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                <title>2008 . . . . 2009</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Jan 2009 16:21:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Happy New Year to everyone!  Last year was a very productive year for me educationally and career-wise.  My plans for 2009?  Well, in addition to continuing to further my education and career, I would love to get back into an art groove.  One thing I'm going to have to find more of is time, but if I'm able to do that, then hopefully I'll be able to put together some new art to submit.<br /><br />In the mean time, as soon as I cough up the money to get my subscription back, I'll post some of the things I've recently added to my favorites via a Featured Favorites post!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~celestialblue</author>
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                <title>Bentley Benjamin Grunt - Ten more days</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Dec 2008 10:43:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>UPDATE:  We've only got ten more days to raise money for Ben, before the fundraiser ends.  I know times are tight for everyone, but I just wanted to get this out there again, in case someone who may be able to help hasn't seen it yet.  Thanks to everyone who has been able to pledge so far, and to everyone who isn't able, I understand, and thank you for reading this.</b><br /><br />Sorry if I don't appear to be around much.  I do try to visit often to browse the artwork in my messages box.  I've seen a lot of really lovely stuff lately!  Keep the up the great work guys!<br /><br /><br />A little while back we took Ben, our dachshund, to the vet and found out that he has a mass in his abdomen.  We're supposed to get an ultrasound done on him at some point, but we've been unable to as of yet.  His stomach swelling is getting worse, and I was feeling really sad about it while he was sacked out in my lap, on his back, so I created this page to try and raise money for his ultrasound:<br /><br /><font size="1">(Interesting thing about this site is that you pledge to donate money, and you only actually pay if the goal is met.  If the goal isn't met withint 25 days, then the pledges are erased, and you keep your money)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.fundable.com/groupactions/groupaction.2008-11-18.6564694606">Bentley Benjamin Grunt needs help!</a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.fundable.com/groupactions/groupaction.2008-11-18.6564694606"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Pictures/smilingben2.jpg"></img><br /><br />(Awww, look, he's smiling!)<br /><br /><br />Really cute Ben, from his younger days:<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Pictures/bentley1.jpg"><br /><br /><br /><br />Snuggling with Bryan:<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Pictures/benandbryan3.jpg"><br /><br /><br /><br />Looking goofy:<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Pictures/Pictures002.jpg"><br /><br /><div class="bg"><div class="heading">Featured Artist</div><br /><br /><a href="http://kmye-chan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/m/kmye-chan.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkmye-chan:" title="kmye-chan"/></a><br /><br />*<a class="u" href="http://kmye-chan.deviantart.com/">kmye-chan</a> is one of my favorites artists here on DA.   I know I've posted some of her stuff in my featured favorites before, but jere are some of my more recent favs of her work:<br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/49700391/"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.com/fs14/150/f/2007/057/1/1/Take_me_out_by_kmye_chan.png" width="107" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/54989441/"><img src="http://th02.deviantart.com/fs16/150/f/2007/129/3/3/Creating_Falling_Stars____by_kmye_chan.jpg" width="120" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/57210663/"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.com/fs16/150/f/2007/160/0/9/The_Witch__s_Laboratory_by_kmye_chan.jpg" width="105" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/58569472/"><img src="http://th04.deviantart.com/fs17/150/f/2007/178/1/2/The_Amazing_Dancing_Puppet_by_kmye_chan.jpg" width="107" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="bg"><div class="heading">Featured Favorites 15</div><br /><br />:thumb60539725:  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/47613568/"><img src="http://th02.deviantart.com/fs15/150/f/2007/028/9/e/FlyiNg_dReaMs_by_DanZeFly.jpg" width="150" height="111" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44654312/"><img src="http://th07.deviantart.com/fs7/150/f/2006/347/3/1/Rowan_Rising_by_matthughes.jpg" width="118" height="150" /></a></span></span> <br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/36934862/"><img src="http://th01.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/207/3/9/Lennox_Garden2_by_Abank.jpg" width="150" height="100" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/57176034/"><img src="http://th02.deviantart.com/fs16/150/f/2007/160/c/d/otonio____by_Matkraken.jpg" width="121" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66040301/"><img src="http://th05.deviantart.com/fs21/150/i/2007/278/c/0/Whispering_Wind_by_Bloodredsangre.jpg" width="105" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http:... ]]></description>
                <author>~celestialblue</author>
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                <title>Continued Stock Search and Featured Favorites</title>
                <link>http://celestialblue.deviantart.com/journal/15467391/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Nov 2007 21:05:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm still looking for some stock, for a new dev id/piece of artwork, and I haven't been able to find exactly what I'm looking for, so I was hoping that maybe if I mentioned it here, someone might have seen something similar before and be able to send me in the right direction. I'm looking for an image of a child, a girl, with her back to the camera, her head lifted like she might be looking up, and with her arms either stretched out to the sides, or raised up to the sky. If you know where I might be able to find something like this, please let me know! I've browsed stock.xchng but didn't really find anything suitable. <br />
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<b>updated</b>: I'm also looking for stock of cypress trees and weeping willows.  Any help finding such stock would be greatly appreciated!<br />
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<b>Edit 2:</b> My sub's about to run out...and I tried to renew it for a month, to buy myself more time until I could afford a longer sub, but it's not giving me the option.  I thought you could subscribe for like, a month, 3 months, 6 months, or a year.  Am I wrong?  I only see 3 months and a year.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />   If a month is an option, can someone point me to the link where I can find it?<br />
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<b>Edit 3:</b>  Okay, once it expired, it decided to be nice and offer me the one month sub again.  Problem solved!<br /><br /><div class="bg"><div class="heading">Featured Artist</div><br />
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<a href="http://kmye-chan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/m/kmye-chan.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkmye-chan:" title="kmye-chan"/></a><br />
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*<a class="u" href="http://kmye-chan.deviantart.com/">kmye-chan</a> is one of my favorites artists here on DA.   I know I've posted some of her stuff in my featured favorites before, but jere are some of my more recent favs of her work:<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/49700391/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs14/150/f/2007/057/1/1/Take_me_out_by_kmye_chan.png" width="107" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/54989441/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs16/150/f/2007/129/3/3/Creating_Falling_Stars____by_kmye_chan.jpg" width="120" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/57210663/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs16/150/f/2007/160/0/9/The_Witch__s_Laboratory_by_kmye_chan.jpg" width="105" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/58569472/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs17/150/f/2007/178/1/2/The_Amazing_Dancing_Puppet_by_kmye_chan.jpg" width="107" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
