http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:coldandgrey&section=today deviantART RSS for by:coldandgrey en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 18:00:18 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/4182237/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/4182237/ Wed, 29 Dec 2004 01:09:51 PST ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3917881/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3917881/ Thu, 25 Nov 2004 15:10:13 PST
I am thankful for color, pumpkin pi, an my real family. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3603817/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3603817/ Sat, 16 Oct 2004 13:34:57 PDT
Crazy Noise:
[link]

and

Beats:
[link] ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3531038/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3531038/ Thu, 07 Oct 2004 23:09:45 PDT
Someone who respects me and my manhood.

Out of the blue - a really awesome person.

[link] ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3508865/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3508865/ Mon, 04 Oct 2004 07:23:48 PDT f4shi0nabl3 was nice enough to do a shoot with me this weekend. That was hella fun, especially since I've been getting into photography.

I need an EOS 10D so badly.

I think that rhymes. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3433688/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3433688/ Fri, 24 Sep 2004 04:14:26 PDT
My life has been employed as a reverend, musician, mathematician, computer scientist, and a software support consultant. Now I am a writer, as well.

[link] ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3425468/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3425468/ Wed, 22 Sep 2004 22:18:04 PDT Look at me! I'm wearing your shirt and it's burnt.
Dissentious morons are dissing you, dissing me
Keeping the friendship in massive supply

Be a liar to the man with the guitar.
I'm sure he'll appreciate it deeply.

And where there's smoke
and there's grease
and an imperfect peace-
the free and easy let-down
will make it all come alive.

The makeshift scene, mildly insulting.
You really said it when you said I was just a scavenger.

That's why.
I got no mind. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3395640/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3395640/ Sun, 19 Sep 2004 00:47:08 PDT
Music is math. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3336543/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3336543/ Wed, 15 Sep 2004 01:43:07 PDT
she is papering the window panes

she is putting on a smile. living in a glass house

well of course I'd like to sit around and chat...

but someone's listening in ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3331666/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3331666/ Fri, 10 Sep 2004 11:55:17 PDT
RSVP so we can cap the attendance.
[link]

moriartc@acad.umass.edu / aim:siokaos / 256-4963 ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3322369/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3322369/ Thu, 09 Sep 2004 01:34:28 PDT starting and then stopping,
taking off and landing,
the emptiest of feelings,
disappointed people, clinging on to bottles,
and when it comes it's so, so, disappointing.

Shell smashed, juices flowing
wings twitch, legs are going,
I shouldn't get sentimental,
it always ends up drivel.
One day, I'm gonna grow wings. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3288531/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3288531/ Sat, 04 Sep 2004 21:29:26 PDT When all I'm really doing is trying to hide. And keep it inside
And listen to lies - open my eyes? Maybe I wish I could try

Pleading and needing and bleeding and breeding and feeding - Exceeding.
Where is everybody?

Trying and lying, defying denying, crying and dying
Where is everybody? ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3243296/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3243296/ Sun, 29 Aug 2004 22:14:39 PDT Thirty minutes of lachrymatic pain.
I have no idea why I stopped.

On the very same token
Why cant I just fuckin let go? ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3206128/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3206128/ Tue, 24 Aug 2004 21:55:30 PDT were stuck up a tree
then we'd know
it's nicer below

I don't know any lullabys
I don't know how
to make you mine
but I can learn
in lonely days ago
I saw lovers put on a show
well now it's my turn

Drive you home
then wait by the phone
for that call
and a walk in the fall

No harm will come of this
one little midnight kiss
it will not burn
too many lonely days
I feel like a throw away
well now it's my turn

Falling down
is no longer around
feeling sun
I'm no longer one
well isn't this fun? ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3199657/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3199657/ Tue, 24 Aug 2004 00:11:29 PDT I was told what it means to be a man,
Now I’ve reached the age
I’ve tried to do all those things the best I can.
No matter how I try,
I find my way into the same old jam.

Good times, bad times,
You know I had my share;
When my woman left home
For a brown eyed man,
Well, I still don’t seem to care.

Sixteen: I fell in love
With a girl as sweet as could be,
Only took a couple of days
Till she was rid of me.
She swore that she would be all mine
And love me till the end,
But when I whispered in her ear
I lost another friend, oooh.

