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Me and TJ have broken up because of a few reasons. These reasons include;
-He hit me
-My feelings have changed for him
-Kat told Nick that I like him and TJ read the convo and yeh


WHY DID YOU DO THAT KAT??? I was going to sort it out today over the phone, end it without having TJ hate my guts

FFS!!!!!!!

]]> ~chocolatebabe45 http://chocolatebabe45.deviantart.com/journal/27350813/ http://chocolatebabe45.deviantart.com/journal/27350813/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 03:55:36 PDT
I am going out for dinner tomorrow and heaps of people are giving me prezzies at school (DONT WANT THEM 2 SPEND MONEYS ON ME!!!!!!!!!)

I don't want a prezzie from my Trev, I just want him : )


I am going to the show with friends for a party


Ok, dinner time
xox BYE BYES

]]> ~chocolatebabe45 http://chocolatebabe45.deviantart.com/journal/26949717/ http://chocolatebabe45.deviantart.com/journal/26949717/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 03:05:37 PDT
Well, I will start with my Trev, I love him sooo much ay! I would do anything for him an he is sooooooooooooooo sweet. He keeps calling me beautiful, I don't agree with him, but its nice 2 hear, ya no. Me an him have been together for over 5months now : )


And now for my health. This part isn't so good. I ended up in hospital for a week, I was extreamly sick and in ALOT of pain. I had my Appendix out, yet it turns out it wasn't my appendix that was screwed up! They don't know what is wrong with me. I was like dying. (ok mayb not quite. but it hurt soooo dam much!) Trev an evry1 got rly worried coz I txted them 1 day saying I was in hospital, then they didn't hear from me for like 2dys. Oh well, im almost better now


It is raining, I love the rain, its soo peaceful


My friend Claire has gone to England : ( I miss her soooo much! She left me as the only girl in one class



Ok, tata I am finished, I have a boring life ay? lol

c yall xox
bye bye

]]> ~chocolatebabe45 http://chocolatebabe45.deviantart.com/journal/24989060/ http://chocolatebabe45.deviantart.com/journal/24989060/ Wed, 27 May 2009 22:44:09 PDT
2. Do you enjoy drama? nup

3. Are you a girly girl?: not rly

4. Who was the last person you hugged? Claire (ILY CLAIRE)

5. Small or large purses?: purses? (large, less girly)

6. Are you short?: depends who ur asking

7. Do you like somebody: Yes, alot of people, but i love Trevor

8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt? laugh and get embarresd

9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?: as long as they rnt wet from sweat or water on da floor, theyr ok

10. Do you dress up on Halloween? no

11. Are you double jointed?: nope

12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept? a washing basket full of clothes *blushes*

13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours? yes

14. is there of rumor going around about you?: not th@ i know of

15. Do you call anybody by their last name?: yeh, Dewey

16. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?: i duno


"X" Marks the Spot:
[x] I do wear make up
[x] I have cried at a movie theater. (Bridge to Terabithia i got all teary eyed.)
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh.
[] I like death/grind/black metal.
[] I like rap.
[] I like country
[] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[x] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[x] I own a Britney Spears CD. (VERY VERY VERY OLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
[] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing.
[x] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.

Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What color is your bra that your wearing? bright red!

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys? dark

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?: nup

4. Do you have a best friend(s)? yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEAPS

5. Have you ever had your heart broken? yeh, a few times

6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery? yeh kinda

7. Do you like your life? sometimes

8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?: yes, shes not my friend anymore (STUPID F*#*& B&#*)

9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?: nup

10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?: same

11. How long have you had Facebook?: never

12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? yes

13. What are your biggest fears?: Crows

14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? yeh

15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?: Yes, my current situation

16. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”? yeh, i learnt the hard way

17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?: yeh

18. Do you ever wish you were famous? not really

19. Are you currently missing someone? yeh, even though I saw him a few hours ago


THIS GUY OR THAT GUY? PICK ONE
Punk/Goth or Gangster? Punk/Goth

Preppy or Cowboy? preppy

Face or Body? face, hate my body

Sweet or Sexy? sweet

Well-educated or Dropout? well-educated

Armani or Abercrombie? abercrombie baby

City-slicker or Rural city-slicker

Blue, green, grey, or brown eyes? don't mind as long as they catch my attention

Contacts or Glasses? contacts, (cnt help it)



