http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:cieloicequeen&section=today deviantART RSS for by:cieloicequeen en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 30 Nov 2009 04:39:39 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://cieloicequeen.deviantart.com/journal/24793345/ http://cieloicequeen.deviantart.com/journal/24793345/ Sat, 16 May 2009 19:49:24 PDT This could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me

Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it's never really over

And I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time

Three months and I'm still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It's never really over, no

Wake up

Three months and I'm still standing here
Three months and I'm getting better yeah
Three months and I still am

Three months and it's still harder now
Three months I've been living here without you now
Three months yeah, three months

Three months and I'm still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up

Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers

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no, i'm not drunk. hahahahahahaa

again, i have fallen in love with a song... this is from kelly clarkson. in her album my december

i'm trying to learn the song in guitar. hehe...

]]> ~cieloicequeen http://cieloicequeen.deviantart.com/journal/22274463/ http://cieloicequeen.deviantart.com/journal/22274463/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 07:31:52 PST )

I concluded in the beginning of the year, that 2007 has been the year that I dared to do things that I wanted. It was the year of accomplishments and firsts. It was a year for self discovery.

Now, 2008 has come to an end. As I look back in the previous year, it has been emotionally draining. But with all those heart aches and disappointments, lessons are learned.

To help my stroll down memory lane (ahh! the cliches! argh), I visited my blogger account

The first entry was a look back on the previous year. The next entry are poems written out of a crazy infatuation. Haha, enough about that. I have moved on. But because of some silly antics, I don't think, I could bear to see that person.

I graduated April. But didn't attend the graduation ceremony. I think it IS a waste of time.

Got a job on my birthday. Hated the environment. I moved to another job.

Visited the place where I graduated from High School.

I continued attending conventions and other related events. But missed the events in October and November.

Started hanging out with ~amaterasu05 over mugs of coffee

I got 12 anti rabies shots. Our dog bit me. Now, he's dead. Sometimes.. I still blame myself of his death.

I got to meet some people here in Deviantart through ~hackette. I haven't been to the DA chat rooms then. Started visiting the chat rooms September. Met more of them recently.

Did I say that the year was emotionally draining? With all that I've said above, I couldn't see the reason why the year has been emotionally draining.

Behind the list of the list of the things that has happened, there had been tears (lots of them)... and some were just wasted.

I am both crazy and sane, stupid and witty, serious and fun. I am both cold and emotional.

The main thing that I've learned this year is to never let my guard down. It is really hard to gain trust and it is hard to trust.

To all my REAL FRIENDS here in deviantArt, thank you for being real. Thank you for the good and fun times.

There are more years ahead of us... (I hope).. Let us all strive to be better individuals, better artists/artisans. Let us keep looking forward to a brighter day... ^^

MGA BATANG LIGAW


PRUTKAKYTEYL GANG
<... ]]> ~cieloicequeen http://cieloicequeen.deviantart.com/journal/22080119/ http://cieloicequeen.deviantart.com/journal/22080119/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 06:54:57 PST -slash-Talkpinoy meet-up...hehe). To be honest, the event was pure boredom. It was just a freaking bazaar.

But meeting the people from Talkpinoy has been really fun.

~stephfaith, thank you for being there. I would not have the guts to approach the people if you weren't around. I wish we have more time to talk about stuff..(you know what I mean )

~PJ731, saludo ako sa inyo. grabe alindog mo.. wahahahahah..

~Lhege, ok, tanggap ko na. ICECREAM na ako sa 'yo. Grabe ang pagiging hyper mo. Bawal kang mag asukal.

~yu09, ~firegoddess27, ~julsenix23, it was a pleasure meeting you. hehe, ok na ok yung ka-hyper-an nyo. don't worry, it's not a bad thing, mas masaya kung makukulit yung mga kasama.

~Wasudo( comsci ka?! ),~hk-scythe, ~ayatori-meow, ~setheichel, parang mas hyperactive/makulit pa mga girls sa inyo ah.. it's nice meeting you.

