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Final destination?

Washington! Dunno where yet thou.

Gunna be in transit and stuffs for a while- don't know how internet connection is going to be, or if I have my computer and scanner with me for any length of time. Might be doing library posts. Woot. XD.

Take care all!

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/25685447/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/25685447/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 23:48:36 PDT
I know I've been lack as of .. like.. the last year and a half? with art. Hopefully soon to reconcile situation, thou... for a while there the desire to draw things and share them sorta keeled over and died a spectacular death. This is actually turning around.

It's not -easy-. I've completely lost the finer touch-senses in the tips of my fingers due to the torture that is having the flesh split because I was my hands in a dry-cold enviroment ... many times... during the day at work. The nerves kinda have told me to 'f-off'. This sadly doesn't have the added benifit of not feeling the pain thou. It's like have splinters and open wounds under your nail bed.. for five out of seven days... and if you get salt ( or blood from chicken or pork) in the wounds... it's unforgettable.

It makes art hard.

That said! I do have doodles I will be uploading along with a trade that I'm working on.

To note: I also have an LJ if anyone is interested in why the art might not be forethcoming as fast as it used to ( oh lol!.. LIFE ) ... LJ name is cloudstarwolf ... kinda easy huh?


The hell these people did while I was gone? * head tilts* new layouts and benifits and just.... random... -stuff- .... wow...

*waves at everyone* .. thanks for listening!

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/20052241/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/20052241/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 01:33:06 PDT
Keep peace, and I hope all goes well for those that read this.

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/17024728/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/17024728/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 11:55:01 PST
the car is finally fixed. Thanks to my roommate who helped to pay for the fixing... otherwise this mom would've been in bad shape-mucho srsly.

Right now I'm being 'fought' over between two stores looking for a fulltime journeyman. Both are working on bringing the fulltime position open as soon as possible- because it would mean a guarentee of forty hours ( yeah all this time working forty and I'm only a parttimer... not that I MINDED that at all but with hours getting cut like they are? I'm only working 24 hours next week.. and .. I really can't afford/live off of that at all.. ) .. and a raise comes with it. One store's fulltimer is out on sick leave- so they can't put the position open right away, the other store ( my home store ) is working on getting the lead right now to step down because he hasn't been stepping up to his repsoniblities .. whereas I have. Also getting " you can't leave meeeee! After all the time and effort I put into you, you think I'm gunna let you just waltz outta here?! " from my current boss when the inquiry about the fulltime at the other store got back around ( butchers and wrappers are a very small tight-knit group.. gossip travels FAST, doesn't matter if you live fifty miles away.. everyone knows what's going on within two days... ) ..

medically there's a possiblity of something being ' wrong' with me that we're trying to figure out. I have to go to the doctor and see if I don't have something going on with my thyroid... and check to see if I"m anemic while they are at it. Go me. ( I'm not diabetic! .... mom checked me with her machine and I ended up at 98!! yay!)

and my child is ... three... and he's already writing a thank you note. With yanno some direction of which letters to write next.. but he wrote one himself. ( yes I'm doing the mother preening thing.. XP ) .. I haven't been very much online, or very active with it at all ... I've been tired, and sorta [link] at onlineness lately. Don't ask me why, I dun't know. Thou I suspect there will be more activity now that the holidays are over ( .. working.. retail... christmas... holymolely....and it DOES take this long to recover from burn out) .. had several trips these last two months... one to see my parents ( which I haven't seen my mother in two years, and my father in one year, my aunt in about five... my one cousin in fifteen .. you get it ) .... and see person in Oregon.

So this is a splice of life in yanno .. a minute and a half ( depending on your reading speed) ... please everyone in a handbasket take care of yourselves ( going to try to keep track of peoples... you do not want to see my inbox .. ) ... and thank you .

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/16857497/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/16857497/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 01:11:41 PST
I am just adddding a little thiiiiing... if anyyyyyone wants to feed an addiction for clickings... or what have you.

[link] <-- is the preeeettty scroll where you can find the draaaagon or eggs...










In other news. My car is finally fixed. I'm running around the city doing a lot of work for other shops.... ( car wasn't working for three weeks.. -.-... grrr I say .. GRR) ... I went down to Tuscon to see my family ......... some of which I haven't seen in 15years, with my son.

Managed to hit the gem show.......... and desperatly want to go back...

They had a rose quartz SPHERE that was bigger than what I could put my arms around.. metorites, star saphires, raw lapiz lazuli, amthest catherdrals, stalagtites, fossils!..... if you shook a stick ? .. it was there!...

