http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:colorapathy&section=today deviantART RSS for by:colorapathy en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 06 Dec 2009 10:12:58 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/25130956/ http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/25130956/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 18:30:27 PDT colors in bright hot agony
visions in physical harmony

beautiful.

silence descends again over me
colors become as they appear to be
muted visions of insanity

spiritual.

fluxuating ribbons of reality
abstract visions of a world to be
juxtaposing inside of me

masterful.

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I am a writer by passion, but I am not passionate by nature.

]]> ~colorapathy http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/23015975/ http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/23015975/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 07:19:11 PST I'm kind of sad that I've managed to meet their requirements to get federal aid. They are super strict requirements too. You can't make more than 18k in a year, you can't be under 25, you can't have a combined income (with spouse) of over a certain amount, plus about five hundred other criterion, and a 5 page worksheet you have to fill out to determine your eligibility. Why are taxes always so complicated?
If you'd asked me ten years ago if I would have seen myself here at 25, I would have said no. A lot of stuff happened between then and now, but I only have another year of school. Sadly, if the economy doesn't get any better, I might be on this income for a while...
I'm hoping when I graduate there will be an opening for a designer somewhere... I'm pretty good at it ( i think? ). We'll see. Anyways thats a long way in the future.
For right now, I'm super tired... I had insomnia last night, so I stayed up painting instead of sleeping. >.> I'm almost done with another painting, and I'll put it up when I finish!

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the rules are as follows:

Start with 100%. X everything you've done and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as you're __% virgin.

[x]1. Smoked. (just a couple.. once in a while)
[x] 2. Drank alcohol.(mmm jack and coke)
[x] 3. Cried when someone died.(there are people that don't?)
[x] 4. Been drunk. (lol.. no comment)
[x] 5. Had sex. (you're missing out if you haven't!)
[x] 6. Been to a concert. (about three! lol)
[x] 7. Gotten/given a hand job. (meh.. its alright)
[x] 8. Gotten/given a blow job.(tmi! lol)
[x] 9. Been verbally/sexually harassed. (who hasn't been?)
[x] 10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody. (hehehe... my boyfriend gets harassed all the time)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 90%

[x] 11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up. (rofl.. willingly or not?)
[x] 12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. (don't do this with lemon aid...)
[]13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
[x] 14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend. (not fun... jackass.)
[x] 15. Been to prom. (I had to beg to go!)
[x] 16. Cried at school. (I wasn't too popular in elementary school.. )
[x] 17. Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store. (when i was little! scary o.o)
[x] 18. Went streaking.(-grin- i can't believe they didn't include skinny dipping on here.)
[x] 19. Given or received a lap dance. (both!)
[x] 20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. (oh come on... thats kinda lame.)


PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 81%

[x] 21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
[x] 22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house. (i wasn't supposed to? ... )
[x] 23. Kissed a stranger. (hellooooo nurse!)
[x] 24. Hugged a stranger. (on accident? lol)
[x] 25. Went scuba diving. (ohhh... sooo fun. :3)
[x] 26. Driven a car. ( x.x i miss my car!)
[x] 27. Gotten an x-ray. (yeah, but it wasn't fun cause I had a broken arm! .. besides, doesn't everyone who has ever been to a dentist have this done?)
[] 28. Hit by a car.
[x] 29. Had a party. (-dance dance-)
[] 30. Done serious drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 73%

[x] 31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball. (three words: new years eve)
[] 32. Got paid to strip for someone.(no, but someone offered to pay me once... lol)
[x] 33. Run away from home. (when i was like.. 11)
[x] 34. Broken a bone.(my arm)
[x] 35. Eaten sushi.(mmmm... raw fishies)
[x] 36. Bought porn. (hells yeah!)
[x] 37. Watched porn. (why would I buy it if I'm not going to watch it?)
[x]38. Made porn. (hmmm.... do pictures count?)
[x] 39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.(i'm bi! )
[x] 40. Been in love. (awww... so cute.. x.x)


PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 64%

[x] 41. French kissed.(mmm)
[x] 42. Laughed so hard you cried.(its a sad sad life if you've never done it. you need to lighten up!)
[x] 43. Cried yourself to sleep.(lots of times)
[x ] 44. Laughed yourself to sleep.(-giggle- only in the hospital wards)
[x] 45. Stabbed yourself.(and i have the scars to prove it!)
[x] 46. Shot a gun. (this is my riffle, this is my gun, this is for fighting, this is for fun!)
[x] 47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. (not very often... x.x i learned better)
[x] 48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours. (oh god, too many times x.x)
[x] 49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. (only when I'm sick)
[x] 50. Watched an animal die.(i can't believe they didn't include killing an animal. i've done both, but seriously. mmm deer meat)


PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 54%

[x] 51. Watched a person die. (not so much fun)
[x] 52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.(o.o ohhhh voyers!)
[x] 53. Pranked somebody.(got in so much trouble for that.. I promise the butter got on the toilet seat all by itself!)
[x] 54. Put somebody in the hospital. (total accident, stupid trampolines)
[x] 55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out. (lots! lol... this thing makes me sound really bad )
[x] 56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.(mmm... )
[x] 57. Dressed punk.
[x] 58. Dressed goth.
[x] 59. Dressed preppy.
[] 60. Been to a motocross race. (umm.. ew.)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 45%

[x] 61. Avoided somebody. (everyone does that x.x)
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Or something like that. Meh. Crappy figure drawing postings in hope that people will tell me how to fix them! As much as I love being flattered and told my work is good, I want to know what to improve! >.> -ahem- Right, sorry, just a little frustrated. Anyways. Here's to hoping everyone's having a kick ass week.

This is my foot... er! ]]> ~colorapathy http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/17462473/ http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/17462473/ Sat, 22 Mar 2008 17:33:03 PDT
Ahem. Right. What are you looking at me for?!?!?! IDK... Sorry. My brain called in sick today. This is me exhausted and thankful for spring break! (and the end of finals week!!! thank you LORD) Anywho... Cheers, and here's to all ya'll that bother to look at this.

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]]> ~colorapathy http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10941501/ http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10941501/ Sun, 03 Dec 2006 20:27:18 PST
Hey everyone! Check out my sister account, and stock gallary! Colorapathystock! I'm in the process of loading over a hundred pics... but my computer is being slow... hopefully it will work out! Thanks!

My muse drifted by in twilight,
Drawn by my glistening tears,
She said she'd never seen me so happy,
Drowning in my sad little fears. ]]> ~colorapathy http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10682889/ http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10682889/ Fri, 10 Nov 2006 18:52:42 PST
well....... i donno... nothing special... tired... (yawn) and i haven't been on much. Trying some new stuff... hope you all like it!... ciao

My muse drifted by in twilight,
Drawn by my glistening tears,
She said she'd never seen me so happy,
Drowning in my sad little fears. ]]> ~colorapathy http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10439508/ http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10439508/ Wed, 18 Oct 2006 21:28:35 PDT
Well, I suppose its time to take down that birthday blog!

Hugs to everyone... 23... is not a whole lot different than 22...... lol.

I am going to Disneyland!!!!! WOOT! Just a thought

anywho... now.. time for an appearance by my favorite emoticon!



TOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The are taking over the world!!!!1

bwahahahahahahahahahahahahahaAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~~~~~~

lol

ciao!

My muse drifted by in twilight,
Drawn by my glistening tears,
She said she'd never seen me so happy,
Drowning in my sad little fears. ]]> ~colorapathy http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10361431/ http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10361431/ Wed, 11 Oct 2006 17:53:57 PDT
YAY! its my BDAY! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I am now 23!

*Does the official happy bday happy dance*

..... enough of that....... ...

I'm so hyper!

woot!





My muse drifted by in twilight,
Drawn by my glistening tears,
She said she'd never seen me so happy,
Drowning in my sad little fears. ]]> ~colorapathy http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10331382/ http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10331382/ Sun, 08 Oct 2006 23:43:44 PDT
I know i haven't posted in a while....... but.. I promise.. I more than made up for it tongiht!!!!! ... lol.. i posted an entire series... I hope you all enjoy!!!!



