http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:chesterfaeri&section=today deviantART RSS for by:chesterfaeri en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 04:00:15 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://chesterfaeri.deviantart.com/journal/8973420/ http://chesterfaeri.deviantart.com/journal/8973420/ Sun, 04 Jun 2006 22:50:53 PDT i doubt i ever will
he tells me that my away messages are emo--i argue that The Beatles' "She came in through the bathroom window" is anything but
each time i lay out my hand to take in my prize, i should learn that i'm no good at card games
i have no idea what you'd call this, what to call this way in which i wake up bitter and go to sleep with raw lips
yeah, so this is my gossamer existence...half awake...not knowing, not caring...not concerned and at the same time gripping to everything in sheer panic of sliding down that slope again. When the fall comes i will wear black stockings and heels under a knee length tweed breasted coat and black leather gloves.



]]> ~chesterfaeri http://chesterfaeri.deviantart.com/journal/8379353/ http://chesterfaeri.deviantart.com/journal/8379353/ Wed, 05 Apr 2006 23:17:31 PDT
and yes, that's what i've turned into, the drunk dark artist.....drunk on cute girly drinks. goodie


i gotta say, i hate falling in love with someone. somehow, in the 4 times i've managed to do it in my life, it always fucks up. twice i get nothing, once i get a chunk of my life destroyed, and now this time is driving me to accept the alcoholic and sex addict sides of my personality that i kept locked up for years.


i swear, the sooner i can get to river city, the better it'll be for me....i'll have a real home for once, even if i'm the only one there.

i think my day will pick up if my guitar is here when i get back from indigo dying.

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horrible aren't i?

on another note, the tatoo no longer hurts, because i've been following the care instructions, unlike someone i know *rolls eyes and laughs*

on another note, i have gotten back to crochet. been a while, but hugh manning somehow got me interested in it again. you can only knit so much. so i made a hat, and a scarf. and now i want to make a rainbow halter top. shut up, you'll see.

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now the question would be:
where might a starving artist get $300?

goodbye ipod and nintendo ds
hello ebay

]]> ~chesterfaeri http://chesterfaeri.deviantart.com/journal/7685436/ http://chesterfaeri.deviantart.com/journal/7685436/ Mon, 23 Jan 2006 13:19:02 PST i started back to classes today.

it was far too long of a break, if you ask me. 5 weeks.....

garment construction II rocked out...julie is such an awesome teacher. i can't wait to make the jacket, and dress and whatever else in the class. i'll finally have something that isn't muslin

japanse I is really exciting. contrary to what some people have told me, i think barbara-san knows a lot and she seems like a great teacher. i can't wait to learn freaking everything i can cram into my little head. and hopefully, since i'm jsut a freshie, the japanese department will keep growning, and i won't have to stop learning!

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geeky shows i've been watching, and sadly enjoying
1. magiranger
2. sliders
3. fullmetal alchemist
4. getter robo
5. ghost in the shell stand alone complex 2nd gig (could they make that title any longer?)

languages that i want to learn
1. french (2 years in high school...i need a bit of a refresher)
2. japanese (i start in 5 days! *squeals*)
3. russian (because it just sounds hot)
4. arabic (i would think that this would be one of the only other languages that would pose a challenge after learning japanese)
5. portugese (its like spanish....but not...and they speak it in brazil)

realistic places i'd like to go to this year:
1. california
2. London
3. Paris
4. Greektown
5. Arizona

Musical instruments i'd like to learn how to play in my life:
1. bass guitar (in the process)
2. violin
3. sitar
4. electric guitar
5. chello (ok ok, i like string instruments)

Bands that aren't around because i was born in the wrong generation, but i would have loved to see them
1. The beatles
2. Led Zepplin
3. Pink Floyd
4. U2 (the old shit, like 80's. New U2 sux)
5. Queen

Reasons I've been smiling lately
1. My fucking amazing wednesday night on which i finally got something that i've always wanted
2. Magiranger (i'm slowly turning into a geek. thanks joe )
3. The fact that, although the weather should be in the 0-10 degree F range, its in the 35-45 degree range)
4. I have the entire series of Fullmetal alchemist on DVD, bitches
5. Learning how to make GIF animations and the humor that has ensued

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tHREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. kelly
2. kell (damn those who dare call me that!)
3. uh....yeah....that's about it....you can't be to creative with the name "kelly"

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. appleydap (i got this when i was 8, when there was a time when AOL was only at 1.0. it was the name of my jack russel)
2. burgndybutterfly
3. chesterchan6 (that's me now!)

