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]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/10050630/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/10050630/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 14:03:03 PDT

Life in General-

I'm in one of my history classes right now: US history from 1865 to 1945 to be specific. I've also got Colonial Latin America and Historian's Craft in history this semester. (Also two political science courses but let's not go there.

Apparently my boyfriend is supposed to come to my house tonight but he's gone AWOL today. It's almost 5 and he supposedly finished work at the latest 3 and he was supposed to phone. This is why boys are inheritly useless. I prefer when people make plans and keep to them. Oh well, maybe he's at my apartment's front door just waiting like a little doteful puppy. Who knows, the boy is crazy.

But I love him anyways.

Tomorrow I must get my OSAP, haha i must get OSAP ASAP. Ooooo I am sure that joke has been made many many times. I also need to go to Enviro copies to pick up a course pack but frankly, that place and it's infamous long lines (like around the corner of the block long) scares me. So... one more shouldn't hurt... too much.



My Art-

It's coming I swear to all things holy! I have been sketching and got inspired this weekend so expect some nice pictures floating around from me. Maybe I'll even colour them! OooOooOOOOooo

/end creepy "oo"ing

~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/9607647/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/9607647/ Sat, 05 Aug 2006 12:15:35 PDT
"YOU RETARD SORA ISN'T GAY HE LOVES KIARI!"

Gah! Caplocks! Spelling mistakes! Homophobia! No knowledge of what FANART means!

Oh, this is gonna be a good day. This is my first hate based comment, and oh have I been waiting for the day I am blessed to chew on some little girl who makes the mistake of yelling at me.

So as I commented, I am not a retard and I question the spelling of Kiari. She was either verrry upset, lazy or is so great of a Sora/Kairi shipper she doesn't have to spell the name right.

As I explained, This is fanart, based on a fanfiction and I can make Sora love whomever I want. It's my choice. Anywho. I get curious and Click on her name. Whom is this strange Inu Yasha fangirl yelling at me?

Oh yes. Jack pot.

[link]

I am guessing I am one of the people she has "slammed" for drawing Sora kissing boys.

If ya don't like a piece of art, move on and stop looking at it.


Edit: She deleted that entry because she had like a total of three people disagree with her. She is now blaming someone else for her outburst. As if it changes the messages she left on people's art. ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/8291747/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/8291747/ Tue, 28 Mar 2006 06:12:16 PST


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Now you know how I feel. I am soooo excited for KH2. I have barely spoiled anything for myself and am trés excited to play Sora and smash things again. I want to skip class (but I can't) and go get it right now and play it on my little television....

...

But I can't. I have an oral exam on Friday in French and I must study for it instead of wasting my nights playing kingdom hearts 2. PLUS I have to go to th war museum on Wednesday so I am sure I will be fine.

Maybe I'll just continue to play the first one again. It's fun. I love it.


Anywho.

*Squee* KH2!!!!!! ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/8057620/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/8057620/ Fri, 03 Mar 2006 15:41:13 PST ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/7507140/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/7507140/ Wed, 04 Jan 2006 10:36:05 PST
OH. Check out my timetable for this semester. it's suxors!

Monday
8:30-10:00 History of Europe 16th to 20th century ~ ??? Professor
2:30-4:00 Politics and Globalization ~ Prof. Grouev

Tuesday
8:30-10:00 Governance and Society ~ Prof. Attwood
10:00-12:30 French ~ ??? Professor
2:30-4:00 Great Philosophers ~ Prof. Sriraman

Wednesday
No Class Biznatch!

Thursday
10:00-11:30 History of Europe
4:00-5:30 Great Philosophers

Friday
10:00-11:30 Governance and Society
11:30-1:00 French ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/7381198/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/7381198/ Thu, 22 Dec 2005 10:17:02 PST
... Okay I miss all my animals. I still haven't wrapped my gifts OR finished the cards...

... on the brightside I beat the game Rainbow Web. It was dumb. Fun game but the 'plot' around it was... weird. By connecting pretty coloured orbs you spell stuff the last level you spell "Shine on, Rainbow Kingdom!" ... Yeah good game except for that stuff.

... I owe Stephanie a FF:AC pic and hopefully Emily finished the present for Steffi... >_>;; Oh well no problem really. ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/6606251/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/6606251/ Mon, 26 Sep 2005 09:29:52 PDT
Now Homecoming. With an over turned car, thousands of drunk students forming a mob in the streets.

So disgusting. This is why Queen's, dispite it's perks, is such a horrible school.

[link]

[link]

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Queen's suck. ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/6088904/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/6088904/ Sun, 31 Jul 2005 12:54:13 PDT ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/6030030/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/6030030/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 12:02:58 PDT _> I love Howl's Moving Castle (the book) After reading HBP it compelled me to read it chanting out it was better all along.

Oh it was right.

I lurve Diana Wynne Jones. All her books are brillant. Especially Howl and all the Chrestomanci books. (He's drrrreeamy, as Estelle stated "He's mine. I love him.") Actually... apart from Howl being womanizing and blond, the two are quite alike, brilliant, obbsessed with their appearances and lazy.

