http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:chikusototoro&section=today deviantART RSS for by:chikusototoro en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 17:34:38 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/27959446/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/27959446/ Sun, 25 Oct 2009 12:29:58 PDT
omg. you gotta help me!
there is something freakin wrong with my flash disk (this old datamax 1gb crappy usb)!!!!!!!
all of a sudden everything inside it just vanished.
i've done everything i know to retrieve the files or something but they're still not showing up!
it's weird coz it says that i'm still using the same amount of space in the flash drive i used up before but the files just don't seem to appear!

you have to help me! anyone! i'm desperate. i don't wanna lose all those stored-up files! my life is in there!

i just wish i transferred them all on my laptop before it disappeared.

yo, if you know something, tell me now! please oh please.

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/27775080/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/27775080/ Thu, 15 Oct 2009 05:51:37 PDT blah blah blah.
breathing problems.
heartburn.
viral infection.

blahh.

pictures will be coming soon. just you wait.



]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/27052590/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/27052590/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 11:10:26 PDT
thank you Jesus.

it's amazing how everything changes in an instant.

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/26330797/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/26330797/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 03:51:52 PDT
|you might have notice the watermark kuhako© in some of my recent photographs. it's my choice watermark for photos now. kuhako, i captured it.

|adoring the exquisite duo, glen hansard & marketa irglova
YES. i have seen just now their musical film, ONCE.

|got some photos from my photo class that i really love to share with you guys.
[link] & [link]

|busying meh bloody self with a lot of bloody assignments

|katakana brain drain! jap class is becoming more and more daunting. shimatta!

|won a photo competition outside DA. i guess, the judges from davao cyber expo liked my very amateurish shots. i wonder what from that bunch of shots apparently made an impact.

|got my grades. and men, i should freaking make midterms way better! gosh. i feel so dumb.

so far, that's all i can think of.

i'm a little happier than you think i am, so no worries.

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/26225905/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/26225905/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 04:38:33 PDT trying relentlessly to balance everything.
picking up broken down pieces of myself.
strange how all seem to cripple down.
frantically looking for loopholes and escape routes.

creepy little figure on the wall.

getting back my sanity.
i'm alright.
nothing to worry.

don't let me get me. please.

note: for me, there is a thin line between sanity and insanity. and many times i characterize both. a paradox i trouble myself with, my entire life.

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/25619678/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/25619678/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 01:03:15 PDT can't wait to get there.
there where?
no idea. hehehe

hiragana practicing, new film cameras, changing life perceptions.
madly philosophizing, getting back to reading, bloody persistent spacing outs.
hardly sleeping, eating never ending, school's crafty crafty illusions.
so and so always annoying, amoeba attacking, rarrr, is this me finally coming out?

ooohh. raaarrr~!
poetry is fun when it's all from the heart.


one of them:


]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/25245173/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/25245173/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 22:21:53 PDT
yes, there'll be more of those liberties but, liberties my ass, there will be hard consequences.

but at the same time and surprisingly, celebrating my 19th (yes, i know, hard to believe) bday today isn't that much of a deal for me. maybe that thing they call maturity is starting to kick in. i think i like it actually. there's definitely change in my disposition lately and it's kinda something i am ready to accept. i think more now. i smile more. honesty is something i am also getting used to nowadays. well, these changes are really on the positive side and i think it's truly fascinating.

and one thing i am definitely proud of these days is my financial prowess (well, i'd like to think it that way! i don't care!). hell, i paid for a lot of stuff this week! with my own money! hahahahahahah ignore my shallowness. that is how i am and forever will be. hahahah

ok. i'm tired typing. let's end this.

Joyeux Anniversaire e moi!

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/25102220/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/25102220/ Wed, 03 Jun 2009 07:05:06 PDT where in the world was i this past few weeks?
i was out for about a month actually. and it was all because of work.
although, where i worked, there was internet connection, i couldn't possibly open my DA account because the darn firewall they had was like 20million times more sensitive than any firewall built. i was like bummed out for never having the chance to check my messages and other people's artworks. now, i have to check out at least 300 artworks. i think it will take me at least a week to check them all out. plus i'm currently busy enrolling for my junior year in my university and classes start first week of June. so i don't really think i'd be able to finish all these checking out stuff in my DA. oh well.

enough of that merde.

let us hear at least one good news from me. well, my birthday is actually coming up. i hope people will remember it and greet me. or better yet someone would actually go the extra mile and give me a gift. i love gifts but i don't actually receive them often since i don't really ask that much. i really hope someone does give me one.

