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makes up five.

DOPPELGANGER that is all.

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"you should put me in a home or put me down" -Radiohead

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ULTRAMARINE that is all.

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I love my sister, we are finally on a level to where we can actually be friends and its awesome.

Rather than me telling all of you to try calling me on my cell just call on the radio (5-22) or at 903-468-3546

well its time to buckle down for some ass kicking by my photo teachers while they reshape my brain. until the next journal my devout fans. I will always love YOU.

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However, the situation has rather been turned around, i hate going any where in TX other than here, i feel safe here, despite the lack of family. i really cant explain it its like one big group of people i know and love. It comes as a surprise to me every time i hear that this school was their second or third choice, and as soon as they could transfer they were going to. LAME! im sure they have their own reasons just as i have mine for loving i here. the main one aside form the group thing is that its in the middle of nowhere and you can walk across the whole place in under half of an hour.

now that i love this place im being threated with the loss of my tuition from my grandfather just because. . . i dont get it, but whatever,

im headed off to colorado the 9th of may and for once im not looking forward to the drive, but im sure i will like it once i get into the motion.

I was looking at pictures of classmates and myself here [link] and i wonder what we are all going to look like in twenty years. if were even going to be photographers, and where we'll be. i would like peter or whoever to leave this site up but if not i'll copy the pictures and make a journal of them.

God bless you Calvin ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/12658220/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/12658220/ Thu, 19 Apr 2007 17:26:19 PDT
I love being used for my extra hookyalar powers, it seems as if im the only person that Britney and the third floor gang know who has a hookah. i certainly dont mind being used for such things. though the one person i wish would use my powers, dosen' t... Luke. oh well im going to venture to the house of Britney and the third floor ruckus this weekend at some point. anyhoo, im off to go skiing with my dad if mother nature will have us.

sitting in an English garden waiting for the sun, but if the sun wont come you'll get a tan standing in the English rain. i am the egg man. they are the egg man. i am the walrus, coo coo kachoo. ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/12428227/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/12428227/ Mon, 02 Apr 2007 09:06:24 PDT
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She's going to KILL me.
[link]
The link goes to an image of one of the three 24x36" prints i have submitted to the 'big print show' today, a girl told me, "if that was my face this big on a sheet of photo paper i would probably kill you, but then again she is pretty." the other two images you can find around my DA page, should be here [link] and here [link] She should be proud of herself, i know i am, god damn i am, especially when i got to see them on a wall in a gallery... mother fucker that was cool. anyway enough show virgin cherry popping tales. thanks Kris, you shall win hearts and minds. Suki desu

I'm serious shes gonna do it.
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paging doctor vanwyhe, dial 800 CALL JOE
972 845 3900 ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/7146103/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/7146103/ Sat, 26 Nov 2005 02:46:28 PST ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/7128366/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/7128366/ Thu, 24 Nov 2005 00:44:15 PST
i have in the works, plans of making a jet engine. small of course. about a foot in diameter three feet long, powered by propane, i think, im not too sure about that. i may also be using pressurized jet A.

its not too hard to do because i have a cousin-in-law that works in a machine shop that can make my fan blades, the rest i can do by hand, torch, and arc welder. if the olsons are interested in the project i might just get to see them out at my place for once. (fuckers) vanwyhe has come by more than seth has.

as well i have made some hand tools for wood work. their sweet, i made them using a slab of steel my dad tossed to me and a branch from an oak tree. big branch. the rest was steel straps, a hammer and a rotary grinder. i guess thats all for now. go about your boring day, so boring that you decided to read this in hopes of being some what ammused, ill choice..... ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/7008087/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/7008087/ Thu, 10 Nov 2005 10:27:54 PST ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/6931713/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/6931713/ Wed, 02 Nov 2005 01:38:19 PST
god i hate that.)))

well i just got back from my trip to CO. my birthday present to myself. saw my family, hung out with Kristina, went to see matson jones with her, holy shit good music. was listening to their cd(no joke) for 700 miles on the way back to TX. got a school boy crush on one of the singers, how like me. watched my sister puke her guts out after twice as many beers it took me to get drunk.(thanks wilkin) and uuh yeah.

i want to move back there now. but there is not a logical reason to yet, besides making myself happy(thank you luke). i came here for school(but there are schools in CO) and the olsons. i think its funny how i tryed to run away from my problems by coming here and all i found is that, one: some of them fallowed me, and two: some of them werent even problems to begin with. i need to figure this shit out before some one is really telling me "well at least you're alive"

speaking of which my father has arranged for me to see a phyc. i don't want to use them as an excuse for my stupidity, but if there really is something wrong with me then... well i guess there is.
(you all are saying "well dur")

"cant this god of yours tell me what to do like he did that one guy" ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/6841317/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/6841317/ Sat, 22 Oct 2005 23:31:41 PDT
and you as well my dear.