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<div class="bg"><div class="heading">Featured Favorites 15</div><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/60539725/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs19/150/i/2007/226/2/7/The_Doe_by_Bumblescutt.jpg" width="150" height="102" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/47613568/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs15/150/f/2007/028/9/e/FlyiNg_dReaMs_by_DanZeFly.jpg" width="150" height="111" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44654312/"><img src="http://tn1-2.pv.deviantart.com/fs7/150/f/2006/347/3/1/Rowan_Rising_by_matthughes.jpg" width="118" height="150" /></a></span></span> <br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/36934862/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/207/3/9/Lennox_Garden2_by_Abank.jpg" width="150" height="100" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/57176034/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs16/150/f/2007/160/c/d/otonio____by_Matkraken.jpg" width="121" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66040301/"><img src="http://tn1-2.pv.deviantart.com/fs21/150/i/2007/278/c/0/Whispering_Wind_by_Bloodredsangre.jpg" width="105" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/60207549/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs18/150/f/2007/201/7/f/Lady_of_the_lake_by_oloferla.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/52332717/"><img src="http://tn1-2.pv.d... ]]></description>
                <author>~celestialblue</author>
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                <title>Stock Search and Featured Favorites</title>
                <link>http://celestialblue.deviantart.com/journal/13923037/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Jul 2007 05:00:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="heading">Stock Search</div><br />
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I'm looking for some stock, for a new dev id/piece of artwork, and I haven't been able to find exactly what I'm looking for, so I was hoping that maybe if I mentioned it here, someone might have seen something similar before and be able to send me in the right direction.  I'm looking for an image of a child, a girl, with her back to the camera, her head lifted like she might be looking up, and with her arms either stretched out to the sides, or raised up to the sky.   If you know where I might be able to find something like this, please let me know!  I've browsed stock.xchng but didn't really find anything suitable.  Thanks!<br /><br /><div class="bg"><div class="heading">Featured Artist</div><br />
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<a href="http://kmye-chan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/m/kmye-chan.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkmye-chan:" title="kmye-chan"/></a><br />
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*<a class="u" href="http://kmye-chan.deviantart.com/">kmye-chan</a> is one of my favorites artists here on DA.   I know I've posted some of her stuff in my featured favorites before, but jere are some of my more recent favs of her work:<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/49700391/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs14/150/f/2007/057/1/1/Take_me_out_by_kmye_chan.png" width="107" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/54989441/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs16/150/f/2007/129/3/3/Creating_Falling_Stars____by_kmye_chan.jpg" width="120" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/57210663/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs16/150/f/2007/160/0/9/The_Witch__s_Laboratory_by_kmye_chan.jpg" width="105" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/58569472/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs17/150/f/2007/178/1/2/The_Amazing_Dancing_Puppet_by_kmye_chan.jpg" width="107" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
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<div class="bg"><div class="heading">Featured Favorites 14</div><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/50141524/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs14/150/i/2007/063/8/1/Night_Flowers_by_Bloodredsangre.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/50930525/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs14/150/i/2007/074/4/9/XIII__Death_by_Odessa11.jpg" width="120" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/55359552/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs18/150/i/2007/134/3/a/Poupee_by_karemelancholia.jpg" width="95" height="150" /></a></span></span> <br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56683180/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs16/150/f/2007/153/5/8/Angelic_Presence_by_thedreamflier.jpg" width="113" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/57966249/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs17/150/f/2007/170/c/a/My_Eyes_on_You_by_messa.jpg" width="108" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/60773122/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs16/150/f/2007/208/7/4/deep_by_werol.jpg" width="150" height="77" /></a></span></span>  <br />
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<div class="bg"><div class="heading">My Stamps</div><br />
<a href="http://seafairy.deviantart.com/journal/5092255/"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Misc%20Images/dc4f279f.gif"></img> <a href="http://help.deviantart.com/"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Misc%20Images/readthefaqstamp.gif"></img> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/21123457/"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Misc%20Images/all_my_bass_r_belong_2__jark_by_che.gif"></img> <a href="http://circleoffriends.deviantart.com"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Misc%20Images/CoF_Stamp_by_syrenemyst.gif"></img><a href="http://bloodredsangre.deviantart.com/"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Misc%20Images/Sangres_elves_stamp.jpg"></img> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/view/30691550/"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Misc%20Images/ZODIAC__Pisces_Stamp_by_nellis_eket.gif"></img><br />
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                <author>~celestialblue</author>
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                <title>Time...and old Featured Favorites</title>
                <link>http://celestialblue.deviantart.com/journal/13113943/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 May 2007 14:59:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="heading">Time and Ability</div><br />
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It's been so long since I've been able to create any real artwork.  For the longest time, it was just because my arthritis doesn't really allow for me to work on anything for very long.  My hands get too stiff and achy to really control my mouse well enough to make anything.  Then, I haven't even had the time to try lately, things have been so busy for a long while now.  <br />
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But I want to create something...and I want to adapt and grow as an artist, fine tune my style and make more real art, like my <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/23513657/">D e s o l a t i o n</a>, which I'm still really proud of.  I'm going to start by trying to create a new devID for myself.  It'll be something small so hopefully it won't take that long to create once I actually get started.  I already have in mind what I want to do, but now I have to go on a hunt for the right stock. Hmmm.<br />
