEEWWWW!!! I JUST TOOK A SHOWER!!! just....think about it....look at number 3!!! <br />
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well...there could be more...weird things about me...but...yeah....i only needed six for this journal!!!<br />
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now...im tagging!!!:<br />
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~<a class="u" href="http://wakasashe-fashion.deviantart.com/">wakasashe-fashion</a><br />
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~<a class="u" href="http://lasmith.deviantart.com/">lasmith</a><br />
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~<a class="u" href="http://cjrogers1993.deviantart.com/">cjrogers1993</a><br />
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~<a class="u" href="http://bressani.deviantart.com/">Bressani</a><br />
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~<a class="u" href="http://flcladdict.deviantart.com/">FLCLaddict</a><br />
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~<a class="u" href="http://walkingonsunshine.deviantart.com/">walkingonsunshine</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>THANK YOU!!!</title>
                <link>http://ceazar.deviantart.com/journal/10678095/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Nov 2006 09:49:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I would just want to take this time of mine, away from all my priorities, to thank everyone...EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU...and you know why...<br />
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man...it's been a long time since i last updated my journal...and my deviantart itself...i mean, i do log on everyday...but, i'm really lacking time for myself due to school...so, i only spend such little time here...IT'S HOLIDAY!!!! AND I DON'T HAVE SCHOOL...SO YEAH!!!! FOR ONCE I GET A BREAK!!!! WWEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!<br />
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anyhow...THANK YOU TO ALL THE 354 PEOPLE, and more to come, WHO FAVORITED MY COLLECTION...I GREATLY APPRECIATE IT...i never expected to be featured in the daily deviation at all...and the fact that it did occur is very overwhelming...<br />
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i logged on the 1st of novemeber and see over 900 messages...it took me a lot more than a minute to realize that is was actually OVER 900 messages...man...my message box is over-flowing....it was just....surprising....it was filled with wonderful comments that i greatly appreciate...fellow deviants who took time to look at my gallery and my collection and the pieces, and actually have them and other of my works as several of their favorites!<br />
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THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! forgive me for not telling you this individually....i could do it...but...man...replying to those 900 messages is....a lot of work....but this is to EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!! <br />
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MANY <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img... ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>To all my deviant friends, THANK YOU</title>
                <link>http://ceazar.deviantart.com/journal/10437889/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Oct 2006 18:44:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I would like to address this to those who have continually supported me throughout, not only in Project Designer, but from my very first illutrations as well...up<br />
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<b>THANK YOU</b> SOOOO MUCH Y'ALL!!!!! this is really over-whelming...im...out of words...WEEE!!! IEHWUIFREWUIFDJKBSGJKVBDSBVHSDGFAGURAyug ruewfhadvslhbc asbfauyg<br />
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PHEW....IT'S FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!! i can now completely focus my attention to school undividedly and...my senior project collection!! WWEEEPEE!!! gosh...i hope that one goes well! BUT...DON'T WORRY!!! THE END OF PROJECT DESIGNER IS MERELY A START! SO....KEEP POSTED! I'D STILL BE DESIGNING!!!!!<br />
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THANK YOU SOOO MUCH FOR THOSE WHO ADDED MY COLLECTION AND A FEW OF MY WORKS IN THEIR FAVORITES AND FOR THOSE WHO LEFT COMMENTS THAT WERE SOO OVER-WHELMINGLY KIND AND SUPPORTIVE...!!!!<br />
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I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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so....NEXT CYCLE!!!!! BEST OF LUCK TO EVERYONE WHO IS TRYING OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
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P.S. Thanks most especially to: eric <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> , leslie, stacey, TRACY!!!! chris, my fellow competitors, jesse AND MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>OMG OMG OMG!!!!</title>
                <link>http://ceazar.deviantart.com/journal/10349141/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Oct 2006 15:30:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In contrast to my last journal, I am soo HAPPY AGAIN!!!! i feel very ahead of my classes, finally!!! i feel...UNSTRESSED FOR ONCE!!! AND NOW...I HAVE MY THREE LOOKS DONE FOR MY COLLECTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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AND I AM SOOO IN A ROLL!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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ugh....but SAT's on saturday!!!!!! *pukes*<br />
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crap...well! i just want to thank my deviant friends who kept supporting me!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>Time has gone very fast...</title>
                <link>http://ceazar.deviantart.com/journal/10251991/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Oct 2006 18:43:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been very stressed ever since school has started. It's been over a month now, and the pressure just keeps on building up. Senior year is my worst nightmare. Before i know it, i will be graduating...or...will i? <br />
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Classes have been baragging me with homeworks. Just a few ones....but they are ultimately like HUMONGOUS ROCKS!!!! i can't take it anymore, but i try to be as strong as i can...it sucks, i know...but i chose to be this way....although i did not choose to be a senior!!!!<br />
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so....a lot of things are going to be affected by the interference of school...and one of those things...which im very dreaful to say....is my collection for project designer...i have not started...i can't find inspiration...unless i can just incorporate my hw's with it...perhaps like...PAPERS? LETTERS? SENTENCES? ANALYTICAL STUFF? RHETORICAL STUFF?<br />