another great news. i've created a new circle of friends! it's really great to know people from all over the world right?! now i know quite a number of people from places like India, Afghanistan, Bangladesh, S. Korea, Solomon Islands, Timor Leste, Indonesia, U.S.A., Germany and blah blah so on and so forth. Well, at least that's one thing i greatly greatly appreciated from my line of work. because i got to interact with all these people for the whole 2 weeks, i was able to know there stories and got to know there culture beyond the usual things we see on T.V., wikipedia and the like. it's incredible how these people from different sectors of society got to together and created an amazing bond. what connected us all together was our love for peacebuilding. i'm really new to peacebuilding or even to the idea of it. i'm only 18 for pete's sake. but it was really fascinating to learn from these people the necessity and the principles of transforming conflict and advocating non-violence. anyhoo, peacebuilding (it's not even registered in the English language yet, check out the red mark) is something i will now devote myself into. Life is short, therefore we should end the violence that makes it shorter.

if ever you want to be a peacebuilder someday, join next year's Mindanao Peacebuilding Institute.


ok. so now i think i've gone overboard with my journal entry today. a very unusual thing. i better go do some work again. i'll try to upload great pictures soon. I'LL TRY. no promises.

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/24543153/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/24543153/ Sat, 02 May 2009 06:31:15 PDT
learning FRENCH. (it ain't easy but i'm trying)
got a job volunteering for some NGO. (great thing about it is i'll be paid, thnx to my aunt)
fascinated with the complexities and consequences of depression.
still struggling to get rid of meh excess luggage. (i can't seem to make myself workout)
rereading coelho.
saving for a new film cam. (as of now, i'm still penniless)
writing again. (hopefully)
photo ops probably next week.
disappointed with the terrible, terrible weather. who says it's summer! it ain't!



]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/23793111/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/23793111/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 08:26:28 PDT
MORE GREAT NEWS: IT'S THE END OF THE SEMESTER!

AND THE BEST ONE YET: NO MORE PILE OF DOG POO TEACHER!

THANK YOU JESUS! THERE'S NO MORE TRASH TO DEAL WITH!

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/23190586/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/23190586/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 08:19:42 PST

woke up earlier 1hr before noon and i'm still feeling a little doped. men, that week was unimaginable! from every paper to every major exam was like 1 second after another. and my damn english teacher! u can't even imagine how much that woman made everything worst! totally hate her !!!! she was like a demon from hell coming to devour all of us in class! damn that tramp even had the guts to make us pass an exam paper in the middle of the night! like, we are not robots yer know .

anyhoo, its the end of the week. and i'm finally getting my much needed rest.

but i still have to go thru one more major exam on tuesday. and after that, well, let's just say i won't be waking up till the next saturday. hehehe

miyembro|member:

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]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/22348799/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/22348799/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 07:32:24 PST END MERRIMENT HERE.

Jan 2 sparks the beginning of the end of everything DELICIOUS and FUN (except on bdays and anniversaries).

Well, what fascinates me though is that i'm pretty much very optimistic for the year ahead than i seem (despite the earlier remark).

And i finally have enough with my usual broken resolutions!

This year, i'll be working a million times harder than last year! (Oh the flame dies down, i assure you. i keep lying to myself each year)

DON'T WORRY. I'M NOT IN THE MOOD TO RANT HERE.

So everything ends here. FOR NOW.



say HELLO to 2K9! and bear it will ya!

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/22079653/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/22079653/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 06:03:21 PST
]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/21624540/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/21624540/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 03:28:47 PST
hope not.

anyhoo, been very very happy lately. because of the many minor lucks i've been having. XD and i've finally seen QOS! daniel craig~~~yattta!!!! and i've been very very very engrossed with the HEROES series. seen 8 only on dvds but it was great. i just love uber men. if you know what i mean. XD

oh noes. i've got to start with my book review!!!!! dang!

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/21332757/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/21332757/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 03:04:04 PST OBAMA WINS.

so the american public has finally gotten too sick of the EXPERIENCE notion.

and the hundreds of previous polls on the racial slur issue is proven otherwise.

i'm not saying this because i want to prove something or to applaud someone or to show how changed the american electorate has become or to babble about the said issue (there are already too many rants on this, what assurance do i have that mine is any different from the others) or to jabber about other senseless stuffs that i deem connected with the issue.

i just simply would like to show that somehow i care about this election because even though i'm hundreds of miles away from the states and probably only one of those nominees know where my country is in the globe, i will be affected indirectly.

