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MUSHROOM MUSHROOM

http://cindre.deviantart.com/journal/24880542/ Thu, 21 May 2009 23:56:07 PDT

Gooonnne

EDIT: GASP! Me and just discovered we have known eachother for a whole year! Yaaaaay! That's so awesome lD HAPPY ONE YEAR OF BEING SLOWLY CORRUPTED, MY DEAR <3 love yyooouu!

/endedit

Wassup homies lD;

Thought I'd update my journal, cause my art is rather dead atm. All I've been able to do are sketches and I haven't liked them enough to finish any of them.
Blah.

I had a really weird dream where I went to college and we learnt magic or something, and we had to team up with someone, raise someone from the dead and have them be our date for the prom
._.;
I was paired with this guy and we raised this chick called Sophia. It was so random, all these zombies going round trying to eat their dates brains.
Nevertheless, when I woke up I felt depressed cause I realised reality and all the money problems and crappyness T-T boo.

Hum I'm trying to develop my new set of characters but I'm unmotivated. I'm in one of those moods where I'm really bored but don't want to DO anything so I get even more bored >->;

ALSO I AM STILL SICK.
RAWR. Cuurree mmeeee -boohoohoo-

And also a note because I'm getting asked this a lot recently;
My DP fanart is gone. Gone, gone, gone, gone and won't be coming back. Also no new DP related pics will be posted.
Why?
Because this is my gallery and I say so.
The end.

-throws all her OCs at you-
LOVE THEM, NOW INSTEAD. LOVE THEM OR DIE lD
-squishes their cheeks-
Own imaginations are much more rewarding and loveable than being stuck in fanart land forevers.

Read pandora hearts D8

MUSHROOM MUSHROOM

http://cindre.deviantart.com/journal/24808868/ Sun, 17 May 2009 16:35:29 PDT

OH EM GEE

My computer has been so slow, lately ._.;

ANYWAY

OH. MY. GOD YOU GUUYYZZ

The freaking scariest thing happened this morning T_T;
There I was, fast asleep dreaming (no oke here) about these two people fighting eachother and one of them had a giant vampire WOMAT which had an extra evil...multitoothed alien worm mouth.
And something about some girls flash game winning an award for the most searched flash game... The results were so random xD it was like a number, then a colour and then 300,000,000 bottles of shampoo.. or something.

But enough about my demented imagination.

Something WOKE ME UP.
So I lay there all 'Hyumm?' with a pillow over my eyes cause bright sun is doom. And I realise that it is raining.

AND THEN SUDDENLY.
IT WENT WOOSH.
WOOOSH
WWOOOSH
FRIGGIN WOOSHOWHSOEBJ,ASB,SDGVBSDFGD

It got so fast and SO LOUD against my windows I had to cover my ears ._. I have never heard anything like it as all.
I thought my window was going to smash and the roof was going to blow off T_T;
So I got out of my room to see my mum closing the doors, because she thought the windows were going to smash in, too.

Thankfully it eased off after that.
But mum said in out living room, which has a lot of windows, that you couldn't see outside, it was just WHITE, and that it looked like the house was under a waterfall. Only it wasn't water. IT WAS HAIL D8

And then we went
hymhmghmynmyn ;3;

And then in true me style I went OOOHH I'M GONNA TAKE PICTURES 8D and then we went round the house taking photos of the apocolypse leftovers. It was fun lD

And then I heard thunder and I was scared :c -doesn't like thunder-
But then it went away lD

And I put the photos on my LJ 8D
goo see theemmm~

here: [link]

Even now I can't see out of my window, everything is covered in thick white cloud... GASP. ODESSIA HAS COME TO LIFE -prance- WHERE'S MY DAN-DAN AND MAXY AND LEO AND JESSE AND BUNNY-PIES?

Wahh it's raining again.

Read pandora hearts D8

http://cindre.deviantart.com/journal/24801051/ Sun, 17 May 2009 08:45:10 PDT

OH EM GEE

..... Yo lD

lawl, oh I amuse me.

'Cause..Yeah... I'm...Yeah.
Okay.

Insomnia and vanishing and re-appearing photoshop patterns make me slightly insane.

...That and I am naturally a nut-job, too.

SO HUM.
It's cold c:

I'm bored. And sleepy. But I know even if I go to bed now I'll just LAY THERE. And then randomly start making up stories about Ev and Rhy, or Rain or Luca or Ike or... One of the other bazillion stories that I have.
And then I'll be laying thee for hours.
Then when I finally get to sleep I'll wake up half an hour later with my cat or something.
And then again cause everyone else will be awake.