I know what it means to be alone,
I sure do wish I was at home. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3158982/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3158982/ Sun, 22 Aug 2004 08:20:38 PDT You believe in all your lies, didn’t you?
The ruiner’s got a lot to prove he’s got nothing to lose and now he made you believe
The ruiner’s your only friend well he’s the living end to the cattle he deceives
The raping of the innocent you know the ruiner ruins everything he sees
Now the only pure thing left in my fucking world is wearing your disease
You had to give them all a sign, didn’t you?
You had to covet what was mine, didn’t you?

Maybe it’s a part of me you took to a place I hoped it would never go ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3135565/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3135565/ Sun, 15 Aug 2004 21:58:15 PDT (00:52:43) siokaos: I can look at pussy
(00:52:47) siokaos: and drink my pussy drink
(00:52:57) siokaos: and be a big whiny impossible rude demanding pussy
(00:53:01) siokaos: but I still have no pussy between my legs.. only a dick
(00:54:00) siokaos : (00:10:27) siokaos: I have two types of pussy for you
(00:10:31) Tijuanna1324: yay!
(00:54:03) LukeKoz: gross away message
(00:54:59) siokaos: Apologies good chum, you must consider the hour, the amount of liquor I've consumed, my pining emotional stability due to a breakup, and the fact that my pruddy friend is getting drunk and not getting grossed out. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3120708/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3120708/ Fri, 13 Aug 2004 23:52:37 PDT The drying of your tears
Today.. we escape
We escape.

Pack and get dressed
Before your father hears us
Before.. all hell.. breaks loose.

Breathe... keep breathing
Don’t lose.. your nerve.
Breathe... keep breathing
I can’t do this.. alone.

Sing us a song
A song to keep us warm
There’s such a chill
Such a chill.

You can laugh
A spineless laugh
We hope that your rules and wisdom choke you
Now we are one
In everlasting peace

We hope that you choke.. that you choke ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3089430/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3089430/ Wed, 11 Aug 2004 22:45:43 PDT
But that's way too much to ask. I'm a fool to expect anything from her. Alls I get is an invitation to watch her in her element. No returned calls, emails, or messages. At this point, I'm happier with others.



So yea, my site's ([link]) down. Some bastard stole my copyrighted domain looking for a quick buck. I'm still here and so is the sun. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3049467/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3049467/ Mon, 09 Aug 2004 06:41:30 PDT Bitshift Eclectic-Electronic Music
Sunday, August 8 (808 STATE)
7-11pm $5 Flywheel. Easthampton[link]

Feat
DEFNEG - BELLTONE - DOEPOG - TYLER HOYTS - SIOKAOS.

For sweet flyers, check this: [link] ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3023684/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/3023684/ Mon, 02 Aug 2004 02:51:19 PDT
I can't look back. It's far too pretty watching the summer moon dip beneath the razor sharp horizon. I'll live, I just don't do milestones well. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2992687/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2992687/ Thu, 29 Jul 2004 15:34:18 PDT

---

8/8/2004
And evening of chaos, noise, vulnerability, and beauty
Feat . Newton, Belltonesuicide, Tyler Hoyt, and Siokaos. I'm playing Everyone Should Have a Garden live. It's a dark ambient set. Bring a pillow.

[link] . ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2983592/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2983592/ Tue, 27 Jul 2004 23:26:45 PDT
Hell, it could be her in time. Infact, I passively hope it is. But until she changes, we don't deserve eachother. She'd rather baby a 28 year old who tells her he loves her and that she's cute. It's so obvious he's using her. She'll probably keep lying to her self and others about love...

Lesson learned with good spirits- with a bad taste in my mouth. The mistakes made that have pushed her and myself away from this animal I've so slowly become. I pray the healing will ensue before I grow weak. Honesty is the only true freedom. People who lie and cheat will continue to do so. There's no love in fear.





Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow.
What you need is someone strong to use you.

]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2975019/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2975019/ Mon, 26 Jul 2004 19:27:04 PDT Out from the dress I got for you.
So pretty

And my emptiness is swollen shut -
Always a wretch I have become.
So empty.

I'm watching Naomi, full bloom -
I'm hoping she will soon explode into one billion tastes and tunes.
One billion angels come and hold her down -
They hold her down until she cries.

She comes and goes most afternoons.
One billion suitors wave and have her now.
They could love her now -
But so could I.

Several tiny angels could come and save her soul
Could come save her soul until she shines
So pretty.

