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                <title>It's Full of Stars</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Feb 2008 13:33:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's been a full month since being out of school has really sunk in. It was the time when all my friends who were starting their Masters or second degrees starting going on about their courses or professors, and I was like, I AM DOING NOTHING!<br /><br />I then proclaimed myself to be a professional. A professional Loafer. It says so on my business cards*.<br /><br />I've spent the month just getting myself sorted. I didn't do much over the holidays besides eat, eat, and sleep. I didn't even play much Wii, much to my chagrin. Super Mario still sits unfinished, Resident Evil: Umbrella Chronicles sits UNOPENED, and I have a plethora of patients that need saving in Trauma Centre. The latter of those two were gifts from family for Christmas, which was really nice. I got mostly clothes, which I was very happy about (Getting old? Check.) and subtle hints from my parents to get a job. Oh? A nice day planner. Wow, that's a really nice belt and tie. Certainly good to have a nice suit jacket. What are you guys trying to say?<br /><br />So, January then became loafing AND job hunting.<br /><br />Oh, and working on my business plan. So, loafing and job hunting AND working.<br /><br />Needless to say, I have been very busy. Mostly with loafing, but also with the other things. But mostly with loafing.<br /><br />ANYWAY, I have secured myself a job. It's pretty cool, too. I will designing and implementing information retrieval systems for a large business and helping start a project in that field. I'm pretty excited.<br /><br /><b>What about now? / No one cares about your job</b><br /><br />I am currently in England. I am wearing an England football (not American) uniform. I am eating English chocolates and my English girlfriend is watching English TV. ENGLISH!<br /><br />Still been catching up on sleep, but last night was a lot of fun. Toni ended up getting me tickets to see <a href="http://www.arts-crafts.ca/stars/">Stars</a> at a small venue/bar. It was a pretty solid show, I have to say. In my top ten. HOWEVER, the really amazing thing was we got to go to a small room outside the main area and hang out with the band. We waited until most of the crowd left and I found out where everyone (the band) went and we (Toni and I) followed.<br /><br />So, there were a couple of people hanging around getting their pictures taken with the band (cheesy) and we waited until Toni introduced herself with "I brought a Canadian, do I get anything for free". The bassist apparently decided that we wouldn't be getting any discounts, but we went on ahead anyway. Introduced ourselves to Torq, Amy and Chris and had a little chat with them. They were very down to earth, nice and weren't too upset to talk for a bit and sign my copy of "Do You Trust Your Friends?". Owen Pallett doing a Stars song? The answer of course was SIGN ME UP. Anyway, yes.<br /><br />We hung out with Stars. It was a lot of fun, and Torq confirmed that "He Lied About Death" is indeed about George Bush. We talked a bit about Arts & Crafts and doing shows overseas and then we were off! Overall, one of the best Christmas gifts ever.<br /><br />And now I'm off!<br /><br />I'm going to try and hang out a bit more to do some critiques. I owe some people big and I still read on occasion on the site, so I would love to do that more than anything else. We'll see.<br /><br /><div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Architecture in Helsinki - Red Turned White" href="http://">lyrics</a></h3>My bride and groom<br />spent the lonely season<br />figuring life out<br /></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>ceiling cat is watching you graduate</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Dec 2007 17:59:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><img src="http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/omggraduate2.png"><br />
<b>omg ceiling cat is watching me graduate!</b></img></div><br />
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<b>Finally finished...</b><br />
<br />
Yeah, I'm done. After 5 years, a lot of money, and way too many sleepless nights I have gotten my Bachelor in Computer Science. Managed to make it through this semester and my final thesis with great success and ended up finishing with a good chance of graduating with distinction. All good things.<br />
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I'm sorry I haven't been around, in case anyone was looking. I originally intended to stay around periodically, but I made a commitment to finishing this semester as best I could, and when I spent my first week off dA, I decided I would just go for it. Checked my email, but otherwise did not even lurk around. Didn't sign onto AIM or MSN or anything, just went for it. Finished earlier this week, and now I'm feeling a bit better about coming back.<br />
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<b>Things</b><br />
<br />
I really don't know if anything has happened in my absence, but since I took off my cap a bit before there were any real replacements officially outed, I'd like to say how proud I am for ^<a class="u" href="http://stjoan.deviantart.com/">StJoan</a> and ^<a class="u" href="http://gunshymartyr.deviantart.com/">GunShyMartyr</a>. Thomas and Joan are both really fantastic people, and I really enjoyed working with them when I was a GD and just hanging around. They both know their stuff, and I was absolutely thrilled to find out that they would be taking up positions as GDs. I really hope everyone's playing nice!<br />
<br />
<b>Chrismas?</b><br />
<br />
Let me tell you, the consequences of spending money without a job is a very strange one. Turns out money is something that runs out, and VISA and other companies are not lenient when it comes to payment. Who knew?<br />
<br />
I have no real plans for full time employment as of right now. I was offered, tentatively, a job with my previous employer, and am looking into a few places. I am also pursuing work with my small business interests, especially one based on the work I did with my thesis, which turned out great and will hopefully generate some market interest.<br />
<br />
But, yes, I basically have some time now to devote to finding gifts. Since I haven't thought of a lot of them yet, it's going to be tough.<br />
<br />
<b>Sappy stuff</b><br />
<br />
Things with Toni have been a bit of a rollercoaster. It's hard doing the long distance thing, but we've managed, and seen each other quite a bit over the last couple of months. And by quite a bit I mean once or twice, but considering the distance that's quite a bit! She's really doing well right now, and I'm driving her crazy with my complete lack of a plan for full time employment. THAT'S HOW I ROLL, OK. I think in my mind I'm still just graduating highschool.<br />
<br />
FUN FACT: I graduated high school AND university during the time I've been on dA.<br />
<br />
Weird.<br />
<br />
Anyway, how've you been? Is anyone still here?<br /><br /><div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Architecture in Helsinki - Red Turned White" href="http://">lyrics</a></h3>My bride and groom<br />
spent the lonely season<br />
figuring life out<br />
</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Death of Inevitability</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Jun 2007 06:37:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>"We all agree then...colour <i>does</i> have a 'u'."</b><br />
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<a href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com">Toni</a> has taken her leave from my humble abode. It was a really great time, really, when I wasn't up to my ears in homework. We spent some time just hanging around, went to the movies (Knocked Up was really funny) and met up with friends and family. It was just really great, and I was not happy to have her go. We'll be getting together again soon, though, and I'm sure she'll be posting a journal about her time here.<br />
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I really haven't spent enough time here, and I apologize.<br />
<br />
<b>On that note</b><br />
<br />
Life has been really complicated for me as of late. I've been tied to school, which is one thing, but a lot of people are. It's my senior year, and I've got a lot of people depending on me (group projects) to finish my work to specific deadlines. Less tests than I've had in a long time, I literally have no tests or quizzes besides my midterms and finals, but I have never worked on so many projects in my entire post-secondary career. I am a bit ahead, but I need to stay that way or I'll basically spend all my time just doing work up to the end of August. Then the next semester starts.<br />
<br />
Why does this matter to you? Well, because I'm a GD. Obviously, there are responsibilities that I have, things I'm supposed to do, things I should definitely be doing that I'm not. It's not helping anyone that I'm tied up with work, and basically am too exhausted by the time I get free time to work on dA.<br />
<br />
This is pretty much the main motivation for me to step down from my position.<br />
<br />
There are obviously other things that are causing me a bit of grief that I'm not really able to control, but this combination is just proving to me that it's not fair that I'm here, taking up a position that would happily and successfully be filled by a hundred others.<br />
<br />
Now the obligatory thanks and praise:<br />
<br />
<b>Obligatory thanks and praise...</b><br />
<br />
I'm not going to walk out with my head hanging down to the floor. I really enjoyed being a GD. It was a lot of fun helping people out, running contests, doing the news, and just working with a lot of the AR and CD staff with little projects that would be a big benefit for literature. I really want to see literature do well, and I know there are a lot of passionate and talented people that can really step up (and will) to make that happen.<br />
<br />
`<a class="u" href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/">imperfect</a> (Toni) asked me in late '06 if I would take up the position. We hadn't known each other long, we worked on the Halloween competition together, so it was something I took into consideration for a while, and finally decided to take it for December. $<a class="u" href="http://moonbeam13.deviantart.com/">Moonbeam13</a> (Danie) instated me, and informed me later that I would've been a good addition to any part of the team. She's been nothing but a great support the entire time, and you're all lucky to have her running things! That's just an fyi.<br />
<br />
It was great working with Toni, and `<a class="u" href="http://minorkey.deviantart.com/">MinorKey</a> (Paul), and `<a class="u" href="http://adrift.deviantart.com/">adrift</a> (Stef),  and ^<a class="u" href="http://poeticwar.deviantart.com/">PoeticWar</a> (James). They're all great people and were a big support. Always had a good rapport with everyone, and worked well with them.<br />
<br />
Obviously, Toni and I had the most time to work together, and she really had the biggest impact with my time as a GD. She made sure that I did my work (a.k.a. nagged) and really led the team to get things done. And as much as she came off a little strong in that regard, she always was concerned about how everyone felt in their role and wanted to ensure there wasn't any lack of communication, even for the bad thing. It's the same way she treated talking on dA. I got to watch her do a lot for the site, but I think I've said that about a hundred times before.<br />
<br />
Of course, the most fun I had on dA was talking with YOU. All of you. Honestly, it is! It's what kept me here for so long. I could go on with names and such, but I imagine there will be four groups of people that read this.<br />
<br />
1. People who read it and are like "I CAN'T BELIEVE IT"<br />
2. People who read it and are like "FINALLY"<br />
3. People who read it and are like "Meh."<br />
4. People who read it and are like "GOOD RIDDANCE"<br />
<br />
Believe it or not, if you fall into any of those groups, you're ok by my books. I'm not really concerned whether or not people were anxious for me leaving, or hoping, or really hoping I wouldn't. The point is that you are keeping an eye on what's happening in lit, being conscious of what changes are being made, and thinking about what you believe is best for it, or possibly me. That's pretty cool, don't you think?<br />... ]]></description>
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                <title>it's over 30000!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Jun 2007 12:06:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ But only by a little bit. You know what my favourite news article is? Number 30005. I know you may not be familiar with this article, and all its splendour, but you should be.<br />
<br />
<a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/30005/">New Literature Reader Tools</a><br />
<br />
Definitely some cool new toys to play with. It's been a long time coming, and I'm really glad that it's come to pass. Occasionally, people do listen, you know.<br />
<br />
<b>Non-lit things!</b><br />
<br />
I've got about 5 days to prepare for a guest. Which means I've really got to start cleaning and such. I've gotten a lot of work done over the last week in order to make sure that I'm ahead on my school work. I don't want to get so tied up that I basically can't sleep. I'm sure Toni will feel bad if I'm falling back.<br />
<br />
I am buying some Brazilian coffee for her. I heard she likes it.<br />
<br />
That may or may not be true.<br />
<br />
<b>Less Given Up</b><br />
<br />
I'm going to be posting a new LGU soon. If there's anything of note you'd like to see put in it please let me know.<br /><br /><div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Final Fantasy - Chronicles of Sarnia" href="http://">lyrics</a></h3>I had to hide myself in a book<br />
to keep your love away.<br />
</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Things you may not know about coshdaddy</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 May 2007 19:43:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>coshdaddy is alive</b><br />
<br />
Yes, I am. The last few weeks have been really rough for me in terms of getting things sorted. Life and otherwise. It's been wild, but I'm finally feeling like I'm landing safely.<br />
<br />
One thing I need to make sure gets done is addressing things that bother people. That's kind of what journals are for sometimes!<br />
<br />
Most of you who read the forums will have read <a href="http://forum.deviantart.com/galleries/writers/858135/">this forum thread</a> regarding the DD situation for literature, among a few other exposure related things for lit. Let me just say that I do agree that some (a few) changes are needed. One of which, of course, is more damn DDs (especially of the prose variety). That's my focus right now, and will continue to be so.<br />
<br />
Some of you might also wonder how to suggest a DD.<br />
<br />
Well.<br />
<br />
Send a note with the subject line that includes the word DD in it to myself or ^<a class="u" href="http://poeticwar.deviantart.com/">PoeticWar</a> (he's good for poetry). Make sure you include a link to the deviation and the username of the author. Also, if you can, include a short write-up describing the piece or its qualities that made you nominate it for a DD. <br />
<br />
For me, you might not always get a response (sometimes I get a few on a day when I don't have time to respond) but I do read them all.<br />
<br />
My plan for the future right now involves gradually evening out the amount of DDs given to both sides of lit (prose and poetry) and that plan doesn't involved phasing out poetry, I swear! I've also read the concerns about making lit stuff hot topics, since that seems to have been quelled a bit lately. Remember that you control what makes it to the front page of the news with your +heart, but yes, more can be done for exposure.<br />
<br />
There are a few changes in the pipes for lit, and you'll start seeing some of them soon. Keep an eye open, there's a lot going on. And, if you can, start a fire.<br />
<br />
<b>coshdaddy reads</b><br />
<br />
I've finally gotten through Todd(`<a class="u" href="http://alienhead.deviantart.com/">alienhead</a>)'s book <i>A Scythe Torpedo</i> (Okay, that might be my worst parody title yet. Or my best). Of course, I mean <a href="http://www.toddkeisling.com">A Life Transparent</a>, his first book (that I'm aware of!) that he's published via Lulu. I promised him a short review, and so it follows.<br />
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It was hard to read through this book for me the first time for a very simple reason, I connected it with the author a bit too strongly. I understand that this is a very personal book, but I had to disconnect from that a little bit so that I could tackle the prose at the best level that I could.<br />
<br />
The story revolves around a protagonist (Donovan Candle) who has been afflicted with a particularly dismal existence that begins to drain him in more ways than one. He starts to literally disappear from the Earth, but only he is noticing it happening. He starts to find solace in the few people he contacts through his telemarketing job (also the source of his draining) to talk about just anything, until one particular customer sets off events that alter his life and the life of those around him forever.<br />
<br />
It's a very short story. Not that it is particularly lacking in size, but the events of the story happen in such bursts that, before you know, the whole chronicle is over. The description and language is very strong, and gives you a good sense of the environment and the thoughts of the protagonist and just how he is dealing with the extreme circumstances.<br />
<br />
My prose work has always involved this: normal person + extraordinary circumstances. It's tried, true, and for some it's boring as hell, but this takes an interesting spin on the whole thing and gives you a new perspective. It's one of those moral stories. Don't be dull.<br />
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It's a very raw piece, in essence. I don't feel we're given enough time to care about Candle, or understand that, yes, his life is that boring. As much as he's stuck in his situation, it never seems that hopeless. There's a lot of borrowed in terms of his influences. I can smell Pahalniuk, I can read the Reznor and Office Space does kind of creep in at the start. It's a tapestry of the author's influence and own life experiences. No matter how you disconnect it, even reading the words from the author at the end of the book allows you to connect the characters within the story to the life of the author.<br />
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It's wildly entertaining, however, and does present not only a good story, but a good story told well. It's not hard to pick up, and it's something you'll consume completely before putting down. I easily recommend you giving it a try if you like `<a class="u" href="http://alienhead.deviantart.com/">alienhead</a>'s work. It's general fiction that borders on sci-fi, but gives you an alternative perspe... ]]></description>
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                <title>Catching Fire: The Easy Way</title>
                <link>http://coshdaddy.deviantart.com/journal/12927659/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 May 2007 09:54:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Bold titles are the lazy man's CSS.<br />
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<b>Ladies Get Underwhelmed</b><br />
<br />
I'm working on having the next LGU done by the end of the weekend, or Monday. You can check out <a href="http://alienhead.deviantart.com/journal/12795143/">Todd's (alienhead) journal</a> for a list of the latest things in lit from off his table and others in the mean time. Pretty solid list.<br />
