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Lol yah. I moved all my deviations in this account to "Storage", and now you can't see any of them.
and there's no point of watching me in this account anymore. >_>

The new account? I showed the link in my previous journal, but I deleted it already. so.. yah? i'll tell you about my new account only if I want to.

Thanks so much for all your supports, comments, favs, watches, etc.
This is a goodbye in this account fo real.



NOTE: spammed my page because I asked her to hide something in the comments >_< so please don't report or flame or ban her. thx. And yeah, I'm here just to say that. *goes back to new account* ]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/6231063/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/6231063/ Mon, 15 Aug 2005 04:34:51 PDT

... today. :>

Thanks for the HBDs ^^ they made my day.
It's my 2nd month at high school so not many of my friends know. XD;; not too bad, cuz then i dont have to treat more persons for meal LOL

btw. :3
I came to the bazaar at around 9pm O.o so late, the event was started at 2 or 3 pm lol T_T. I think it was a big success compared to the previous years'. XD;; I didnt meet any of my middle school friends there, though *saddens* I was sleepy so I came home after Glenn Fredly sang 2 songs lol XD;;

Some people from the school ____ ____ [censored] was trying to catch others' attention by doing not-so-funny things (but they thought it was funny) and saying not-nice stuffs. they need to get a life or something, seriously. they're just being jealous because...yah. *stfus*

Thanks to *MinortyBreeder for the sub. really, really sorry if you think i wasted the sub and stuffs... ;_; i didnt deserve such kindness T-T;; sorry.
i'm saying this cuz maby i'll disappear for a long while... XD;; so baibai.

]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/6206330/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/6206330/ Fri, 12 Aug 2005 10:25:42 PDT

Bwat orang2 Bandung or luar-Bandung yg mau ber-weekend-ria di bdg tanggal 13 Agustus 2005, dateng yah ke Lovatory (bazaar sman3) di Lapangan Bali (Jl. Bali, Bandung) ada Glenn Fredly, Maliq
and d'Essentials, Ebieth Beat-A, Cherry Bombshell, etc. MC-nya Akay 99ers, Ringo OzFM..... mulainya kira2 jam 5 atau 6 sore ampe malem (or pagi). KLO GA SALAH. Sori telat, lupa mulu nulis journal soalnya. >_<

Lovatory/Luvatory/Lvatory or howsoever you write it, is a bazaar/event thing A_A;;; *confused* and NO, it's not lavatory/toilet. thanks. I was promoting that event on the previous paragraph cuz i wanna meet more ppl there. XD;;

Whoa, my bday is getting much closer, lmao. D_D dunno whut i'm going to get.
i'm moving account, btw. >: D *hasn't make it yet tho*

something i did just now with oc4 XD;; really rough.
happy [belated] birthday and more O__O i forgot. holy crap. T____T;;; *slow*
Really sorry if i forgot yours, I saved the bday data in my previous handphone... and it was stolen so i lost the data ><;; gomen. ;__;

]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/5993550/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/5993550/ Thu, 21 Jul 2005 08:50:47 PDT

I reformatted my comp twice in one week.
LOL, isn't that cool?! and of course it's not.
I lost most of my programs. and one of my recent work too O_o.. haven't shown that one to anyone yet. *needs to restart*

i drew an oekaki of my original fake game charas.. [yeah, fake, because i'm not going to make it. XD] but i lost the oekaki. my comp errorized. the day after, my dad reformatted, but it got no Java. three days after reformat, my comp errored again. XD; and the inet won't let me connect or chat. T___T

now i can get the Java back tho XD so i can earthie rp.

and I WILL GET SDSL WITHIN 2 MONTHS OMG o0o.

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and woah, i'm now a high school student. my first three days (Orientation period for new students) were pretty horrible tho. they're filled with tasks and... well, the main point is, it's sooooo tiring. I must get into school before 6 AM. now it's ended tho. the last day of orientation period was... fun. XD

omg, there are so many extracurricular choices in the school. O_O i can't pick one. i thought the extracurricular will be kinda ghey, but it isn't. most of them are soooo interesting. XD;; there's also like a Japanese club... the members said that some of their activities are watching anime, learning Jap, and also... making doujinshi. OOOO___OOOO *excited*
i want to sign up for Angklung club too... (angklung is a traditional music instrument from indonesia) and i want to join many others. T_T

I HAVEN'T GET MY HIGH SCHOOL SKIRT YET LOL T_T most of my friends have. *saddens*
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end of rambling. i'll try to draw something soon. >_< i've been seriously busy this week.

