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                <title>HELP!! What's the best camera???</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Dec 2009 12:08:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SO.. my photography obsession has taken over.. I have dropped my sketching, painting, and mostly lyrical/poetry writing to focus on my photography... <br /><br />One MAJOR problem: yes, my camera takes decent pictures (given it's the eye of the photographer that is able to pick a good photo)<br /><br />However, it is not good enough! I need help! <br /><br />What digital cameras would you recommend?? I have always had my eye set on a Canon digital Rebel, but now others are telling me there are better cameras. I'm starting to save.. even though it will take forever, but please if you have a camera you would recommend for still/life/nature/portrait photography... please RECOMMEND!! lol<br /><br />thanks!! <br />BROOKLYN (confusedloner)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>PHOTOGRAPHY</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Jul 2009 13:06:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have been working on photography for a long time.. and have always enjoyed taking photographs of just about everything.. so i've decided to try and jump start my &#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" />hotography career' on the side of school... <br /><br />This is my website: <br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://brookephotography.webs.com/">[link]</a> <br /><br /><br />i will be adding different pictures from time to time... mainly in the &#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" />retties' category.. until i start getting more business.<br /><br />I hope you check it out and tell your friends! Thank you!<br /><br />Please wish me luck!<br /><br />Brooklyn<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Current Work</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Jun 2009 12:37:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, as you can probably tell from my recent deviations, I have revamped my photography and started anew. I am hoping to soon start a business on the side. I would muchly appreciate any comments/criticisms/compliments you may have about my photographs. <br /><br />Also I am in desperate need of Photoshop! And I can't remember what version I was using back when I experimented with it. Any suggestions for my type of work: retouching, minor editing?<br /><br />Thank you and hope to see you all around!!!<br />confusedloner aka BROOKE<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Back, Back, Back Again!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Sep 2008 09:34:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yet again, I have seemed to have disappeared from the Deviantart society. My summer has been overcrowded with WORK WORK WORK WORK.... nonstop... but have no fear, because I am in college now and will be back to submitting my work! I recently purchased an amazing underwater/digital camera and plan to upload all my pictures as soon as my laptop shows up on my front step. I have also been writing once again!<br /><br />I would like to also thank all of you have recently added me to your watch list and who have included my work in your favorites! It delights me to see others enjoying my work! Thank you again! I hope you will all enjoy my new works as soon as they are uploaded!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Oct 2007 08:58:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Haven't had a promo journal for a long time.. Most of the watched and watchers I haven't really heard from in quite a while.. but there's a few that are still active.. Enjoy the artwork:<br />
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Watched:<br />
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                <title>Doo dee.. Doo da da..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Aug 2007 16:23:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Boredom once again strikes me in my very few moments of relaxation... 2 full time jobs all summer.. it's an interesting lifestyle... now i'm back to school and workin the same 2 part time... Manager at Pizza Hut and CNA at a nursing home.. talk about a weird combo... I have been drawing and writing a little lately.. workin on gettin a big portrait project done... hope to display it with pride sooner than later... just thought i'd let you all know.. i am still alive.. yes i am.. just running all the time.. Senior year in high school.. so i'm trying to get outta the house and spend as much time with my friends as possible.. i'll be leaving every last one of them next year... all alone.. SCARY!!!! well.. hope to have some submissions up soon... thanks for watching me and checking my work those of you that still do.. i hope to look at ur work soon too...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Submission</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Dec 2006 14:10:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yea.. okay.. i said i'd be back in August.. but computer was a hunk of junk.. got a new one now.. just finding time to get online... work and school are consuming about 80% of my daytime... It kinda sucks.. but oh well.. <br />
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Yea.. so on with the important stuff... ART! i've been working on a lot of things in my art class.. my teacher hates me, i think, okay so not really.. but gets annoyed.. i keep going back and changing things.. more like adding things to 'finished' products... i'm a bit of a perfectionist.. but i'm really pleased with my projects so far this year... i can't wait to display them at the annual art shows... and i'll try to get pictures of them to post on here... <br />
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on the other hand.. i've sat the camera down.. i'm waiting until i get a nice new one... i've been writing some bits and pieces of poetry here and there.. hoping to get them posted... so???? read??? please? <br />
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Well.. nice to be back on here.. i just hope i haven't lost all of my critics.. lol... take care.. and please feel free to critique or just comment on anything i submit!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Back</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Aug 2006 10:14:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm back... beware!! lol.. my computer was on the fritz.. got it fixed and i just haven't really made the time to get on here this summer.. i've been looking at everyone's work.. but i just haven't really left any comments.. i'm sorry... so now.. expect more from me.. i actually hope to stay on here more..<br />
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i was working on a photomanipulation.. looked awesome.. it was the best i've ever done.. but still incomplete and i never did submit it even as a scrap i should have.. because i lost it when we fixed our computer.. so now it kinda pisses me off.. but hopefully i'll start up a new one as soon as i install my adobe photoshop again.. <br />
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so thanks to all of you who still watch me... i appreciate it.. and i assure you i did not fall of the planet... not yet anyways.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Stuff</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Apr 2006 14:33:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay.. i just went to an art show yesterday.. it was amazing.. i love the student art shows.. and getting to display my work is one of my favorite things to do.. hopefully i will get to upload some pictures of those projects soon.. i need to remember to take my camera to school.. cuz i can't bring them home yet.. got a lot of inspiration last night too while i was trying to sleep.. so i'm hoping to start up on some of those ideas... anger is fueling my inspiration right now and i have a lot of ideas roaming in my head.. so hopefully sooner than later i will have some more stuff for all to see.. until then.. may all your dreams become reality.. thanks and i guess i'll be back in touch shortly hopefully.. take care all ]]></description>