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/20909547/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/20909547/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 17:10:48 PDT NYAH~~~~!

john i'm so gedem sorry for totally missing your birthday! and for sitting around doing nothing about it! mweh.

still can't believe i unconsciously miss his birthday. john lennon is supposed to be my hero. i should have done something about it. men. totally blew it. and i'd like to blame all this on my gedem exams! damn thing completely occupied my entire time. nevertheless, i'll make a late submission and post it soon or something. damn.

anyway, there is still something bright to think about!
that music vid we did last week won me something. outstanding directing and cinematography. can you believe that?! made me think again of going into film school. which i naturally cannot do because there are two things i don't have; money and uhhhh money? i mean one semester is worth 8000 US dollars. convert that and u have 360,000 pesos. AND I JUST CAN'T IMAGINE WHERE THE HELL I'D GET THAT KIND OF SUM. men. if money wasn't a problem i'd be there right now. XD lolz.

mwehehe. school is out. got my SEMBREAK. woooffffeeee! time for some 24hr-sleeping! yayyah! XD wobam!

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/20633796/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/20633796/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 11:03:58 PDT
and i am pretty much engrossed with the song. its damien rice's " The Blower's Daughter" . so i am so in the mood for making scenes! gosh! i can't wait to see the finish product. we'll start tomorrow. so tomorrow better be a great day to start the vid. oohh damien. i'm just totally completely overwhelmed. XD

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/20517769/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/20517769/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 07:51:14 PDT !
men oh men i maybe 20 years younger than him but heck he's just so full of that Über-awesome sex appeal!
escobidech! come on and get that charisma off your body! you're just so full of it man! and i can't believe even my other classmates feel exactly the same way! it's a scooby-mania i tell ya! ooooooohhhhh noes. ang landi2 ko na!

he's everything all right. heck of a piece of work! il be seeing him tomorrow in class and it's going to be another frekin hour of pure awesomeness! Lord, have mercy on my soul. i'm inlove with an old guy. not just any old guy. MY OLD GUY TEACHER. jeje


miyembro:

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/19873575/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/19873575/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 05:26:55 PDT
because i finally found something to call my own personal purpose in this world. XD

i will live to worship God. and if there's one of you who thinks that that is foolish or crazy, well, i don't care. you'd only think otherwise when you know how great and mighty and loving he is. and it isn't really something you would understand unless you know Him.

SO WHY DON'T YOU. after all, what is there to lose?
is it your money? your car? your gf/bf? your beauty? your fame? your friends?

mind you. God will give you everything more spectacular than that.
He gives love and life.

enough said. XD

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/19749279/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/19749279/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 09:14:51 PDT
last saturday i UNFORTUNATELY missed my classes. classes i wasn't supposed to missed! now how on earth can i take my practical exam in PE. and its volleyball for pete's sake. AND I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO MISSED THAT CLASS! but good ol amoeba just had to prevent me from coming to school. it just had to give me thunderous pains in my head, make me vomit AIR, and keep my bowels so looooooooooooooooooose. i love you amoebaisis!(insert big haughty sarcastic grin here)




and aside from that, i missed my NSTP class. which was my second time this sem which means i'm DEBARRED! hell! i know it isn't included in the WPA but if i fail it i have to take it again! which is something i would never want to do. my days are over i tell you. they're over.

tooooooo hellll with amoeba! what good is in it anyway!






(here is the part where i get my medical certificate thereby giving me a slim chance of turning things around)

but oh what joy! what unspeakable joy!

maybe just maybe with the help of my med certificate here from my doctor i can convince my teachers to reconsider my absence and possibly give me another chance to take my practical exam in PE and continue in my NSTP! wahhh. i am so hoping. oh well. let's hope together. yes im going crazy.

I AM FOR: CAMPAIGN AGAINST AMOEBA!

