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~theseventeenthline <-- here !!!


thanks a lot to everyone who showed love and support to ~chrysame
please do the same to my new home. ) thank you !!!

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/22294424/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/22294424/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 05:18:26 PST LET'S ALL WELCOME 2009.!



i have plans in making a real new account by next year..
i think i'll probably be moving to another account by march or april 2009..
i think by now, this decision is final..


i have been thinking about why i entered DA..
then i realize, im not yet fit to really live here..
so, i'll be studying and try to make myself better..

..then i'll return as an improved person by next year..

..i'll also be graduating from high school,
so we'll be a little too busy again..
,hope i graduate with flying colors.!
and good luck to me and college.!



..thanks a lot for everything...
to the people i watch, thanks a lot for being my inspirations..
although you cant probably see this journal,
i want to thank you from the bottom of my heart.!!

and to the people who watch me,
thanks a lot.! for the support, encouragement, appreciation, and everything else.!
LET'S ALL WORK HARD AGAIN NEXT YEAR.!


and also, although it's a little late,
MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone.!
also, HAPPY NEW YEAR and have a great and prosperous year 2009.!



so now, i'll be taking my break..
i hope to see you again by the time i get back.!
thanks a lot for everything again and again..

i'll still drop by for faves and comments..
i'll still be watching.!!!!



KEEP THE GREAT THINGS COMING.!
I LOVE DEVIANTART.! THANKS A LOT.!



--- REN / CHRYSAME

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/21228363/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/21228363/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 07:09:19 PDT and it's almost All Soul's Day..
we might go to the province..

and im bored. hahahaha..


PLURK anyone.?
[link]
add me.!

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/21073791/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/21073791/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 03:40:47 PDT
DA's fine for me now..
gawd.. am i itching for the twilight movie..
wish it was the 21st of november soon.!


plurk link coming up..

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/21059291/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/21059291/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 08:08:18 PDT is it just me.?

i checked DA in our PC,
in my notebook, in my tita's laptop,
in all of our shop's PCs..
it's still not working..

is it just me.?
or DA's having tantrums again.?

anyway...


i got myself a plurk account..
hahahaha..
my friend wanted me to do it.
so there..

still fixing it..
might put up the link next time...


ciao..
this setting is making me crazy..
DA, go back to normal please..



---REN

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/20836161/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/20836161/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 04:59:57 PDT
damn those schoolworks.!
it's made me so sore and exhausted.!


physics. research. analytic geometry.
chemistry. biology. computer. etc.
damn all the subjects and the people responible.!
damn them all to the deepest pit of hell where they belong.!


---------------------------


never mind.
i'm starting to get insane again..
pardon my stupidity..


---------------------------


finished all of meyer's books..
and im getting bored..
waiting for the movie..


---------------------------


planning for a photoshoot with my friends..
though still undecided what will be in it..
damn, im screwed.
i dont know what to do next.!


---------------------------


getting ready for the damn foundation week celebration..
fcuk teh damn principal for screwing up with our plan.!
SIN5 sucks.! kill him.!


----------------------------


forgive me for ranting..
ciao.!



---REN

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/20593318/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/20593318/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 22:44:26 PDT i find myself itching for more..
i finished the first two books in under 5 days..
i dont know how i was able to get through that when i have schoolworks piling over me..

im thinking of getting the next two..
im in love with edward cullen..
that's a fact now..


__________________________________



im leaving this DA account..
maybe come back after a year..
im too busy with school..

thanks everyone.. goodbye..


__________________________________



i'll still be lurking..
hehehehehehe.. in the shadows.

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/20239742/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/20239742/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 17:02:08 PDT for some time now..
but still, i havent been able to do so..
cause one thing is still undecided, my username..

somebody has already taken sereneiris..
so i can no longer use that name.. huhuhu

but i think i'll stll be lurking around..
though i may be uploading less and less, maybe even none at all..
i still want a canon eos camera..
and it's taking a lifetime to save for one.!
how i wish someone could give one to me.. maybe in my dreams..


enough of that..

___________________________________


happy birthday to my beloved MatsuJun..
aka King, DoS hime, ore-sama, junji, and many more.!
24 years old and still counting.!

___________________________________


i was supposed to have a photoshoot with Phantasm and our classmates..
but she cant come so we postponed it..
we cant go on since the main proponent isnt there..

we had plans of going to intramuros, manila..
but since we dont have money,
it was changed to a photoshoot instead..
again, we didnt have much time to prepare,
so the photoshoot was postponed to another day..
i still dont know when..