XD;; I also happened to kept being mistaken for a dealer.. >.>.. because of additude I guess, and what I was looking for, or something, so kept getting told I got fifty percent off down there.. ^_^... <.<;;; gods I wish I had the money .. but taking taxi rides for the car ATE MY ALLOWANCE.... as was I got loot... couple strands of pearls ( two dollars a peice ) strand of labadorite, and a strand of jade. A slab of secular ( the shiney " magic" ( as my son calls it ) with the sparkles ) hemitite, a smoky quartz point that has small nearly sand size garnets speckled all over it and a cluster of vanadite. ^.^..... also at the desert museum picked up some pyrite ( .... never... had... any ... until now.... how sad is that? it's EVERYWHERE) ... some raw malacite, and calcite... and on the trip to the desert found a bit of mica... ^.^ .... can you say " ROCK HOUND?"...

I CAN! ... <-- happy tail wags

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/15784607/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/15784607/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 19:12:19 PST broncitis is BAD when you work in food. REALLY bad when you work in the meat dept.

Not only is that whole " OMFG SICK PERZONZ!!!" happening..... but .. you just DON'T get better.. and I had angry doctor glaring and getting a talked to about my health.. ; I'm more than used to 'stubborn myself through this" until it dies slowly... and not realizing how badly I was until the doctor could tell what side I slept on.. becuase he could hear how much fluid was in one lung compared to the other.

It took weeks to recover from that fully.

I was bad enough that all i did for about a week and a half was ... drink water, take meds, go back to bed. codiene cough meds fucked me up and I STILL can't lift 60lbs or throw freight like i used to.

dead-fucking-tired. most of the time. Hiding. I kinda like the breathing without a struggle thing.

this all leads to a spectacular art death.

to the people that have been there, thank you. ; thank you for commenting and caring...

for the new watchers I somehow aquired.. o.o; ; thank you too...

I'm gunna go and crawl back under my rock for a little bit longer...

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/15417817/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/15417817/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 09:11:06 PST
It has taken all control of emotions and made it so that they go "OMGWTFBBQ" on me.

Iz unhappy about losing hours. Iz short cash. Iz go "grrr" at cold of death.


and nao? I go pass out.

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/14755782/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/14755782/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 10:19:55 PDT
but something I forgot that everyone should give kudos for!

did THIS: [link]

GIANT chibi project.. i ended up as a chibi on there, and that's where the icon comes from . I asked permission to make it a blinking one.. but yes.. KUDOS...

I hope it is all fairing well with everyone and only good things ... winter comes!.. *glees*

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/14652849/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/14652849/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 01:03:17 PDT
I was able to hyjack a friend's of my computer.. but.. I'm basically goign to be AWOL for awhile anyways, six days of work for the last few weeks intermittent and taking it's toll..

I hope everyone is doing well

and yes I randomly throw things at the DA site and go ARGH ART!.. XD.. like now.. XD;; ..

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/14099463/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/14099463/ Fri, 10 Aug 2007 02:01:01 PDT because I never really put watermarks, or made my marking work more than yanno "sig at bottom" trusting at least in the system enough that people won't yoink... ESPECIALLY for profit...

CHILD involved!.. ....

But because of THIS: [link]

I'm doing a revamp of my gallery ...

becuase things HAVE been stolen before, AND for profit .... and ... now it's ... almost like they're legalizing it. So if the watermarks get 'ugly' sorry ... If it's for someone... they can ***ALWAYS*** request a psd file without it. If it's out there but someone wants to use it... just .. freakin.. ASK.. mmkays? .. I'm easy going.

HELL.. if you want an image but want it changed/ or something else....

REQUEST something.. ask me.. who the hell knows?


So sorry for the peeps that are watching gallery for all the .. rearranging, and that things *ARE* going to be disappearing if they haven't already... mostly 'sketch' things. Unless requested by owner to leave up ...
It sucks but .. yeah .. ; paranoia... bweee!

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/14021935/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/14021935/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 23:05:47 PDT
that HURTS... I like those little extra comments and makes me fuzzy and now they're *GONE* ....

WHAT THE HELL!?!?!....
PLEASE if anyone knows *ANYTHING* about this... tell me? let me know? ... beat me with a stick? ...

O.o...
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live journal: [link]

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Commissions:

Karen- she owns my soul.... current project: 15%


Gifts/Trade/Thatstrangecontestthingy:
:2%
HAE: 10%
Kirban: 0%
Thesecretprojectofdoom: 5%

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/13808802/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/13808802/ Fri, 20 Jul 2007 12:59:04 PDT and we all know how well i do sitting stiiiiiill.. (quite well actually XD but not at work ... <.<;; )

And glory of GLORY I'll no longer be working with the stuff that makes my hands crack and BLEED!!!! YAY!!!!... after working a year in the seafood dept, I can't reliably feel my fingertips anymore... XD .... hopefully will get better... ^.^


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live journal: [link]

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Commissions:

Karen- she owns my soul.... current project: 15%
George- oil painting: 0%


Gifts/Trade/Thatstrangecontestthingy:
:2%
HAE: 10%
Kirban: 0%
Thesecretprojectofdoom: 5%

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/13586662/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/13586662/ Tue, 03 Jul 2007 01:18:04 PDT
*GLEES ALL OVER THE PLACE* ...