EDIT: it just occurred to me that maybe some of you reading this have no idea what amoeba is. well, for starters, it's something microscopic that you get from eating uncooked food or street food(yes i'm guilty with that) or from drinking polluted water or any dirty thing you put inside your mouth and swallow, that makes your stomach and bowels work uncoordinatingly, disfunctionally, whatever you want to put it. and the horrifying thing is, it stays forever in your system. nothing you will ever do can get rid-off it. it just silently waits for another unfortunate time for another unfortunate attack.

miyembro:

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/19034206/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/19034206/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 07:44:15 PDT na mahilig sa wala at magpakawala XD
let's all be tamad. eto na ang bagong mainstream. XD


miyembro:

note: i reposted this because there seem's to be something wrong with my mood icon (i can't seem to change it). and it turns out i still can't change it. oh well. :[

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/18779026/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/18779026/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 06:40:22 PDT GET ARRESTED !

oooohhh. the freedom. but ei, turning 18 is more than the thought of LIBERATION. it is MORE IMPORTANTLY, a year of GRATITUDE. don't you think so? we teens keep on forgetting the thought of saying TY; thanking ur mom and dad for never abandoning u though at times they seem so distant, thankin ur bros and sis for never tryin to kill u when u sleep because of complete jealousy, thankin ur friends for thinkin that how u eat,drink,write,speak,stand,sit,sleep,laugh. . . is just how they eat,drink,write,speak,stand,sit,sleep,laugh. . . also. thankin GOD for keeping u away from psychos,serial killers,rapists,pedophiles,thieves,earthquakes,tidal waves, tsunamis,tornadoes,manholes,dead ends,hot molten lava,CHARLES MANSON,the horrific silly tv shows, rabid dogs, creepy cats,sharks,manta rays,jellyfishes,poisonous reptiles, pits, UN-DELICIOUS FOOD,cancers,tumors, ugly shitty people, ugly shitty animals, ugly shitty plants, ugly shitty things, and EVERYTHING DISGUSTING,TERRIFYING,DEATH-LEADING.

yeah, I'm pretty sure that i should really be thankful and happy! so what if i'm not rich and famous! XD

i am not really a fan of long entries.
so i'll end this one now. XD

HAPPY BDAY TO ME! XD

member of

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/18442303/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/18442303/ Thu, 22 May 2008 05:32:57 PDT

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NOTE: i totally got on your nerves didn't i? well blame it all on FUN
draining out from me! damn! I DEFINITELY MUST DO SOMETHING REALLY NEW AND NOT UNCOOL. XD help me out and maybe i'll post something more worth-reading next time. XD

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/18300276/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/18300276/ Tue, 13 May 2008 05:28:20 PDT just 4 more days of hell! well, hell is actually a hyperbole, i think its better to say, of earthly torment!

yea! no more looking and ENDURING of my ECONOMICS teacher's face! oohoo oohoo! for her sake, i hope i won't see her again! weellll, that was unduly horrible of me. but that's the reality!

i hope someone with the biggest heart out there, would give me a sony alpha cam for my bday. i'm more than hoping.XD

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/17550957/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/17550957/ Fri, 28 Mar 2008 01:34:37 PDT
it's summer already and unfortunately for me i have to take up summer classes. damn the curriculum! well, at least i have something to scrutinize about this summer. anyway, i'm really really hoping that i could get a job this summer. something easy and simple. something that does not require me to wake up so early in the morning. something that allows me to still be lazy.
me and my not-so energetic self.

till then. i'm too tired and out of inspiration to type something more interesting.

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/16381480/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/16381480/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 02:22:21 PST but i'm still waiting for my cs2 to be fixed.
it's expired and i just can't seem to find a decent serial number!damn!!
in the meantime, i'll just settle for photo edits on my past fotos.XD

i am so happyyyyy btw! my closest friends and i went gadding yesterday!!woohooo. watttahhh!XXXXXDDDD

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/16074286/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/16074286/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 09:59:54 PST
the endless food escapades! they make me wanna lalala~on the kitchen on the floor~lalalala! and i ate my lola's homemade cake! that's pretty odd since i usually find her cakes inexplicably intolerable to look at! hehe. it was maybe because of the delicious M&Ms sprinkled mercilessly on top! oh what a treat that was. it was a marble cake by the way, covered with thousands and thousands of chocolate stuffs!wooohoo. and i usually don't go for chocos, but u knw when it's xmas, i always uncontrollably turn into a MONSTER PIG, so i ate everything on our xmas table!yeyeh. and so look at me now. i look lyk a pregnant 12 yr old.~oh weeeeeee. oo nga nman.

and i drank a whole glass of red wine which was surprisingly good. and a sip of punch my father made, my father can't live a day without alcohol.wooohoo.

i hope i could do a photo opt before the end of the year. i would really like something new to put on my gallery.sana nga lang may mabait na unggoy jan na magreregalo sa kin ng eos!wohh. wat a gift that would be! kahit abutan pa xa ng bday ko basta may mgbbgay lng saken ng eos choks na tlga!