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<b>Driven by Design</b><br />
<br />
Personally, I think this is one of the cooler contests that's come down the pipes in a while (non-lit, of course. By default, all things lit trump pretty much everything else. This is fact.)<br />
<br />
<a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/28901/">Scion wants you to <i>skin their cars</i></a><br />
<br />
Using a template, you essentially create a paint job for a vehicle on your own artistic style. It's a little known fact that my own car (which may or may not exist) was hand painted by myself and features a visual interpretation of <i>Beethoven's Fifth</i>. Needless to say, it's breathtaking.<br />
<br />
So, if you dabble in the dark arts of ...art, and you are proficient in the visual side of that, you may want to take a try at this contest.<br />
<br />
<b>The Running Man</b><br />
<br />
I'm on the last legs of a University marathon. I started this semester, and since it is mostly based on projects and my own Senior Thesis (which will be <i>live changing</i>) I actually have a little more time to myself than expected. First week jitters are done, and I've been spending class time sitting on AIM/MSN and browsing some prose categories, compiling some potential DDs. Haven't had a chance to test the dAmn rooms yet, though.<br />
<br />
<b>Oh, yeah, I'm back</b><br />
<br />
in Canada. Plane ride was pretty quick. Mostly because I actually did finish <i>The Lovely Bones</i>. Which I did enjoy, aside from one or two chapters. Also have finished <i>The Princess Bride</i>, and then I can finally start on <i>The Crying of Lot 49</i> which I bought ages ago and never started.<br />
<br />
<b>As We Speak!</b><br />
<br />
Canada is beating Sweden in the IIHF World Hockey Tournament. Not even getting a medal last year, it'd be nice to see at least a Silver. A Gold, obviously, would be fantastic. They need to pay attention to the younger guys for the Olympic games in 2010, because they are tearing it up.<br /><br /><div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Final Fantasy - Chronicles of Sarnia" href="http://">lyrics</a></h3>I had to hide myself in a book<br />
to keep your love away.<br />
</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Cheese Tits</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 May 2007 14:56:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Don't ask.<br />
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<b>What you're really reading for...</b><br />
<br />
The <a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/28759/">April Agon</a> contest went rather well, I must say. <a href="http://PoeticWar.deviantart.com">James</a> and I put the forums to task over the last month or so in order to gather some weekly poetry/prose from prompts we'd put out. The results were really great, and there were some specific people who shone quite brightly.<br />
<br />
The overall bestest person ever award (Which will be given anually, I'm told) goes to *<a class="u" href="http://lovetodeviate.deviantart.com/">lovetodeviate</a> who put up a great effort each week, and took the checkered flag in two of those four weeks. Please go give the <a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/28759/">finale article</a> a read and show it some love.<br />
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<b>deviantART in General</b><br />
<br />
I've been keeping up every day (except yesterday, because the net was down) with things, so I am checking notes. I'll be going on a DD scouring mission when I get back to my house (Monday) and have luckily managed to get the ports I need unblocked at my University (I have pull) in order to access all my applications. This means that during boring lectures, I can spend some time on deviantART.<br />
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I have decided to re-shift my focus on the site. I know that I've been distant for some time, but I think it's doing no one any favours just hiding out all the time. I don't have any belief that it is hindering those who really want to get things done, but I think they may have to go through alternative channels, and that's not fair to everyone else.<br />
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My AIM is Aoril Kilad, my MSN is coshdaddy@gmail.com, which is also my email and GTalk contact. I hang out in <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/dalit">#dAlit</a> when I can. <i>Come talk to me</i>. I don't bite.<br />
<br />
<b>Do they even have Cheerios there?</b><br />
<br />
My trip overseas is slowly coming to close. I know I didn't offer any updates the last month besides my mention at the beginning, but I was honestly chained to a desk for most of April. April Agon was the only time I could devote to dA, while also dealing with misc. drama (I shortened misc. because I can't remember how to spell it! I am also writing this with my wireless off so I can't look it up)<br />
<br />
I left on the 26th. I left <i>from work</i>, where I was actually just signing off, handing in my security badge and running to a lunch with my manager to discuss future plans over some Fuscilli. Needless to say, I didn't get much a chance to calm down until I sat on the plane. Even then, I was buzzing.<br />
<br />
I was going to finish reading Alice Sebold's <i>The Lovely Bones</i>, which I did bring, or perhaps shine off the last bit of Todd's book, <i>A Knife Transcendent</i>, but I actually found one at the airport that I decided to give a bit of a read. I had heard about <i>Freakonomics</i> somewhere before. Perhaps on <a href="http://www.wired.com">Wired.com</a>, which I read a lot during lunch at work. Either way, it sounded interesting enough. And it was.<br />
<br />
I really goddamn enjoyed it. Normally I don't take to business oriented books, because I find them trite, but I quite liked this one. Economics is a science I enjoy. Very math, very stats, very sociological and empirical. This book kind of cemented that. So, yeah, a little non-fiction that's <i>not</i> history focused and I actually got through it.<br />
<br />
<b>You're a mass transit system</b><br />
<br />
She was not nearly as shy as she was when I got there last time. The airport was smaller, too, and she wasn't late (for once...I'll get an ear full when she reads that). I almost made us leave without paying the parking fee, but we found a spot. We then headed to her parent's house and had a bit of a time just chilling out there. Toni had an interview (that ended up being canceled), which changed our plans from going out to just letting me sleep and watch some TV.<br />
<br />
We rented a few movies for the weekend. Saturday. We picked up <i>The Departed</i>, <i>The Night Listener</i> ( nhjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj -- that's the cat, Calamity) and <i>Pan's Labyrinth</i>. We really wanted to see the latter, <i>I</i> really wanted to see the former, and the guy at the shop recommended the middle one (which I wanted to see in theatres, but couldn't get enough interest in to see it). <i>Pan's Labyrinth</i> was really as good as the reviews have been. Perhaps a bit more, as =<a class="u" href="http://jon-law.deviantart.com/">Jon-Law</a> put it, Schindler's List than Narnia, which I wasn't expecting, but it was still a fantastic film. Toni and I are still arguing over whether or not the fantasy aspect was metaphorical or an actual aspect of the story. I really enjoyed <i>The Departed</i>. It was pretty in-line with what happened in <i>Infernal Affairs</i>, a Hong Kong action-flick which the movie was based off of... ]]></description>
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                <title>Good News on the Doorstep</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Apr 2007 09:34:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Lesion? Gross Ulcer.</b><br />
<br />
<a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/27813/">Literature Gallery Update #11</a> has rolled out, as promised. Remember to leave a little love, and if I missed anything or you want to have something included for next time, send me a note and I'll let you know what can be done! This month is definitely abuzz with activity.<br />
<br />
<b>I'm an idiot</b><br />
<br />
Yes, believe it or not, it's true. I was so interested in getting a journal out on Tuesday that I totally forgot the most important point.<br />
<br />
<a href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com">Toni</a> has officially turned 19! Yes, she has finally become legal-drinking age in Canada. A reason enough to entice a visit, I think.<br />
<br />
I've got a great gift for her, but I told her that she has to come here to get it, or I have to hand deliver it. The latter is what's going to be the case (details later), but gifts are always much better when you can actually see the reaction, be it positive or negative.<br />
<br />
She celebrated her birthday by getting herself trapped in her own home after moving around furniture. We don't really want to ask how that happened, but we should all smile, nod and wish her all the best in her new world of maturity and late-night partying!<br />
<br />
Sorry for the omission, sweetheart.<br />
<br />
<b>Agon</b><br />
<br />
Ensure that you visit <a href="http://forum.deviantart.com/galleries/writers/828998/">this link</a>. It is so imperitive, you have NO IDEA.<br />
<br />
Well, it's pretty cool, anyway. ^<a class="u" href="http://poeticwar.deviantart.com/">PoeticWar</a> and I will be running some NaPo themed contests out of the forums all month, and the first is a pretty neat one that you should all give a try. What do you have to lose besides a bit of time that you'd normally be wasting READING MY JOURNALS? Nothing, exactly.<br />
<br />
Get at it.<br />
<br />
<b>Is it later yet?</b><br />
<br />
I'm going to be taking a bit of a vacation later this month. I end my final workterm at the end of April and don't start school for a week and a bit. Looked up some flights to England (I was invited back) and got a flight for an <i>amazing price</i>. Seriously, you wouldn't even believe it. So, I'll be heading there! Looking forward to it. <br />
<br />
I will stress again, because she'd want me to, that <a href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com">Toni</a> is a fantastic hostess. Even if her creatures are a bit insane.<br /><br /><div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Final Fantasy - Many Lives -] 49 MP" href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=wfEbqwHj784">lyrics</a></h3>It's out of fright<br />
it's self-absorption<br />
I want to learn from my mistakes<br />
before they can scare me away from the drugs.<br />
</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>The Chase</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Apr 2007 11:38:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>NaPo</b><br />
<br />
Well, another April is upon us and National Poetry Writing Month has arrived along with it. ^<a class="u" href="http://poeticwar.deviantart.com/">PoeticWar</a> and I are going to be running a few contests out of the <a href="http://forum.deviantart.com/galleries/writers/">literature forums</a> all month, so keep an eye in there. The first one is <a href="http://forum.deviantart.com/galleries/writers/828998/">already up and running</a>, and I think that it's a pretty cool little excercise (if I do say so myself).<br />
<br />
I will <i>try</i> to post a poem a day. I have some written, but not posted, but will be posting them within a day or so in catch up mode in my scraps. I'm keeping an eye on a few people that have started already, and I'm really impressed with what I've seen. So much so, in fact, that I'm going to try and post a list of my favourites at the end of every weekend.<br />
<br />
<b>LiFe</b><br />
<br />
Work is going steadily. I've had a very stressful time working on a new project, and it's taken up a lot of my time and burnt me out for the rest of it. I've spent some time working on a few poems, and dA things, but otherwise I haven't done much. Haven't seen quite a few of my friends in a long time.<br />
<br />
I graduate at the end of this year. That's a scary thought. I know I've placed fears of getting old in my journal from before, but it really does sink in that I have to finally figure out what the hell I'm doing soon or else. I've got a full-time job offer already, but I'm not sure A) I want that job or B) I want to work at all. I might go back to school, or maybe take my small business to a new level (i.e. Level 1). Tell will time on that one.<br />
<br />
<b>LgU</b><br />
<br />
Look out for it tonight. There's a lot of cool stuff in there, as there has been a lot of cool stuff going on in the last little while. I know that *<a class="u" href="http://litffs.deviantart.com/">LitFFS</a> is taking off, and =<a class="u" href="http://msjames.deviantart.com/">MSJames</a> has an article for <a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/27508/"> that's worth a gander. There's always *<a class="u" href="http://fotofriday.deviantart.com/">fotoFRIDAY</a> and more and more. I'll update my journal with a link once it's actually finished.<br />
<br />
<b>GeEk</b><br />
<br />
Movies: I saw <i>Reign Over Me</i> a few days ago. Actually, thinking about it now, it was weeks. Damn. Either way, I did enjoy it. Adam Sandler is quite hard to take seriously, and the whole situation which they put his character in got a little tired, almost, at the end. Overall, it was alright. Much better than I expected.<br />
<br />
Music: New Modest Mouse disc <i>We Were Dead Before the Ship Even Sank</i> does not suck as much as I expected it to. It is obviously not going to grasp those Mouse fans that already jumped ship after <i>Good News...</i>, but it is still Isaac Brock, and it's still Modest Mouse. <i>Fly Trapped in a Jar</i> is my favourite track so far, and I am already sink of their once infectious single <i>Dashboard</i>.<br />
<br />
Books: I got my copy of `<a class="u" href="http://alienhead.deviantart.com/">alienhead</a>'s book <i>A Wife Transgender</i>...I mean <i>A Life Transparent</i>. What did I say? I've only read as far as I'd already read on his previews, but I am looking to make this a train novel at some point during the next couple of weeks. Go take a look at <a href="http://www.toddkeisling.com">his website</a> for details on how to get yourself a copy.<br />
<br />
Games: I'll be grabbing a copy of <i>Super Paper Mario</i> this coming week, even if I don't imagine I'll get a lot of time to play it. I think the last incarnation of the series arrived at a time in which I was insanely busy, as well, so I played it over the span of a few months. I imagine this one will get a similar spot. Good series, though.<br />
<br />
Sports: My team, the Colorado Avalanche, are one win away from the playoffs. That is, they are one win away from being OUT of the playoffs. That is, if the 8th place team Calgary wins, they will be out of the playoffs. Things look bleak. Still, it's been a great season, and they should spend the summer rebuilding and making way for some solid rookies (Wolski, Stasny) and getting some of the younger kids (Svatos) to pick up their game a bit. Also, stronger goaltending is a real must.</a><br /><br /><div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Final Fantasy - Many Lives -] 49 MP" href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=wfEbqwHj784">lyrics</a></h3>It's out of fright<br />
it's self-absorption<br />
I want to learn from my mistakes<br />
before they can scare me away from the drugs.<br />
</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>This is Madness!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Mar 2007 07:34:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>This is MARCH!</b><br />
<br />
I've never quite understood, personally, the whole college circuit of sports in the United States. It's just such a big thing there, in all forms, and I've never quite understood it. It's definitely a different type of game, a lot less ego than in a normal one, but there's also a lot less maturity when it comes to loses and wins and calls on plays.<br />
<br />
Been keeping an eye on the latest of the Final Four countdown. I really don't know much on the rivalries, but I'm really enjoying a lot of the matches just because of how hard these kids play. It's fiercely competitive, and undeniably intense for a lot of different reasons.<br />
<br />
Point is, I'm starting to get now why it's such a big thing. My mind is melting.<br />
<br />
<b>This is SPARTA!</b><br />
<br />
I saw 300 on the opening day. I was invited to go to a Midnight show on the Thursday, but I really couldn't bring myself to get 4 hours of sleep for a movie that I already knew the ending, beginning and middle of.<br />
<br />
Overall, I have to give major credit. The film delivers. It is exactly what it is advertised as, and exactly what I was expecting. Strong, visually compelling and intense story based on the Frank Miller comic based on the movie from earlier in the 20th century.<br />
<br />
It is a designed film, though. It is designed to basically appeal to the animal senses. Has all the necessary components for it. Small army v. Large one. Evil backstabbers and snappy comebacks. Overwhelming villains that become more and more frustrated. You just get that "Root for the underdog!" sense for everything. People eat it up.<br />
<br />
So it doesn't surprise me when it's being defended on most sites as the best movie in a long, long time. People get fierce over it. Personally, it carried a lot of the weight that Snyder carried with Dawn of the Dead. The time in between the action scenes were so trivial and odd, and the dialogue was delivered so awkwardly in some spots that I just shook my head.<br />
<br />
It wasn't really an epic movie, either. Not enough happened, not a lot of development. We get the characters right from the get-go, and we get no real surprises. We even have the evil villain who ends up more like Green Goblin. "Join me and we will rule the world!" "I'll get you for this gaaaadgeeeeeet!"<br />
<br />
It's not a bad film. By no means. It was so well put together that calling it such would be stupid. But, that said, I wasn't completely blown away. It was a good sophomore directing effort, probably one of the better I've seen of big-budget movies, and well executed in the vision of Miller. If I had to rate it, I'd put it near the 7/10 or so. It did as much as it could with the material, so it should get a lot of credit for good delivery on its promises.<br />
<br />
<b>This is ENDLESS!</b><br />
<br />
I've been minding the place I live in because everyone who lives there is gone on vacation. That means feeding all the various animals and making sure that nothing catches fire. As such, my dog has been keeping me up all night. He howls. Non-stop. He gets "lonely" and when it gets dark and I go to sleep, he gets loud. But, he refuses to come into my room for more than five minutes. Goes back to the window and starts again. I haven't slept a full night in over 5 days. People don't come back until Sunday.<br />
<br />
I won't last.<br />
<br />
Lent is almost up. I gave up Chicken wings and coca-cola, both have become a regular part of my consumption regimine. Both are killing me. Easter will be a good time. I am trying to convince `<a class="u" href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/">imperfect</a> to come up a bit before then (it is her birthday early April) but we'll see. She's busy applying to jobs and whatnot, and my job keeps me pretty occupied, so nothing is definite. Doesn't mean I can't bug her about it.<br />
<br />
Oh, and the first to point out that I am writing this journal at work will disappear mysteriously in the night.<br />
<br />
<b>This is VICTORY!</b><br />
<br />
Contests are almost all sorted. Still need to take care of a couple, but I'll soon be done that. LGU is coming soon, so if you have any projects that you're running, planning on running, or ARE EVEN JUST AWARE OF please let me know and I'll do my best to have them included.<br />
