http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ciadude2&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ciadude2 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 00:45:00 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/26161208/ http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/26161208/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 22:42:06 PDT
I have ideas for content to post but no motivation whatsoever to do them.

A few of you know I have a youtube account now set up with music I write at [link] .

That is really the extent of the creative work coming out of me... Photography was just a passing glance interest. Don't expect much more of that if any.

Writing is something I'm interested in getting back into.

I want to write satire and comedy, and fictional stories(mainly historical and sci-fi).

That sci-fi story I posted the intro of a few months ago never got done. It will be on the list of works to be finished.

A continuation of the Russian Winter stories may also be on my list(I was also thinking about doing something inspired by the Nazi Zombies part of World at War, the crappy game that it was).

I was also struck with the idea of writing stories of what would certain historical events have been like if all of the partaking members(countries, people) had been in modern times. The catalyst for this would be a story of the 4th Crusade. The premise is, essentially, that historically nothing has changed really. It's just the technology. So, for example, rather than Venice having galley's there would be tankers, aircraft, etc.

I'm also considering writing a series of histories of various classical cultures. Yes, i'm a history buff and a nerd.

Anyway, let me know what you think.

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Dear ciadude2/Steve/Stephen/WHATEVER

I _______ you.

You have a nice _______.

You make me _______.

You should _______.

Someday I will _______.

You + me = _______.

If I saw you now I'd ______.

I want to _______you.

I would build a _______ just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be _______.

We could _______ under the stars.

From,

__________


(P.S. _______________.)


Oh and I am _____ (going/not going) to post this under my notes/journal and see what you write about me.

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Thank god for internet chats

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Here's the thing... the Word, it doesn't respect you like the Notepad does. Word is always watching, always criticizing, like an overbearing parent or controlling girl(boy?)friend Word will suffocate you until your self esteem, and perhaps even your will to live, have abandoned you. You'll know this has occurred when you're typing in Word and that pretentious little paper clip bastard jumps up and says "It looks like you're writing a suicide note", and then offers up several helpful templates, from the classic Kurt Cobain, to the contemporary (albeit less successful) Owen Wilson.

Look, I'm not saying that if you don't use Notepad that you're less of a man, or that people who don't use Notepad probably think Hitler was right.

On the other hand, I'm not NOT saying that either.

Right now you're probably saying something like "I wonder what's on TV."

Stop.

Collaborate.

Listen.

This is important. Notepad is important. Notepad saves LIVES. Well, maybe not lives of people, but certainly lives of trees, and despite the fact that global warming, like the cake, is a lie, I'm sure we can all agree that trees are totally rad. You can climb them. You can build a house in them, not like a real house, but you know, a tree house. You can carve your initials and the initials of that special someone into the side of one. You can cut them down and make paper out of them.

Trees are great.

They're GRRRRRrrreeaaattttt!

(That's a Frosted Flakes reference.)

I wonder if that tiger that ate those people at that Zoo the other week's name was Tony... Do you think they named him Tony just for the sake of alliteration, or does the name have some significance to the person who named the cartoon tiger? Was his Dad named Tony? Did he like the music of Tony! Toni! Tonè!?

We can probably rule out that last one.

Age of Conan was delayed today. Again. They probably wrote the press release in Word. Clippy probably suggested the delay. Notepad wouldn't have made a suggestion like that. Notepad wouldn't have made any suggestion whatsoever. Notepad likes when games are released on time. Notepad doesn't care about polish. Notepad is hardcore. Notepad would buy the game, bugs and all, and pay the subscription fee every month to support the developers while they fixed the aforementioned bugs. Notepad would buy pizza for the developers. With fish on it because that's what they like. Not developers in general, but Swedes. They love pickled herring on their pizza. Google it if you don't believe me.

If Guilianni doesn't get the Republican nomination I'll be voting for Notepad for president.

]]> ~ciadude2 http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/24542489/ http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/24542489/ Sat, 02 May 2009 05:09:32 PDT
Journal entry copied from the lovely ~RinoaTalanheart993

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[link]

I'm not terribly good but I'm uploading videos that I make that are passible.

If you like guitars and want to hear some interesting sounds(distortion on a Fender anyone?) and some original music and a few covers... then take a look. As stated it's not the best, but it's a hell of a lot better than most other Youtube content(which is really just mainly random shouting, pirated media, and only occasionally actual original content).