]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/5873936/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/5873936/ Fri, 08 Jul 2005 04:38:52 PDT

I'm accepted at this one school... currently. :@ I hope I will my friends will attend the same school. o_O some of them have changed their school choices because of the passing grade. maybe we still can meet though, cuz the school that most of them chose, is like a neighbor of mine. But I'll just... miss them.
and WTH. My father has surprisingly told me to stop or decreasing my surfing hours. :\ So... I'm not sure if I can go to dA pretty often anymore... *&%^ …like anybody cares, lol.
Maybe I’ll study more seriously instead… since I will have to compete with like other 360 students of the school who'll come from all over Indonesia. That'd be tough. D_d

Anywayyyys i've started watching more Tactics.. [saw 4 eps before] It has so many BL hints. :< I kinda enjoy this anime tho. It's just like Loki, except that Tactics is more Japan-ish. I like the fox girl Youkooooooooo. she's so cute. T_T and Suzu-chan looks like a mix of Rika [CCS, different authors!!] and Reiya XD I really like the ep with Yumeyakko, and episode 10-11.

Haven’t bought any books/comics/mangas this week 6_9;; *suffers*

]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/5807976/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/5807976/ Fri, 01 Jul 2005 02:14:16 PDT

I received a letter from school yesterday. It says that I've finally graduated and passed the exam with total score 30.47 (highest in my country: 30.80 or so). This is so surprising lol D_d i still cant believe that i got 1st rank at my class and 3rd at my school. XD;;;; My teacher and my friends said that I can get into some good high school (School A, like what I've mentioned in one of my prev journals.) hehe.. hope so. ;_;

So i can ask Dad to upgrade my slow comp and sign up for dsl... or something. *looks for info*

Rig, Hiro and The MSN Fatal Frame crew (Yumi, Miyu, Straw, Joly, and me.) are now singing in Yahoo voice chat. :[ but I have no mic so I can only listen to them T_; *envies* now I really want a mic so badly. D_d

I think I'll leave after I finished my current pic. or maybe not. yeah w/e.

]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/5703332/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/5703332/ Mon, 20 Jun 2005 10:46:01 PDT

Yeah, my finals were finished about two weeks ago. The next week I didn’t go to school because there is REALLY, really nothing to do there, except to help some teachers. As if I would do that lol.

And I also finished the book cover for my mom. […’s publisher.] Gonna submit it later. I haven’t been submitting and writing journals for a long time XD;;

aAAaaaAAAannddD… I broke my cellphone yesterday. It fell for like the 6th time. It’s switched on, but I can’t see anything in the LCD/monitor. So my bro brought it to somewhat like Nokia Care Center @_X;; and it’s said that we have to change the LCD, but since my cellphone is still kinda new, the LCD’s not out yet. If I want to fix it, the warranty will be gone. And it’s also said that better if I sell the cellphone after getting fixed, since the warranty’s gone. T_T WHUDDAFUK.

And I’m sorry if I STILL haven’t commented on your art, or watched you T__T;; I’ve started to comment on some from my devwatch, though.
Anyways, if you have any deviations that you’re proud of, or you just want me to comment, please send me a note or comment here with the link. But don’t give me a link to your userpage. XD;; because you know, I’m such a lazyass/procrastinator/etc. C:

Btw, I was so surprised that some people like my latest submission “difference”. O_O because I thought it sucks. =\

Thanks to everyone who commented and +faved on my art, journals and stuffs I really appreciate it. Also thank you so much for the devwatch, I actually wanted to thank you one by one but I’m such a lazyass… >_>;;
And I hope I will graduate and get into a good high school. XD. Wish me luck ]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/5292348/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/5292348/ Sat, 07 May 2005 10:17:28 PDT

ANOTHER HEADER?!?! like, wtf, man. XD
It has Johan Liebert from Monster by Urasawa Naoki. Man, he is SO fun to draw. only he looks too young here. :[ *disappoints* and that blood at his face… is not something he would have… I think. =\ because I’ve never seen him that way. But I DID draw him like that anyways. XD;;;
I’m so addicted to Monster right now. T_T;; I’m currently drawing Tenma, Nina, and Johan. :3 wtf Tenma is so hard to draw. X_____x

Okay, now onto School stuffs… please read. 8D;;

_-April Pre-Test
LOL. my rank dropped drastically, from 5th rank at school in March to 73th in April. XD how sad. but not really. I was simply so bored and didn't have any intention to study or do the test anyways. So I didn't really regret. Besides, what's passed is past, and I'm not interested to rewind it. XD What I need to do is just to get better on the future Final Exams.

_-Exams-_
Yup. I will have 2 weeks full of exams starting from next Monday (May 9-21). =[ there will be Practical Tests and some Written Tests disincluding the 3 Finals subjects like Indonesian, English, and Math. I will have extra classes on Saturdays, but I will get some free time between May 23 to June 5. ^^ but then, the REAL final exam is coming, on June 6 to 8.

