http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:col-er-rah-do&section=today deviantART RSS for by:col-er-rah-do en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 05 Dec 2009 16:20:42 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/23758107/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/23758107/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 04:37:59 PDT 1) a website about the price of oil and coal... wtf?
2) i get taken to redtube... i have now seen things i never wanted to i which their home page was not pictures of penis in weird places thanks for the really really wrong images
3) optus and various other phone and internet company pages

please someone make it stop... its making my life hard... i just want to search not deal with redirection that take me bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad places... if i had wanted to see a penis in a butt i would have searched for porn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it so much... i think i'm done for now i'll be back though i cant get enough of the only person who comments on my journals... as long as he comments more journals will keep coming...

]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/23705533/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/23705533/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 04:27:05 PDT


]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/23634238/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/23634238/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 20:22:28 PDT so i did a stupid thing but luckily it all worked out in the end. having my friends think i'm stupid would make me but i know its true so i cant get too with them. if i wasnt stupid i think i'd get quite with them all though for being so mean and unfriendly. so my roomie is a friend of her sister's at the moment... kind of. weird situation if you ask me... but no one ever does. i had acupuncture today it made me feel then i went folder shopping and got about the lack of decent folders available to me... so just dance is on tv... it makes me almost want to good thing i know how to contain my and i dont do anything stupid like actually my roomie wants me to go out to the pub to mock people... not sure i want to i mean i cant afford to go out and i feel tired and gross... now she's annoyed with me for wanting to just stay home. she will just go find a guy anyway and i'll be mocking people alone so i'm not sure i see the point. i feel like i'm always being hit in the face by a tomato and not in a funny way more of a "hahaha suck it bitch" from the universe kind of way. maybe i can take some and i'll feel better... or happy or cranky or i'll OD ... so many options so hard to choose. i think i need a good maybe that will make me feel better rather than unmotivated and tired. or maybe a will help me. something... oh a nap could work. i think i'll go clean my room have a nap and do some study...



]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/23565477/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/23565477/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 22:06:37 PST
bye bye



]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/23437715/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/23437715/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 17:30:44 PST well i'm off to lay down... drown in my tiredness

bye bye


]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/23328712/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/23328712/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 17:17:41 PST "sup bro?" and "never ever ever talk to boys." ... so apparently now she's going up to people and saying either sup bro or never ever ever talk to boys... i've done her well. i figured start her young and maybe she'll be smart enough to avoid boys and all the hurt and confusion and complication they come with. and boys say girls are confusing. we arent even. how hard is it if a boy asks a girl whats wrong and the girl she's she is fine then clearly the boy has done something to piss her off. seriously people not that complicated. same as periods make us angry and pms makes us angry sad or just generally insane. we are also overly emotional beings as a whole and boys should learn that if they give us chocolate everything will be fine. also never ever ever use the word fat. if you must comment on weight jump off a balcony its a faster and more efficient way to kill oneself i'm sure than calling 'the love of your life' fat, overwieght, chubby or just plan straight 'untoned' who comes up with this stuff anyway. in what universe is weight such a big issue. i'm afraid i have to point this out because some of you might expect me to be something else but i refuse. i have an ass and thighs and yes i even have fat content!!! i'm having a rant about thae fact that now if you arent a size 6-8 you are obese i would like to ask how do you expect a 180cm woman to fit a size 6-8 and still be a normal weight... oh thats right apparently a normal weight is anorexic and anyone who is not should go get on the fat boat my friend has decide he needs to save himself from catching obesity. yes i'm having a rant and i like it. neighbours are evil they let you learn german then they cut you done in your prime and use evil words that shouldnt even be allowed. honesty is key. if you arent into someone tell them you arent into them dont let them learn german and then cut them down just be upfront polite and limit the harshness to allow for a nice even no bullshit relationship. i hate bullshit. i think well i hope that the people i dont like know that its not even necessarily a personal issue sometimes i just cant deal with the stupid things people say... like did you know its the alcohol that makes it burn. no i'm a complete idiot and i dont spend 25hrs/wk studying science you dumb ass!!! sorry its a girl from work who irritates me with her pointless comments... i mean i know i say pointless things and i expect people to tell me to shut up when i do... which is just asking for a whole bunch of comments that say "shut up" or "shut up retard" cos i am a type two retard... apparently that means i wasnt born like it i developed it over time... like diabetes but retardation. i know complicated life.... so whats up with 12 yr olds. serious i mean i dont see how at 12 they need much more raising then they've already been given and she comes with a mother so couldnt i take on the role of cool dad's gf rather than any form of actually mothering cos she isnt mine i didnt have her so i shouldnt have to raise her but apparently thats an issue and i want kids too i guess just not right now cos serious if i didnt want to actually have kids i wouldnt have cared about this thing that does stuff well that just got awkward... but i do want kids i do want to get married and believe that someone could actually love me that much that they want to legally tie them self to me for the rest of their life... so whats the big issue... i seriously dont understand its either you do or you dont make a decision already and stick to it. i'm so easily annoyed by that situation... i'm such an idiot... i think i may have said that already but its still true... even more so now that i'm clean oh yeah i showered in the middle of writing this journal i had to feel like i've achieved something today... anything at all. so i'm going to clean my room today and become the master of my desk before uni goes back... i am determined tow in. i also need to buy fruit, bread, milk, coat hangers and something else i just cant put my finger on... i hate shopping. i know i'm a girl and i'm meant to love it but it just makes me aware of all the things i get told are wrong with me... i eat the wrong food i have to wrong shaped butt and boobs and i have fat on me instead of looking grossly stick insect like... i have this thing called a figure and its curvy in a way that could be described as chubby and in fact is often called that but i'm really getting over it... people either like me or they dont often they dont cos i've given up pretending to be whats acceptable and now i'm just me so i even fail at fitting in... i realise i fail in things a lot but i'm not sure what to do about it. its like i have a disease i actually have a lot of these type of diseases. and mostly they all create problems in my life. so people keep saying that life isnt being lived if its not complicated but sometimes i think the complications could be minim... ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/23282818/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/23282818/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 03:54:10 PST thirdly i need a new focus an obsession that is actually healthy... well has healthy as an obsession can be. forthly i refuse absolutely refuse to be that girl ever ever ever again. i dont think i can bothered to continue the number thing. i labeled my folders for my subjects... it makes me feel better knowing thats done. i'm normally more organised. i need to do the washing up before i go to bed. i have to its got to be done no excuses. getting a roomie tomorrow and her parents for two days... so the place needs to be clean. well not my room my room my space my issue. man cockroaches freak me out i just encountered two. TWO!!! its so bad when you live in a complex no matter what i do they always come back... [link] this amused me. if i had money i could get so much in life... so i'm tired and i need to clean the kitchen now.

