http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:chaos-angel5&section=today deviantART RSS for by:chaos-angel5 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 23 Dec 2009 06:40:50 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/27636982/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/27636982/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 16:35:20 PDT
so here is my update, first of all, we lost our internet at home, which is why i havent been very active lately, my dad let me borrow his ipod and i could check some messages, but i couldnt reply to journals, or make my own or anything.

now we have moved to the building next to my dads, so i can try to get online more, once im done unpacking and dealing with things. im still having a hard time dealing with grandmas death, but saar came on here and saw my journal, and actually contacted me to talk, which made me feel better, as i miss him a lot.

this last two months have been horribly hard and honestly im surprised we made it out alive, but im glad we did, and it kind of made everyone appreciate each other more. thank you all for your support, and i have a few new pictures to submit as soon as i can find where i packed my flash drives.

also, i have come online to see over a hundred messages in my inbox, so please give me some time to reply to them all, thanks.


another thing, anyone know how to remove the mood from the journal? i dont want it anymore.




*update* rooms all set up, i finally have my posters up, its been a long time since ive seen them. maybe ill take pictures of the room if anyones interested.
monica is printing me sexy pictures of sam and dean to put in the empty space above my bed, so i cant wait for that (sexy, not naked).

my sister nicole is moving out at the end of the month, im kind of upset about it, but nothing i can do. at least shes only moving downstairs.

we now have internet at home, along with home phone and cable tv, the cable is only temporary because the building had an offer of three months free on internet, home phone, and cable.
im buying monicas old computer for $5 (and its a good one too) just need to find a monitor to use it with, if anyone has any ideas on how i could get one, that would be awesome, keep in mind i have no money.

nny works at blockbuster just a 5 minute walk from here, so hes going to be fixing up some of my dvds and games for free. and i get to see him more, which is amazing.

thank you all again.

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/27132625/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/27132625/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 13:21:09 PDT earlier yesterday, my dad called me and told me she was back in the hospital and that auntie ruth was asked to stay with her, but we thought she would have more time, or maybe that another miracle would happen and she would walk out of there.
when she was first diagnosed, they didnt think she would make it more then one month and that she would not be able to leave the hospital, but she did, and was doing amazingly well for three and a half long years.

yesterday marked exactly a month until daddy flew down there for udis wedding, and his wedding is on october 13th, grandma really wanted to be there.

ruth stayed with her all night, and fell asleep at about 5am (israel time), later, the nurse woke her up and told her grandma wasnt breathing. daddy picked nicole up from work, and sat with us downstairs for awhile, and i spoke to ruth on the phone, ive never heard her cry. i heard grandpas doing really well, but when i spoke to him about it while i was there, i knew he would be okay, hes strong.

i also spoke to simon (dads cousin) and he always knows how to help people out, monicas on her way over right now and is buying me dinner, and sabrina told me to call her if i need anything at all. its nice to know such awesome people.

daddys stopping by again today, and im going to try and cheer him up, and then tomorrow hes flying to israel for a few days to sit shiva with ruth and grandpa.

im really lucky i went to see her when i did, she started getting worse a month after that, and i dont think she would have wanted me there, especially after the cancer spread to her brain...

in the past year and a bit, i lost both my grandmothers, my cat, a few other family members, and some friends... is it ever going to end?


thanks for reading.

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/26641156/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/26641156/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 12:11:48 PDT
because of all of this i dont know when i can get online again, so bear with me as we work things out.

thank you.



it picks today to be so hot outside -_-...




*slight update* we got more time, though it doesnt seem to be getting any easier, our building manager is dicking us around and wont sign the form for our new building so we can move out...
but ill be on for a few more days at least, but if i randomly disappear again, you know why.