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I'm also not really that happy with my journal css anymore.  That didn't last long, did it?  I mean, I like the css just fine, with the exception of that one bit of credit, that's not putting itself in it's own box like it should.  I'm just not sure about the graphics.  Might have to tinker with that some more.<br /><br /><div class="bg"><div class="heading">Featured Favorites 13</div><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/40871623/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/277/7/1/The_streghes_by_Eireen.jpg" width="97" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42751012/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/316/c/4/Diseno_de_Stand_para_una_expo_by_Chocolatita.jpg" width="150" height="130" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42854450/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/315/b/e/Priestess_of_the_Moon_Temple_by_artoftheempath.jpg" width="104" height="150" /></a></span></span> <br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/40180852/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs13/150/f/2007/102/b/d/Tiny_Dancer_by_kayceeus.jpg" width="150" height="112" /></a></span></span><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/46815474/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs14/150/f/2007/016/4/9/omg_DOCTORZ_by_mimi_na.jpg" width="150" height="16" /></a></span></span><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/46603698/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs15/150/i/2007/026/f/0/The_Masquerade_Ball_by_Odessa11.jpg" width="150" height="60" /></a></span></span><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/41208668/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/283/b/5/ACEO___Fairy_in_the_Oaks_by_kyrn.jpg" width="107" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/38232957/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/230/5/2/deep_water_by_porcelainveins.jpg" width="112" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45990337/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs13/150/i/2007/004/b/1/Tides_by_saiaii.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45503703/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs13/150/f/2007/018/a/f/Moonlight_Lady_by_BlueBlack.jpg" width="150" height="141" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/46352603/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs15/150/f/2007/010/f/c/La_fee_verte_by_Wishmistress.jpg" width="150" height="119" /></a></span></span>  </div><br />
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<div class="bg"><div class="heading">My Stamps</div><br />
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                <author>~celestialblue</author>
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                <title>My Mom &amp; Other News</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Mar 2007 18:45:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="heading">New CSS</div><br />
I finally got around to redoing my CSS.  I'm having one little problem with it currently - I want to add a line of credit for the CSS to the very bottom of the journal, underneath the box with my stamps.  Only, for some reason, it keeps adding the text to the stamp box.  There's no extra tag that I can see that's making it do this, so I'm not sure what's up.<br />
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In the mean time, credit info will just go here.   The CSS was written by *<a class="u" href="http://kuschelirmel-stock.deviantart.com/">kuschelirmel-stock</a>, and edited by me.  <br />
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<div class="heading">March 22, 2007</div><br />
I spent most of today in bed.  Granted, after I started doing my paper route, working all night, I was sleeping away most of the day anyway, and then when my mom went in the hospital, I was having to just catch an hour here and there, whenever I could.   So I pretty much planned to just spend the day that way.  <br />
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Got a call yesterday, while we were at the funeral, from the Benton Library.  They once told me that they only kept applications for 90 days, but the new manager there said she found my app, from over a year ago, and wanted to know if I was still interested.  Kind of fitting that this happened when it did, as I wouldn't have been able to take it if I was still taking care of my mom, and taking her to doctor's appointments.  It's actually a lot like how it happened with Bryan's job, that he started just after my dad died two years ago.  <br />
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Anyhoo, so today, I woke up at 10 AM and called the library.  Turns out it's a sub position, which should work out fine, just working when they need me.  Then I went back to bed with my portable DVD player, and watched a movie.  Came back in here to my computer and watched a couple of tv shows I'd downloaded.  Then went back to bed until Bryan came home.  My aunt kept calling while I was asleep, and I just ignored it.  Definitely not in a mood to talk to her right now...was a bit annoyed that she pointed out that today is my mom's birthday, so she knew it would be a hard day for me.  If you knew her, you'd understand why I was annoyed.  Plus, I have a certain way of coping with these things, and I hate the phone anyway, so right now, I certainly don't want to talk to her.<br />
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I just want to thank each and every one of you who has commented in my journals, sent me notes, helped out with donations.  I appreciate each and every one of you.  I kept my mom's condition quiet for a long while, because I'm not one to just throw all of my drama and issues out there in the open.  I deal with it on my own, I always have.  I've always been the strong one, between me and my mom.  But there comes a time when even I need support, and you guys came in full force and showed me that support.  I'm glad to see that Circle of Friends is still going strong.  Thanks to all of you, your words, thoughts, and prayers, truly helped me get through these last few weeks.<br />
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<div class="heading">March 17, 2007</div><br />
Thank you all for all of your comments, notes, and support with the situation with my mom.  Sadly, she passed away at 3:45 AM last night, just hours after I turned 27.  It's kind of odd to me that it happened on my birthday, but at least I know she's with my dad now.<br />
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We're going to be having the funeral for my mom on Wednesday.  It seems a little far away, but Brother Patton, which is who my mom wanted to do her service, and the same man who did my dad's, will be out of town on Monday and Tuesday.  Actually, it's not a bad thing to wait, because we're in the prediciment of trying to gather up money to pay for another funeral.<br />
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In May of last year, my mom got an insurance burial plan policy, but it's the type that you have to have for at least two years in order to get the full amount, unless it's an accidental death.  So we're most likely only going to get about $320, which is what she's paid in, and an additional 10%.<br />
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Right now I think that with that insurance, and with what we have on hand, we're going to end up covering $1000 of the $6500-6700 that we'll need.<br />
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I really hate to do this again, but I don't really have an option, because I don't know how else we're going to get the money.  So I'm putting up a donation button to my paypal account.  If any of you are able and willing to help out, I would really appreciate it.<br />
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Please note, I will not be upset in the least if you're not able to help us with the funeral costs.  I don't really expect anyone to be able to, but I'm at a loss for what to do, so I have to ask at least.   Also, if you are able to donate but will need us to pay you back, just send me an email to let me know exactly how much you sent, and I will be sure you will be paid back, though it may take some time.  <br />
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Thanks again for all of the comments and support that you've shown me.  I love y... ]]></description>