_-Choosing High School-_
There are three choices of high school that I want to get into. Just call them school A, B, and C. They are in the same level.. I mean some of the "best" high schools in my cities. And too bad, I will have to choose two high schools, one from the "Best" high-school categories and the other one is from "Not-so-good" ones. Then I can't pick school A for first choice and B or C in second choice... because as I told you, they are in the same level. So I have to choose only one of these 3 good high-schools. Each of them has good points and also weakness. So please help me choosing… X_x;;

School A
(+) is the best national school in my city. This is where the smart (but serious) students gather. And most of the alumni of this school enter the best college in my city, which I want to enter after I finish high school. This means, I will get more chance to be in that college if I go to this school first. Most of my friends want to get in here too.
(-) My close friend isn’t interested to get here and prefers School B instead T_T;; I’m not a type of person who likes to study, so I doubt I will be doing well in this school X_X it also doesn’t have Japanese class, I think. *wants to learn* Lately, it has problems about the headmasters rotation. 6_9;; *too lazy to explain*

School B
(+) is the neighbour of School A. This is where the smart but cool students are in. Their annual bazaar/festivals are always awesome, and they always invite foreign bands or artists like Too Phat (Malaysia) and Keith Martin. It has Japanese class also. This school might be perfect for a person like me who’s not so smart, but doesn’t really like to study.
(-) it’s said that the quality is getting lower and not as good as before. Like, the students are too—I dunno. XD It’s so hard to explain… and since it is school A’s neighbour, and the fee shouldn’t be too different, and School A’s quality is better, I think it’s better to just choose School A. =/

School C
(+) is closer with my house out of the other two. People say that nowadays, this school’s students are smarter than School B’s. This is a pretty good school, too, I think. Not bad.
(-) Only a few of my friends want to go here.

Umm.. I’m kind of positive that I could get accepted in school A. o_O;; at least in the last rank. XD;; maybe. :’< I hope so. And if my close friend gets accepted at school B, I can see her every time I want, anyways, since the schools are neighbours. XD

But STILL, Please help me choose one of them ;;… and tell me your opinion. X3

Whew, what a long journal. O_O;; so, in another words, I won’t be so active in dA for two weeks.
… oh wait, I’ve been inactive for in like forever wtf man.XD
KWHATEVER WISH ME LUCK PLZ KTHX.<33333
good luck to everyone who's having tests/exams also. :3

]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/5057294/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/5057294/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 04:47:38 PDT <;; so I decided to post it here, since I've promised to =Khuzay to finish it yesterday. XD''

It's her chara Hiko, for our art trade. I didn't draw Tatara, though, because I uglified Hiko already and I don't want to uglify more of her charas. X);; this one is Critique Discouraged, btw. k thanks.

Uhh I think it's the first time I drew sunset for a bg.. makes me excited. X) I think this is some kind of practice before painting for today's Art class. XD I drew a boy and a girl's silhouette with sunset at beach for the bg. :3 still unfinished though... *really wants to finish it*

I love painting with oil colours~ <333 because it's the only thing I can do. It is kinda similar with CGing in opencanvas, btw. except that you can't undo any mistakes, and there's no such thing as "eyedropper tool".

Risdy rejected me NOOO. ......ROFL. no, I don't like him that much. He's so cute and kind of girly, but I just love him as a friend, and wants him to be my little brother. I and my friend Nayer was pretending to confess to him and he chose Nayer and they said I have Andhika so I won't need Risdy. =\ *pretends like I'm so sad because of the rejection.*

... *wants to watch The Ring 2.*

]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4949556/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4949556/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 05:25:45 PST
2) My computer and internet are working properly again. and I downloaded some event files~ X)

3) Some school assignments are finished.

4) March Pre-Test results will be up on Friday.

5) There will be a bazaar-thing at my school this Friday and Saturday.

6) I signed up to Math Olympiad, when I actually DO suck at Math. And I can't actually believe my answer or even find the way to make an answer without my friends' help. WTF. *disappointed at self*

7) I failed to find het doujins. *disappointed* Yaoi is all around the world.