lo ciento, tool runs thick in my blood. ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/6824642/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/6824642/ Fri, 21 Oct 2005 03:16:23 PDT [link] if youre sleuhey enough. lol ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/6797162/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/6797162/ Tue, 18 Oct 2005 00:12:47 PDT
my heart has never beat harder. well, not never. ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/6797075/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/6797075/ Mon, 17 Oct 2005 23:47:36 PDT
i have been up to absolutly nothing lately. i want to be inspired when i can do somthing about it. not in the middle of the night lying in bed, oh well. DFW was really cool in that if you arent inspired when you get there, the buildings will inspire your ass. i want to go back there soon.

on an unexpected note, i got up the balls to call an old friend i lost contact with. all seems as well as it can be wih her. and she dosnt hate me... lol... seriously. i thought the worst and i was completly wrong as ussial. it was damn good to hear from her. im glad shes doing alright.

thanks for tuning in ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/6735692/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/6735692/ Tue, 11 Oct 2005 01:31:24 PDT ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/6346970/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/6346970/ Sat, 27 Aug 2005 23:58:39 PDT ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/6143741/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/6143741/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 17:08:56 PDT when Kristina and i were hanging out a while ago and i would take the pictures that i would of her. i felt as if i was capturing little bits of diamonds every time i would push the shutter. and i felt more satisfied with the pictures that i took of her than any other subject, or landscape, or anything. there is no better feeling that knowing you got a great shot and being perfectly happy with it. the only bad thing is when you run out of card space. (too much of a good thing i guess) this journal is not about what i felt for Kristina, it is about my love of photography and my medium for taking it. so i guess the answer to my dismay is for me to get a girlfriend that is photogenic. and not to take too many pictures. past experiences have shown that too much of a good thing is really not good at all.

*singing* some day; when were all cats. ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5979293/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5979293/ Tue, 19 Jul 2005 16:37:15 PDT ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5943743/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5943743/ Fri, 15 Jul 2005 15:41:52 PDT ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5943136/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5943136/ Fri, 15 Jul 2005 14:23:22 PDT
im sure he'll be fine, i mean i wasnt even the one running and i can bearly walk, fucking quads, and hamstrings.

the reason i am trying so hard to get him into shape is that he was bread spesificly for racing, quarter horse means he can run the 1/4 mile faster than any other breed. i love it. but damn it, i didnt mean to. anyhoo enough of this useless journal entry ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5938233/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5938233/ Fri, 15 Jul 2005 00:25:53 PDT ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5933619/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5933619/ Thu, 14 Jul 2005 13:57:15 PDT
sorry for keeping you more informed than you should be, but this is the best therepy that i can afford. and its all i can do to keep from bursting into tears. the funny thing is (by funny i mean shitty) is that i am happy about the questions that haunt me, i cant stand what bring on the questions, memories from game on. i hope its all over soon. ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5910423/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5910423/ Tue, 12 Jul 2005 03:05:48 PDT ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5900590/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5900590/ Mon, 11 Jul 2005 02:57:58 PDT ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5865674/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5865674/ Thu, 07 Jul 2005 09:53:55 PDT

i hope you feel as good about this as i do. ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5858983/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5858983/ Wed, 06 Jul 2005 16:54:55 PDT

-untill the next bad happening.... ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5848955/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5848955/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 16:15:56 PDT The love you kept inside will come
And even when your own heart blinds you
Nothing undoes the work you've done"
-AsraisFate

i read this earlier today and it really hit home for me, and made me think of one no longer around me. i had to do somthing with it, i really like this, dont know why...?

please go see this girls art you will be amazed. [link] ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5784535/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5784535/ Thu, 30 Jun 2005 09:46:25 PDT
(in order of apperence)

Vanwyhe
luke
geoff
heather
wilkin
seth
christin
kristina

never have i had to worry about the depth that our friendship has gone to, and questioned if i can trust any of you, for that i thank you. also for putting up with my shit. as of late i emphasize more on Kristina,Wilkin, and luke. thanks for sticking arround you guys.you have been the most help anyone could never expect. ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5752381/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5752381/ Sat, 25 Jun 2005 10:06:39 PDT i feel the worst for kevin. not because of what i ahve done to him. but because he obviously cannot learn from the mistakes he has made. granted being optimistic is a good thing but you have to be able to back that optimism up. i know exactly how he feels. because i have been there too, with the exact same person. and i am by no means trying to rub this in his face. because he is just as human as i am. i am merely the one that came out on top in the way that he wanted to. in another he most certianly has an opertunity for the longrun. when you have nothing, you are free to do anything. and he has the opertunity to make somthing of himself after this. it is not up to me to tell him what to do but he would make a foolish move if he did not take his knowlage of this situation and apply it to future events. i know that kevin is going to read this and i fear not, for what i have sayed is obviously not pretty but it is the truth. "i may not like the truth but i can handel the truth" -Debra VW
the way i see it is this is one huge humbeling life experiance for all involved, and i appriciate it because like i sayed before it happened the way it did because it couldnt have happened any other way. and it is all of our jobs to take what we can from this lesson and apply it to the future. because if we dont all of what we have worked so hard for will truley be whorthless. ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5745200/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5745200/ Fri, 24 Jun 2005 13:58:46 PDT ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5733899/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5733899/ Thu, 23 Jun 2005 12:27:58 PDT ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5614181/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5614181/ Fri, 10 Jun 2005 22:56:52 PDT have a good day all.