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                <title>Delays</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Mar 2006 19:33:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's been a long time since I've written anything.. which probably isn't very healthy for me.. being that poetry is my way of expressing all my emotions.. but the last three months have been hell.. i lost 3 friends.. one that i will never forget.. he was my first love.. he showed me the world.. and i will never let that slip away.. on my birthday the 19th  i almost rolled my mom's car.. and that would have just been wonderful since i dont have a vehicle because i rolled mine.. i was really icy and i skid and turned a 180 on 2 wheels in a dodge durango.. how i didn't roll idk.. but thankfully i didn't .. nehow.. im hoping to write again.. i've had some inspirations.. i'm just hoping to build on it.. well until next submission.. happy deviating to all! ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>YAY!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Feb 2006 14:40:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I made it to 1,000 pageviews!! actually 1,004 now.. yes.. that makes me happy lol.. i hope to be starting to upload a lot more here shortly.. still working on about four or five big projects.. they should be done shortly though because they were supposed to be valentine's day presents to people.. lol.. but neways .. i started this journal just to say thank you..<br />
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THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR 1,000 PAGEVIEWS!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Almost...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Feb 2006 16:25:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well.. okay... It's almost been a year since I joined DA.. I can't believe it's already been that long.. and I almost have 1,000 pageviews.. hoping to get there by the 1 yr mark.. lol.. but to kick off the beginning of my second year w/ DA i'm planning on finishing a bunch of incomplete works.. and others that i just started on.. just to give you an idea of what i'm working on.. i have a few paintings.. a couple sketches.. and a sculpture.. plus there will probably be more added to the list.. so.. get ready.. cuz after February 20, I hope to add many many more deviations.. y not make the second year an even better one?? huh? okay.. well.. i'll shut up now.. just thought i'd forwarn you about numerous deviations in the future.. haha.. ]]></description>
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                <title>RIP</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 31 Jan 2006 18:24:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This journal is in loving memory of my good friend Jason Alexander Brune.. may his soul be carried high up to Heaven by angels of the beauty he deserves.. let him rest in peace and be happy once more.. Although he may not have wanted to live forever.. He will live forever in my memories as well as my heart.. His family and friends will be in my prayers.. please help me in remembering Jason for those of you who knew him.. for those of you who don't he was a great person.. and a hell of a lead singer in GEAH.. <br />
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RIP Jason Alexander Brune<br />
1-31-06<br />
7:47 pm ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Stock Photos</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Jan 2006 15:16:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Kylee aka luna89 and I have started a stock photo account.. we have already submitted a few stock photos.. if u would like to use these just leave us a message on there or send a note to one of us.. i hope you enjoy our stock and check them out <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> plz.. lol.. <br />
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Kylee <a href="http://luna89.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/u/luna89.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="luna89" /></a><br />
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Brooke <a href="http://confusedloner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/o/confusedloner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="confusedloner" /></a><br />
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Our Stock Photos <a href="http://confusedlunastock.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/o/confusedlunastock.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="confusedlunastock" /></a><br />
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Thank you.. and I hope these are of some use to you photomanipulators!! ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Stuff Bout Me..</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Dec 2005 12:41:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay... bored decided to fill one of these out again.. yippee..<br />
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1. whats on my mind right now: Tyler.. and i need to write a new poem..<br />
2. full name: Brooklyn Dawn Foster (hate it bluck)<br />
3. current residence: Plainville, Kansas (tiny sucky town)<br />
4. birthday: March 19, 1990<br />
5. current age: 15<br />
6. siblings: 1 brother: brennan (10)<br />
7. nicknames: bruchi, brookie, brookie poo <br />
8. school: Plainville High School - sophomore<br />
9. religion: dont really have one.. <br />
10. wishes to be: someone else <br />
11. fave bands: MCR, The Used, NIN, Nirvana, Godsmack, KoRn.. too many<br />
12. pets: none unless you count my brother and my bf.. lol<br />
13. believes in: the paranormal.. dont believe in heaven/hell<br />
14. friends: kylee (luna89), jessi, tyler, tanner, amelia, zack, you guys here on DA, idk..<br />
15. enemies: none really.. i don't hold grudges but i'm sure people hate me..<br />
16. gothic: um.. some stereotype me as that<br />
17. emo: some stereotype me that too.. yeah..<br />
18. smoke: used to.. i'm done i think..<br />
19. drink: not really.. sometimes..<br />
20. drugs: nope.. did before.. stupid stupid me..<br />
21. fave class: Art!!!<br />
22. fave movie: Nightmare Before Christmas, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (hehe), The Ring, The Grudge, Team America<br />
23. most embarrassing thing i own: hmm.. an ashlee simpson cd<br />
24. hottest female artist in my eyes: Gwen Stefani<br />
25. hottest male artist in my eyes: Davey Havok<br />
26. instrument i play(ed): um.. u'll laugh.. clarinet<br />
27. piercings: my earsx3 (4g, 14g, regular), belly button, 2 i'm not naming, took out my nose, lip, and eyebrow.. but i'm hoping to pierce more.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
28. tattoos: none yet.. hopefully getting one of my neck sometime<br />
29. loves: kylee (she's saved my life so many times).. tyler, you guys...<br />
30. current status: in a relationship that is hopefully a good one this time..<br />
31. hates: red meat, being forbidden from people/things..<br />
32. favorite poet: idk.. lots i like.. esp. here on DA<br />
33. personal quote: "No purity is left in this world so I make do with what I have and create my own sense of purity: My Poetry"<br />
34. favorite actor: johnny depp<br />
25. favorite actress: can't remember her name..<br />
26. pet peevs: hmm.. idk.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Back</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Dec 2005 19:04:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay.. as I've probably told most of you all already.. I'm back.. with yet another broken heart.. but it's alright.. this time.. i'm more accustomed to the feeling of it.. and i know i can live without his love in my life.. because i did before i met him.. so.. i'll be okay.. my poetry really helped.. and i am planning on submitting so many.. as a matter fact .. after i get done typing this.. i will begin submitting.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Sorry All..