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                <title>eem</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Feb 2009 21:59:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ That last entry was almost two years ago, so let me update you. <br /><br />Since then, I have made it to my last semester of college, done promotions for Cirque Du Soleil, taken pictures for the Discovery Channel, hemmed Barry Bostwick's pants, was on set with Anakin Skywalker, found a mentor, worked with her on an Off-Broadway play, photoshoots, and a couple tiny movie jobs, moved from Lincoln Park to Lincoln Square, discovered I like goat cheese, took circus class and trapeze class, turned 21, loved yoga until I hurt my back, worked in a haunted house, got published in Time Out Chicago, made the Dean's List, lived with four people (two of them Emilys), half moved into Nick's so tack on another four roommates (counting him), rediscovered my hidden pool skills, had my picture in the Florida Today newspaper, saw Robin Williams, Chris Rock, Eddie Izzard, and Flight of the Conchords shows for free, worked eight jobs, got paid for stiltwalking, started wearing contacts, bought a new camera, SAW NEIL FUCKING GAIMAN, met and killed Amanda Palmer, saw my first flying trapeze, went to a mime show, saw a circus interpretation of Neverwhere, learned how to use a sewing machine, chopped my hair off, grew my hair out, got an art crush on Tim Walker, got wrist tattoos, learned to juggle, fell in love in Chicago and <i>with</i> Chicago, and now I've got plans to move to L.A.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>manifest</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 May 2007 08:43:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Last night was the most epic adventure of college I've had so far in two years. Fucking <i>A</i> I love this school! And this city. And my life.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>culinary masterpieces</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Jan 2006 20:53:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The best part of my day is running from one end of the seventh floor hallway to the other with reckless abandon and delight when nobody's looking. ]]></description>
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                <title>but not for three</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jan 2006 22:49:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I go back to Chicago soon, thank goodness. This break hasn't turned out to be too bad. I got a fair amount accomplished and recconnected with a lot of important people. <br />
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It's definitely time to go back though. It was time to go <i>weeks</i> ago. I'm looking forward to doing color in Photo II and having a math class to struggle over. As I told someone the other day, it will be a problem but at least it will be a <i>familiar</i> problem, unlike most of the things I dealt with last semester. <br />
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It will be interesting to start dating papers "2006" and have it sink in that it's a whole new year. 2005 was such a mess. I blame it on the fact that it was an odd number. I'm really looking forward to a nice, smooth 200<b>6</b>. ]]></description>
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                <title>no more arthur</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Dec 2005 08:34:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Back in Massachusetts for Christmas break. I've been back a day and a half and this place has already started to suck the soul out of me. <br />
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I miss Chicago. <br />
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<i>Do you swear you won't forget me? If I found you, would you let me come and stay?</i> ]]></description>
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                <title>states away</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Dec 2005 16:12:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ f a v o r i t e s :<br />
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a l l y s o n - b e n - j a k e<br />
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s e m e s t e r e n d s:<br />
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s i x t e e n  d a y s<br />
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i d o n ' t e v e r w a n t t o l e a v e c h i c a g o ]]></description>
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                <title>sunny with a high of '75</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Sep 2005 17:53:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Moved to Chicago<br />
<br />
LOVE IT HERE<br />
<br />
Going home for a weekend in October to see Vlad though <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>sunny with a high of '75</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Sep 2005 17:49:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ HELL YES CHICAGO ]]></description>
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                <title>broadcast me a joyful noise</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Aug 2005 21:23:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'll be moving out to Chicago-land in about two weeks. I'm somewhere between terrified and ready to up and leave at any minute. I'm not packed at all, but I'll be when the time comes. <br />
<br />
I've talked to my roommates- I have three. The one I'm sharing a bedroom with is simply AMAZING! She and I have wracked up a ridiculous phone bill. Her name is Emily, she has purple-red hair, and she does all her own piercings. She and I are going to get along just fine <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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Vlad and I are doing well too. He's been staying here late every night- we're up all night talking. ^_^ It'll be sad when summer ends and we both leave, but we'll stay friends. It'll be fine. ]]></description>
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                <title>automatic joy</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Jul 2005 18:40:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well. Sean dumped me on Friday. But we all knew the end was coming anyways, and we're still on good terms, so all is well. <br />
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Not to mention there is the matter of the wicked hot incredibly sweet Russian boy who has been taking me out. And will be calling any minute to take me out. <3 <3 ]]></description>
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                <title>terrarium of terror</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 May 2005 16:32:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I'm done with high school. Forever. I can't believe it. <br />
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Irony of ironies, my first day of freedom I got a message on MySpace from a kid I haven't heard from since fourth or fifth grade. Wicked cool.<br />
<br />
Friday night I saw my last show at Lee as a hs student. Wanted to cry. Made me want to take my Lee people out to lunch and smother them all with love. <br />
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But less than three months til Chicago! ]]></description>
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                <title>this is way beyond my remote concern</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Mar 2005 20:36:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <i>...of being condescending.</i><br />
oh, the shins.<br />
<br />
people are getting a little crazy up  here. turning everything into a war. i  think it's all the snow. i think  everything will be fine once it melts.<br />
<br />
i <u>cannot wait</u> for spring. ]]></description>
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                <title>a world without legos</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Feb 2005 22:08:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ New glasses, new haircut. Don't worry,  I won't change too much. <br />