And then I will be a zombie until about 3pm.
Such has been the case of the last few weeks .3.;

I mostly watch cartoon network until 4am lD
BUT IT'S NO FUN ANYMORE >: where did my gory late night anime go? Now I have to watch idiotic barf like my gym partners a monkey. Wtf. Crappy crap. IN MY DAY we had decent shows. Oh how I feel for the young genterations of today.

I made a crack-crack comic page today. I was thinking of finishing it, but it's messy and doesn't really have any outlines to...Outline in most cases lD; So... I won't.
You can see it on my LJ though.

I'm also WRITING... Sometimes.
I like to write random short stories about my characters, you see. This one I'm working on is maybe the longest one I've written so far. It's about Rain when he wakes up and becomes a vampire, and then his starting his new life, and slowly remembering about his life up til he was attacked, and then I somehow have to work out how he became the insane little cross dressing mushroom he is now... Because in my story he's...Normal XD
Hm. TRAUMA?
I dunno.
I never think these things through lD lawl.

OKAY.
That has killed about 15 minutes.
Now I must find something else to do.

TO THE BAT MOBILE

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MUSHR... ]]> =cindre Laaaaaloohlaa http://cindre.deviantart.com/journal/24761535/ http://cindre.deviantart.com/journal/24761535/ Thu, 14 May 2009 20:59:00 PDT

KABOOM DEATH

I went to see 'Angels and Demons' this afternoon lD I love mysteryious historyish type movies like that. Anndd I also like the musiiicc~ you know... the violinnyish whatever type 8D lol
I'm such an old biddy liking that sort of music.
But it's so prettyy~

Anyways, movie was keewwlll, I kind of liked the last one better though... Although GIANT DOOM EXPLOSION was so pretty 8D
Lawl
I can just imagine.
The end of the world and stuff, everyone will be running around screaming, and I'd be stood there going 'Oooohh soo preettyyy lD -takes pictures-'

I'm going to win $14 million. The advert was on TV and I got this really random HOMGYAY feeling and I got a ticket lD lol
I was trying to choose the numbers all careful like, and only chose the ones that jumped out at me.
I was stood there ages

So I shall buy somewhere nice for my parents to live, and get me and Von a house or something in the UK. My laptop, of course lD
And then me and Von will go to America for a visit when there's a con on.
And I'm gonna fly all my friends over so we can all meet up.
And then we'll all dress as Felix Vampires and walk around aimlessly looking awesome lD
it won't be that hard. All we'll have to do is wear a black outfit with red accesories. Oh! And we'll also all have some of those really awesome goggles so we can see in sunlight.

I just now decided this.

So I better win now or else I will eat the lotto store and hunt down whoever DID win it and go THATS MY MONEYYYY RAWR.
And then I'll go to jail, and all my OCs will be sad cause I wont have anything to draw them with.
And then.... The world will explode.

So really, Let's hope for all our sakes that I win it c:

Read pandora hearts D8

MUSHROOM MUSHROOM

http://cindre.deviantart.com/journal/24646422/ Fri, 08 May 2009 19:15:52 PDT

Hey guys. Just updating to let anyone who is interested know that my commission slots are open again. I've added 2 more slots in hope that I can make a little more money.

I'm wanting a nice laptop for when I go back to the UK. It has to have really good graphics so that I can continue my art, and also has to be LIGHT.
Seriously.
Flys are stronger than me.
This one time my mum made me stand under a wall cupboard while she took it off the wall, and keep it held up and I was nearly squished.
Though she did admit afterwards she wasn't expecting it to weigh that much >__>

Byt yeah anyway. I'll be flying to the other side of the world, and I'll already have my carryon bag which always weighs a ton, so the last thing I need is a super heavy laptop to lug around too T_T; myshouldersgiveinsoeasily.

Hooo~
Where's a nice strong young man to help meee lD

Wake up from THAT daydream, my dear.
Hum~ Perhaps I'll meet one back home. Then I can yell at him for not being there to carry my stuff on the way over lD kukuku

So yeah anyways c:

< commish account

If possible

I dunno about doing refsheets at the moment, they take a lot of time to do and I'll be all WAH BUTIHAVEPEOPLEWAITING cause I get like that

BUT I shouldn't complain cause I really need the money lD;;

Are any of you really, really rich, close to death and possibly related to me?
Cause ilu?

http://cindre.deviantart.com/journal/24592975/ Mon, 04 May 2009 21:40:25 PDT

o3o

I've decided.
And I'm writing it down in hopes that my scardeycat clingy side won't take over me again.

I am going to take my dad up on his offer and go back to the UK.
I'm going to be an AWESOME AND INDEPENDANT ADVERNTURER lD
I'll dress in a FF costume and pretend I'm on an epic adventure to save someone.

