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Someone should tag me! <.<

Merr, updated journal now! I have no idea what to say.. Hmm...

How about, people that watch me, what's up in your lives? I'm curious now.



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My best friend:

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DA Friends:



My Favorite Artist(s):



Clubs I am in:

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/27661450/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 02:12:05 PDT
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours


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My best friends:

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DA Friends:

~christineyuki http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/27634983/ http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/27634983/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 14:52:01 PDT ) and I were talking...and we've decided to make a list of dumb butt's :'D here's our list so far!! and we are nawt trying to insult anyone here....maaaybe...

Dumb butt list:

1) Adam
2) Carl
3) Kuma (Daniel)
4) Joey (Jonathan)
5) Kirby
6) Jag (Shawn)
7) Brendon (my unlover)
8) Tyler
9) Daniel (onemoretyme)


and there are still more to come!!! :'D





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My best friends:

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DA Friends:

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/27604610/ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 19:26:25 PDT





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My best friends:

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DA Friends:

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/27441509/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 04:52:51 PDT
I feel the need to rant. Which is rare for me.. Since I despise journals. *sigh*

Basically, I think I need some advice. I'm in love with someone. Unrequited I think... I'm not sure if it will stay this way or not. But just, if I can't have him, I'd rather be alone. These feelings seriously scare me. I mean like... I've felt this way for almost a year now. And everytime I realize how strong my feelings are for him, I get too scared to confess them to him because I'm afraid of just getting rejected. I don't know what to do. I want to tell him so badly how I feel. Yet, I also feel... like the distance between us puts a damper on our relationship. But if I feel this strongly, would distance really matter..? Because I know that if he was mine, I would do everything in my power to keep him happy... Gah, it feels like such a mess. >.< "I'm obsessed and stressed with this mess. I can't think of things, to write down, to type down. And these fingertips are moving faster than these lips. So you can only imagine how jealous my mouth is. So you can only imagine how jealous my mouth is" (From the song "Risque" by Cute Is What We Aim For) Those few lyrics are kind of how I really feel. But god there are so many songs that make me think about him. Gosh, I just need advice... To figure out everything. Someone talk to me so I can try and figure this mess out. >.<


Well, if he reads this journal. I wonder if he will know it's him.

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Here's a song that well, reminds me of him. lol

"On The Safest Ledge" by Copeland [link]

The lyrics:


<sub>"Don't look ahead, just run to me
Each step will find the next one recklessly
We'll find ourselves on the safest ledge
Well pardon me, I couldn't help myself
Girl, fall into your life here
If only for a while, I'm here

Could you be happy to fall like a stone
If you'd land right here safe in my arms?
It's fine, lock all your doors through the night
Keep it all right here, safe in my arms
It's fine, it's fine

You felt alone before you ever really knew how alone you were
An empty house, a lonely room
The TV talks the fear right out of you
But you feel like someone's standing by but you'll never know

Could you be happy to fall like a stone
If you'd land right here safe in my arms?
It's fine, lock all your doors through the night
Keep it all right here, safe in my arms
It's fine

The sun burns a hole straight through your old flaws
If you look toward the sky even on your greyest night

Could you be happy now, with the wind in your hair
And your eyes open wide and your feet going nowhere?
Could you be happy to fall like a stone
If you'd land right here safe in my arms?
It's fine, lock all your doors through the night
Keep it all right here, safe in my arms
It's fine..."</sub>


Basically to me this song is 'about a relationship that you really don't know what's going to happen but you just have to embrace it and hope that everything turns out right. It's like just falling with no regrets, or inhibitions and you may be scared but you'll feel comforted in the end.' That's really something I want him to know... As in, the meaning of the song and this song in general. But just by it's meaning, I'm hoping for the best possible outcome (him to be mine, and not be afraid to fall 'like a stone' and land safe here in my arms).