Actually... Howl's dealing with Sophie (so hilarous) helped me flesh out a character in a story of mine. If you know about the curse and the flower shop, you'll understand about "Mrs Nose" and "Sophie strikes again".

Also in the mail I am now the greedy owner of The Art of Howl's Moving Castle (the movie) which is a wonderful book and totally worth the thirty dollars. I love it! Especially Howl's room It's loverly.

... But poor Michael, he was totally bashed in that movie >_< and Martha... Oooh Martha. And how did Suliman turn into a woman???? >_<

Anyway, in other news...

I've been drawing...

With a pen, because my pencil is AWOL.

I think they're all crappy but some of them I suppose are nice.

I've drawn... Lillia a million times (mostly in her KH: OSOD clothes).

I've drawn Aisling and all of her Quidditch team (and her older brother Kieran became her twin).

I love Kieran's quote on this page "Blasted Triwizards, snotty bunch of kids from big snotty schools think they're better than everyone else." Have I mention Aisling before? Probably not. She's the main character in my HP fanfic about a small wizarding school in Ireland (Whitehall Academy of the Magical Arts). Her mom is a reporter and her dad works for the Ministry Liason office. Aisling becomes a prefect in the beginning of the story (quote the other prefects "You- You- You're kidding." (from a boy who loathes her and from her fellow Eventide prefect "Can I ask again how you became a prefect?") She hates the first years, they're annoying and don't know anything useful.

Back on the ranch...

I drew Howl (book Howl) with his ginger hair... he's not impresseed.

Oh! It's a bad sketch of Malfoy saying "You stupid old man"

I made him cry for effect.

Oh and then there's a weird not my style sketch of Snape. I happen to like it/him.

(more Lillia)

Right! Nuri! In his lovely OSOD clothes. He looks good. And older. It's hard to make him look as old as he is. >_<

Anyway... there's more hanging around I might make presentable and then upload.

Like my personal favourite slime green potion covered Sezen quote "Aising Corrigan... should have known." ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/5695936/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/5695936/ Sun, 19 Jun 2005 15:32:52 PDT _>

All those poor "Thanks for the Watch!" comments on my main page ... >_>

... I should probably confess I abuse the watch system. Sometimes when I'm super browsing (also called clicking on random commenters, going through their gallery and favourites and then clicking some more) I want to "bookmark" a artist to check out later and so... I watch em, to remember their name (my book marks are sooo long already) and so...

I kinda feel bad... oh well. I'll look at 'em later.

... I wish there was a check box on the watch lists so IDs don't show up... (IDs in my message centre are SO annoying, no offence of course, people have to submit them, but really I'm not waiting in anticipation for them)

I finished my exams! YAY! On friday was my last one, Calculus. it was evil. But I'm down! So I am now free to... work all summer...

...

yay?

I have many ideas, a few sketches and not much done...

I have to do a piccy for ~shiin She sorta asked me. (She saw me draw a picture in Steffi's yearbook and then later on AIM said "draw me picture!" so I must obey, because Shiin is great and awesome, and if she wants a piccy that i did... OK!

I have a piccy of my Guildwars charrie coming (she's an elementalist) Screw RO, Guildwars rules and you only have to pay once ^_^ (I played RO before you had to pay, I think it's totally a rip off to have to pay for a game more than once. Especially when I don't play every night, so I would be wasting my money have the time) I forgot her name... (Steffi's Ranger is Ophi Lia XD, she has a pet kitty) she's really cute. With her funky buns and her lovely shiny skirt.

I have a piccy of Klaas coming... and... I sketched a piccy of Mary Poppins too... >_> it was on TV last night. ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/5131401/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/5131401/ Tue, 19 Apr 2005 16:02:43 PDT
I GOT ACCEPTED TO OTTAWA U!!!!!!!!

WEEEEEE!!!

I was accepted into Joint Honours Baccalaurate in Social Sciences in History and Political Science!!!

I was told it would be competitive to get into.

I also got a $4000 scholarship as long as I maintain a 80 per cent average. I also get guaranteed housing (but that's not a surprise) ^__^ ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/4675168/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/4675168/ Sat, 26 Feb 2005 06:09:15 PST
OH MY! I love this semester! It's wonderful! Mr. Coffey says I should draw Mr. Darcy and Elizabeth for him in English and Mrs. Hill...

Mrs. Hill is my Writer's Craft teacher (Also known as the principal's wife) and the class annoys me greatly... but... but... I think it's getting better.

She said for a final project we could do a comic.

*dies of happiness*

I can make a manga and get a credit for it! ^__^

I'll have to do a lot, a lot of rough work and such but it's great! I'm wondering how I should hand it in though.

...

Oh well. I... I get to do a comic for a final project!

And Julie, my friend (who sits beside me) says she'll be my peer editor and poke me and pester me to draw. She says I draw well enough to do this, I am a little unsure, but I'll try!

I did sketches of character in orange pen on lined paper.

But really, I always start with sketches of characters. Even writing a story, it's just how I work, Characters first, the plot and setting will come from them!

I think I have a general plot, luckily I have until the 4th to put in my proposal.