"hold still" ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5588818/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5588818/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 12:05:40 PDT
p.s. the only reason i put Kristina first in all of this is that she by far has indured me more than any one has. and on so many different levels. thank you again K.

"hold still" ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5583990/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5583990/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 21:16:31 PDT now the problem that has come to my feet, is that no one comments on anything. (if you like it fucking comment on it.) this is what i have been trying to do for quite some time now to do my part in bringing da out of this comment depresion. i feel that a lot of this comment depression is thanks to a lot of the no goodnicks out there that are only on DA to comment on other people. or to be a part of the club, so to speak. i am willing to pay a yearly due if thats what it takes to get these people out. i think that is what is slowly being brought appon us by the admins in charge. praise the day that it happens.

sorry for the randon journal, i just felt like writing about this.

-"hold still" ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5554122/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5554122/ Sat, 04 Jun 2005 18:37:43 PDT ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5444698/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5444698/ Tue, 24 May 2005 03:39:34 PDT ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5442845/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5442845/ Mon, 23 May 2005 20:49:19 PDT i can understand the points that austin made in regaurds to his wifes birthday (though what he took it as was compleatly mis inturpreted) as for me trying anything with julie, she pisses me off. never in a million years would i show the slightest bit of intrest in her.
now on to the other side of the equation of this. as for kristina unlike her i have yet to abandon any spark that was there, though i see it comming. never would i just give up a friendship with her, truthfully i care not that kevin disaproves of it or however he feels about her and i being friends. not to say that i dont care about him and his feelings but that would be as if julie told austin he couldnt hang out with collin.i realise the conflict in that kristina and i having an intrest in one an other, but after realising the mistakes we made, learning from them and moving on is very important; and i know we have. i feel as if the whole situation has been misinturpreted. i feel as if i need to explain what i was doing but why should i when austin hasnt the slightest to do with this whole thing.
the reason i seemingly have done nothing for the situation is that he hasnt known about it. i am working with this, with the person that it involves. why you ask is this person not kevin. because kevin has nothing to do with kristina's and my relationship to one an other unless of course it goes any farther than it did. which its not going to. dont be fooled, never would i turn down the opertunity to get as close to kristina as kevin, has if not more, but there is a time and place for everything and this is neither. i feel that the main point in this is that austin seems to think that i took the dominant role and instgated this whole thing. wrong. granted i did have a substantial role in all of this but it was kristina's and my affanities, and recent knolage that brought about my disliking of kevin. so in this case it takes three to tango. im done for now and if you are interested in seeing th other side of the story go to this [link] ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5359114/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5359114/ Sat, 14 May 2005 20:08:53 PDT
who are you?

when will i get my cordial...?

I know by now.
that you'll arrive.
by the time....
...I stop waiting.

just a song by Bjork ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5348142/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5348142/ Fri, 13 May 2005 13:54:26 PDT -joe ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5337485/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5337485/ Thu, 12 May 2005 09:51:21 PDT ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5333153/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5333153/ Wed, 11 May 2005 19:33:27 PDT
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well folks seems as if all that i have been so pissy about has somewhat been relived. (`~thanks to you~`) i am nolonger ready and willing to jab my arms with razor blades, and all that other good stuff i sayed. like this is of any importance to any of you. then again it probably is, seeing is that the only people that read my journal are the lan crew and a certian member of society in fort collins(`~`) of which already knows this. so yeah thats all from me for now. take care all. untill the next problen arrives...

ok im done ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5268942/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5268942/ Wed, 04 May 2005 20:39:09 PDT ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5258181/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5258181/ Tue, 03 May 2005 16:42:35 PDT ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5252571/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/5252571/ Tue, 03 May 2005 02:09:17 PDT me for being so fucking stupid or for kevin being a total fuck;

to elaborate but not much i went to walmart with kevin; and yeah; i know that no one is going to read this so why the hell am i righting it? i guess the hour of driving to random places and yelling my balls off wasnt enough; this may not be either ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/4856168/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/4856168/ Sat, 19 Mar 2005 17:01:13 PST TX. so hopefully ill be attending Texas A&M commerce in the fall of this year. im seriously concidering new media. but i dont know. so yeah, i cant stand being here. i want to either kill myself of quit the job and move down there like right no. i cant fucking stand this place anymore. oh well ill get there somehow. ttyall later. -joe ]]> ~cessna10c http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/4750480/ http://cessna10c.deviantart.com/journal/4750480/ Mon, 07 Mar 2005 10:34:37 PST ~cessna10c