HEAR MEH ROAR !! * mews*


because i can !

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live journal: [link]

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Commissions:

Karen- she owns my soul.... current project: 15%
George- oil painting: 0%


Gifts/Trade/Thatstrangecontestthingy:
:2%
: 100%
: 100%
:100%
:10%
: 100%
HAE: 10%
Kirban: 0% ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/13335802/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/13335802/ Sat, 23 Jun 2007 23:41:56 PDT
Court is not over. I knew this, intellegectually- but this has been what has been keeping me from 'outletting' like i used to, or drawing, or just relaxing here. For months at a time...

I Will Not. Do what happened this last time... i WILL have presence here, even if it's just " omg here's your sketch!" things.. but I thought to let people know what has been going on if there's a sudden... " okay........ " on anyone's end.

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live journal: [link]

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Commissions:

Karen- she owns my soul.... current project: 15%
George- oil painting: 0%


Gifts/Trade/Thatstrangecontestthingy:
:2%
: 100%
: 0%
: 0%
:10%
: 100%
HAE: 10%
Kirban: 0%

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/13311155/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/13311155/ Tue, 12 Jun 2007 01:52:47 PDT
let the games begin!

*rings bell*

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/13303778/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/13303778/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 13:29:53 PDT
[link]

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12887329/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12887329/ Tue, 08 May 2007 11:44:25 PDT .>......

Don't mind me... my mind was lost looooooong agoooooooooo....

but on news of things.. IT"S SUNNY HERE! ZOMG WTF BBQ?!....

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12401663/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12401663/ Sat, 31 Mar 2007 12:05:46 PDT Hells I've kept my LJ a secret from this side, nice and neatly split from each other even thou both interact and connect. Makes cheese, it does.

Eh, no more!

well at least the split.

For those that are intrested in a few more serious words in the very very few public posts that I've had so far:

violence:
[link]

and well for people that think it's ALRIGHT to say certain things:
[link]

I just think that the last few should be passed onto other people.

for the rest of the journal it'd be:
[link]
most of it's locked. I like it that way. Fluff escapes the locks tho, as fluff should.

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12214433/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12214433/ Sat, 17 Mar 2007 02:51:12 PDT
Thank you all for the commenty bits and the DA happy B-day bits and the bits of nonrandom and random... because it's cheese worthy.

OH and something that might actually make the land-o-sense? Catch the 3K and get cheesey noodles! ( HA! I have defeated you!)

...... sugar ......
nom nom.

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12086481/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12086481/ Tue, 06 Mar 2007 20:21:00 PST
wow...

XD DA birthday on the morrow!!!.. WOOT AND CHEESE!...

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/11526114/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/11526114/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 05:21:44 PST
I have over five hundred devations on my dev watch to go through, and more than 264 messeges.......

so if it seems like i dropped off the face of the planet besides popping in and out randomly- ......... well............. yer right....
I *AM* pretty far north- and anchorage has fallen into the sea before....

forgive me... things have been taking my 'fiddle-diddle' time, and I grasp at the sanity like ... well ... like DANCE ANGST DANCE ... or something.

but to give you a hint on how badly I need to 'catch up'....................... you REALLY don't want to know what my hotmail inbox looks like (1846 messeges), and that *IS* with spam filter and blocking.......... it scares me.

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/11309948/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/11309948/ Thu, 04 Jan 2007 06:05:24 PST
pulled previous artworks and put in scraps, pulled some art completely.
Sorta cutting down on the gallery things. Some of that stuff was OLD.

hoping to actually post some of the stuff that I've had backburnered for awhile now. Would be nice. Some of the lineart's half a year old- I'm so dorky that way.