</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Dec 2005 14:02:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry everyone.. once again i am in trouble.. oops.. but this time it's for talking to Tyler who makes me soooo happy on the phone.. my parents just don't want me to be happy i guess.. they just don't realize how much i need to be able to talk to people who care about me that much.. im not supposed to be on the computer.. but they can screw off.. i lost my phone, computer, and im not supposed to go anywhere.. so basically im to have no contact with the outside world.. they want me to shrivel up and die here in their own home.. well.. i just thought i'd tell you all so you know y i haven't been commenting and submitting and crap.. so i will hopefully return to DA in a week or so.. i get my license back the 16th so maybe i'll be outta trouble by then.. i got so much to update you all on... but i'll just ramble a lil bit.. tom has 1 yr in prison now.. he had his court trial the other day.. he hates me now.. even though there is something he doesnt know that happened between me and him that might change that.. he hates me cuz supposedly i testified against him.. but i had nothing whatsoever to do with his trial.. so w/e.. i've kinda moved on.. yeah.. i admit i still have love for him deep inside.. but tyler makes me feel so good about myself.. except times when he says other girls are hot straight to my face.. that just kinda bugs me.. but i love him so much.. he's awesome.. and you guys have been sooo good to me.. telling me to stay strong and keeping my spirits up... thanks to all of you.. and hopefully i will be returning soon.. until then.. good luck in all you do! ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Promotion Time Once Again..</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Nov 2005 18:14:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Haven't done this in a while.. so I will..<br />
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People I Watch:<br />
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<a href="http://2whiteoleanders2u.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/2/w/2whiteoleanders2u.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="2whiteoleanders2u" /></a><a href="http://air139.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/i/air139.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="air139" /></a><a href="http://apathyoverdose.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/p/apathyoverdose.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="apathyoverdose" /></a><a href="http://bionic7.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/i/bionic7.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="bionic7" /></a><a href="http://blordie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/blordie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="blordie" /></a><a href="http://darktraveler.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="darktraveler" /></a><a href="http://decline.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/decline.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="decline" /></a><a href="http://dyingangelicheart.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/y/dyingangelicheart.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="dyingangelicheart" /></a><a href="http://exitwoundxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/x/exitwoundxx.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="exitwoundxx" /></a><a href="http://fairytale-heart.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/fairytale-heart.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="fairytale-heart" /></a><a href="http://heckyeahgranny.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/e/heckyeahgranny.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="heckyeahgranny" /></a><a href="http://imaginaryghost.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/m/imaginaryghost.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="imaginaryghost" /></a><a href="http://inhaleashes.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="inhaleashes" /></a><a href="http://iuvixra.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/u/iuvixra.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="iuvixra" /></a><a href="http://jela.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/e/jela.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="jela" /></a><a href="http://purityspain.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/purityspain.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="purityspain" /></a><a href="http://purplejellypencil.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/purplejellypencil.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="purplejellypencil" /></a><a href="http://serdarb.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/serdarb.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="serdarb" /></a><a href="http://thisyearsgirl.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/thisyearsgirl.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="thisyearsgirl" /></a><a href="http://tigaer.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/i/tigaer.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="tigaer" /></a><a href="http://wishmistress.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/i/wishmistress.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="wishmistress" /></a><br />
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People I Watch Who Submit Frequently or Whom I Know Personally:<br />
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<a href="http://burlesk101.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/u/burlesk101.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="burlesk101" /></a><a href="http://hollowsins.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/o/hollowsins.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hollowsins" /></a><a href="http://luna89.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/u/luna89.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="luna89" /></a><a href="http://mia-emo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/mia-emo.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mia-emo" /></a><a href="http://poempoeminmyhand.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="poempoeminmyhand" /></a> <br />
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Current Favorites:<br />
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Freedom by <a href="http://poempoeminmyhand.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="poempo... ]]></description>
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                <title>Updating again..</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Nov 2005 16:24:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay.. so im still grounded.. but i get to use the computer.. idk how much longer.. it was supposed to be til like December but idk.. Thomas was taken away the Saturday before last while I was gone in Texas. We're all pretty sure he is in jail and will be for a sentence of around 7 years... but we can't be completely sure.. I never got to tell him how i felt.. and his friends who hate me.. told me that he felt the same way.. which now.. i see why everyone always says life each day as if it was your last.. and never keep secrets from the ones you love the most.. and i have learned now.. i'm doing good though.. and i've been writing again so.. expect some more poems sometime here.. i just submitted like four.. so .. i guess you can just read those for now.. lol.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Wreck</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Oct 2005 20:32:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay.. i won't be able to be on here for a while this time.. deviantart is blocked at my school.. and im denied much access to my computer at home.. wednesday night.. i took my mom's car out.. im underage.. and i drove around our town lake.. well.. i rolled the fucker to put it simply.. my mom's work vehicle too.. but neways.. im okay.. just really sore.. and everyone else in the vehicle is okay too.. we all got out safe.. and thank you for your concern.. i will be back from time to time.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Updating..