There is no Naomi in view.
She walks through Cambridge stocks and strolls.
And if she only really knew. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2891665/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2891665/ Mon, 19 Jul 2004 23:47:58 PDT I must learn to suck it up for the long run.

I don't know why I get so worked up about somebody who does not want or deserve me. I just never thought she'd let me go. It hurts so fucking much. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2845347/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2845347/ Thu, 15 Jul 2004 00:30:34 PDT
It's paranoia, yes, but my heart is in bits.

Just call me before I make a big mistake of never talking to her again. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2831224/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2831224/ Fri, 09 Jul 2004 06:43:50 PDT Thoyt and Siokaos.

Now INVITE-ONLY

This Friday - 9PM
91 Main Street (Behind the Black Sheep).
Free music and promo CDs.
House Bar/Donations.

To be placed on the guest list.
chris@siokaos.org/665-9755/508-361-0548 ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2776283/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2776283/ Tue, 06 Jul 2004 04:38:20 PDT
kid606, hrvatski, /dev/null
8pm $8. @ TT the bears in Boston.


So there's this kid, he mash it up all over the place
With the dub plate pressure all up in your face
Go tell that Kid 606 do that ruff-neck soldier thing
with the DSP, gwan have to modulate the ring...

Gwan puttin up a scene.
Man it real hard to believe that he only 19. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2433214/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2433214/ Sat, 15 May 2004 08:50:25 PDT the communist daughter
standing on the sea-weed water
semen stains the mountain tops
with cocoa leaves along the border
sweetness sings from every corner
cars careening from the clouds
the bridges burst and twist around
and wanting something warm and moving
bends towards herself the soothing
proves that she must still exist
she moves herself about her fist

sweet communist
the communist daughter ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2203943/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/2203943/ Sun, 11 Apr 2004 23:08:04 PDT no reason to grieve
the world that you need
wrapped in gold silver sleeves
left beneath
christmas trees in the snow

I will take you and leave you alone
watching spirals of white softly flow

over your eyelids
and all you did
will wait until
the point
when you let go ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/1614074/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/1614074/ Thu, 01 Jan 2004 13:12:45 PST
I've just finished a minimal 16-track EP titled 'Agpuase' if anyone is interested

You can download medium-quality MP3s here:
< [link] >;
The convenient .zip file contains all of the tracks.

It is distributed under version 1.01 of the open audio license < [link] >;. Burned, artless copies from me cost $2 apiece. Recommended listening settings include headphones from stereo system without equalization.

As always, I appreciate any feedback/distortion/suggestions/question s. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/1394297/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/1394297/ Thu, 13 Nov 2003 00:54:00 PST 'Oh what fun it all would be. '
Then what's to stop us, pretty baby?
But what is, and what should never be.

So if you wake up with the sunrise,
and all your dreams are still as new,
and happiness is what you need so bad...
Girl, the answer lies with you. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/1265243/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/1265243/ Sat, 11 Oct 2003 22:39:25 PDT great popcorn replacment!). It was fricking gorgeous out... Pleasant street and saw Kill Bill. We all had mixed feelings about the film- but it was definitely enjoyable and worthwhile. We stopped for some dinner and they dropped us off at my place and headed back to see the show at pl st. I went over to Hannah's afterwords, which was fun, too. We're going through a change of pace. I'm very optimistic.

I'm also going through a number of new changes. This semester has been very difficult, which definitely augments and conversely supresses certian things. This is undoubtedly both good and bad. I expect patience from those I love.


Oh yea. I saw Radiohead on the 9th. Third time's the charm.

That was amazing beyond compare.

See you again soon.

- Chris ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/1243996/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/1243996/ Mon, 06 Oct 2003 18:43:50 PDT
Live to choose what you will.
And will not tolerate.

Desperate to control.
All and everything.

Unable to forgive.
Your scarlet letterman. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/1155227/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/1155227/ Tue, 16 Sep 2003 22:37:42 PDT FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE
Our BitShift collective has organized a 2-day electronic music festival in Easthampton, MA. September 26-27 2003! Acts from all over the nation- a complete audio and visual experience. I'm opening the whole deal, some early. It will surely be an experience of a lifetime. See you there!!