Anyway, I hope you enjoy it.

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I've released the first in a line a satirical essay's written for my English class in school. The main objective is to do exactly what the teacher asks while similtaneously doing nothing at all of what he wants. Sounds difficult? Not really.

Take a look if you want. That's just the first of many. I may post other rants that I've written along the way.

Also has anyone else(besides Gaz) heard of Stephanie Meyer being sued? Oh that made my day. Now if she gets every cent she made off Twilight taken away I'll be happy for a very long time.

Anyway, updates on the way.

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For those of you actually interested in my work, I'm sorry for being slow. For everyone else... it comes when it comes so don't worry too much.

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Alright I got the charger back tonight. I'm gonna start typing up written songs and such and then upload them... Tomorrow if no school.

]]> ~ciadude2 http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/21942651/ http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/21942651/ Fri, 12 Dec 2008 06:19:05 PST
Bare with me as I AM a massive procrastinator, however one thing has allowed me to do all this -- the fact that I do absolutely nothing in my calc class and still get a B.

Thanks and happy holidays people. I expect to get off my ass long enough to upload everything some time before January. And yes, it is a LOT of writing.

]]> ~ciadude2 http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/20392664/ http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/20392664/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 14:35:57 PDT
Anyone who cares, thank you.

]]> ~ciadude2 http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/19161966/ http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/19161966/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 09:07:52 PDT
Basic About you
Name: Steve
Gender: Male
Height:: 5'11"
Eye color: Brown
Hair Color: Dark brown.
Age: 16 and I feel old.
Birthday: April 8th.
Lefty/Righty/ambidextrous: Ambidextrous.
Piercing: None.
Tattoos: None.
Zodiac Sign: Aries.
Ring Size: Like.. 11-12 I believe? I haven't had a ring in a long time.
Grade: Going into gr 11.

More about you
Are you named after anyone?: No.
Do you live in the moment?: Yeah. Planning is dumb.
Do you consider yourself tolerant to others?: If they aren't stupid.
Do you have any secrets?: What about me isn't secret?
Do you hate yourself?: Sometimes.
Do you have any bad habits?: None.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Yes.
Any regrets?: Yes.
Do you think life has been good so far?: Not really.
Are you confident?: Somewhat.
How long does it take you to shower?: Between 10 and 45 minutes depending on how much of a hurry I'm in.
What color is your room?: White.
Where do you want to attend college?: I don't.

Do you...?
Smoke?: No.
Do drugs?: No.
Drink?: No.
Go to church?: No.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: No.
Take walks in the rain?: Not really. I like the way it looks when it rains though so I sit near my window sometimes.
Talk to people even if you hate them?: To put them down, yes.
Drive?: Nope.
Want to get married?: Maybe.
Want to go to college?: No.
Want to have children?: Maybe. Not now though.
Get along with you parents?: If they leave me be.
Get along with your sibling/s?: If she leaves me be and isn't being loud and obnoxious. Fucking weeaboo.
Color/highlight your hair?: No.
Like coffee?: No.
Wear makeup every time you go out?: Nope.
Love roller coasters?: I guess.
Like to cook?: No.

Have you ever...?
Hurt yourself?: Accidentally, yes.
Been out of the country?: Nope.
Done drugs?: No.
Gone skinny dipping?: Nope.
Had surgery?: Yeah, several times.
Played strip poker?: No.
Been on stage?: Yes. I've done some shit with my guitar in local cafe's. I'm working on singing and playing at the same time now.
Pulled an all nighter?: The last week or so lol.
Gone one day without food?: Yes. Try yesterday and today.
Slept all day?: Of course.
Kissed a stranger?: No.
Had a dream that came true?: No.
Broken the law?: Of course. Nothing you can prove though.
Stolen anything?: Well nothing physical.
Been on radio/tv?: Yes.
Been in a mosh-pit?: Nope.
Bungee jumped?: No.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: No.
Gone out of state?: Yes.
Lived in other states?: Nope.
Eaten an entire box of oreos?: No.
Had a movie marathon?: Yes
Spun until you were immensely dizzy?: Yes.
Been on a plane?: Yep.
Ran into a wall?: Probably?
Been rejected by a crush?: Yes.
Cried in public?: Probably when I was a baby?
Cried over a movie?: No.
Gotten a cavity?: Several.
Shopped at Abercrombie and Fitch?: Fuck no. That shit is rubbish.
Broken a bone?: Nope.
Fallen from a tree?: No.
Passed out?: Once.
Been to a theme park?: Yes.
Eaten sushi?: No.