<br />
I've been approached about running a little contest out of the lit forums, so I might take care of that soon. I'm getting more and more DD suggestions, too, which is great. Sorry if I don't reply right away, but I do read them all. Usually a couple of times before I make any decisions. Keep them coming.<br /><br /><div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Final Fantasy - Many Lives -] 49 MP" href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=wfEbqwHj784">lyrics</a></h3>It's out of fright<br />
it's self-absorption<br />
I want to learn from my mistakes<br />
before they can scare me away from the drugs.<br />
</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>he cries rainbows</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Mar 2007 10:40:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <u>School 0: Universal</u><br />
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Disclaimer: If you don't understand what's happening, it's okay. This could be anyone's story if it's not yours.<br />
<br />
I'm not really one for dramatics or perpetrating drama. However...<br />
<br />
<u>School 1: Abjuration</u><br />
<br />
<i>And her chest is full to bursting with thoughts of an evening<br />
Nobody nobody nobody will ever know her longing</i><br />
<br />
Things went quiet for quite a long time. There was a barrier set-up, in this regard. It wasn't evasion, it was protection. Not from any one here, really, but here in general. We both sheltered ourselves with it, and we worked on the problems inside. The only problems that really matter at all, to be honest. The kind that makes you realize that you're not inside a shield, but finally outside of the biosphere and into the universe. There was no malice in this. No one was running away.<br />
<br />
<u>School 2: Conjuration</u><br />
<br />
<i>Prisoners, be silent, be silent and be sharp<br />
Can you hear them talking? Listen through the wall:</i><br />
<br />
Creation: Lies make lies worse. Even those half truths and small faults will roll up everything. You all did, but only about half of you know it.<br />
<br />
Healing: There was a lot of things going on in her life, basically. I could've said everything, but part of it being that I don't expect people to buy into the dramatics, and I'm not one to say things on behalf of others when I don't believe they need to be said at all. Needless to say, though, as bad as things got (and they got worse than you can think) they were getting better.<br />
<br />
Calling: A message appeared a week or more before. Nice little "hope things are well". Very snide, very sarcastic, and I told her not to worry about it. We both anticipated something, but we also had faith that there wouldn't be a monster lurking in the halls. Can you hear them talking? Listen through the wall.<br />
<br />
Teleportation: When that first public message broke, I panicked. I was not expecting it, I did not anticipate it, and neither did she. Truth be told, maybe we should have been more aware that you can't step outside the circle too long. You had called her, emailed her, no one else had. Creation made this worse than it ever could be.<br />
<br />
Summoning: What I didn't know was how deep the rabbit hole went until it swallowed me up. Of course, that didn't happen until later. She was summoned. She was told that if she didn't come out with an explanation she'd be lauded. Then she was told it had to be public. Then she was told it wasn't enough. Then she was told to tell everything.<br />
<br />
There was a message that was sent out. Everyone's seen it. That's all I can assume.<br />
<br />
<i>And Richmond St. is illing, so the graduates are willing<br />
To buy in to the pillage, now there is no hope for the village</i><br />
<br />
<u>School 3: Divination</u><br />
<br />
<i>Hey Timothy<br />
I wish for clairvoyance<br />
I wanna see my wife and kids<br />
And how I will live and how I will die<br />
(Son you should!)</i><br />
<br />
I really told her that she should be public about things. Not everything. God. Why? But as much as she could. I thought that it was all about the books. I thought that head was the weak spot, but it was a Hydra. I was certain that if she just said a few details, people would be fine and give her time. That was my prediction.<br />
<br />
I decided to speak for her. I talked for quite a long time, I tried to understand a bit more. I thought it was about the books. I can't remember when I found out about everything. But talking and keeping this openness allowed me to uncover what was conjured. What was summoned.<br />
<br />
It had been her fear for a long time that this would come up. She told me about everything. Everything. A long time ago. He knew, too, but he couldn't remember. He also couldn't trust anything I said that she said.<br />
<br />
"I knew there was more to this."<br />
<br />
I guess I did, too. I've never heard you that sad or hopeless. I'm still mad that this was done under that flag of righteousness. I've seen that flag flown into war a hundred times to cover up the smiles on people's faces.<br />
<br />
<u>School 4: Enchantment</u><br />
<br />
<i>For some the spell was shafted, but I am in your sway<br />
Yes, I am still enchanted by the ways of yesterday</i><br />
<br />
She's been told a hundred times what's best for her and what's best for me. What's being said is what's best for everyone else. Those thoughts, though, kept us apart and continue to push at everything. We try not to let it, we are swayed by those notions of times before that, but it's hard to see past what's being said. I'm not saying it's perfect, but I'm not disillusioned. I can hear your murmurs, even now. I'm physically ill from the noise. I can barely stand now thinking about it.<br />
<br />
Charm: When you're approached by someone in a positive man... ]]></description>
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                <title>CMWFTW</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Mar 2007 08:57:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Can you hear it?</b><br />
<br />
Guess what?!<br />
<br />
Too late. It's Canadian Music Week. This means I can officially babble about music to random people all around the place and have that as my excuse. It's pretty awesome.<br />
<br />
There's a convention in the self-appointed centre of the Universe (a.k.a. Toronto) this week of radio and music personalities. It's basically a big circle jerk about how great they all are, and how many bands they've projected to the top of the charts by playing non-stop. However, there are also a lot of shows coming up this weekend all around, and it's absolutely something worth checking out if you live in the area.<br />
<br />
<b>book++;</b><br />
<br />
I haven't read a good book in a long while. Last year I was pretty much going from one to the next every single week. I was on a pretty good role. It all stopped when my last job starting getting crazy.<br />
<br />
That said, I have ordered a few books from various people on site to give them a try. The first one of that batch has arrived!<br />
<br />
`<a class="u" href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/">imperfect</a>'s book "Learning to Walk in Heels" finally arrived at my doorstep (actually my mailbox down the street, but it doesn't sound as elegant) on Wednesday. I have to say, it looks pretty damn good. The guy who designed that book must be <a href="http://coshdaddy.deviantart.com">a pretty fantastic artist</a>.<br />
<br />
Also came with another version of the book, a found poetry edition, that I am planning to leave near a bus stop or bench near where I work and hope it doesn't get tossed out. I've read a lot of this work before, but it's really good to get it in writing. I was very happy to receive this.<br />
<br />
<b>CALM THE F DOWN</b><br />
<br />
Very often in my life, I have people ask me "Cosh, how do you stay so cool under pressure?" After I stop screaming at them, I usually answer in the same way. "Why, that's simple! Music, of course."<br />
<br />
And it's mostly true. I can easily dictate my behaviour by what I throw onto a playlist, even when I don't really WANT to listen to it. So, on the them of staying calm, I will now introduce you to some more mellow and fun bands that keep me on the level. Of course, this feature will only feature Canadian bands, because I can. And this week only with the letter F.<br />
<br />
<a href="http://finalfantasyeternal.com/">Final Fantasy</a> - Toronto, Ontario<br />
<a href="http://www.listentofeist.com/">Feist</a> - Calgary, Alberta<br />
<a href="http://www.faunts.com/">Faunts</a> - Edmonton, Alberta<br />
<a href="http://www.allmusic.com/cg/amg.dll?p=amg&sql=11:19841vk3zzua">Frog Eyes</a> - Vancouver, British Columbia<br />
<a href="http://www.cstrecords.com/bands_flypanam.html">Fly Pan Am</a> - Montréal, Québec<br />
<br />
So, go forth with your new letter and frolic, frivolously and feverishly, fighting your slowly furrowing brow. Take flight and quell your furious nature with some fun, faint and unflippant tracks.<br />
<br />
There's at least one more f-word I expect to hear.<br />
<br />
<b>Other things</b><br />
<br />
I am slowly recovering here. If you've sent me a note with no reply, expect one rather soon.<br /><br /><div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Final Fantasy - This Lamb Sells Condos" href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=U1kL568eg1w">lyrics</a></h3>Oh seduction, his seduction to the world of construction<br />
Now his mind will start to wander when he's not at his computer<br />
Now his massive genitals refuse to co-operate<br />
And no amount of therapy can hope to save his marriage<br />
</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dear Sons and Daughters of Hungry Ghosts</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Mar 2007 15:48:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Lifeism</b><br />
Time for one of those life update things. My job has been both exceptionally challenging and draining, but also very rewarding. I'm doing something that takes place in a field that I really, really, really wanted to explore before finishing my degree, and I am learning a lot. At the same time, I've been given more responsibilities and been under the gun way more than with any job I've ever had. Constant deadlines, customers and projects that take up all of my time. As such, I'm usually shut down.<br />
<br />
However, I'm in the groove. The last two weeks I have spent catching up. I'm doing my best to get things done around here and more. I'll address that later.<br />
<br />
Lent is here. I've given up Chicken Wings and Coca-cola. I will not make it.<br />
<br />
<b>Coshisms</b><br />
`<a class="u" href="http://triptychr.deviantart.com/">triptychr</a> tagged me. 6 Weird Things About Me!<br />
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1. I hate having my fingerprints on anything. That includes my phone, screen, but also things like doors and windows. I'll usually wipe down any area I touch with my bare hand. I don't know why.<br />
2. I have never watched a full episode of Seinfeld.<br />
3. I get obsessed with lines from songs to a point where they have to become journal titles.<br />
4. I know more about hockey and video games than I do about Computers...the thing I go to University for.<br />
5. I am known for having the 1up as my symbol. I have shirts, hats and my computer wallpaper with the mushroom on it.<br />
6. I laugh to myself a lot because I will remember a good joke. It scares the crap out of people around me. Especially on the train.<br />
<br />
I'll tag: *<a class="u" href="http://emothemurdok.deviantart.com/">emothemurdok</a>, `<a class="u" href="http://youthculture.deviantart.com/">youthculture</a>, `<a class="u" href="http://tangledweb.deviantart.com/">tangledweb</a>, @<a class="u" href="http://tmpst24myst.deviantart.com/">tmpst24myst</a>, ~<a class="u" href="http://jon-law.deviantart.com/">Jon-Law</a>, `<a class="u" href="http://theinternet.deviantart.com/">TheInternet</a><br />
<br />
<b>Cipherisms</b><br />
Below is a message I have encrypted. No, you can't ask for hints.<br />
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Nolskd kjaj daieu. Loskdk eeww iwqioid iasd, iwudaush, fasidiasd mdn m tjandn d das qpw z dll okr kddam, dadkmdeur. Yeks mdkai kd.<br />
<br />
<b>dAisms</b><br />
I'd like to apologize for anyone waiting on things from me. I've been slowed down due to jobs, but I'm taking care of things in the following order:<br />
<br />
1. Contest prizes (a few outstanding)<br />
2. HD and Notes<br />
3. DD suggestions<br />
<br />
Also, you should definitely check out <a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/26094/">this article</a> by ^<a class="u" href="http://dedredhed.deviantart.com/">dedredhed</a>. A really cool gift exchange project that you should really take a look at. GO NOW!<br />
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<b>Wiiisms?</b><br />
Thinking of getting a new game for the Wii. There's been a few come out lately, and I've certainly played quite a few. Ravin' Rabbids was actually a lot of fun. Wii Play is reasonably entertaining. I'm thinking of renting SSX Blur, but I'll decide that tomorrow. Tonight I'm heading out.<br /><br /><div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="The Tragically Hip - Fly" href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=AXtmEbh_TGc">lyrics</a></h3>Seventy days to cross the ocean<br />
Seventy nights where no ones gonna hear me fall<br />
Freddie Mercury, Ive sometimes wished<br />
Id never been born at all<br />
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                <title>All Songs are One Song</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Feb 2007 12:57:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I think it's about time for an update!<br />
<br />
First off, I do plan on continuing my last installment, but I've been a bit busy. HERE'S WHY:<br />
<br />
<b>Jeeeearrb</b><br />
<br />
I finally started my new job last week. I had been now a month without work, and I was starting to go a little stir crazy. The project that I was working on has recently fallen through the cracks in a pretty big way, so it looks like my post-graduate ideas are halted for now until I can find something new to pursue.<br />
<br />
My new job is pretty cool. Nice office, but very boring atmosphere. The students who work on my floor are very introverted, don't go to lunch and pretty much just read all day when they aren't working. Which is, needless to say, a lot of the time. So it'll be tough when times are slow. I'm working with some pretty cool technologies, though, which are really pertinent to what I'm doing in school, and probably what I'd like to do in the future. I hate programming, but I like some of it, and I'm basically doing just that...some programming but not enough that it's my full job.<br />
<br />
<b>Old man</b><br />
<br />
Another thing that has kept me a bit busy was birthday stuff. Yes, I'm old now. Turned 22 last week and I really don't feel any older or any of that stuff. It's cool that it's divisible by 11, but that's about it. It's not really a milestone for me, but it's really been an...interesting year. I hope that this year will be good. It's also my FINAL YEAR OF UNIVERSITY, so I'm kind of nervous about the future. I'm seriously considering leasing a car in the summer. Big step.<br />
<br />
Man, I'm old.<br />
<br />
I got a few cool things for my b-day. I got too much Wii stuff, to be honest. Wii backpack (sling bag for carrying games), and a GIANT INFLATABLE WII REMOTE. Don't ask. I don't know HOW they got it. Also got <i>Leon: The Professional</i> on DVD, <i>The Alphabet of Manliness</i> by Maddox (the first book I ever got for my birthday...hooray!) and <i>Hotel Dusk</i> for DS. Considering I didn't tell anyone, or didn't ask for anything, it was pretty cool. Also, thanks for all the birthday wishes. AND DON'T WORRY IF YOU DIDN'T, because I didn't tell you.<br />
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<b>SPEAKING OF BOOKS...</b><br />
<br />
Everyone's favourite author <a href="http://alienhead.deviantart.com">Todd Keisling</a> has released his latest <a href="http://alienhead.deviantart.com/journal/11453438/">MASTERPIECE </a> upon the world.<br />
<br />
There are two parts available on his dA page. <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44248213/">Chapter 1</a> and <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44249537/">Chapter 2</a> give a glimpse into his newest work, and really set-up a very intense story. Although my copy has not arrived yet, I STAND BY THIS PRODUCT (Oh, man, Todd, it had better be good now.)<br />
<br />
You can order it from <a href="http://www.lulu.com/content/580992">Lulu</a> or by donating some to his paypal (and get a signed copy as a result). You can read more about that <a href="http://alienhead.deviantart.com/journal/11453438/">in his journal</a>.<br />
<br />
ALSO as a bonus, the first 6 people who reply to this will get some free promotional material for ALT. The only stipulation is that you have to leave them in places where you expect that people will see. We're trying to support Todd here, so that he can have his Happily Ever After... so don't get greedy. Just respond to this journal with "I AM BUYING A COPY OF ALT" and you'll get it. Oh, and it'd be good if you honoured <i>that</i>, as well.<br />
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<b>Look! Get Up!</b><br />
<br />
The latest <a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/26070/">Literature Gallery Update</a> just got posted. Go give it some love. Lots of stuff in there, and more to come as the new one will be in less than a month.<br />
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More to come...<br /><br /><div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="The Tragically Hip - Fly" href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=AXtmEbh_TGc">lyrics</a></h3>Seventy days to cross the ocean<br />
Seventy nights where no ones gonna hear me fall<br />
Freddie Mercury, Ive sometimes wished<br />
Id never been born at all<br />
</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Thanks, that was fun...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Feb 2007 09:04:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I've landed. Back in the home of Maple Syrup, OUR MASTER STEPHEN HARPER and the Barenaked Ladies. Well, not just now, but last night I did arrive in style at the airport after another long-haul flight, looking (and likely smelling) like an international flight. Arrived home, briefly told people about some of the things that I did on my last day, and then promptly crashed for 12 hours until this morning.<br />
<br />
Been trying to cook up a good way to summarize the whole week. I think that <a href="http://coshdaddy.deviantart.com/journal/11621157/">my last journal</a> probably did the best job.<br />
<br />
It was a really full week. Honestly, non-stop. First Day (known now only as Day 0) was one of the funniest ways to break the ice. I arrived at Gatwick Airport, again in style, and sat down for a hot chocolate at a crazy expensive shop and typed away on my laptop while waiting for <a href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com">the Hostess</a> to arrive, surprisingly underwhelmed by my experience thus far. Airport looked like an airport, people talked with an accent (which made it a bit awkward to speak, I'll admit, because in all reality <i>I</i> was the one with the accent) and from what I saw out the windows people drove on the wrong side of the road.<br />
<br />
First thing, she couldn't find me. Which was kind of funny and frantic. Snow kept her from being on time, and gave me a chance to read over the prose I had written on the plane. I'll be submitting that when I can come up with a good title.<br />
<br />