More Questions.
01. Eyeliner or Mascara? eyeliner

02. Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Bourke? Louis Vuitton

03. Pumps or flats? flats

04. Skirts or pants? pants

05. Socks or leggings? leggings

06. Hoodies or jackets? HOODIE BABY!

07. Heels or sneakers? sneakers

08. Straight or curly hair? straight

09. Hoop or dangling earrings? hoop

10. White or black? black

11. Victoria’s Secret or Bath and Body Works?: Victoria's secret (very slutty)

12. Smoothies or lattes? smoothies

13. Diet or regular sodas? regular

14. Water or daiquiris? Water- def

15. Pearls or diamonds? diamonds

16. Vintage or boho? VINTAGE!!!!!

17. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen? Ashley- she never went ano

18. Lindsay or Hilary? Hilary- shez straight

19. Ipod or cell phone? Mobile

20. Friends or family?: friends

21. Lip gloss or lip stick?: lip gloss

22. Manicure or pedicure?: manicure

23. Tiffany’s or Chanel?: Tiffany's- soooo pretty

24. L... ]]> ~chocolatebabe45 http://chocolatebabe45.deviantart.com/journal/24157382/ http://chocolatebabe45.deviantart.com/journal/24157382/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 01:16:37 PDT It's been a while but things are starting to work out, I'm at a new school, I have a new boyfriend and new friends. I miss my friends from my old school, but it is better I'm gone, I can't hurt them anymore.

I seriously love my new boyfriend, he is really sweet and too good for me.

]]> ~chocolatebabe45 http://chocolatebabe45.deviantart.com/journal/22894628/ http://chocolatebabe45.deviantart.com/journal/22894628/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 21:17:39 PST I'm in a very weird mood right now, yesterdy I was willing to go skinnydipping with a few guyz!(didnt do it thou) wtf am i doing? im leadn my friend on who likes me, im dead on da inside rite now, my heart has frozen over

im sad but alive

]]> ~chocolatebabe45 http://chocolatebabe45.deviantart.com/journal/20646685/ http://chocolatebabe45.deviantart.com/journal/20646685/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 05:20:18 PDT My friends Kat an Keiralee decidd they were gona start teasing Anders (my heart belongs 2 him) they kept talkn bout sex wit him an keiralee kept sayn "Size doesnt matter!" my friendz r so embarresing! lol im 1 of them thou

]]> ~chocolatebabe45 http://chocolatebabe45.deviantart.com/journal/20246987/ http://chocolatebabe45.deviantart.com/journal/20246987/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 04:59:00 PDT
Dale decided he was going to turn up at my work last saturday, it freeked me out, I started shaking and I felt like I was going to be sick, all my memories came back and I couldn't get rid of them. I just stood there watching him walk past, that was a bad idea cos it was really buisy and my customers almost started shouting at me. A few minutes after he'd lest, Anders came past and told me something, (a whole different story,) I was a bit weirded out still so I don't know what he thought. I got on a brake a few minutes later and txt Dale saying, "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU WERE DOING? THIS IS MY TERRITORY!!! GO HOME!" It's weird cos Dale lives like 4hrs away, but he was there. I did feel a bit good about that though because when I saw Dale, he was a mess, I mean he needed to shave and he looked really out of it. Us braking up was really bad for him, but good for me.