Okay no I won't
But if I had one and wasn't so shy then I would lD

I've always wanted to go on an adventure, ever since I was little.
And sure, finding my way through foreign airports to departure gates (oh god I hope planes aren't late if I have to make a connection like in the US when it almost left without us T_T I don't want to be-- SHUT UP EMO SIDE )
AS I WAS SAYING.
Exploring airports and waiting around for hours between connecting flights might not be so much of an adventure but I'll be by myself in a weird country, I'll be able to see what their BATHROOMS are like.
I'll be an international AIRPORT BATHROOM TRAVELER.
On the way to and fro here we stopped over in a few countries and weren't allowed to lave the airports, you see.

Thailand has magical SINKS. It's like.. The water is all soapy or something D8
magicaaaal.
They also had fun looking shops in the duty free section.

I won't have any money though lD;;
I'm going to be really, really good.
I've already had to put a stop to my manga and anime buying obsession.
No moar city for me.
;3;
mannggaaa...
Nono they're cheaper in the UK anyway.
I'll treat myself for being brave once I get there.

-deeep breath-

Look how strange I am.
I'm emo one minute then an insane person the next. ITOLDYOUIHAVEASPLITPERSONALITYD8

Anyways, I wanted to thank everyone so much for your help and stuff from my last journal

talking about stuff really does help.
If I can, I do want to find some fun kind of art course... Or maybe something where I get to study how to make comics.. Or some kind of fable related stuff D8
Or maybe writing for childrens books.
I could write for children, don't you think? That could be fun c:
Not like.. Harry Potter though.
I don't have the attention span for that lD
Or I could draw pictures for childrens books c:
Or I could find out how to get into character art for something.
O... ]]> =cindre I want YOUR help, plz http://cindre.deviantart.com/journal/24590428/ http://cindre.deviantart.com/journal/24590428/ Mon, 04 May 2009 18:50:27 PDT

Here's the deal.
I'm broker than broke, I can't get a job no matter how hard I try and the course I wanted to go on in the local college so I could learn a trade and stand a better chance of GETTING a job was full ._.
So I've been feeling UTTERLY DEFEATED for the past few months.

I still have no idea what I want to do career-wise .___.

The only thing I really enjoy doing is drawing. And I'm always afraid that even if I was good enough to be an illustrator or something, then having to draw so much would take the fun out of it and then I'd get bored and end up having nothing to be passionate about lc

I keep setting myself goals to do stuff by and I work so hard to get it and nothing happens ._.

I feel as though I'm not supposed to exist sometimes, because of how life alludes me so well.

Plus, I've always been one of those people who's afraid of doing something by themselves. I like to have a friend with me to hold my hand, or someone to talk me though my options, point me in the right direction and then stay with me.
Of course I hate being that way, and I try to do stuff by myself and when I push myself and do it, I feel totally awesome like YEAH INDEPENDANT
But then after that I go right back to where I started so it never gets better .___.

I live in a country basically by myself. I'm all alone. I don't have anyone to be with me and so that makes everything 100x times harder and scarier.

I have dreaaammms~
I hop from one to the other quite alot. Usually if I go 'OH I'LL DO THAT' my mind hops to something else so I never know what I want >_>
I always wanted to be an animator when I was younger lD
But I'm not a very motivated person, I can't deal with a lot of work or I just crack under the pressure.
So that's probably not such a good idea for me.

I also want to work in a SWEETSHOP.
But they don't have them here .______________________________.

I also like animallss... But I can't get a job in a pet shop and I don't want to be a vet cause I suck at the sciences.

And recently I wanted to be someones assistant lD like, a fun one that gets to draw and learns from whoever they're assisting.

Oh, and I want to do comics. But again... Not motivated ._x

@n@

Mum told me I should speak to a careers adviser.
I think I should, too.
Who knows, perhaps there's some kind of random u... ]]> =cindre lD Adding meh on facebook http://cindre.deviantart.com/journal/24557467/ http://cindre.deviantart.com/journal/24557467/ Sun, 03 May 2009 16:54:02 PDT

lawl

EDIT: Homg lD it's so cool having faces to the naaameess~ YOU'RE ALL SO BOOTIFUL TDT <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

//End of spaz about bootiful people/Edit

OKAY so people were having trouble adding Rain facebook and stuff, cause it couldn't find hiiim. HE WENT SHY AND HID. It's because his age was under 18, and they don't show up in searches.
MYBADI'MSORRY.

But it's okay lD I found a way to find him.

If you're on facebook and want to randomly add Rain as you friend and be vampire loved (and chat to me cause Im loneellyy) then here's what you have to do;

1. Search for; rhyareweevahnhere@hotmail.com
It will say ' There are no results for rhyareweevahnhere@hotmail.com. Make sure all words are spelt correctly.'
2. Click the blue button saying send invitation
It will then say it failed because they're already on facebook, and then it will send a friend invite to the account for you.

lD So that's what you do, kay?

