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Wo0o0o0o I'm 17 now, or like, I was about a month ago......

Yeyness for rawking and stuff

Luv u

cecilblueberry ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/8747982/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/8747982/ Fri, 12 May 2006 09:08:42 PDT
I decided that much had changed since then, but really has it?

People are still the same, same personality, same attitude, same characteristics.

How ironic life is. ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/8274128/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/8274128/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 11:37:36 PST
After all, only one more left to do........

]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/7981675/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/7981675/ Thu, 23 Feb 2006 14:35:21 PST
It's half term, and three weeks until the show. I am stressing so much, because although I'm sure it'll turn out fine, I can't help feeling the opposite. People fluffing up lines, no set, no costume, people not remembering dance movements etc. I don't know.....

Also, tonight, my auntie is staying. Her husband died the day after my birthday, but it was in the morning, so it was on the border. She still isn't over it, and said she would give everything up for just 5 minutes with him. I got tearful and realised, I don't think I'm still over things that happened in the past, and whatever they may be, life is too short for fights and stuff.

After this moralistic paragraph, I can't think of anythig to say. Lol, oh well. I'll see you later. Love you.

Cecilblueberry

XxXxXxXxXxX ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/7714249/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/7714249/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 14:12:04 PST
Well, life is busy: school, work, productions, learning lines, family agggghhhh! Fun though!

The show is only about 6 weeks away, and we're going away next week for rehearsal of it, and tomorrow is Salix02's birthday party, so we'll be havin a get together, like we usually do - all part of the fun

Life's cool - this and that said about you, but you don't notice. And of course,
putting -age on the end of word is always fun!

Toodle-pip

xxxxxxxx ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/7360401/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/7360401/ Tue, 20 Dec 2005 04:14:05 PST
Oh well, it's 5 days until Christmas, so that should be fun at least. Fnished school for the holidays after ,uch reading and playing of insturmentage etc. which is always fun, especially reading the snowman 5 times one after the other - yey! (sarcasm) lol.

Meh, have a good one all u folks!

Love cecilblueberry!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/7044824/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/7044824/ Mon, 14 Nov 2005 12:32:59 PST
10 Things You Like

1.Music
2.Family
3.Friends!!!
4.Being happy, lol!
5.Performing (such an extrovert)
6.Christmas!
7.Being appreciated
8.Doing well at stuff
9.Relaxing
10.Everything...

3 Things That Make You Happy

1.Family
2.Friends
3.Music and all the such

3 Things That Anger You

1.When the computer crashes
2.People thinking their brilliant, when really, they're not
3.Spam


10 Things That You Hate

1.Do-gooders being PC all the time (you cant say baa baa black sheep... well guess what its baa baa fucking black sheep!!!!!!!THERE!!!!!!)
2.Old people stereotyping about "young people today", even though some of it is true
3.Being obessed on people
4.Being alone with no one to talk to
5.Depression, but it happens!
6.Shit-spreaders (is it hyphenated?)
7.Branston Pickle
8.Gangster rap and swearing needlessly in songs
9.Boxing and fighting for sport
10.Having too much work for the amount of stuff I do

3 Facts About Your Name

1.My name is Oliver. Hello.
2. My last name means son of King someone or other
3.If my first name was Dorothy, then that would be strange

5 Facts About Yourself

1.I am very well endowed...
2.I lurve music and drama
3.My friends are very important to me
4.I study Music, Drama, Biology, German General Studies (woo!) and Key Skills (woo!)
5.I own a pink camel called Jeremy

2 Things You Expect (at least for now)

1.I think I will live until Christmas
2.I won't get anywhere with love and stuff

4 Random Thoughts

1.My friends Natalie said thankyou to a vending machine
2.The American version of Les Mis sounds shit (no offense to any US people), and Colm Wilkinson pops up everywhere!!
3.I need to learn my script for Disco Inferno
4.I've just missed Eastenders doing this!

Song you're listening to (give artist)

Music Of The Night - Michael Crawford

Time?
20:32

10 People you'll tag this to: (no particular order)

Meh, everyone on my contact list?? ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6842257/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6842257/ Sun, 23 Oct 2005 03:28:14 PDT
I have a crush on someone new now - yay! But it could be very rather tricky, cos I think they're seeing someone. Oh well. Fun, fun, fun in the life of a sixteen year old teeheehee!

Yeah. See ya later!
Love me! xxxxxxxxx ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6747257/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6747257/ Wed, 12 Oct 2005 10:18:44 PDT
Not much to say, really. Just thought I'd put something on. Not really put many poems/pictures on lately - not been in the mood/too busy.Oh well.