my advice for life: cheese burgers extra sauce and mustard no pickles with chips...


bye bye

http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/23228011/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 03:54:20 PST so i'm sorry i've been away for so long. i promise i dont really mean to neglect you all i just get heaps distracted. but i'm here and going to make more of an effort to expand my invisible web friends. ok lets see a run down of the past 10 months... i got my wisdom teeth out it was painful but not as painful as other pain i've had. i've been continuing my education... very very poorly and will be continuing it again this year. hopefully less poorly. i made several mistakes and have learned several valuable lessons. one lesson dont like your neighbour. another lesson dont like a guy who comes with more complications than you do. because all those complications seriously dude make up your mind its either unemotional or its emotional or you just dont want me but stop fucking around and make up your mind. and your gay brother who impregnants ppl and then parks in bad positions and makes loud noise in his shitty looking car late at night. and supercharged!!!! what was i thinking?!?!?!?!?!? seriously i concern even myself. what else has happened? uni is ok i guess its just uni not there right now on holidays i'm getting so over that. after 3 months of not really using my brain i would like to use my brain. i cant wait to do neuroscience and touch brain i hope its as awesome as i think it will be. i have to clean out my wardrobe to makes room for my new textbooks which will be exciting space always makes me happy unless its a space that should be filled... looking forward to o week and condom man also all the other free things that are given out at o week cos theres more to life than free condoms... theres free magnets and noodles. i'm getting a new flatmate... who i'm calling my roomie cos i have a roomie. so exciting i'm glad we get on and hope that continues cos i need something to work this year so far nothing as worked how i want it. we invented a cocktail cos we are totally awesome its called the summer n and its the best thing since sliced bread. i got new shirts yesterday thinking about which is best to wear in the driveway... maybe the pink one cos its pink another phase i'm in... i had a throat infection for 6 weerks all up that was not so cool but now i'm all better and just a little cut i didnt pass it around some before i gave it up. i'm in love with edward... well more the idea of edward someone who actually cares about the girl rather than the girl as a life support system for the vagina. seriously i'm making a poll about who thinks a girl is a person and who thinks a girl is life support for vagina. we'll see just what you all think. i think no guy even the gay guys will say that girls are girls and lesbians well they might be divided. wow danny shot that guy didnt see that coming bet you he gets arrested but then he gets off. i knew it his getting arrested. so i'm watching gilmore girls again and dr horrible and the guild and i was watching the fixer...not sure how worth continuing that is if i cant download it myself considering who i have to watch it with... hmmm complications. why id life always so complicated. people say complications make life well maybe i dont want to be living i just want to sleep. wait i forgot my edward point. just imagine a world where guys are out for more than sex where a guy might actually want you cos hey he cant have sex well more it'd be scary having sex with a vampire. maybe i should explain my insane ranting... i want 1000 words for my return so i'm aiming for 1000 words right now... work was interesting today i found out locations of brothels... not sure how this girl knew where they all are unless she was serious when she said she worked for them... ok 300 words of topic. i've picked my first ever travel experience... cant afford it yet but i know where i'm going and my life plan is slowly getting there very very very very slowly and with far too many complications for my liking but apparently thats living. if only my complications were less complicated. i'm thinking i'll go back to my love affair with cheese burgers. if i get fat i get fat and then guys will no longer be a complication. brilliant plan. oh roomie i have to tell you something. the cuddle hormone... i cant remember its actual name... pisses me off so after sex women want to cuddle... more so if they've had an orgasm... its not fair. why should we have to cuddle get periods and carry the babies and then pop out this watermelon? my vote is that guys should get the cuddle hormone and at least suffer periods as a semi fair trade for the baby carrying and popping... my throat hurts... i'm worried my infection is coming back i hope i dont need more antibiotics. i ran into a wall today... i have a bruise. i'm scared i'm suffering from shallow hal disease where i see myself as thinner than i am and thus i run into things so i need to start... ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/19284560/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/19284560/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 01:42:21 PDT
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so its easter i swear i'm the only person i know eating fish today i'm scared i'll go to hell if i dont school did something to me i'm i dont know i lost hat thought and rcihard the little cock yeah really thats it my phone is good i'm hunger where the hell is my food?

i'm going to have a nap them eat some fish and wait nope lost it again brenton is the devil i am now warning you all eat fish EAT FISH NOW

easter is a pagan holiday warn the world WARN THEM i need bunny ears anyone who wants to send me bunny ears i'd appreciate i need them by tomorrow for a 21st and an easter party we are sacrificing rabbits to the goddess whatever her name was that sounds like easter but is NOT ester organic chemistry is the devil and brenton is his bitch its true

omg my demonstror ripped off my lab coat when i covered my chest, face and mouth with HCl it was hot i'd happily burn again just for that experience anyway totally different story so i'm going to nap and eat fish now

bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye

]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/16684402/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/16684402/ Sat, 02 Feb 2008 02:58:25 PST
La xfuf café ag fw fugylscy ilag ag iss lfuh qpi aig gdynafc jsu osp a eagg osp

ok i give up this is taking too long and i'm going to just watch superbad and get angry and i dont think this is my longest journal ever but hey i dont care anymore its murder time i have a bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb

i typed all of those be proud people proud

]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/16638236/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/16638236/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 03:31:57 PST somewhere someone thinks of your smile and finds your presence truly worthwhile to the world you may seem like one person but to oe person you are the world

do you see what i've become self motivating positive of thought its horrible kill me now why you still can no nt really being alive is great but hey its a five minute walk and a 20jump in front of a train

today at work a jar with a gall blader and bile broke ... on me bile is green and stains things green and smells freaking horrible so you can imagine how tasty i looked and smelled after that good thing the hot guys werent around right trust i seek and i find in you never cared for things they say

i'm insane itell you and its horrible horriblesubs

if someone buys my a subscription i will marry them cos this is shit withoutone totally shit

like holy crap i am a genius but clearly not a spellingi miss you german guy whos name i cant remember
now it stays 'm tired and hot so very very hot but fat people generally are i got my text books it is a waste of money i cant afford and the government yes GOVENMENT hates me terror terror dont want it dont want it nooooo love me hug me stick me in the toaster is now going to say her final goodbye unless of course someone anyonehas missed me enough to reply ill try harder i promise or you can spank me

]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/11429742/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/11429742/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 02:27:27 PST
ok so i got 82.25 uai so i'll be going to uni hopefully which is great now i just need money donations will be greatly appreciated and kept...

i think thats it see s actually i didn't do all that much and i have two jobs now instead of one

did i mention i'm in limbo and no longer a student

and i've vaguley learned puncuation cos my boy friend thinks i need to know it silly boy


...i love you...