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/26423783/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/26423783/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 13:06:10 PDT
i went with alora, monica, nny, and kathy, and it was a lot of fun.

rancid played VERY well, they almost sounded exactly like they do in studio.

rise against still has some work to do, they were good, but there were a few problems.
they couldnt get the volume of their instruments right, so for a lot of it, you couldnt hear the guitar over the drums, or the base over the vocals, and so on.
the lead singer doesnt seem used to not hearing himself sing, because he wasnt getting his pitch and volume right, and he didnt sound like he does in studio.
none the less, they put on a good show, and gave it their all, and i would love to see them improve.

when rise against played hero of war, people were holding up lighters, so we did to, and i must say, seeing it in videos doesnt match up to seeing it in person and being part of it. some people held up their iphones with the lighter application open.

i was deaf for a few days and my voice crackled, and it was worth it! i didnt get home until 4:30am, and had to shower before going to bed, because i went out with my dad, joy, and her daughters for dinner the next day.


thanks for reading.

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/25553036/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/25553036/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 20:57:40 PDT
firstly, farah fawcett, a poster girl and charlies angel, and im sure more things i dont know about, because im afraid to say i didnt know anything about her except for her name.
she lost the battle to cancer and it is a shame.

and michael jackson, pop icon. completely unexpected, especially since he was dying, but thats not even what killed him. he died of an unexpected cardiac arrest. i cant say i am a fan of him, his work, or the scandals around him, or even the fact he was born black and died white, but NO ONE deserves to die young.
on another scary note, he was born in the same year, and same month as my dad.

i wish long life to their families, and well to them in death.

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/24945071/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/24945071/ Mon, 25 May 2009 14:53:15 PDT
this time instead of a whole weekend we just went for a day, it was better then all the other years because there wasnt enough time for drama... no one ran off upset, no one tried to kill themselves, all good.
nicole couldnt come because she had no money, and rob never showed up, but i like small groups, less trouble.

cosplaying was really fun, i got dragged into a photo shoot slightly against my will >.> i dont like pictures much, but i deal for the fun of dressing up.

we took the bus there and back, and it was fun to see the looks on peoples faces because of our costumes.

we made a few friends and got free hamburgers from harveys for lunch, and went to a nice sushi place close by for dinner before hopping on the bus home.

i bought lots of art, shilin wasnt there that i saw which was kind of upsetting, turns out kaze-hime did the cover art for the booklets this year, very pretty cover: [link]

mou-s was there and i bought this picture: [link]

i also bought this one which i was specifically looking out for, even though i dont like naruto, i love the picture: [link]

i bought a link bookmark from my friend amanda, and a really beautiful drawing of a random guy, which wasnt a print, i bought the original for $10 and it was worth it.
i also got an original painting from a girl dressed as yuna, some of her stuff didnt sell in the auction and she was kind of upset, but they were so well done i had to buy one.
got a chibi link keychain and a bookmark of a fire kimono girl, all the art is always so nice, i ran out of money so fast. T_T
the only non-art things i got were detective loki ragnarok book 2 for myself, and tsubasa book 18 for nicole as a late birthday gift.

on one more note, looks like my friend benji isnt running part of the convention anymore, apparently hes "to good for it", hes a full of it prick.

ill put up pictures if anyone wants, i took a bunch.

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/24746121/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/24746121/ Wed, 13 May 2009 21:58:57 PDT
tagged by selotsu

The Rules:
1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs or canons. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OC's Quiz (your OC's name. Example:Kaiser's Quiz)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun

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1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname??
my name is vincent... nickname is vin.

2. Interesting. What's your current age?
twenty seven.

3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?
meat?

4. And your favorite drink?
coke.

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
i really dont have one...

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
no, because i dont have one.

7. Classic question! What's your favorite color?
blue.

8. Who's your favourite author?
a bunch of people.

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
none that i can think of...

10. Do you like waffles?
sure?

11. Awesome. Who's your hero?
i dont have one.

12. Okay, who is your worst enemy?
i really cant think of anyone who i would call my WORST enemy.

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
i dont have either, so its hard to say... probably be rather awkward...

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
if i knew she was my creator? i think i would have to take a couple shots at her for fun...

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
i am what i want to be when i grow up, and i am grown up...