                <author>~celestialblue</author>
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                <title>Featured Favorites 12 &amp; Chatter</title>
                <link>http://celestialblue.deviantart.com/journal/10217574/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Oct 2006 17:26:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>EDIT:</b> I've dressed up my journal!  There are two things I'm trying to figure out, so if anyone knows the answer, let me know.  First off, I padded the journal title, so that it's just a few spaces over from the edge.  Is there a way to do the same thing to the date?  I tried to put it in the .journaltop section, but it didn't work.   Also, does anyone know if there's a way to move the current stuff, the mood, watching, etc. up so that it's actually on top of my title bar image, with the journal text starting just under this?  Any help would be appreciated, and if you don't know the answers, but know someone who might, then please let me know!  Thanks!<br />
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8,000 pageviews is getting closer.  My third DA birthday is also coming up in a couple of months.  And yet, I've gotten less active here.  I still visit, every day, and enjoy the art of the artists I have on my devwatch.  But I don't comment as much as I used to, because I've gotten so distant.  I want to try and change that, and be more active in comments and such.  It's just hard breaking down my barriers that I tend to put up at times.  <br />
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I haven't created any art of my own to post in such a long time.  First it was my arthritis keeping me from it, and that's still an issue, but then there's also the lack of motivation, of inspiration.  I did find some stock today that intrigued me, and I've been thinking about trying to come up with something new, sometime soon.  I'm just afraid anything I come up with is going to be awful.<br />
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CSS in journals, makes a journal pretty.  But will I use it?  I haven't decided.  I might toy with it.  But I don't see a lot of need to make my journal pretty, when I mostly use it for features, and so few people read it anyway.  <br />
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But speaking of features...here's the last batch of my favorites.  I'll update with new ones once I come across new things that I love.<br />
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<b>Featured Favorites 12 - September 28th, 2006</b><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/34245866/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs10/150/i/2006/154/c/5/___follow_me____by_jadedice.jpg" width="115" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/33869193/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/232/b/f/End_of_a_Fae_by_carpenoctem.jpg" width="105" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/35086494/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/171/f/6/Colombine_by_kmye_chan.jpg" width="113" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/35324135/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/176/c/8/memoirs_d__automne__by_Princess_of_Shadows.jpg" width="99" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/34608724/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/259/9/b/Dandelion_by_ThisYearsGirl.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/33849525/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs9/150/i/2006/146/f/b/Gothic_Fall____Missing___by_QuantumSuz.jpg" width="105" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/38724464/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/238/5/a/Krisstal_by_Bloodredsangre.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/35895896/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/187/2/7/Dedication_by_FaerieNymph.jpg" width="149" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/38453900/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/234/6/e/When_We_re_Gone_by_cosmosue.jpg" width="115" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/39700152/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/255/5/f/Haunted_Maiden_by_Aazrielle.jpg" width="118" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/37506151/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/217/c/0/Exotic_Dreamland_by_Xondria.jpg" width="120" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/38523201/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/235/c/7/Rainbow_by_Tolkien... ]]></description>
                <author>~celestialblue</author>
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                <title>Featured Favorites 11</title>
                <link>http://celestialblue.deviantart.com/journal/9746859/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Aug 2006 10:31:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Misc%20Images/header4.jpg" alt="Image by Aragwen"></img></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
<b>Featured Favorites 11 - August 16th, 2006</b><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/25429514/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs8/150/i/2005/323/7/e/Its_Whats_INSIDE_by_messa.png" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/31471867/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs10/150/i/2006/097/b/a/Tales_by_LadyTitia.jpg" width="120" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28640518/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs9/150/i/2006/035/a/3/The_Guide_by_redheaded_step_child.jpg" width="109" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/30036245/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/241/3/6/Valkyrie_by_mizzdraconia.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28480665/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs9/150/i/2006/032/0/f/East_of_Eden_by_thedreamflier.jpg" width="75" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/31419595/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs10/150/i/2006/096/e/e/All_Souls_Night_by_ArwensGrace.jpg" width="150" height="111" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/32616186/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs10/150/i/2006/120/e/0/If_Your_Kisses_Can__t_Hold____by_TheTragicTruth_Of_Me.jpg" width="150" height="120" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/32986003/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs10/150/i/2006/128/d/b/Taluril_by_EvilNinjaRochelle.jpg" width="107" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/33014860/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs10/150/i/2006/128/0/3/Dragonfly_Kiss_by_cosmosue.jpg" width="120" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/33721802/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs9/150/i/2006/143/c/0/Worlds_Apart___by_nighty.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
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                <title>Featured Favorites 10</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Jun 2006 14:42:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
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<b>Featured Favorites 10 - June 19th, 2006</b><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/21341085/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/100/fs7.deviantart.com/i/2005/215/e/5/Forest_Fairy_by_kyrn.jpg" width="80" height="100" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/21461676/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/100/fs7.deviantart.com/i/2005/219/3/4/Don__t_Leave_Me_by_anaRasha.jpg" width="68" height="100" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/21805709/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/100/fs7.deviantart.com/i/2005/228/b/2/The_Vanity_by_anaRasha.jpg" width="68" height="100" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/22989436/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/100/fs7.deviantart.com/i/2005/259/b/4/___The_Door_to_the_Universe____by_greenfeed.jpg" width="67" height="100" /></a></span></span><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/22155041/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/100/fs7.deviantart.com/i/2005/237/e/a/__Goddess___by_alatherna.jpg" width="100" height="75" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/23388541/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs11/100/i/2006/169/f/4/Water_by_zeiva.jpg" width="73" height="100" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/23916064/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs8/100/i/2005/284/4/b/my_Nonsense_Queen___colored_by_zancan.jpg" width="84" height="100" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24609935/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs8/100/i/2005/303/1/4/autumn_sun_by_ssilence.jpg" width="100" height="71" /></a></span></span><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24735392/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs8/100/i/2005/306/4/b/In_The_Heaven_by_mmebuterfly.jpg" width="71" height="100" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/25216616/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs8/100/i/2005/317/d/8/Magic_Forest_by_camilkuo.jpg" width="100" height="54" /></a></span></span><br />