bye bye all i'll be back this time though

]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/10158713/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/10158713/ Sat, 23 Sep 2006 04:44:00 PDT i am the pineapple of the future

Listening to: nil
Reading: war poems and others
Watching: does assingments count as movies?

boob

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/9361248/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/9361248/ Thu, 13 Jul 2006 04:52:39 PDT i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nil
Reading: Arab /historians of the Crusades
Watching: does assingments count as movies?

i'm an aunty as of tuesday 11th july 2006 at 2.30pm

she's so adorable

photos will come

eventually



p.s. i love you

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/9227803/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/9227803/ Fri, 30 Jun 2006 02:54:30 PDT i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nil
Reading: Arab /historians of the Crusades
Watching: does assingments count as movies?

to write another journal sinces its been one month and one day since i have done one and now i am on holidays if they exist this year so i figured i'd do one for all of you people that love me and want to hug me and want to stick me in their toasters i know you do langford you can't deny it life in general varies been shite and brillant i rarely have good days which is so very very unquality quality is my word then miss asmus came along to claim it has her word but i am going to continue using it in everyday life for example my english mark was quality anastasia sucks arse ok so the story i always beat her in english so she claimed miss a was giving me 'special treatment' solution mrs s marked mine essay to eliminate the 'favouritism' that was so very obviously happening... i wish then i could be getting 98% instead of 88%... point ot my study i beat her again then she told brenton what she got and then lied to me which was brilliant and claimed to have achieved an even mark i determined today that i hate chem for two reasons both of which are people i know i'm loving and kind so i have determined all males with the exception of 7 are evil and hateful i need to improve in all subjects what else has happened to me lately i have felt bad had a migraine not good been shopping need to find shoes umm this is strange i guess i just can't vent here anymore well i am going now hopefully byebye

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8907899/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8907899/ Mon, 29 May 2006 03:21:03 PDT i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nil
Reading: Arab /historians of the Crusades
Watching: does assingments count as movies?

1. I am listening to: the great outdoors presenter

2. Maybe I should: take more pain killers

3. I love: liam [link] parents, other people know who they are

4. My best friend(s): i'm scared that i might forget someonei will say liam though

5. I don't understand: maths, school, life

6. I lose: nothing but wrestling and only because they cheat yes you cheat cheater... CHEATER

7. People say: in what context?

9. The meaning of my screen name is: i couldn't say it right so i had to break it down to col-er-rah-do

10. Love is: so many things i can't put it in one word ... maybe getting tea

11. Somewhere, someone is: breathing

12. I will always: be me with them

13. Forever seems: way too short

14. I never want to: lie to certain person(s)

15. My cell phone is: actually a mobile phone

16. When I wake in the morning: i wish someone (they know who they are) was here

17. I get annoyed at: i'm going to say 'things' and 'people'

18. Parties are: i wouldn't know i'm never invited

19. My dog is: so so very very cute but you all know that

20. Kisses are the worst when: they are with someone you dont want and there is way way too much tongue

21. Today I did: slept through the pain

22. Tonight I will: take pain killers and sleep

23. Tomorrow I will: go to school and catch up

24. I really want: sockpuss and toe bedrooms

25. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?: i need make up

26. When is the next time you will have sex?: its more than sex

27. What's a word that rhymes with "FUCK"? : fuck the duck in the truck with buck the bad luck nut

28. Bright or Dark Room?: dark

29. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on? : can i bring a friend?

30. What was the last thing you said, and who to? i asked my mum for chocolate

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8763926/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8763926/ Sat, 13 May 2006 23:36:51 PDT i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nil
Reading: Arab /historians of the Crusades
Watching: does assingments count as movies?

love me tender love me true love me in the toaster

i have alomost finished my summaries that is printing the ones i found on bored of studies so now i can understand and learn somehting other then utter crap that comes out of my 'teachers' mouth i highly doubt he has a teching degree but you get that i guess happy mother's day to all the mothers out there hopefully your day has been better than mine a phone call would be lovely but i know not to expect one ever

done and done and (in a british accent) "sorted"

i am going to go continue the study routine you should see all the things i have now



love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8687721/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8687721/ Sat, 06 May 2006 03:16:26 PDT i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nil
Reading: Arab /historians of the Crusades
Watching: does assingments count as movies?

Pick the MONTH that you were born and put it on the SUBJECT LINE. Then re-post it AS YOUR OWN BULLETIN. Your friends might understand you better...

[or in my case understand even less...]


----------JANUARY-------------------
Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. A fighter. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality.

----------FEBRUARY--------------------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

-----------------MARCH--------------------
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

------------------APRIL-------------------
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye will introduce themself and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

-----------------MAY-----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

------------JUNE-------------
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become oneof your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

----------------JULY--------------
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited... ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8668464/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8668464/ Thu, 04 May 2006 04:22:07 PDT i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nil
Reading: Arab /historians of the Crusades
Watching: does assingments count as movies?

some days are the days when nothing goes right and nothing can fix things so they do go right

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8587996/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8587996/ Wed, 26 Apr 2006 03:02:31 PDT i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nil
Reading: Arab /historians of the Crusades
Watching: does assingments count as movies?

happy birthday brenton [link] love him

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY happy 18th birthday HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY happy 18th birthday HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY happy 18th birthday HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY happy 18th birthday HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY happy 18th birthday HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY happy 18th birthday HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY happy 18th birthday HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY happy 18th birthday HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY happy 18th birthday HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY happy 18th birthday HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY happy 18th birthday HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY happy 18th birthday HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY happy 18th birthday HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY happy 18th birthday HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY happy 18th birthday HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY happy 18th birthday HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY happy 18th birthday http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8566146/ Sun, 23 Apr 2006 22:39:54 PDT i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nil
Reading: Arab /historians of the Crusades
Watching: does assingments count as movies?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKI
[link]
http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8535694/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 20:03:47 PDT i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: passive - a perfect circle
Reading: Arab /historians of the Crusades
Watching: does assingments count as movies?

hidden feelings? revealed in a hidden message? for a certian person? i hate funerals they are sad and makae me cry and cause all sorts of issues and feelings to occur. am i really aware of the after life where people may or may not go? in the event of my death what would i want? love me forever do you think i would return the favour depends who you are i guess and if i know who you are in my life not on the net... with the whole dying thing how many of you believe in god please comment; liam and i discussed this once sort of it started with fish ended up with jesus all related really!