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My best friends for life (Ily to you both!!):

~~~~http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/26986736/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 21:27:54 PDT


Tagged meeee.



So how is everyone out there? Me, I'm alright. I suppose. Ask me in a note if you're concerned...



Rules:
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1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs!

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1. I think my heart's dead.

2. Writing is my passion.

3. I love The Phantom Of The Opera. (I know it all by heart xD)

4. I actually ENJOY being tagged!

5. I always seem to love someone that either never loves me back, or loses interest right away, or leads me on. Unrequited love seems to find me frequently.

6. I like to look out the window randomly.

7. I love to just drown myself in my music. (If you have any good music, link me to it in comments or notes. )

8. I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.

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Now I tag!!! Only 4 though. xD








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_{"Cake on the dark makeup, get me the black dress, today is my heart's funeral." - Quote by my friend Rachael. But it suits me right now more than it suits her.}

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My best friends for life (Ily to you both!!):

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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/26757878/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 16:02:45 PDT

Oh and if you don't comment, I will tag you to do so!!



+WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I...+
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

+WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY...+
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:

+WOULD YOU...+
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

+HAVE YOU EVER...+
Lied to make me feel better?:
Wanted to kiss me?:
Wanted to kill me?:
Broke my heart?:
Kept something important from me?:
Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

+AND MORE...+
1. Who are you?:
2. Are we friends?:
3. When and how did we meet?:
6. Describe me in one word.:
7. What was your first impression?:
8. Do you still think that way about me now?:
9. What reminds you of me?:
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
11. How well do you know me?:
12. When's the last time you saw me?:
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
14. Are you gonna paste this to your journal see what I say about you?:




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My best friends for life (Ily to you both!!):

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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/25993891/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 11:01:08 PDT
...Someone should tag me... <.<
>.>

Anyways, I'm still kind of suffering from Art Block at the moment!! ( Watch this: [link] )
I hope I don't incidentally...pass it on to you!! ...

Comments if you wanna? But I mostly just wanna talk to my love the most right now. Dx

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My lover... :

_{I love you with all my heart...}

My best friend for life (Ily!!):

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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/25976370/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 01:19:00 PDT "Had you been there tonight, you might know how it feels, to be struck to the bone in a moment of breathless delight. Had you been there tonight. You might also have known... How your world may be changed in just one burst of light. And what was right seems wrong. What was wrong seems right... Red! ...I feel my soul on fire. Black! ...My world if he's not there. Red! ...The colour of desire. Black! ...The colour of despair!..."

I decided to quote something from Les Miserables. Greatest play that I have ever known of. Second to The Phantom Of The Opera of course. And yes, that is how I feel right now (Not like the feeling is ever going to change either. ), about my love (the lyrics I mean). And I changed "she's" to "he's" to make more sense for me... hehe

Anyways, I'm happy for once... Thanks to him. hehe.

And another anyways, heh, how are you peoples doing lately?


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My lover... :

_{I love you with all my heart...}

My best friends for life (ily to you all):

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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/25723388/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 20:23:34 PDT
My life's for rent still...Someone just buy it...for god's sake....

I'm most likely going to write a poem related to this later too...*sighs*




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My best friends for life (ily to you all):

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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/25591888/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 17:42:52 PDT
"Ghost,
Did you know sometimes it frightens me
when you say my name and I can't see you
will you ever learn to materialize before you speak
impetuous boy, if that's what you really are
how many centuries since you've climbed a balcony
or do you do this every night with someone else
you tell me that you never leave
and I am almost afraid to believe it
why is it me you've chosen to follow
did you like the way I look when I am sleeping
was my hair more fun to tangle
are my dreams more entertaining
do you laugh when I'm complaining that I'm all alone
where were you when I searched the sea
for a friend to talk to me
in a year where will you be
is it enough for you to steal into my mind
filling up my page with music written in my hand
you know I'll take the credit for I must have made you come to me somehow
but please try to close the curtains when you leave at night
or I'll have to find someone to stay and warm me
will you always attend my midnight tea parties
as long as I set your place
if one day your sugar sits untouched
will you have gone forever
would you miss me in a thousand years
when you will dry another's tears
but you say you'll never leave me
and I wonder if you'll have the decency
to pass through my wall to the next room
while I dress for dinner
but when I'm stuck in conversation
with stuffed shirts whose adoration
hurts my ears, where are you then
can't you cut in when I dance with other men
it's too late not to interfere with my life
you've already made me a most unsuitable wife
for any man who wants to be the first his bride has slept with
and you can't just fly into people's bedrooms
then expect them to calmly wave goodbye
you've changed the course of history
and didn't even try
where are you now
standing behind me
taking my hand
come and remind me
who you are
have you traveled far
are you made of stardust too
are the angels after you
tell me what I am to do
but until then I'll save your side of the bed
just come and sing me to sleep..."
-"Ghost" by Emilie Autumn

I love this poem... It is quite how I feel right now... *sigh*



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My best friends for life (ily to you all):

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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/25458124/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 17:22:11 PDT
"I said, I said, I said
I would cater to your ego and fold my hands in
prayer for your religion
if you would love me and walk me every day

You said, you said, you said.
You would not let your indecision get
in the way of my night but you still managed
to bring your bad temper
to my little show

I cannot walk in these shoes
They hurt my toes
I can not stay in your grip
You hurt my nose
because you squeeze too hard let go of my head

They said, they said, they said
I should get a hobby like learn
how to play the accordion
to tell some of my records
but my fingers
can't keep up

I cannot walk in these shoes
They hurt my toes
I can not stay in your grip
You hurt my nose
because you squeeze too hard let go of my head..."
-By Maria Mena

Meh, I don't know what to say. I feel too shitty to talk about much.....


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My best friends for life (ily to you all):
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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/25386150/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 02:55:44 PDT "So I try to find the words that I could say,
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away,
And I cant lie,
Every time I leave my heart turns grey,
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight,
'Cause I just cant take it...

Another day without you with me,
Is like a blade that cuts right through me,
But I can wait,
I can wait forever,
When you call my heart stops beating,
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding,
But I can wait,
I can wait forever..."

<sub>"I know it feels like forever,
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay,
But when I come back home to feel your touch,
Makes it better,
Till that day,
There's nothing else that I can do,
And I just cant take it,
I just cant take it...

Another day without you with me,
Is like a blade that cuts right through me,
But i can wait,
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating,
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding,
But I can wait,
I can wait forever,
I can wait forever,
I can wait forever..."</sub>


"Another day without you with me, is like a blade that cuts right through me."

(My mood is actually miserable, lonely, sad, longing, hopeless... But da won't let me change it...)


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My best friends for life (ily to you all):
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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/25186060/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 19:28:10 PDT
I really don't know what to say in this journal... I have too much of a headache to think straight. Anyways, comment I suppose. I think I'd say that if I could only think correctly. And besides, I just needed a new journal.

I also think that someone should tag me so that I have something to do to pass the time.



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My best friends for life (ily to you all):
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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/24923534/ Sun, 24 May 2009 11:56:29 PDT
So epic. Check out my Poison's stuff

Sometimes I always wonder, why am I always the one to fall across unrequited love? Why does it do that to me so much? Am I to blame for it? Or is there a higher force I am unaware of? What does it mean to love anymore? What does it mean to be loved back? I think...I've lost an important human emotion... I don't know what to do with myself anymore, except live. It's all I've gotten now, an empty shell with a lost emotion. I hope they are happy.


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Here's a song to make you ponder about me. It is called "Blame" by Naree. (Song describes me if you're not too intuitive enough to tell yourself.) >.>

The lyrics now:

<sub>So you think you caught me out
You think you understand
Without a doubt

And you're trying to play my game
But don't know know you can't win
Unless you're lying in my grave

And heaven doesn't want me
It was afraid I'd take over
I'm innocent, so innocent,
But I'll be old when you're only 14
And I can't speak
No, not a peep
This is side biz
When you're being weighed by pain

And I told you to love me
And I told you to care
'Cause in the end you'll all blame me
In the end you'll all blame me
And the person I can be

I'm a child of lust, but I'm all about trust
I act on impulse, Adrenaline
I love to feel that rush

And I'm all about revenge
I believe in vengeance
Now I stand as I try to make amends
And I'm very open minded
Even sometimes experimental
But if I try you'll jab me from behind