More information:
[link] : MassBitShift
[link] : The Flywheel (venue) ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/1051658/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/1051658/ Sat, 09 Aug 2003 02:54:19 PDT A Perfect Circle in Boston, at the Berklee performance center. The show was incredible, and I witnessed the beauty from a great proximity. Granted not everyone could go- but it was a thoroughly enjoyable experience that I will not soon forget.

I am of good health and spirits.
I am also dating my friend ~lachrymose.

My website is still down until further notice.
Go take a walk. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/901366/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/901366/ Wed, 02 Jul 2003 14:15:50 PDT

Bitsift Elecro/Experimental Music
The Flywheel - 2 Holyoke St, Easthampton MA
7pm - $3 - [link] - [link]

Siokaos ( ~coldandgrey )
Alex Smith ( ~bluenine )
Ohmboy ( ~morganohm )
Brace (with live drums)
Hnatiw (more tour dates soon)
/Dev/Null (back from his UK tour)

Remember that depth is the greatest of heights. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/689715/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/689715/ Thu, 29 Jul 2004 00:43:37 PDT
Forty or so minutes of beautiful ambient electronic music composed by siokaos in the spring of 2003. Based on material recorded and sequenced live, math, and love. Mastered with psycoacoustic candy to further ones mind.

Tailored to encompass subtle nuances of:

-Breathing is easy
-Daydreams
-Bedtime Picnics
-Erut Animal
-Photosynthesis
-&Garden.

A vinyl version will be available shortly after I get a record contract. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/624671/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/624671/ Tue, 15 Apr 2003 10:40:51 PDT hot boxed a confessional this weekend.

Holy Sweet Jesus and Mother Mary Jane, you gotta try it.... After two hours of hilarious interviews with Reverend Siokaos, we realized we were trapped in our own personal spaceship to heaven. With our faithful copilots Captian Yoda, and Buzz Lightbeer, we were well on our way to escape velocity of the human consciousness.... Then the real reverend walks in, and threatens to call the 5-0. We were so ready for takeoff.

Oh yeah, and I saw Dillinger Escape Plan. That... was... amazing. They played an Aphex Twin tune ("Come To Daddy"), which was awesome. After that, I yelled "Play windowlicker!!", and the guitarist laughed. The mosh pit was pretty crazy, I chipped two of my teeth... ow

So, it turns out my good friend Ezra has known the band for quite some time, so we hung out for awhile and went to a party after the show. They just recorded an EP with Mike Patton, and they say he's promoting them left and right, so hopefully they'll open for Tool with the upcoming album. Thier drummer is so worthy of a triad jam.... mmmm can you say backstage passes? ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/606145/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/606145/ Wed, 09 Apr 2003 01:01:50 PDT I've watched you change... into a fly.
I looked away... you were on fire.
I watched a change... in you.
It's like... you never had wings.
Now you feel so alive.

I took you home
set you on the glass.
I pulled off your wings
and laughed.

I watched a change... in you.

I look at the cross
then I look away.
Give you the gun to
blow me away.

It's like you never had wings
- deftones - change (in the house of flies)
---
The three new poems go together. Start with the first. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/566149/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/566149/ Mon, 24 Mar 2003 22:18:17 PST United for Peace -organized protest in New York City. I went with my friend Spiffman (Alex Kramer), and his sister Jess. 5 hours of marching, 6 of travel, and 3 of sleep. A balance which may have been painful in the "short term, but will prove worthy in the long term". That's why I went. I know that holding up a sign will not directly prevent war from furthering, but it's the message of love that must see the light of day.

We took several photographs, an complete archive of which can be located here, 800x600 pictures are in the main directory, where as the full shots are available in the appropriate subdirectories. For a more compact, rendered photo-evaluation of the progression of events, be sure to check out my deviantArt pack: This is What Democracy looks like! .

I felt so empowered with the march. Spreading the word of love and peace throughout the city... a manifestation of peace definitely embodied our hearts and minds. It was amazing seeing the diversity of people who will not tolerate hatred. It's really unfortunate that the corporate media that was present didn't come close to demonstrating that feeling. I hope that our message of love will spread to the public. Only after we utilize our communication means for heartfelt messages, ego aside, will we reach world peace.

