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And since I refuse to go along with the digital age, my scanner is busted and I can't get any of my semi-decent work up.

Inspire me.

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DAMN. last night was amazing, but I DON'T KNOW!! ]]> ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/5775167/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/5775167/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 19:24:24 PDT























































































































why do i like you so much? ]]> ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/5759027/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/5759027/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 03:09:53 PDT
This girl, the one with all the makeup, she helped me get over my girlfriend, she is a very good friend, i treat her like a sister to me. I go to the movies and have fun. you want to know about this girl, she is pure at heart,
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She is my sister and she always will be, thanks
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Worst part about it is that she's kinky to


i heart him. he's great ]]> ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/5341773/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/5341773/ Thu, 12 May 2005 18:52:13 PDT [link] ]]> ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/5142156/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/5142156/ Wed, 20 Apr 2005 19:01:14 PDT ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4885159/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4885159/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 19:57:09 PST ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4704001/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4704001/ Tue, 01 Mar 2005 16:15:10 PST ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4571559/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4571559/ Sun, 13 Feb 2005 16:20:29 PST ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4447202/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4447202/ Sat, 29 Jan 2005 17:23:31 PST ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4383361/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4383361/ Sat, 22 Jan 2005 07:52:29 PST
now my friend darryl is tryin to set me up with this guy joe. i've only known him for about 4 days. lol. the sad thing is that i'm already crushin on him *blushes* i woulda tried to get w/ devon, but SHe has a bf. that's okay though. i promised anthony i'd try to go w/ a girl next time, but i don't think it's gonna work out for this time. she is super awesome, but it just ain't gonna work... for now. lol. i'm too optimistic when it comes to her. maybe cuz she's bi too? i dunno. but i still like joe. darryl said we'd go perfect together and i dunno.... it makes me even more curious and i just wanna get to know him and see if he's right. ]]> ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4352928/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4352928/ Tue, 18 Jan 2005 15:20:59 PST
i think i'm done with guys for awhile. i can't take this shit anymore. i'm goin with a girl next time. the only trouble is tryin to find a girl i like that's bi. this is gonna be hard as hell. and i have no idea how to tell my family if i ever did have a gf. i hate havin them in on my love life, so i'll prolly just keep it secret.

FUCK THE WORLD AND LET'S HAVE AN ORGY ]]> ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4340577/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4340577/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 06:28:44 PST
Mike- i'm sorry i broke down like that. i would tell you everything, but i'm just not ready for taht now. i promise i will in the future. just please be patient with me.

Sorry again to all you others. if i could tell you all, i would. but i just can't. it hurts me too much. i'll be okay later though. don't worry.

thanks again for reading my journal shit. much appreciated.