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/11057583/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/11057583/ Thu, 14 Dec 2006 01:29:17 PST
yes I said a lot of words for something simple.....
I'm entertained that way.

fingers are being gnarly... yay...

that.. and my scanner hates pencil... ebil scanner... needs a good kick.. but then it won't work.. *sad*...

and I must proclaim to the world... I GOT MY FIRST CAAAAaaa-ARRRRRRRR....
*GLEES*

this has been a test of the Spazzy-kat system, if this was a true spazz..... she still wouldn't be typing this... OR WOULD SHE?!?!! ..
*runaway!*

]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9995170/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9995170/ Thu, 07 Sep 2006 04:01:01 PDT

I'm back in school...

thank you all

*GLEES* ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9637220/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9637220/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 01:29:33 PDT .. I'm going to be both tearing down things/rearranging into new sections... some of the stuff I have might migrate to scraps... some stay same.. some finally finding that nifty niche that I heard about *AFTER* I got that hang of this.. XD...

I'm such a tweak... XD

<.<.. and I LIVE.. yay! ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9222164/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9222164/ Thu, 29 Jun 2006 14:25:06 PDT
but new job on the seventh

it's better. Not for sanity in some cases.. but in lots of other cases like that whole 'living' bit... it's OMGgetmemore better

I fall off into sleepys now... dude ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9120770/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9120770/ Mon, 19 Jun 2006 22:13:47 PDT bwa

so changing jobs... >.>... and I get to go back to playing with knives... *CACKLES* because we all know.. the knives bring joys... and meat... meat is good for you!

that .. and .. well... <.<.. yer meat too!.. mmmmm *CACKLE*

so yes, changing from retail to butcher YAY and getting other things of WAHA in order.
And my van? Is famous... co-worker caught a group of people taking pictures of it.... because of the bumper stickers... XD I'm such a freak... hehe ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8864873/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8864873/ Wed, 24 May 2006 14:44:00 PDT
XD

'sides that? ... game's all in the air yo ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8813217/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8813217/ Fri, 19 May 2006 03:17:48 PDT ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8797223/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8797223/ Wed, 17 May 2006 10:56:05 PDT
Just ask lochlain.... he keeps doing it/gets a kick outta counting? and then throwing himself flat/face first onto the bed... and pretending that he's 'dead' ....

course then he ruins the deaded bit by giggling and doing it all over again...

but it's the thought that counts.... ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8738771/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8738771/ Thu, 11 May 2006 10:27:44 PDT
this is a list of artists known/wtf is going on..: [link]

the one that gets cookies! [link]



To those that take the art... Honest I don't mind if you use it for private use, that's what it's there for... but those of you who would go as far as to make a profit from the little bit of art that I find time in my life to do- please keep in mind. Not only are peices of my soul in these works... But I'm a single mother...

There's a child involved if you like it or not.

So not only do you steal from me? BUT MY SON. Five dollars... buys a gallon of milk and a carton of eggs... keep that in mind..... ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8512502/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8512502/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 16:10:04 PDT Pretty much what happens is that the person who starts this mess has to state six weird habits/things about themselves and then that person thinger hasta put the rules of this weird thingy in their journal and then they hafta choose six people to carry on in their footsteps (as in do the six weird thingers and tag people mess ). And you gotts ta tell these people about their being tagged on their devpage or else flying combs will come and.. comb your arm off. So here it goes

THE 6 HABITS OF FREAKDOM:

1. My Degree is out to kill me: I'm a Natural Resources Major who is allergic to the following: Bees, Fertilizer, Pesticide, Fungicide, Insecticide... ( also allergic to Cholrine and peppers.... that's right... green peppers on up... )
2. I love bells..... cat toys are the SHIZZNIZZ *chases*
3. I can make fun of anything, and even do luid sexual commentary on Speed Racer... but porn? Or discussion of sex in a semi serious manner on up, OR directed at me- is the easiest and quickest way to get me to exit a room.
4. I love jumping in snow banks... jumping in snow banks barefoot doesn't bother me, jumping in snow banks barefoot in my p.j.'s doesn't bother me.... nor does barefoot, p.j's and at twenty below bother me overly much.
5. I tend to have to eat meat on a regular basis- because I am a carnivor. Without meat in my diet I tend to also get horribly horribly ill... we likes the meat. Green things were meant for growing... NOT for eating!.. Save the vegtables! Eat a moose instead!
6. I have a habit of putting bumper stickers on my van. This gives it ju-ju. This also makes it one of the more noticiable/well reconized vechiles in this city.... WOOT...


Who am I tagging? ... I'm terrible.. because I'll do tags sometimes.. but, I wish not inflict the doom of tag unless other peopel desperatly want to.. so if you read this.. enjoy.. and pass on... ! ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8509230/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8509230/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 10:08:46 PDT ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8089422/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8089422/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 00:24:37 PST
it hates pencil
it' hates color
it really doesn't even like line work...

in turn I will baby my scanner.. and make sacrafices so that the scanner has all the nutrition it needs to be ornery... XD

in other news? I LIVE... *cackles* ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7804557/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7804557/ Sat, 04 Feb 2006 23:39:03 PST
submitting this because it's the first peice of artwork I've finished in like over six months.... I'm tired. Lots of things are happening and keep happening.. but I miss art... this is me trying to get back to teh art... mmm art.... drawy things!.. yay....