..so i ended up spending my whole Saturday doing nothing..
and it's my husband's birthday.. i havent got anthing for him..

and i still havent got a gift for my friend..

___________________________________


i'll still be moving..
but the date is still undecided..

and yes, i'll admit..
im defeated..

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/20051043/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/20051043/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 23:01:16 PDT after i have thought of a better name, i shall move on to a new deviantart account.

i will start a new life. as an aspiring photographer.
as an amateur artist. as a new person here on DA.

thank you very much to those who have supported me until now.
and to those who will still do after this, thanks a lot.!
please continue giving me your support. i appreciate it so much.
and i will always support you guys too..

thank you.
and goodbye..

till next time..



]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/19928899/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/19928899/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 06:20:37 PDT
i'll be moving..
i'll be making a new DA account..

a place where i can put all of the trash i consider art made by me.
a place where i can show the world how lousy i am.
and also where i can learn how to improve myself and become a better artist.
(if what i'm trying to be now can be called an artist)

i'm still into photography..
and i'm thinking on buying a Canon EOS 40D or 10D..
i'm still undecided.

..besides, it's not my money. hahahahaha.
hopefully i'll be able to get it soon..

the one i thought an uncle in the states would buy for me,
he said it's too costly, and i understand.
life is hard, especially in a foreign land.
so i guess.. i'll wait again. hahahaha.

-----------------------------

i do have other online accounts..

1. Friendster - (my online name)
2. Multiply - (still my online name)
3. YM and Yahoo! email address - i have 3
(one i use for YM, the other two for other purposes)
4. Flickr - currently working on it
5. Youtube - deleted my account
6. Crunchyroll - deleted my account
7. DeviantArt - of course
8. online manga sites that require membership
9. fanlistings and anime forums
10. mangadownloads, khinsider, gendou

hahahahahaha..
mostly, it's all different sources of anime and manga stuffs.
im a self confessed addict. hahahaha.
once i start collecting manga and other anime merchandise,
i think i can finally consider myself as an otaku.

not really an otaku. just a normal japanese wanna-be.
just another being who wants to know more about the japanese culture.


im so abnormal. yeah i know.
i dont have anything else to do.
i just fool around.


so for now, i'll say goodbye.
im starting to get hyperactive.
~au revoir.! ja ne.!

a pleasant something everyone..

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/18692953/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/18692953/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 07:45:46 PDT school's just around the corner and i really need to study.

and im making a new deviantart account
i know i have a lot of things to learn and i need to improve a lot..
i dont deserve to stay here in DA just because i want to.
im not really that much of an artist.
so i need to learn and improve myself more.

for the meantime, chrysame will be lying low.
i'll return if i can. nyahaha.
but i guess in a whole new different way.
i dont have any ideas for my new name.
so im taking my time.

goodbye for now.
till next time.
thanks a lot,
chrysame

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/18588383/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/18588383/ Sat, 31 May 2008 06:04:28 PDT i guess i shouldnt be thinking about too much.
*laughs* i totally killed myself these past few weeks.
im such a stupid girl.

anyhow, i must say, i feel fine now, very much.
i went into some kind of medication.
medication=doingnothingandthinkingaboutnothing.

yeah, that's it.
i practically did nothing.
and thought about almost nothing.
and asking GOD for help really solved everything.

not to mention, my anime/manga obsessions really helped put my mind off of things.
*laughs again* im so much of an otaku, i hate it.


i guess it wasnt really depression.
just a feeling of total emptiness.
and im glad i dont feel that now.
thank you so much my LORD.

although i still feel empty sometimes.
it's not the same overwhelming feeling.
it just comes and goes. and now, i just shrug it off.
*hahaha, sorry for being so crazy..*


i feel alright now.
thanks GOD. thanks anime and manga.
also, thanks to =christinavk and to *powgrl for showing concern.
i love you! thanks a lot. i feel so much better now.


=========


and im really thinking of making a new DA acount.
and i think im getting pretty sure now.
any name suggestions.? hehehe.

i havent figured out a new name yet.
and im 75% sure that i want a new DA account.
i love chrysame but, as you can see, it's covered in dust now.
very inactive and very empty.

okay. that's all for my nonsensical outbursts.



ciao.!