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                <title>Featured Favorites 9</title>
                <link>http://celestialblue.deviantart.com/journal/9007609/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Jun 2006 10:09:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
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<b>Featured Favorites 9 - June 8th, 2006</b><br />
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<b>Featured Favorites - May 21st, 2006</b><br />
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 May 2006 15:46:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 May 2006 11:15:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
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<b>Featured Favorites - May 2nd, 2006</b><br />
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Apr 2006 14:22:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
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<b>Featured Favorites - April 17th, 2006</b><br />
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                <title>Featured Favorites 4</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Apr 2006 15:50:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
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<b>Featured Favorites - April 10th, 2006</b><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/5211386/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/100/fs7.deviantart.com/i/2005/220/5/f/Alone_in_Paradise_by_serdarb.jpg" width="100" height="62" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/5297519/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/100/images2.deviantart.com/i/2004/07/3/1/Little_Friend.jpg" width="100" height="81" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/5414881/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/100/images2.deviantart.com/i/2004/08/9/c/December_Spirit.jpg" width="100" height="66" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/5429135/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/100/images2.deviantart.com/i/2004/08/d/0/F_ollow_the_white_rabbit.jpg" width="66" height="100" /></a></span></span><br />
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                <title>Featured Favorites 3 and Other Updates</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Apr 2006 16:12:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
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<b>Featured Favorites - April 3rd, 2006</b><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/5086063/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/100/images2.deviantart.com/i/2004/06/3/9/The_twins___Amrod_and_Amras.jpg" width="73" height="100" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/4141379/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/100/i/2003/49/7/1/Metamorphosis.jpg" width="67" height="100" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/4285576/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/100/images2.deviantart.com/i/2003/51/8/0/Lunar_Tranquillity.jpg" width="53" height="100" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/4584288/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/100/i/2004/02/f/a/__fragile_innocence__.jpg" width="72" height="100" /></a></span></span><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/4676892/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/100/images2.deviantart.com/i/2004/03/8/a/gardens_of_heaven.jpg" width="71" height="100" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/4717968/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/100/images2.deviantart.com/i/2004/03/a/e/Discovering_Faith.jpg" width="85" height="100" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/4799211/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/100/images2.deviantart.com/i/2004/04/6/b/Rainguard.jpg" width="87" height="100" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/5060729/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/100/images2.deviantart.com/i/2004/06/3/5/A_Walk_on_the_Purple_Moon.jpg" width="68" height="100" /></a></span></span><br />
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<b>Other Updates:</b><br />
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I've recently decided to step down from my post as head moderator of Circle of Friends, because I was just feeling too overwhelmed every day, with a lot of things.  I had no motivation or time to do anything I enjoyed, including artwork or making the visits for COF.  So I stepped down, but I'll still be helping out a little, and I'm still a member.<br />
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                <title>Featured Favorites 2</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Mar 2006 17:35:32 PST</pubDate>
                
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<b>Featured Favorites - March 15th, 2006</b><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/2412301/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/100/large/indyart/traditional/Sun_and_Moon.jpg" width="71" height="100" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/2884497/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/100/i/6/c/9/Temptation.jpg" width="71" height="100" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/2962880/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/100/i/2003/37/a/e/From_the_ice_WP.jpg" width="100" height="75" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/3179385/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/100/i/2003/39/3/c/____D_E_I_T_Y___.jpg" width="77" height="100" /></a></span></span><br />
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<b>Edit: March 17th</b> - Thanks for all the birthday wishes from everyone!  *hugs to all*<br />
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<b>Edit: March 21st</b> - I uploaded some pics from my recent trip to the zoo, in my scraps, if anyone wants to see!<br /><br /><div align="center"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Blinkies/hr_120_byhollowfyre_purplepheesh.gif" alt="made by hollowfyre"></img><br />
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                <title>Featured Favorites 1</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Mar 2006 15:29:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Misc%20Images/header4.jpg" alt="Image by Aragwen"></img></div><br /><br />Since I'm not using my journal here for much of anything else, I decided to do what some other people do, and try to feature 10 things from my favorites each week.   I'm going to start with the older stuff.  You may have seen a lot of, or all, of these things before, but even so, these are things that I love enough to feel that they deserved to be featured.<br />
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<b>Featured Favorites - March 6th, 2006</b><br />