*****

Oh right. I'm also working on a tutorial, even though I suck at art! ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/4477642/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/4477642/ Wed, 02 Feb 2005 07:28:33 PST
*screams again in delight*

It's pretty, it's like a 17" LCD moniter. It's like flat and pretty. It's all black and shiny. I get to move all my fancy software and computer stuff to my room.

My tablet gets a better home! And so do my unused speakers and subwoofer! ^__^ YAY! Luckily the speakers are black and silver too, they'll match.

My bestest friend, is over (she's been living at my house for two days now...) and we're watching Ben-Hur. ... Scary. I've been drawing a tiny bit and they've all been CRAPPY drawings. *kills herself* Actually, I did one good drawing for my friend Kay (Lime-chan) but Sora's face is screwy after I looked at it again Soooo I need to fix it.

OH! I did a sketch of Lillia in some new fancy dancy clothes. ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/4268691/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/4268691/ Sat, 08 Jan 2005 10:22:23 PST
It's the first weekend of the 2005 school year! WOO! We all deserved this SO much. This week was... interesting at best. Actually I lost a day somewhere and got really screwed up on thursday and I thought it was wednesday. Julie laughed at me. I think it's my watch. My old watch died (well the light in it did) so I bought another one, except I was drawn into the cuteness and I ended up buying a Hello Kitty watch (it's not digital... *grumble*) but it has like fruity (IE fruits like a pear, strawberry) face plated to make it even MORE cute. Except. It doesn't tell me the date.

I should really put up the calendar i bought. Oh well. Maybe this weekend.

Did I mention one of my Mods (and on-line best friends) Lime-chan, or Slashy-chan on ff.net or Kadeen, has somehow forced me into writing a KH fan fic? ... I really like it. lol. It's a weird AU story, but I like it, even though it only has 14 reviews... *cries* that's like... a review for every 1000 words in it. lol... However I think I got really way into the story because I have an outline to finish that story and I already started planning its sequel. Sadly however, I had to add some OCs to it to round out the cast. (And in the Sequel, I didn't want to hurt my poor Zidane)

OCs added:
Aria- my character from her own fanfic. I lurve her. She's not a mary-sue. Let's see, in the story she's the head of the Arts Council, a group at school that Sora got dragged into joining after he walked in to borrow a stapler. (These things really happen, i have proof. lol ) She's kinda scary in the story.. ie "Just so you know, I own you now," Now poor Sora can't get out hanging with the arts council freaks... lol. (i was one of them last year but we don't have an arts council this year)

Ayame & Saki- Since Sora was moving to the destiny islands in my story, these are his two friends from his old town. Ayame is a very nice and quiet girl who is the voice of reason and Sora went out with her. Saki on the other hand is nuts. And hyper. And well she's crazy. (She apologizes to Riku for making him bleed with candy when they visit)

Maemi Okina- this is the weirdest OC there is for the story. I'm afraid of people being mean to her. But... oh well. She's Riku's half-sister he doesn't know about yet. She's like... 5 or 6. Maemi is... cuuuuute. I like her, she's fun to draw. She's always smiling.

Strange Final Fantasy people that show up:
-Quistis- she's the teacher advisor to the arts council. She believes this is karma getting her for something in a previous life.
-Eiko- Eiko is one of my fav ff characters. She's so funny. She goes after Riku to make him be her boyfriend. (because Eiko is known for not caring if her targets are involved with someone... lol)

Right.

And now for something completely different...

My winamp is broken. Somehow, one night it decided to not go from one song to the next in my play-list. It's really annoying, i have to manually press >| to go to the next song.

Ja. I am hungry and must venture into the three season room to get a drink.

Did I mention that my parents built a new house and we moved into it in september?

I should take photos of it, it's awesome. My dad designed the whole house. It's like a lodge, all wood. We have a intertwined Iron wood tree in the middle of our great room. It weighs like over 4000 pounds.

Also. My room is about 800 square feet. It's all of the upstairs. It's lovely, even my best friend has her own bed in my room. I have a four poster bed complete with curtains to sleep on... (the bed has steps up to it... 0.o) I have a really nice slipper tub too. ^__^.

Momo (my hamster) was very happy last night because I brought him lots and lots of sun flower seeds. He's soo soft and cute. Momo thinks he's tough. it amuses me. ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/3956367/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/3956367/ Tue, 30 Nov 2004 13:45:25 PST
I really am doing art! I swear! You should see my notebooks, full of drawings!

But I've been really busy! Click on the [website] button to see why. That's my (newish) forum. (I've owned a few) It's like barely a month old and these kids are CRAZY!

They keep their Admins (me & Littlestar (Queenie on the forum) soo busy. They have so many questions (lol) and problems (they have a lot of problems, but i love them) and there's soooo many characters!!!

I still have two world applications to go through!!! AH!

Right.

If you're lazy and not clicking i should tell you what Lock & Key is.

It's a rpg forum about Kingdom Hearts! It's very crazy, I didn't think it would be this popular. We actually need ANOTHER mod! ^_^

It's a lot of fun. We've got crazy people, like the 'evil trio' Lime-chan (the mod), Queenie and I all have evil characters who are around the same age and they 'hang out' together a lot.