First encounter was funny. She was very nervous, and pretty spent most of the time in the car being so, as well. Apparently, I am intimidating. (Of course, I'm also an idiot. Would you believe that one of the first things I said was "Give us a kiss"? Holy shit.) We stopped for lunch at this small pub in some random town (we totally got lost) and I had my first taste of England. Scampi. It was pretty good, very much like fried shrimp. And J2O drink, which will come back to haunt me later on! Wouldn't let me pay, which will be a reoccurring theme throughout the week.<br />
<br />
The drive around led to an hour or so period on the motorway in which I, uhm, was HAUNTED BY JLO! That is, the J2O and Coke Zero I drank started to want out. Of course, by the time I made any indication to my chauffeur that this was the case, it was already a <i>dire situation</i>. This, of course, made it all the more funny, and finally she was less worried about her nervousness and more laughing at the fact that I was begging her to pull over the car so I could answer nature's call. Next service station, 20 miles. Shit.<br />
<br />
I did make it, though, to answer all questions. Although the Coke Zero bottle I had left was rather tempting, it just never was a real option.<br />
<br />
I slept in the car, so when we arrived, I didn't actually just crash. I explored the house a bit, met the creatures and was surprised at how cold it was (I always thought she was exaggerating about that). Her house is really lovely. It's got a lot of character, and that's not saying it's dinged up, but it's an older place, and really just nice. She keeps it far too clean considering she has two cats and a dog. She would like to tell everyone that she has poetry in every room. In one way or another, she really does.<br />
<br />
English people have their clothes wash in the kitchen. What is that about?<br />
<br />
The first night we watched the Ring. I can't remember why to be perfectly honest. She turned the channel, said "What's this?" and we watched the first bit.<br />
<br />
"Is it scary?"<br />
"Well, not really. Freaked me out, though."<br />
"Was it scarier than The Blair Witch Project?"<br />
"Uhm..."<br />
<br />
I never found the Blair Witch scary, so I told her that she should be ready for a bit of a scare. We watched it intently, no commercials (Man, BBC rocks) and she hated me for making me make her watch it. We talked about scary girls walking out of the TV, and if the phone rang we would both start to scream. You can read <a href="http://coshdaddy.deviantart.com/journal/11559973/">Conundrum</a> for the morning after story.<br />
<br />
Day 1 was a lot of fun. She had an optometrist appointment (they call them opticians there), so we went down to the marketplace by her house and had a bit of a day there. I got to explore a lot of little shops and just get a feel for the smaller, english market. There was even a shop selling Wii games (they had WiiPlay, and I totally wanted to buy it. Damn region encoding)<br />
<br />
We went to a second hand shop to look at books. She found a collection by Poe, really damn big book with lots of his work, for only a pound. Great buy. I had a lot of fun reading my favourite story by him, <i>The Cask of Amontillado</i>. We also had breakfast at this really nice little place, where she continued to be nervous (whenever we sat down, it seemed to become more prevalent) and I had eggs and to... ]]></description>
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                <title>T&amp;G</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Jan 2007 09:09:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Toni described the events of the last week pretty well in <a href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/journal/11612229">her latest journal</a>. However, the parts left out are found below. I'm sure I'll be recording this a little later on:<br />
<br />
We went down to Doncaster and saw this chav girl<br />
She was, like, all "ehhh"<br />
And I was, like, "whatever!"<br />
<br />
Then this chick comes up to me and she's all, like,<br />
"Hey, have you seen Blood Diamond?"<br />
And I'm, like, "yeah, whatever!"<br />
<br />
So later I'm at the Argos Extra<br />
And this girl comes up <br />
And she's, like, "EXTERMINATE" <br />
And I'm, like, "yeah, whatever!" <br />
<br />
Cuz this is my <br />
United Kingdom, Whatever! <br />
And this is my <br />
United Kingdom, Whatever! <br />
And this is my <br />
United Kingdom, Whatever! <br />
<br />
And then it's nine A.M. <br />
And I'm at the shop, wearing my leather <br />
This dude comes up and tries to rob me <br />
I'm, like, "yeah, whatever!" <br />
<br />
Then Toni and me are at Conisbrough Castle<br />
Officer Leroy comes up and is, like,<br />
"Hey, I thought I told you..."<br />
And I'm, like, "yeah, whatever!" <br />
<br />
And then up comes Mike <br />
She's, like, "yo, Mick. What's up?" <br />
He's, like, "nothin'" <br />
And I'm, like, "that's cool." <br />
<br />
Cuz this is my <br />
United Kingdom, Whatever! <br />
And this is my <br />
United Kingdom, Whatever!<br /><br /><div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="The Tragically Hip - Nautical Disaster" href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=mpr-m9D79gE">lyrics</a></h3>It was as though<br />
I'd been spit here<br />
settled in<br />
into the pocket<br />
of a lighthouse on some rocky socket<br />
off the coast of France, dear<br />
</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Mad Hour</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Jan 2007 09:21:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I managed to get everything working again. Going to spend some time catching up now that the laptop is fully charged and ready. Time tonight, so I'll make sure that gets done.<br />
<br />
Still in England. Still noticing specific things. Englishisms as I am now referring to them as. I will, again, make sure that you are aware of them, as well. Just in case you have to ever venture into this wild world, or, perhaps you are from this wild world and would like to know how us normal folk handle things.<br />
<br />
EGGS and TOAST<br />
<br />
Odd subject? No, it's my favourite breakfast. Simple, efficient, delicious. I have determined that there is a specific, British way of displaying this food*. Normally, if I order scrambled eggs and toast, it will arrive in one of two ways. ONE: Eggs, toast, seperated. TWO: Eggs on toast (sliced or unsliced). Now, in England, it seems they have found an unhappy middle ground. What I get is two pieces of toast, one sliced diagonal and put to the side, the other in tact and covered in eggs. So, only half sliced and half seperated. Crazy English.<br />
<br />
They play They Might Be Giants on the radio here. What's that about?<br />
<br />
Another oddity. Monthly movie passes.<br />
<br />
I don't know if your local theatre does it, but I have never seen such a thing before. You pay a set amount (11 pounds) and you get unlimited movies for a month. I swear, places would go crazy if we did that around my house. I'd see a lot more movies, to be honest. Any non-Brits have this? Because, otherwise I'm classifying it as an Englishism.<br />
<br />
Marketplace totally sold 6 Crunchie bars for 1 pound. SCORE!<br />
<br />
I have begun my journey of doubling my body weight since landing. Toni has insisted that I try just about every food imaginable. We had fajitas, which were fantastic. Some really great burgers from a local pub.<br />
<br />
OH, ENGLISHISM!<br />
<br />
They have ketchup and relish and etc. in little tubes, like Yoplait Yogurt tubes. No bottles. For someone that's used to a lot of ketchup, it was a huge pain in the ass to get it all. I ended up using 6 or 7 of them. I also tried some very generic sounding condiment called Brown Sauce. It's brown, and is pretty much ketchup + Molasses + some other stuff. It was alright. Like BBQ and Ketchup's middle road.<br />
<br />
Done a few touristy things. Need the photographs to prove to friends that such a foreign place actually exists.<br />
<br />
I will be uploading some prose soon. I wrote some stream-of-consciousness writing while on the plane, which I may or may not submit as a whole, but I wrote a small short story that I will be submitting, so keep an eye out. It's not great, but I liked it. Considering I didn't actually think about it while writing, I'm surprised it had a beginning, ending and all that. TODD I FINISHED SOMETHING<br /><br /><div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="The Tragically Hip - Nautical Disaster" href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=mpr-m9D79gE">lyrics</a></h3>It was as though<br />
I'd been spit here<br />
settled in<br />
into the pocket<br />
of a lighthouse on some rocky socket<br />
off the coast of France, dear<br />
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                <title>Conundrum</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Jan 2007 01:14:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SEVEN DAYS<br />
<br />
Alright, so I've arrived alive. Took a nice, long charter flight across the Atlantic and ended up in a place that basically looked exactly as I expected. All the chaos of any major Canadian airports, different accents. (Note, I said major. Not all Canadian airports are crazy, case and point the ones were there are two gates, and both of them involve walking onto the plane using stairs.)<br />
<br />
However, that being said, I have already made a few observations that I must share with the world!<br />
<br />
Urinals.<br />
<br />
Alright, I can't be alone here. Urinals in Canada (and presumably the US) have a much different shape than the ones here. In NA, it's more flat to the wall, with extruding sides or dividers so you can hide your terrible shame from wandering eyes. As soon as I landed, I noticed that the urinal at the London Airport was basically a bowl. Just a bowl. Hanging out there, in the open, with like 5 others. Toni says it's because "What is their to hide?", but I still find it very odd.<br />
<br />
I'll write more as I remember later into the week. For now, I'll get to the juicier details.<br />
<br />
Toni grabbed me at the airport. Apparently it snowed, so she was a bit late (typical ;<b></b>)) and the plane was a bit late as a result, as well. Coffee at the airport is crazy expensive, but hot chocolate was worse. I thought Second Cup was bad, honestly, until I purchase a 5 dollar hot chocolate from Costa Coffee. I also finished some prose/journal/brain-spill writing that I did on the plane. I may post that later, but right now my laptop is out of batteries and I have no working charger. (So, if you're wondering why Litmas isn't posted [Todd] that's why. Apologies.)<br />
<br />
They drive on the wrong side of the road. Hahaha, yeah, I know, it's a worn out observation. It's actually not as weird as I thought, but roundabouts are weird and scary. I don't quite understand the dynamics of left turns being the same as right turns, but if I have to drive (which I can legally with a Canadian license) I'll have to get used to it.<br />
<br />
Spent most of the day driving around. Watched <i>The Ring</i> for no other reason except for the fact that it was on and was mauled by a collective of strange animals.<br />
<br />
Though I'd let people know that I wasn't dead. If you have any questions, please feel free to direct them to <a href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com">my agent</a>. Or just ask.<br />
<br />
Note: British keyboards have the quotation marks above the 2 key. Odd. The tilde is where that should be. Super odd.<br /><br /><div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Tegan & Sara - You Wouldn't Like Me" href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=o-9qE_L4KuI">lyrics</a></h3>Well I can't stop talking for fear of listening to unwelcome sound<br />
and you haven't called me in weeks and honestly it's bringing me down<br />
Oh I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me<br />
I feel like you wouldn't like me if you met me<br />
</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>The World Container</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Jan 2007 09:32:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hmm, a couple things to address.<br />
<br />
First of all, for literature, I think that people will be pleased to know that the results for the <a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/24555/">Merry Litmas</a> competition (or, as I refer to it as, Merry Critmas) will be up very shortly. Check out the news, and this journal (I'll update it in an hour or so) when the article goes up. The delay for this is a lot of my fault, so I apologize. It's been a hectic month, but I'm getting on track for everyone's sake.<br />
<br />
We're thinking up some new competition ideas for this quarter. Does that spark your imagination? Well, why not send a note with your idea to me. We've got a few, but hey, we always like some input and new perspective. Why hog all the fun for ourselves?<br />
<br />
Alright, now on to life stuff.<br />
<br />
I finally, finally, finally watched <i>The Protector</i>. I think choosing to watch the uncut version may have been the worst mistake I could have made. I'm going to try and watch the edited version, because there was so much garbage in the uncut one that I got so lost so quickly. Random character introductions, very silly events, and just awful, awful, awful dialogue throughout. As a movie, it was dirt.<br />
<br />
HOWEVER<br />
<br />
Best fight scenes in a flick I've seen in a long time. Brutal, visceral stuff. He really didn't like the people he was violently thrusting his knees at. Honestly, I'd recommend it just to see some of the killer choreography. I spent a lot of time telling myself how awful the rest of the movie was. In most senses, <i>Ong Bak</i> was better, and that says a lot.<br />
<br />
For the first time this week, I saw a 10 Pound note. That may sound a bit odd, I suppose. For one, I've been asked by a few people state side if we use "English money" or "American money", but no, we use  <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Canadian_Tire_Money">Monopoly Money</a>. Anyway, I have to say this: the 10 pound note is really damn ugly. The new US currency looks pretty sweet, even if it is still that sickly green (I'm not bias towards the multi-coloured money... really!) but man, so ugly.<br />
<br />
Also, it has Charles Darwin on the back. Honestly. I was imagining what kind of impact that would have it were in the US. Having Darwin on the back of the bill. Just the kind of flack that it'd garner across the entire country, the whole evolution split we'd see rise out of it. I think it's worth trying just for entertainment value.<br />
<br />
I will be discussing this important issue in more detail with `<a class="u" href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/">imperfect</a>. In person.<br />
<br />
Good foreshadowing?<br />
<br />
Yes, I'm taking a bit of a trip. Just a week. I've spent the last 3 or so working tirelessly on my business project and other various things, and I'm actually going to take some vacation now. Although I don't really consider leaving my house to be as much a vacation as just sitting around watching endless CSI (Oh, Christmas was fun), I think that it'll be interesting seeing a different country for once in my life. The US is only slightly different.<br />
<br />
Been planning something like this for a while. Should be fun. Toni and I get along very well, so I imagine we'll have a lot of fun...watching endless CSI (Yes, I am bringing a few seasons).<br />
<br />
That said, I'll be around. I'm taking my laptop (lifeline) and will be continually checking dA, so don't hesitate to drop a note or a question or whatever. I'll still be popping by, and on AIM, GT and all that other fun stuff for those looking for me in that capacity.<br />
<br />
Wish me luck.<br /><br /><div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Tegan & Sara - You Wouldn't Like Me" href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=o-9qE_L4KuI">lyrics</a></h3>Well I can't stop talking for fear of listening to unwelcome sound<br />
and you haven't called me in weeks and honestly it's bringing me down<br />
Oh I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me<br />
I feel like you wouldn't like me if you met me<br />
</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>With age...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Jan 2007 14:45:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There are moments in life that often can signify that times, they are a changin'. For me, I tend to ignore these moments as best I can, so as not to deliver a crushing blow to my reality! Jokes aside, though, I recently came across a few startling things that really show me the reality of the fact: I'm getting old.<br />
<br />
Now, some of those who are older than me may scoff, say I'm insulting them. I know my parents do, and have since I have been saying that I was an old man since I was 16, it doesn't get any easier for them to accept that.<br />
<br />
I'll start with a story.<br />
<br />
I often frequent a bar near my house. Well, not often. In fact, I try to avoid it as much as possible. But the fact that it is the only place in town that has both available pool tables and beer-bringing attendants, it tends to be the place that most people I hang out with want to go.<br />
<br />
Anyway, I'm winning, as usual. While sitting out a game, though, two girls approached from the other side of the place. I saw them coming, but they were like 17-18 (Thinking about this, now, I wonder how they got into a 19+ place) and I noticed one of them as a friend of my brother's.<br />
<br />
"Are you X's brother?"<br />
<br />
"Uhm, yes, yes I am."<br />
<br />
"You look just like him!"<br />
<br />
"Actually, I came first, so he stole my good looks."<br />
<br />
Conversation ensued for a little while longer, just casual, taking in as many compliments as I could. Then it ended.<br />
<br />
"Alright, have a good night."<br />
<br />
"You, too, sir."<br />
<br />
Ugh.<br />
<br />
Err.<br />
<br />
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!<br />
<br />
I reeled like I had gotten punched in the stomach. Sir? Me? Alright, time to invest in my RRSPs.<br />
<br />
I went home, unhappy, and as I got in the door, someone walks up to me. "Wow, I never noticed that before."<br />
<br />
Oh, no.<br />
<br />
"What?"<br />
<br />
"You've got grey hair. In your beard."<br />
<br />
I promptly shaved and went to my floor, soaking in all of what had just occurred. I'm 22 next month, and I'm already having a middle age crisis.<br /><br /><div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Hawksley Workman - Spider in the Salt">lyrics</a></h3>Venus, you're a flytrap<br />
come inside<br />
sadness knows your uniform<br />
It pays to be awake on winter nights<br />
all alone<br />
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                <title>Food for Inquiring Minds</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Jan 2007 19:02:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Things have happened, I know, and I don't know if you know yet, but you'll probably notice soon enough.<br />
<br />
Like, now for instance. Now you'll know.<br />
<br />
`<a class="u" href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/">imperfect</a> is no longer on the GD team for literature. I'm going to make a few things clear about this to everyone so there's no confusion, and no need to really go knocking down doors or making assumptions to find out.<br />
<br />
She has left on her own accord. Not removed, she has stepped down. She is welcome back at any time, but right now she needed to have a break from dA and we're all glad to give it to her. For those wondering what actions caused this, you're probably wrong. This isn't something recent, not based on any one thing that's happened, and has been in the cards for a little while now. No one did anything to jump start it, this was a decision made and there is no foul play involved here at all, I assure you.<br />
<br />