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ugh...im uninspired...i might not have a final collection....oh well...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>To All that i watch!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Sep 2006 21:39:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i am so sorry about not taking time to look at your deviations...or even reading your precious journals....although i shouldn't feel guilty, i still do anyway....<br />
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school's been really a drag....not to mention im suffering senior-itis...:C...and AP-itis.... ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>San Fransisco!!!! and FIDM</title>
                <link>http://ceazar.deviantart.com/journal/9785422/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Aug 2006 18:31:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I love San Fransisco!<br /><br />OKay...so, today i went to frisco with my family and my super great friends tina, nikki and ~<a class="u" href="http://flcladdict.deviantart.com/">FLCLaddict</a><br />
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TODAY WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESOME!!! JUST WALKING ON THE STREETS, SEEING DIFFERENT PEOPLE, THE WEATHER WAS PERFECT!!! IT WAS JUST GREAT!!! not to mention THE GREAT STORES!!!! URBAN OUTFITTERS, DIESEL, FOREVER 21, FRENCH CONNECTION, ABERCROMBIE AND FITCH, and more!!! i didn't really get anything besides a shirt from oh so wonderful H&M!!!!! i really liked this one <a href="http://www.abercrombie.com/anf/onlinestore/collection/12758_02_l.jpg">shirt</a> from abercrombie and fitch...but i didn't have enough money....their fleeces were great...but they were too big...H&M's clothes were adorable...like always...<br />
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BUT<br />
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that was not the reason i came to frisco....i came to frisco to attend the Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandising Open House! and....i had an AWESOME APPOINTMENT with one of the administrators! Melinda...YOU'RE THE BEST!!! i can't thank her enough for her support, and for believing in me....FIDM...IS SUCH AN AWESOME SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO ATTEND THAT SCHOOL!!!!<br />
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that's all!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kiss.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":kiss:" title="Kiss" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>OMG!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Aug 2006 21:01:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OMG!!! I GOT A SEWING MACHINE!!!!<br /><br />OMG!!!! FOR MY FASHION DESIGN CLASS!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!.....<br />
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BUT THAT DOESN'T CHANGE THE FACT THAT I'VE BEEN CRAMMING...AND STRESSING OUT...FIRST DAY...<br />
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i wanted to be in intermediate theatre...but, i don't know why i chose to stay in AP Biology...<br />
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i have too much AP's.....<br />
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it's gonna be a rough year!!!!! omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ap english 2 alone....shit...and im gonna be joining honor choir....and....senior projects....and applications....WTF?! DSKNFUDSGUIRSDIGUBSDFGBIDSFUIGHSDFUGIDSF GDSF<br />
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THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
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but...IT'S OKAY! I LOVE IT BITCH!!! LOL<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>First day...damn</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Aug 2006 18:22:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay...so like....tomorrow...big day...bad start<br /><br />Project designer and summer reading ain't done yet...well...almost...shiyet...i've been cussing too much!<br />
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I GOT NEW FLIP FLOPS FROM HOLLISTER!!! YAY!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>SHIT...I WON...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Aug 2006 15:13:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay....so i won?<br /><br />IS THIS A DREAM?! OMG...<br />
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okay...this is what's behind my work...<br />
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DAMN BITCHES, I FREAKING WON!!!! (this is only going to be the time you see me cussing on deviantart...coz...im in the mood of that...)<br />
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OMG....HOW IRONIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!! ARE YOU SERIOUS?! I'VE BEEN DREADING IT ALL DAY!!!!!!! THE RESULTS!!! I WAS AT AN ORIENTATION...AND THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT ALL DAY!!! WITH UTMOST HONESTY, I KNEW I WAS GONNA GET CUT...I SWEAR!!!! I WANTED TO STAY SOOOO BAD, AND I KNEW THAT I CAN ONLY STAY IF SOMEONE QUITS, WHICH IS VERY LIKELY NOW...A LOT OF THE CONTESTANTS HAVE BEEN FOR VARIOUS REASONS...AND <b>I</b> WAS JUST GONNA QUIT LAST NIGHT COZ I KNEW I DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING!!!!! I WAS FREAKING OUT LAST NIGHT TO THE POINT OF QUITTING...AND JUST GIVING UP...AND YET, MY BOYFRIEND, THE GREATEST MAN IN THE WORLD...FORCED ME...AND MADE ME SUBMIT WHATEVER I HAD....BABE!!! I LOVE YOU!!!<br />
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SO.....SHITTY SHIT SHIT...OMG...I WON?! ARE YOU F*(&*#^ING SERIOUS?! I MEAN....THIS....IS REALLY...UNEXPECTED...<br />
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                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>THE SIMS 2</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Jul 2006 11:42:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE SIMS 2 PETS IS COMING FALL 2006!!!!!!!!!!! <br />
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im quite sad because im 1 expansion pack and 1 stuff behind <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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and before that, there's even the glamour life STUFF...this sucks...i hate being broke...!!!!! omg!!<br />
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yeah...i just feel like sharing<br />
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<a href="http://thesims2.ea.com/about/ep4_index.php">The Sims 2 Pets</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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                <title>The Devil Wears Prada</title>
                <link>http://ceazar.deviantart.com/journal/9265928/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Jul 2006 23:03:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am soo happy to have finally seen this great movie...it has completely inspired me!!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T SAY ANYTHING MORE!!!!! THE BEST YET!!!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~ceazar</author>
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