My poor character, Nocturne. He really is evil and not hyper and (Chasten (lime-chan's girl) calls him Grumpy Boots) the two girls are always driving him over the edge. (Ansem forced him to take care of his apprentice, Averyl, who is sooooo useless at being evil).

Actually, I think they just drove him over the edge. Averyl wanted to do a play, so she made this accessory to turn Sora into a girl (don't ask, Averyl believes Sora would make a lovely princess) and is currently testing it out on a very mad Nocturne. Too bad she doesn't know how to get it off!!! (Nocturne was just forced into a pink dress).

We have some strange plots. (Not really, it's just Chasten and Averyl).

Actually a bunch of people are in Wonderland trying to find the kidnapped Queen. (Including Tidus and Selphie!) Right now that crowd is poking fun at Tidus saying he's not a real man. ... he's not though.

let's see what else? Oh! I play Sora there! poor Sora. Everywhere he goes someone tries to kill him. He was eating cake with Tidus and Sephiroth came, he was talking to two girls and being happy with Kairi and another villain came and attacked him and now Rufus is trying to kill him with SNIPERS and stuff!!

Wow. I just realized I play a lot of characters...

I play...

-Sora
-Yuffie (who is so fun)
-Yuna (she's talking to Cait Sith and is on a multi-world concert tour! ^_^ Actually Brother is trying to rescue her from Cait Sith .... >.<
-Aria, the high judge, who is Nocturne's archnemesis
and
Nocturne, my evil boy who was born from the darkness in the heart of a world. He's a girl right now. >.<;;

I love it there. So fun.

You all should join!

lol. ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/3906234/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/3906234/ Wed, 24 Nov 2004 04:00:06 PST
Anyway, On Monday I spent the day, not in school *gasp* but in Ottawa! At Parliament! I spent the day with Gord Brown (our MP) and his assisstant, Mark, who is a family friend. I got to go on a tour or the chambers in the morning, and I went to lunch with Mark, Gord and the de facto leader of the opposition in provincial parliament, Bob Runciman and his wife in the dining hall where only the MPs (and their guests) can eat!!! *.* so awesome! After that we went to watch question period from the opposition gallery and afterwards I even met Steven Harper!! (heh, too bad I am not a conservative, no?) After that I got to go to a hertiage committee meeting ^_^. It was fun.

Only problem was, I had to wake up at 4am.

*shudders*

yay! Next week I am not going to be in school for two days because I get to go to Toronto on the 2nd for a Media Arts trip and then on the 3rd for a Visual Arts trip! ^_^ i will be getting NO sleep that night, since i have to keep coming back to school (3 hours away) late at night and then early in the morning.

Hm. Maybe I should post all those little CGs I did... I dunno tho... scraps i suppose, their really small... ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/2909146/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/2909146/ Sun, 18 Jul 2004 06:06:35 PDT
Speaking of that, I did already go on a shopping trip with my friend Julie. We ended up mostly just buying imported candy for a really cute candy store. My excuse was that since Jon and Greg stole the only package of strawberry Pocky I had I needed more. I love being able to convince myself so easily. However at Wallack's *drool* I bought more nibs! Wooo! And a nice see-through box to keep them and the pens in so I don't lose them all the time!

LoL, not to go on a rant here but speaking of Jon... I think the boy has no friends... Except for us fellow IBers. He's always inviting everyone to different places and to do different things. (IE. paintball, a pool party and on wednesday it was Man Hunt at 10 pm). Just my feeling but I think he's lonely without us. I thought he was going to cry when I had to tell him I couldn't go to the Man Hunt since I was in Ottawa!

Yay! Out from Under the Vade Macum! I got my IB diploma like last week or something! It was wonderful! I scored a 30! Yay!!! Now universities will offer me money to go study there! And I can get advanced placement in History! Woooooo this rox.

Summer is way too hot here. Well.. actually it's way too humid. Since my exchange student (oops, forgot to mention Muriel! She's 20 years old and lives in France and goes to a horticultural college where it's a requirement to live a month in a non-french speaking country and you have to write a report in that language) is leaving in August, my mom, Muriel, my cousin Devin and I are going to Niagara Falls and Toronto next week for two days. (My cousin is coming because his parents are celebrating their 25th and my uncle is pretty much surprising my aunt by taking her to Montreal) We're visiting the Falls (Muriel is dying to see them) and visiting all the gardens in the area. Especially the one in Niagara falls itself because they have 2,300 varieties of Roses (Muriel loves roses and hopes to maybe create new varieties after college).

Hrmm... Anyone know any good anime/manga stores in Toronto? Kingston doesn't have anything but candy and the creepy comic store. ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/2488564/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/2488564/ Sun, 23 May 2004 06:26:05 PDT ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/2421513/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/2421513/ Thu, 13 May 2004 14:34:25 PDT
IB was created to punish the freaky kids. Yup. I lost at guess the dictator.

"I win again! You are player number 6930 to have chosen Fidel Castro from Cuba. I knew you were Fidel Castro from Cuba from the start, but I strung you along for a while to make it seem more sporting. I hope that one day you will overcome the powerful sense of humiliation that you now feel. Until then, good luck."