nothing but you i'm addicted to you for brenton 'she/he/it' came to my place to see if i was ok

crying occured

theme of beauty and vanity is shown in my peom

i'm bigger than mighty joe

got my fingers burned now when i think of touching your hair

please wash your hair

for jess langford you are my friend and i love you (friends way people who just thought dirty thoughts) be strong

for harri one day it will happen

love hurts in two ways

my theory if you aren't sure you love someone you either don't know what love is or don't

the above doesn't mean you don't care for the person

ignore both previous comments

why does a comment as simple as you look good today cause so many emotions

i tell one person everything two people most things my parents more than you would imagine and some people nothing that matters to me simply because i can and i can't

inner journeys are not always good happy emotionally freeing journeys of self discovery

mr t stop asking questions about me

becasue of you i never stray to far from the side walk

for liam did you find it?

uhtiwE>nimai

tears and rain

it rained this morning i was hoping that maybe i would get a visitor but i didn't i was/ am sad

bye off to work

i wish choosen darkness form cold



love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8465565/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8465565/ Fri, 14 Apr 2006 03:59:25 PDT i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: Arab /historians of the Crusades
Watching: Whats on tonight?

liam is a better man
liam is a monkey
liam is a goose
liam is likely to remain at helm
liam is here
liam is jarig
liam is a better man june 27
liam is beginning to experience tantrums when something doesn't go his way
liam is now 2 years and seven months
liam is not retiring from movies just yet
liam is alone
liam is a young man of twenty
liam is now established as a song writer and a number of artists have recorded his work
liam is currently the editor of pointservers
liam is an incredibly beautiful
liam is certainly a modern irish
liam is well and truly knowledgeable of the surrounding coastal and rural locations of west cork
liam is more the story of a family disintegrating under various pressures
liam is owned by jen and ken workman
liam is an asshole
liam is inspired by the stark beauty of the irish countryside
liam is defined by opposites
liam is currently responsible for the relation manager
liam is cool
liam is also joined on this recording by good friends and virtuoso musicians
liam is also joined by guest musicians
liam is the latest effort from eclectic director stephen frears
liam is a comedian
liam is pretty desperate
liam is awarded winner's dog for his first major at the anderson kennel club under ms
liam is usually seen playing one of three takemine guitars with onboard electronics
liam is de wereld een grote poel des verderfs
liam is able to cope
liam is autistic
liam is an irish coming
liam is the youngest child in the sullivan family
liam is seven and looks five
liam is very aware of gonzaga basketball
liam is the lens through which this family history is told
liam is the main man in the band
liam is hot or liam is a sex
liam is a movie about non
liam is unclear at that point; it is clear that liam does not trust her
liam is the graduate student representative on the queen's university psychology department ethics and headship committees
liam is manly
liam is the only irish photographer to have been awarded a fellowship from the irish professional photographers' association
liam is a drama about a 7
liam is a social misfit
liam is set in 1930s liverpool
liam is also a classically trained pianist
liam is a
liam is a rather cute little sprog
liam is almost 14
liam is sexy nomatter who he plays
liam is
liam is connected to the following things
liam is something of a one
liam is shocked to see that the woman is kira dorn
liam is a skilled submission wrestler and has even been know to train other guys in submission wrestling
liam is paul
liam is already teaching his baby son to appreciate the music of his hero
liam is up to 9cc of breast milk
liam is so terrified by the stories of eternal torment and sin that he is frequently struck mute
liam is tha best actor in tha world
liam is either ridiculously dark or ridiculously colourful
liam is growing by leaps and bounds
liam is very
liam is tough and slightly dark
liam is the sweet guy
liam is going for self management
liam is surprisingly entertaining
liam is astonishing in its clarity and focus
liam is an irish born
liam is a young boy living among the irish immigrants in liverpool in the 1930's
liam is our irish charmer from michael and mary gaffney of tyrol kennels in blarney
liam is safe and well and being looked after in ireland by foster parents until he can be returned to his mother
liam is called to investigate a boat fire on the marybethia
liam is bored
liam is very tall
liam is the youngest child; he has a sister
liam is released from the hospital today and we get to go home
liam is generally secure in his job and is clearly devoted to his family
liam is doing wonderfully
liam is coming to the royal marsden in downs road to donate bone marrow for his sister lara
liam is almost a timeless film in that capitalism will always ruin the lives of those who have no capital
liam is an 800m and 1500m specialist
liam is proud to be an associate member of the allied artists of america
liam is precious
liam is in our prayers
liam is cool
liam is an atavus
liam is not an atavus&efc
liam is wipe porn thumnails
liam is a b... ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8464708/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8464708/ Fri, 14 Apr 2006 00:23:00 PDT i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: Arab /historians of the Crusades
Watching: Whats on tonight?

its your love

why do we say things we know will hurt?

why do they say things they know will hurt?

why do we always end up hurting the people we love?

why is it harder to be nice than mean?

why do we always manage to blame ourselves for things beyond our control?

why do we always get upset when they leave?

why do we feel like they don't care?

why do we make them think we don't care?

why do we need love?

why are relationships so fun yet so painful?

why do we feel like we let the 'other half' down?

why do we question they love us?

why do we suffer for love?

why do we need that other person so badly?

why does love cause physical pain?

why can being with them hurt more than being apart?

why can't love be easy like the movies?

why doesn't love come with a 100% refund garantee?

why can't we get back what we give when it ends?

why does the thought of someone else make us cringe?

why does the thought of them with someone else mkae us want to hurt the other person?

why do the little sweet things make me want to cry?

why does it always come back to the same things?

why do they deserve the power to make us cry?

why do we get that power too?

why does it hurt more to know you caused their pain than someone else?

why is it all the same?

why do we always want more?

why can't we explain why the love is there?

why is there different degrees of love?

why can't we tell what degree it is until they're gone?

why are we all dependant on that other person?

please feel free to answer the questions or some of them help me learn the masterful art of pain

i love you

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8434285/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8434285/ Tue, 11 Apr 2006 02:59:50 PDT i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: Rising Tides
Watching: the simpsons

not that you'll read this but be happy

http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8423924/ Mon, 10 Apr 2006 03:48:57 PDT i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: Rising Tides
Watching: the great outdoors

i didn't write this i don't know who did but read it

"Sarah"
My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly
They maybe mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.
When I'm awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I heard him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says it's my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And finally he stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay motionless
Sprawled on the floor
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8423832/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8423832/ Mon, 10 Apr 2006 03:27:49 PDT i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: Rising Tides
Watching: the great outdoors

i'm on holidays so no more school for the next three weeks i like it i can't wait til sunday if that person agrees to my masterful plan it is a brilliant plan after all once he finds out about it i will enjoy myself i hope doing my assignments is really really hard but i will hopefully get somewhere and do them before the last day no last three days i again have plans its getting cold now and its crap um yeah i'm bored and i'm going to go read night all

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8329489/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8329489/ Sat, 01 Apr 2006 01:50:30 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: The Tailsman and Diary of a Manhattan callgirl
Watching: nil

