http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:chezarawolf&section=today deviantART RSS for by:chezarawolf en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 05 Dec 2009 22:49:33 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/28405502/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/28405502/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 22:39:46 PST
I recommend everyone to go see it. It is very art-inspiring.




Is it wrong of me to want to "sleep in a pile" with Carol? He was adorable...

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/28019364/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/28019364/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 19:51:19 PDT
The problem is, I NEED one.

I don't know if I've ever mentioned it before, but I have epilepsy. I don't have the grand mal seizures, but when I do have a seizure, I become blind and almost deaf, can't stand or walk, or hardly even speak, and am basically incapacitated.

And lately, I have been having more seizures. This worries me, and after a previous severe and public (at the mall) seizure, I have been considering getting a S.A.D.


I'm afraid that the next seizure I have could be seen by the wrong person who realizes my vulnerability, and takes advantage of me. I could be robbed, assaulted, or worse...but if I had a dog with me, I might be safe.

After visiting several S.A.D websites and seeing the sky high prices and waiting lists, I will probably have to train my own pup. It will be a lengthy process, but it will be worth it.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/27160758/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/27160758/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 23:00:01 PDT
After I posted a recent picture of myself, some guy called 'BreathlessKnight' sent me a note that said "so sexy...wanna play".

Yes, Quite innapropriate.

I was actually somewhat offended. I told him I had a boyfriend to which he replied "srry didn't know".

DUUUURRRRRRHHHHHH.

If you post a comment on my pictures saying I'm "cute" or "pretty", that's fine. I take it as a compliment and go on. But please, don't get creepy or anything. Asking my age and such is pushing it.

So guys, please. Have some courtesy and at least make sure that it's a SINGLE lady you are trying to court.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/26624903/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/26624903/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 08:52:51 PDT It's a small RV, but it is ours.


FINALLY FREEEEEEE!!!!

AND...If all goes as planned and works out....

I'll be getting my first American Bully! She's a blue female by the name of Blue Baby Doll. She's a show quality dog, fixed, and has a sweet nature.

And incredibly, only $200.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/26083206/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/26083206/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 09:22:58 PDT
I hope everyone likes the new chapter!

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/25552757/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/25552757/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 20:44:24 PDT [link]

Similarities: the OC name is "Mira" (My OC's name is Mayra)

Mayra escapes from the church. Mira escapes from the church.

Mayra is taken in by Pyramid Head. Mira is taken in PH.

Pyramid Head loses control over his mind and attacks Mayra.

Last line of this person's last written chapter is "It was then Pyramid Head lost all control…"



Anybody up for a theft flaming party?

If this thieving shit keeps up, I may stop writing.

Update: So, the thieving whore updated her story. Another sucky-ass chapter for people to suffer through.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/25390828/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/25390828/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 09:38:11 PDT
That's my idea so far anyways.

I'm trying to think of names for him: Since he's with a fighter, he'll probably have a fierce name; I've thought about Dog of War, but I'm not sure yet.

If you have any ideas, speak up.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/25339404/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/25339404/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 21:32:32 PDT
]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/24829426/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/24829426/ Mon, 18 May 2009 19:38:39 PDT My beloved snake Barbossa died. My rats have been gone for several months.

And I can't have a pit bull until I move out.

Son of a motherfucking bitch.

I need to get out of here....

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/24449637/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/24449637/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 16:41:28 PDT
Whether my parents like it or not, I'm getting one.
If they try to get rid of it, then they'll have to kick me out too.

I have contacted several breeders, and hope to have one soon.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/24240693/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/24240693/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 14:59:09 PDT They are such beautiful and sweet dogs, despite the bad rap they get.
It's true that there have been pit bull attacks, but these are due to owner neglect, abuse, and mental illness because of inbreeding.

I can't have one until I move out, though. My parents just don't trust them...

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/24049402/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/24049402/ Fri, 03 Apr 2009 22:13:25 PDT [link]
Hopefully it'll flesh out Mayra's character a little more...