Exams were actually long but alright. I had Paper 2 of English on Monday which.. rocked, yet sadly I don't remember it. Then On Tuesday I had Papers 1 &2 of Biology which I liked and it actually proved to me that the CBC is useful. It helped me a bit with a Pruning question. Rock on to Applied plant science! Then on wed, I almost died. I had Biology paper 3 in the morning and History paper 1 and 2 in the afternoon. I hung out with Marc between exams and studied a bit. Then we were joined by the oh-so-modest Morgan. Riosin came soon after and we went in to write the exam, with Jun showing up like the late loser he is. (Seems KC people have more respect for him then we do.) Today, we had paper 3 of history. Ugh I am so mentally exhausted.

I had a creative idea on the weekend but I can only get it all out now. I've already sketched three pages of manga.

Okay, I think that's about it. Still playing guess the dictator or Sit-com character but now I'm Kramer. Let's see if it gets this one!

...
...

Okay.. It knew, but it took a LOT longer for it.

"Well, I win this round. You are player number 3880to pick Kramer from Seinfeld, and what a clever choice it was! You almost had me for a while, but you let your guard down. Don't worry, it happens to all of us sooner or later. Please play again, and next time I'll be ready for you, Kramer from Seinfeld."

[link] ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/2383891/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/2383891/ Sat, 08 May 2004 07:06:33 PDT
-buy lottery tickets
-buy porn
-Vote!

... not in that order. Let's see... since my parents are florists they don't have any time for me on my birthday (mother's day is too close), but I'm used to that.

Gifts I've recieved so far....
-a pretty shirt from Caesar's palace from my aunt
-Benny and Joon DVD from Steffi (my FAVOURITE present!)
-two charms and a gold bracelet from my parents (the bracelet is pretty!)

It's an okay day... except for having to study for IB exams.

Our new house will be finished very soon and then I'll have my new room! Yay! ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/2265368/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/2265368/ Wed, 21 Apr 2004 03:58:21 PDT "Okay, so he was a bum,"

I love philosophy class this year. There are seven people in the class and we're all pretty much friends. Mr. Barclay is hilarious, even letting us blow bubbles in class. I'll write moooore later, I'm laaaate for the bus. Ahhhhh Strip Go fish! ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/1094010/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/1094010/ Sun, 24 Aug 2003 07:50:34 PDT
Devin is like 11... he's an uncle too! Hahahahaha.... His brother Alek (whose 19) *pauses for listening to Jack's introduction music*.... and his girlfriend Lindsay had their son a few weeks ago. It was a boy and his name is Cyrus Layne (Layne is his middle name). Everyone figures on calling him Layne but I think Cyrus is just too cute a name to NOT call him that!!! ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/1080761/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/1080761/ Tue, 19 Aug 2003 16:28:57 PDT
Speaking of "-chan" I got a letter from my new pen pal whose from Japan.

I've been doing more definite sketchs of Aleris and the rest of the crew of the Lorelei, (yaaay) I'll upload them soon (probably tomorrow) including a water colour picture of... of... oh what's that girls name.... ... ... ... erg.... umm.... I've clear forgotten. And there's only two girls in the man story too...

nevermind...

Anywho...


...


"The food, the shade... THE RUM!!!" ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/1062355/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/1062355/ Tue, 12 Aug 2003 20:34:25 PDT ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/824314/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/824314/ Thu, 12 Jun 2003 04:07:55 PDT Well.....

Euch, i am sick. I'm very sorry to anyone who may read this but... I am Dead. Well, my life is pretty much over, exams, projects, essays, getting ready for Ireland, baking and.... my tablet died in April i think. I've done some pictures by hand I will probably up load soon, including a manga called Nights and the picture I did for my project on One Day in the Life of Ivan Denisovich. Unless I die again which is quite possible.

I feel like... Quitting school to read Douglas Adams.



Thanks Dr. Freud! I feel so much better!
]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/430041/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/430041/ Tue, 07 Jan 2003 15:12:34 PST Well.....

Say I do an animated short, other than the computer, how could I do it and do you think I could "persuade" em and/or ali to create the music for it?? Could I add a voice track as well? How??? hmmm... I have two good ideas, with my "new" story. The Lilo& Stitch music has inspired me to do this. I had an idea for a introduction to the new story, introducing the characters. Including a spell scene where Marina (priestess) creates rain and a drop falls into a puddle and the ripples turn the water red, and then a shine goes across it turning it into a gem. Which then glows until white, and then darkens to black as it pulls back to show Haimi's face and the gem has become the dot on the symbol on her. I think I could do it.

I feel like... manipulating the IB students into something extremely silly.



Thanks Dr. Freud! I feel so much better!
]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/385727/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/385727/ Tue, 10 Dec 2002 16:34:55 PST Well.....