I'm feeling very quite melancholy for some reason. I don't know why. Other people seem to have an effect on how one behaves. I can't really explain it very much. Oh well. I feel involved in other people's problems, and although it's none of my business, I feel obliged to help, to prevent pain and upset. But I often do the wrong thing.

Anyway, stop me from babbling on... Please...

Love Me
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6647814/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6647814/ Sat, 01 Oct 2005 03:17:50 PDT
Everything's going well, Biology's rock hard, Music's ok, German is boring and Drama, well, I'm probably gunna be put in the "prima donna" group noe that Yasmin's left, and get a really shit part for the devised piece. And I'm with someone I loathe soooo much in three of those four lessons, who's a complete twat, and is full of himself. He probably thinks I'm a crap Jack in the play, which is proablby true, but isnt life fun.

Well, that's my daily moan. Oh, yeh. Don't even get started on my love life.

Bye bye. ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6553784/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6553784/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 10:40:30 PDT
I made some great friends, mostly who are Tom Ivin, Tom Jeukes and Laura Pick, as well Emma Kurij, who now has gone to university and will be greatly missed.

As for the majority of the rehearsals, they took place in the last two weeks of the suymmer holidays, so an extraordinary amount of work has been put into and incredibly short amount of time - the West End production has six weeks for rehearsals for each new season.

I will very much miss it - I've had a brilliant time, and I don't apologise to those people, who I have missed their parties and stuff, because if you were in Les Mis, you'd know the atmosphere it creates!

Happy Living!!!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6473570/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6473570/ Sun, 11 Sep 2005 04:33:26 PDT just like 'you' and 'mee' when it is misspelled.

Homophobia and You:

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Repost this if you realize homophobia is wrong. ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6365128/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6365128/ Tue, 30 Aug 2005 00:38:54 PDT
I missed Danny's party on Friday because I went to practice for Les Miserables (which will rock!!), but I can't help feeling sad over it. It sounds stupid, but I feel that I constantly let my friends down over and over again, but I can't see how. I'm all cracked up like a broken vase.

Then on Monday, I went to Emma's party, which was funny because I went at about 5:30pm, and she was already drunk! I love her though! Then I got pissed on three little stubby bottles, because I hadn't had anything to eat that day. Excuses, excuses...

I did so many walk and talks that night. With Sarah, Becky, Emma and Lee, and I think Becky and Lee were the most shocked with the outcome! But yeh, I'm not ashamed of anything, and I don't regret it either. I'm proud of who I am, and I know it seems a bit of a contradiction of what I said at the beginning, but Sarah is right - there's no point putting yourself down all the time.

And now the tears that were promised last night are at last coming. Thankyou, friends

Love you all xxxxxxxxxxxxxx ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6324614/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6324614/ Thu, 25 Aug 2005 12:13:12 PDT
P.S. I did ok as well!! ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6293137/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6293137/ Mon, 22 Aug 2005 00:50:26 PDT Just recharged myself after a bitchin' weekend!!!!
It was my party on Saturday, and it was brill!!!!
Bouncy castle, BBQ, band, booze (and balloons)!
All my friends (apart from petit-chou-fleur and jazzman88, who regretably were on holiday. Bah.) came. Had a spiffing time. Just a quickie. Yeh.

Bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xxxxxxxxxx ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6252183/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6252183/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 12:03:06 PDT It's my party in three days, and I'm well excited!!! for partying! Nowt really happening much. Oh well, it's nice having a quiet life sometimes.

Anyway, ya know before I was upset about the new musical Disco Inferno? Well, I'm a total hippocrite! Yey! The idea grew on me, I suppose I was just upset because I thought it would be something much more "musically", like Beauty and The Beast. Oh well. I got the main part, Jack! I was well happy! Thankyou teachers for choosing me!!!!

Results of parts, sort of (as if you don't already know!)

Jack: Me (Oliver - cecilblueberry)
Jane: Yasmin (jazzman88)
Tom: Rob Spillane
Maggie: Megan Grimsall
Heathcliffe: Jordan Taylor
Kathy: Natalie Blythe
Duke: Richard Harrison
Terry: David Wilson
Lady Marmalade: Carly Wood
Nick Diablo: David Crabtree

So yeh, that's everyone. Don't know who all the minor parts are yet, but as Mrs Ford says, it's the chorus who make the show as much as the main characters!