And the scars on my naked body
Are ready to be touched
I'm not afraid to die
'Cause death's the one who ran away from me

And I told you to love me
And I told you to care
'Cause in the end you'll all blame me
In the end you'll all blame me
And the person I can be

And I'll never get over it
But this is not as I can be
And it hurts
But I'll deal with it
All the acrimony inside me
And suddenly
All the lies are becoming truth
That I've been hiding from, for so long

'Cause I want you to love me
And I want you to care
And I wished you would hold me
And I know, I know you'll all forgive me
I know you still love me
And the person I've become, is the best part of knowing me
I'll be the one to set you free
And now you're starting to see

So you think you've caught me out
You think you understand
Without a doubt
And you're trying to play my game
But don't you know you can't win
Unless you're lying in my grave</sub>

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_{Kiss while your lips are still red
While he's still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they're still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn}


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My best friends for life (ily to you all):
~~ ~~~~~~http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/24911472/ Sat, 23 May 2009 17:32:59 PDT But I tried my best! O8 ....

I sung the song for someone, can you guess who?

Here's a link in case anyone wants to hear it!



[link]

Comment on the video! And comment here! Teehee. Tell me if you like it. And don't be bashful...If I suck tell me! D8<

I might do a tagged journal thingie soon too. So blah.


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...Boyfriend... XD :

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My best friends for life (ily to you all):

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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/24866596/ Thu, 21 May 2009 00:37:28 PDT
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today....

‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right...

And though I can’t be with you tonight...

You know my heart is by your side...



_{If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am...?}


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...Boyfriend... XD :

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My best friends for life (ily to you all):

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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :

... ]]> ~christineyuki http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/24807974/ http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/24807974/ Sun, 17 May 2009 15:40:37 PDT And if God will send a sign,
And if God will send his angels,
Would everything be alright?


If God will send his angels,
And if God will send a sign,
And if God will send his angels,
Where do we go?
Where do we go?

If God will send his angels,
Sure could use them here right now,
Well if God would send his angels...

And I don't have to know how, (So, where do we go?)
And I don't need to know why,
And I don't want to promise,
'Cause I don't want to lie, (Where do we go?)
It's just more than I need to, (Where do we go?)
tonight..."

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I am listening to "If God Would Send His Angels" by U2. Such a great song. I felt the need to quote it in my journal. The song's amazing. Listen to it when you can. The last verse that starts with "And" and ends with "tonight" makes me think about someone special to me. *sighs*

So anywho...Idk what else to say.

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...Boyfriend... XD :

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My best friends for life (ily to you all):

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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :

~christineyuki http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/24790447/ http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/24790447/ Sat, 16 May 2009 16:25:41 PDT Goodbye.

Here is a link to hear her read this poem that she wrote: [link]

And here is the poem itself:

Goodbye

"Goodbye
And so I've said too much and not enough
And so the play is finally at an end
You never had the care to call my bluff,
and so I must be pleased to be your friend
But what then was the purpose of this game?
I never really had a chance to win
It's true, I rather like who I became
But what am I to do with who I've been?
For I may wish to meet myself someday
among the ashes of a fire long dead
To see my shadow there and hear it say
that it was happy with the life it led
What emptiness awaits me? This I fear
Far more than any peril I might face
My purpose in this world became less clear
When you were taken from your cherished place
Within my wishing heart and went your way
So willingly it almost makes me ill
To think it never crossed your mind to stay
Pushes the dagger deep, completes the kill
And yet how much of this was done by me?
Had I the courage would you still have flown?
How sad to think this was not destiny
But my mistake, yet how could I have known?
Now here is my dilemma, as it seems
Do I accept the score that fate has set,
And calmly watch the passing of my dreams
Or do I dare to place another bet
That where the curtain falls another rises
If I am wrong then strike me for my sins
But I believe our acts and thin disguises
Where but a prologue to what now begins"

I love Emilie Autumn! She's amazing. Check out more of her stuff. Her singing is awesome too!

And I felt like putting this poem attached to my journal because I feel like recently this poem describes me and someone I once knew.

Anyways how is everyone? Comment!!

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...Boyfriend... XD :

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My best friends for life (ily to you all):

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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/24743629/ Wed, 13 May 2009 18:52:20 PDT


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...Boyfriend... XD :

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My best friends for life (ily to you all):

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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/24516686/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 15:57:16 PDT
Tag me someoneeeee! And and and note meee and commeeeennt!!!!! O8




Meh....

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...Is a secret... XD :

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My best friends for life (ily to you all):

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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :

~christineyuki http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/23930654/ http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/23930654/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 08:57:33 PDT

Meh. I really don't know what to do anymore... *sighs* I just feel all sad. I guess I really just need something to keep my mind active. Ugh, I feel like blek.

I needs to be tagged! Someone tag me!

Anyways I shall nao take the to ask about all the peoples on my friends list! How are all you guys! I haven't talked to you all in some time!


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...Is a secret... XD :

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My best friends for life (ily to you all):

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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/23922839/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 19:19:16 PDT

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...Is a secret... XD :
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My best friends for life (ily to you all):

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Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :

<... ]]> ~christineyuki http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/23738203/ http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/23738203/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 21:34:58 PDT
I saw this around da...I felt like doing it.. XD

ANOREXIA :
[x] you have dry skin.
[ ] you eat 1 meal.
[ ] you're very weak.
[x] you hate yourself.
[x] you starve yourself. (at times... D: )
[ ] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you need to be more skinny.
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat.
[ ] people think you are too skinny.
Total: 3 (I know I'm not anorexic, trust me.)

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER) :
[x] your mind is all over the place.
[ ] you are hyper most of the time.
[ ] you barely pay attention to anything.
[x] you can't cooperate well.
[ ] you talk all the time.
[ ] you need attention 24/7.
Total: 2

BIPOLAR DISORDER :
[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] you are very irritable.
[x] you are anti-social.
[x] you have very high self esteem sometimes.
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex. (o.o...I wish? lmao)
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
Total: 5

BULIMIA NERVOSA :
[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you're way too skinny.
Total: 0

CONDUCT DISORDER :
[ ] you are a bully.
[ ] you threaten other people.
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[x] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[ ] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[x] you have ran away from home.
Total: 2

DEPRESSION :
[x] you are always sad. (Meh not always.)
[x] you no longer find excitement over the activities you use to love. (Meh sometimes.)
[x] you always find yourself in bed/around the house all day.
[ ] you have low self esteem.
[x] everything bad that happens is always your fault. (I don't believe so...But to some they think it is...)
[x] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[x] you are failing more then one subject in school
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[x] you have ran away from home. (I twas caught...)
[x] hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 9 (Oh who knew. )

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER) :
[x] you have daily rituals. (Like putting on make-up? o.o)
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[ ] you are afraid you will get a std, aids, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 6

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER) :
[ ] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life
[x] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[x] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[ ] You act younger than your age. (I act older then my own age.)
Total: 6

SCHIZOPHRENIA :
[x] you often have hallucinations.
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[x] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[x] you are very shy. (Not really shy, I'm just blunt, uncaring and quiet.)
[x] you often talk to yourself.
Total: 8

Let's see tallying this up then:
#1 Depression - 9
#2 Schizophrenia - 8
#3 OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) and PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder) - 6
#4 Bipolar Disorder - 5
#5 Anorexia - 3
#6 ADHD (Attention Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder) and Conduct Disorder - 2
#7 Bulimia Nervosa - 0

Seems I'm pretty insane, huh? lmao XD

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My awesome boyfriend: http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/23594675/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 15:24:36 PDT
Ok here goes some Green Day, it's from the song "Jesus Of Suburbia"


_{"Dearly beloved, are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying.
Are we demented?
Or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between; insane and insecure.
Oh therapy, can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded?
Or am I just overjoyed?
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused.
For lack of a better word and that's my best excuse."}