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i suppose the fact that i held onto my sanity and normality when it comes to liking anime....and not becoming one of those freaky people (all that squeeling makes my head hurt)
2. i suppose that my eyes are alright
3. my neck and collarbone

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my weight...i'd like to weigh less
2. my height....i wish it was more like 5'8" than 5'3"
3. my shy nature....i think it hinders me a bit.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. irish (like...50%)
2. german (bout 40%)
3. canadienne (my great grandfather)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. having sex for all the wrong reasons, although lately i can't complain
2. death
3. never being in a relationship again

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. food
2. liquids
3. shower

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. $15 pair of jeans that i got last week that make my legs look good
2. "the beatles yellow submarine" t-shirt
3. purple and green polka dot bra

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS (at the moment):
1. incubus
2. the beatles
3. franz ferdinand

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (at the moment):
1. the entire "magical mystery tour" album
2. the entire "let it be" album
3. origa "rise" (its the ghost in the shell S.A.C. 2nd GIG opening song)

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. get a new freaking job
2. learn japanese
3. have my work displayed in a fashion show

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. similar interests (although since my interests have become more and more geeky as time goes on....i may have to give up on this one...)
2. physical contact (ie cuddling, hugging)
3. incredibly amazing sex

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order)
1. i'm two months pregnant
2. my ears are gauged to 14
3. i've learned to let go of wanting...

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. i'd have to say being fit....not overtly muscular or anything, but just an overall healthy appearance....
2. a nice face. i don't really have a definition on that one because my tastes on that are all over the board, but a face is kinda everything
3. his big...oh....wait....this site has children users....maybe i shouldn't be too specific on that one

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. sewing
2. drawing....something of the like....
3. watching anime (the good shit...subbed....and i'm no fan girl either!)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. SEX! .....*shifty eyes*.....yeah....ok....so i went to 13 years of catholic school and that's all that's on my mind....
2. taking my contacts out....everything is getting sticky
3. sleep

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. fashion design
2. jewelry design (cool shit, not the crap you see at kohls...)
3. music

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. japan
2. paris
3. chile

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. epsilon
2. ambrose
3. ehran

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Go to Japan
2. become the top fashion designer
3. freaking learn how to play this bass i've got

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1. sex is perpetually on my mind
2. i hang out with guys....
3. i don't wear that much makeup

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK
1. i have like....34DD boobs...
2. i like to wear skirts and dresses
3. i like getting f***ed by a guy

THREE CELEB CRUSHES
1. Johnny Depp
2. jude law
3. scarlett johanson

and tthank you ron, for causing me to waste a good 30 minutes of my time.....time for teh sleep...since i got too close to joe's freaking air freshener puff thingy and i've got a migrane right now....

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Bands that aren't around because i was born in the wrong generation, but i would have loved to see them
1. The beatles
2. Led Zepplin
3. Pink Floyd
4. U2 (the old shit, like 80's. New U2 sux)
5. Queen

Reasons I've been smiling lately
1. My fucking amazing wednesday night on which i finally got something that i've always wanted
2. Magiranger (i'm slowly turning into a geek. thanks joe )
3. The fact that, although the weather should be in the 0-10 degree F range, its in the 35-45 degree range)
4. I have the entire series of Fullmetal alchemist on DVD, bitches
5. Learning how to make GIF animations and the humor that has ensued