This or That
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi.
McDonalds or Burger King: BK. McDonalds has AIDS. Literally.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla.
Black or White: Gray.
Burgers or Hot dogs: Hotdogs.
Boxers or briefs: Boxers.
Book or magazine: Books.
TV or radio: Radio. Sometimes it has something good on. TV never does.
is the glass half empty or half full: Depends on what it is.
Sun or moon: Moon
hot or cold: Hot.
romantic comedy or thriller: Thriller.
waffles or pancakes: Niether.
Florida or California: Florida. Fuck Commifornia.
Black and white or color photos: Depends on the photo.
The city, the beach, OR the country: City or country.
Tennis shoes or sandals: Shoes.
Sweet or sour: Sweet sometimes. Sour others.
Private or public school: Public.
Cappuccino or coffee: Niether.
English or history: History.
Science or math: Science.

Do you believe ...?
in miracles?: No
in magic?: No.
in God?: No.
in Satan?: No.
in ghosts?: Yes.
in luck?: Being lucky or unlucky, yes. Shit like clovers, no.
in love at first sight?: Lust at first sight, etc.
in Santa?: No.
in the Easter Bunny?: No.
in witches?: No.
faithful forever?: Nope.
in wishing on shooting stars?: No.
that cussing is a necessity in life?: Of course. It makes me feel better. Sometimes it's really good for humor.
yourself?: Sometimes.
imagination?: Yes.

Love and all that
Do you consider love a mistake?: From experience, yes.
If someone you... ]]> ~ciadude2 http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/19142429/ http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/19142429/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 08:27:29 PDT
~

To play, put your ipod on shuffle and use the song titles as they come.

1. How is your life?
Not Afraid - Earshot

2. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Welcome Home(Sanitarium) - BFMV

Who do you have a crush on/ is your Bf/Gf?
The Poison - BFMV

What will your marriage be like?
Just Another Star - BFMV

5. If you get reincarnated, what will you be?
Meaning in the Static - On the Last Day

6. What will they play when you die?
A Place For My Head - Linkin Park

7. How do your friends see you?
Therapy for the Unhappy - Hero in Action

8. What does life think of you?
Overrated - Three Days Grace

9. What is your family like?
4 words(To Choke Upon) - BFMV

10. What would your granparents listen to?
An Anomaly - It Prevails

11. How do the people at school see you?
Throw Yourself Away - Nickelback

12. What would be your best best bestest friend's theme song?
Gone Forever - Three Days Grace

13. How do you feel when your happy?
Injection - Rise Against

14. What song would you strip to?
The Inspiration - It Prevails

15. What will your children be like?
Forgotten - Linkin Park

16. What is your personality?
Numb - Linkin Park

17. What is thy darkest secret?
Right Behind You - Tribal Ink (LOL a song about stalking)

18. Where do you hang out on weekends?
10 Years Today - BFMV

19. Will you go far in life?
Good People, Bad News - The Flying Tigers

20. What is a sad moment for you?
4th of July - SoundGarden

21. What was your first concert?
Hell for You - The Flying Tigers

22. How do you feel right now?
Good Times, Bad Times - Godsmack

23. What is your favorite movie?
I Stand Alone - Godsmack

24. What is your favorite book?
Asleep, I Lie - Earshot

25. Who is your favorite actor/actress?
By Myself - Linkin Park

26. What are you watching on Tv right now?
Just Like You - TDG

27. What are you listening to?
Thirst for a Better End - It Prevails

28. What do you think of this quiz?
No Control - BFMV

29. Did you enjoy it?
Nobody's Listening - LP

30. What is your name?
Scream Aim Fire - BFMV

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Some of that made no sense. Some of it was funny.

One thing though. I still want the song "My Fist, Your Mouth, Her Scars" played at my wedding should I ever get married. For those of you that are BFMV fans... You'll know the lyrics lol.

Slowdancing to that song would be badass.

]]> ~ciadude2 http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/19053036/ http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/19053036/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 08:25:15 PDT
When you call yourself "Anonymous", you are no longer Anonymous. Get a dictionary, idiots. Stop saying that you are simply because you go to 4chan or ED. Both of those websites suck major ass and 4chan hasn't done anything remotely funny in 2 years.