~~~

I borrowed this..From ze boyfriend. Lol I decided to do this heheh.

~~~
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
There is no book near me... But I have my sketch book and some writing in it.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.

That feels niiiceee.~~ :3

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

Look at what I am listening to you dolt!

4. Without looking, guess what time it is.

Oh shit I looked. Meh. 3:24pm

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

3:24pm

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

Look what I am listening to you dufus! hehe

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

I stepped outside in the snow. I was going somewhere but the weather was too bad so I couldn't go! DX

9. What are you wearing?

Wouldn't you like to know?

10. Did you dream last night?

*shrugs* Sure. I guess. I don't remember it.

11. When did you last laugh?

Some time yesterday when talking to Adam.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?

Purple walls.

13. Seen anything weird lately?

Your face.

14. What do you think of this quiz?

Meh. It's boring. Could be better.

15. What is the last film you saw?

The Uninvited.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?

I'd buy whatever the hell I want. And do what I want. It's a very intricate story. Haha.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.

Go fuck yourself?

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?:

Meh.

19. Do you like to dance?

Only with someone.

20. George Bush:

Should be hung, drawn, flayed, and quartered.


21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

Eden.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

Lyle.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?

Yes, most definitely.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?

You deserve to be here.


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My awesome boyfriend:

I love you Adam. <3

My best friends for life (ily to you all):

~~~~~~~~

Close but not close enough friends (my bestie frien... ]]> ~christineyuki http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/23566810/ http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/23566810/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 00:28:10 PST
Just thought I'd say, today is random "I put new stuff" onto da day. Lol yes enjoy the new shit! Comment it nao!!!!!!!!!!!!

PWEASE?!?! And read it!! Thankees! :3


Off I go nao~~~ Time to put my new deviations up!!!! X3


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Someones very special to me:

I love you Adam. <3


My best friends for life (ily to you all):

~~~~~~~~

Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/23482181/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 03:14:42 PST
You know who you are.. That need's to listen to it..

This song is amazing. I loves it so much. Lol.

Link to the song: [link]

The Lyrics (I changed the girl part to boy for me..) :

[Verse 1]

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
And I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Boy, you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Boy I told you what it is And it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, you're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
That's not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.


....*sighs sadly* Ok that's all of my journal for today...

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Someones very special to me:

I love you Adam. <3

My best friends for life (ily to you all):

~~~~~~~~

Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/23456597/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 18:46:37 PST
FIRST UP, testing your MALE side!!

[x] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans( tight-ass ones that are any color... )
[ ] dogs are better than cats
[x] its hilarious when people get hurt
[ ] shopping is torture
[x] sad movies suck
[x] you play XBOX 360/PS2
[ ] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] you owned a DS, PS2 or Sega
[x] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[x] you go to your dad for advice (yeah, i ask both parents for advice)
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[x] you used to/collect collector cards
[] baggy sweatpants are cool to wear
[ ] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think( hellz YEAH!! )
[ ] sports are fun
[x] you talk with food in your mouth
[ ] you sleep at night with your socks on(if it's cold out)
[x] you have fished at least once

Total: 13

NEXT,to test your FEMALE side!!

[x] you love to shop
[x] you wear eyeliner
[ ] you wear the color pink
[x] you go to your mom for advice
[ ] you consider cheer-leading a sport
[ ] you wear very little black
[ ] you hate wearing the color black
[x] you like going to the mall
[x] you cried watching walk to remember
[x] skirts are a part of your wardrobe(long-ass victorian/Gothic skirts )
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[x] you take around one hour to shower
[x] you are/were in gymnastics/tumbling
[ ] you smile a lot more than you should
[x] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x] you care about what you look like
[ ] you always/sometimes wear dresses
[x] you like wearing body spray
[ ] you like high heel shoes
[ ] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[ ] you like putting makeup on others(i freaking HATE THAT!! DX )
[ ] pink is one of your favorite colors (NOO!!!LIES!!)
[ ] you laugh more than you breathe
[x] you absolutely love chocolate

Your total: 12

Oh my.. I am more like a boy. XD lmao. Oh well you can't alwways win. But it's really close.. So I am girly too then!


Anyone can do this if they wanna. I don't really care. O:


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Someones very special to me:

I love you Adam. <3


My best friends for life (ily to you all):

~~~~~~~~

Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):

~christineyuki http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/23352637/ http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/23352637/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 20:49:15 PST

SEVEN CIRCLES QUIZ

CIRCLE ONE: THE OUTSIDE

1. What's your name: *no comment*
2. How tall are you:
3. What color are your eyes: Blue
4. What color is your hair: Strawberry blonde.
5. Are you Male or Female: Female
6. What is your best feature (physically): Haha.
7. What's your shoe size:
8. Glasses, yes or no: I'm gonna need to get some...
9. Did you ever have braces:
10. On a typical day you are wearing: I am wearing clothes! Duh!
11. When you go to bed you're wearing: Depends.
12. Work out/exercise about how often: Hm. Not sure.

CIRCLE TWO: MUSIC
1. Name five of your favorite bands: Paramore, Three Days Grace, Escape The Fate, Boys Like Girls, Uhhhhhhh

2. Name five of your favorite singers: Maria Mena, Emilie Autumn, Fiona Apple, Missy Higgins, Taylor Swift

3. Name three songs you are currently playing nonstop: "Time After Time" by Cyndi Lauper. "Suppose" by Secondhand Serenade. "Those Who Caved In" by Maria Mena.

4. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life right now:
"Time After Time" by Cyndi Lauper.
Just...I'll always be there for the one's that I love. That's really why I choose this song. (Here's a link to the song: [link] )Listen!

5. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life one year ago:
"A Place In This World" by Taylor Swift.
This is still my song right now actually. Haha. I couldn't find a link..Damn youtube!! DX

6. When you're driving, what are the preset stations on your radio: Idk my iPod?

7. What's the last CD you bought: I haven't bought a CD in over a year...

8. Was the last CD you burned an actual CD or a mix: N/A

9. Name one song/band/singer you're embarrassed to like but do: None.

10. If you could only attend one concert ever again, it would be: Pfft. Like you could stop me from going to just one concert.

12. Name a group you use to like but feel you've grown out of: Idk.

CIRCLE THREE: MOVIES/TELEVISION
1. Name your favorite actor: Hugh Laurie.
2. Name your favorite actress: I don't care.
3. Name your favorite television show right now: House. M.D. (I rarely watch t.v. anyways..)
4. Name five really cool movies you've recently seen: Music & Lyrics, :shurg: I haven't seen very many movies recently. Oh and The Uninvited.
5. Your favorite canceled television show: Blood Ties.
7. Name one movie you wish you hadn't wasted time/money on recently: Prom Night. (God..that movie was shit..)
8. You would never watch a movie with: With what? John Mccain?
9. Favorite candy/food to watch movies with: Sour Patch Kids and a 3 Musketeer Bar.
10. Three favorite tv channels: Meh.
11. Favorite reality show: It's all shit folks.
12. Favorite character on a reality show: Shit.

CIRCLE FOUR: WORD ASSOCIATION
1. Coffee: Yumm.
2. Dog: Dog..
3. Slut: Muffin.
4. Candy: Jail.
5. Pole: Oh my.
6. Ocean: Sound.
7. Brave: Strong.
8. Loving: Carl and Adam. Adam and Carl. hehe Only two words to fit. <3
9. Cookie: Gimmie gimmie!!
10. Death: Death by words.
11. Life: Heart and Soul.
12. Child: Reborn.

CIRCLE FIVE: WHICH WOULD YOU PREFER:
1. Ten guilty men go free OR One innocent man goes to jail for life? I say ten guilty.
2. Eaten by a lion OR Eaten by thousands of small insects? Lion.
3. A life of contentment without love OR A life with love and heartache? With love and heartache, thank you very much.
4. Skydiving from a plane OR Bungee jumping off a bridge? Bridge.
6. No television OR No music? No TV.
7. No more pizza, ever OR No more chocolate, ever? No pizza.
8. A trip to Europe OR a trip to Hawaii? Europe.
9. An hour with your future soul mate OR An hour with a lost loved one? Can I have more then an hour with a future soul mate?
10. No longer being able to c... ]]> ~christineyuki http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/23286183/ http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/23286183/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 09:49:58 PST

Read read!! I tags people aftar!

LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: Me and my kitty cat!
x. Saw you cry: My mommie.
x. Made you cry: It..Was my fault really..
x. You shared a drink with: Rachael
x. You went to the movies with: Rachael
x. You went to the mall with: Rachael
x. Yelled at you: Father
x. Sent you an email: Adam

HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: I always do..
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: Haha play fight.
x. Been to California: Oui.
x. Been to Hawaii: Non.
x. Been to Mexico: I no wanna go...I won't understand what they are saying to me!
x. Been to China: ;^; Whut about Japan!!??
x. Been to Canada: Oui.
x. Danced naked: Holy shit nevar!
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: Yeah, quite often.
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: Nah.
x. Had an imaginary friend: No.
x. Do you have a crush on someone: Yush.
x. What book are you reading now: I'm reading the pages to your heart. <3
x. Worst feeling in the world: Love.
x. Future son's name: Lyle.
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Yeah.
x. What's under your bed: My bed! hah!
x. Favorite sport to watch: Ugh boooriiing. Fuck sports. They are fucking boring to watch.
x. Siblings: None of your biz shit.
x. Location: In your head.
x. College plans: Yeah your mom goes to college.
x. Piercings/tattoos: I'm planning to get a tatoo on my arm.
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Mmhmm.

EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: Hell no.
x. Do you drink: I drink rootbeer. Lmao
x. Who is your best friend: Rachael <3
x. What are you most scared of: *No comment*
x. Pet Peeves: (Too many to list, ask me if you care to actually know)
x. You sleep in: Nani?
x. Where do you want to get married: In Paris, France.
x. Who do you really hate: They don't want to see me say it.
x. Been in Love: I am...
x. Do you drive: Learning.
x. Do you have a job: Getting one soon.
x. Do you like being around people: Not so much. But it depends on the person.
x. Are you for world peace: I hope someday it works..

STUFF
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: God I hate when I do.
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: Who doesn't?
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: I don't know. Ask me in five days.
x. Want someone you don't have right now: Please be mine...
x. Are you lonely right now: Yes, very much so.
x. Song that's stuck in your head a lot: "Chasing Pavements" by Adele.
x. Do you want to get married: I think so.
x. Do you want kids: No thank you.

FAVORITE
x. Room in house: My bedroom thanks.
x. Type(s) of music: All kinds.
x. Band(s): A lot again. And read my info under my ID picture if you really wanna know.
x. Color: Black and Purple
x. Perfume or cologne?: Mine smells like Cherry Blossoms. <3 Oh I do like that one perfume called "Princess" by Vera Wang.
x. Month: December and March.
x. Stone: I don't care. I love all kinds of rocks really.

IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: Jah...
x. Bought something: Yush!!
x. Gotten sick: Jah I stayed home yesterday. O:
x. Sang: All the time. XD
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: He knows that I love him.
x. Met someone new: I think that be true.
x. Missed someone: I miss two..
x. Hugged someone: Yush
x. Kissed someone: Hehehe Oui.

I tags:
http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/22876121/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 17:03:45 PST o< I am doing three tags that I stole from people I watch and my friend hehehe XDD

First the rules:
1) Answer the questions below
2) Take each answer and type it into dA search box
3) Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers)
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you