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                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Misc%20Images/header4.jpg" alt="Image by Aragwen"></img></div><br /><br />I was just playing with photoshop, trying some airbrushing, and smuding, to see if I could make things look more like paintings.  I want my photo manipulations to look more like artwork, than just photos put together.  I've somewhat succeeded with that, on my last two pieces, but I want to go further with it.  So I was trying those methods of painting....only there's no way I'll be good at that anytime soon.  My results weren't that bad, they could have been much worse I'm sure.  But my hand is not steady, and still too stiff, to actually be good and successful with it.  I've been able to do photo manipulations some, not all that often though, but only because I go slow and do it one click at a time.  If it involves me clicking, holding, and moving, then I can't do it.  My hand is not steady at all and I end up all over the place.  Ah well, maybe sometime in the future I can try again.<br /><br /><div align="center"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Blinkies/hr_120_byhollowfyre_purplepheesh.gif" alt="made by hollowfyre"></img><br />
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                <title>Car News + Tagged</title>
                <link>http://celestialblue.deviantart.com/journal/6806696/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Oct 2005 05:29:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Misc%20Images/header4.jpg" alt="Image by Aragwen"></img></div><br /><br />On the car front, the money issues have been worked out, thanks to some very wonderful people, who will be paid back.   So the up front costs are covered now, and things are budgeted so that we can afford the monthly costs.  I still need/want to find a part time job though.<br />
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A long while back, =<a href="http://dualdesigns.deviantart.com/">dualdesigns</a> tagged me for that survey that everyone else on the face of Deviant Art has already taken.  I was rebelling against doing it, because really, I have a hard time coming up with 20 random facts about myself that are interesting enough to read.  But I'm giving in finally, and here's what I could come up with.<br />
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1.  I was born on Saint Patrick's Day, which makes me a pisces.  I've always called myself a green fish because of that.<br />
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2.  Before our new car, the newest vehicle I've had was Bryan's 1994 Saturn.  Other than that, every vehicle that we've had, since I've been married, and before when I was growing up, has been a car or truck from the 1980's.  That's why I really appreciate this new 2002 vehicle.<br />
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3.  I live in Louisiana.  But for as long as I can remember, I've wanted to live in North Carolina.  Originally it was because I wanted to live in a state where I could be near the mountains and the ocean all at once, and I thought that would be a great place.  Then, a few years back, I met my best friend, =<a href="http://hollowfyre.deviantart.com/">hollowfyre</a>, who lives in North Carolina.<br />
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4.    I also wouldn't mind living in Canada.  I have a number of friends there, plus the health care is better than here in the states.<br />
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5.  There's one place that I've always wanted to visit, and hope that one day I'll be able to.  That place is Ireland.  I'm fascinated and captivated by Ireland.<br />
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6.  I don't adapt to change very well.  Once I get settled into something, I dislike changing anything about it.  This concerns pretty much anything I have a set way of doing things for, or even what browser I use, what email client I use, etc.  I blame the OCD.<br />
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7.  I have some extreme social anxiety.  I have panic attacks if I'm in a group of more than 3-5 people.  This happens even when I know the people and am comfortable with them.  In cases where I don't know the people, or know only one or two of them, its even worse.  In large settings, I zone out, going into a sense of displacement.  If I have my husband with me, I can usually go out to eat, or shop in Walmart, etc. by focusing only on him.  But when I have to fight my way through isles of people when shopping, I really start to panic and flip out.<br />
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8.  This fear of people also spreads into phone calls and internet chats.  I hate the phone.  One reason is that I can't hear well on it.  But another is because I have panic attacks on the phone and zone out, not remembering the conversation afterwards.  Online, I just kind of blank out and am left empty, not knowing what to say.  But I can email with no problem.<br />
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9.   I love to write.  I don't write as much as I'd like.  When I was in high school, I was always writing something.  Now, I have a few stories that I started, a year or two ago, but I never did anything else with them, though I'd still like to.  I do write for a Play By eMail (PBeM) RPG though, and I really enjoy that.  <br />
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10.  I get through my own pain and depression by helping other people.  If I can focus on someone's pain, or on keeping something organized, then I can distract myself from my own issues and get through the days just fine.  <br />
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11.  I have a habit of clinging to people, getting really close to them, and then pushing them away, as I retract back into myself.  I do this often.  There are a few select people that I don't push away, but for the most part, it always happens.  <br />
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12.  I haven't had a job since the year 2000, when I quit my job due to my depression.  I've quit all the jobs I've had, and college, which I left after a semester, because the depression always becomes too much to handle.  Let's hope it doesn't happen again.  That's why I'm going for a part time job this time, so that hopefully I can deal with it; plus it has to be in a certain setting, so that I dont' have to deal with alot of people at one time.<br />
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13.  I love books, all books, even if I have no interest in the subject matter.  There's just something captivating about books.  I'd love nothing more than to have my own book shop.<br />
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14.  My favorite animals are otters, giraffes, turtles, and foxes.<br />
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15.  I enjoy music, but I don't often listen to it, because I have sensitive ears, and alot of harder music makes my ears hurt, and/or gives me a headache.  I can't listen to an... ]]></description>
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                <title>Who I Am</title>
                <link>http://celestialblue.deviantart.com/journal/6345601/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Aug 2005 20:15:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Misc%20Images/header4.jpg" alt="Image by Aragwen"></img></div><br /><br />This is my new bio on my userinfo at Livejournal.  I'm not posting this to get comments, or to get people to give me hugs or tell me that things are alright, etc.  I'm posting it so that my friends here, who don't know me all that well, can get a brief glimpse into the inner me.  So read it in hopes of better understanding me, not to make me feel better.  <br />
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For the record, I can't take complete credit for writing this.  I asked my friend Tamara to help me write something, and what she came up with, well, she really got inside me to get it, and she did a great job.  I then edited it, so that it sounded more like me talking.  I added some more information, and removed some other things, that I felt were just too open.  So this is a product of both she and I.   I still feel a little too open with it, and I may take it down after a while.  Anyway, here goes....<br />
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Tonya was the name given to me at birth. Tonya Michelle. But it's not who I am, not who I want to be, or who I'm meant to become. It doesn't fit me at all, it's uncomfortable to the nerves of my spirit. <br />