I'm sorry gone so long, and this so short... when the personal things of doom are finished happening might make a "thrity seconds with bunnies" version of events... but it's been special 'roudn here...

*HUGS THE FERRET* miss ja hun...

signin' off ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6809303/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6809303/ Wed, 19 Oct 2005 12:31:30 PDT
I do have my own computer.. ^_^;;
but life still much with the ass kick... *nod nod*...
and sure as HELL won't be able to respond to the 2,270 messeges in my inbox... O.O;;; ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/5950371/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/5950371/ Sat, 16 Jul 2005 11:10:22 PDT
Much love,
The kat ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/5556719/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/5556719/ Sun, 05 Jun 2005 01:34:36 PDT
Everything is in boxes. I'm living out of a suitcase. I could LIST a long LIST of things that went wrong. Universe went "we're gunna make your life MISERY while you try to get it together finally"... and it did.. but I'm at least in anchorage at the moment, even if I'm sleeping on airmattress/couch at friends place with child, father of child, and friend... *shudders* small spaces....

art is so on hold... and I can't find my tablet pen... for when there's a normal internet connection with photoshop... or soemthing...

GODS... I'm sorry... ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/5143519/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/5143519/ Wed, 20 Apr 2005 21:48:34 PDT
went to achorage to do the whole apartment hunting.. job searchyness thing that you need to do before you move.... left thrusday came back at ...oooo tuesday morning at one in the morning... so 'tis why few have heard from me recently...

and .. well.. KNOWING MY LUCK.. my damn art supplies/pads and such are ALL IN ANCHORAGE..
yep.. I forgot them there.. *MUTTERDEATHMURDER*... my own damned fault...

So. I'm sorry for those that I have things I'm doing for.. *gets on knees and begs* you've all been very pacient with me... just hang in there.. I WILL get them done ....


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I acutally have a to do list!!!

Art Trade: (oooo opens... )
- DONE! (woohoo!) SEE WHAT SHE DID! and again! DOOM
Human art exchange-DONE!
J.D. - 25% (yay)

Commission: (open)
- 50% (must now... scan/coloooor )
Early Head Start- 30% (doing a logo.. > .-;;; and given free reign... silly people.. )
Karen- 0% (... she bought me (and also lochlain since I share) a dinner... and I wish to pay back since I'm BUSTED)

Silly me stuffs: (always open.. because I'm a silly me!)
Gift for me and ... - DONE
DOOMie thing
Present for my father (and I can put this here, and he'll Never know! *cackles evilly*)
Mark-there: pic of Lucied WoW style... WAy on hold

THANK you to everyone! ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/5030063/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/5030063/ Thu, 07 Apr 2005 22:40:45 PDT


and a few Non-DA peoples.....

Thanks...



=====================================
I acutally have a to do list!!!

Art Trade: (oooo opens... )
- DONE! (woohoo!) SEE WHAT SHE DID! and again! DOOM
Human art exchange-DONE!
J.D. - 10% (WOOHOOO SEE? ... I'm starting!)

Commission: (open)
- 25% (must now... finish sketch/ink.... )
Early Head Start- 30% (doing a logo.. > .-;;; and given free reign... silly people.. )
Karen- 0% (... she bought me (and also lochlain since I share) a dinner... and I wish to pay back since I'm BUSTED)

Silly me stuffs: (always open.. because I'm a silly me!)
Gift for me and ... - DONE
DOOMie thing
Present for my father (and I can put this here, and he'll Never know! *cackles evilly*)
Mark-there: pic of Lucied WoW style... WAy on hold

THANK you to everyone! ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4997190/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4997190/ Mon, 04 Apr 2005 11:56:14 PDT
So those are the prevenitive of art issues.... ^_^...
DOOM!

and I leave you with this thought... what if EVERYONE was dressed in Salior Moon suits?



I acutally have a to do list!!!

Art Trade: (oooo opens... )
- DONE! (woohoo!) SEE WHAT SHE DID! and again! DOOM
Human art exchange- 50% (don't keellid me?... )
J.D. - 10% (WOOHOOO SEE? ... I'm starting!)

Commission: (open)
- 25% (must now... finish sketch/ink.... )
Early Head Start- 30% (doing a logo.. > .-;;; and given free reign... silly people.. )

Silly me stuffs: (always open.. because I'm a silly me!)
Gift for me and ... - DONE
DOOMie thing
Present for my father (and I can put this here, and he'll Never know! *cackles evilly*)
Mark-there: pic of Lucied WoW style... WAy on hold

THANK you to everyone! ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4934303/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4934303/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 13:14:51 PST DID!!!!! *point point point* -----> DOOM!