Right now, it will be myself, ^<a class="u" href="http://poeticwar.deviantart.com/">PoeticWar</a> and ^<a class="u" href="http://adrift.deviantart.com/">adrift</a> handling all things lit around here. I'll be primarily responsible for my normal events, and taking on a bigger workload to help out with her absence. Right now, she could use some well wishes, and a world of thanks for all she's done around here in her time as a GD, and as a deviant.<br />
<br />
Big thanks. I mean it.<br />
<br />
So, yeah, this isn't a lit assassination or anything. So don't go accusing or blaming anyone about it. This is a well deserved break for someone that's made a big difference around these parts.<br />
<br />
Wish her all the best. Thank her for all the best.<br /><br /><div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Hawksley Workman - Spider in the Salt">lyrics</a></h3>Venus, you're a flytrap<br />
come inside<br />
sadness knows your uniform<br />
It pays to be awake on winter nights<br />
all alone<br />
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                <title>Em, Wigo</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Jan 2007 03:25:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have trouble starting journals.<br />
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According to ~<a class="u" href="http://sparrowsong.deviantart.com/">SparrowSong</a>, I have taken most chatty GD of the week in #<a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/dalit">dAlit</a>, which after just being told it'd kill me, makes me laugh. If you are concerned with literature stuff in general, though, I need to remind people again that you can note me with whatever issues you may have. I'm putting this first to get the point across. Some of my colleagues are a bit busy with personal things right now, and it'd be best to go through me.<br />
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I finally got an opportunity to play through <i>Gears of War</i> more extensively. I've wanted to for a while. Usually if a game gets a Game of the Year nod, I want to make sure I play it out to see for myself. Geeky as it is, whatever, it is fun as hell. It's rather satisfying to chainsaw some scary, monster looking thing in half and then move on and rifle down another. Especially when you're surrounded and the sound system and great TV you're playing on make the effects all the more visceral. It does get tired to me rather quickly. There was a whole lot more they could have done. It seems to me like it was under the guiding light of Halo. Make a relatively enjoyable, us-against-them shooter with an apparent back-story, but explore nothing about it and go through similar level styles for hours and hours on a short game based mostly off multiplayer gaming. Difference is is that Gears has a lot of original elements that really <i>does</i> set it apart from the rest of the pack. It's worth playing, and if you're a 360 owner, absolutely worth buying. Unless you hate the idea of sawing a man in half.<br />
<br />
After playing both Zelda and Gears, now, all the way through, I'd give my nod to Zelda more than before. As satisfying as Gears is, a good sword fight in that game was a lot more fun, and there was a lot more of that to be had. That and although it wasn't challenging by strategy and the ability of the enemy, the vastness of the world and puzzles within the dungeons and bosses made Zelda a worthwhile play.<br />
<br />
So, what, we're ten days into the New Year and I'm spending most of my time talking about games?<br />
<br />
I deleted my last journal with the prose in it. I wasn't happy with it, having to stare at it on my page, so I ditched it for now. I'll be looking at the story again, and what I have laid out so far to see if it really does match the style and themes that I am looking for. That and I won't be able to keep up the two a week deadlines, and never really intended to. If you want to read it, you can ask and I'll get it to you.<br />
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Another thing that I've done this week that basically screams "Too much time on his hands" was watch a lot of Sean Connery movies. Not because I wanted to, no, but because they were there. So, as a result, I've been asking myself:<br />
<br />
What is the best Sean Connery line of all time?<br />
<br />
He's one of those characters who can really deliver when he's got the spotlight. Whether is acting is up to par, or the movie itself has any merit, it's the way he goes through his lines that really make them work.<br />
<br />
"Your best? Losers always whine about their best. Winners go home and fuck the prom queen."<br />
<br />
That's still one of my favourites.<br />
<br />
I'm sure that I wanted to write more. I believe that the fact that I've written more about video games than I have about anything else in this journal (and probably in subsequent journals) says a bit much, but I guess I really don't care. Work right now is going steadily. I started more this week than I did when I was supposed to last week. Reality kind of sunk in a bit that I really needed to get back on track with that, and I started waking myself up and getting rolling on it. It's hard to keep yourself in check sometimes, I suppose. I was supposed to be on vacation, but that got cut a bit short. I guess I've got three weeks now to myself, to work on this thing (sorry if I'm being nondescript) and I'm pretty sure I can make something of it.<br />
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Guess we'll see.<br />
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On another note, I finally caught up on House yesterday. I had a friend get me a copy of the latest episode (the one from before Christmas) because I missed it for whatever reason. Probably on skype. However, apparently they re-ran the thing before the new one started on most major networks in the country, so all the begging I had to do to get the episode wasn't worth it. C'est la vie, but regardless, it was a great episode, and the new one was just as good. I'm glad the season is showing signs of making a turn, because for a few weeks I was fed up with how the show was going. And, although there are certain character elements that have developed that I do not enjoy, I'm sure that there's a lot more going to happen over the next few weeks, and I do look forward to finding out.<br /><br /><div class... ]]></description>
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                <title>2007: In Silico</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Jan 2007 22:27:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, the New Year kicked off with a bang and has just continued from there.<br />
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Spent New Year's Eve on Teamspeak, which was relatively interesting. Nothing like a group of sauced soliloquysts all gathered into one spot. It was very funny. Make sure to drop by #<a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/dalit">dAlit</a> often enough to catch people doing it. Don't worry, though, we never talk about anything too important. <br />
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After that, I headed out to a local club, where hundreds of people packed into a spot where merely dozens could have fit before. I've actually never heard half the songs that played that night, either, though I've been told they were the top tunes of the year. I had no idea Justin Timberlake was bringing sexy back. Who can keep up?<br />
<br />
If there are any lit issues, please see me. Two out of the four GDs are on holiday, of sorts, and I am mostly around to handle any issues, suggestions or gripes that you may have. Just shoot me a note anytime.<br />
<br />
I will be more sparse in just hanging around here for a while. I'm sick. I'll be spending a lot of the day not in here, but I always check up every little while. Currently self-employed, so I have the means to be around whenever I need to during the day.<br />
<br />
So, what are your resolutions?<br />
<br />
I couldn't figure out mine on the 31st. It's the 6th now, or so I've been told, and my perspective on my future has been altered in a dimension that I didn't expect. I'm not really sure what's happening now down the road, but it's not like I've given much indication to anyone around here what it is I am talking about at all.<br />
<br />
My dA resolution is to post things more. I read pretty much whatever I can that comes through here. The lit forums are my homepage, and I travel from page to page all the time, checking up on things and reading the latest deviations all around. I just need to actually start vocalizing those critiques instead of just keeping them.<br />
<br />
I resolve to never bet on red.<br />
<br />
UPDATE:<br />
<br />
I did forget to mention. Canada won the gold medal at the World Junior Hockey Championship in Sweden yesterday. They faced off against the Russian team for the third time in a row, and for the third time in a row they won to retain the title and their third straight gold. They've matched a record, set by an earlier team Canada, with 18 straight wins. It was great to watch these guys play since Boxing Day. I expect that a lot of these kids will end up doing very well in the NHL in a couple years.<br />
<br />
But, god...it makes me feel old. Most of these kids can't even grow beards yet and they've got contracts with major league teams. I have never dreamed of being an NHL star or anything (never played as a kid) but it makes me think.<br /><br /><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="City & Colour - Comin' Home" href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=btjhdHX8pMo">lyrics</a></h3>I know we're takin' chances<br />
you told me life was a risk<br />
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                <title>2006: In Review</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Dec 2006 14:19:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, the year is coming to a close. Only a few hours now until 2006 sets and the terrifying sun of 2007 rises. With that in mind, I figured it was about time to look back into the year that was 2006 and see what the most best things about it, to me, were.<br />
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None of these are in any real order, unless I actually say so.<br />
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<b>Top Life Events:</b><br />
1. Kicking ass in school. This was set-out to be one of the most difficult years of my life academically. I had a lot on my plate in second year, taking on student government and support a part-time job while running a club and trying to stay on honour roll. I gave up all of that for third year, save for the latter two, and did actually survive it.<br />
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2. Moving out of my apartment. I had been stuck in a "temporary" home for 3 months too long already when the year began, so walking into another guaranteed few months of living there was something I was never happy about. When I got out of there, although it wasn't too the ideal situation, I was very pleased. Where I am now is working out for me.<br />
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3. <a href="http://coshdaddy.deviantart.com/journal/8407882/">Washroom Gate</a>. This story still comes up from time to time. I actually told this just the other night to some positive fanfare. It's pretty much my favourite personal "you idiot" moment from the year. Good times.<br />
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4. Halloween. A year that seemed to go by in a day, really. And the day still goes on, and I'm always glad that it does.<br />
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5. As of the 18th of this month, I've been a GD here for a year. I've definitely been more of an aide than a leader, and I think that a lot of the great initiatives that have gone on here in the last little while that I've helped support have given me the most satisfaction. Working with ^<a class="u" href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/">imperfect</a>, `<a class="u" href="http://minorkey.deviantart.com/">MinorKey</a>, ^<a class="u" href="http://poeticwar.deviantart.com/">PoeticWar</a> and ^<a class="u" href="http://adrift.deviantart.com/">adrift</a> has been an interesting experience. They are all overwhelming people who know their stuff to an extent that I can't even fathom. They've been great, and even with drama here and there, have stepped up when they can to do their best around here.<br />
<br />
<b>Top Movies:</b><br />
1. Little Miss Sunshine. I reviewed this earlier in the year, and of the flicks that I caught this year, it stood out as the purest, simplest candidate for the best I've seen. Maybe not the funniest, but it definitely catches that dark comedy niche that is alway good to fill.<br />
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2. Borat: Etc, etc, etc. Funny, controversial, and is probably the defining comedy of our generation. Sorry, our generation, and sorry, Jackass. Your relevance has basically gone the way of furby in terms of fad.<br />
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3. Riding Alone for Thousands of Miles. Although I didn't get a chance to review this one formally, this was one of the more peaceful and captivating films I was lucky enough to see this year. I can't recommend it enough.<br />
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4. A Scanner Darkly. After reading the book, I'll take the pages over the silver screen, but I still have to give this one ups for exceeding my expectations.<br />
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5. Silent Hill. This is more of a disappointment than anything else. I was really looking forward to this, and it had a lot of potential. It started fantastically, but it went downhill really quickly really fast. Will a video-game to movie ever be truly good?<br />
<br />
<b>Top Musical Moments:</b><br />
1. If I had to name my favourite disc of 2006, I'd be hardpressed to give you a clear answer. If you had a gun to my head, though (or a bowl of Skor Bites) I'd have to say <i>Hawksley Workman</i>. And before you cry fowl, hear me out. I'm not talking about his latest release <i>Treeful of Starling</i>, oh no. I am talking about his shadow release, only given out on tour, that was basically told off by all his friends and relatives and record label as "far too dark". <i>My Little Toothless Beauties</i> is a fantastic disc, and if you can find it (No, you can't have mine. No, it's not on eBay.) you must pick it up.<br />
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2. Billy Talent II. I'm still mixed on this. It was a good disc, but I guess I expected more, or something. Definitely something I was looking forward to in a big, big way, though.<br />
<br />
3. Alexisonfire. I'm going to put this down as one of my biggest disappointments of the year. This album just shows a real descent in their quality of work. It feels rushed, too safe, and just not frantic or lively enough to be Alexis.<br />
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4. Big Surprises: Wolfmother, which I thoroughly enjoyed. The Raconteurs, which I didn't expect much of and turned out to be a solid, indie release. Ghostface Killah, who I didn't think could live up to his last epic, but did.<br />
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5. Saosin. Their debut LP is actually pretty strong, and is growing on me.<br />
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                <title>Happy Boxing Day!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Dec 2006 11:49:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's been a pretty busy holiday time for me. Although, the busy part isn't exactly welcome, the fact that it is busy going out and spending time with family doesn't really bother me all too much at all. Christmas went by as Christmas does, with gifts, chocolate and cab rides home. Everyone who I managed to get in to see my newly renovated digs basically spent the whole night playing WiiSports against me or whoever would accept the challenge. I played Boxing one night for an hour straight, and anyone that's played it for even a few minutes will tell you that it is rough on your arms.<br />
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Unlike most years, I asked for pretty much nothing and got exactly what I asked for, plus more. I got a season of CSI on DVD, and some blockbuster gift certs so I can get another season, lots of clothes (which I really needed) and a new remote for my Wii (which I was shocked at because they are rather hard to find).<br />
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Boxing Day, my favourite day of the year, was interesting, as well. I was almost suckered into buying an Xbox 360 and Gears of War, but managed to snap myself out of that. I also had a friend find and buy a PS3 with Resistance: Fall of Man. The kid is delusional, however, to believe that he has an HD TV (It's 5 years old, full screen, and barely supports component) and tells me that he is going to get the best out of it. I told him to wait, but alas.<br />
<br />
I'm getting slowly back on to dA, though, after some rest and relaxation. I'm done work for a while, so I'm planning on taking a good vacation to work on a business project, which I'll probably talk about a little later on.<br />
<br />
The real question is:<br />
<br />
How was your Christmas?<br /><br /><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Hawksley Workman - A Moth Is Not a Butterfly" href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=R8m6GOHQ2WE">lyrics</a></h3>one has lived for longer still<br />
the other longs to break until<br />
the wind can lift it in its hand<br />
a stone is not a grain of sand<br />
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                <title>Merry Litmas!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Dec 2006 18:01:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/24555/">That's right, it is that time of year again.</a><br />
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This year, it's all about giving. We know you've been wanting to get someone on dA the perfect gift. We know that you've been reading a lot this year (if not, better get to it or you'll be getting coal). We also know that you're not made of money, and it is the thought that counts, right?<br />
<br />
Well, get thinking, get reading, and start writing critiques. This year we're doing a Secret Santa project, were you can give someone the gift of critique under the guise of the festive =<a class="u" href="http://fatherlitmas.deviantart.com/">FatherLitmas</a>, who will be taking your notes and dispensing your critiques under his name.<br />
<br />
And, we all know that in giving we receive, so there will be prizes for the top entries. Give a little this holiday season, and you might get a lot.<br />
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Merry Litmas, Everyone.<br />
<br />
Read the article <a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/24555/">here</a> for more information on how to get involved.<br /><br /><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Imogen Heap - Hide & Seek" href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=5cpSv2mNhhc">lyrics</a></h3>oily marks appear on walls<br />
where pleasure moments hung before the takeover,<br />
the sweeping insensitivity of this still life<br />
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                <title>Learning, life and leadership</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Dec 2006 17:46:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Learning</b><br />
<br />
Well, if you haven't already heard (and there may just be a chance that you haven't) ^<a class="u" href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/">imperfect</a> has finally created and released a collection of poetry. <i>learning to walk in heels</i> is an almost coming-of-age styled look at life and love and growing up. Comprised of pieces from her gallery, and things you may not have seen before, it really is a great book, and now for sale through <a href="http://www.imperfectwords.com">her website</a>.<br />
<br />