16. What's your worst nightmare?
i dont know...?

17. What's your lifelong dream?
to just go on doing whatever im doing, and to be left alone.

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
well... gee.

19. Okay, where's your favorite place to relax?
the arcade.

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
working.

21. We're done! Now tag whoever you want:
no one, and everyone.

enjoy.

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/24581988/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/24581988/ Mon, 04 May 2009 11:08:09 PDT he said he would come visit around july/august, but now its moved to may/june!!

this will be his first time outside of israel and i cant wait to see him!
udi has been my favorite cousin since i met him, when i was 6 years old i think.

i wont have as much time to save money like i was hoping, but i think i can borrow from a few people so i can take him out. he will be staying with my dad so hes only a walk away!

another good note is, i get to go see rancid and rise against with monica ^_^

and on another note, ive been getting therapy since my trip to israel, and although im definitely far from being better, ive been able to keep calm and stop the anxiety attacks.

aside from the money problems and such, thing are kind of getting better, at least my mom got a job.

thank you all for sticking with me.

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/23737508/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/23737508/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 20:40:11 PDT
ive been home for a few weeks, the flight was ok, im still completely depressed but im getting therapy.

mom is in isreal now, until sunday, shes staying with saba and hopefully she will call me tomorrow. this is the first time shes gone away by herself, but of course she had no trouble because she knows what shes doing.

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/23373981/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/23373981/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 23:49:35 PST
thanks for being so patient with me and hopefully i can get internet back at home.

on another good note, my uncle beno surprised the whole family by buying mom a one week ticket to isreal to see saba! hes very rich but used to be very greedy and cold as well. but when i asked him he didnt even hesitate! everyone told me i shouldnt ask him because ill just be embarrassing myself but i tried anyways because i know how badly mom wanted to visit here. on top of the ticket, he took me to a movie and dinner and to see saba.
he also doesnt want credit for buying it, he wants it to be a present to mom from me.

on a bad note, this guy: [link] copied this picture of mine: [link] changed it only slightly, and called it one of his characters, i told him to ask for permission to reference, and he rushed to delete it and didnt handle it in the easy way by simply giving me credit.
a lot of his works are copied, and one of them is clearly roxas from KH2, and in the artists comments it says "this is one of my own ideas and if u steel it i will come after you"

people like this suck no?

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/23167798/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/23167798/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 13:37:43 PST
my grandparents have internet so i will be updating! ill start putting some pictures up tomorrow.

it was a ten hour flight to get here, and i didnt sleep at all, so i went 26 hours without sleep, and got here at dinner time which is around lunch time at home, when i finally went to bed i was overtired and couldnt sleep, i woke up at 2am not knowing who i was or where thought it was 2pm, jumped out of bed and realized i was stupid, so i forced myself to sleep more, i managed until 7am.

i hope you are all still here, and i hope you enjoy looking at some more pictures of mine.




i didnt want to make a whole new journal, so im updating this one with it, ive just found out that hakubaikou [link] passed away in a car crash, as ive been dealing with death a lot lately, this really seemed like something that needed attention.

i think there is a quote that goes something like "death is just another adventure" i hope its a good one for her and many others.

all prints sold from her DA account are going into a scholarship fund named after her.


on more news, i saw my saba the other day, hes in a wheelchair, not because he cant walk, but because of his eyesight, he keeps falling. but he still looks healthy and my family is taking good care of him. im going to see saftas grave on friday.. wish me luck.




i know this is getting kind of long, but it seems the world is ending...

R.I.P. to grandpas cousins father, who died today at the wonderful age of 99 and a half.

R.I.P. to saars custy but wonderful dog bailey, her interesting antics were loved. i hope rumpol stays healthy.

and since i havent said it yet, R.I.P. to grandpas brother herald, who died two months ago after suffering from Alzheimers for over 8 years.

thats all for now, i hope you are all having more luck.