Emma ]]> ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4333848/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4333848/ Sun, 16 Jan 2005 10:36:54 PST
iH473jimmyP493: won 68$ yesterday in poker
ShdwdGraceAddict: lol
ShdwdGraceAddict: niiiiiice
ShdwdGraceAddict: what you gona do with the money?
iH473jimmyP493: i spent 20 of it yesterday
iH473jimmyP493: lol
iH473jimmyP493: on food
iH473jimmyP493: i dunno
ShdwdGraceAddict: lol
ShdwdGraceAddict: hmmmmm...
iH473jimmyP493:
ShdwdGraceAddict: get something for maria
iH473jimmyP493: cant
ShdwdGraceAddict: why?
iH473jimmyP493: i was gonna origianlly, over christmas, get her a 350$ ring
iH473jimmyP493: but
iH473jimmyP493: cant get it to her house
iH473jimmyP493: her dad intercepts her mail
ShdwdGraceAddict: jeezus
ShdwdGraceAddict: ask to mail it to one of her close friend friends
iH473jimmyP493: tried
iH473jimmyP493: her only close friend is kalyal
iH473jimmyP493: and kayla would keep the ring
iH473jimmyP493: lol
ShdwdGraceAddict: damn
ShdwdGraceAddict: how much do you love maria?
iH473jimmyP493: a lot.
iH473jimmyP493: a whole lot
ShdwdGraceAddict: how much do you love the others?
iH473jimmyP493: just as much
ShdwdGraceAddict: then it's not fair
iH473jimmyP493: sure it is..
ShdwdGraceAddict: what if someday you change ur mind to one of the others
ShdwdGraceAddict: you could do that easily if you love them all the same
iH473jimmyP493: i already love everyone as much as i can
ShdwdGraceAddict: i'm just saying that things change
ShdwdGraceAddict: would a ring freak her out?
iH473jimmyP493: no
iH473jimmyP493: :-*
iH473jimmyP493:
ShdwdGraceAddict: i don't wanna get you mad, but would you listen to me?
iH473jimmyP493: i am listening sweetheart
iH473jimmyP493: and you would never ever get me mad
ShdwdGraceAddict: ok
ShdwdGraceAddict: my point is, love changes, especially in your case. i've been there
ShdwdGraceAddict: if you really wanna marry the girl and you're sure... you'd have to love her more than anything
ShdwdGraceAddict: more than me or anyone else
ShdwdGraceAddict: my sister is 20 and i know all this shit
ShdwdGraceAddict: she tells me everything
ShdwdGraceAddict: so trust me
ShdwdGraceAddict: the best thing is to just wait it out and see what happens
iH473jimmyP493: the only reason i could think of marrying anyone
iH473jimmyP493: is because thats law
iH473jimmyP493: thats it
ShdwdGraceAddict: ?
iH473jimmyP493: law says strongest union is marriage
iH473jimmyP493: which is bullshit
iH473jimmyP493: but thats what hte law says
ShdwdGraceAddict: just my opinion, but i think taht you should just cool it.
iH473jimmyP493: ic ic
iH473jimmyP493: we'll talk more on this later, okie babe?
iH473jimmyP493: :-*
iH473jimmyP493: *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs*
ShdwdGraceAddict: okies
ShdwdGraceAddict: awwww
iH473jimmyP493: I looph you!
ShdwdGraceAddict: *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs*
ShdwdGraceAddict: i looph you too
iH473jimmyP493:
ShdwdGraceAddict: i just care too much for you to make a huge mistake
iH473jimmyP493: im a lucky person...i promise that even if i make a huge mistake
iH473jimmyP493: fate won't let it run around for too long :-*
ShdwdGraceAddict: you can't run on luck all the time

i lost it. i just can't deal with this. there's all this shit with Luis and then there's Garrett. i don't know what to do anymore. all of this is getting me really depressed and i just can't do it anymore. i'm trying to think of things to type and my hands just keep spazzing out. they're getting all twitchy. ok... i'm too upset to type so i'll see you all later. ]]> ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4325263/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4325263/ Sat, 15 Jan 2005 08:40:28 PST ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4318006/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4318006/ Fri, 14 Jan 2005 11:10:12 PST [link] okies... is this what u wanted? or a link to you? well people, i got this from avatarcreator and it kicks ass! ]]> ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4317651/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4317651/ Fri, 14 Jan 2005 10:09:27 PST ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4280159/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4280159/ Sun, 09 Jan 2005 18:05:21 PST
Luff ]]> ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4246952/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4246952/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 14:47:20 PST ~clearconfusions http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4227009/ http://clearconfusions.deviantart.com/journal/4227009/ Mon, 03 Jan 2005 06:55:50 PST
oh yeah... and i was thinking about writing another poem. i have no clue what it's gonna be about, but don't think it's gonna be sappy. i don't do "sappy". maybe something about my aggrevation of not being able to fucking sleep? or am i maybe just a bit too upset about all this, do you suppose? i doubt it.

Glitter-Nerd: remember Josh? he made me fucked up like this... what does this all mean?! ]]> ~clearconfusions