1. The age you will be on your next birthday
[link]
Sixteen

2. A place you'd like to travel
[link] and [link]
France (Paris really and anywhere else too) and Japan

3. Your favorite place
[link] and [link]
In Carl's loving embrace..(I couldn't decide between these two pictures..they were so adorable )

4. Your favorite object
[link]
Hearts

5. Favorite food
[link] and [link]
Any kind of rice..and ice cream..I love sweets. lol

6. Your favorite animal
[link]
Cat

7. Your favorite color
[link]
Purple and Black (I think this picture really only counts as purple... but I love it!! )


8. The town/state/etc in which you live
[link]
Lulz I like this comic...So I really didn't answer the question XD

9. Name of past pet
[link]
Reo. A black Labrador retriever.

10. A dream come true
[link]
Being in love <3

11. Your nickname/screenname
[link]
Loveless <3

12. Middle name
[link]
-.- meh (picks something random lulz)

13. Favorite Smell
[link]
Caek!!!!

14. Bad habit of yours
[link]
I don't really have any...None that I can really think of..oh wait texting a lot. lol

15. Your first job
[link]
Babysitting


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My best friends for life (ily to you all):



Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/22426359/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 01:24:33 PST

Just an excuse for a new journal. lulz.


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My best friends for life (ily to you all):



Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/22404877/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 22:39:05 PST

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My best friends for life (ily to you all):



Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/22208690/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 11:50:54 PST

ARE YOU ,

1. Perfect ?
Not in the least.

2. Tall ?
In between D:

3. In your pajamas ?
Oui.

4. Left handed ?
NO WAY!

LAST ,

1. Friend you saw :
Tanya.

2. Talked to on the phone :
Carl.

3. Person to text you :
Carl.

4. Was today better than yesterday ?
I don't know, the day just started for me.

FAVORITES :

1. Number :
100!!

2. Color(s) :
Purple and black 8D

3. Fruit :
Um...Um PEARS AND GRAPES AND STRAWBERRIES!! mmmm

4. Place :
In Carl's arms safe and warm is just fine by me.

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS :

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: I went and got on muh new lappy and talked to see if Carl was on msn!! And he was!!

Q: Do you have anything bothering you ?
A: Sorta.

Q: What's the last movie you saw ?
A: The Grinch teehee

Q: Where is the last place you went ?
A: School? And home!! yay!

Q. Do you smile a lot ?
A: I try to. But I wind up getting deep in thought that I start to frown too damn much D8

Q: Do you wish upon stars ?
A: Only shooting stars really.

Q: Are you a friendly person ?
A: Not so much. But it really depends on the person. I can be pretty critical about who I hang out with.

Q: Where did you sleep last night ?
A: In my bed with my Doodles! Mew!

Q: When was the last time you cried ?
A: Yesterday.

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night ?
A: Why the hell can't I sleep good at night anymore!!?? And I thought about Carl.

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: I think life in general is a 5 for everyone. I give it maybe a 6 for me though.

Q: What do you hear right now ?
A: Paramore "Decode" I am singing along actually.

Q: Does anything hurt right now ?
A: Um....Inono

Q: What's your favorite month ?
A: December and March!

Q: What did you do last night ?
A: Nothing. I just hung out in my room messing around on my new laptop and updating my myspace.

EIGHT EMOTIONS :
1. Are you missing someone right now :
Yes. *sniffles* I miss my Carl!

2. Are you happy ?
I am in between.

3. Are you sad ?
About one person yes. (no not Carl)

4. Are you bored ?
Maybe.

6. Are you nervous :
Anxious yes, but not nervous.

8. Are you tired ?
Probably.

ABOUT YOU :
001. Real name ?
Fuck off.

002. Nick names ?
Meh. Des, Dez, Desi, Dezi, Dez-O lulz Des Poo, Des Poo Gee, Dessy, Dessy-chan, I think there are more too! XD

003. Eye color ?
Blue.

004. Zodiac sign ?
Pisces.

005. Male or female ?
Female!

009. Smart?
Yush.

010. Hair color ?
Strawberry Blonde! 8D

011. Tall or short?
Didn't you ask this already?! Damn you tag thing! and in between

013. Sweats or Jeans?
Jeans all the way.

014. Phone or Camera ?
Both!

016. Drink or Smoke?
Neither they both are stupid!!

020. Tattoos ?
Never. Meh maybe...

021. Righty or lefty?
RIGHT HANDS

FIRSTS :
024. First best friend?
I don't remember actually. Too many different people...

025. first crush?
Um um... I think it was this kid named William.

027. First pet?
Black Labrador Retriever named Reo!

028. First big vacation ?
I traveled too much to remember just one place.

WHAT ARE YOU...
049. Eating?
Nothing.

050. Drinking ?
Nothing.

052. I'm about to :
Get up outta bed and make food then return to my laptop and continue to be a hermit that lies in wait for Carl to get back on msn.

053. Listening to ?
"Far Away" By Nickelback. That song's is one of the songs that describe how I feel about my Carl. ~christineyuki http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/21086703/ http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/21086703/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 20:36:11 PDT
SOMEONE TAG ME PLEASE!! DEAR GAWD I AM BORED!!!

Ok this journal is just to update my friends list. So if you wanna be my friend or are already my friend but I forgot to put you on my friends list. Than comment here pwease!!!!!


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My best friends for life (ily to you all):



Close but not close enough friends (my bestie friends 8D):



My amazing friends that need to get to know me better (that is if they wanna be moved up in my friend list O: ) :

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/20600034/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 10:47:30 PDT [link] LISTEN TO IT!! lol. (I want you to hear it Carl too) ^^

RULES!!: AFTER YOU DO THIS TAG SIX PEOPLE AFTERWARDS!!!!!!

WHAT WOULD YOU RATHER BE CALLED
01. Babe or Baby: By my name.
02. Sweetie or Honey: My name please.

(I HATE PUPPY DOG NAMES!!! )



PRESENTLY
01. Is your hair wet? Nyeh! It is clean and dry and pretty! 8D
02. Is your phone right by you? Always.
03. Do you miss someone? I miss my boyfriend Carl all the time!
04. Are you wearing chapstick? Does Bag Balm count?
05. Are you excited? No...not really...
06. Are you watching tv? Look! Spongebob is on!! *watches it*
07. Are you wearing pajamas? NUH UH! I AM FULLY CLOTHED!

HAVE YOU
01. Recently done anything you regret? Yes. I wish I did my homework D:
02. Have you ever lied? O.O We all have you know.
03. Ever stuck gum under a desk? EWW WTF!
04. Ever tripped over your own feet? OMG! I DID THAT A FEW TIMES!!

TODAY
01. Have you sworn? YES, FUCKYEAHMANBLEH!!!!!!! XDDD
02. Have you yelled at someone? Not today yet. ~.~
03. Have you gotten mad at someone? Yeah, I'm sorry I got mad!!
04. Have you cried? Just last night..I cried myself to sleep.
05. Have you called more than 3 people today? Nope! I am waiting for my boyfriend to call!!
06. Seen someone you care alot about? ALMOST AND SOOOOOOON!!! LOL YUSH!

Q AND A

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
A: My boyfriend Carl is always on my mind!

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: A park for a soccer game.

Q: Who do you like more, your mom or dad?
A: Both? (i guess I could care less lol)

Q: Do you have any siblings?
A: Oui

Q: Do you want children?
A: In my future, yes.

Q: Do you smile often?
A: Only when I talk to Carl or think about him.

Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A: I sure hope so..

Q: Do you wish on stars?
A: Occasionally I do.

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A: It depends on the shoes I am wearing.