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/22870484/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/22870484/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 17:01:41 PST
yesterday was one of the worst days of my life, the day before, peanut (my cat and second best friend) started acting funny, so yesterday we took him to the vet and found out he was extremely sick, and just to diagnose him it would cost me $1164, i managed to cut it down to $600, but thats still everyones food money for months, the vet said it was a %5 chance that he would walk out ok after just one night at the vets, and unless that %5 happened it would cost another $200 a month to keep him alive, and he would be in pain.

three hours later i had to make a choice on my babies life. of course, i only want the best for peanut as i always have, so i chose to put him to sleep, it was the hardest thing i have EVER had to do and its still killing me. but he couldnt walk, eat, drink, or open his eyes properly, and i know he knew it was time, when he looked at me that morning i could see it, even monkey knew, he slept beside peanut in his bed.
this alone cost me $325 and now i need to come up with this money to pay my dad back.

my mom left work early and came to the vet before i signed the papers to say goodbye, i called nicole who was at work and she couldnt believe it... alora was with me the whole time.
i promised peanut it would be ok, and this was the best thing i could do to make it so for him, im going to miss him sleeping on my bed beside me and just being the biggest bundle of joy, i love him so much and i did everything to make sure he knew that. now im going to try and sell his unopened food bag and litter box to help me pay for the medical bill (the food alone cost me $26) and im giving his new food dish to monkey.

peanut was just as much a part of our family as me or even mom, and i could not be more upset about this very sudden turn of events. i hope i made the six years he was with us his best.

december 30th 1998 - january 27th 2009. he will always be in our hearts.

he had a tough life, and im glad he opened up to us.
his first three years were spent chained in a garage where his food was kept just far enough away that he could barely get to it, then he was saved by a nice family who cared for him for a year but it ended because the mother had bad allergies, that was when we took him in, this family was a friend of my ex-stepmother Bev. for the first year he hid under my moms bed, then for two more years he was very paranoid always running away, and since then he opened up and started sleeping on me, i was his human.

monkey is healthy and should stay that way.




on a happier note i want to thank everyone individually for the presents i received.


nicole - gordon ramsays fast food cook book and soon either a dvd or DS game

daddy - an awesome dinner and $50 on anything (going to get a new watch strap soon)

mom - because of money problems nothing material, but her love is more than enough.

alora - second season of house on dvd.

joy (my dads new girlfriend) - a signed picture of house (hugh laury or however its spelled) and the information that her first cousin is the writer of the show.

saar - a text all the way from japan (would be nice if we could all see you since your home now!)

monica - prismacolor pencil crayons and new pens.

and from all of you thanks for the wishes and patience and i hope to be back online soon.




shorty if you see this, please call me sometime, i would love to hear your voice.



i go to isreal to see my grandparents in two weeks, im going to be helping my grandma.

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/22266832/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/22266832/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 12:20:31 PST
take care guys, and happy new year!

and its my birthday tomorrow! scary >.>


EDIT: well, after trying to deal with bell for three days, every time i called my mom somehow owed them more money then the day before, so i stopped calling, we are trying to change companies now, hopefully getting it done before i go to isreal in febuary.

i came online last week here at my dads house only to find that not only was my gaia account hacked, but they sold my gold for real money and got me banned... it seems to be resolved now that i filed a hacking report, but i have no idea how they got my password seeing as only one person knows it, and thats nicole, my sister.

sorry for making you all wait so long, i have tons of pictures to show you!

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/21928939/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/21928939/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 10:32:26 PST [link]

im really surprised, i didnt think i was good enough for something like this.

there are so many amazing artists posted there! i was looking at them for so long!

check it out if you feel like it.

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/20633442/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/20633442/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 10:33:20 PDT
my school work has been idle for 3 months now, and i need to hurry up and get that done.

this doesn't leave as much room for drawing as i would like, so i'm sorry if i don't put much up within the next little while. please be patient with me.

tomorrow i'm going to my dads house again, and i wont be back until thursday night, then i'm going right back on friday to help at his new place.

i have an art trade with katie that i'm going to try and do while i'm there.

i think i'm going to put up a couple of those really old picture a bunch of you wanted to see a long time ago.

thanks.