Again I apologize to my facebook buddies for spamming you a minute ago XDD
-runs and hides- I'm such a doorrkk of faiiil.

AND AGAIN YES.
I HAVE NO LIFE~

-skips away to play with unicorns-

Read pandora hearts D8

MUSHROOM MUSHROOM

badger badger badger badger badger badger...

]]> =cindre Gepetto lD http://cindre.deviantart.com/journal/24540287/ http://cindre.deviantart.com/journal/24540287/ Sat, 02 May 2009 23:14:43 PDT

taag

_{I was tagged by

..lD I have no idea how it's supposed to work. I mean, what if you have loads of brothers and sisters and step parents and stuff, that's gonna add up so that you're spoilt. lolwhut~

[x] Mother
[x] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step Sister
[ ] Step Brother
[ ] Brother
[ ] Brother In Law
[x] Sister
[ ] Sister In Law
[ ] Half sister
[ ] Half brother
[ ] Nephew
[ ] Niece
[ ] Boyfriend/Girlfriend
[x] Mobile phone
[ ] Own bathroom
[x] Own room
[ ] Have/had a swimming pool
[x] Have/had a hot tub
[ ] Guest room
[x] Living Room
[x] Own computer
[ ] Own TV
Total: 8

[ ] Full size/Queen bed
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[x] MP3 Player/iPod
[x] PS2/3
[x] Nintendo DS or PSP
[x] Gameboy/Advance
[ ] Gamecube
[ ] xbox/xbox 360
[x] Wii
[ ] Your Own Laptop
Total so far: 13

[ ] Basketball net/hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Foosball table
Total so far: 13

[x] Night stand
[X] Stereo in bedroom
[x] DVD player in bedroom/portable
Total so far: 16

[ ] Go shopping at least once a week
[ ] Expensive cologne/perfume
[X] AIM/MSN
[x] camera on phone
Total so far: 18

[ ] Go Cart/car/quad
[ ] Guitar/drums/bass guitar
[x] Piano/Keyboard
[ ] Any other instrument
[ ] Been on a cruise
[x] Traveled out of the country
[x] Traveled out of the continent
[ ] Had a personal trainer
[ ] Expensive jewelery
[x] Met a Celeb -..I SAW A FEW..does that count? lD
Total so far: 22

[x] Straightener/curling iron [ I would DIE without my GHDs :c]
[ ] Have been to a batting cage
[ ] Have $100 on you right now in your pocket/wallet (I wish)
[x] Credit card or ATM card or debit card or bank card
[ ] Have a TV in your room
[ ] Mirror in your room
Total so far: 24

[x] Window in your room
[ ] Been to Paris
[ ] Been to Rome
[ ] Been to the Bahamas
[ ] Been to Mexico DUH
[ ] Been to Jamaica
Total so far: 25

[x] Parents have a car
[ ] Have owned or own a Jet ski/bo... ]]>
=cindre

Happy St Georges day c:
http://cindre.deviantart.com/journal/24399220/
http://cindre.deviantart.com/journal/24399220/
Thu, 23 Apr 2009 18:09:04 PDT

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Woop Woop England

St George was a Roman soldier who protested against the Romans' torture of Christians and died for his beliefs.
His popularity in England stems from the time of the early Crusades when the Normans claimed to have seen him in a vision and were victorious

23rd April means St. Georges day c:
At least, I think it does. Unlike Irlands patron saint, the English were long since discouraged to celebrate our heritige, so a lot of people don't even know when it is. I usually found out by reading through my calander. hohoho.

"Let us not forego our appreciation of an English identity for fear of upset or offence to those who claim such an identity has no place in a multi-cultural society. Let us acknowledge and enjoy what we are." - Dr John Sentamu, the Archbishop of York.

I AGREE D8!
The world is far too P.C! It shouldn't matter if hundreds of different cultures live together, why should you stop celebrating what you are in fear of upsetting someone? It's dumb! You don't see them dropping their customs in fear of upsetting anyone, do you? no!
It's England dammit D8 They moved to England because it was ENGLAND, don't change it you dumbasses. I'm not Christian and I don't mind the holidays

it doesn't make me weep and cry OH NO I DON'T BELEIVE IN THAT U MAKE ME SAD I HATE YOU NOW.

Keep putting up twinkly lights and decorations around the high streets at xmas time! Keep scoffing your face with chocolate at easter! And celebrate being English when it's our national day that no one knows about 8D
lol

Yaaaayy English ppeeoopplleee and lannd and... uhm.. fish and chips! Yaaay!

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