По-русски:
я ненавижу как вы только получаете 150 слов так если я бегу из космоса, котор я огорченн будут вещи, котор нужно сказать и меньшее время сказать их жизнь трудн но я обусловливал worth он некоторые дни как сегодня сегодня был день когда быть жив был хорошей вещью для одной причины вы должны знать причину но если вы не делаете, то не чувствуйте неудача мы вся школа ошибок модели иногда трудна я имело наполовину каждогодные exmas для всех моих вопросов но одна последняя неделя она пошла физика истории английского chem математик ext стародедовская и после этого нормальные математики я знаю я сделало неудачу в englilsh я как раз ansered все неправильные математики ext не был как я надеялся I знал более после этого I думало would've I но я все еще буду удачливейш если я получаю над 50% и chem было одобрено, то но я думаю я сделало плохое becasue, котор он был одобрен и стародедовская история доказала трудное becasue я изучил к много из somethings rather than другие поэтому я привинчили что вверх по слишком физике даже не обсудит ему был что horrible и после этого приходят математики было более легким после этого I думало оно будет но путем говорить что я буду удачливейш для того чтобы получить над 60% и если я не получаю aove, то что я вероятно заплачу и я знаю я будет разочаровано когда я получу мои метки назад и имею crappy праздник из-за его настолько теперь только история ext, котор нужно сделать и сделать само вероятно плох но одно могут всегда понадеяться наилучшим образом будет моей жизнью, котор я самые счастливые когда я вокруг уверенного кто-то не поэтому счастливо после того как я оставляю он и после этого come back к нормальному до тех пор пока я не увидеть его the next time делает меня счастливым снова и цикл повторяет over and over и я реально смущен этой персоной в моей жизни я никогда не знаю они намеревается и я желаю я смогло поговорить к той персоне но она всегда кажется к многодельному и изменения настроения другой персоны и после этого эмоционально я решил я будет emo и вы все как раз общаться раз я красите мои поэзия волос и сочинительства старта половинная пристойная фактическ начинает writting поэзия на всей ноче

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8202059/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8202059/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 21:58:48 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: The Tailsman and Diary of a Manhattan callgirl
Watching: kingodm of heaven

... i'm not dead yet so stop hoping

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8108906/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8108906/ Thu, 09 Mar 2006 03:05:00 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: The Tailsman and Diary of a Manhattan callgirl
Watching: kingodm of heaven

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love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8070649/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8070649/ Sun, 05 Mar 2006 02:21:55 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: The Tailsman and Diary of a Manhattan callgirl
Watching: kingodm of heaven

1. one quarter of the bones in your body are in your feet

2. 23% of all photocopier faults are caused by people sitting on them and photocoping their buttocks

3. no piece of paper can be folded in half more then seven times

4. the average human body makes enough carbon for 900 pencils

5. althaiophobia is a fear of marshmallows

6. our eyes are always the same from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing

7. on average, people fear spiders more than death

8. a snail can sleep for three years

9. donald duck comics were banned in finland because he doesn't wear pants

10. a full moon always rises at sunset

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8070132/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8070132/ Sun, 05 Mar 2006 00:07:46 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: The Tailsman and Diary of a Manhattan callgirl
Watching: kingodm of heaven

it really isn't you know bad bad bad bad bad bad i feel ok at the moment not great but not bad i know what would make me great but that won't be happening anytime soon i do not believe was does believe have lie in the middle of it its bad and full of contridictions i can't spell that word right i feel bad now i had thoughts sometimes but it doesn't matter does it nothing can be done to change what has happened unless i can go back in time and kill myself then it wouldn't have happened and all would be well and good why am i worried about it so much maybe but i like the idea so much it makes me happy and everything will be great until something little happens but that one little thing made me feel so special i'm going now

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8061882/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8061882/ Sat, 04 Mar 2006 03:31:25 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: The Tailsman and Diary of a Manhattan callgirl
Watching: kingodm of heaven

i don't understand why she cuts her hair off my mouth tastes funny i want to talk but i can't i have so much to say that i can't say to people its hard to do but yet not if you get me i think i will just leave now night nighty nighty night

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8043209/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8043209/ Thu, 02 Mar 2006 03:14:28 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: The Tailsman and Diary of a Manhattan callgirl
Watching: nothing

me
me
some other people like the people that come in when i am working and bitch about one little fly in the counter i mean get over it flies ARE every where and you have eaten one before no doubt

thankyou to all the support i got on my journal when i was aiming for 400 comments i am up to around 535 now so i am muchly pleased and just wanted to thank everyone that helped in even the smallest way


i am happy hence me being nice and breaking my journal up



really really happy




school tomorrow hard life is hard at school but yet i'm still happy





i really liked the whole talking thing just so you know






i am going to sleep now







good nighty nighty night to you all










love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8024203/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8024203/ Tue, 28 Feb 2006 03:06:38 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: The Tailsman and Diary of a Manhattan callgirl
Watching: nothing

i did and that is about it really oh and happy birthday to this boy [link] so yeah happy birthday

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8014104/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/8014104/ Mon, 27 Feb 2006 01:11:29 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: The Tailsman and Diary of a Manhattan callgirl
Watching: nothing

hello i haven't done this in a while so i figured i would now why i am in my break time from study and general homework stuff so yeah i'm happy like i said i just did two hours of maths mostly two unit but some three unit i am beginning my study for my half yearlys in four weeks i think i may be able to do ok i hope i so muchly hope i can i did a face mask since my skin has been shockingly awful but it feels if not looks better now so i had that on while i was doing maths i can kinda do my two unit i can never do three unit so i'm used to that i have hurt my wrist yet again today my bag fell on it so now it is sore and typing is hard and stuff since i can't bend it but it wil get better i'm sure as long as i don't drop 6kg on it it will be fine we get lockers soon finally i need supp texts for inner journeys if anyone is willing to help a girl out that would be lovely i am emailing myself because no one else will they hate me so yeah now i can do work at school since my printer decided in an unkind way to run out of ink and no one has bought any yet so i'm doomed i tells a doomed "it meant absolutely nothing to me" liar lying whore bag i need ink i do i really really do what was i saying i for well i went and had dinner and i have to do more work again night nighty nighty night

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7912155/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7912155/ Thu, 16 Feb 2006 01:36:56 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: The Tailsman and Diary of a Manhattan callgirl
Watching: nothing

obviously i have 85 comments until i reached my goal of 400 comments on one journal go here [link] now and comment so yes i want to talk about things to people but i can't so i came here instead to say go comment damn it and i feel like i need to tell him that and i will tomorrow what will happen though who knows i'lll fine out i guess [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link]

i have to do more work now bye bye

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7870034/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7870034/ Sun, 12 Feb 2006 01:54:37 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: The Tailsman and Diary of a Manhattan callgirl
Watching: nothing

multiple of three

go here [link] and comment again if you have already i don't care again i say again [link]