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/19860388/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/19860388/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 10:28:36 PDT
so yesterday i went to the mayhem festival sponsored and run by rockstar energy drink.

i went with alora, monica, and her younger brother cam, her older brother showed up with adam at some point, but we lost them pretty fast.

heres the line up
side stage 1:
Jäger Band
Walls of Jericho
Five Finger Death Punch
Airbourne
Machine Head

side stage 2:
Suicide Silence
Black Tide
The Red Chord
36 Crazyfists
Underoath

main stage:
Mastodon
Dragonforce
Disturbed
Slipknot

the side stages alternated (they were right next to each other so you didnt have to go far), then the main stage started playing, after mastadon we had to go back to the side stages to catch the last two bands there (underoath and machine head).

i only went to see slipknot and disturbed, but it was alot of fun watching all the other bands aswell.

i dont like dragonforce, but wow, they put on a great show.

at about 8:20 (running 10 minutes early) disturbed went on stage, and it was amazing! no one i know had heard them live before, and my god are they impressive. they played all the songs i wanted to hear except remember. the last one they played was down with the sickness, and they played indestructible and inside the fire from their new album.

at around 9:45 (also early) slipknot finally went on, they started with iowa, and went into a whole bunch of awesome songs from there, they didnt play my favorite, but i heard it last time i saw them. corey was completely enthralled with our enthusiasm, and couldnt stop rambling about how much better we are then the U.S.
he promised that it would be sooner than three years for them to come back next.

it was announced that they are releasing a new cd! i was really worried because i didnt much like subliminal verses, but they gave us a special preview of the cd (by preforming a song from it) and it actually sounds good!

they finished 8 minutes before 11pm (the curfew O_O) and everyone started screaming their name, so they did a great encore using the intro and first song from the self titled album.

luckily it didnt rain like the forecast said it would.

now im in pain, my legs hurt from going to niagara for my dads birthday on wednesday, and now this on top, the walking and jumping and moving, my arms hurt from putting them in the air, and my throat hurts from yelling and singing XD. it was worth every minute of pain! i love the bands i listen to now, they have so much emotion and appreciation! nothing like who i used to listen to.

thanks for reading.

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/18890136/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/18890136/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 10:24:45 PDT
on sunday, june 15 at 2:00pm, my safta (grandma) passed away.

im completely in shock, it was so unexpected, she asked my saba (grandpa) for some coffee, then when he came back with it, she was gone. my mom came home from work and came to my door, the look on her face seemed as if someone tried to kill her or something... then she told me what happened, and i was in such disbelief all i said was "WHAT?!"

me and alora hugged her as she cried.. then i called nicole and told her. nicole didnt believe it either... she just came back from isreal a few days ago, and saw safta last wednesday, and she said she was doing so well, she could actually hold a conversation and was running around (she had been sick a few months ago, it shot her memory, but she regained it)

it was fathers day, so i made sure mom had someone to go out with before we went out with my dad for dinner.. he seemed upset, but he handles it interestingly.

yesterday i spoke with saba on the phone for a few minutes, he was more worried about whether or not i was ok, he said he was fine, and he sounded better, i heard he was crying when he called mom at work. (we cant talk long because he doesnt know much english, and i dont know much hebrew)

my whole family in isreal are taking care of him, even beno (moms the middle child, beno the oldest, motti the youngest) has managed to stop being a rich greedy bum and sit with saba all day.

im going to try and talk to him, i want to see if he can find it in his heart to buy mom a ticket to go down there. motti cant afford it right now, he is doing a concert to raise money for saftas medical bills (hes in germany, and an opera singer) it was going to be a surprise for safta...

her and saba have amazing stories, and im going to write them someday to remember.

ive always assumed all of my grandparents would live forever... i could never imagine what it would have been like to lose them, and its worse than i thought... she was the one who taught me so much.. both of them were always there when i was growing up.

thanks for reading..