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/24013484/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/24013484/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 20:10:47 PDT [link] has earned me $100 dollars at the Purchase Awards,
and these dudes [link] are taking me to state (Houston) on the 16th of April. I'll be there Thursday, Friday and Saturday.
(If anybody wants to meet up and hang out, send me a note!)

Art has been going really good for me lately...
Hopefully it'll get me somewhere soon.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/23901150/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/23901150/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 14:24:40 PDT [link]

And this is "her" fic:
Check it out: [link]

Too fucking similar if you ask me.
I'm SERIOUSLY pissed off about this. This isn't the first time someone has ripped off my ideas, but it pisses me off beyond all fucking reason when I work my ass off to write a likeable story and some asshole is too lazy to come up with their own ideas and steals mine, and takes credit for MY ideas.

I gave a review saying that it sounded too similar.

But if anyone would like to give her their opinion, please fell free.

*Cough flame her ass Cough*

UpDate:
So this is her lame-ass reply to when I told her that their were VERY close similarities to my story.

Hey I just wanted to let you know that I did NOT copy your story, so please don't say I did. I've never even read that story before. So don't tell me that I have copied it, because I write what's on my mind, not what's on someone else's work. I know how it feels to have someone else copy your stuff, so I would never do that to someone else. I'm not going to take the story down because I spent a long time on it, and plus it was made as a request for
someone else, so that person wouldn't like it either. I don't care how many people you get to send me messages telling me to change the story, because I'm not going to. And the first chapter doesn't even really sound like yours, so I don't get it. I've had the story posted on my quizilla account (the story is now deleted form there and put onto fanfiction) and I've had that story writen
for almost a year, so I'm not going to let you ruin that story for me that I have spent a long time on.

To this, I say "Bull-fucking-shit!"
YOU'VE had YOUR story written for ALMOST a year? I've had MY story written AND posted for more than 2 YEARS!
I've sent word out to my Not A Monster readers, so hopefully if she gets enough people asking her to change her story, she will. But I doubt it.

And now she's got her buddies trying to tell me that she is NEW to the site, and that her story has been written for 4 YEARS.

Lies. All of it.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/23760095/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/23760095/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 08:43:42 PDT
I'm a Laveyan Satanist.

Now before some of you turn your back, read the 9 Satanic Statements and decide for yourself if you're so different from us.

1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence!

2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams!

3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!

4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates!

5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek!

6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires!

7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all!

8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!

9. Satan has been the best friend the Church has ever had, as He has kept it in business all these years!


Makes alot of sense, doesn't it?
Anyone else want to "part ways" because my religion is different/conflicts with yours?

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/23256975/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/23256975/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 16:23:49 PST
I Love you guys!

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/23221303/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/23221303/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 17:51:30 PST
]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/23084513/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/23084513/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 14:25:53 PST Sorry if anyone (probably everyone) got sort of spam from me!

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/22701990/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/22701990/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 19:16:52 PST
Check this shit out: [link]

She may have a right to her own opinion, but Fatal Fascination is NOT a Mary-Sue. Judging by what my readers think, it is a very original story and is well written.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/22528331/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/22528331/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 15:35:19 PST I'm in desperate need of money because I'm moving out, so all of my art is up for sale.


Any offers?

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/21801695/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/21801695/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 15:19:38 PST
I don't know...

I'm just complaining.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/21303158/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/21303158/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 15:48:34 PST
]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/20849191/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/20849191/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 20:05:50 PDT I'm desperate to move out of this house and as FAR AWAY as possible from a few people who won't accept me for who I really am.
So therefore, I'm open for commissions, tattoo designs, selling any of my pictures, and pretty much anything art-related.
A little help? Please?

And on top of it all, I'm starting to get sick...

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/19833729/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/19833729/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 19:22:37 PDT
Dammit.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/19498926/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/19498926/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 11:40:04 PDT I hope so!