</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Oct 2005 19:21:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay.. you all heard about my 'wonderful' journey through the worst stage of my teenage depression.. and now I'm gonna let you all know.. it's pretty well backed off to what it was before.. sure some things might cause you to think otherwise.. but tom and i are closer than ever.. but we won't ever date again.. his court is on the 25th and everyone is just about 99% sure that he's getting sent away.. i know i'll miss him.. but i think he will be happier away from this place.. and that's really all i care about.. most likely he'll be going to a boy's correctional facility for infatuation with fire... and other things.. but that will only be for 4-6 months... then he's moving to North Carolina.. so I will probably never see him again.. but hopefully I'll keep in contact.. as for me.. well.. I'm not leaving.. I guess not for now anyways.. my parents kept threatening me.. and i think they realized i got worse and finally layed off.. i still hang out will all the people i'm not supposed to and my mom knows it.. so idk.. i dont really care... i'm just glad im not going to a mental hospital.. then i probably would go nuts.. neways.. i should have some new stuff to post soon.. i'm almost finished with a big art project i started last year.. it's a portrait thingy of Billie Joe Armstrong.. and it has like three Gibson Les Paul Jrs. on it.. so.. yeah.. ill just try and get a picture of it on here.. and then i have a symbol project i did.. and then i'm working on a wire figure.. its fun.. so.. expect a few things.. if i get time.. i know everytime i say that.. i end up never getting them on here.. but i will try to really hard.. lol.. alright well.. ill update again later.. and thank you to everyone on here for caring about me.. even though im a complete stranger basically... it made me realize there are so many people out there.. so many people that are so much better than the town i reside in.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Over For A While</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Oct 2005 20:52:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My parents have ended the threats for a little while.. but i still dont know what's going on.. tom is going away for good .. no matter what... either jail.. mental hospital.. iraq.. or North Carolina.. it makes it even worse because today he told me that the only reason he ever left me was he knew he would be getting sent away.. and he didnt wanna hurt me.. but he realized he was hurting me worse by ignoring me.. i really feel so much better now.. but yet.. it will hurt SO bad when he does leave.. but at least ill know that he still does care about me.. im not really worried about my parents anymore.. my name is on the witness list for tom's case.. they know.. idk whats gonna happen there.. they found out about tom and i's relationship.. oh well.. they know now that i was friends with druggies (so bad.. *rolls eyes*) they know i did drugs.. they know i smoke.. they know i dont give a shit anymore... they know that i want to kill them or die if i have to stay here.. im just so sick of this town.. im getting so whiney and annoying.. i think i enjoy people pitying me now.. ive grown so accustomed to it.. i used to hate it... but now i think i enjoy seeing people cry because i cry.. and thats the saddest thing of all.. i hate feeling like this.. becuase i just want everything to go back to how it was five or six weeks ago.. when everyone in this stupid ass town was happyish.. but that will never ever happen.. a legend has been started here as another ended.. and that legend will live on.. and im stuck in the middle of it.. cursed to remember all of it.. and im ready to get rid of all of my memories.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Leaving?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Oct 2005 15:28:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay.. i said three days ago that i'd be taking a break from here.. but i may have some bad news.. the other day i went outta town with a friend.. and my parents (like usual) dug through my room and school bag.. well.. my mom found a suicide note along with notes i had written back and forth with a friend.. well.. now they say they are sending me away to either a Physchiatric Hospital or to Rehab.. and idk y the hell id need to go to either.. i dont do drugs.. and im not sycho.. i just hate being here with them.. and they are my source of problems.. i mean.. if u find a suicide note in ur kids bag or something u dont yell at them!!! DUH!! that makes it worse.. but oh well.. i dont care anymore.. soo.. i just thought id tell you guys.. so you know that i might not be on here again.. but if i dont go.. i will let you know.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Break in Deviations</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Oct 2005 16:33:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay.. i said id be submitting all my stuff.. well.. not now.. im just gonna disappear for a while.. so ill be back when i get better.. right now.. my life is going off the deep end.. tom wont even talk to me right now.. and this may be the last day i see him for 15 yrs.. he could be going to prison.. he was framed for something that happened here... but idk.. so.. ill just check back every now and then or something.. and try to submit stuff... just wish me luck with gettin back on track.. ill talk to you all later.. love you all!! ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Delays once again..</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Sep 2005 16:36:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hmm.. i was working on this project.. titled "Death by Tobacco" when my dad saw the picture.. omfg.. i have a picture of different forms of tobacco.. go insane.. yes.. thats what he did.. so that project's pretty much delayed for who fucking knows how long.. and i had my other pics uploaded.. who knows what's going to happen with those.. i hate it.. i just wish my parents would fucking get my art.. and see what the fuck it's about.. idc about nething else.. i just wish they would see why the fuck i spend so much time working on shit like this.. but no.. fuck them.. they dont even try.. okay.. im alright now.. tom and i are talking.. and he says he misses me.. who knows what thats supposed to mean.. oh well.. im writing much more poetry.. just gotta get around to submitting.. i also went through a lot of old stuff.. and will probably be submitting that sometime soon too.. so look forward.. lol.. i guess ill journal again later.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Journal again..</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Sep 2005 19:35:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yep.. journal again.. this time I'm not gonna make anyone feel bad for me.. idk why i do that all the time.. no one feel bad for me anymore.. lol.. im serious.. but neways.. yep.. went to a jv football game tonight.. hate school spirit.. but oh well.. who cares.. didnt stay there like at all.. cigarettes and a guy named skyler all pulled me away.. oopsie did i say that?? o well.. yes.. but im writing again.. so hopefully ill get some more junk posted up on here.. took some really kickass pictures.. hope i can find them.. but yes.. thomas talked to me today.. i think hes doing better.. and so am i.. so maybe things will work out.. my friend skyler asked me out tonight and i ended up kissing him.. oops..but idk.. im kinda outta emotions right now.. well.. ill ttyl later.. cuz im starting back up on the whole pity me thing.. lol ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Yet another stupid Journal Entry from... ME</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Sep 2005 16:06:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ lol.. yes.. another stupid journal entry.. how much i have to say.. today sucked.. ive been really really sick lately.. and i was worried it was more than just a virus.. cuz i lost more than 20 pounds in two weeks.. and i havent been energetic like i usually am.. food taste really nasty.. and physical pain still isnt really any part of my life.. other than that.. people have been telling me im really pale and everything.. idk whats going on..ill update u when i do right now.. i g2g.. my mommas home.. oops.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>DUM DIDDLY DUM</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Sep 2005 19:23:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yes.. i am stupid.. in the means of common sense neways.. i feel really depressed right now.. reason.. dont know.. i get this way sometimes.. i think its cuz im really worried about a stupid curse.. who knows.. but yeah.. decided id just write some stupid journal entry.. cuz im really really bored.. yippee.. hope you enjoyed that.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Schedule for My Day</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Sep 2005 09:15:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 8:00 am: wake up<br />
  8:15 am: get dressed<br />
  8:30 am: do hair<br />