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/18750546/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/18750546/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 14:33:36 PDT
out of 10, i would give this game a 3.5, only because i liked the remnant creatures.

CONTROLS
the buttons were slow, if you wanted to run, you would have to press the button, and 3-5 seconds later, he would run, but it didnt matter anymore because the creatures are faster then you even if you are running. so youve already gotten owned, and probably are dead.

LIGHTING
the game was so stupidly dark so you couldnt see a f*ckin thing! even if you have your flashlight on, the range is pathetic... and youll be dead before you see what killed you. you miss a dozen important items because of it aswell, and if you dont want to die, you have to keep your flashlight off and guess where your running using your map, but if you hit a creature you die.

CREATURES
the creatures were basically dumb, the nurses and "jackets" where taken right from the movie, and the others included two backs (which have the shiniest arses ive ever seen), ariels, carrions, calibans and remnants. the ariels were pretty creepy because they were dolls that ran on their hands, or hung from the ceiling. the remnants were floating strait jackets and when you shine the light on them, theres the shadow of a person (but you cant see them without the light so meh?). other than that, they were lame.

BOSSES
there were maybe 6 bosses, all stupidly connected to the main characters past, the only creepy one was his mother. one of them was konami copying their own character, remember pyramid head? meet the butcher...

WEAPONS
the weapon system was gay, everything breaks except for the firearms, but it doesnt matter, because if you use a melee weapon, youll die, because they have the reach of an index finger, and the long ones are too slow, youll get puked on and die. they dont give you enough ammo or healing items to support yourself, and if your dying, the controller vibrates, and its annoying, but you dont have a choice...
there are no options, no blood color, no controller, and the menu is the select button of all things!!

STORY LINE
the story was weak at best, it involves going back in time to when alessa was burned by dahlia and changes the story to include our beloved truck driver... and the last boss looked more like something out of doom.

there were no new characters except for travis dear and his disfunctional family.
there was a pathetic amount of story progression, and most of it was the same scene over and over.

GRAPHICS
the graphics were sad and upsetting, and the good quality movies you do get, are ugly and everyone looks like a poorly carved doll with a stiff mouth.

RANDOM
at some point i went through a door, and a jacket puked on me and i died, JUST as the screen loaded, before i could do anything...

it lost its insane "whoa its freakin silent hill!" effect.

its too hard for what it is, and its not like ive never played silent hill before.


enjoy my rambles! if you liked the game, good for you, but this is my opinion, not yours.

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/17313884/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/17313884/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 10:15:02 PDT
second question is, would any of you be interested in seeing some EXTREMELY old art of mine? when it was still basically wanna-be realistic with weird anime eyes? i found my first sketchbook ever while looking through boxes, and maybe some of you would like to get as much of a laugh as me and my friends did ^_^

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which are rather painful to look at.

and here be some new ones!:
[link] [link] [link] [link]

its nice to know that i am making progress, seeing as ive never taken an art course or anything, its also nice to know im doing it all on my own. also with all of the things that stop me from drawing as much as i want to.... maybe one day i can actually like what i draw.

so happy new year!!


as for birthday presents, i thought id post em, since, i dunno, maybe you want to know? >.>

i got from my dad:
the first slipknot cd (ive been trying to get it for awhile, but after their last concert here, theyve still been selling non stop).
the first season of House on DVD.
a $20 phone card for my new cell phone (borrowing the phone, the number is mine though)
and a new watch.

from my grandparents in isreal:
they sent my dad some money to spend for me, i got art supplies and the rest went towards my DS.

from my mom:
she pitched on the DS and is buying me animal crossing for it.

from nicole (my sister):
the legend of zelda phantom hourglass.

from monica:
the special edition zelda DS

from shorty:
a 3 month DA subcription, and a USB attachment for mr. DS (DS DS DS DS!!! >.>

from dakken:
an awesome phone call

from jen and will:
a big bag of the best jelly beans ever, and a shot of canadian club or something.