Secondly is the word lulz. It is said lulz, not luls, lul, or lolz. When you say those things, it makes you look like an idiot to the people that actually know how this shit works.

Thirdly, back to ED. That website is a shithole. Seriously, why do you people go to it? It isn't funny. It never has been. It never will be. About the only useful thing is has going for it is being a massive archive of shock pictures that you can link to people.

No, I didn't find the *chan's through ED. I found them in 2005 when I googled "Fukken saved". If you go to ED, stop. Seriously. It makes you cancer and it makes the rest of the internet look down upon you. Anonymous isn't feared anymore, not in the least. The "hackers on steroids" Fox claimed us to be, are gone. It makes me sick how many people just run around screaming "I HURD U LIEK MUDKIPZ HURRRR" and "FUCK YEA SEA KING" all the time, especially on websites like this. You aren't funny at all, in the least.

Meme's aren't funny anymore. The one's you spammed to get them recognized never were. Just stop it and move on with your lives. Many many people, when admitting defeat online, do it by saying "Get a life". It's fairly ironic and sad that it's the other way around right now.

Oh and by the way, despite all it says, ED is very much in danger of being shut down if anyone that hates it enough(and isn't a lazy fuck like me) decides to report it. The userbase of that website is mostly people that are under 18. As I said, the website is an archive of shock images which are, *gasp*, porn. I've seriously heard people argue "LUL GOATSE ISN'T PORN". Sorry, retard, yes it is. It's a man pulling apart his ass and he isn't wearing any clothing. You can see plenty of his body there. That's porn. Tubgirl is too. Scat porn, but porn none the less.

So no, it wouldn't be hard to get that site taken down.


4channers: Get off the internet. EDiots: Get off the internet. We don't want you here. Why the fuck do you think 4chan sucks so bad? It's a swirling maelstrom of faggotry, AIDS, camwhores, and all other kinds of obnoxious things. I thought it was funny at first when I saw newfags calling other newfags newfags. Now I realize that it's just sad. M00tle is a giant troll for having that website up.

One last thing guys: lulz is not a verb. It's a noun. Make sure you get it right the first time or don't try at all.

]]> ~ciadude2 http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/18053955/ http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/18053955/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 17:33:58 PDT
Unfortunatly though, I've lost all faith I once had in my country. As you probably know I'm an American. The entire world knows what kind of state this country is in right now. Our president is an idiot and a puppet and our government is pro-war, pro-torture, and resembles the stereotyped Soviet government of old.

All of the so-called justifications for the goddamned wars are meaningless. The only war we should actually be in right now is the one in Afganistan which is also, coincidentally, the one in which every other country for the most part supports. Yes I know Saddam was an asshole. Yes I know he killed plenty of people under his power. Yes I know he used chemical weapons. Guess what though?

We put him in power. So yes, it is entirely our fault. The wars are not justified. The terrorists do not represent the whole of Islam(or even the majority).

Now as for the current presidential elections...

John Maccain is basically just another George Bush. He's pro-war. We don't need this bullshit anymore. Stop the fucking killing already. Stop the torture. We're supposed to be a progressive, civilized nation. It's time we started acting like it.

Hillary Clinton is a liar, a thief, and an all-around bitch. Any of you who support her should take a closer look at where she stands, tossing around diplomacy as if it's as light as a feather. If she or Maccain come to power, it's entirely likely that the other powers of the world will see America, like the Nazi's of old, as a rabid dog to be put down.

Barrack Obama looks the best of the three, although as he is still a politician, I see no reason why he should be trusted in any way.

Seeing as the elections are still going on, I've decided to end that part of this journal here. I apologize if I'm rambling or making little sense. It's been a long day.

Now for various events in the world.

All the people trying to say something politically by protesting the Olympics... What the fuck are you thinking? Do you think it means anything to the Chinese that you're trying to extinguish the flame? You look like a fucking asshole by trying to stop something that's purpose was to promote peace. And do you realize, by the way, that by protesting China, you automatically make yourself a hypocrite if you decide to complain about the economy? Guess what guys? Majority of your shit comes from China. Even if you could do anything about them killing their people and using almost slave labor, you'd still be fucking all of us over.