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/18378383/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/18378383/ Sun, 18 May 2008 07:23:46 PDT im overwhelmed by too many different kinds of emotions.
and i dont know which is which.

i seem to be undergoing some kind of a depression.
not clinical depression, im not that crazy.
i just feel down, empty, and all of those melodramatic things.
emptiness. that's what im in right now.

overwhelmed with emptiness.
what the heck.?

yeah, sometimes i just find myself staring at the walls, at the ceiling, etc.
i space out. i have really bad dreams.
*wait, dreams.? what's the connection.?*
anyway, i still feel that way now.

maybe that's why my deviantart account has been showing no signs of anything.
it's too empty. yeah. unlike before.
i do a lot of stuffs. but i cant seem to be able to that now.


anyway. i know i can get over this overwhelming emptiness somehow.
i have to. school's just around the corner.
omg. i dont want to go to school yet.


i hope i can get this over with.
so that chrysame wont be covered in cobwebs and dust.



never mind my stupid outbursts.
go on minding your own businesses.
coz im busy minding mine. lolz.



ciao.!

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/18018291/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/18018291/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 06:37:41 PDT
got nothing to do.!
hahaha..


------


im thinking of making a new account..

maybe after i got my hands on that new cam..
how i envy paolo baladad with his new canon eos..
*got the news from lhiz..
sorry for mentioning you here..
lucky you.! i wish i was rich..*

but that's still tentative..

should i or should i not make a new deviantart account.?

nyahahaha..
still undecided..


-----


i want to get my hands on a new camera.!
*eager to buy a canon eos.!*

i wonder if my long wait pay off.?
well, they say good things come to those who wait..

so maybe..
i'll just wait..
wait.. wait..
and wait..

nyahahaha.!!


-----


ciao.!

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/17644401/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/17644401/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 00:48:51 PDT
i hate the way i look..
but aside from that, things turned out well..

except for a few things.. haha..

a lot of dancing..
yeah.! party people.! *too much dancing!*
that was so fun.! *yay.!*
want to do that again.. haha..

and also,
there was crying..

some of us has to leave..
a little sad.. *sobs*
but life has to move on..
*turns into an 'okay' face*

but all in all..
it was fun.!
woohness.!




_____________________________________________




im dying to have a photoshoot..
many ideas have been flooding my head..

but the main problem is..
i dont really have a cam..

well, i do have one..
but, i dont quite like it.? [arte.?]
im still waiting for a new cam..

hopefully, im not waiting for nothing..

yeah, lhiz, good things come to those who wait..
it must.!! *laughs*

.i.want.to.have.a.photoshoot.right.now.
.and.i.want.to.have.a.new.camera.




_____________________________________________




also, i have to say goodbye to my most beloved kuya..

aaron.. hope you'll always be fine..
and stay happy..
never let yourself to be overwhelmed by senseless things..
(well, i know you wont)

and stay in touch.!

i'll miss you..
we'll miss you.!

as if he can read this..
but anyhow..

kuyaA.. dont forget us..
and dont stop.!
i'll kill you if you do.!
continue.. continue.. and always move forward..

that's it.. woohhoo..
take care.!


~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/17466794/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/17466794/ Sat, 22 Mar 2008 23:14:16 PDT
it's been quite some time since i last updated my journal..
hehehe.. anyways..


HAPPY EASTER everybody.!



how was the holy week.?
uhmm.. anyways again..

this is just a post to update my useles journal..


nothing much happened..




i want more uploads..
but i've got nothing here but pictures of my friends..

haha..


MUST. UPLOAD. SOON.



hehe..


----

lhiz [link], you should sell your prints..
hahaha..

let's think of a way to raise money.!
yeay.!!

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/17313631/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/17313631/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 09:46:51 PDT just feeling like it..


gawd.. im really pissed off..
i hate her..
but i've cooled down now..
so i think it'll be okay..


nothing much...


------

patiently waiting for the new camera..
and wanting a tablet of any kind..
would greatly consider a cintiq..

alodia, *blackmage9, is so great.!
she bought herself a cintiq on her bday.!
i envy her for that.!

hurray for alodia..
she is such a role model..
great saving skills.!!
and great money earning skills.!!


------

anyhow..

tests and projects on the way..
im really bombarded right now..
(but i can still update my journal like this.?)
im bored.. and im tired of studying too..

aww gawd.. help me..


------


im going to sleep..
i need it..

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/17313579/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/17313579/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 09:40:59 PDT
please do not read..

warning..


may contain scenes not suitable for very young audiences..
parental guidance is recommended..

no.. just kidding...



but this journal entry is something..
something unusual..
something rebellious..
something hateful..


please.. do not read this..

im sorry for being such a mindless idiot..
but i really cant help it..

i need to take it out..
so please..
bear with my stupidity..


thank you for considerating..