from alora:
nothing yet? i know she said something about it. <.<

from the rest of my friends and people i dont know:
a secret suprise party at lillys house on new years, with cake and singing and hugs. lots of fun.

i was really lucky this year, and i love em all so much, the people more than the gifts, but still the gifts ^_^ seeing as i got everything i wanted exept the Wii i want >.<; but i wouldnt ask anyone for something that expensive...
i mainly only got so much because it was nicoles 21st birthday, and we always get an equal ammount of monnies from mum and dad, on my 21st, shes going to get tons aswell ^.^

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/16165468/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/16165468/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 11:15:55 PST
yep, birthday....

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]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/15819733/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/15819733/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 10:58:46 PST shes got chromes disease but should be fine from now on, unless she eats corn or popcorn...
it may have happened because of her horrible diet, but the doctors aren't sure (hopes diet was the worst one ive ever seen, it's a wonder shes so skinny)

now you know!

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dun give up on meh plz! >.>

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/15013218/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/15013218/ Thu, 11 Oct 2007 10:24:14 PDT
unfortunately it rained the whole weekend, so we didnt get to do too much.
took us 5 hours to drive there, got there just in time for setting up the tent in the dark. (we slept in a tent due to the cottage being full of people)

for the first night, from about 3:30am until 7:15am we didnt get to sleep because our tent was leeking so we had to stay up and protect the art stuff.
the next day we drew for a bit then some of her cousins came over to say hi, and her stupid little brother was bugging us the whole time (anything alora or i think is good, he copies us, acts like we dont know it already, and thinks hes cool because he listened to the slipknot live album, and he thinks hes so good at drawing because he copied a skull off of something and put blood on it)

one of aloras little cousins sat and drew with us, she eyeballed a bunch of my pictures and she did really well ^_^

got to sleep a little that night because the rain wasnt so bad, and we had another tent over ours (i got pictures of when the wind blew it over)

then we climbed a mountain! its called pegs mountain and its tradition for them a to climb it on thanksgiving weekend.
it wasnt to to hard, and i got lots of pictures.

we had thanksgiving dinner on sunday, it was pretty good, but the stuffing was weird and the mashed potatoes didnt taste like much, but a little gravy and butter made it really tasty. it was my first time eating ham.

we were at her uncle steves cottage for dinner (they have a whole area) and there i met this beautiful cat named angel, steve found her, she was blind in one eye, and her tail was bent funny, but she was so beautiful.

i met lots of dogs (ula, ted, shelby, foxy, dakota, and one i cant remember the name of) and i love them all, but ted was the best, so friendly ^_^

on sunday night we watched the baby (aloras dads new baby with his new wife) and drew, and on monday we packed and left!

i felt like family, everyone made me feel welcome and they are so sweet and amazing.

aloras dad was surprisingly nice to me! and alora, so all in all, it made it alot more fun, and ill be putting pictures up.

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/13912318/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/13912318/ Sat, 28 Jul 2007 09:59:58 PDT [link]
so since she decided to up and go to the cottage with will for the whole week of her birthday, i just got to give it to her a few days ago.

her reaction was amazing >>; first she sat there for 5 minutes staring at it, then she said she needed time in the bathroom for a minute and apologized for the "puddle she left on the floor" (she obviously didnt actually go to the bathroom)
she then went on to say that the only person who could get her to not marry will would be shawn, but since hes not real theres no threat (jens loved shawn since WAY back when she was still dating Nny)
then she said she was going to take it home, and tape it to the dresser next to her and wills bed, so she could see it when y'know....

she also said when will goes to sleep, shes going to sit there with a flash light and stare at the picture.

so all in all, that was just as entertaining as the comment i got from lor about her present here [link]
(which unfortunately, was only partially her present since i was to busy to fully do one just for her)

and jen came over yesterday, and confirmed that she did infact tape it to the dresser.

im also an idiot and spent an hour looking for a character sheet alora gave me, only to realize i stored it in the scanner -_-

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heres what she was going to say for everyone:
I. I'll respond with something random about you.
II. I'll challenge you to try something.
III. I'll pick a color that I associate with you.
IV. I'll tell you something I like about you.
V. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
VI. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
VII. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
VIII. If I do this for you, you must post this in your journal!


and this is what she said for me:
I. You are a freaking sweet person.
II. Eat a box of a dozen donuts. D:
III. Mango
IV. You're very nice.
V. You commenting on my stuff? xD;;
VI. A purple fox with wings.
VII. Do you even like donuts?