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I want a name thats comfortable. Carefree. Loved. A name that's somewhat odd, but enjoyable. Celestial Blue. Pheesh. Something I can relate to, that fits the inner me, something that is me.<br />
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But enough of that. You want to know about <em>me</em>, right? The details. The sadness and pain in my life, so you can compare, connect, relate. Maybe that's how one makes friends, forms connections. And yet, I long for individuality, something that sets me apart.<br />
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I do want friends though, I long for those as well. So for that purpose, I shall tell you the basics. I love nature. I'm married and want children. I'm antisocial and really shy, until I get to know someone. Getting me to really open up though, thats the trick. I'm emotional, and yes, at times a bit dramatic. My list of hobbies consists of a myriad of things, including reading, writing, photography, movies, and rpgs. I love most animals, and I especially think rats are adorable. <br />
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Still interested?<br />
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That's great. But I thought you wanted to see the <em>real</em> me? To get to know me as I know myself?<br />
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I'm intuitive, creative, and a dreamer. I'm a pisces, through and through. <br />
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I feel a strong connection with nature, and I'm most at home in a forest, surrounded by trees and the sounds of animals. Or standing outside, barefoot in the grass, with rain falling down on me. Rain, trees...nature...those are the things that help keep me centered, in an otherwise unstable world.<br />
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I'm alone. Sure, I've got family and friends. They even say they love me, but I don't see why. I am angry, temperamental, and afraid. I push and pull at people, especially those I care about, with motives unknown even to myself. I'm in pain, though I try my best to avoid it. <br />
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Most of the time, I feel disconnected from the rest of the world. I think I would do just fine living out in the country, just me, my husband, and our pets, separated from the rest of civilization. And yet, I have an empathic nature towards people, and I can sense their emotions. I have little control over that side of me though, and the moods of those around me often influence my own mood, both in happiness and sadness, excitement and frustration.<br />
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I see beauty in everything, and it captivates me...but I fail to recognize any in myself. I am utterly, undeniably flawed. I am a shadow on the wall, invisible to most, though a lot of the time thats just the way I like it. But sometimes, I wish someone would notice me, smile, and call out to me. My true self is deeply hidden from all, except for those who know me best, the very few that I've let in. I am like the moon, illuminated only by the rays of others, but longing to strike out on my own. To find the inner light within myself, and outshine even the sun during the darkest eclipse. But, I also know that it's a forlorn, unfulfillable desire. See? I refuse to even call it hope.<br />
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It's not that I don't see good things in myself. But there is nothing <em>special</em> about me. Nothing unique. Nothing that catches the eye of people, making them stop and smile, and remember me. Thats what I really desire, what I need...to be something different, something special. <br />
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After all, in the end, if you're not something special, aren't you really nothing at all?<br /><br /><div align="center"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Misc%20Images/hr_pheesh_goldfish.gif" alt="made by hollowfyre"></img><br />
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                <title>August, and it's gloominess</title>
                <link>http://celestialblue.deviantart.com/journal/6201452/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Aug 2005 19:46:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Misc%20Images/header4.jpg" alt="Image by Aragwen"></img></div><br /><br />I had a goal, of trying to get out there and be more active in the community.  But I doubt that's going to happen this month.  The depression has been lingering over me the last week or two, which is normal really, it comes and goes.  But the atmosphere right now is that it'll be around for a few more weeks.  Especially as I worry about my mom, and her own mental state.<br />
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See, a year ago Sunday, my grandmother (mom's mom) passed away.  Then a week later, we'll have my dad's birthday.  So it's not a happy time for her.  Also, as if she wasn't dealing with an overflow of memories as it is, my great uncle (dad's side) passed away today.  My mom wants to go to the funeral to pay her respects, but at the last funeral we went to, it upset her because she thought of my dad.  So I know that will happen again.  Especially since my uncle will be buried at the same cemetary that my dad is in.  I bought something to take to my dad's grave though.  I just wish we could get a headstone for him soon, but with all the financial crap of our car troubles and trying to move, we can't afford it right now.  One more down note, is that another great uncle, this time on my mom's side, almost passed away yesterday, and well, I don't know how much longer he has.  I've said it before, this is the year of death.<br />
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Anyway, my point for posting this here, isn't to ask for sympathy and comments.  Its just to say that if I grow quieter than usual, if you see me  posting less comments, etc., you'll know why.  I'll still be around, and taking care of my Circle of Friends duties, and I may even get a few more art submissions out there sometime soon, but community wise, I may be quiet.<br /><br /><div align="center"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Misc%20Images/hr_pheesh_goldfish.gif" alt="made by hollowfyre"></img><br />
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                <author>~celestialblue</author>
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                <title>Jark</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Jul 2005 21:23:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Misc%20Images/header4.jpg" alt="Image by Aragwen"></img></div><br /><br />I never knew or talked to °<a href="http://jark.deviantart.com/">jark</a>, or even knew that much about him.  I did enjoy the Yellow Alien Weekly Transmissions, and shall miss those.  But even if I didn't know him myself, it's obvious now that he is an awesome person, who was very much loved by this community.  <br />
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I don't know the circumstances from which he was removed from staff.  I don't know if any of us do.  But the rest of the staff must see how important he was to the community, and how everyone is rallying up around him, in support of him.  They think this will all blow over, but how can it, when the community is what makes Deviantart, and the community isn't happy.   <br />
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It's awfully strange how they're mysteriously deleting stuff from people's journals, that supported °<a href="http://jark.deviantart.com/">jark</a> , such as happened with `<a href="http://bookdiva.deviantart.com/">bookdiva</a> . Other things about the matter are disappearing too.  They're trying to keep the peace it seems, but they're only fueling the fire, making the community more upset.  I think it would be in their best interest to make some public statement, but then at the same time, that would probably only give everyone something else to complain about.  It would be nice though, to know whats really going on, and why they feel this is better for the community.  <br />
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From the way I see it, things around here are just going to continue to get worse, as people leave, or stop supporting Deviant Art.<br />