*STARES*....
*cries*
She's so nice!... I have my own butt print!....
*STARES*

I never... *HUGGLES the Ferrett to deaths*... WOW... WOW!!!!!!



I acutally have a to do list!!!

Art Trade:
- DONE! (woohoo!) SEE WHAT SHE DID!
J.D. - ooooo hashing

Commission: (open)
- 10% (must now... finish sketch.... )
Early Head Start- 30% (doing a logo.. > .-;;; and given free reign... silly people.. )

Silly me stuffs: (always open.. because I'm a silly me!)
Gift for me and ... - DONE
Present for my father (and I can put this here, and he'll Never know! *cackles evilly*)
Mark-there: pic of Lucied WoW style... WAy on hold

THANK you to everyone! ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4889875/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4889875/ Wed, 23 Mar 2005 10:54:23 PST
say hi Loch: g fbtgbfvtbfvvbvntg g b h i b g bgv

my boy says hi... its his birthday today so thats where i've been...and will be for awhile... neglectful of the art.. wentch that I am... forgiveeeee me?

and I have no job... the butcher thing went down the crapper for unspecific reasons... *holds up a five point yay flag* yay...


I acutally have a to do list!!!

Art Trade:
- DONE! (woohoo!) SEE WHAT SHE DID!
J.D. - hashin' out ideas... ^_^

Commission: (open)
- 0% (must now... sketch.... )
Early Head Start- 10% (doing a logo.. > .-;;; and given free reign... silly people.. )

Silly me stuffs: (always open.. because I'm a silly me!)
Gift for me and ... - DONE
Present for my father (and I can put this here, and he'll Never know! *cackles evilly*)
Mark-there: pic of Lucied WoW style... WAy on hold

THANK you to everyone! ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4850985/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4850985/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 10:32:02 PST
I love this life... there is chaos to be had!

*is a very very smug kitten/mutt*
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I acutally have a to do list!!!

Art Trade:
- DONE! (woohoo!) SEE WHAT SHE DID!
J.D. - hashin' out ideas... ^_^

Commission: (open)
- 0% (must now... sketch.... )
Early Head Start- 10% (doing a logo.. > .-;;; and given free reign... silly people.. )

Silly me stuffs: (always open.. because I'm a silly me!)
Gift for me and ... - DONE
Present for my father (and I can put this here, and he'll Never know! *cackles evilly*)
Mark-there: pic of Lucied WoW style... WAy on hold

THANK you to everyone! ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4783190/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4783190/ Tue, 15 Mar 2005 06:26:59 PST WOOT!.. YAY for random people...

we like them... yesssss we do my preciousssss... yess we do...

And I MUST give MUCH kugos to because of the technique she showed me that SAVES liiiiiiiiiiine art from your traditional media to the digital... So give much kudos to her too!

And I'm working on the trade.. but the color CALLED to meee.. and I was powerless.. and if I tried coloring that wentch of a coloring without the coloring want?... I'd be confrusted<-- confused and frustrated... for it would kEEEEEL me and I'd be Dead... as was.. with all my responsiblities.. that took a whole damn day.. >.-;;;
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I acutally have a to do list!!!

Art Trade:
- 60%% done (Sketched.. need ink and color...I will try adn get it done today!.. dunt know if before you get on or whatnot... I will TRY)

Commission: (open)

- 0% (must now... sketch.... )

Early Head Start- 10% (doing a logo.. > .-;;; and given free reign... silly people.. )

Silly me stuffs:
Gift for me and ... - DONE
Present for my father (and I can put this here, and he'll Never know! *cackles evilly*)
Mark-there: pic of Lucied WoW style... WAy on hold

THANK you to everyone! ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4640248/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4640248/ Wed, 09 Mar 2005 15:14:48 PST
soooooooooo... SCREEN CAP of 1.000 gets juicy juicy picture... meaning ... COMMISION... ^_^ .. soo... yah. For simple screencap, you get to abuse me... ^_^ .. I like abuse.. ^_^ ... so please please... FEED THE NEED!...

I should do more journals and such hyper.. they come out funny.. ^_^ ...

*loves and kisses to everrrrrrrryone... wait.. scratch that.. I'm a pimp... loves and kisses FOR ME!!*
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Sooooooooooooo... before I scamper off fully I must let the WORLD know that I have an ART TRADE!... HEH... with OMG.. there is much DOOM... She's such an awesomeperson... I must... *runs off to do ART TRADE!!!*

HEH... and the doom is much... ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4547591/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4547591/ Thu, 10 Feb 2005 15:59:55 PST
Really.. don't mind this... shyte happens and I wanna bitch, because really it's the last straw that does it...