]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4899175/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4899175/ Thu, 24 Mar 2005 10:40:06 PST


LOL, a new header?! o0o wtf. I coloured that pic so roughly that I bet you will laugh if you see it. T_T;

I'm so pissed off today. :\ It's the last day of March Pre-Test, and I thought I can go to MSN and join a convo or something... but NO. my stupid connection [and computer] shattered my dreams and didn't allow me to sign to any messengers. how nice. :\

But I'm so happy that the Math test today was pretty easy. XD I didn't really study last night btw. Sshh, don't tell.

gonna watch Seed of Chucky with my friends tomorrow. XI *happy but also scared*

]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4835207/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4835207/ Thu, 17 Mar 2005 08:15:59 PST

Sh3t. why am I so freaking careless. I've lost my pencil case a few weeks ago, and now I lost a new one. How cool is that.
I think I left it at class though. It was so dark when the school was ended, so I didn't really see my pencilcase since my table was so messed up. I heard my friend said once, "Whose is this?" but I didn't notice what is this , so I didn't pay attention to her. *regrets*
Also, I fell down and broke my leg at school, for the second time. My right leg hurts so bad. T_T;;
and woah, I actually DID draw a Deathnote fan art. XDDD I wrote the "Deathnote" title thing wrong, tho. :[ because I did it at school and I didn't have any reference with me. Well the pic's not finished yet. and I broke the paper anyways. well not really. :\
*randomz*

]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4793098/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4793098/ Tue, 15 Mar 2005 12:13:50 PST

I'm so damn tired after doing this Indonesian task. T_T writing a synopsis of a novel. it's actually a group task, but my friends can't do it for some reason, so I did it by myself. =\ for like 8 hours or so. T_T;; *vriez*
My teacher said that she won't allow us to join the lesson tomorrow (wait, I mean today, because it's 3 AM already) if we don't collect the task. So I must finish it.... *vries some more* :[ I did 11 pages long and I wonder if my friends will protest.. but I won't accept them, since I'm the only one in the group who worked.

I've got the chance to read more DeathNote, though. X) *has read until ch32* ~strawbarry-gurl has sent ch33 - 35 to me so I can read it tomorrow. XD

THINGS TO DO ASAP:
* study for Physics test on Thursday.
* study for March Pre-Test 03/21 - 03/24.
* force friends to go with me to Jakarta for 03/27. XD
* draw DN fan art.T______T at least on paper.

THINGS TO DO [03/25 - 03/26]:
* colour... i mean ruin hiro's lineart.
* comments or reply on devs/journals.
* do more CG.
* watch movie with friends. X)

]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4699223/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4699223/ Tue, 01 Mar 2005 05:28:54 PST

Yumetopia - art site


I'm kinda depressed lately .__.;; I saw my gallery stats and I was like, omg. It seems like my art is getting worse because it is getting less favs [and comments] than before XD; Some people said that number of faves or comment doesn't show how good a picture is, but to me it does. Except that there are many not-so-good art that got 19289127912 faves. I actually like favs better than comments because they make me feel that someone does like my art. Sometimes I don't like comments where some of them are only saying one word like "cute" or "nice" and then talking about the other stuffs that is not really related to the pic. XD;; So I really appreciate those who commented on my pic with telling what they like and stuffs... unlike those short and unrelated comments. =\

but I admit that I don't like crits and I'm not a person who can take them well X__x;; and sometimes I see people saying "critique is good for improving your art", "it's helping you", and stuffs 6_9;; but still, some people cannot handle crits. XD; don't try to force those people to accept them, it's not like you can't live without accepting crits... i think. D:

Oh well that was off-topic. >_>;;; the main point is, I want to ask you, is my art getting worse. =< I tried to improve and trying styles that I like, but oh well... i think nothing really suits me or makes my pic looks good 6__9;; it makes me kinda sad. ._.;;

oops, gtg.

++ Winrys XD?! ++
]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4627363/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4627363/ Sun, 20 Feb 2005 06:39:06 PST

Yumetopia - art site


okay, i got inspired by *lumi-sama XD. I've just watched Constantine today and I want to comment on some movies I watched. *u*

The Grudge - I don't like horror/scary movies actually, but Ashu makes me want to watch it *c* and omg IT'S SO GOOD.O_O though I was like scared. *wants to watch it again* TDT I watched it with 9 friends i think o_O;; but only me and my other friend got separated from the other 8 because we came pretty late. TcT and no one sat next to my friend, so she was scared as hell. XD hmm I watched Ju-On (Jap version) also, but I like The Grudge better. :]

Paparazzi - the paparazzis in this movie pissed me off TnT they went so far just for news :/ and even caused the car accident of that Bo Laramie's family. and the scenes of his revenges (?) to the paparazzis sometimes scared me because i thought someone will find him out (especially that detective). XD;; but really, I like this movie. XD

Constantine - is so cool. *n* for some reason I saw like there are some 'shounen-ai' hints LOL WTF?! but that amused me =\ though I actually don't like that kind of stuffs. o_O;; but I was like, OMG.*D* and LMAO that "Welcome to my life" scene made us laugh because well, you know, Simple Plan's song. X) *pities for the spider that was stuck inside the glass with smoke.* the "Hell" thing scene looks amazing too, lol. :>

more coming soon C:. maybe I'll update this journal everytime I find a good movie. XD or when I remembered a good one.

tell me about your favs also ^^?