Q: When did you last cry?
A: I cried myself to sleep last night...

Q: Do you like your handwriting?
A: Yeah, it has it's own attitude like me!

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: It depends on who tries to talk to me.

Q: What color shirt[s] are you wearing?
A: Purple and then grey taint top layers! Oh jah i have a purple and black zebra stripped sweatshirt next tah meh.

Q: Do you have any pets?
A: My kitthe

Q: What Color are your sheets?
A: Ummm flowery or something. I really don't know

Q: What were you doing at 3 pm yesterday?
A: Just getting back home from the park.

Q: I can't wait until..?
A: I get married and leave this shit hole!!! (wow my answer is the same as Mai-chan O.o )

Q: Look to your right. What's there?
A: MY FOOT UP YOUR ASS, THAT'S WHAT. hahahaha (I love Mai-chan's answer!! and it's my answer too)

Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?
A: Last night I did!! my pillow was wet..

Q: Ever cri... ]]> ~christineyuki http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/20303713/ http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/20303713/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 07:56:27 PDT
Mer. I deleted all the shit in this.


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My amazing friends:

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/19846150/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 13:35:12 PDT She's a great person! Check out her work sometime!

WHAT WOULD YOU DO:

1. I died: I'd be sad and miss you!
2. I kissed you: I'd be a little bit surprised and embarrassed D: (lol)
3. I lived next door to you: I'd make sure we'd hang out each day!
4. I started smoking: I'd have to slap you and get you on the patch!
5. I stole something: I'd be upset that you did and if you weren't caught I'd try to get you to return what you stole.
6. I was hospitalized: I'd be worried about you and I'd hope that you'd contact me soon so I can make sure you're alright!
7. I ran away from home: I'd tell you to come live with me or I'd just run away with you!
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there? First off I'd ask what the fight was about. Then I'd try to help you with the problem of the fight D:


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

9. Personality: You have a great personality and you are a great person!
10. Eyes: Pretty!
11. Hair: I like it!
12. Family: I dun really know your family O.O


WOULD YOU:

13. Be my friend? Of course! We already are friends!
14. Keep a secret if I told you one? Yup. I always keep secrets when they are really big ones.
15. Hold my hand? Maybe if I was trying to comfort you.
16. Take a bullet for me? It depends on the situation, but I probably would.
17. Keep in touch? Of course.
18. Try and solve my problems? I always try to help.
19. Love me? I already do love you!
20. Date me? Um..I don't date girls. O.O but We could be like sisters.
21. Sing with me? Laa laaa That will be fun!


HAVE YOU EVER:

22. Lied to make me feel better? Nope never.
23. Wanted to kiss me? Nope
24. Wanted to kill me? No
25. Broke my heart? No
26. Kept something important from me? Maybe but I don't know. So i think no.
27. Thought I was unbearably annoying? Nope.

MORE:

28. Who are you? Um I'm a girl and a person that has too many emotions. I think I'm too emotional -.-
29. Are we friends? Yush!
30. When and how did we meet? We met on da! Idk when, maybe a month ago? but i feel like I've known you forever!
31. Describe me in one word: Special
32. What was your first impression? That you were a very nice and caring girl.
33. Do you still think that way about me now? Yes i do.
34. What reminds you of me? A flower that is just starting to bloom.
35. If you could give me anything what would it be? I'd give you a big hug and maybe I'd bake you a yummy cake.
36. How well do you know me? I know as much as I have been told.
37. When's the last time you saw me? Um.. On msn.
38. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Yeah at one point in time.
39. What song do you think would describe me best? Uh.. Maybe the same song that describes me.. "Beautiful Disaster" by Jon McLaughlin.
40. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you? Yup!



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Ok Everyone!! Do me now!!!

WHAT WOULD YOU DO:

1. I died:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I stole something:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Family:


WOULD YOU:

13. Be my friend?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Take a bullet for me?
17. Keep in touch?
18. Try and solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?
21. Sing with me?


HAVE YOU EVER:

22. Lied to make me feel better?
23. Wanted to kiss me?
24. Wanted to kill me?
25. Broke my heart?
26. Kept something important from me?
27. Thought I was unbearably annoying?

MORE:

28. Who are you?
29. Are we friends?
30. When and how did we meet?
31. Describe me in one word:
32. What was your first impression?
33. Do you still think that way about me now?
34. What reminds you of... ]]> ~christineyuki http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/19583554/ http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/19583554/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 05:48:05 PDT

I just felt like updating my journal entry....Hmm

Well I'm drawing this picture...it's like an anime couple...the picture is sorta for someone...Someone special to me... But i don't know if i should put it here on da...And well i plan to show the guy the drawing....but i don't really know if i should put it here on da So if anyone cares to see it then comment dearies!

And if you actually give a what, then note me asking who this "special someone" is. heh

Hmmm Let's see...i think to make this journal entry more random. um..i was tagged haha

Tagged by:

HERE IT IS:
Rules of the game
*Chose a singer/band/group.
*Answer using ONLY titles of songs.
*Tag 6 more people (don't forget to let them know they've been tagged )

Well....I don't really like the rules of this. So for me instead I'm using song titles from all different bands. heh. Afterwards I'll list who the songs are by and put links to the songs!!!

1. Are you male or female? Just The Girl (this song kinda describes me in some way O.o lolz )

2. Describe yourself: A Place In This World (this song definitely describes me quite well) and Just the Way I Am and This Is Me and Babydoll Gone Wrong

3. What do people feel when they're around you? Beautiful ( ok so maybe i don't exactly make people feel beautiful...but i make most feel special..that is if i like them haha jk)

4. How would you describe your previous relationship? Just Like You

5. Describe your current relationship: Far Away and My Heart and Away, Away and Another Love Story and Be Your Girl and Yours To Hold and Baby We're Invincible and Me & U and Take Me Under and Let Me Love You(yeah i know those are a lot of songs, the song "Be Your Girl" and "Let Me Love You" is what i feel mostly describe my relationship with this one guy...)

6. Where would you want to be now? Here In Your Arms (if you read this...you should know who's arms i want to be in...)

7. How do you feel about love? If Tomorrow Never Comes (umm maybe this song describes how i feel about love..but idk D: )

8. What's your life like? Taking Chances and Roots Before Branches and Human (those song's really describe my life right now...)

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish? With Me or One Wish and Let Me Love You

10. Say something wise: Ever The Same and You And Me



Phew! Man that's A LOT of songs!! lol



okz then the songs and their links:

1) "Just The Girl" by The Click Five - [link]

2) "A Place In This World" by Taylor Swift - [link]
"Just the Way I Am" by Skye Sweetnam - [link]
"This Is Me" by Skye Sweetnam - [link]
"Babydoll Gone Wrong" by Skye Sweetnam - [link]

3) "Bea... ]]> ~christineyuki http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/19301992/ http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/19301992/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 10:15:16 PDT