That leads to another thing: People feeling like China is so evil when they really know little about them. Where do you get your information? Seriously, China itself hardly gives intelligence about it freely to the world. You're an ignorant cock if you think you can even remotely say anything about modern China unless you were or currently are a member of their government. Just stop it and find something better to do with your time.

I apologize if I sound angry at all about the world, but I am. About 80-90% of the world is very ignorant. In my opinion, about the only place that's actually moving forward is Scandanavia. Seriously, step back and take a different perspective on the countries of the world. America, supposedly being free and such, enforces the highest censorship laws existing in a democratic society. If you say fuck, shit, cunt, twat, etc. on tv or radio you will be fined. Are you shitting me? This moves on to the somewhat related area of government surveillance. The American government taps phone lines and checks emails while searching for supposed terrorists. This is a massive privacy violation and I have a question for them. How many terrorists have they found? In all fucking seriousness guys, when was the last time you heard that the US government caught a terrorist via this unconstitutional wiretapping and hacking. Yes it is fucking hacking. If you go into someones email via a security crack it's known as hacking and it's illegal. I don't give a shit if they're the FBI, it doesn't mean they're above the laws.

I have never liked the government and I can't see how 300 million people are basically taking it up the ass from the federals. Something needs to change and fast because these cocks are fucking up the world. If you want to debate with me and share your views go right ahead. I won't block you and hide your comments as long as they include more than a "UR GAY STFU FAGGOT" or something of that sort. Talk like a reasonable human being and I'll listen. Otherwise, fuck off.

Really though, I am open to different views. For one example, I was talking to a Jewish girl the other day who had converted to Jud... ]]> ~ciadude2 http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/17807624/ http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/17807624/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 11:57:55 PDT
A bill is about to go through Congress to make art theft legal. This fucking pisses me off. As if I didn't hate our government for being corrupt, unjust, and just plain stupid, they go and do this shit. Here's a link with all the big details.

[link]ageone&article_no=3605&age=1

[UPDATE]
Ok apparently I was mis-informed. Sorry for the bullshit guys. Carry on.

]]> ~ciadude2 http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/17730875/ http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/17730875/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 12:16:21 PDT
Alex: You're one of my best friends in the world and I love you soooo much. You've never done anything bad to me and you've shown nothing but kindness since I've known you. I wish I had met you sooner because, frankly, I don't know how I got along without you. Also, kitten galaxy lmao.

Mike: You bastard that raid last night was fun. You're one of the few non-cancer anons I know and that's saying something. Our personal army of two is gonna chemo 7chan some day, I guarantee it.

Gaz: Lol great times on AIM with our dumb sex jokes. We've both proven that a sexual reference can be made out of ANYTHING. Great times and you're much better at life then you think. Believe it or not you're important to me =].

And yeah... this list would be longer if I wasn't just doing people on DeviantArt.

Also: Here is that update on the story that I mentioned. It's just the opening so tell me what you think of it.
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Damnation in the light: A pilot

Men have always been the greatest danger to everything; the greatest danger to all living things including themselves and even the environment itself. From the wars and genocides of different human states throughout history to the global warming period of the 21st century, humanity has always been the biggest killer known to itself. After the second American Civil War in the mid 22nd century and the 3rd World War that resulted from the victor being a warmonger, the shell that remained of humanity took it upon themselves to form a single government and prevent any sort of near apocalyptic catastrophe from occurring in the future. With its capital in Stockholm this new United Earth Confederacy brought order to the world, eliminating hunger and disease and paving the way for science to boundlessly expand without prejudice of any sort in the way. For the next 200 or so years it looked like this new start for mankind would work as explorers set out among the stars, colonizing them and learning about new forms of life.

A question has always been asked however about learning and experimenting… When has science gone too far?

Throughout early human civilization it was believed that some sort of god had created the universe and it held the sole ability of creating life. Once technology had gone far enough a group of scientists in one of the Alpha Centari colonies attempted to create a new form of life. Cloning had already been done and mastered, yes, but these men created a machine to make new life from scratch; new intelligent life. What was once thought to be the salvation of the human race is what now brings them to their knees. Meddling in the natural order of things that should not be touched. That is where our story begins. This is how men found damnation in the light.
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Yep that's the opening. So yeah, let me know what you think.

For those of you who got this far in reading, thanks. It's my birthday tomorrow(the 8th) and I'm really only concerned with some people remembering as apposed to getting things. I'm not greedy. I don't need shit. I just don't want to be forgotten.