++ Winrys XD?! ++
]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4566963/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4566963/ Thu, 17 Feb 2005 08:07:20 PST

Yumetopia - art site


pre-test II is over. I think I enjoyed all the tests tho some of them are difficult ouO; I hope I will get a better result than the first one. ;v;

huhuh there's something interesting today, while we were having the Math test. The teacher who was watching us, came to one of my classmate, and took his answer sheet. I thought she found out that the owner of that answer sheet was asking the other friends about the answer. So I didn't really care, since I did the test by myself.
But then, when the test was over, I asked my friend Prita about whose answer-sheet did the teacher take. She said that it's Patrick. [he was the one copied off my answers on last semester test] And she told me that the teacher took it because he has finished the math test that time. [which is like, only 1 hour or less] and the teacher was curious of him. [OF COURSE.]
Prita also said that maybe Patrick [and my other classmate on different room] bought the math test from a teacher so he can do it fast, 1 subject for + Rp1,000,000.00 [it's about US$100]. and I was like WTF...?! Paying that much for this pre-test, which has no relation with report card marks.o_O; well if he's found out for cheating, and got 0% for his pre-test mark, I think it will be okay to me. but I'm pretty sure that he will STILL get 100% for his mark even though we found out that he cheated. -_-; and that will hurt people who studied hard. =\
I feel sorry for him though. If he bought the test for only "pre-test", then what about the "final exam"? o_O; i wonder if he will also buy...? if so, then on the middle school he will repeat the same mistakes...? tsk, poor child. *pities*


.....anyways. D:

I tried realism style. DX yus, for the first time! TToTT; i think it doesn't turn out too bad thou. ^^ ; I kinda like how the hair came out. ^^

done with oc3.03 with no ref. o: yeah, I found a really pretty realism picture that is done in oc and i watched the event file [*lumi-sama sent it to me] ^^ I got motivated in trying realism style because of that. :3

oh btw did you notice that I have a new icon. XD from my RO-fma pic. XO i like it kinda *v*;;

++ Winrys XD?! ++
]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4477971/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4477971/ Wed, 02 Feb 2005 08:29:24 PST

Yumetopia - art site


omg there was quake on my city ;_____;lll I was on the computer laboratory at school and some of my friends realized too.. Not so big, but I hope there won't be bigger quakes anywhere... *scared*

and it often rains hard these days... My school was almost flooded (only in front of the gate though XD; ) the water was on the same height as my ankle and so my shoes and socks got wet.TT
*hopes that there won't be flood T_T;;*

]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4444627/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4444627/ Mon, 31 Jan 2005 05:10:00 PST

Yumetopia - art site


I'm on the 21st rank of 496 on the school pre-test I a few weeks ago (Jan 10 - Jan 17) =o;; not too bad I think.XD because at least I've beaten the transferred student who said something kinda mean to me C:.


Roffle, my Art teacher at school gave me 90 for this crappy pic XD;

done with oil colours on a canvas.XDDD I like oil painting better than watercolour because I'm not good at watercolour-ing :3. I sketched the pic in school with no reference TDT except for the flower on the top-right.


Painter 8 doodle.XD I got so lazy after colouring the hair :3 but I kinda like this pic though. (= maby I'll try to colour with Painter next time~*v*


Ed oc3 doodle I did a long time ago on Dec 2004 I think. =X

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OMGWTF 1000 DEVIATIONS CLEARED IN LIKE A DAY. X)
no, not really. i started clearing messages since jan 29 and now it's jan 30 lolz. D:
there were like 2000 deviations + 500 journals before and now there are "only" 896 deviations and 200 journals. XDDD


winry oc3 doodle i drew yesterday T_; lmfao why the f//ck can't i stop drawing fma ;;___;;.

oops 2 am already.