To top everything off that has happened recently (of which, sorry kids... still personal)... I have food posioning... from KFC... therefore.. I wish to share this misery in hopes other people are miserable and we can bitch and moan together!! ... mmmm bitch and moan.

Yah, there's little point to this post...

On the other hand, no one has of yet sent or expressed intrest in getting Tabatha... so that's sorta a downer too... I want to help.. and I can't... *sighs*...
I'll just stick to listening to Robert Cray- he's got it worse....

mmmm 1040 blues


signing off... reek of misery I tell you my minions! reek of it!!... *moan* ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4437023/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4437023/ Fri, 28 Jan 2005 12:38:24 PST Now to actually make it work the way I really want it to, I have to sneak up on the scanner... -_-;;; I'm not kidding. The bulb gets too hot just after one scan, and so I have to wait for the bulb to cool and turn it off for another scan because if I don't the color ends up washed out.
And people wonder why I don't like technology all that much >.<... well except for WoW... and Myst... and ... ummm never mind.. I'll just deal.. >.< ;;;;

Other than that, things are going alright.. yanno ...

I GOT GLASSES!!! *does a happy dance* ...

I won't do it again.. but I'm so happy.. happy happy.. and I got a fun pair.. ^_^... and I hadn't had an eye exam in seven years or a new pair of glasses that long and ... I got glasses!!! ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4410679/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4410679/ Tue, 25 Jan 2005 11:24:55 PST .< ... so I can't show off nifty things of small doom.
*shrugs*
Which I don't understand because it was working JUST FINE(well besides not picking up any kind of pencil work a darned) before I left.
Meh, I will see tonight if it won't be a bit kinder... ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4317584/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4317584/ Fri, 14 Jan 2005 10:00:10 PST
anyways .. so it took me like some... two HOURS to go through just deviantart mailbox of DOOM!... *woofs*... it was fun.. yet.. I didn't get to see everything.. *pouts.. * my time is not really my own until later.. and right now I am yanking someone's computer.. because they're sleeping in.. and it amuses me...

I'm sort of back.. at least.. I'm back in Alaska.. until I have scanner access *purrs* there's nothing I can do to show.. and show I will!! my ma and dad gave me sometime to myself to fart around of which I am completely grateful... even if they think the thinks I do.. are "weird" (at least the drawings.. they like the jewlery.. well MOM likes the jewlery.. ^_^)

thanks all! *belated holiday lovin's* ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4078426/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/4078426/ Thu, 16 Dec 2004 05:39:26 PST
YAY!! ANCHORAGE! and PEOPLE!! and SISTER-KIN!! and omg.. I think I'm gunna SQUEE!!!...

in my pants!...

then after the party that will be the lower end of the state of Alaska.. (heh) I will fly down to Illinios and party there all night long! (not really.. my mother would get mighty peeved if I did). And everyone gets to see the BABE!! mmmm baby.. it's what's for dinner!.. OOOO *wiggles in joyness... blantantly ignoring any badtype stuff.. *... YAY!... PEOPLE/FRIENDS/FAMILY!! .. I'll be gone from like.. *looks at clock* two hours from now.. till hte 12th of January.. >.< sorry all.. if it bothers anyone, try to convince my parents that they need a puter... VACATION!!

(and metals is finally donE!!!! .... )
E! ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3973604/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3973604/ Thu, 02 Dec 2004 15:51:51 PST ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3876234/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3876234/ Sat, 20 Nov 2004 05:15:10 PST
I'm lame.. *runs away* HAH!!! but you LOOKED!! ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3849383/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3849383/ Tue, 16 Nov 2004 12:43:56 PST
A few things: I was shocked today. Really, truely. And it's WEIRD. Last night I'm just wandering around doing silly deviant stuff and commenting and I come across someone who looks like that have some awesome art like things... and today, I check the comments and I want to see if they posted more, and they're banned for stealing.. Gods I feel like a FOOL. I feel dirty. LIke somehow I was part of it. I just don't get it... And here I was asking questions like : What program do you use, and they were answering them... again, I'm at a loss...

*sighs*

Anyways I guess... It's been rough here, and my art stuff's have died horribly excpet for that one picture that Birgit managed to KICK outta me. Keenspace is up, after many nights of bitching and growling and going through code... >.< I hate Autokeen... GIVEMEHTML!!! I'm such a dork... I code better with just plain HTML codes that I can directly manipulate.... now I have to go through all these other programs and such... Feh. I'm lazy, I like the least steps possible to reach a goal..