  8:45 am: go to church<br />
  9:00 am: sit in church<br />
10:00 am: dismiss people in church<br />
10:30 am: sit on butt in front of computer<br />
11:06 am: still sit on butt, type this journal for no reason<br />
11:30 am: try to get offline<br />
12:00 pm: maybe eat, maybe not<br />
12:15 pm: think about tom, want to leave <br />
12:30 pm: try to make up an excuse to leave<br />
  1:00 pm: try to get outta house, hopefully will<br />
  1:30 pm: sleep if not outta house<br />
  2:00 pm: ZZZ or Tom<br />
  2:30 pm: See above<br />
  3:00 pm: get ready<br />
  3:15 pm: go to movie<br />
  4:45 pm: sit in theater with mom watching movie<br />
  6:00 pm: get outta movie<br />
  6:15 pm: go eat chinese in mall<br />
  6:30 pm: go shop at walmart<br />
  7:30 pm: head home<br />
  8:15 pm: get on computer again (unless dads on)<br />
  8:30 pm: yell at dad if hes on computer<br />
  9:00 pm: scream at dad if hes still on<br />
  9:30 pm: pace around and go sycho (need on computer)<br />
10:00 pm: get yelled at to go to bed<br />
10:30 pm: sit in room, draw, write, listen to music<br />
11:00 pm: talk on phone (tom)<br />
12:00 am: go to bed (must sleep.. school tomorrow)<br />
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yay.. im sure u all wanted to know that.. sry i was just EXTREMELY bored.. lol ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Happy Shit</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Sep 2005 05:30:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay.. just found out last night at like 11 pm... that thomas doenst have to go until he finishes high school.. but that truly isnt that far away.. im just hoping maybe the fucking war will end.. can someone tell me y the hell we are over there?? i seriously dont exactly understand y we have to intervene in their political system.. r we trying to make them a miniature U.S.? or is this all truly over oil as some say it is?? who knows.. i just know i hope fucking Bush pulls them outta there... no one should have to be over there right now.. and i really dont want to hear about any other deaths in our military.. im sure no one does... ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Sad Shit</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Sep 2005 05:39:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just found out yesterday night.. after my parents bitching at me all night... that my boyfriend is being sent overseas to Iraq.. hes the youngest luitentant.. and they are fucking sending him.. in like a week or so.. but his best military friend is trying to get him to be able to stay here.. what even scares even more is that he had this dream.. where he was over there and he was with his friends from his division and some marines and only three of them made it out alive and he came to in his dream and saw me and krystal and his mom standing over him and his friends sitting across the room... and that his missing like his whole left side.. and the other two that survived were barely alive too... im so fucking scared.. i cant lose him.. he means so much too me.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>hmm.. blank!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Sep 2005 17:58:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i realized.. i havent been writing anymore.. a few of my friends pointed this out to me the other day after a major fight with my parents.. i failed to write my pain out on paper.. and instead used my skin as a canvas... yes.. i sadly went back to bad habits.. cigarettes and razor blades.. and i swear im going to quit ... but idk whats going on.. right now.. im kinda stressed cuz my bf cuts.. and im trying to help him.. cuz he doesnt exactly cut.. he stabs himself.. and i dont want to lose him.. but right now.. im so confused.. my mind keeps drawing a blank eveytime i look at a frickin piece of notebook paper or at my sketchbook... so.. idk.. ill probably have some drawings to enter in on here soon.. so i guess ill just try and upload those.. and try and write more... neways.. sry that im not submitting any deviations right now.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>get inside my head</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Aug 2005 20:01:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://mia-emo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/mia-emo.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mia-emo" /></a> did this and i stole the idea from him.. so thank you!!! lol... i just did it so all of you can w/e like know more about me.. if you care to.. <br />
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1. whats on my mind right now: yay! new gages!<br />
2. full name: Brooklyn Dawn Foster (hate it bluck)<br />
3. current residence: Plainville, Kansas (tiny sucky town)<br />
4. birthday: March 19, 1990<br />
5. current age: 15<br />
6. siblings: 1 brother: brennan (10)<br />
7. nicknames: bruchi, brookie, brookie poo (stupid nick names)<br />
8. school: Plainville High School - sophmore<br />
9. religion: dont really have one.. <br />
10. wishes to be: someone else <br />
11. fave bands: MCR, The Used, NIN, Nirvana, Godsmack.. too many<br />
12. pets: none<br />
13. believes in: the paranormal.. dont believe in heaven/hell<br />
14. friends: kylee (luna89), jessi, jess, jessica (yes they are different people), krystal, tom, idk..<br />
15. enemies: oo.. wow.. too many to name.. my parents mainly<br />
16. gothic: um.. some stereotype me as that<br />
17. emo: yes..  (mainly idk what i am)<br />
18. smoke: uh.. sadly yes.. i swear i will completely stop one day soon<br />
19. drink: not really.. sometimes..<br />
20. drugs: nope.. did before.. stupid stupid me..<br />
21. fave class: Art!!!<br />
22. fave movie: Nightmare Before Christmas, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (hehe), The Ring, The Grudge, Team America<br />
23. most embarrassing thing i own: hmm.. an ashlee simpson cd<br />
24. hottest female artist in my eyes: Shirley Manson (Garbage)<br />
25. hottest male artist in my eyes: eep.. too many<br />
26. instrument i play(ed): um.. u'll laugh.. clarinet<br />
27. piercings: my ears.. gauged.. 8 gauge currently<br />
28. tattoos: none yet.. planning to get one on my ankle its my own design.. and barcode on the back of my neck<br />
29. loves: kylee (she's save my life so many times)<br />
30. current status: in a relationship that doesn't feel like a relationship<br />
31. hates: red meat, people who forbid people from things..<br />
32. favorite poet: idk.. lots i like.. esp. here on DA<br />
33. personal quote: "No purity is left in this world so I make do with what I have and creat my own sense of purity: My Poetry"<br />
34. favorite actor: johnny depp<br />
25. favorite actress: hmm.. idk..<br />
26. pet peevs: when people spell my name wrong lol (brook instead of brooke) but if your cool.. i forgive you.. lol<br />
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hope u enjoyed that.. lol.. now ur somewhat inside my head.. lol ]]></description>
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                <title>People I watch and people you should check out!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Aug 2005 16:22:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Once again, these are people I watch and very much enjoy work that they have done, and wish to spread the word. Because, what artist doesn't like more constructive criticism or fans?? lol.. If your name isn't on here and I watch you.. I'm extremely sorry.. neways... I hope you all enjoy these artists as much as I do!!<br />
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Photomanipulations:<br />
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<a href="http://burlesk101.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/u/burlesk101.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="burlesk101" /></a><a href="http://thisyearsgirl.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/thisyearsgirl.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="thisyearsgirl" /></a><br />
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Digital Art:<br />
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<a href="http://jela.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/e/jela.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="jela" /></a> <br />
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Poetry/Prose:<br />