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edit: *chimaron has 691 message centre items ( 639D, 2H, 5M, 23C, 12J, 10P )
lol i cleared some more yesterday C:

]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4227087/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/4227087/ Mon, 03 Jan 2005 07:11:50 PST

Yumetopia - art site


uh.. well, I admit that I'm not someone who can accept critisms so well. That's why I often put Critique Discouraged in dA. Even if you're going to say "But it helps you to improve!!! and you will know your mistakes then correct it in your next works!!" ... it won't change me. Because... well, I know where are others' mistakes and also MY own mistakes but I just can't help it. Which part looks odd or unproportional, I know, but then again I'm too lazy to change it. And if you want me to crit your art.. if I could, I'll pass that. I'm afraid if what I say will hurt you real bad. T_T


Someone commented on this REALLY OLD CG . - um, critique discouraged plz k thx.
>> "well this still looks nice even though you couldn't get it to match the character you were talking about..good work here once again..keep it up
" [[ LOL? did he really saw TSK or something? and anyways I've never read Time Stranger Kyoko before, I only look for a few references and can't really understand mizuno's character. I drew that one because Rig requested. and like what I said here, everyone can has different expressions.T_T ]]
>> "lol... the linework is a bit too simple; the face could use some work, and some of her bodily proportions are off. the colour scheme you used is good, but the way you painted it makes it look really simple; the background needs more work (a flat wash wont work on this piece), and greater detail is needed on the model; try to use the colouring job to better define the features of this piece; the model, the rock, and especially the hair. " [[ okay, thanks. I drew that one with pencil and pen and then scanned it and didn't redraw lineart like what I always do lately. That time, I didn't have opencanvas yet. Besides, that time I was still using mouse. I didn't have tablet. Like wtf, does it think that everyone sure does have tablet?! -_-; and I was still very lost in CGing that time.. and TOO SIMPLE, eh. maybe this person should know that there is a person that draws really simple and gets like 39189291191802 favs. okay, that was too hyperbolic, but whatever. And body proportion, I know. I can see that. Just too lazy to edit, as I mentioned above. ]]


Other people commented on my FMA pic. This is the reason why I put that kind of artist's comments here.. >_>;
>> "omg omg FMA yeah...well the concept is nice and well done but i dont like the expression on their face..Well Winry is quite ok and Al too..but Edward doesnt looks like in the anime..hm i hope you see what i mean..oh and i should
watch some ep-s cuz i havent seen them in a few months..but i got some to
watch..just no time.."
>> "Ohhh! FMA! I like it even though I think the expression could use a bit of work, but I like your style! The bg's nice too!"
>> "w00t FMA nice to see some of that here
nice character designs and coloring is well done... but the expressions well their not to bad.. but dont really fit i think..."

LMAO, don't you think that their pattern of comment is kinda similar... first saying "omg FMA" or something like that, then "nice" and then "their expressions look so wrong." yes, I commented about this on artist's comment in the deviation. Funnie that someone still can't understand.. >_>;

umm well, sorry I complained too much. T_T; but this kinda.. pissed me off D_D; so yeah sorry if I was being rude or *itchy. TT

happy new year = D;;

]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/3937059/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/3937059/ Sun, 28 Nov 2004 06:13:27 PST

Yumetopia - art site


roffle I looked at my old notes once and I was like wtf..T_t I feel like.. I changed a lot >: ;;; and becoming such a biatch lmao.T_T

erm.. sorry for my harsh words/rants/ramblings.. T_t;;; sorry for not commenting and stuffs.. sorry for everything T_T. just because I was depressed I blamed it to dA and its ppl lmao.. O_o.


trying to CG rite now~ but oC died because the pic ate like 204 MB. so I'll wait until it recovers.T_t;; *resizes pic*

will submit a new CG soon i hope >: maby on middle of december thou.o_O;; because I have exam on dec 9 - dec 15. T_T I hate school... >: ;; umm you can check my website if you want to see my latest pic (that i didnt submit to dA) thou.. XD;;

and this one too. >: i won't finish it XD; dont be pr0nz-minded! O_O
[link]


anyways yeah lol I'm not leaving. C: so beware of that~ :3

i have 1443 messages at dA o_O... haha i think i'll be procrastinating again.. XD;; but i'll try to comment.. later. O_O

]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/3433559/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/3433559/ Sat, 25 Sep 2004 11:59:48 PDT
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: ) i finally draw something today : ) but...... Wolf's Rain XDDDDDD
don't blame me, it's BONES' fault for making it too awesome.O_o; rofl j/k C; but WR ish awesome. <33


kiba looks weird here.. his eyes.. w/e.. T_T i like his hair, even thou it's not detailed. T_T
it's a group pic nooow~~ : ) ! well the preview is only kiba and cheza but i also have a tsume and toboe pic in the real file. : ) I'll add hige and blue too ; ) lol I only have one group pic in my gallery x_x; the Getbackers one D: the rest are single and duo pic. D: D: and now i'm using a big canvass x__x;; 1615x1500px, my comp lagged so i changed my comp resolution to 1280 x 960 o_O;;

I cant finish it tomorrow because of exams on monday >:.. but I will continue CGing it on tuesday. : D after math exam ^o^

omg it's 2 am. D_D;