There's something special, though, that you should know. She's released 56 signed copies of the book, that also come with a special "found poetry" edition of the book. This copy gives you a section to add to, and then leave for someone else to find. The books will be tracked, and you can check up on where the books are and what has been added. It's really a great project idea, and there aren't too many left (as far as I know) so I'd get to getting if you want to get yourself a little Christmas gift.<br />
<br />
It's £12.99, and you can buy it <a href="http://www.imperfectwords.com/buynow">by clicking here</a><br />
<br />
You can also get a normal version of the book, not signed, from lulu for $15 <a href="http://www.lulu.com/content/559789">by visiting that site</a>. Or just by going to lulu.com and searching "twee".<br />
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<b>Life</b><br />
<br />
Right now I'm just finishing up a very difficult semester of work. I've had a project that I've been working on non-stop since I started in September, and it's getting to crunch time so I'm a bit sparse in answering notes and comments as of right now. Many apologies for that.<br />
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I am renovating, as well. This has not only taken up a larger part of my time, but also stopped me from playing with my Wii. <insert jokes here> It's going to be pretty sweet when it is finished, and right now I'm expecting to be done by next Monday. We'll see if that works out.<br />
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<b>Leadership</b><br />
<br />
Canadian politics time. All other citizens of the world can stop reading.<br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.liberal.ca">The Liberal Party of Canada</a> recently held their <a href="http://www.cbc.ca/news/background/liberals/convention/">leadership convention</a> to determine who would replace former PM and Finance Minister Paul Martin. With the Liberals falling further behind than ever, it was an absolutely important event for the landscape of Canadian politics.<br />
<br />
The top two candidates were two people that I would never ever want to see even in the runnings for Prime Minster. The first was Michael Ignatieff, a man who has spent most of the last 10 years outside of the country, teaching and basically ignoring the political landscape. He seemed to be very opportunistic, and loved the attention more than he wanted to actually make any kind of a difference. The second is Bob Rae. The man who pretty much destroyed the province of Ontario by putting them in billions of dollars in debt and leaving it to the incoming Conservative Government who took all the slack for the cuts that were necessary to make the province livable again.<br />
<br />
However, there were two I liked. Gerard Kennedy and Stephane Dion. The former was a no go, because he can't speak french. Sorry, you lose. The latter, however, was a decent choice given the spread. Dion was a minister to the Chretien government as well as the Martin government. He had the experience, didn't screw up too badly (see Kyoto) and legitimately seemed like he wanted to change things. Guess what, he won. Go figure.<br />
<br />
Their party and the system is still in general disarray. They all seemed so interested in "winning" elections and the people that they forget that politics should NOT be a contest. They should be more focussed on fulfilling the needs of the country, and less focus on sugaring up voters just to get attention and then basically saying "Oops, turns out we can't do that."<br />
<br />
Ugh. Good luck, Canada.<br /><br /><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Imogen Heap - Hide & Seek" href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=5cpSv2mNhhc">lyrics</a></h3>oily marks appear on walls<br />
where pleasure moments hung before the takeover,<br />
the sweeping insensitivity of this still life<br />
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                <title>Head first</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Nov 2006 16:17:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Think this needs updating.<br />
<br />
I was going to spend some time fancying up this journal with some new CSS, but it was really impeding my ability to actually write the damn thing, so I have changed that. Besides, if my idea had panned out, I would just be bragging.<br />
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<b>Casino Royale</b><br />
<br />
Well, there's a lot to be said about this flick. Which, I guess, shows one of two things. It's a movie worth talking about, or I'm clearly too obsessed with the nuances of James Bond. That or I just like pedestrian flicks and <acronym title="Looking at you, kaujot.">movie contemporaries</acronym> would look on my analysis with disgust. I'll be brief, regardless.<br />
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Daniel Craig is not James Bond. Pretty simple statement. He's got the intensity, that's for sure, but he lacks the subtle humour of Bond, and takes on a much more direct approach to the laughs. I think if I was going to applaud anything, I would applaud the writers for getting the dialog down extremely well. It just wasn't executed in the same swarthy mannerisms that Connery, Moore and others have done it so well in the past.<br />
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The movie itself is a fine action flick. As a Bond movie, though, it lacks. For one, continuity. For some reason, the later M of the series (Judy Dench) is meant to be the first. The technology does not reflect the original cold war start of the series that was more strongly depicted in the original story by Fleming.<br />
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Poker in the movie was predictable and anti-climatic. And considering it composes 40 minutes of the movie, not really something I'd prefer. Villain was fine, although the story and desperation of his actions made him kind of weak in the end. The plot itself is alright. Follows the story well enough, I suppose. Cinematography is definitely up to snuff, and the action is intense. The Parkour scene at the beginning is wicked. Best scene, really.<br />
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So, I'd recommend checking it out. It's better than the last 3 movies for sure. Sorry, Pierce, but they put you in the biggest flops ever.<br />
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<b>Wiiiiiiiiii</b><br />
<br />
Yes, I'm a loser. Yes, I'm a geek. Yes, I waited almost half a day in a line-up in the bitter Canadian cold to get a Nintendo Wii. Yes, I'd do it again in a heartbeat.<br />
<br />
After seeing the movie, my friends and I (all of us) headed to a nearby retailer in order to ready ourselves for a night of madness and Tim Hortons runs. We showed up at about 10:30 PM or so and there was already a line-up. My original intention was to come by early in the morning, but with a line-up forming and I already knowing how many were coming in (talked to the manager). So, we all broke out the prepared folding chairs and laptops and set out for a night of pizza and donuts. Long story short, I got mine.<br />
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It's a lot of fun, the few times I've already played it. I had a moment the other night, while playing <i>Legend of Zelda</i>, that just kind of dawned on me. Just looked at how I was playing the game, and really understood why I was so excited about this thing. It's really a lot of fun. And already knowing about 20 people who own one makes it really easy to prepare for online play when it launches next year.<br />
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<b>Task</b><br />
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I'll end this off with a favour to the loyal reader. You may ask me any question you want, and I will do my best to answer as honestly as possible. Ask away.<br /><br /><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Imogen Heap - Hide & Seek" href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=5cpSv2mNhhc">lyrics</a></h3>oily marks appear on walls<br />
where pleasure moments hung before the takeover,<br />
the sweeping insensitivity of this still life<br />
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                <title>Between the crosses...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Nov 2006 18:43:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've decided to play around with some CSS. For those non-Commonwealth, the poppy signifies <a href="http://www.legion.ca/asp/docs/about/rempop_e.asp">Remembrance Day</a> (or Armistice Day for you Brits, apparently). It's always been a day that I've embraced, both for family history and my respect and fondness for history in general.<br />
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I don't have anything in particular to announce, otherwise, and I'll have information on the subject when the date (November 11th) approaches.<br />
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For now, please go show some love for <a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/23586/">Literature Gallery Update #8</a>, which gives you the lowdown on the latest in literature.<br />
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<div class="breaker">thanks</div><br />
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I want to thank `<a class="u" href="http://newklear.deviantart.com/">newklear</a> for his <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/40569367/">excellent CSS tutorial</a> that helped make this journal possible. You rock, kind sir.<br />
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I also should thank <a href="http://www.sxc.hu">stock.xchng</a> once again, as well as muetze777 for <a href="http://www.sxc.hu/photo/301304">the fantastic stock photo</a> I was provided.<br /><br /><br><br><br><br><br><br><br><br><br><br><br><br></br></br></br></br></br></br></br></br></br></br></br></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Please to be reading my journal</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Nov 2006 15:21:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I need to remind myself to update this journal more often than I have been. People will start digging a grave if I'm not careful.<br />
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<i>BRING OUT YOUR DEAD</i><br />
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Back on track, though.<br />
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<b>Borat: Cultural Learnings of America for Make Benefit Glorious Nation of Kazakhstan</b><br />
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Yes, I did type that without looking it up. How I can remember that but forget to bring my wallet to work 3/5 days a week, I'll never know. I had been looking forward to seeing this flick for quite some time. Being one of the 8 people across the globe to actually find <i>Ali G in da House</i> funny, I figured that this would be another refresher for me. Difference here is, though, that almost everyone was finding this one hilarious. I guess that raises expectations a little bit.<br />
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The movie was exactly as I'm describing it: a movie. That, beyond all other things, surprised me to death. It had a healthy combination of interviews and accosting random people, along with some plot involving Borat and his pursuit of Pamela Anderson for to make his wife. Had all the highs and lows that you'd expect of a normal, cliché drama, and because it was clearly a farce, that made it just too funny.<br />
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For big Borat fans, they will probably have seen most of the interviews and jokes that arise from them. However, the actual scripted work is just as funny, especially to those growing bored of watching the same Borat videos on YouTube every week. It was outrageously offensive, gross in a lot of places, and meant to make you turn away or just cringe at least every 20 minutes or so. Overall, though, it accomplished what it needed to. Didn't draw on too long, either, as I never found myself looking for my watch (I do that a lot) and got in all Borat's best up to know + lots of new, terribly offensive and hilarious material. It's scary, but this is pretty much the defining comedy of our times. It's Jackass, without the self-serving "Look at me!" attitude. It's American Pie, without the uninteresting wide-eyed characters of bored stereotypical 20-year-old teens talking about sex (Yeah, I know, I took a lot out of the movie there, didn't I). If you're a big movie buff, you won't walk away with a lot, but if you haven't already, it's about time you got a look at how people react when the blinders are taken off, and at just how ridiculous we all look sometimes.<br />
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<i>CHANGE PLACES</i><br />
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I finally got a new chapter of <i>The Messenger</i> written. There are some errors that I need to fix, and some continuity problems that made me twinge when I re-read it this morning, but there was a very weird feeling I got when reading it over again. For some reason, all the quotations and apostrophes had a \ added to the front of them. This was an error that used to occur when submitting during the pre-v3 era (I believe). I have always thought that the first two chapters were the best in the series, and they were the original ones to suffer this slash-fest. Seeing this chapter with that, and reading over the style, it brought me back to that original focus I saw when I first started. I might actually end this well. But, who knows.<br />
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<img src="http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/housestamp.png" alt="HOUSE NOOOOOOOO" title="HOUSE NOOOOOOOO"></img><br /><br /><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Matthew Good Band - A Boy and His Machine Gun">lyrics</a></h3>There's a TV in every room<br />
And it's free, even pay-per-view<br />
Which you'll need if no one's going to visit you<br />
Animal, fucking animal<br />
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                <title>Bump in the note</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Oct 2006 12:45:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My luck always plays this way, I guess.<br />
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I've been experiencing a couple of weird problems over the last few evenings. I basically came home and had about 100 notes, a very big abnormality for me, I assure you. All of them from <i>Nobody</i>, an even bigger normality. All of them with the exact same text:<br />
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From the Lost Castle came<br />
Walking <acronym title="v">two by two</acronym><br />
The Devil Hunter and the Monkey King<br />
Searching on the Winterfall<br />
For the Sinner and the Queen <br />
Of Eternity<br />
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Your guess is as good as mine. I've heard there are some spooky things going on these days, as it does happen to be that time of year. I know I had my share of haunting toils last year.<br />
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Good luck.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="I Mother Earth - Meat Dreams (II - We Be Nine)">lyrics</a></h3>Smooth isn't effortless, soon doesn't wallow<br />
In a poet's hands awakened<br />
She's a moderate sexual artist<br />
</div></br></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>I don't even know 11 people...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Oct 2006 12:39:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Two parts to this journal. First is linked below.<br />
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<cut text="11 Things That Need Saying"><br />
My hand has been forced by that girl holding all the cards. Stolen from ^<a class="u" href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/">imperfect</a>.<br />
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The rules:<br />
      * List 11 things you want to say to 11 different people.<br />
      * Don't say who they pertain to.<br />
      * Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.<br />
      * Never discuss it again.<br />
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1) I don't call you because I'm frustrated. I hated the fact that it was, for years, me phoning people up after I left and never getting so much as a "hey" back. So I gave up. I'm glad I did, too, because the people that actually have called me are the people I really want to see. Happy Birthday, though, we had some good times.<br />
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2) I'd enjoy your company more if I didn't resent you so much sometimes. I often wonder if I really dislike you, or all the people around you who just let you act the way you do without caring, and even, in fact, encouraging. I'm worried you'll crash, and I'll just not care.<br />
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3) We need to talk more, if at all. You probably don't know it, but a lot of what you did set me up for a lot of good, and I've never thanked you enough for that.<br />
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4) I hope you're feeling happier, like you're letting on. We all get like that, sometimes, and it's not worth tilling your own grave over. Things'll work out if we put the effort into them.<br />
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5) I know we kind of brushed off what happened. Well, maybe it seemed like I did. I'd forgotten for a long time. You need to stop beating yourself over it, I think, or maybe you've already stopped. I think whatever force out there made the rules made them for us to be happy, not to be as guilty as we make ourselves out to be. Be happy, damnit.<br />
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6) I am probably a source for your seeming unhappiness. Or at least part of it. I'm sorry for that, but I'd rather know if you're really pissed, so let me know. I can deal with outward anger, but the kind that sits in the corner glaring and spitting without emerging fully is the kind that'll eat you up.<br />
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7) You're good people. even if you don't think so. Being a good friend is more than most people can do, so props to you for being that and more to a lot of people.<br />
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8) I do feel guilty for not laveshing attention publically over you more often, you know. I'm more of a coward than I let on, but I think you might know that by now. I'm still strong enough to say I love you and mean it, though. And I do, as crazy as it makes us, love you.<br />
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9) You know more about me than most people, but still not very much at all. I value my own company more often than most others, because at least I get my own jokes. Funny thing is, you tend to, as well. I'm not trying to shut anyone out, there's just nothing to let in.<br />
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10) As much as you piss me off, we get along when other people aren't around. You need to stop thinking about how other people perceive you more, as much as you think you don't, before you shut everyone out and end up thinking that's just because you're better. You're not.<br />
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11) If I've gained anything from our encounters, it's that money doesn't make people happy on its own. If you've got the ability to get whatever you want, it makes getting it less fun. I've always been happy with my menial purchases, like a coke or a good meal, and will be gloating for hours or days. Don't know why that is, because it's not like I don't spend money on useless, expensive things. I just know that eventually, those will be replaced. Some things you can't replace, and those tend to be the little ones.<br />
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And the second is this:<br />