~TormentedShopao, hehe.. ang kulet mo! astig ang pagko - crossplay! sana maulet..

=pilandok ( the prutkakteyl king), ~legendaryeiyuu, ~magboboterski, ~rage-oblivion, nice meeting you po.


Funny, I really thought I would shrink in one corner. I seriously have problems in social situations and is afraid of human interaction.

I really had lots of fun hanging out with you... 'til the next con

MGA BATANG LIGAW
http://cieloicequeen.deviantart.com/journal/22029276/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 09:25:33 PST
Then, a friend has read my journal. The journal was a single sentence:

"NOW, I seriously want to have a subbie even for a short while. "

And after a short exchange of words, this friend gave me probably the best Christmas gift a friend has ever given me.
It's not because a subbie is what I really really wanted. (There are many things that I wanted more) She is someone i have met through chat, and I haven't actually seen her personally. We have few exchanges through SMS. We have made a connection. We have been friends through the digital world. And I never expected that she would give me something like this. To this friend, words could not express how happy I am for this gift.
I am getting melodramatic. But, really, I am happy and thankful.

Anyway, I am trying out CSS templates and studying how I could edit my journal. Making the most of the 3 months This template is by *trashydragon, just tweked the font colors I am hoiping I could make my own. I need to relearn CSS from my college years..

MGA BATANG LIGAW


PRUTKAKYTEYL GANG
]]> ~cieloicequeen http://cieloicequeen.deviantart.com/journal/21585976/ http://cieloicequeen.deviantart.com/journal/21585976/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 17:22:22 PST As vivid as today
And I wonder do you see me
In that same familiar way
Ohhh..., another place, another time
We'll meet again and you'll be mine,
Ohhh..., 'cause nothing can
compare to you and I

Wasn't it true do you
remember like I do
(Wasn't it true or is it)
All tainted in your view
Could I be just a dream or two
(Wasn't it true)
Oh, if I knew

Now I know it was so special
(Every single way)
Every single way, yeah, yeah
You know I'd go right back there
(Take me back today)
If you take me back today
'Cause I know
there's no one to
replace you in my
mind

Wasn't it true do you
remember like I do
(Wasn't it true or is it)
All tainted in your view
Could I be just a dream or two
(Wasn't it true)
Oh, if I knew

Do you remember...
Oh I remember...
Do you remember...
(Do you remember, Do
you remember, Do you
remember)
Oh I remember
(Do you remember, Do
you remember, Do you
remember)

True, remember like I do
(Wasn't it true or is it)
Tainted in your view
Just a dream or two
(Wasn't it true)
Away from you

Wasn't it true, so true,
remember like I do, I do
(Wasn't it true, or is it all)
Tainted in you're view
Could I be just a dream or two
(Wasn't it true)
Away from you
Do you remember...
(True, Remember like I do)
Oh I remember...
(Wasn't it true, or is it
tainted in your view)
(Just a dream or too)
Oh I remember...
(Wasn't it true)
(True, remember like I do)
(Wasn't it true, or is it)
Tainted in your view
Just a dream or two...

my song for the moment..wuv this song very much
tsalamats kay lola pj




actually, ala rin akong maisip na journal entry... buti LSS ko ito ngaun..

]]> ~cieloicequeen http://cieloicequeen.deviantart.com/journal/20478200/ http://cieloicequeen.deviantart.com/journal/20478200/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 19:52:47 PDT Asians Are Smart

Reality is harsh.. but things will only get worse unless we start to do somethihng.. and I mean, DO SOMETHING


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EDIT
We can really say that many Filipinos are intelligent and wise.

Sadly, the wise consists only of a fraction of the whole population. Most don't have the money to study. And they end up being concerned solely on their basic needs.

And also, only a few of the wise choose to do something not only for themselves and not only for their current status.

A small fraction of Filipinos fight for our future, for own own identity and for their country.

The issue now is not how intelligent we are, but how we fight to keep your identity and to alleviate the status not only of the country but also the people

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