I'm over Dale, my heart belongs to you Anders!!! I love you xox

]]> ~chocolatebabe45 http://chocolatebabe45.deviantart.com/journal/19925097/ http://chocolatebabe45.deviantart.com/journal/19925097/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 22:28:20 PDT
I will explain, I was on bebo an lookn @ my xbf (dale)'s sister's bebo account, i lookd @ her pics an i saw a picture of Dale, all my memories of time with him came flooding back an I had a wierd feeling. y do i stil like him? he dumptd me twice an cheatd on me twice!!! he hurt me so bad, yet i stil hav feelingz 4 him!
Me and him went throu alot, it startd with a random hook-up, we hadn't seen each other in like 3 or 4yrs, he lives in a country town called Bridgetown an i liv in da city, he lookd pretty hot an i kept lookn ova @ him. He got da message an came an sat with me an askd if i wantd hiz number. My family an all da otha ppl there then went on a cruise in our cars (were part of a hotrod club) an me an dale kept txtn each otha, he eventualy askd me out an i sed yes, he sed a few sweet thangz 2 me an we hung out a bit th@ nite. I didnt c him again for bout a week after th@, then we went on a camp out on new yrs eve, hiz tent was rite next 2 mine, nothing happnd, we hung out all nite an throu da early morning teasing each otha an holding hands, my mum kept giving him lookz telling him 2 backoff! the next morning i woke up wit him outside da tent looking at me, i felt so peaceful an happy. we hung out 4 a wile th@ morning. Again we didn't see each other for a wile, we talkd on da fone alot thou, he hurt me 1 nite coz he sed he already had a girlfriend backhome, but he sed he was gona end it with her wen he went bak. Then i saw him bout 2weeks later @ another party an we went swimming 2getha, wew were da only 1z in da pool, we kissd a few timez in da pool an i found out he has really hot muscles!!! @ about 12 th@ nite he left (i slept there in a tent) he went bak home 2 bridgetown th@ next day. about a month l8r he planned on going on holidy for a wile wit his dad, sister Grace (da 1 whoz bebo i hav an she 14 same age as me,) Grace's boyfriend an their older brother, he wanted me 2 cum azwel but mum woodnt let me so he took his friend daniel (i talk 2 daniel alot on msn!)about 2 weeks b4 he went away he broke up with me, over msn. it turnd out th@ he met a girl wile he was there an he hookd up wit her 4 a little wile, but wen he went bak home he dumptd her!
The next holidays we got bak 2getha but we only saw each otha once, many times wen we were txtn or talkn on da fone he kept asking me 2 sleep with him an hav sex with him. Wen we saw each otha th@ time, weneva my sister left da room, we'd start making out, it felt pretty good coz he has a peirced tongue (lol it was so fukn good) 1 of da times my sister left da room, we were talking an he had hiz arm round me, then he reachd down an stuck hiz handz down my pants an felt around, at 1st i tried 2 stop him, but he reasured me twas ok, anotha time my sister left da room he stuck hiz hand down my top an felt around an cupped my right boob in his hand, he took hiz hand out after a wile an we startd making out again, I no th@ if he'd had a condom wit him, i wood hav had sex with him th@ nite, on th@ cumfy couch. we stayd 2getha for a wile after th@ an he went bak 2 Bridgetown. He then dumptd me by txt saying im not da 1 for him, he'd been cheatn on me 4 like a week wen he decidd 2 dump me! 2 make it worse he dumptd me 4 my friend! I'd met her through him!
I startd going out with Anders a wile lateran i txtd Dale an talkd 2 him bout me an Anders, we only went out 4 like 6dyz thou. Wen i told dale bout Anders braking up wit me he sed i shuldn't b wit Anders but i shuld b wit him!
Last holidys Dale came up from Bridgetown again an startd txtn me an kept asking me 2 hav sex wit him an he kept saying he wantd 2 hook up again. I told him no coz im not a slut an also coz he was stil going out wit da other girl who he cheatd on me wit da 2nd time. He kept saying he loved me, i was just like "bullshit boy, u need seriouse help"
I endd up txtn his gf an telling her wot hez been saying, she stayed wit him an didnt dump him (iv got no idea y) he cheatd on her so many times but she stays with him, i don't get it!!!

SO wen i saw da pic 2dy, evrythagn came bak an i realised i th@ i stil hav feelingz 4 him! itz so shit!!!
I also stil hav feelings 4 Anders! wen we broke up he (Anders) sed th@ he stil realy likez me but we don't no each otha wel enough 2 stay 2getha, a few weekz ago wen i was @W a party, i calld Anders an askd him if he stil likez me more then a friend an he sed yeh he does, i then askd him how much he likez me on a scale of 1-10 (big misstake) da room went quiet an evryone listened 2 hiz answer, he got nervouse an sed bout a 5 or a 6 (my thout iz coz evryone was listening an he got embarressd) 5 or a 6 iz pretty low! I loved Anders, with hiz cute hair an perfect laugh an hiz amazing eye... ]]> ~chocolatebabe45