Well that's the end. Thanks for staying with me this far.

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I LEFT 4CHAN FOR A REASON YOU ASSHOLES.


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Ok. Well. All I have to say is that we did it when it was cool. It's no longer cool. The admins fail. This is not a good April Fools Day joke. At least when I pranked someone it was by telling her that Anonymous and all the *chans had been killed. I swear to go she almost started crying, and that was after she shit bricks.


Just goes to show you that thinking out something is better than capitalizing on an internet meme like a retard.

You guys can disagree with me if you want. I really don't give a shit personally. I think Mudkip spam is retarded.

In b4 this isn't spam. It doesn't matter if they're saying it, putting it in an icon, or flooding it everywhere. It's still stupid.

Before I end this half assed rant I just want to remind everyone that m00t is still a faggot and just because you go on Encyclopedia Dramatica it does NOT make you cool. I didn't read about this stuff on some mock encyclopedia. I was involved in the actual thing. That, funny franks, is something you can never do.

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But I just want to scream at myself...

I FUCKING HATE YOU SO MUCH!! YOU FUCKING FAIL AT LIFE! YOU NEVER DO ANYTHING RIGHT AND ITS YOUR FAULT! ALL YOUR FAULT! ITS YOUR FAULT ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS HATE YOU AND DONT CARE ABOUT YOU! ITS YOUR FAULT YOU'RE ALONE! I FUCKING HATE YOU YOU FUCKING CUNT SON OF A BITCH! YOU SHOULD'VE NEVER BEEN BORN! I WISH YOU WOULD JUST DIE YOU STUPID FUCKING MORON!



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I'm sorry everyone. I snapped. I can't handle it. I'm not strong enough.

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Ok I'm much better now. I've lost some people in the process though.

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Updates soon.

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This was inspired by a girl who thought it would be smart to put the blame for her messed up life on me. To be honest, I don't think I was harsh enough. In any case, this was written in early October and things have since cooled down a lot. Despite the cursing, I really didn't care. I just thought cursing was funny. I still fucking do.

"What the fuck?"
Holy fucking shit! Someone just sent my bullshit detector off the fucking scale. Ok I got an email a few days ago from a girl who shall remain nameless saying that I ruined her life in a few ways that honestly made no sense to me. She complained about me making her emo and gothic and the bitch had the nerve to put the blame on me for everything SHE fucking did wrong. This whole thing pisses me off. Now for those of you who know me, you know I'm all about trolling and pissing people off. When I make someone miserable I'm usually proud of it. This isn't the fucking case right here though. I didn't do jack shit. Worst of all it's one of these assholes that thinks that grammar and spelling aren't important. Congratulations, dumbass! You're mediocre!
Ok back on the thing. I sent a very nasty email back after fucking with her head for a few minutes (Pretending I didn't know who it was and other such things) threatening to spam her Myspace page with porn if she didn't knock it the fuck off and get a real life. See this whole ordeal started over her being obsessed over and even stalking her ex boyfriend. I sided with him, and losing probably the only intelligent person that ever gave a shit about her, she went nuts. A few hours after I sent the email I got a message from some other bitch threatening divine wrath upon me. What else could I do but laugh. Ok ok so I'm being threatened now by some 15-16 yr old girls I don't give a shit about...? Nice job dumbasses.
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And here's the music quiz thing .

Your Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits: In the End
Waking up: Animals
Average day: Forgotten
First date: No More Sorrow
Falling in love: From the Inside
Love scene: Faint
Fight scene: Papercut
Breaking up: I Hate Everything About You
Getting back together: Runaway
Secret love: Livin' in Sin
Life's okay: With You
Mental breakdown: A Place For My Head
Driving: Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Learning a lesson: Just Like You
Deep thought: Breaking the Habit
Flashback: Let You Down
Partying: Next Contestant
Happy dance: The March Unto Death
Regreting: Throw Yourself Away
Long night alone: Valentine's Day
Death scene: Burn
Closing credits: Wake Up

I've long since deleted some of these songs. It's a rather old list. Oh well, most of it fits oddly enough.

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]]> ~ciadude2 http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/15745489/ http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/15745489/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 07:19:35 PST
~Steve

]]> ~ciadude2 http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/15546817/ http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/15546817/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 10:57:21 PST 1/3 + 1/3 + 1/3 = 1
.333 + .333 + .333 = .999
Therefore .999 = 1

Prove me wrong.