Oh yeah....I also made up a quote. Here it is: "I'm falling still.....Why won't you just catch me? Why can't you just see what you do to me....Was it all a lie....Did you ever love me?....Or was I just used....Please make it better....I don't want to fade away anymore......I want you...I need you...I love you...." Um so yeah that quote is dedicated to that person....haha and I made that quote up too..

Hmm I've written like two songs...And I'm working on a poem....Damn they are also about this same person... >.> well if anyone really cares to hear them then be sure to tell me... O:

Ok so anywho.....

I want you to hear this song, cuz it's how I feel about you right now....And you know who you are.


The song is called: "True" by Ryan Cabrera
The Song Link: [link]
And Now the song lyrics:

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true



Um....Please...I hope you see this...I really need you to see and understand how I feel about you....and you really need to hear this song....And this song is exactly how I feel about you right now....btw....*sighs...* I guess I'm off for now. I need to go think....And probably....cry....




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My amazing friends:

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/19138574/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 18:01:11 PDT ah well....hmm i guess my mood is kinda hopeless right now tho... :S although i feel really really sad too.....if yous care to know why then just comment on here and ask thenz

btw if you see this....and you should know who i mean....not saying names....*cough cough* Carl *cough cough* hmm you should listen to this song: [link] and this song: [link] (these songs are how i feel about you at the moment.....) ummm also there are other songs...just ask me for the links.... if you really want to hear them..... well actually this song is now how i mostly feel about you now hehe ^^: [link]

Tagged by:

Here are the rules~
1. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
2. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
3. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
4. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged


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My Eight Crazy Random Facts!! X3

8) I have a sad obsession with styling my hair
7) I have a sad obsession with new make-up styles
6) I always wind up with unrequited love ]:
5) I have too many shoes that they always seem to fall out of my closet!! XD lolz
4) If you don't know me yet. You should become my friend! I like new friends!! X3
3) I am a music obsessed person!! yayzz!!
2) YOU ARE ALL IN AWE BY HOW COOL I AM!!!
1) The thing that I love the most and want the most is completely unattainable for me!! (mostly due to the distance actually heheh )

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I tag:



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My amazing friends:

http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/18220125/ Wed, 07 May 2008 23:31:14 PDT ) linkage to himm: [link] Devon's a cool kid you should add him to your watch list!! ^^

But aside from all that rambling on... If anyone actually gives a what enough to know what has shatterd my usually calm composure just simply send me a note or ask meh. I'd be happeh to talks I guess.


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Also here's a link to the song I am listening too!! ::

Escape The Fate Song Link: [link]

The song is called "Not Good Enough For Truth In Cliche" and it is By a really awesome band called Escape The Fate!

]]> ~christineyuki http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/17517782/ http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/17517782/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 18:30:57 PDT I know chain letters are cheesy and dumb, but i just thought that this one was cute!! hope someone else likes it too!!

here's a link to the song i'm listening to!!: [link]

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These are the 12 signs of falling in love:
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12. You'll read his/her IMS over and over again...

11. You'll walk really really slow while you're with him/her...

10. You'll feel shy whenever you're with him/her...

9. While thinking bout him/her...your heart will beat
faster and faster...

8. By listening to his/her voice...you'll smile for no reason.

7. While looking at him/her..you cant see the other
people around you...you can only see that person...

6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.

5. He/She becomes all you think about.

4. You'll get high just by their smell...

3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself
when you think about them..

2. You'll do anything for him/her...

1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.
Now make a wish :
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post this as "these are the 12 signs of falling in love"
and something good will happen to you tonight.

]]> ~christineyuki http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/17338714/ http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/17338714/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 21:18:28 PDT Ok! Now I shall draw a picture in honor of this!!

Oh and Thankees to all for viewing my Profile!!

]]> ~christineyuki http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/17313859/ http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/17313859/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 10:12:46 PDT lolz.. So I just thought I'd make a journal entry about my birthday and see if anyone posts a comment to it!



I think I'll listen to this song: [link]




]]> ~christineyuki http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/16921479/ http://christineyuki.deviantart.com/journal/16921479/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 23:05:30 PDT
Gender: Female

Age: 17

Race: She can be either Human or a Half-Demon. But it depends on the type of rp she is in.

Hair Color/Length: Medium Length, Dark reddish hair color and purple highlights, choppy and kind of layered (here's a link to an example of Yuuki's hair style: [link]

Height: 5'5

Eye Color: Dark Blue

Weapon: Golden and Purple Medium-Long Sword and a pistol, she also uses magic

Class: Long_Weapon_Users

Here's a link to what Yuuki looks like: [link]
...Well, she likes to wear: eyeliner, make-up in general, can be considered a Scene Kid or Emo Kid

History: She was born in America and her name originates from her Japanese Mother. Her last name comes from her father. She
can get moody at times and can get either very sad, mad or happy. She likes to wear darker clothing but is growing fonder of brighter colors. Her father is always working so she never really sees much of him, she get the occasional phone call from him, checking up on her. Her father, Mr. Her mother works a lot too so she doesn't really see much of her either. Yuuki moved out of her parents house and live in a small apartment complex now. Decided to become a mercenary/assassin out of boredom and actually wound up being quite good. Her mercenary/assassin name is Primrose.

Personality: Spunky, Doesn't like liars, can get annoyed easily, sarcastic, can be cynical at times, likes to play tricks, she gets bored easily, cold yet carefree, can be serious at most times but knows when to have fun, can be cryptic (if I can think of anymore I'll be sure to tell you. )


I'll make a list of her likes, dislike, and hobbies soon!!




Oh Yeah!! This is Yuuki in Chibi Style!! Follow the link please: [link]
All credits for this beautiful work go to ramramsheep
So if you like this chibi drawing please favorite it for her!! :]





THIS IS IN THE EDIT PROCESS SO PLEASE DO NOT MIND THE ERRORS IN ANY OF THE THINGS I TYPED PLEASE!!

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