Ciao!

My muse drifted by in twilight,
Drawn by my glistening tears,
She said she'd never seen me so happy,
Drowning in my sad little fears. ]]> ~colorapathy http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10276781/ http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10276781/ Tue, 03 Oct 2006 22:03:32 PDT
Well....... I did update many of my pieces.... and i must say, that i am proud of myself for being able to get that much done while i have a loaner laptop over a weekend.... but, sadly.. i no longer have the laptop.. and thus.. the rest of the pieces must remain at their current size until I can get my hands on something that can actually run Pshop. Anywho..

Sorry about the mess...

Enjoy!

Ciao.

My muse drifted by in twilight,
Drawn by my glistening tears,
She said she'd never seen me so happy,
Drowning in my sad little fears. ]]> ~colorapathy http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10231651/ http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10231651/ Fri, 29 Sep 2006 23:51:34 PDT
Please forgive me.. but my gallery is currently under construction... I am in the process of resubmitting all the pics so that they are a better size. And.. so.. if anyone ever DID desire.. they could full screen... anywho... :hugs:
ciao

yawn........ ]]> ~colorapathy http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10209951/ http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10209951/ Wed, 27 Sep 2006 23:55:12 PDT
SO.. i dyed my hair red.. if you hadn't noticed... its was a rather failed attempt to lighten it to blonde.. apparently.. if your hair has red highlights, the color just strips out the brown.. and leaves the red... sooooooo ... I am a redhead. Anywho... took some playful pics with this fun new inspirational color... hope ya like... its past my dead time.. so i'm outs. Ciao.

yawn........ ]]> ~colorapathy http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10177601/ http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10177601/ Sun, 24 Sep 2006 22:44:12 PDT
Listening to: "Lips of an Angel" Hinder
Reading: Cutting Games
Watching: Panic Room

I may just be tired.. I am unsure at the moment.. but.. I am thinking that perhaps my art should take a dive... although.. i do not know where it would go... I cannot see my inspiration....... Perhaps in my darkness.. i will find light...

The wings of a buterfly spread and fly,
All in our moments lifetime,
An owl gives warning with a cry,
As deaths parting wings do fly,
To end our moments lifetime,
The intricate fabric of our life,
Is broken with a resting knife,
The glistening blade will simply rest,
Upon our fragile human chest,
to end our moments lifetime,
As death bring us our least breath,
And ends our moments lifetime.

copyright... me..

i can make footers! teehee ]]> ~colorapathy http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10156384/ http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10156384/ Fri, 22 Sep 2006 21:04:46 PDT
]]> ~colorapathy http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10147515/ http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10147515/ Thu, 21 Sep 2006 21:41:14 PDT .. how the hell am I supposed to get any art done on THIS?????? ]]> ~colorapathy http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10117226/ http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10117226/ Mon, 18 Sep 2006 22:41:04 PDT
I'm just on a little bit of a different fix right now...

A little tired of photos i decided to post an art series i had done... sooo... hope you enjoy....

ANyways... peace... and who moved my space improbability drive? ]]> ~colorapathy http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10098558/ http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10098558/ Sun, 17 Sep 2006 07:05:25 PDT ..... so ... I may or may not be around very often. hopefully that situation can be remidied fairly quickly... anywho... Hugs .... and peace out.



oh yeah... and .... spoiled milk is gross ]]> ~colorapathy http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10079017/ http://colorapathy.deviantart.com/journal/10079017/ Fri, 15 Sep 2006 09:53:39 PDT Another day comes and goes..... another photoshoot goes down. This one is Fish and lace.....(fishnets..) ... lots of funs. It would be the awsomest to have a model.... but i must admit.. i'm getting better at shooting myself Plus you just gotta love the corset... they're killer.

Anywho.... got some commision art to work on... so.. maybe i'll actually have stuff to do now...... .. could be fun.
Peace to all....... and... yeah... please.... for my hearts sake.. don't eat the rieces pieces.
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