SAVE THE WOLVES!
*Howls*

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/19362378/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/19362378/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 21:24:29 PDT
]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/19263389/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/19263389/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 21:32:53 PDT
]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/19135713/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/19135713/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 20:57:06 PDT My Dad and I went to Target and observed a pigeon that walked as though it were drunk. As we approached it, it didn't fly away. He only stared up at us and panted. I moved him into the shade(without any kind of struggle) and we rushed through the store so I could take him home and give him some water and allow the poor thing to recover.. But unfortunately, the bird suffered a heat stroke and had just died when we came back out.

Poor baby...he didn't stand a chance.

DA's messed up, but my mood is Depressed, not 'Thrilled'.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/18642673/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/18642673/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 10:26:56 PDT Imagine my surprise when Petco actually had a solid blue rat!
He's sooo beautiful and sweet! I couldn't believe that their breeder actually sent them one, considering that Petco usually sells their rats as snake food. But luckily he's not going to end up that way!

I have to get some pictures of him and post them.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/18436372/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/18436372/ Wed, 21 May 2008 18:28:43 PDT
]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/18231564/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/18231564/ Thu, 08 May 2008 18:06:49 PDT He treats authors like crap when he can't even write shit. He has NO stories, and appearently, NO life.

5 bucks says he's a 43 year old virgin recluse who lives in his mom's basement.

So if my stories are so shit-filled, why did he favorite them?

FUCK YOU GHOST OF BEETHOVEN.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/18108477/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/18108477/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 20:08:08 PDT
I can't wait!!!! I get to go to my first anime convention this summer!
I've never been to one before, but I've heard that they're sooo much fun! I'm thinking of cosplaying as a Silent Hill Nurse...

Is anyone else going? It's the one in Dallas, Texas.
I'd love to meet some of my DA buddies there!

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/17833774/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/17833774/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 14:20:29 PDT For those of you who thought it was the end after Ch. 20, it's not.
I'm not that mean!
Anyways, I hope you all enjoy!

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/17427453/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/17427453/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 14:19:13 PDT
Rules:
1. I DON'T do free commisions.
2. I'm not very good at people, so don't expect perfection.
3. I'll DEFINITELY do wolves, but you have to be very specific.
4. They may take awhile, so don't expect the picture the next day or even week of asking.
5. If it doesn't look EXACTLY how you wanted it to, don't be chewing me out or telling everyone that I'm not good at commisions, because I'll make your life Hell, even if you are on the other side of the earth.

Simple pencil sketch, no detail: $5
Detailed pencil sketch: $10 to $15
Pen drawing, detailed/shaded no Bkgrnd: $15 to $20
Pen drawing, detailed/shaded, w/ Bkgrnd: $25 to $40
Colored pencil drawing, no Bkgrnd: $20 to $30
Colored pencil drawing, w/bkgrnd:$25 to $35

Prices can vary, depending on what you want and how much supplies I'll have to use. Pen is difficult to use, so it is a little more costly than other stuff.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/17426589/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/17426589/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 13:25:32 PDT
]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/17259337/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/17259337/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 16:31:31 PDT
Just thought I'd let everybody know!

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/17166879/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/17166879/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 15:30:09 PST
FREDDY .VS. JASON .VS. ASH !!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMFG!!!!!!!!! They're so awesome!!! Lots of yummy violence and twisted Freddy humor.

Check it out if you can find them!

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/17043443/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/17043443/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 14:17:36 PST If I could take a picture of my Chinese dragon drawing, I bet it would look twice as good.

DAMN MY SCANNER TO HELL AND BACK!!!!!

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16978207/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16978207/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 13:52:59 PST
I hope the surgeon doesn't break my teeth too much, 'cause I want to keep them.
Heh...I'll probably make a necklace or something out of 'em.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16932335/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16932335/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 16:00:02 PST
]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16835909/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16835909/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 16:18:56 PST
And about the upcoming Ch.19...
It's going to be extremely brutal. It is going to display just how much of a monster Xervexagon (PH) really is. It will have alot of mutilation and a rape scene. I feel like I've made Xervexagon a bit soft, so this ought to redeem him.