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< sept 24 2004 >

btw I told you I'm in exam week... yeah but now, no exams until monday. thats good D_D;

on Thursday, i had English and Social science exams. >_>;; I didn't study for English and I studied Social science at 5 AM.. O_o; the social science test consists of 3 subjects (Geography, Economics and History) and we must do it in the same time TDT; and the one that I studied at 5 AM was only economics O_O.

omg I'm crazy aren't I. TDT; no wonder why i cannot answer almost all of the questions (except for Economics, because I studied.XD;;; ) glad my friends helped. T_T

I wonder why they all finished the test so fast... and i'm the last ppl who finished it O_O; and when I met my friend from different testroom, she told me that A LOT OF OUR CLASSMATES HAVE THE ANSWERS... they cheat. wtf, man. D___D; where did they get the answers? from teacher?? how could it be.. ARGH. WHO THE HELL GIVE THEM THE ANSWERS TDT. I'M SOOO ANGRY.^_^

I mean, the exam was so difficult and they have true 60 answers because they cheated, I guess they will at least get 85. TDT; and meee... T_T;; maybe below 60. TT______TT;

something bad happened to my classmate at the same day, on the break, before social science test.. T^T she was playing with her friend (a boy), throwing things. and he throw something that broke her glasses, and a piece of the glass ripped her eyelid. O_______O she was crying and bleeding....... I can't bring myself to look at her.. TT_TT

ARGH. i can't draw anything lately. artist block.. T_T;

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almost 13k *_* thank you so much everyone ;_; <333 ]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/3185676/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/3185676/ Fri, 27 Aug 2004 04:54:35 PDT
*updated* I'M SICK OF DA NOW.^o^
err... yeah you can say i'm too late because everyone else has told you like 17236163374289 times about that. ^^ ;; umm well I wasn't that sick when so many people are pointing that out, but right now, I am. ^^

Now.. back to the subject O_O

1. School X_x
Now I'm on the 9th grade and next year I will be a high school student. X_x My school starts on 7 AM to 3:30 PM every Monday to Friday, isn't that tiring? And by September, my school will ended at 4:30 PM because there will be absolute extra classes T_T; it's full of tests, exercises and stuffs TDT. And wtf my test marks are between 60 – 70 TDT;; except Physics, I got 100 for them. *u*

2. over-obsessed-with-great-artist
that makes someone stalk that great artist and suck them up. ^^ if u think i did.. well i think i didnt but maybe i did bother them.. and I dont want to bother them anymore. T^T
Umm.. well it's ok if you want to be friends with great artists (of course everybody would be happy if they can make friends with great artists eh?) you can admire them a lot, but over obsessed is not good ^o^ yeah, over obsessed so you forget those who were your best friends.. and also trying to catch those artists' attention by any way... :/

3. yaoi X0 shounen ai is ok.. but.. i'm starting to dislike yaoi now. T^T Why? I should ask you too, why do you like shounen ai or yaoi? Maybe because you found them as fanservices in anime & manga (and sometimes games too). And also, maybe because Japanese styles have bishounens, that you want to own and not allowing any girls (even in that anime/manga/games) to make friends with those bishies, and when the creators give fanservices of the close relationship of one boy with the other boy, you prefer boyxboy for the bishie you love than straight couples. Or, in short, yaoi fangirls (well, lots of them, but NOT all) hates girls (in that series of course), no matter how cute and how nice that girl's personality is.
Umm.. I think like that because I used to do that too XD;; I hated Kakei Sakura of Get Backers because she's too close with Makubex and i loved GinjiMaku XD; umm... well maybe not only for that reason.. XD I dont want to see MakuSaku maybe because Sakura is too old for Makubex. O_O;
I love straight couple better. T_T; I’m not talking about hentai but sweet romantic stories lol O.o anyways, hentai is way more normal than yaoi.XD;; well I mean.. how could it be possible for guys having that s word with guy? O_o;; (remember that yaoi is DIFFERENT from shounen-ai ^^ ;; yaoi is more to sexual thing… O.o)
Anyways I still like shounen-ai thou. ^o^ stupod fanservices TDT <3

4. Deviant Art O_O
Not dA but the people O_O. They are starting to act weird… one of them is like what I told you above, over-obsessed-with-great-artist… and some stuffs like, they are too obsessed with popularity. A wish for being noticed by other people, it is normal. But when it comes to make you obsessed, that is not good. -_-; and this obsession makes some people do something weird… T_T; uh.. I can’t tell what is that thou XD;;
One of my DA problems is that I have too many people I watch too Oo;; actually I wanna remove some but that sounds mean TT;;
Anyways, some DA people seem to be want to make friends with greater artists that nicer people. O_o; we need to change that =0 Not all great artists are nice, but nice people are nice =0 maybe. T_T;