------

remember:

you have been warned..


------

*hateful irritation*



damn that she-devil.!

oh no, she's not a devil..
she is an angel..
i am the devil..

but she acts like a she-devil.!
and i hate her.!

damn her for taking all of those precious things away from me.!
damn her for being such an ignorant know it all piece of crap.!
damn her for her useless babbles and childish talks.!
damn her for irritating presence.!
and damn her for making me feel like this.!
eternal damnation to her.!


-----

im sorry for my language..
cant help it..

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/17146499/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/17146499/ Sun, 02 Mar 2008 10:02:15 PST after getting a new camera, and more..

well, i want to change it to something that will describe my gallery..
which are fulled of almost all random stuffs..
no, for the use of my pig, makikipagbahdakj

should i or should not?

--chrysame

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/17052480/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/17052480/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 05:08:54 PST about not to attend class one fine day, friday..
we are now facing a great issue..

we will be the first one to ever get a suspension as a sanction int the history of all pcshs.. whooh.. that's heavy..

not juct me, but the whole class..
no one actually went to school, except for two..

we used the whole day to shoot for a movie, which is our project..
tarnation.! damn those projects.. its making me crazy..
yeah.. go suspension.!!

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16876138/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16876138/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 06:30:05 PST
so much happened today..
haha..

just visit my blog..[link]


again..
happy hearts day everyone.!!

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16843133/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16843133/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 04:45:51 PST
schoolworks are really driving me crazy..!
i dont know where to start..
i dont know what to do first..

waah.. im tired..

more uploads..
yehey.. hooray to me..

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16827865/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16827865/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 05:48:51 PST haha.. it's crappy.. i know.. very low quality..

there will be more uploads soon..
haha.. hopefully..


~chrysame

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16812143/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16812143/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 06:58:11 PST
it's been a long time since i last uploaded my works here..
i got photos i took hanging dead in th pc..

yet i still cant find time to put them here..
and i've been starting to get bored..
of how monotonous my life has become..

though i seem to have more and more work to do..
i haven't finished a single one..
stupid laziness.. and overwhelming procrastination..


and im thinking of creating a new account too..
but unlike lhiz, again, im still undecided..
stupic me.. lazy me.. undecided me..

chrysame.. dunno where i got the name..
thinking of changing it..
a new account seems to make sense..
especially since..
i can concentrate in my new hobby after those mountain of schoolwork is finished..

should i or should i not..

still got a month to decide..


~chrysame is undecided.. help, will be appreciated.. thanks..
haha.. here goes my stupidity again..
im really going crazy..

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16719166/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16719166/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 07:18:08 PST
the music video in soc sci..
the play in english..
the scrapbook in english..
the research fair..

schoolworks + laziness + cold = total headache

hope i can get by through this month..
and i feel so sick..
huhu.. *sobs*


anyways..
i have to feel good..
coz i met someone i've never seen in a long time..
so happy!
haha..

im going crazy again..

ok.. ciao!

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16653437/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16653437/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 03:38:27 PST i hate it..

nothing more to say...
badtrip.. f*cked up.. damn..
i hate it.. i hate it.. i hate it!

why do they do this to me?

*crazy/angst mode*

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16607425/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16607425/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 05:02:20 PST
well, i guess.. all those teenagers go through this kind of thing.. it's nothing unusual..

but it's crazy.. and i cant do anything about it..
what is it? it's nothing *abnormal*
see? im going crazy..

and im bored..
and im problematic..

haha..
good luck to me..
more uploads soon..

i plan on taking more pictures tomorrow..
but i guess my laziness is taking over me..
and i am self proclaimed procrastinator..
so again, im procrastinating..

hahaha..

i hope to get to take more pictures soon..
good luck to me..


~chrysame

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16561230/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16561230/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 04:27:45 PST
im going somewhere tomorrow..
yet i dont wanna go..

im crazy..
being a deviant is sure making me addicted to computers..

i've been with our computer for more than 8 hrs already..
facing our beloved monitor..
yet my eyes are not feeling anything weird..
not that i want it to hurt..

but anyway..
hope i can upload more of my works here..

~chrysame

]]> ~chrysame http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16558530/ http://chrysame.deviantart.com/journal/16558530/ Thu, 24 Jan 2008 21:06:17 PST
and it's all because of blackmage9.. i have become really addicted to *blackmage9 and *slumberdoll..

and lhiz, ~saintsxsinners, also told me to have one..

so.. im here..

and as a procrastinator, now what do i do?

]]> ~chrysame