jajai. ung mga grandparents ko nman galing america, bngyan ako ng 500 pisoses. how i wish may magic ako tulad nung kay david blaine para gawin ko nlng 500$ ung 500 pisoses ko. jaja. XD oh well. at least ngbgay ng gift c manong at manang kesa nman sa wla. ung mga ninong at ninang ko nman, ewan kung saang lupalop ng mundo un napunta. basta parang isa-isa ata clang NAG-MELT. daig pa ung M&Ms ni lola.hai naku.

still though, christmas was remarkable. early christmas evaluation ko na 'to.jejeXD baka kac sa sobrang kababuyan eh hindi ko na magalaw katawan ko para magtyp. jejeXD

nothing makes xmas jollier than the TREATS and the treats and the treats.~oh weee. i still have 22hrs left to eat my way to a happy Christmas!


~~~~mimamomimamomimamo

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]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/15010017/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/15010017/ Thu, 11 Oct 2007 03:41:09 PDT
idc if my friends hate me for saying it over and over again!!!!basta ang saya saya talaga at tapos na ang unang NANCY roadblock sa buhay ko! jaja. one down and 7 more to go! yeh lets do the boogie woogie!
jaja!bogaloids!yessss!woohoo!
ayos na sana lahat kaso sa finals pa ako nagkamalas sa exams!
xet talaga!pero actually, okey lng saken un! grades smades!
"one's full potential is not merely based on stupid test scores or on how much the teacher likes you, or on how many 99s you get!!! For God's sake, since when did flat 1s and palakols rule our perception of how we should see a man and a woman for what he/she truly is.(<--dapat daw hindi gender bias sabi ni ma'am KOKEY)"
jajai. masyado lang talaga siguro ako affected sa nangyari. jaja.
eh sino ba naman, in good conscience, ang makakalimot sa sariling national anthem ng bansa nya!sinong bogaloids ang super bogaloids na makakagawa nito?!jaja
AKO lang!
kaya feel ko tuloy hindi ako PINOY!
biroin mo, 1st 4 lines lang naalala ko sa LUPANG HINIRANG!!?!
jajai.owel.tapos na un.past is past ika nga.

okey.okey.
back to the subject i was supposed to write about.
jaja.
sa sobrang saya gumawa ako ng poem!

what gaiety there is in the hearts of men
to bless us chained beings with unrestraint days
of laughter and rest!
they have unbound us from the horror
of multi-tasking and ceaseless, sleepless nights!
they have thrown us to the den of dreams and
have led us to the gates of heaven!
all these they have bestowed upon us so called
teenyboppers for the assurance that
when freedom is taken away from us again,
horror beyond anything we can imagine
comes to strike us.

NOTE: im so engrossed with BOB ONG's MACARTHUR, that i decided to used TAGALOG in this entry. jaja. eto na lng magagawa ko for compensation.jaja.

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/14010026/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/14010026/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 02:22:13 PDT right this very moment.
i want to die.
with all my heart i want to die.
to see tomorrow i do not wish.
with my deepest regard,to see tomorrow i do not wish.
to rest and put my life to an end.
to rest and put my miserable life to an end.
to sleep with the hope of no longer seeing.
to sleep with the glorious hope of no longer seeing.
to cherish not a day ahead.
to cherish not another day ahead.
to leave and leave with ease.
to leave and leave with ease and less pain.
to see not another being.
to see not another stupid being.
to put my cares and burdens down.
to put my cares and burdens down at your feet.
to do all this.
with joy and sorrow in my heart i would do all this.
to die is my only wish.
with all my heart, to die is my only wish.
;((

]]> ~chikusototoro http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/13936705/ http://chikusototoro.deviantart.com/journal/13936705/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 05:33:48 PDT and then i dream so a many too.
my dreams, i believe, make up the best, if not, the most of my day.
i always dream of becoming a great artist.
both in the field of art and literature.
i would so love to be a writer, not to be famous or anything but just to be able to express myself as freely as i can be.
not worrying about criticisms and all but just minding my own business.
and i hope so much of becoming a skillful photographer.
i love to take photos of people.
to capture their blissful moments and most especially, and not to mention what i really like of the job, to capture moments of great sadness and solitude.
somberness, i think, is what composes me.
it is my bread and my wine.
my craving and my need.
my paradiso and my purgatoryo.
it is everything I AM.
overall, i just want to be someone who lives to give people reasons to LIVE.XD

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