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i hate school and tests they are shit in the head... go here and comment [link]

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work is hard chem sucks

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love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7815071/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7815071/ Mon, 06 Feb 2006 02:21:13 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: The Tailsman and Diary of a Manhattan callgirl
Watching: nothing

life is hard when the thigns you want to do you can't because of one simple word school yes school is hard because of the thinking and then what was i sayign i suddenly did not kow any more too bad i wil tlak about other things now my right arm hurts from leaning too much work is boring and disturbing any one with brothers i'm sure will agree they do not want someone you work with telling you that "your brother said he wanted to fuck me" thankyou so much for the nightmares my hand still smells cool that was really good must repeat in some form because i had fun oh and someone should know that my WHITE top is dirty from what you did yes i'm annoyed it is your fault and you can't deny it but i will admit that it did look cool so i'll deal ok if you can i had this thought about it actually but i'll tell you that later so brenton didn't come i felt rejected i love my brenty do me a favour all who read please comment so i can get 400 comments on one journal i promise i will reply to all comments nice or not but i need a goal i lost my train of thought again i think i will make myself a cup of tea for purposes well that was interesting to say the lest using them thigns whatever they are called is fun you should do it more all of you like day is light and night is dark so i wonder about stuff i still have to get my tea don't i i'll be back ok back with tea yes it makes me happy in pants my tea was very nice and it reminded me of something so i am happy with memories of that and other things that make me smile and we all know smiling is good i had the best bath last night only one thing could've made it better... food... but you don't always get food when you want it i need to stop thinking don't i that way you don't have to deal with my stuff and yeah maybe i will avoid writing journals while i'm thinking especially right now because of the things i want to say so i am going to leave now and i do not know when i will be back doing things besides comments so yeah i'll miss you all and the whole venting system that once worked well but now just can't goodbye

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7796257/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7796257/ Sat, 04 Feb 2006 03:33:00 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: The Tailsman and Diary of a Manhattan callgirl
Watching: nothing

so i should be doing things that i'm not because i'm just not in the mood for what i want to do i can't because i can't do it alone so that won't happen either for god knows how long i go away on thursday get back friday probably won't be able to see him that week so i had the worst dream last night it was so real and it hurt so much i can't think about that now it is too close to the surface of my mind i need to take my toe nail polish off it is all dead my toe nails are probably blue by now its been on that long that would be weird always having blue nails should i tell them or should i not i want to not speak to anyone except... anymore but i fail everytime i try not to i just want life to be simple and i don't want to have to deal with certain things like talking to people i want to read because you all know how much i love reading so life is great if i have a good and/or funny book do you ever think about when the next world war will happen i hope it never does but i think that it is likely that one day it will happen i'm happy very happy now i need to go tell him about it i think or maybe i won't i just don't know anymore

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7776835/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7776835/ Thu, 02 Feb 2006 01:05:51 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: John F. Kennedy and the Historians
Watching: nothing

i don't think i can handle waiting until tomorrow if it can still happen...

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7757615/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7757615/ Tue, 31 Jan 2006 02:36:30 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: John F. Kennedy and the Historians
Watching: nothing

school school school wonderful school it was the first and last day of school today it was the last first day of school i did something today that people will notice i feel numb why do i feel numb because feeling must be bad at the moment if i am going to feel numb or maybe no don't worry i just need to talk to that person but i can't because i don't want to be all like yeah you get it so i won't and if they read this then ignore that previous bit about talking i'm paranoid very paraniod i hate this so much i think i will go away now

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7728928/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7728928/ Sat, 28 Jan 2006 03:17:55 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: John F. Kennedy and the Historians
Watching: nothing

so happy happy fat fat happy happy fat fat mixed emotions ok so the past couples of days were fun and i loved them i got hit by a surf board decided it hurt and yeah my surfing skills still not there i think maybe i have none will the tennis never end it has been going on and on for so long now i think i might die from it id on't know what to say anymore so i will just leave yu all alone

































































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http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7708333/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 20:26:59 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: empire of the sun - still + 4 others
Watching: nothing

1. Taken a picture naked? no

2. Painted your room? no

3. Made out with a member of the same sex? no

4. Drove a car? yes

5. Danced in front of your mirror? yes

6. Have a crush? yes

7. Been dumped? no

8. Stole money from a friend? no

9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? no

10. Been in a fist fight? no

11. Snuck out of your house? yes

12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes

13. Been arrested? no

15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? yes

16. Left your house without telling your parents? yes

17. Had a crush on your neighbour? can that be like someone in the same street

18. Ditched school to do something more fun? no

19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex (not sex just slept)? yes

20. Seen someone die? kinda

21. Been on a plane? no

24. Love someone or miss someone right now? yes

25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yes

26. Made a snow angel? yes

27. Played dress up? yes

28. Cheated while playing a game? yes

29. Been lonely? yes

30. Fallen asleep at work/school? yes

31. Been to a club? no

32. Felt an earthquake? no

33. Touched a snake? yes

34. Ran a red light? no

35. Been suspended from school? no

36. Had detention? yes

37. Been in a car accident? no

38. Hated the way you look? yes

39. Witnessed a crime? yes

40. Pole danced? no

41. Been lost? yes

42. Been to the opposite side of the country? no

44. Cried yourself to sleep? yes

47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes

48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes

49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? tried to didn't work all that well

50. Kissed in the rain? yes

51. Sing in the shower? yes

52. Made love in a park? no

53. Had a dream that you married someone? yes

54. Glued your hand to something? yes

55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? no

56. Ever gone to school partially naked? no

57. Been a cheerleader? no

58. Sat on a roof top? yes

59. Didn't take a shower for a week? no

60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? yes

61. Played chicken? no

62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? no

63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? no

64. Broken a bone? no

65. Been easily amused? yes

66. Laugh so hard you cry? yes

67. Mooned/flashed someone? no

68. Cheated on a test? no

69. Forgotten someone's name? yes

70. Slept naked? yes

71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? not in a pool

73. Blacked out from drinking? no

74. Played a prank on someone? yes

75. Gone to a late night movie? yes

76. Made love to anything not human? no

77. Failed a class? no

78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? yes... depends if you think you should eat it or not