Anyway that's that.
Happy tootling!
Moi.

yup - thats done now ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6194037/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6194037/ Thu, 11 Aug 2005 02:17:39 PDT
I've really missed everyone while I was on holiday, but I have some great pics of Rhodes, wish I will submit in the very near future.

I feel a bit like, "ohh." or something, cos lots has been goin on while I was away, but I suppose I'll have chance to catch up. I've only just realised how much I have to do before I start school again in September. Oh dear, lets go back on holiday. And I've missed the point where I got 200 pageviews. 202 will have to do!

Not really much else to say. A bit borin, really. My party in 9 days, to celebrate my 16th birthday (and 25 days). My band are playin as well - t'will rock! Gone Campin' wo0o0o0o!

I feel bad about the news about Jark being demoted. I didnt even know about him or who he was, I was brouight onto DA in ignorance, but I've realised its caused a big enough impact with my friends, who sent me messages about it, but I couldn't reply because I was on holiday. I suppose everyting these days are about money.

This journal, I think, is constantly getting more depressing, actually - the day we went on holiday (we set off about 3:00am) we had a phone about 12:30am - my Uncle had died. It sort of spoiled the first few days of the holiday, but my little brother was none the wiser. I'm goin to see my Auntie tonight - she wants to give us something that belonged to him. I scared, about it and what it could be. I know he meant the world to her, so I will all cherish whatever it is.

Anyway, I musn't allow myself to get upset. Anything depressing will turn me to self-pity, wish I'm sure will kill me for!
Toodle-oo!
xxxxxxxx

]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6017897/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/6017897/ Sun, 24 Jul 2005 03:09:28 PDT
Tiredness, due to at least 60 hours in total on a coach can cause tension, friends arguing, relationships being slowly ripped, people being ignored, and I think, all this is better left in that country, and not brought and continued back home.

Certain relationships and friendships have been put to the test. First Alex and Heather, would make a really great couple (he's Yr13 goin onto uni, and she's Yr10) but due to stupid human pyschology or whatever, Alex feels used and stupid, cos he's given her so many chances, and by the end of the trip was left totally confused. I think that he should move on, cos inevitablly thats what he'll do at uni - meet someone else. Then there's Kate and Ross - Kate well fancied the pants off Ross, but he has a girfriend. However, he flaunts it most of the time, like most of the lads with girlfriends on that tripl, and I think what is the point? Why cheat? Or at least appear to be cheating? It's pathetic. Then there's Amy and Alex. Amy fancies Mark, Alex's brother (see my deviation The Fear Of God), but she knows she can't get him, so she's going for Alex, his brother, instead. But then as well as Heather, Alex fancies Emma Kurij as well. I'm confusing myself here, I feel well sorry for you if you're reading this!

There have been several rows also in Austria. Firstly, Matty and Iain. Matty made some lies about Hannah, and apparently was making a move on Iain's sister, so it all came to blows (nearly very lieterally - Ross had to hold back Iain from hittin Matty!) But by the end of the trip Iain got his revenge, involving a condom, hair gel, shaving foam, and sleeping tablets. I'll let you use your imagination on that one. And two of my best friends, Sarah and Emma. Although there was no arguments, Sarah feels upset and a bit used (read her latest journal fro more deatails) but I hope they're ok, because to me, if they are not best friends, the whole world may as well crumble. They both mean so much to me, and I couldn't live if they weren't friends. I'm prbably blowing this whole thing out of proportion, but after only 2 hours sleep after a hjounrey on a coach about 50 hours long, I'm still tired now.

I just wish certain things could lay low, but as this is not a perfect world, things have to come out of the woodwork sometime. And let's face it, it does make good gossip...

Cecilblueberry xxxxx ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5910221/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5910221/ Tue, 12 Jul 2005 02:14:03 PDT I had my prom on Friday, and it was ace! Put two pictures on here from then, it was soooo funny. There was so much controvesy between probable couples *Check out "The Fear of God"* and stuff, it was just really funny. It all went to fast. Was at duveau23's house for about 5:50 for photos, limo for 6:30, got at prom for 7:30 after driving around Leeds.

About halfway through, there were a million speeches, the best by Brett Dexter. Boy, he can talk a load of crap! It was just funny him callin our headteacher "The Boss", and how he loves all the teachers! He's ok tho. You could tell that some teacher's were crying, and it was quite sad, as I would never see some people again. Sigh. Even though there are some people I hate in that year, it won't be the same without them.