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<a href="http://hollowsins.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/o/hollowsins.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hollowsins" /></a><a href="http://mia-emo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/mia-emo.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mia-emo" /></a><a href="http://redscream.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/e/redscream.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="redscream" /></a><a href="http://fairytale-heart.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/fairytale-heart.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="fairytale-heart" /></a> <br />
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Drawings:<br />
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<a href="http://heckyeahgranny.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/e/heckyeahgranny.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="heckyeahgranny" /></a><a href="http://iuvixra.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/u/iuvixra.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="iuvixra" /></a> <br />
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Photography:<br />
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<a href="http://tigaer.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/i/tigaer.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="tigaer" /></a><br />
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Close friends:<br />
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<a href="http://luna89.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/u/luna89.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="luna89" /></a> (drawings/poems)<br />
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New additions to my list/Artist who haven't updated:<br />
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<a href="http://imaginaryghost.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/m/imaginaryghost.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="imaginaryghost" /></a><a href="http://wishmistress.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/i/wishmistress.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="wishmistress" /></a><a href="http://inhaleashes.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="inhaleashes" /></a><a href="http://bionic7.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/i/bionic7.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="bionic7" /></a><a href="http://dyingangelicheart.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="dyingangelicheart" /></a><a href="http://decline.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/decline.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="decline" /></a><a href="http://e-boo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/_/e-boo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="e-boo" /></a><a href="http://purityspain.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/purityspain.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="purityspain" /></a><a href="http://purplejellypencil.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/purplejellypencil.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="purplejellypencil" /></a><a href="http://serdarb.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/serdarb.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="serdarb" /></a><br />
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Again!! Hope you all enjoy them.. and I hope you actually have time to check them out.. ]]></description>
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                <title>delay in project</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Aug 2005 12:06:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ive met a delay in most of my projects ive been currently working on.. the other day.. me being a computer nerd... i was building a computer from different older computers for one of my friends.. when i slipped while taking off the cover on the tower.. and basically sliced the tip of my finger off.. its not that bad.. but i cant do anything with that finger really.. its my frickin pointer finger too... grrr.. i was lucky though.. its cut to the tip of the bone.. but the skin didnt completely come off.. so its like superglued together.. lol.. hopefully itll heal fast and ill be back to doing what i love the most.. its kinda hard typing too.. but its easier to type than write with a pencil.. ouch.. lol.. okay.. just though id let everyone know about my stupidity.. ]]></description>
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                <title>new project!! WOOT</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Aug 2005 12:24:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im currently working on a new drawing inspired by NIN: The Hand That Feeds. Hopefully It will turn out good.. ugh.. school starts for us in like a week and two days.. but ive been stuck doing stupid crap up at the school already for this organization thingy i'm in.. bluck.. i hate it.. lol.. but neways.. yeah.. just thought id update journal a little bit.. hopefully i'll be entering in a bunch more drawing cuz i just got two new sketchbooks and prismacolors and new pencils and kneadable erasers.. lol.. so yay!!! more drawing!! lol.. wish me luck.. ]]></description>
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                <title>bored..</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Aug 2005 20:36:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im scared because of something really stupid that i did.. and i really regret it now.. i would get in so much trouble if my parents knew.. but i just cant get it off my frickin mind.. and im kinda in a rut.. i cant draw.. cant write.. cant photo manip.. cant take pictures... cant pose right.. i cant do anything right it seems.. god this sucks..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Blah (kinda sorta longish)</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Jul 2005 19:51:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I noticed I havent written in a while.. and havent really been submitting all that much.. ive been working on a new icon.. i just like to change them every now and then.. and my devid is getting old.. i dont think i like it anymore.. ah.. life sucks all the same.. im gonna strangle the lil girl im babysitting for.. i swear she tries to find anyway to piss me off.. but who knows maybe im just super paranoid about annoying people.. (haha.. maybe?) but the other day she locked my keys in my car.. and it is IMPOSSIBLE to do on accident like seriously impossible.. but who knows.. and i always leave my keys in the stupid thing.. and for once i rolled up my windows.. and of course.. she locked it.. ahh.. i missed charlie and the chocolate factory.. and sat out in the hot kansas heat for over an hour trying to get in the stupid thing.. and my friend kylee luckily had a slim jim.. and for those of u who dont know what that is.. its a flat metal thing with a hook thing at the end.. made especially for stupid incidents like these.. but neways.. finally her neighbor helped me.. it sucked so bad.. god.. i whine too much.. o well. guess thats where my inpiration comes from though.. my pessimism... and every now and again.. optimism... but neways.. thought id babble on about life.. if neone cares to read a four page story.. lol.. well.. write again later.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>IM HOME!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 Jul 2005 18:09:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Finally, after a hellious journey home.. im here.. back in this tiny town.. to make a long story short... we won gold medal in our event with a total score of 98.6 and were stuck in san diego airport an extra hour... stuck on the dallas runway 2-3 hours... stuck in dallas airport overnight after a cancelled flight... and finally got to fly home at 9 this morning... and drove from the airport and got here sometime around 4.. lol. so .. yeah.. it was a fun journey.. well.. im just glad to be back.. and im tryin to find time to submit all my photographs.. poems.. and other things.. so look forward to some deviations <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>San Diego</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Jun 2005 15:57:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I leave in four days for San Diego.. and I really dont look forward to going... o well... im sure ill have fun anyways... but i thought id write to say.. i prolly wont be on here for like two weeks.. or possibly more after this thursday.. so.. i guess.. ill write back more when i get back.. and ill enter all my poems either sometime monday or tuesday or when i get back.. so look forward to a bunch of deviations at the same time.. otherwise.. i dont have much to say.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>People to check out</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Jun 2005 21:51:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay.. these are artists who I watch and personally believe are brilliant:<br />