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Today was Sean and I's four month  anniversary and it was lots of fun-  Soul Calibur II and Hellsing ^^. <br />
<br />
Sean is <i>such</i> a good boyfriend. And I  think some of his good habits are  rubbing off on me. So not only is he  good <i>to</i> me, he's good <i>for</i> me to boot.  He'll be sticking around for quite some  time, I can tell <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>still demanding his nunchucks</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Jan 2005 08:42:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Considerably a lot has happened since  my last journal entry. Um. Sean and I  will have been dating for 3 months next  week, Midsummer went beautifully, I  learned to make the perfect tuna melt,  I have made some semblance of peace  with Ben. <br />
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Chris and Jeremy are my best friends  ever, Tosh and Alex are more fun than I  can begin to recount, Sean is just  fucking amazing and we're going to be  together for a long time, I can tell.<br />
<br />
Hmm. Makes me want a tuna melt. ]]></description>
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                <title>i am the hug ninja</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Sep 2004 19:44:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This has been the BEST day! Life is so  good lately. I've been seeing a lot of  Sean F. and that's been wonderful. He's  so frickin' cute. *^^*<br />
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I also got cast as Hermia in A  Midsummer Night's Dream and I'm  absolutely LOVING it! Rehearsals are  wonderful. Lysander, Helena, and  Demetrius are all being played by some  of my favorite people. I'm having an  incredible time!!<br />
<br />
My cousin also brought me back a box of  Hello Panda from Boston. Only it's not  a regular sized box. It's HUGE. It's  like the size of a baby. It's CRAZY. I  LOVE it. I brought it to rehearsal and  just hugged it.<br />
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Life is so amazing right now. I want  this all to just keep going ^__^ ]]></description>
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                <title>kamikaze chipmunk</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Sep 2004 08:57:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I talked to Ben yesterday. He said that  he's too happy to date me right now. <br />
<br />
Does that mean it made him unhappy to  date me?<br />
<br />
I always thought I was a good  girlfriend. I always prided myself on  my ability to make people happy. <br />
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But I guess I was wrong... ]]></description>
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                <title>my calves hurt</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Aug 2004 07:11:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Warped Tour was so awesome! I got an  autographed Yellowcard CD! I met  Bowling For Soup and got their  autographs! I can die happy now ;_;<br />
<br />
I get my tattoo in 2 hours...o.o<br />
<br />
And it's my birthday! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>stoked</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Aug 2004 20:14:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Had my senior picture taken today and  it came out AWESOME <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />. Wednesday I'm  doing a photoshoot of Kevin and Amber,  which is going to be amazing ^^. Then  I'm going to Warped Tour on Thursday  and then Friday is my birthday, and I'm  getting my tattoo. This is gonna be  such a great week! ]]></description>
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                <title>sleep so i don't have to feel</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Aug 2004 00:20:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ben dumped me yesterday. He says he  still loves me but he's lonely when  we're together. I don't know how to fix  that...he says it's not my fault but  I'm sure it is. <br />
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Today would have been our three month  anniversary. It was a short time but I  fell so hard for him. I haven't been  dumped since my first boyfriend in 8th  grade. I've been the dumper ever since.  I hurt <i>so bad</i>. <br />
<br />
It's worse because my parents have been  gone for a week. I would have gone with  them but I wanted to stay with Ben. And  then all of this happened. <br />
<br />
The only good thing to come out of this  is friends have been coming out of the  woodwork to help me get through this.  People I never imagined would care are  suddenly showing up to make sure I'm  not alone. It makes me feel really  loved. But then I remember the whole  reason this is happening...because  someone I really care about doesn't  love me anymore. <br />
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I'll make it. I know I'll get through  it. But it's not going to happen for a  long time...so for now all I can do is  hurt. ]]></description>
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                <title>numb</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Aug 2004 16:03:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ben is thinking of breaking up with me.  He's been "thinking about it" for three  days. It was out of nowhere. I've  barely slept. I cried for the first two  days but now I'm just numb. I can't  feel. ]]></description>
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                <title>AP Mode</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Jul 2004 21:19:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ -Day full of Ben<br />
-Carload of Lee People<br />
-Movie with Kevin<br />
<br />
Such a good day! ]]></description>
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                <title>tux murderers</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Jun 2004 19:14:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Had prom last night. It was awesome.  Spent the whole night with my Ben, of  course. We hung out with Jim and Dani  at prom, and afterprom we spent with  Sandi, Chris, and Amanda. We went  swimming at 2 am! ^_^ I can't believe  Ben- he stayed up the entire night  (even while I was sleeping), carried me  around when I was too tired to walk,  and then went to school today while I  slept in. He didn't even take a nap  after school- he just finally crashed  now. Poor lovey. He'll sleep good  tonight. ]]></description>
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                <title>awe</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 May 2004 22:28:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Spent the two hours tonight with Ben,  curled up in a sleeping bag in his  backyard. We just layed in the  moonlight and talked the entire time,  about deep philosophical things. It was  beautiful. ]]></description>
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                <title>Stomach ache :(</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 May 2004 15:47:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My tummy hurts <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> But other than that,  today was amazing! Rehearsal was  interesting (but then making music with  trash always is), and I had chocolate  cake after school! Woohoo!! ]]></description>
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                <title>Good times</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 May 2004 20:21:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Life is feeling pretty good right now.  I've got a lot of love coming at me  from a lot of places, and it just makes  me happy. Not to mention the nice  weather, 7 weeks left in school, and  approaching musical and prom. The nice  weather also serves to get me some of  my favorite pictures, so I'm looking  forward to that. ]]></description>
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