5. Myself
XD;; uhh seriousy. I kinda hate myself >o< ;; and my pics too TT; I’m planning to delete some CGs in my scrapbook So if you want to see my first ugly CGs before I delete them, it’s the time now. :’3 Most of them are gifts... If I drew them for you, i'm so sorry because I will delete it tomorrow. ^^ ;;

Uhh well.. I wrote those things yesterday, but I didnt want to sneak on i-net so i've just posted it today. :/ I was really mad yesterday, but now I'm feeling better. :3?

thanks much for everything ;n; <333 ]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/3145316/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/3145316/ Thu, 19 Aug 2004 07:51:40 PDT
Well today Aug 17 is Indonesia's independent day so I have a holiday ^_^ and then I snuck on i-net on the morning for about 3 hrs then suddenly my father forced me to go to a party at a place where he works. There I met an.. artist? XD he is a jury of a drawing contest on the place, and he also knows about tablet... O_O and he told me that there are some stores that sells it at BEC (Bandung Electronic Center) At first I didnt believe because my parents have gone there before but they didnt find it. But still, we went there after the party..

and on the 1st store we visited..

Dad : "Do you have tablet?"
Shopkeeper : "Yes we do."
Me, Mum and Bro : O ____ O.....

so yea he bought it for me. *u*

but the tablet installation didnt work..... a trouble with my computer...

AND I NEED TO RE-INSTALL MY COMP...... T_T_T_T_T


bleh su bored. T_T


sketching, inking, colouring -> 100 % mouse work T_T just a practice

[link] yuki luv <3

EDIT: they didnt re-install the comp! my dad's friend solved the problem and now i've installed the tablet yay! ^o^ *is practicing*

again...... sorri if I haven't commented on your piccu/journals! ;^; and thanks for all greetings and b-day gifts!!! ]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/3126597/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/3126597/ Sat, 14 Aug 2004 19:13:18 PDT
also hbd to :iconborn2write: and !!! ;_____; and also ..... and other August ppl XD XD

and omg I AM SUBSCRIBED........ @A@ I didnt realize until I open my page and found something different last night.... and then it shows "subscribed until.........................." @A@

omg THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!!!!!!! *0* thanks so much for the one year subscription..... ;^;

My father also said that he'll try to buy me a tablet... @A@ not sure thou. XD

thanks everyone who sent me b-day gifties! and greetings! XD and also comments, watch and +fav.... ;^; *is confused why there are +favs on my latest pic, it looks really ugly O_O* THANK YOU!

]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/2696034/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/2696034/ Sat, 19 Jun 2004 09:21:24 PDT mood: sarcastic... >_>

you see, the spring fairy collab wif chiyo is supposed to be my last deviation for this week because i am going to have exams for a week. and also... supposed to be my last deviation to DeviantArt. :0

seriously. i'm thinking about quit posting stuffs to DA. it makes me depressed sometimes. when I see soooooo many artists are 102983732847363797237 infinity times greater than me, or at least, ppl think they are waaay better than me.. xD;;

and also, my art sucks. if u are going to say that u love my art, give me a proof. [bleh.. it's just like i think somebody loves my art ]

other reasons are exams. you already know. and also, i've make my parents in trouble with the i-net and pulse..... omg omg *feels guilty*

My father has decided to take out my i-net connection if i have a bad mark on report card..... no, it's worse: IF ANY OF MY MARKS IS WORSE than the 1st semester. O_____________________O

and i'll be in the 9th grade on July.. i will be extra busy........ @w@ omg i hate this..

well, but i really must thank everyone who watch and +fav my works... i really appreciate it! oh, and thanks for comments too... but sometimes they make me feel depressed..

OMG I'M SURE next week when i log in to DA i'll find ~chimaron has 1xxx new messages ( 0M | 0C | 500D | 500J | 50P ) *D* yeah true, 0M and 0C!!!!! ]]> ~chimaron http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/2079907/ http://chimaron.deviantart.com/journal/2079907/ Sun, 12 Sep 2004 04:54:48 PDT
Schoolworks
school works suck. if you want to know what kind of tasks that i have to do, here they are.

- NONE PLZ KTHX. T_______;


Waiting Room
aka. list of ppl i am going to make some gifts XD, or my non-gift plans


type: gift (or... trade?) OwO
chara: yukisasu : D
status: *throws doodles* T^T


type: trade
chara: Taki (maybe I'll add Mai too!) XD
series: Depth (her manga)
status must re-draw.. TnT the first one is 00gleh ;0;

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