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<a href="http://burlesk101.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/u/burlesk101.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="burlesk101" /></a> (GORGEOUS photo manips)<br />
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<a href="http://hollowsins.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/o/hollowsins.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hollowsins" /></a> (kick-ass poetry)<br />
<br />
<a href="http://thisyearsgirl.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/thisyearsgirl.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="thisyearsgirl" /></a> (cool photo manips)<br />
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<a href="http://redscream.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/e/redscream.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="redscream" /></a> (amazing poetry)<br />
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<a href="http://luna89.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/u/luna89.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="luna89" /></a> (delicious poetry)<br />
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<a href="http://bionic7.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/i/bionic7.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="bionic7" /></a> (spectacular digital art)<br />
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<a href="http://decline.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/decline.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="decline" /></a> (beautiful photos etc.)<br />
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<a href="http://inhaleashes.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="inhaleashes" /></a> (heartfelt poetry)<br />
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<a href="http://purplejellypencil.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/purplejellypencil.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="purplejellypencil" /></a> (breathtaking abstracts)<br />
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<a href="http://wishmistress.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/i/wishmistress.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="wishmistress" /></a> (touching photo manips)<br />
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I'm sry if ur name wasnt listed... it probably means you havent entered any recent deviations.. so please dont be upset at me.. these are just artist i truly adore that have updated quite recently or are my friends.. so i hope everyone checks out these artists.. they are truly amazing people... and i hope you enjoy their work!! ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>summer torture</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Jun 2005 09:42:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ not much for me to say.. i just havent journaled for a while.. my job sucks.. the girl im watching is driving me insane.. she expects me to go swimming (which i absolutely hate) every day.. or tan like everyone else (i hate the sun)... she always bugs me.. y i like to be on the computer.. y i like to draw and write rather than swimming and playing outside.. its way too hot out.. its supposed to be 100 or so.. and ill prolly wind up swimming (blughck).. *sigh* i just cant wait for it to be over.. i hate it... and im only making 100 a week.. and with the hours im working.. the other job i was thinking about id get 100 a day.. cuz i work 10 long grueling hours.. not to mention i drive her everywhere.. and gas is fricking expensive.. blah.. im tired of it.. oh well.. i guess ill deal with it.. well.. i guess ill write back later.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>freedom for a week</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 May 2005 13:16:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ at last no school.. for a while.. but i  start my new job in a week.. well..  less than that.. thank god.. freedom  for a week.. ill prolly be on here a  lot.. i just submitted some new  things.. well old things that i just  got back from my art teach.. and a new  photograph.. im working on more  photographs to post and some  animations.. so hopefully ill get them  posted soon.. well.. i dont really have  much else to say.. so type back later ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>long time no journal..</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 May 2005 19:33:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its been a while since i had a journal  entry on here.. so i decided to type  one up for the hell of it.. most of my  friends wont be able to get on here..  one used school computers to log on her  site... and um.. yeah.. that really  sucks.. cuz they had to give back the  laptops at her school.. and now she  cant get online... o well.. i guess ill  do without.. lol.. yeah.. summers  almost here.. i have like five more  days of school left.. the damn seniors  got out today.. they were so annoying..  they drove around the school for an  hour.. honking.. screaming.. driving me  insane.. i swear i wanted to kill them  all.. lol.. okay.. im better now.. i  just cant stand most of our seniors..  they're really stuck up and are the  ones that gave our town a bad name.. so  yeah.. i guess.. i have nothing more to  say really.. other than my summer is  gonna suck.. i have a job... uck.. i  hate working.. its a waste of life..  and in july i go to san diego for  nationals.. and yeah.. then august  school starts again.. yippee.. what a  wasted lifetime.. o well. this is  really long.. so ill shut up.. ttyl!! ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>woohoo mothers day!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 May 2005 10:02:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yay.. its mother's day.. im supposed to  be doing somethin with my mum right?  well.. o well.. yeah... it was so  cute.. she drug me to church today.. o  well.. but this lil girl that sits in  front of us always draws me pictures  and today she drew me a picture and  wrote 'happy mothers day to my best  mommy' it was so cute.. she told me  that she wished i was her mommy... i  always take her lil presents cuz her  life is really hard... shes 5 and has  two lil sisters: Cheyenne and Taylor  (who are only about 10 months apart...  and Dakota gets stuck taking care of  them.. and shes only five.. so i try  and get her away from her mom and  everything.. but it was so cute.. i  almost cried... well.. idk what else to  say.. i just had to share that.. lol..  ttyl ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>*shock*</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Apr 2005 14:54:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow.. im a bout to flip out!! the other  day i went to some "gifted" program..  its for like people who are above the  rest of their class and score really  high on some tests.. but we learned  about essential oils.. and this lady  told me i looked really depressed and  todl me i should put this one kinda oil  on.. just to try it.. and so i did.. it  was called joy.. cheesy right? yeah..  but for some reason ive been happy like  ALL frickin day.. and Im NEVER happy  like this... i thought it was a load of  bull but who knows.. what if this  actually works?? idk but if i start  writing happy rainbow poems... ill flip  out.. lol.. i dont think im that happy  though.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>....</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Apr 2005 19:51:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ive lost my talent.. if anyone finds it  please return it... PLZ... yeah... i  havent been able to write much lately..  