Ah, I've lost all hope in my art. Lately, I can't get anything right. erg. *hits her head* work damnit! I'm evil I know, I snuck a look a some presents my mom bought me, all i will say is "YAAAAAAAAAY!" I can't wait to get it!!!! I have to talk to Kate, because the steamer takes 47 minutes for 6 servings of rice and that'd only leave us like 10 minutes to eat. Mom thinks it'd take less if we didn't make that much, and 6 servings is a lot... I think I may update with all these doodles I did in school. All of them are on lined paper, but oh well. Most are messy and just ink but they're ok. I dunno, i'm not doing anything out of the oridinary but i do have a lot of school crap, like a dialogue due yesterday. Oh well. Mr.Barclay doesn't care, I'm starting it tonight. Freud vs. Plato, I'm having birds on a wire discuss it. Well gotta go for now.

I feel like... crappy art.



Thanks Dr. Freud! I feel so much better!
]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/354707/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/354707/ Thu, 21 Nov 2002 03:58:11 PST Well.....

Yum Yum Yum. I eat my granola bar. I am cold. I am sitting by a window. I am wearing a sweater... and a kilt. Who was the idiot who decided to put the computer by the window?! *whines* I want my warm bed! Today is the last day of school 'till the weekend and the weekend means open house here! Yaay! Hot cider and other baked goods... no mustn't... Can't over do it... BAD FOOD! ok, I think I may be sick. ooooooh don't feel well... Damn chocolate in the morning. I scanned like 12 things last night but a few have to be cleaned up before i show them to anyone. Well I gotta go get ready for another day at... for lack of a more evil word, school.

I feel like... hugging my scanner



Thanks Dr. Freud! I feel so much better!
]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/337029/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/337029/ Fri, 08 Nov 2002 17:33:00 PST Well.....

Strange. I updated today with Insanity vs. conformity. Just a doodle. I have actually many things ready to be scanned and done (including a Lyna wallpaper) but my scanner is not working, maybe I'll get a new one tomorrow if i can get my mom to buy it. She's already bought me two christmas prezzies! yaay. I've noticed that the last few things I've updated with are saddening. But i am not sad at all... strange.


I feel like... Biting my scanner



Thanks Dr. Freud! I feel so much better!
]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/331886/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/331886/ Tue, 05 Nov 2002 03:52:38 PST Well.....

To do:
-I am me crap for philos
-dialogue for philos
-History presentation for TOK (in december but it has to be at least 40 minutes, I NEED A TOPIC!)
-47,500 words on Twin Wings

I should do my I AM ME crap for Philosophy today. That sounds good. oh no... I forget if we're in room 101 for math *.* I hope not because that means another test! But she asked us to read chapter 3 so I guess it's all ok and ok. Twin Wings is now... 7 pages long. And there happens to be another secondary character, Raine. But Raine doesn't matter because Evelyn's leaving the town anyway. So boring... Evelyn and Mylene are now breaking into the town's castle. Mylene to steal and Evelyn to make sure Mylene is ok. And two chapters later they meet Lyna! I don't know about Lyna, it seems the character needs a bit more depth and story and whatnot. Anywho, this part of it ends with...

“There she is.” Evelyn breathed as she scurried over to lean to kitchen and climbed on its roof to enter the castle through a hole used by an errand boy who used to work with her.

It's nice how these things have yet to end with a long paragraph.


I feel like... Writing a lot today



Thanks Dr. Freud! I feel so much better!
]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/330391/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/330391/ Mon, 04 Nov 2002 04:01:31 PST Well.....

To do:
-I am me crap for philos
-Study for philos test
-Math test monday
-dialogue for philos
-History presentation for TOK (in december but it has to be at least 40 minutes, I NEED A TOPIC!)
-47,500 words on Twin Wings

Ugh, here I am at an ungodly hour sitting at my computer. Printing off the first 4 pages of Twin Wings so I can continue to write at school and then type it up. I probably have more words than that but uh... I never wrote up the intro. I had to stop writing it for a bit last night to write up a report for Philosophy on what Miguel de Unamuno feels about human nature. -.- The most pathetic thing is, I know can spell his name perfectly. I'm trying to figure out Trif's life right now. Also I did a doodle of Runo as a child (she's the goddess) I think she's cute. We're getting a new scanner! Because our's is CRAP! Yaaay Lucky me! My scanner only does 600 dpi! Luckily the new one will do at least 2400 dpi. *hits her scanner* you are crap! Oh Mylene is scaring me. She's very creepy and seductive. She's only been talking to Evelyn, but she was able to manipulate her so she was very happy. The scene ends with:

As a tear rolled down her cheek, Evelyn whispered miaerably, "What have I done?"

Of course she is standing in a dark hall alone... Well I gotta go get ready for school... oh shit! I have a math test to fail today! *swears more as she runs away*


I feel like... the wrath of Mrs. Smith is crushing me

Thanks Dr. Freud! I feel so much better!
]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/326448/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/326448/ Fri, 01 Nov 2002 03:47:33 PST Well.....