^_^ ill probably draw that fox with wings, sounds cute and fun.

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/11347955/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/11347955/ Sun, 07 Jan 2007 09:46:51 PST
my lovely neefer (jen) and her shnooky (will, her fiance) bought me twilight princess for gamecube for my birthday (dec. 30) so ive been playing as much as possable since then (things have been busy) and after hours of no sleep, and screaming about zombies and epona glitching (i wont get into the zant heads), i beat it! it was soooo good and i love how they mixed alot of features from the gameboy zeldas and all the others. and how not only was the world set up generally the same as ocarina of time (unfortunately it seems kokiri forest exploded and doesnt exist anymore) but alot of the story and last boss was like it to!

i still like ocarina of time best, but this game was worth the 4 year wait (it might be more than 4..)

and now after 3 weeks of not drawing at all (i got sick, then got zelda) i have to DRAW so i can get back to where i was because my art has died and looks terrible, hopefully saar will READ THIS, and call me so we can set up a date to chill and exchange KH for scanner!

]]> ~chaos-angel5 http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/9951042/ http://chaos-angel5.deviantart.com/journal/9951042/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 12:07:04 PDT yesterday i went to see sam and matthew, my oldest friends from calgary, who came here to visit, they havent changed at all, sam still looks like sam but sounds different, and matthew sounds the same and still looks like a monkey, ill post a picture of that eventually. they still fight like they used to, and matthew still throws his shoes and hits sam in the nuts with em... haha nothing different, it was also like we never left, like instead of this 5 or 6 year break, it was only a day or two, it was a great feeling to be able to see them.

we went to see them at the four seasons down town, we went to the arcade, played in the groove, ddr, and shooting and racing games. the comic store, matthew still picks things he doesnt know about when you ask him to pick something and youll buy it for him (nicole paid for everything, she said it was worth blowing her paycheck) matthew got LotR cards, sam got an Xmen comic as usual, and nicole even got me negima 5, and got herself tsubasa 10.

we walked around alot, talked about new and old times, we showed them pictures, they said saar looks like a fag that they know lol, i found that funny. and we even got to see their parents, luba and john, johns got grey hair ^.^

they told us that our old house is completely different, the people who moved in after us ruined it, they even went so far as to strip ceasars tree, but not cut it down.... (ceasar was our old cat, he was older than both me and nicole, him and julius our dog, were our life, julius got sick and died, i think he was maybe 8? but soon after ceasar got depressed then he got sick and died under his tree, the one hed sleep under when he was outside, i think he was 17 when he died, we moved 2 months after)

all in all, it was such a perfect day, we even got to see their cousin who we met way back when, who now lives in london ON not far from here, we didnt do all to much, but we had so much fun, and when we were leaving, i actually felt like no one wanted me to leave, sam almost broke my ribs lol, nowdays here people are just like "yeah, ok see ya later bye" and doesnt seem like they really care, but it was different yesterday, they looked like they were going to cry, but they didnt, nicole cried, we remembered what it was like when we moved, and when matthew cried then, it was such a pained cry, something you never forget, sam didnt cry back then either, but i knew it was to help us out and make it easier for us... sam promised he wouldnt let it be another 5 or so years, he said hes gonna try come for anime north, i would love that...

sams taller than me, it was weird not looking down to see him, hes 16 now...
matthews still short and looks 10, even though hes 14 or 15 now...holy sh*t

i cant wait to see them again. ]]> ~chaos-angel5