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I have desperately tried to see two movies, that I have been waiting for for ages, and have been completely unsuccessful. Out of all the crap I've waded through for the last year, I manage to miss out on two films I am actually genuinely interested in. These, of course, being <i>The Departed</i> and <i>The Prestige</i>. Bah. I've also kind of wanted to catch <i>Riding Alone for Thousands of Miles</i>, but that was a long shot.<br />
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I've decided I am saving my story for NaNo, and I will finish it. I've also got another one I've started, which was inspired by some song I heard, and can't remember which one. No matter, it's grown on me now and isn't going away.<br />
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I am going to offer a years sub to anyone that comes up with a cool CSS for me. That's not saying I will give it to anyone that comes up with just anything, but something that makes me go "Holy crap!" and fits my style effectively. Otherwise, I'll just it myself, and then no one wins. This is a nonchelant contest that I'm just making on the spot, but it'll give someone a chance to have their own CSS skills to work on. I've already helped a few people out in this regard, so you should ha... ]]></description>
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                <title>Into the pocket</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Oct 2006 11:44:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. I've finished my move. Ish. Most of my stuff is still in boxes, but there's a lot of stuff already out and ready. I'll probably spend this long weekend setting things up and making it more complete. It's been a little hectic, but I've got a much bigger place, with a kitchen and a consistent connection. Really all you need in the world. <acronym title="A private jet would be nice.">Well...mostly.</acronym><br />
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2. <a href="http://www.thehip.com">The Tragically Hip</a> are releasing their newest album on October 17th. <i>World Container</i> looks to be a lot like their last venture, but the newest song almost has me thinking of <i>Phantom Power</i>'s really light, but fun, sound. So, I look forward to it, and so should you. You will become attached at the hip.<br />
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3. <a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/22810/">Contests, contests, contests!</a> Yes, we're having a couple of those. Right now, I am helping out =<a class="u" href="http://gunshymartyr.deviantart.com/">GunShyMartyr</a> with his prose contest, and I'm simply being a happy onlooker for ^<a class="u" href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/">imperfect</a>/^<a class="u" href="http://poeticwar.deviantart.com/">PoeticWar</a>'s new poetry one. Give them both a try, if you can. Should be awesome.<br />
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Also, in terms of dA stuff going on, *<a class="u" href="http://suture.deviantart.com/">suture</a> is back in some capacity and we should all be excited. I am, so do as I say. Check out <a href="http://suture.deviantart.com/journal/10302581/">their latest journal</a> to get involved in their newest work. I know a lot of people are interested in helping out on dA, and the people involved are very interesting, well-respected folk around here, so it's a win-win.<br />
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4. Uhm, I'm forgetting something... oh yeah. HOCKEY!!!<br />
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Yes, I'm fulfilling my stereotypical obligation to be overly excited towards our unofficial national sport. I'm in a variety of pools, but if any dA fellows want to start a Yahoo! pool, let me know and I will take you on. Maybe, anyway. No promises!<br />
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5. <a href="http://wired.com/news/culture/games/0,71899-0.html?tw=wn_index_3">This article on Wired.com</a> has kind of shown me the obvious path for advertising I've had in mind for a long time. I've had long conversations with my friends in or going into the industry that the future of immersive gaming would involve more ad integration. I, personally, have never seen a problem with this. I think in the right settings, it might actually help the consumer (cheaper games, no monthly fee for MMOs, etc.) and create a certain level of realism if done correctly.<br />
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6. My new job has started out with less a bang than a BANG! It's tough, it's rough, but it's a lot of fun and my boss really wants me to do well and learn. Good thing I'm pretty much ready to do that. Problem is, I need to learn a lot of new things, and there's always a curve associated with that education that is not condusive to a quick moving project. Needless to say, I'm going a bit loopy. Things should slow down soon.<br />
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7. I have slowed down buying CDs recently. One, it's expensive. Two, not a lot of good ones have arisen recently. Three, I've picked up another habit. I've been reading a lot of books, mostly ones that people tell me to. On ^<a class="u" href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/">imperfect</a>'s suggestion, I purchased the parallel novels <i>Ender's Game</i> and <i>Ender's Shadow</i> by Orsen Scott Card. Both very good, though I preferred the former a bit more. Found Ender to be a stronger character, personally. I might hold off on reading the others now, and move on to something a bit more traditional. I picked up <i>A Scanner Darkly</i> after having wanted to read it from seeing the film, and `<a class="u" href="http://fleet21.deviantart.com/">fleet21</a> saying it was "The best eva'". I'll be getting <i>The Crying of Lot 49</i> via =<a class="u" href="http://vivus.deviantart.com/">vivus</a>' thumbsup, and =<a class="u" href="http://sumants.deviantart.com/">sumants</a> said that Rohinton Mistry's <i>A Fine Balance</i> was greatly superior to <i>Such a Long Journey</i>, which I greatly enjoyed, so I'll be grabbing that one in due time. Needless to say, I'm a bit busy.<br />
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On the CD track, though, I did buy <i>Straight Outta Lynwood</i> after happily learning that not only was Weird Al not dead, he was making some of his best work ever. Good tunes.<br />
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8. I'm planning on writing a short story called <i>The Wishing Tree</i> for this fall. I know, I know, the name is pretty lame. I may change it, for that fact and that it is a book by Marjarie Darcene Person. I was originally planning to have it as part of <a href="http://www.writersvineyard.com/index.php?PHPSESSID=bbe5bffcae5a3e90fcfc53a216895c02&board=34.0">the next Vintage</a>, but alas, I have not had a chance to get it rolling since I have been on the move.<br />
<b... ]]></description>
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                <title>nextmap</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Sep 2006 20:07:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You kids be good. Daddy's not going to be home for a while, but I expect you all to be on your <i>best behaviour</i>.<br />
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I'm going to be switching IPs, so to speak. Not sure when I'll be back, or under what circumstances, but it'll be new and interesting.<br />
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It's been a wicked month, and it's not slowing down yet. This week has been especially trying, but I expect once I get into my new place, new locale, that I'll be much better.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="I Mother Earth - Meat Dreams (II - We Be Nine)">lyrics</a></h3>Smooth isn't effortless, soon doesn't wallow<br />
In a poet's hands awakened<br />
She's a moderate sexual artist<br />
</div></br></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Wiiflections</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Sep 2006 15:26:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes, I understand. Stop rolling your eyes at the title, you knew it'd be coming at some point.<br />
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Well, if you're a big video game fan you should already know this. If you're not, you won't care. So, my audience at this point is rather limited, but I figure at least I'll read this a year from now and shake my head at the poor ignorant fool, so hopeful and wide-eyed for the year ahead.<br />
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<cut text="For the full story, just click.">Nintendo finally unveiled their hand at a press conference last week, showing their mild set, that may just beat Sony's current cards in the race for video game supremacy, but maybe people at this point thought that they could've had a straight-flush and have bluffed out their fanbase in a big way. I'll drop the poker reference now.<br />
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Wii. The aptly titled next-generation console from Nintendo will be launching this November 19th, a Sunday, in North America. Followed shortly by a December launch for Japan and Europe. The price for their system? $249.99 USD.<br />
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If you're like me, you basically shrugged at this news. For most hopeful, salivating fanboys, this was pretty much the worst case scenario. When Nintendo promised a system before Thanksgiving (US) and at a price lower than 250 dollars, it wasn't the hope that they'd cut it that close. But, alas, for those eager to get their hands on this era-ushering hardware, it matters not. The long, lauded wait is coming quickly to a close.<br />
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But once the weight of that sinks in, we're faced with more questions than ever. We're also given more answers, and most of these are what make my faith in Nintendo's future waiver significantly. <b>What of the brilliant colours promised?</b> Nope, you're stuck with white on launch. Hey, doesn't sound like a big deal, right? Yeah, we'll let it slide. <b>Metroid, it's still launching with the system, right?</b> Nope. <b>Oh, well, are the games region encoded?</b> NOPE! Oh, wait, yes they are. Oops. <b>Online right out of the box, so when can we expect to play online?</b> Next year, with Pokémon's newest release. Are you kidding?<br />
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This shouldn't sound too unfamiliar to anyone who has followed the company like Lemmings since their own conception. With the release of the Nintendo 64, and especially with the Gamecube, Nintendo showed at E3 the most impressive line-up, with the most fabulous ideas for innovation that made the crowd jump and cheer. Funny thing was, we never saw half of it. In fact, some of it is still riding into this generation without full integration into Nintendo's product line, like online gaming, like the new Zelda game, like more interaction with their handheld system (The Nintendo DS / GBA [for Gamecube]).<br />
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<a href="http://gameinformer.com/News/Story/200609/N06.0915.1324.09291.htm">An article on GameInformer Online</a> goes into better detail about these things, as I was a bit young and naive to really catch on to anything other than "OMG PILOTWINGS" back in those days.<br />
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Alright, so, we should be cautious. We now know that. But what about the competition? Surely Sony and Microsoft can not compete with this new system, offering a totally new way to experience gaming. Well, you'd like the think that, but you're wrong.<br />
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I hear a lot of people saying that this is the end of the road for Sony, and as much as part of me wants to believe that, as the company has been stifling innovation in the industry for a long time now, it's just not going to happen. People said the same thing about PS2 when it first came out. With barely any games to speak of, and greatly reduced graphical power compared to the initial specs, PS2 was supposed to be the last boat of their videogame fleet. Who knew that with a weak line-up, slow start and significantly higher priced software and hardware that they would end up trouncing Nintendo in a way that no one could ever expect? Why? Nintendo gave up.<br />
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Microsoft, who I shunned from a very early stage as having no business in the industry, is now promoting more growth from the independent programmer. Microsoft, what?! Exactly. Their system got the year head start, has pushed out some bestsellers and must-haves before the other guys have even pushed out of the starting line. Their online service is simply the best available right now, is profitable, and offers the ability for the independent programmer to make their own games in their Live Marketplace Arcade. Console utopia can't be that far away. Nintendo is still on shaky grounds in this case, and Sony (although recently acquiring xFire, a very solid, online system) has professed that they are keeping their initial stance of "Let the other companies take care of it." Both are begging to trip over their own feet.<br />
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Nothing is a better symbol for this than the Wii. People think this was a masterful device, something that will shape the industry, but when it comes down to it, it was Nintendo's... ]]></description>
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                <title>Rebirth</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Sep 2006 11:43:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ First thing's first.<br />
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<b><a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/22298/">Renaissance Contest</a></b><br />
<br />
This thing is a pretty cool little exercise. Basically, you write a short story in the setting of the film (You can check out <a href="http://www.renaissance-movie.com/staging/press_notes.pdf">the press notes</a> for a whole lot of details about the movie that you might not get from the news article). There's some digital art stuff, too, movie posters and comics, both of which are pretty cool endeavours. I saw the trailer for the film a while back, so getting involved in this was quite an exciting prospect. I encourage everyone to give it a try so I can scrutinize what you do with extreme prejudice.<br />
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And now:<br />
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Life things. Started my new job, and it's been a rather slow paced beginning. Days in the office are not great, but my team is awesome and I hope that things will pick up soon. I'm working with a lot of stuff I know, Java, Ant, JUnit, etc. My programming teacher would be proud.<br />
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<b>Crank</b><br />
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Well, it very much accomplished what it had set out to do. Silly, fast, action-filled movie. It had some just absolutely stupid moments, but it more than made up for it in senseless, fast-paced action. Director tries some interesting techniques, that usually just look like bad trailer fodder. Some of it works, some of it is just blantant DePalma rip-offs. All and all, a movie based on the premise that a hired killer has to keep his adreneline flowing or he dies, what do you really want? Some guy with the power of invincibility on a revenge-inspired rampage with no sense of his own safety destroying everyone and everything he can? Yep, and that's what you get. Action junkies will enjoy.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Tegan & Sara - You Wouldn't Like Me">lyrics</a></h3>I, I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me.<br />
And I, I feel like you wouldn't like me if you met me.<br />
</div></br></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Oh No!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Sep 2006 22:51:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Been a surprisingly interesting week for me. Most people I know, as I said last time, had been cast away for vacations in far away lands. Florida is a far away land. I had been playing games, haplessly, and such, but unfortunately I just couldn't get into any of them very much. Luckily, this has led to quite a few late-night writing sessions which have been fairly fruitful. I completed the first chapter of my story, and I'm happy enough with it to continue on to the next. I think it's going to be a lot longer than my last project, the yet unfinished Messenger, maybe even novel length, so I'm going to be careful posting pieces just because I don't know if I'll ever really upload the entire story. I'll decide as I progress.<br />
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I do not normally post links to this website, so please forgive me. However, I've found a pretty cool band thanks to the miracle of advertising, and would like to share it. They are called <a href="http://www.myspace.com/ohnoohmyband">Oh No! Oh My!</a> and are from Austin, Texas. It's been great music to end off the summer with, very upbeat, very <i>They Might Be Giants</i> almost <i>Eels</i> and edges a few other bands I like, as well. I'll be ordering their CD some time in the future. You can check out the link under their name there, which leads to a spot you can listen to a few of their tracks at.<br />
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Speaking of spending, I've dropped a bunch of my hard earned cash on some useless things that will make me happy. A <a href="http://www.thinkgeek.com/apparel/hoodies/7194/">bad-ass fleece sweater</a> and very overpriced <a href="http://www.thinkgeek.com/pennyarcade/other/8341/">comic collection</a> that I already own in paperback.<br />
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I'll go into my movie bit now:<br />
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<b>Little Miss Sunshine</b><br />
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This was one of the more satisfying movies I've caught this summer. Very offbeat dark comedy that kept me grinning. I'm a growing fan of Steve Carrell's, and he continues to impress me and most critics in general. The movie basically follows a family on an unlikely roadtrip to appease the dreams of the youngest, Olive, in her dream to be a beauty pageant queen. Not without it's very silly jokes and situations, the movie tends to focus a lot on the character's interactions to develop the humour, and since the whole family is basically insane in their own way. I'm keeping this one on my top recommendations, but it's not for everyone. If you're not into comedy, it's sure not going to turn your head, but it's a great indie flick and worth a watch for most.<br />
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<b>Beerfest</b><br />
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Well, there's not alot you can say about Beerfest. I went to see it with a few of my friends who every year celebrate our own Beerfest to kick off the summer, so the title and content suggested that this was a <i>have to watch</i> rather than a simple <i>want to watch</i>. It's very stupid. Stupid, but funny. Give it to Broken Lizard (writers/stars) for getting the odd joke in there that just kills, but the movie as a whole has some very face-palm moments that are hard to get over. Could've been better, but it had beer, babes, and beer, and that's what it advertised. You get what you pay for in this one, so if you're not interested in drunken humour, belching, random scenes of nudity and general lowbrow comedy, you should probably stick to your Zimas and Smirnoff Ices. Ja.<br />