but i have been drawing a lot... and i  came up with a really sick sketch.. it  represents america basically.. all the  corruption and everything.. im hopin i  can get it scanned in here soon.. but  idk.. im kinda in trouble.. so.. ill  ttyl!! ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>hmmm..</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Apr 2005 16:47:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ gees.. this sucks... my rents are outta  town.. well.. outta state.. theyre in  texas.. and im stuck at home right  now.. cuz the stupid people i was  supposed pick up arent where they said  theyd be.. and i drove around for 3  hours.. and that was really boring.. so  im stuck here.. nothing to do.. and no  one is online.. everyone is at the  softball games.. everyone but me and my  friends.. cuz my friends disappeared..  god.. im so frickin bored..im gettin  pissed off.. i hate pville.. o well..  well. maybe ill find something to do..  write back later... much later.. ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>storming!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Apr 2005 16:15:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ YAY!... its storming.. storms make me  happy.. for some odd reason.. im  obsessed with them.. i just love the  rain.. and if its thundering and  lightening.. it makes it that much  better... and tornadoes really don't  bother me.. i believe that if something  bad is supposed to happen to me then it  will.. i just love it.. i thought i'd  let ya'll know that just cuz i'm really  bored... oh yeah.... we're in a tornado  warning.. hehe.. gees... i'm stupid...  well.. later.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>Nationals here i come</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Apr 2005 19:54:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i just got back from witchita... it was  fun... let me tell you... lol... i did  a STAR event with one of my friends if  any of you know what that is... but  neways... we won against the rest of  the people in our category and get to  go on to nationals and compete against  people from all these othere states..  YAY... talk about hyperventilation and  passing out.. lol.. o well.. it should  go okay.. its in San Diego... im  actually kinda anxious to go.. its in  July... the 2nd through the 6th i  think... so yippee... plus i got this  really cool medal.. hehe.. im gonna use  it in a mixed media projects.. well ttyl ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>dumdumdum..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Apr 2005 21:41:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ haha.. im so bored.. i realized once  again this weekend while i was with  kylee in hays.. that im truly happier  when i get away from pville and my  parents.. especially my dad.. even if  its just for one day.. i mean.. right  when i came home.. i was sleeping on  the way home.. so i was like half  awake.. and my dads starts bitchin bout  something... i just learned to ignore  it... but yeah.. then he came home  around ten from fishing and decides  he'll get on my ass cuz the light in  the den is on... he turns frickin  everything into a big deal.. i mean..  geesum its a frickin light... is he too  frickin lazy to walk ten steps there  and turn it off and then walk back??  w/e... but yeah... i g2g to witchita  tomorrow at 1 until tuesday sometime  for some school thing... it sucks.. but  oh well i get outta school... and thats  always good.. so sooner or later here..  im gonna start entering in more poems  that ~luna89 insisted on me entering..  so i will... o well.. i betta go get  some sleep... <br />
the end!! yay.. i give u probs if u  read all that... y is it that i can  type a lot.. but for some reason... i'm  usually very quiet in person?? hm..  strange... ]]></description>
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                <title>Woohoo!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Mar 2005 16:59:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im bored enough to write a journal  right now.. hah.. my mom realized im  not as happy as i used to be.. she  wanted me to get help.. haha.. w/e..  she doesnt care... or she wouldnt have  made me this way... shes pissed off at  me now.. cuz my hair is no longer  blonde.. or purple.. or black.. its  dark brown and has dark red in it.. she  hates red.. well.. she can fuck off..  cuz i dont care... its my hair...  well.. yeah.. im tryin to write again..  ive been really really lazy throughout  break.. and when im not sleeping im  busy doing something dumb.. so ill get  back to writing.. sitting in class  doodling in the ol' notebooks while  teachers babble on about something  we've all heard a zillion times.. its  what i go to school for.. lol.. its  about all i work on.. poetry... and  drawings... but neways.. im gonna go..  so bye bye.. thanks for caring enough  to read these dumb things..lol ]]></description>
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                <title>Boredom</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Mar 2005 09:07:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate school.. but breaks is just as  bad.. especially when ur me.. im so  tired of sittin on my ass in front of  the computer or watching movies and  driving around... or sneaking out with  people i dont even get along with so i  can get away from my parents... i cant  hang out with kylee cuz she lives in  hays and couldnt come here cuz she was  sick... grr.. it sucks... i sleep like  way too much and stay up way too  late... i might as well be going to  school... at least there i can  associate with people more... and not  feel so lonely and bored... well... im  bored outta my mind and so thats y im  writing.. maybe ill come up with some  more poems.. i take it i did pretty  good on my last: "Pain for Pain" ..  which is really surprising cuz i just  wrote it off the top of my head without  adjusting it... maybe i should be more  confident about my work... well.. im  ending this thing cuz i really have  nothing to say... ]]></description>
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                <title>Love... Hate... Confusion....</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Mar 2005 14:14:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate this fuckin town so much... i  need a cigarette and i hate to admit  that... i shouldnt smoke... i know its  bad... but right now... i just got home  from a day of hell... i had to sit in  the same classroom for fuckin what 7-8  hours... idk.. im too lazy right now to  count them up... but i got to talkin  about travis... a guy i am really  starting to like a lot... and the convo  was with two of my good friends.. and  one of his good friends... and then...  all the fuckin dumbasses of my class  decided that no matter how they did it  ... they were going to listen to my  convo... they crawled under a computer  table ... where we couldnt really see  them and listened... i dont know what  to do either... everyone kept telling  me i need to get him face to face and  tell him how i feel.... but hes a god  damn ignorant senior ... he thinks hes  all that... im so lost in my emotions  right now... i cant write poetry  anymore.. i think ive lost my touch..  everything ive written since "Glass  House" has really sucked and made  really no sense.... i seriously need to  get the hell outta this town... but  anyways.. im whining far too much...  ill leave it all at that... ttyl... ]]></description>
                <author>~confusedloner</author>
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                <title>More Poems</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Mar 2005 05:00:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm planning to get on here soon and  enter in a bunch of my poems.. ones  from a while ago and ones from just  recently... so... once i do enter  them.. ahhh.. it might be a lot...  unless i decide to only put in my  favorites.. but neways... i've been  writing a lot lately.. for some  reason... i would prolly say thats  because my life is falling apart right  now... i so wanna move to hays... i  hate it here.. everyone is so fuckin  dumb.. well.. neways.. i g2g .. school  starts in like an hour.. and i have to  be there in like thirty minutes..  yipee.. so ill type back .. sometime... ]]></description>
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