No new pages, because of horrible art death. >.< so I'm backed up... I have the script and everything... just not the pictures.. meh.

[link]

Other stuff! I have a bonsai!!!! *does a happy dance* AND IVY!!! after my roommate two years ago KILLED my three year old ivy I have now gotten MORE!!! *evil laugh*... mmm green things..
the only way I like 'em is if they're still livin'... ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3713258/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3713258/ Sun, 31 Oct 2004 02:43:30 PST
I dunno, I thought I'd change this... I have to do something to make Punk Kat move off my page so she's not flicking everyone off... but well... I don't have nothin' right now. I'm sorry.

I like angrystarman

Did I ever mention I am random?

So news: got a keenspace account, being suffocated by homework, is taking commisons, prints of whatever ya like, and t-shirts of ANGRYSTARMAN... (prices are up in the air, what the heck would ja charge for this crap anywhos?.. feh. )
I'm a piece of cake.

yay! (Not like it matters right?) ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3632489/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3632489/ Wed, 20 Oct 2004 06:52:11 PDT
*wipes mouth* there ya go...

Anyways... Last day of job was Sunday, So now my fingers can heal up.. I had Mark wish me good luck, and hope that I wouldn't get injured on my last day *shakes fist* he jinxed me!!!... Slammed my middle finger in a door, poked by shrimp (I hate the shrimp) and because I wash my hands so often... well, three fingers split and bled because they dried out...

why am I telling you this...

because, hopefully it won't ever happen to you.

Lochlain's doing great... he's weighin' something like 18lbs now, hard to believe he was in NICU. AND IT SNOWED!!!... and it's here for good... silly snow.
I'm going to be leaving for Illinios with him at Christmas, so there won't be snow there... (there hasn't been good snow in Illinios since I was in HIGH SCHOOL)... feh...

*hugs everyone...

licks you* ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3541560/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3541560/ Fri, 08 Oct 2004 10:55:42 PDT
I got comic page-like thingy done... *sqees (in my pants LOL)*...

that and yanno? I feel better about quitin' and stuff... Playing with Loch, and doing homework... those are far more important... gunna be livin' off loans but *shrugs*... such is the way.

Oh and VOTE. *sticks tongue out* I had to say that... sorry... *laughs* ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3507622/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3507622/ Mon, 04 Oct 2004 01:04:15 PDT
<¬.¬> ;

this is my faviorite flash *grin*

[link]

this is pretty cool too

[link] ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3495442/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3495442/ Sat, 02 Oct 2004 13:08:16 PDT
first off- Chem test. I didn't have a lot of time to study for it (like I started and finished studying in two hours)... and I don't think that I did well...

Second- I'm gunna have to quite work because my boss is a complete and utter dip-shyte. He schedules me for the days and times that I have school, then get's upset because I called him at home!... *grr* besides all the other beaurocrcy that's happening there... *sighs* yay! no income!

Third- I almost got ran off the road by some dumb blonde talking on her cell phone, who decided that she *HAD* to get in front of me, to pass some slow vechile... I didn't know she wanted in my lane until she WAS because she didn't have on her blinker! then she has the cahoonas to curse and scream at me... *laughs* (I feel bad, becasue I didn't have the horn- the fuse is burnt out... *frown*) bastard-o!!!!

alright, the thing that made it all better was driving back from Denny's this person had to be stoned or drunk or something. Was stopped at a stoplight and they wave at me from the back of the van, then write "help me" on the window and act like they were drowning... with seizures. So ya... something so odd and strange and RANDOM is extrodinarly enjoyable... *giggles*... weird freakin' people.
Alright, later today, I will update stuffs Oct. 2nd...

Other things: I am taking commisions, art trades... things like that... note me, email me (email seems more reliable) and the prices (depending) really won't be bad... like a package of diapers or something... *sweatdrop* since I can't work and do school, money's tight yanno?... *sighs* oh well... may the good times keep rolling...

and strange people in cars drown ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3433935/ http://cloudstar-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/3433935/ Fri, 24 Sep 2004 05:29:25 PDT *ears down*

oh well... this is actually pretty fun, if you don't saying anything about the lack of sleep. And as long as there isn't a test. ... yah, I can do it! *strikes apose*. (Loch doesn't really mind classes, he just minds that he doesn't want to sleep *just* yet... *smirk*)

Anyways... This is just aliveness check. I post. I submit. I run away!
*grins*

I do love you all!... *giant all encompassing hug*

Why? you ask?

Cuz, it's fun to love everyone... *conspiricy theory voice* then you're never alone...
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaa ha ha

ha ]]> ~cloudstar-wolf