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]]> ~ciadude2 http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/15300912/ http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/15300912/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 11:55:35 PDT
~Steve

]]> ~ciadude2 http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/15254851/ http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/15254851/ Sun, 28 Oct 2007 08:55:44 PDT
~Steve

In other news, the pool is still closed.

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Bush invaded Iraq because Saddam said he had a bigger penis.

The universe was created by a giant Flying Spaghetti Monster while he was drunk.

Hitler didn't die; he fled Germany and went on to become Elvis, one of the greatest rock and roll singers of all time. Elvis didn't die; he's hiding in a secret base on the moon.

The American civil war started not over slavery, but over what the national sandwich should be. Even today the North and South fight over who makes better sandwiches.

Dick Cheney shot his friend in the face during an attempted rape.

Jesus will return but only when people stop putting up all those crosses. Really, would you want to be constantly reminded of how you died?

The "Gay Bomb" was actually devised by a lonely Donald Rumsfeld.

Pirates are totally cooler than ninjas.

McDonalds is causing global warming by trying to kill all the pirates in the world.

Michael Jackson didn't do it! He.. Umm... No never mind, he did it.

There is no I in team. But there is a t.

May add on more. May not. Please don't be offended by any of this, as it is nonsense.

~~~Updated!
They say that if you drive alone you drive with Hitler. If you're driving with Hitler, you aren't alone. What idiot came up with this saying?

Where on Earth is safest from disease? The jungles of Madagascar, of course. (lol@pandemic)

Leave Britney alone! Her sister is a much fresher target.

]]> ~ciadude2 http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/14576400/ http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/14576400/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 05:20:14 PST 1. Put library on shuffle.
2. Post the first line or two from each of the first 30 songs it plays.
3. Make people guess. NO CHEATING. No looking it up.
4. Songs will be bold and identified after someone gets it.
5. If you know it, comment! [And maybe WIN.]

1. I'm not sober all the time, you bring me down at least you try - Wake up; TDG; white0demon
2. Tired of being what you want me to be - Numb; Linkin Park; white0demon
3. Don't tell me that this is your last chance to change
4. Nothin' ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them - Figure .09; Linkin Park; steppenfreak
5. I watch how the moon sits in the sky in the dark night - A Place for my Head; Linkin Park; steppenfreak
6. When I pretend everything is what I want it to be - Lying From You; Linkin Park; steppenfreak
7. Now it seems I'm fading
8. I could be mean, I could be angry, you know I could be just like you. - Just Like You; TDG; NightShinobi123
9. There are too many times when people have tried to look inside of me - Hit the Floor; Linkin Park; steppenfreak
10. If you feel so empty - Riot; Three Days Grace; blueisyourcolor
11. Paper bags and angry voices, under a sky of dust - Runaway; Linkin Park; white0demon
12. This world is so cold
13. Oh shit (Yes that is an actual lyric.)
14. The moon is shining bright.
15. I've lied.. to you.. the same way that I always do.. - Pushing Me Away; Linkin Park; white0demon
16. Worn out and faded, the weakness starts to show..
17. When I see your smile, tears run down my face I can't replace..
18. Once again my friends, storm clouds are rollin' in..
19. You can dig me up a grave, and try an stick me in the ground.
20. In this time, are we learning..
21. Trust me, there's no need to fear..
22. This is my December.. This is my time of the year.. - My December; Linkin Park; steppenfreak
23. I woke up in a dream today - With you; Linkin Park; white0demon
24. Every time we lie awake.. - I Hate Everything About You; Three Days Grace; blueisyourcolor
25. Good morning day.. Sorry I'm not here..
26. Why does it feel like night today?
27. I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard - Faint; Linkin Park; white0demon
28. Every time I look in the mirror..
29. I didn't think that I had a debt to pay
30. Sometimes I.. need to remember just to breathe.. - Don't Stay; Linkin Park; white0demon

Credit will be given to whoever guesses the correct artist for each individual song and artist.

Update: Ok I just remembered about this.. Haha come on guys it's not that hard!

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]]> ~ciadude2 http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/14439280/ http://ciadude2.deviantart.com/journal/14439280/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 10:20:19 PDT [link]. Thanks.
~Steve

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