To do:
-I am me crap for philos
-Study for philos test
-project due monday for philos
-Math test monday
-dialogue for philos
-History presentation for TOK (in december but it has to be at least 40 minutes, I NEED A TOPIC!)
-50,000 words on Twin Wings

Today. It is time to write. I am soooo scared! Luckily we have math in computer lab! If Trif as a 13 year old fell in love with someone would it be considered his first love even though before then when he was older he fell in love??? oooh confusion... I wrote up a basic time line and forced myself to name some of the people. Like the true goddess is now Runo and the good goddess is Ru (dark one is Nox). The time line is two pages.

I feel like... happy and scared

Thanks Dr. Freud! I feel so much better!
]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/325892/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/325892/ Thu, 31 Oct 2002 16:22:09 PST Well.....

To do:
-I am me crap for philos
-Study for philos test
-project due monday for philos
-Math test monday
-dialogue for philos
-History presentation for TOK (in december but it has to be at least 40 minutes, I NEED A TOPIC!)
-50,000 words on Twin Wings

Yes! Tomorrow I begin writing Twin Wings for nanowrmo. I'm scared. Luckily I have most of the past worked out. Except for Lyna and Mylene's waaaay past. Oh well. Of course I don't even know the plot!

I feel like... insane

Thanks Dr. Freud! I feel so much better!
]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/325204/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/325204/ Thu, 31 Oct 2002 04:02:39 PST Well.....

Oh so bored... It's like 6:50 am. I should eat something.oh well. This will be the fourth meal that i haven't really eaten at. I finished my tok crap, well... that's what it is, it has to be the most horrible thing I've ever written, but I did it in less than an hour. I have a very creative example though! hmmm...
To do:
-I am me crap for philos
-Study for philos test
-project due monday for philos
-Math test monday
-dialogue for philos
-History presentation for TOK (in december but it has to be at least 40 minutes, I NEED A TOPIC!)
oops I also forgot:
-Kill em. (well not really kill but you get it)

Barclay realized on monday he had nothing to grade us on for midterm. As if he'll get any of this marked by midterm. We've yet to get back the essay we did in september. And by Philos i mean philosophy, i'm just lazy and it takes up too much room.

Did you know the ROM has lord of the rings sets and props??? I can't wait to see it!

I feel like... i need more DNAngel.... *drool*



Thanks Dr. Freud! I feel so much better!
]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/324576/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/324576/ Wed, 30 Oct 2002 15:38:05 PST Well.....

Moooooreeeee... Oh my. Trrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrif! We were watching a movie thing in Tok so I decided to draw Trif older and younger. Trif older has scars. and.... ribbons... wearing only ribbons.... Maybe I still have that doodle somewhere.... There's also the mini manga of Trif complaining that even though he has the mind of a child he still manages to outsmart three 17 yr old girls. Of course Mylene and Lyna make it worse by mentioning Mylene is 18 and Lyna is 217. oh trif.
I feel like... i need more DNAngel.... *drool*Thanks Dr. Freud! I feel so much better!
]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/324410/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/324410/ Wed, 30 Oct 2002 13:03:55 PST Well.....

Hypothetically... oh hohohohohoho. In Anthro i was picked on because my stress was too low. Almost everyone got over 100, most 200, the highest was 903 (Josh is going to die of stress soon and it's strssing him out). I got 45. It was 56 but then I looked at something like if you had a serious personal disease it was worth 50 stress points. I was like: I'm not that stressed! I dunno... i'm not. Mr. Keenleyside wanted to find me more stress, Josh said i was living in a bubble. I think it's me trying to not socialize with people from gan. That'd be stressful. *nod* It's like, yeah learning to drive but i feel no stress from it, annoyance that the stupidity of the concept of driving yes, stress, no. blah blah blah my mom is talking to me.

I feel like... i need more DNAngel.... *drool*
Thanks Dr. Freud! I feel so much better!
]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/322649/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/322649/ Tue, 29 Oct 2002 03:52:56 PST Well.....

Neco-vita [link] and I shouldn't talk over ICQ where we're not stared at. Things get too.... strange. Poor Kole, having to sleep with a random boy he just met. Oh dear, I didn't go to school yesterday so i will be very lost if my math class is in the computer lab. I think em will be at my throat because I never told her who I liked. For good reasons. Only one person knows and she knew last year and I didn't actually tell her. (it was a "shut up" thing. She'd be like: "aww! So you like____?" and I'd say "Shut up.") Must finish my manga pages for UBA (Ulimate Bishie Aaron) .... errgg. Must finish chocolate milk..... ooooh... Must finish yogurt..... nooooo! Em has a boyfriend.... *twitch* I'm going to take more pictures today, because I can. Last time I had pictures of Steffi-chan, Morgan, Marie, and Kate. I bringing cookies to Philosophy! Yaaay! Cookies. Oh my, I should go get ready (I heard my bus came half an hour early yesterday, can we say psychopathic bus driver from Howe Island?!!!!)

I feel like... Food is the enemy.

Thanks Dr. Freud! I feel so much better!
]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/321496/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/321496/ Mon, 28 Oct 2002 08:12:37 PST Well.....