And if you're reading this, I invite you to look deep within yourself, question, and pursue thoughts of love and balance. This is where enligtenment begins. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/539403/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/539403/ Wed, 12 Mar 2003 11:07:26 PST
In other news, I am going to die tonight... Calculus exam in four hours. I shoulda learned the right way to quadrify factoratics. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/525122/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/525122/ Tue, 04 Mar 2003 10:21:57 PST BitShift was amazing! My good friends Heath and LeighA nn drove an hour to see me play! groupies = cool. The artist "SELVES" came all the way up from New Jersey... He was awesome (mostly prearranged stuff)... The vibe was much different this time. A very good experience overall. When I arrived, noone wanted to play first, so I volunteered. This proved interesting... I made much different music then I am normally comfortable making. It was very tense, and odd. I hate playing first, especially at Bitshift... but it was a good learning experience.

A lot of people liked my set... I used a lot of synths this time, instead of the normal pulse and waves. But the general idea I learned from this experience was that I rushed things too far, and did not let the synth patterns progress far enough. I was too tense about space, and time. I threw in some interesting samples... you'll hear it. Including my own rendition of Tool lyrics, and aphex twin samples (hand crafted by none other then siokaos himself). I'll put the live set on Neuron Bomb. Hopefully I will have a MIDI input device for the next event.

Read more: [link] ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/514731/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/514731/ Wed, 26 Feb 2003 01:21:25 PST
He extended the following to his audiences, one of my favorite passages:
"The world is like a ride in an amusement park. When you choose to go on it, you think it's real because that's how powerful our minds are... And the ride goes up and down and round and round. It has thrills and chills and it's very brightly coloured and it's very loud and it's fun. For a while...

Some people have been on the ride for a long time and they begin to question. "Is this real, or is this just a ride?". Other people have remembered, and they come back to us and say: "Hey - don't worry, don't be afraid, ever, because, this is just a ride...". It's just a ride."

Read more: [link]

"I left in love, in laughter, and in truth. Wherever truth, love and laughter abide, I am there in spirit." - Bill Hicks ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/509365/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/509365/ Sun, 23 Feb 2003 07:20:52 PST

Psychedelicatassen....
[link] ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/506453/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/506453/ Fri, 21 Feb 2003 10:07:21 PST ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/493074/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/493074/ Fri, 14 Feb 2003 00:41:20 PST
Things that are good:

a) Hrvatski emailing me. (and coming to BitShift???)

b) Staying up until half-past-three working on 404 patches for the new album. [link]

c) Maynard dancing. [link]

d) Spending the weekend at NEBY [link] fest, with my brother, Alex (aka bluenine [link]) ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/489685/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/489685/ Tue, 11 Feb 2003 23:10:07 PST my valentine?

Check it out, and spread the word. You all know I loooooove consumer holidays. *wink* ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/486241/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/486241/ Sun, 09 Feb 2003 20:00:37 PST
another evening of experimental sound and vision with:
BOPANTS (eccentric free jazz/improv mayhem)
R (electronics), and
KEITH FULLERTON WHITMAN (guitar, electronics, film?)

9pm,$5: The Milky Way, Boston, MA

[link]

Needless to say, I really want to go to this. The first show, at oni, was great. Lacking a vehicle, it probably won't happen. If anyone wants to check this out, please contact me ASAP. There's another Whitman (aka Hrvatski) show on Valentines day. But, lacking a date... ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/480677/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/480677/ Thu, 06 Feb 2003 08:11:40 PST ...and I'm tired of waiting. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/464388/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/464388/ Mon, 27 Jan 2003 22:38:55 PST
Maynard called me "Biff". I need to go kill Chef and Justin now. We didn't even jam or anything... MJK just walks up to me... goes "hey biff, what's new?", winks, and goes away. I think I'll be needing a toolobotomy. ]]> ~coldandgrey http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/396881/ http://coldandgrey.deviantart.com/journal/396881/ Tue, 17 Dec 2002 20:12:42 PST as below....
Hey everyone. My name is Christopher Moriarty, or siokaos. and I'm on fire. Spontaneous human combustion is a necessary development in discovering one selves internal renaissance....

My website, [link] is pretty self explanitory. It is a primary resource for my online presence. I encourage whole-hearted exploration, and communication... as if you're reading this, you probably have a neocortex, in which case, you're a member of our unconscious community.

I use 'siokaos dot org' as a repository for my studies, interests, art, and general writings. Perhaps I will contribute some of my thoughts into the deviantart community.

All the insides left cold and grey
...so above, and beyond. ]]> ~coldandgrey