Then right at the end were the slow dances. Amy *see pic* dragged me up without any warning, I was like aggh! Then, I asked my ex-girlfriend Emma to dance, cos she was sat by herself and I felt guitly, but I think she was putting a sad face on, cos I must admit, she is a bit of an attention seeker. Then for the last two dacnes, I danced with duveau23. That was cool. Then we all went back to SpunkieMunkie's house for alcohol. I sort got rather a lot drunk. (That was meant to sound ambiguous...) It was really funny, and I splet from 3:30am to 8:30,and walked home with 121divided121.

What a fun outing. I can't wait for the year 13 one now!

Well, since then I've learned a few things. One of my best friends fancies someone who she went out before, and lookin back on it, the chemistry was there at the prom. I tell that person that they should go for it, for it's so obviously going to happen. Also, I've learned that I fancy someone, but I am afraid to tell them My best frend Becki, and petit-chou-fleur think I should tell her, but I don't want to be rejected after, 2 1/2 years of a serious relationship up in flames. I have enjoyed being single, but as everyone else seems to be coupled up, it's a scary world.

Oh well, I guess fate will tell us the story of the future. I'll wait till it's published.

Cecil Blueberry.
xxxxxxx

PS, it already says as a comment, but Im computer-illiterate, PunkieMunkie says he doesn't fancy anyone, in accordance to the previous disscusion, see above. ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5810612/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5810612/ Fri, 01 Jul 2005 10:15:33 PDT No, not the likes of the wonderful Beauty and the Beast, which my friend in 6th form though it would be, or even Phantom of the Opera, (see my last journal for that and other ALW musicals...), but a plot, mixed with a compliation of '70s songs called "Disco Inferno".

I feel it was a huge anticlimax, and I am very disappointed. Many people at the meeting about it were, also, not impressed, but one of my best friends, Claire, relished in the idea, but she's likes that sort of soul type music, so that's good for her, I suppose.

But I feel my confidence has been knocked, as I don't really like that genre of music, especially for a "musical". The audition song I must sing sounds to high or too low, depending on which octave I sing it. I'm afraid I won't get the main part, which sounds pathetic and arrogant, but I really want it, as I love performing soooo much. I pray I get it
There is also a "geeky" part in this production, but I don't want that, as I feel people stereotype me into playing those roles. (The last geeky part was Seymour from Little Shop of Horrors, which I enjoyed doing, but I'm just not thrilled with this pareticular role).

Oh well, I haven't even done the auditions yet, and even though they are crying out for boys (the ratio at the meeting must have been 60:10, girls:boys, and the majority of the main parts are boys), but I have strong competition for the main part, I feel, from people called Jordan, Adam, Ross... I just feel hopeless.

I will wallow in sadness, now. Even though CLaire has assured me things will turn out better, this will be my pneultimate show. After this, I only have ONE MORE CHANCE. To me that is a very scary thought, that chills my soul. I just hope I end on a buzz.

Loving you all,
cecilblueberry
xxxxxxxxxxx ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5788406/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5788406/ Wed, 29 Jun 2005 06:07:47 PDT
Someof favourites included:

-Everything from Phantom of ther Opera. This is one of three of my all time favourites (the other two are Les Miserables and Miss Sagion, both by Schonberg and Boublil) Phanotm Rocks its socks off. It merges classical, opera, serialism and a bit of organ rock!

-Cats - at school it was though we would be doing that next year, but it was a bluff (my 6th form friend thinks it will be Beauty and the Beast). Although I haven't heard all of Cats, and the plot seems a bit dodgy (blame T.S. Elliot), Memory is a masterpiece!

-Tell Me On A Sunday - a one woman show, with brilliant songs such as Tell me on a Sunday, and Take that look of your face.

-Starlight Express. Althought he story is a bit ropey (trains falling in love - bless), songs like There's Me and Starlight Express are brilliant!

-Jesus Christ Superstar - controversial when it was released, this rock opera is brilliant with the 5/4 song Everyhting's Alright, and I Don't Know How To Love Him, excellent

-Requiem - not a musical but a performance, Pie Jesu is brillant, especailly when sung by Charlotte Church, it makes me cry A great piece of music.

Then there are other songs, that I like such as With One Look (Sunset Boulevard), Don't Cry For Me Argentina (Evita) and Close Every Door (Joseph).
Of course, he doesn't accord with everyone's taste: many of friends can't stand him. In fact Emma (~duveau23) absolutley hates Love Changes Everything (Aspects of Love), whihc I must admit is a bit cheesy, but noevertheless, is a great composer.