Needless to say, Ch.19 will not be for the faint of heart or weak-stomached. So don't flame me, wussies!

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16791897/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16791897/ Fri, 08 Feb 2008 20:59:40 PST I was going to refuse to write anymore of 'Fatal Fascination' until she took it off (so she wouldn't steal anymore ideas), but now I won't have to.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16725033/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16725033/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 14:54:07 PST Thievery pisses me off BEYOND ALL REASON. I worked hard as Hell on my Silent Hill fanfic, and just to have someone steal some of my ideas...such as Xervexagon's Instinctual voice and how that voice speaks to him.
I know that imitation is supposed to be a great compliment, but there is a difference between imitating and just flat out stealing.
I'm so PISSED right now.
Maybe it's just my bitchy side speaking right now, but I say that we should bomb her with flames telling her that she's a thief and should go die in a fire.

Anybody with me?

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16687354/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16687354/ Sat, 02 Feb 2008 08:53:58 PST
Just thought I'd let everyone know.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16479788/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16479788/ Sat, 19 Jan 2008 19:07:04 PST
Does anyone know where I can get the script to the Wolf's Rain final episode? And possibly give me a link to it?
I need it for my fic. All I really need is the dialogue between Cheza and Kiba as they were dying.

Help would be greatly appreciated.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16376025/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16376025/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 17:25:25 PST
]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16358705/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16358705/ Fri, 11 Jan 2008 14:32:33 PST




I'm writing a little fic about what Kiba saw through his eyes before he died in Cheza's arms. It's very sad, but I think it's good.
Just thought ya'll might wanna know!

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16269499/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16269499/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 11:45:57 PST I'm really happy with him...And I hope that won't be taken away from me.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16220700/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16220700/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 08:54:03 PST
]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16185402/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16185402/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 13:33:39 PST
'Fatal Fascination' contains lemons, violence/gore, and strong language. You've been warned, so no flames!

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16169222/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/16169222/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 15:53:57 PST Hopefully by tommorrow I'll have the next chapter of
'Fatal Fascination' up on fanfiction.net. I'm sorry that I haven't updated 'Not A Monster' in freaking forever, but I'm afraid to add a chapter that might suck or be off track of the feel of the story.
I just don't want to dissapoint or piss off my readers, ya know?
Anyways, I just thought I should update my journal since it's been a while.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15944320/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15944320/ Sat, 15 Dec 2007 12:08:35 PST Sorry everybody.

My mood is pissed/sad, but the DA server is screwed up.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15866307/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15866307/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 17:00:20 PST
And I'm sick again...damn cold weather...

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15767272/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15767272/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 15:40:53 PST
Sorry to keep everyone waiting!

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15739540/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15739540/ Fri, 30 Nov 2007 18:56:31 PST
No hard feelings are felt from me, because we'll always be friends and I know I can trust her to still be good to me.

Thanks, Bri.

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15667533/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15667533/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 15:56:06 PST Ch. 11 is cute and kind of funny...

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15593936/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15593936/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 17:18:51 PST But for Hell's sake, don't read it if you don't like lemons, violence, or language or if you hate Pyramid Head.

And also, I'm almost done with my Venom one-shot. Gah, he's hot...

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15554566/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15554566/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 21:31:36 PST
]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15512568/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15512568/ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 19:45:10 PST I have at least 15 new completed pictures, and I can't get them up here! I'm super-pissed right now...

]]> ~chezarawolf http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15437551/ http://chezarawolf.deviantart.com/journal/15437551/ Fri, 09 Nov 2007 16:53:50 PST
He's Big. He's Bad. He's got an awesome body, fangs and one freaky-ass tongue.
What's not to love? (Feel free to say WTF?)

I've already started a fanfic involving him, but it's not up yet.

I am a NERD.

]]> ~chezarawolf