79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? yes

80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? no

81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? yes

82. Thrown strange objects? yes

83. Felt like killing someone? yes

84. Thought about running away? yes

85. Ran away? no

86. Did drugs? i often do drugs

87. Had detention and not attend it? no

89. Made a parent cry? yes

90. Cried over someone? yes

91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? at a time i don't know

92. Dated someone more than once? yes?

93. Had/Have a dog? yes

95. Own an instrument? yes

96. Been in a band? yes

97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? no

98. Broken a CD? yes

99. Shot a gun? no

100. Licked a nipple? yes

101. Spat in someone? yes

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7690168/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7690168/ Mon, 23 Jan 2006 21:54:12 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: empire of the sun - still + 4 others
Watching: nothing

starting time who knows how long this will take today i'm doing english right now almost finished it yeah tomorrow i'm just going to do chem summaries all day and than on thursday i'll do physics summaries and on friday i'll do maths and tonight and tomorrow night i'll do more ext. hist. stuff it's so hard doing work while on holidays but i know i don't get a choice at least i've totally finished my chemistry assignment i think it should be good i hope it's good anyway but who knows it's probably too long even though it's all relevent to the queston i hope and it isn't all writing some of it is diagrams so friday is partly my reward day for doing my homework and saturday is my totally reward day for doing all of my homework and sunday i work and monday is the last day so i'm going to spend it with someone i won't get to see for awhile when school goes back on tuesday it should be good though i can see everyone again and stuff and get back into some routine and stuff but it means i won't be on da or msn much like only weekends it can be one of my rewards along wiht reading my own books and people and of course my baby i can't wait to disagree in englsih it'll be fun so after this i just have to read my notes on peoples speeches and i'm done for english then i'll do a bit of ext. hist. stuff like find all the quotes on saladin from the movie kingdom of heaven and i might re watch the doco i have for it and take some notes on him and later tonight i'll do so more back ground research on him i already know a lot but i need to know everything absolutely everything so im still happy and stuff mostly a little tired but i can't really complain now can i i wasn't the one who had to go to work until midnight again dsdsfkljsdfkljdsfkldsfjkldsfkjlfdsjklfds kjldsfjkldsfjkfdsjkfdsjklfdsjklfdsjklfds jklfdskljfdsklfdskfdskjlfdsjklfdsjkfdskl jfdsjkldsfjklfdsjkldsfkljfdsjkfdsklfdskl jfdsk sorry got a beat stuck in my head had to put it somewhere sddsfjkldsfjkdsfjkfdsjkldsfkjdsfkfds i like this cd glad i bought it and breakfast at tiffany's good movie beautiful dawn thought i was born to endless nights so what did i do today decided on a brown doona cover i hate it when that happens wow so far it's taken me 23 minutes to write all of this and finish two more characters for my english thing nice effort yes i feel bad she smiled at me i saw chris today his cute in an unattractive way ever wanted to tell someone something but you just couldn't because then they'd know and you liked keeping it to yourself but you also wanted to tell them this thing anyway love is blind i have determined this looking at various cases of love but there are exceptions to every rule because some couples i know aren't blind to each others faults where as you get couples that believe their partner is perfect when in fact they're not no one is perfect which i believe is a good thing interesting how people can believe that someone is perfect i know your smell yeah so i'm going to go do more work now without the distaction of this

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7682104/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7682104/ Mon, 23 Jan 2006 04:19:18 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: empire of the sun - still + 4 others
Watching: nothing

i am so so so so so happy right now yeah that is all oh and it involves a rose... again

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7672565/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7672565/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 03:47:17 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: empire of the sun - still + 4 others
Watching: nothing

ok so life is not always rainbows and puppies life is hard and ful of crap times email communication without feeling where did the good old fashion letter writign go that's it i'm writing someone or someones a letter or letters yes first victim has been selected next victim i'm not sure yet i will choose wisely parents are crap honestly crap sometimes no no no no no no no yeah well i'm going now to be all alone and stuff

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7670839/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7670839/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 21:09:11 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: empire of the sun - still + 4 others
Watching: nothing

god i was i was cool but you don't always get what you want life is unfair deal with it and all will be right with the world kill me now and i'll give you a dollar jack is touching my back and all is right with the world it's so sore and my idoit brother cracked a bone in his shoulder and now he can't work for like four weeks fool boy fool he can't even drive i have the power now yep so i'm not really in the mood for this so i'll just go work on my assignment now nighty night

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7663558/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7663558/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 04:38:13 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: empire of the sun - still + 4 others
Watching: nothing

i have a thing for that song at the moment for reasons i could explain but i'm not going to here you have been the one for me i got to feed reall live wild birds i know i liked it and the peacefulness of it all i like going there hmmm that might be taken scary and pushy and smotherish ignore that i have 64 pages of my english book left that is so good my heart was blinded by you goodbye my lover goodbye my friend i'm so hollow i've been addicted to you yes i'm listening to it now and getting the best image in my head but i'm not going to share that here either i'd be the father of your child i love you i swear that's true i shouldn't do that it is so bad and annoying and frustrating all at the same time did i disappoint you so anyway i'm happy right now because of thoughts and memories and trust but i'm scared at the same time because of that trust and i'm scared of many things but so happy too it's an odd emotion do you think anyone can have someone as an eternal right as in you have the right to that person for life can that happen or do you have the right to that person while your together physical pain sucks lots i think about things when i'm alone and the answer isn't always good for example no i can't give you one just know that it isn't always good like that time i have so many mosquito bites it's not funny ten that i can count and all came from mini golfing so that is crap and like four are on my toes and stuff and they are really itchy and annoying i feel bad too have you ever felt like life was i never want to see the end is it possible to no never mind that one is way way too odd even for here it's odd how you think that no matter what the situation is that there would be some measure of regret and then the situation happens but there isn't my pinky hurts and i don't know why i'm kind of disappointed that this thing i did didn't leave a mark forever ok something just bit my head and it hurt bastards i'm going to hunt them down and hit them i figured something out today it was an odd realisation too but never you mind young what are those things in star wars the good guys well insert that word back there i keep thinking the stick thing i did a bad bad thing in my pants timing sicks too i hate that feeling that reaching out and finding nothing and no one to save you when you need them the most why are they never there i have finished the themes and images thing for english i wonder if we'll have to talk about it because if we do i am taking the opposite view on one thing because i don't thinkit's true and yes i have evidence for my theory but they don't in my opinion take control and by taking control gain power becasue i said textual evidence yes carpet is good scrating surface i will leave you with a thought i looked at the Demotivators site [link] but there is no love one so one could assume that love can not be a demotivator and only a motivator interesting thought yes

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7662658/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7662658/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 00:10:11 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: empire of the sun - still + 4 others
Watching: nothing

not really kinda still happy except for the pain in my leg and the ant thet bit my clevage which really really really hurt for like 10 minutes what a man what a man what a mighty big man so body shop stuff is fun if i had a body shop arty would people come question yes i know yes so stuff happens right now homework happens so i'm going to do more goodbye