It's just a shame he lost Sarah Brightman, who starred in many of his musicvals, taking the lead part in Song and Dance (Taken from Tell Me On A Sunday) and starring as Christine in Phantom of the Opera.

As people nowadays prfer "music" such as gangster rock, Europop, rock etc. I feel it is my duty to educate you all to the world of music theatre: give it a chance!

~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5740571/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5740571/ Fri, 24 Jun 2005 02:19:46 PDT No banter, no gossip, no extraordinary tales of other peoples lives.

I finished school on Tuesday - last exam History wo0o, but I think I messed up my essay. Oh dear. I think I'll still get an A though. Apart from that, missin my friends loads. It's weird seeing 'em everyday, then not seeing them because you realise how important they are to you.
I love you all out there!

And now it's raining in Summer (boo who) At least only 6 months and a day till Christmas!
It's stragen because I've been really happy these last couple of days. Looking out of my bedroom window to the North, seeing the cars go by on the main road at 9 o Clock, when it is still light, really makes me happy. And now the "rain falls on and on, it falls like tears from a star..." as the song goes...

Oh well one month and two days till my birthday. Sweet sixteen and never been groped.... ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5673385/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5673385/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 04:26:32 PDT
I'm so happy - only one more exam to go - History - boo, but I'm not doing it for A levels, so all is good
Science went ok, but some questions we hadn't even dsone with the teacher - silly woman. Oh well, she was ok.

Apart from that,I'm just bored of study leave, and because of writers block I can only write really crap poems (ok, they're already crap, but even worser then).

Enjoy life. And buy a parrot. Always...? ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5616787/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5616787/ Sat, 11 Jun 2005 08:41:01 PDT This week has been so hectic - 7 exams in 5 days, not very good for one's mental state! Since Thursday, I've had History, German Reading and English. These exams all went really well, and (without jinxing it!) I hope I get the grades I want!
Next week is easy - Wednesday Geography and Maths, jhopefuly not like the last one, Thursday Science, with all the calculations on - blah! Also, the week after thast on the Tuesday, my final ever exam - - is history.

After that I will not get out of bed for a week, then I must get back to my musical duties. Oh well, no rest for the wicked... ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5585742/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5585742/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 03:34:51 PDT

English, on the other hand: wow
It was so cool. I could actually answer the questions, which helped, and the articles in it were quite funny Yeay

Love you all

Cecil the Rug Muncher ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5568973/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5568973/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 10:21:32 PDT Geography was a decision-making exercise - a load of crap, but still quite easy, most of it just common sense. I mean wouldn't you be angry if you had to pay to park outside your own home? (A quesiton right a the end - pointless?!)

Science wasn't any better either - I had tirelessly hoped for a wuestion to come up on drawing a genetic diagram, but to no aveil, one did not appear. Alas. I had also spent time revising (well...) more meatier topics, and little skin bones of questions came up instead. Oh well, if I get the marks I won't be complaining.

Now I just have another 9 to do, then I will have completed 9 full GCSEs woOoOoOoO! Shocking isn't it? I'm still getting over the fact that I'm in Year 11 and next year it's sixth form!

Maths tomorrow - joy. At least I can do the paper - they are actually quite fun to do!

xXxXxXx ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5482070/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5482070/ Sat, 28 May 2005 02:50:13 PDT Big Brother has started again. WOOO! This maybe be contraversial for some of my friends, (some hate it) but I think it's more outrageous than Footballer's Wives. Hee Hee! Love you all, remember, I'm only a keybord away.... ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5379059/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5379059/ Tue, 17 May 2005 01:29:35 PDT I just can't be arsed!

I'm goin into school today to practice german speaking - I want to be good at it, but I just can't be bothered. But then I tell myself that is not the motivaiton! Lol.

Also, I am burdened with the prospect of being alone again, which the feelings inspired me to send in my latest deviation. I suppose you can't have it all.

Looks, personality, brains, talent... erm, well I have... oh well.

Anyway, exams, love life, parents, siblings... AGGHH! Is it any wonder the youth of today is being banned from shopping centres, by wearing hoodies, just hoping for a little bit of privacy with their mates?

Maybe I'll find something, don't know what but I will. ]]> ~cecilblueberry http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5148536/ http://cecilblueberry.deviantart.com/journal/5148536/ Thu, 21 Apr 2005 12:52:57 PDT I just joined this unbelieveabley surreal place where almost anything can happen, a bit like atonal music.
Posted three things on here, none of them especially good, but I like 'em
Have fun!
XxX ]]> ~cecilblueberry