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++I support °<a href="http://jark.deviantart.com/">jark</a>  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/j/jark-large.gif" width="36" height="44" alt=":jarklarge:" title="jark (deviantART's Resident Yellow Alien)" /><br />
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<strong>Edit:</strong>  I've been reading more journals that people are leaving about the situation with °<a href="http://jark.deviantart.com/">jark</a> .  It seems a few other members of the staff have resigned as a result of this.  Thats a pretty strong statement in itself.  But what I really feel now, from reading other people's stories, is that I wish I were a bigger part of the community here.  I mean, I have friends here, though I'm not particularly close with anyone.  I'm the head moderator for Circle of Friends, and if you know what that group is here, then you'd think I'd be pretty involved with the community, but I don't feel that I am.  Reading the thoughts of others makes me really want to make an effort to get to know more people here, and to become better friends with people.  I've been a bit distant here, doing almost all of my journaling at Livejournal rather than here, as this as been for art.  Now I see just how important the community aspect of it is as well, and I want to be a part of that.<br /><br /><div align="center"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Misc%20Images/celestialblue_boxes_neferet_tiy.gif" alt="Blinkie by neferet_tiy of livejournal.com"></img><br />
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                <title>One of my rpg characters</title>
                <link>http://celestialblue.deviantart.com/journal/5550277/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Jun 2005 09:34:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/celestialblue/Misc%20Images/header4.jpg" alt="Image by Aragwen"></img></div><br /><br />When my father passed away, a good friend of mine was trying to find a way to help me smile.  He knew that I've had an impossible time trying to come up with a picture of one of my characters in a pbem rpg.  I've even had other people draw her for me, but it's never just right.  So he commissioned Kern, who does the Drowtales webcomic, to draw my character, Ellodie, and his character, along with the main character of that thread(which is also his character).  <br />
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Ellodie is a dragon, but she's in human form in this picture, and the main character is in dragon form.  My friend's other character is an elf.<br />
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Anyway, the piece is finished and I'm blown away at how beautiful and perfect it is.  He couldn't have done a better job with Ellodie.  <br />
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Here's the piece:<br />
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                <author>~celestialblue</author>
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                <title>He's moved on to a better place.</title>
                <link>http://celestialblue.deviantart.com/journal/4937957/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Mar 2005 12:27:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My father passed away Sunday evening.   I don't feel that I can really discuss  it right now, it will be a few days  before I am up to that.  Expect an  entry about him coming soon.  But in  the mean time, I could really use some  help.<br />
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The visitation is taking place  tomorrow, it's going to be a hard day.   The funeral is set for Wednesday, at 1  pm (I'm in central standard time).   But, there are issues with this.  They  want the money up front, and it's going  to be near $6,000.<br />
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You guys should know how I feel about  asking for money by now.  I hate it.  I  feel so guilty doing it.  But at this  point, it's the only option I have.   There has been a donation fund set up  at a local bank, and I just wanted to  pass on the information, so that anyone  who wanted to, and could, would be able  to donate.  Anything you donate, even  the smallest amount, will be greatly  appreciated, because there is no  insurance, and there is no way we can  get a loan.  If you're unable to  donate, then we all certainly  understand.  <br />
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The information for the donations:<br />
The fund is set up with the First  National Bank of Benton, in Benton, LA.   The number there is 318-965-9691.   Just ask about the <b>Bobby Hope Memorial  Fund</b> and they should be able to give  you the information on how to donate,  etc.  I would have reposted a link to  my paypal account, but due to a recent  mishap with something that someone  donated recently, my paypal account has  a negative balance, and that will just  eat some of the money that is donated  until it is fixed.  <br />
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For anyone who wanted information on  where to send flowers, here's that.   The name, of course, is Bobby Hope.<br />
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Rose-Neath Funeral Homes Inc   <br />
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Thank you, all of you, ahead of time,  for anything that you can do for us.   Thank you for being my friends, and for  supporting me through his lengthly  illness.  Thank the goddess for all of  the wonderful people I've met here at  deviantart.<br />
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<strong>EDIT:  It's come to my attention that  the bank isn't accepting credit cards.   We have set up a paypal account through  Bryan's email address, just for the  Memorial Fund.  Anyone who wanted to  donate by way of paypal, please sent it  to j_oswalt@bellsouth.net.  Thank you.</strong><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Adam.</title>
                <link>http://celestialblue.deviantart.com/journal/4427279/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Jan 2005 09:30:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wasn't going to post and say anything  about Adam, ~<a href="http://subformulate.deviantart.com/">subformulate</a>, because I  just didn't want to talk about it or  deal with the grief.  But I keep seeing  it on my friends' journals, and as I  started to cry, I decided that I'd just  say a little bit.  I didn't know him as  well as many of the others did, but I  was so inspired by his fight for life,  and the way he didn't give up when the  doctors told him he had just a short  while to live.  He kept going, ready to  live life to its fullest, when many  people would have been depressed.  Not  only that, but he was still here, with  Circle of Friends, helping out all the  other people.   He was a brave man.<br />
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I was inspired by him anyway, and going  to leave a few words on his page when I  thought about him, but then I was  having a down day myself and someone  sent in my name to the COF community.   As I read through the comments the next  day, from all the people, the one that  really stood out the most to me was the  one from Adam.  It wasn't even so much  what he said, but just that he took the  time to come and say something to me,  when he had so much going on with his  health and such.  A lesser person   would get so involved in their own  problems that they aren't able to help  others.  It happens to me too often - I  get really depressed and I just don't  know what to say to other people who  are down, if I don't know them.  But  Adam was there with his insightful  words, always willing to help.  That  alone lifted my spirits that day.<br />
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Like I said, I really didn't want to  write anything here about all of this,  because I'm just such a private person.   But I grew to think that it was  necessary, for me to tell how, even  though I didn't know him that well, he  was special to me, and will continue to  be an inspiration.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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