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Might as well start using it again.

Don't ask me whats new.
Don't wanna go their.
Gawd..
anyways.

I'm back.
Talk to me?

Cleaning out, and then hopefully updating my gallery too

]]> ~cherriosxx http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/12580715/ http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/12580715/ Fri, 13 Apr 2007 13:09:06 PDT yeah
no more internet.

]]> ~cherriosxx http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/12353803/ http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/12353803/ Tue, 27 Mar 2007 18:01:31 PDT
sobasicaly

afterspringbreak
life will suck.

]]> ~cherriosxx http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/12160674/ http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/12160674/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 18:39:58 PDT
I treat people like toys.
I complain about being unhappy. But i don't let myself be happy. Everything is a game to me. I want what i can't have, i go to extreme measures to get it..i enjoy it for a few moments, and then decided to move on to the next thing i don't have and suddenly decided i want. The cycle repeats it's self.

Why am i like this? When did i become such a bad person...

]]> ~cherriosxx http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11965898/ http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11965898/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 18:59:48 PST i give up.
theres nothing for me to do but just sit here.
sothats what ill do

]]> ~cherriosxx http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11938418/ http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11938418/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 18:10:17 PST ...its so [not] hard when your shallow as a shower.
Hmph, it doesnt bother me that your a bad person.
Or that its impossible.
Or that i am hurting myself and two other people.
I basically just ignore everything bad about this entire situation.
I beleive thats called denial.

It seems i'm too hip to keep tight lipped.
No...not hip...stupid is a much more apropriate word.
I better keep my mouth shut this time.
I usually dont leanr from mistakes, but this time i better.
Or i will hate myself.
I basicaly have no choice but too keep it shut.

Gramitacly speaking your adorable
Which is my down fall.

]]> ~cherriosxx http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11901012/ http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11901012/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 20:40:07 PST you dont even give me second thoughts.
im just, there.
lately your like..idunno forgetit.
i just,
thismorning i wanted to..ugghfkdgjkdf
you dont care about me.
she does. and i do care about her..i think.
why am i so engulfed, consumed, distracted, inlove with you.

]]> ~cherriosxx http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11869168/ http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11869168/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 14:20:38 PST stop it.
stopstopstopstopstopstop.
there is no chance of it ever hapening. ever.
you know i should be thinking about her, someone who wants me. someone who equally cares about me , as i care about her.
and yet,
i find myself dwelling on you,
on that night,
the what ifs are killing me.
i cant handle this.
get out of my head. i dont want you.
i do..more than anything
but, i need to getover it and move on.
accept reality.

]]> ~cherriosxx http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11865474/ http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11865474/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 09:10:39 PST
red hair + no braces = not abi.
well anyway my hair was spose to be purple. i love my hair purple, so i decided to buy a more permanant die. well tis and orangey red.
sigh.
few weeks ill let it fade, then dye it back to purple.

p.s

3oo views. oh yay.

]]> ~cherriosxx http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11830697/ http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11830697/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 14:37:08 PST if u havent noticed. i only have my mouth open in about two or three pictures in my galllery.
yeah thats why.
i get them off though.
i bee happy.
and.
as soon as i get my camera back..tomorow hopefully.
i will take new pictures.
sigh i hate not having my camera,
i have missed so many photo opp.
ugh it makes me sad.
anyway
yay happy

]]> ~cherriosxx http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11778022/ http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11778022/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 19:17:15 PST idont know
i had enough problems with one half of the population...
i hate life..boys...girls..me.

]]> ~cherriosxx http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11568555/ http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11568555/ Thu, 25 Jan 2007 18:38:52 PST i be happy.
best of ramones cd
and
cake cd
and
purple flash drive
and
rainbow goldfish
and
frosted animal crackes
and
nemo fruit snacks

makes me very happy.
i love running errands with my dad.


" dad we saved 20 bucks in coupons!"
"yeah but abi, we spent 70 we wouldnt normal spend without the coupons."

]]> ~cherriosxx http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11526792/ http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11526792/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 07:05:36 PST anyway.
I am at home. I was getting out early and decided no point in going for lunch and two classes. so i stayed home.
hmm i wish i werent in such a melancholy mood. nothing is super wrong right now. people are jack ass' in genereal i have learned to cope with that and move on. and i mean i guess there is alot on my mind. sigh i dont know.
i might go wonder in the woods later, clear my mind.
but id probably get raped.
rape is bad.
anyway whatever i am babbling.
see ya.

]]> ~cherriosxx http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11465229/ http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11465229/ Tue, 16 Jan 2007 19:51:39 PST But always seem to end up stuck
I'm finding flaws in everyone.
I've reached the point where all I want
Is to sleep around in hopes that I will catch back up
We are parallel lines
We’re running in circles
We're never meant to cross



I stopped caring today.
About everything.

]]> ~cherriosxx http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11436866/ http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11436866/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 15:51:52 PST yeah. i hope we do.
i do hope this blows over.
all of it.
well in the midst of my teen angstyness i found myself in the hair die isle of target,
20 minutes later.
my hair is now wrapped up.
and in exactly 2 minutes. ill be rinsing and blow drying my hair.
i hope i dont regret this.

]]> ~cherriosxx http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11400828/ http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11400828/ Thu, 11 Jan 2007 16:28:37 PST i guess.
"you wake up late for school man you dont wanna go"
"you ask your mom please but she still says no!"
anyway yeah.
ugh.
today was so great.
as soon as i leave my mood drops by like 4354i53 jillion.
i hate being alone.



"man living at home is such a drag"

]]> ~cherriosxx http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11365363/ http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11365363/ Mon, 08 Jan 2007 16:54:08 PST i am so freaking ahhhh right now.
there is nothing for me to be depressed about,
and yet i am terribly depressed.
it isnt fair, i am missing out on things because of my self loathing.
i wish i could be happy.
help me?

]]> ~cherriosxx http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11222616/ http://cherriosxx.deviantart.com/journal/11222616/ Thu, 28 Dec 2006 12:39:54 PST ive had this for a few weeks maybe an djust put picture sup yesterday.
yeah.
ummmm i really dont know what too put in here.
things are complicated right now i guess.
what ever.

hmm goodthing i dont keep a real journal itd be pretty damn boring yes?

]]> ~cherriosxx