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7616920/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7616920/ Mon, 16 Jan 2006 04:21:47 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: empire of the sun - still + 4 others
Watching: nothing

no because you're still alive and walking ok good point so welcome home jared/ happy birthday jared dinner went lovely i just love it how they don't maintain eye contact and give you the disapproving looks when they can be bothered poor little me MISFIT is the word that comes to mind for maybe three of us yeah well you get that sorry i think i can perpare myself for what will happen tomorrow enough to not care as much as no wait i can hide it better that's what i'm trying to say what else can i say happened oh yes that very amusing for all other parties involved i'm sure talking to celia was good but i feel like i've said to much cathy thinks i'm doing things i'm not i liked how they managed to make me feel unattractive again and incapable of having a boyfriend because of said unattractiveness yes so anyway welcome home jared and happy birthday great fun naturally i felt so weird and bad thankyou for helping in the cause life is dandy yet again i knew i loved these people

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7614844/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7614844/ Sun, 15 Jan 2006 20:59:46 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: empire of the sun - still + 4 others
Watching: nothing

i hate this book in all it's boringnesss so tonight dinner for jared it is the welcome home jared dinner should be ok lots of pizza and food and stuff yeah $10 i need to go to town i decided to wait and take dad and mum with me scne they need stuff fun times lay aheah as usual is it raining at your place like it is over here by the way i still love you isn't that sweet so busy busy little old me is busy busy and busy busy still so much reading to do so i'm going to go do that now and i'll be back one day soon i guess if not later then that in which case bye

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7606545/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7606545/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 23:34:39 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: empire of the sun - still + 4 others
Watching: nothing

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.

it's a diagram so page 4 line 18 ok that didn't work either ( it's a blank blue page that'll teach me to look at a text book) new book "decided to raise the issue with his mother and father, but" empire of the sun JG Ballard

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.

fingers

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

cricket

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:

6:30

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

6:26

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

the tv and my music that is on the computer so does that count

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

i was going to work

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?

brentons one

9. What are you wearing?

a blue skirt and a white t shirt

10. Did you dream last night?

not that i can remember

11. When did you last laugh?

last night

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?

a cricket poster thing and a painting and a photograph and windows

13. Seen anything weird lately?

cowboys?

14. What do you think of this quiz?

brenton

15. What is the last film you saw?

the villiage

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?

car and guitar and chocolate

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:

how can i do that i don't know what you know how about i have spotty underwear

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

only one ... i'd tell people to stop being fags and all get along so all forms of racism like against races and gay people and stuff

19. Do you like to dance?

yes

20. George Bush:

dickhead

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

jordon

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

jordon

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?

why not

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?

party's over there

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7605971/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7605971/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 21:54:18 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: empire of the sun - still + 4 others
Watching: nothing

i am trying to do chem summaries ive done two yay go me i think i lost the mood but i will force myself to do all sorts of nasty homework stuff tomorrow i hate this whole thing i'm leaving and i don't know when i'lll return right now i' thinking i should go far away far far away far far far away far far far far away far far far far far away far far far far far far away far far far far far far far away yeah you get the point

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7559541/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7559541/ Mon, 09 Jan 2006 22:24:21 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: empire of the sun - still + 4 others
Watching: nothing

ok so i wanted a smoothies problem no yohurt or ice cream and only fruit one mango and a couple of bananas solution get a blender add one chopped banana one chopped mango two tablespoons of honey and two cups of milk result one very yummy smoothie go learn the art of smoothie making and enjoy the fruits of you labour

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7558591/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7558591/ Mon, 09 Jan 2006 20:13:43 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: nothing
Reading: empire of the sun - still + 4 others
Watching: nothing

i am so bored right now i am trying to do my chemisty assaignment but i just can't get much to happen i have written six lines that is it and wasted time on word art jsut to waste time so today i painted my toe nails blue since i don't own back and blue and balck were evenly voted for i decided i didn't want to go buy black i need all the money i can get it is not fun so tomorrow hopefully stuff will happen does any body know any thing about batteries becasue i certainly don't and it is very annoying i started my engluish book it is kind of boring me so i don't want to do that either which is annoying my wrist still hurts maybe i will do the other engilsh homwework we had that might be more enjoyable or i could do summaries for one of my various subjects or i could go sleep or i could go die so many options so little time i am bored and maybe hungry i can't really tell so i'm not eating in case i'm not hungry becasuse that will just make me fatter i have so much to do and so little time and to add to that i won't be here on friday becasue i will be away for the night then i get back saturday for misha's 18th then i have to work on sunday which will be fine and dandy hopefully i can get more of this book finished becasue i still need to read the tailsman before i go back to school as well and do more research for my ext. hist. thing niki did we have any other homework for that or normal hist. i can't remember see and i should do some general revision like oin maths and stuff i guess so yeah fun times lay ahead for the last three weeks of holidays and then back to school back to school to show my daddy i'm not a fool and to get my hsc over and done with so i can be momentarily free of life that is hard to focus on i don't know what i can't say what my life will be like then it's too far away as long as i get what i want/need for my uai i'll be happy and maybe i can not get headaches this year also brillaint option for me well i am going to go force myself to read and or do other homework before i have fun tomorrow do you think you could try really really hard and get here say right on 2:00pm tomorrow that's be nice probably won't happen i know but just the thought it is nice please ok good evening to you all

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7550697/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7550697/ Mon, 09 Jan 2006 04:18:05 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: lost
Reading: empire of the sun - still + 4 others
Watching: lost

ok so hi again my wrist still hurts typing is hard and stiff but it is all nice and strapped up because i listened to my helpful 'doctor' i can't tell if it is helping so yeah we'll see i feel weird right now so i can just yeah i am hoping that i will be allowed to try surfing again since i had fun the first time but yeah if it doesn't happen i'll live scaredness soo i will need to dehair my legs again again let me tell you that when in doubt call upon a fireman boobs are over rated over 50% of the worlds population has them or will grow them so really the point in guys being in love with them never mind i know the answer and i don't think i will ever mention boobs again i'm tired stupid phone calls at 8:45am when i'm sleeping i just wish but saying that is mean i have the solution i will ues the solution and all will be dandy so beddy bed bye bye time

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7549972/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7549972/ Mon, 09 Jan 2006 00:07:52 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: a perfect circle
Reading: prey - still + 4 others
Watching: none right now

party hard

love me, hug me, and stick me in the toaster ]]> ~col-er-rah-do http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7540508/ http://col-er-rah-do.deviantart.com/journal/7540508/ Sat, 07 Jan 2006 23:49:29 PST i am the pineapple of the future

Mood: refer to the left
Listening to: a perfect circle
Reading: prey - still + 4 others
Watching: none right now

ok public here it is i will never lose my arse virginity there now that that has been taken care of i'm painting my toe nails again ok so yeah going to eat didn't have lunch today and i think i need some food now and remember love me hug me and put me in the toaster

and a peircing chartreuse light

and yes i am a christian ]]> ~col-er-rah-do