I hate some people. I shouldn't hate anyone. But I do. Even though no one reads this, I ask everyone who will listen and think.
What is art? Can it be defined as one thing over another. To me, it cannot. Art is many things, yet it is also nothing. Like Truth, art is eternal. Does Art need to invoke emotion into everyone who sees it? Or can Art mean nothing to someone yet to another it bursts with emotion? Does our perception limit what we feel is art? We can prove our perception is very flawed, does this mean that, that definition of art flawed as well? Do we truly have the language to describe what art really is? Maybe it's just human nature to make it easier to say what we think art isn't than to say what art truly is. Must there be a beauty (personal beauty, chosen by the masses, or even twisted) in all pieces of art? Beauty is not eternal. Beauty is based on perception, like perception, beauty is flawed. If we always associate beauty with art, that all art must have some sort of beauty in it, then does that mean that that definition of art is flawed as well? What is art? Is it in a gallery to be adored or on the streets where it is experienced?

I feel like... closed minded people are devoid of all light in the world.Thanks Dr. Freud! I feel so much better!
]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/317585/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/317585/ Fri, 25 Oct 2002 06:36:44 PDT Well.....ooooh, I'm in math class and we're in the computer lab! yaaaay!!! ^.^ happy! I finished all my work, but we're on crappy Macs that break if you do things too fast for it. AHHHHH I joined NaNoWriMo. I'm sooo scared, I have mid-term and here I am getting ready to write Twin Wings. My livejournal : [link] Will be my little journal of how I'm doing, plus i have nothing better to do with it. This is sad, my mind thinks faster than my hands type and my hands ype faster than the computer can grasp so I have to keep going back to correct mistakes that the computer did! I find it funny so I give it a I wish I had an art program on this computer because I could doodle and post it. I could do poetry, but it'd be crappy. I think everyone is about done. I'm supposed to be on StatsCan, strictly speaking, but I'e already been on Neopets but the games don't work cuz of Java. Oh well. Pyramids worked but it was a crappy game and it was sooooo slow! My my I do have a lot to talk about during class don't I????

I should do more art work and notes for Twin Wings. I will need them. I figure if I don't start it , I never will so this is the perfect excuse. Ok getting tired of correcting the computer, So this will be all yucky. Ow. I cracked my fingers. Time to write! Ahahahahahahaha. I will start making rough notes in TOK (2nd). I almost forgot the main characters name last night. I felt sooo bad. Poor Evelyn, She is not loved. except for Trif. Trif seems to like her more than Mylene and Lyna, but who wouldn't? Mylene and Lyna are psychos.

I feel like... The snack that smiles back until you bite their heads off! mmmm Thanks Dr. Freud! I feel so much better!
Pay up. ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/299290/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/299290/ Thu, 10 Oct 2002 03:43:56 PDT ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/295760/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/295760/ Mon, 07 Oct 2002 03:47:02 PDT but I will try, I'm so happy! My scanner is working now. All I need is a new sketch book.... -.- Tonight I'll scan the doodles of Tao, Eirlys, and Soren maybe. (Soren's so adorable...) Tao is my bishy-like demon! Well... he's Eirlys's. He wears a belly shirt and big shorts because I've looked at too many RPGs for PS2... ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/265974/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/265974/ Tue, 10 Sep 2002 14:39:43 PDT Characters:
Soren is Kyoko's little brother, he's 10 and is chronically ill. Doctors don't know what causes his sickness but some feel is was the death of his mother. Kyoko and Soren live with their father over the family's Bakery. Because of his demanding job, Kyoko is left to run the household and take care of Soren.

Kyoko is 17 and acts like a mother figure to Soren. She also helps out at the bakery. She worries about Soren a lot but her best friend Kai cheers her up when she gets depressed.

Kai (ryhmes with Pie) is also 17 and is Kyoko's best friend and love interest... at least we think he is... Kai is very strange. His favourite shirt is a fluffy soft one and he also wears very feminine clothes, but on the other hand he's been caught in class smelling Kyoko's hair. Kai is a strange child.

Eirlys (Air-lis) is the evil girl! She's 10 like Soren and usually makes his life awful. Because she's evil. She's also very scary and she creeps people out. Eirlys actually named herself that, she was born with another name which is... (SPOILER!) Ophelia. Hard to be evil with that name no? Will she kill herself? you ask. Only Eirlys knows.

There's also Kyoko and Kai's teacher (homeform, science) and she's the one who caught Kai. ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/251285/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/251285/ Thu, 29 Aug 2002 07:01:09 PDT ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/239608/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/239608/ Tue, 20 Aug 2002 13:43:29 PDT I'm the only Caton and Neron Fangirl!!!!! ^.^ more for me! ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/223259/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/223259/ Thu, 08 Aug 2002 05:15:31 PDT I'm the only Caton and Neron Fangirl!!!!! ^.^ more for me! ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/221916/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/221916/ Wed, 07 Aug 2002 05:17:00 PDT
I'm the only Caton and Neron Fangirl!!!!! ^.^ more for me! ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/221356/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/221356/ Tue, 06 Aug 2002 18:20:32 PDT hee hee ^.^ ]]> ~cestmoi http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/221235/ http://cestmoi.deviantart.com/journal/221235/ Tue, 06 Aug 2002 16:43:48 PDT hee hee ^.^ ]]> ~cestmoi