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that is all




]]> ~chesterfaeri http://chesterfaeri.deviantart.com/journal/7452388/ http://chesterfaeri.deviantart.com/journal/7452388/ Fri, 30 Dec 2005 00:10:06 PST walk the line--good, will buy on dvd when it comes out
harry potter--best so far
chronciles of narnia--damn republican disney....they didn't do the dark parts of the novel the justice it deserves. the costume designer needs to be SHOT. i'm hoping they make more...because i have always loved the other books (1, 3, 5) and i hope that they can bring those to life
aeon flux--not as fucked up as the anime, but very good nonetheless. very awesome costume design. i will definitely be making some stuff in that style soon
breakfast on pluto
king kong
memoirs of a geisha
brokeback mountain
the libertine

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? um....ahaha....ron knows....

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? fuck newyears....i think i'll go to bed early....or celebrate it from a time zone somewhere else....like england....call up my relatives there, be like, BLOODY HELL!

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Nope. i'm sure some dumb bitch from high school was stupid enough not to use a condom

4. Did anyone close to you die? uh.....um......er.....not that i can think of

5. What countries did you visit? does chinatown count?

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005? sex.....*twitches*

7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? *shows the middle finger* i don't remember dates

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? COLLEGE!!!!!

9. What was your biggest failure? uh.......i guess that B- in fundamentals of 2D design....

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? oh fuck, my caps fell out and i had to have major dental surgury....better i got it out of the way before college...

11. What was the best thing you bought? serger....um.....no....no....BASS!

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration? ......i dunno

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? i hate to say this....but most of the black people on the south side of chicago....i'm not racist, but people....speak english....not ebonics....otherwise i can't understand what the hell you are saying....and go get a job!

14. Where did most of your money go? fabric.....

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? sex....fashion design shit....

16. What song will always remind you of 2005? uh....i dunno...the beatles....

17. Compared to this time last year, are you
i. happier or sadder? dumber
ii. thinner or fatter? i think i weighed less
iii. richer or poorer? um....richer....since i spent all that money on fabric

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? more art stuff

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Spend time with those loosers in 902

20. How will you be spending Christmas? braindead

22. Did you fall in love in 2005? not much.....no trees in chicago

23. How many one-night stands? ....no.....

24. What was your favorite TV program? House....mmmmm....hugh laurie....

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? drunk bitches....homeless deadbeats

26. What was the best book you read? umm.....oh......i dunno....some manga....

27. What was your greatest musical discovery? my bass
28. What did you want and get? nada

29. What was your favourite film of this year? hmmmm.....i dunno...

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? el nada....i turned 19

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? being able to screw that guy some more and not feel like a whore about it

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005? lolita

34. What kept you sane? knitting

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? nah, they all bore me

36. What political issue stirred you the most? i've become apathetic to politics. i'm just waiting it out to move to japan after graduation, so i'll stick it out for 3 more years while watching world news

37. Who did you miss? my little brother

38. Who was the best new person you met? uh.....hmmmm.....i dunno....

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005. um.....south side sux

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. uh...i dunno....the beatles lyrics...

]]> ~chesterfaeri http://chesterfaeri.deviantart.com/journal/7377207/ http://chesterfaeri.deviantart.com/journal/7377207/ Wed, 21 Dec 2005 21:08:34 PST walk the line--good, will buy on dvd when it comes out
harry potter--best so far
chronciles of narnia--damn republican disney....they didn't do the dark parts of the novel the justice it deserves. the costume designer needs to be SHOT. i'm hoping they make more...because i have always loved the other books (1, 3, 5) and i hope that they can bring those to life
aeon flux--not as fucked up as the anime, but very good nonetheless. very awesome costume design. i will definitely be making some stuff in that style soon
breakfast on pluto
king kong
memoirs of a geisha
brokeback mountain
the libertine

so, its been one year on deviantart..... and lets see...i've gotten 4,389 page views and i've gotten 165 deviations. i don't think its too bad for the first year. i'm not to big on the whole numbers thing, but i'm rather happy for what i've gotten in one year. i'm hoping the next year will be a good one, because this year has had its ups and downs, but its only been going up lately

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