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I'll be seeing the Illusionist and Crank sometime soon, so that'll probably be the next set. Nothing is definite, though, and if I can manage to find a theatre or showing of <i>This Film Is Not Yet Rated</i> that'll be my one pick of the week.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Fiona Apple - Window">lyrics</a></h3>Whatever is in front of me, is colouring my view<br />
So I can't see what I'm seeing, in fact,<br />
I only see what I'm looking through.<br />
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                <title>Of Surveys and Snakes</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Aug 2006 13:07:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div style="margin-left: -75px; position: absolute;"><img src="http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/doodle.png"></img></div><br /><br />Well, it has been a while since I updated, and I honestly had something to say a few days ago but had completely forgotten. I'm just going to ramble until I can remember.<br />
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I am finished exams. Which, needless to say, has made me very happy and given me time to do things which I have not done in a long while. 1) Write and 2) Chill the hell out. I was actually up all of last night fleshing out my next serial (and to those still reading/waiting for The Messenger to conclude, it will come, but I was just sick of forcing it) which is much more complex and long. You probably won't see the first part for a while yet, if at all, but some people demand to know when I have been writing and I assure you that I have been trying.<br />
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I've started up the GameCube again, and borrowed a few games from a friend while he is trapsing about in Jamaica. <i>Metroid Prime 2: Echoes</i> is currently taking up my life in half an hour intervals. My attention span since childhood has gone down to a flicker. I usually find a save and stop, but I do appreciate the Prime series. It does such a damn good job with the franchise, not gimmicky, and really does deserve the praise it gets.<br />
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Uhm, yeah, <b><i>SNAKES</i></b>. I saw it on Thursday night, the 10PM debut, and I was pleased. It had snakes, planes and Samuel Jackson. Pretty much what I was expecting. My only disappointment is that it wasn't blatantly campy the entire way through the movie. =<a class="u" href="http://kaujot.deviantart.com/">kaujot</a> pointed out that it was mostly a shock-thriller for the first half or so, and that's mostly right. First quarter and last quarter are all camp, though, and it was great. Snakes on Crack, indeed. It was better than most of the crap I've seen this summer, which isn't saying much.<br />
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At some point, someone asked me to do a survey involving 3 random things about myself, and I figure almost a year later that I would be good to ablidge...abridge? Is the former honestly how you spell it?<br />
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1. I was kind of a child prodigy. I could play any instrument I had in front of me, and was reading newspaper articles, well articulated, to my teachers before I finished kindergarten. It made growing up on the move hard, because not all my teachers were very accepting of the extra work my family requested I do. I had teachers who had it in for me at the tender age of 9, and learned this bitterness early.<br />
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2. I have a weird habit of locking doors. Even if it is not my house, I will always lock every door that enters the building. I have to have a lock on my room door, as well, or else I get very ancy. I'm not sure who I think will be coming through these doors, and I don't question it either.<br />
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3. The kind of week I'm having can be easily determined by my room. On a good day, the room will have a relatively clear space that I can work in, on a bad one clothes will start to pile. In that case, in a bad week my room is a wreck. Although, I tend to distract myself when having a bad week sometimes by cleaning. I guess bad usually means busy for me, so that's probably the better word.<br />
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I'm spent for now.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Fiona Apple - Window">lyrics</a></h3>Whatever is in front of me, is colouring my view<br />
So I can't see what I'm seeing, in fact,<br />
I only see what I'm looking through.<br />
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                <title>Fournado</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Aug 2006 14:30:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I missed it yesterday, but as of that day it has been way too long for me on this site. I've reached the four year mark on deviantART and it has been quite an interesting trip so far. To celebrate this, I'm going to continue my ongoing series that I started two years ago called "The History of CD". Kind of my own little archive of what I've done in my time here.<br />
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Don't mind me.<br />
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<cut text="For the ongoing history of coshdaddy: you can click here"><br />
<img src="http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/history.jpg"><br />
<b>Part THREE:</b><br />
<sup>For Part TWO, <a href="http://coshdaddy.deviantart.com/journal/6195953/">click here</a></sup><br />
<sup>For Part ONE, <a href="http://coshdaddy.deviantart.com/journal/3095770/">click here</a></sup><br />
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At the dawn of Dave I was getting to be much more known around the site. People tended to comment on my work more often, and I was more identifiable as a shoutbox regular. I was, however, still dealing with my teenagery and my general frustration with the end of my highschool career, which was pretty much just a dark spot compared to what I had expected when I began. The angst crept in from many different angles. My post-secondary life was starting, but it was a bit fumbling at the beginning.<br />
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I was starting to become more involved in commenting. I was appreciating more artwork on the site than I had previously investigated and was beginning to see the value in providing in depth feedback. It didn't often get reciprocated, but people really did appreciate it and it let me know how many good people there really were out on dA.<br />
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This was the first time I started to take photography seriously, too. I finally got myself a digital camera and immediately went after the first cliché photograph I could. However, at this point I was getting more comfortable with film and put together one of my bigger photo projects to date.<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/3185123/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/100/i/2003/39/7/8/cosh___ship__s_cove.jpg" width="100" height="13" /></a></span></span><br />
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This scene was something that I just had to get when I saw it. It's really a beautiful piece of earth, and I had returned from a vacation there and decided to piece this together for dA. Within a week, I also submitted one of my most interesting poems to date (in my opinion).<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/3223596/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/100/i/2003/39/4/a/The_Falcon_and_the_Crow.jpg" width="100" height="75" /></a></span></span><br />
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I had a lot of people talk to me about this. I had basically shaped the idea out through walks to work by this dead tree where I saw a lot of birds gather and had this come to mind one day. I was taking the ideas of my poem more seriously, and having already been well into my short story I was more involved in characters now.<br />
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Not long after this I got my very first subscription on the site, via ~<a class="u" href="http://redness.deviantart.com/">redness</a>, and experienced all the glory that it entailed. This is a little known fact, but have never bought a subscription on the site for myself. I had never been comfortable using my credit card on the net, and still am not.<br />
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At this point on the site my primary involvement was simple. Comment, critique and shoutbox. Rinse and repeat. I posted a lot of journals with music lyrics, and just random updates to my life in very vague terms. My family computer broke after my exams that semester, and actually lead to some interesting events (see: <a href="http://coshdaddy.deviantart.com/journal/5070795/">the ugly</a>) that I wouldn't see the consequences of until much later.<br />
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At the beginning of the new year, I was starting to submit work on a much more regular basis. Once a month. Slow considering my quick start, but I had lulled so much I wondered if I would ever acheive that again. I submitted a chapter of my story, a ballad-esque poem that I've grown less fond of these days, and one of my most recognized photos to date.<br />
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I had pretty much stopped my comic account work at this point, so I my work otherwise was getting more of my focus. I basically didn't have the same amount of time I previously had to devote to digital art (which for me could take the better part of any given day) so I was focussing on other mediums more often. Writing was always something I would do, regardless, but I had taken more of a look into design in illustrator and such for school work. None... ]]></description>
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                <title>Fashionably Late</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 Aug 2006 04:47:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />So, I hear there's a lot of talk on this version 5 thing.<br />
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I kind of missed out on the initial shock, really. I was totally pumped for a Monday release, because the next day was my first exam and I knew I wouldn't have much time to play around with it and be around to help ease people into it. Well, that prediction held true, because I've been very tied up with my exams, and will be for another little while.<br />
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Check out <a href="http://literature.deviantart.com">Literature Gallery</a> for news and forum threads regarding issues on v5 and know that the <a href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com">c</a><a href="http://coshdaddy.deviantart.com">r</a><a href="http://adrift.deviantart.com">e</a><a href="http://poeticwar.deviantart.com">w</a> is hard at work at making sure things get covered.<br />
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Personally, I kind of dig v5 in most senses. I've kind of rolled with changes here for a long time, as long as the base functionality of submitting and commenting art has been available. Only thing that irks me is the commenting structure. For my long winded comments, there's just not enough width to hold it in sometimes. It's going to be a big of a stretch.<br />
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Give it some breathing room, folks. If you were around for dAv3, dAv4, or even dAv2, you may remember a lot of hiccups. Well, this is a pretty big change in comparison. Give it a bit.<br />
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<b>UPDATE:</b><br />
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Please keep an eye on $<a class="u" href="http://lolly.deviantart.com/">lolly</a>'s <a href="http://lolly.deviantart.com/journal/9670127/">recent journal</a> for a list of bugs and a good place to address concerns.<br />
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ALSO, ^<a class="u" href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/">imperfect</a> has posted <a href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/journal/9672152/">a journal outlining literature issues</a> that you should read and check out for lit concerns.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Fiona Apple - Window">lyrics</a></h3>Whatever is in front of me, is colouring my view<br />
So I can't see what I'm seeing, in fact,<br />
I only see what I'm looking through.<br />
</div></br></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Candles, Cake and Cosh</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Aug 2006 13:24:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />So, if you didn't already know, or you've become so disillusioned with dA that you've driven yourself into a funk about not caring about it, deviantART's 6th birthday is coming up. In internet years, that is <i>really damn old</i>. Seriously, there are only a few sites that I used to visit regularily back in 2000 that are still around. None of them are quite as big or successful as deviantART. Well, <a href="http://www.penny-arcade.com">one</a> maybe, but that's a special case.<br />
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Anyway, dA's birthday is kind of a multiple celebration for me, since it was around this time 4 years ago that I myself started this crazy account which has become a very large part of my life nowadays. A scared 16 year old did not see this becoming what it is, but merely pierced the vast interwebs with angst and thought that the world was listening and that the world cared. Turns out, the world was busy looking at art. Go figure, kiddo.<br />
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I've been around the site longer than that, but still, dA's b-dAy has always been a lot of fun for me. So, this year, I'm taking my charming personality and <i>vast fortune</i> into #<a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/dalit">dAlit</a> where I will be hosting a multitude of contests both literature and dA related that will end with prizes for those with the gaul to give it a go.<br />
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So, come celebrate with us!<br />
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<b>Place:</b> #<a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/dalit">dAlit</a><br />
<b>Time:</b> August 7th, Monday, as much of the day as the <a href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com">c</a><a href="http://coshdaddy.deviantart.com">r</a><a href="http://adrift.deviantart.com">e</a><a href="http://poeticwar.deviantart.com">w</a> can cover.<br />
<b>Don't miss it</b><br />
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PS. v5 launches on that day, don't ya know. Don't get too caught up with all the new fandangledness of it all and forget. I'm going to be most disappointed with the fact that I'll probably have to redo my journal CSS, and more than likely will just not be bothered. Truth is, I've been using <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/view/17654031/">deviantSkin</a> for a while now (ever since I got the laptop) with `<a class="u" href="http://mp3chuck.deviantart.com/">mp3chuck</a>'s black skin. Although recently switching to =<a class="u" href="http://jokla.deviantart.com/">jokla</a>'s Dev Goes Mac. Which matches my Vista Inspirat Windows shell very nicely.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Fiona Apple - Window">lyrics</a></h3>Whatever is in front of me, is colouring my view<br />
So I can't see what I'm seeing, in fact,<br />
I only see what I'm looking through.<br />
</div></br></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Two roads converge in a yellow wood</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Aug 2006 19:14:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />Just a notice to everyone out there<br />
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Poetry Gallery + Prose Gallery = <a href="http://literature.deviantart.com">Literature.deviantart.com</a><br />
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Now when you need to make your literary submissions, simply Submit > Deviation > Literature > Poetry OR Prose > etc, etc.<br />
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Update your links and such, everyone.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="The Tragically Hip - Vapour Trails">lyrics</a></h3>Your can sit at the edge of your bed.<br />
You can stare into your own shoes<br />
and in the pools of light there<br />
go anywhere you choose.<br />
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                <title>Making noise</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Jul 2006 13:31:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />Definitely been too long since I've dropped a journal here, so it's about time to get started in that regard.<br />
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First off, the news:<br />
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A) Two new gallery directors for lit, as if you didn't already know. ^<a class="u" href="http://adrift.deviantart.com/">adrift</a> who will be handling the Prose gallery, and ^<a class="u" href="http://poeticwar.deviantart.com/">PoeticWar</a> who will be in control of Poetry. With their powers combined...<br />
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Go show them some love, and keep them on their toes. Myself and ^<a class="u" href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/">imperfect</a> will still handle DD suggestions, but this will give us more time collectively to explore other ventures for the gallery that will be very worthwhile. Keep an eye out.<br />
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B) #<a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/dalit">dAlit</a> is the happening new scene. Critique, chats, and just hanging out, it's my new dAmn home, and should be yours.<br />
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There's also rumours that on a <acronym title="August 7th">certain day</acronym> next month there will be some big goings on in celebration of <acronym title="dAv5">certain events</acronym>. Can I make it anymore obvious?<br />
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C) <a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/21231/">Story of Creation</a> contest is coming to a close, so get cracking kids, because you can't avoid its calling forever.<br />
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Personal stuff? Uhm. Well. School is killing me. Summer is <i>killing us</i>. I am waiting happily for it to end with a mortal strike that will bring me into my new job and comfortable living. Oh, yeah, I am moving at the end of the summer, so that's another reason I want it to speed the hell up.<br />
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<b>EXCUSEMEWHILEIGEEKOUT</b><br />
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I finally got two things working that I never thought I would. 1) I finally bought an enclosure and harddrive to make a backup of my stuff. I've never had a backup before, but I figured it was a useful endeavour and it is now allowing me to nuke my desktop for a Vista build once I've got a day to do so. 2) I've added a cool shell edit theme to my laptop that makes it <i>look</i> like Vista without all that memory hogging, unsupported OS thing. I also tossed on a badass desktop image<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/7996085/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/100/images3.deviantart.com/i/2004/162/1/6/The_Mushroom_.jpg" width="100" height="75" /></a></span></span><br />
~<a class="u" href="http://quantsini.deviantart.com/">quantsini</a><br />
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What an awesome look, really. However, I'm not as fond of the mushroom as I am the 1up, so I editted it a bit and trust me when I say that it looks great. I had previously been using this little number:<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6735163/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs10/100/i/2006/153/e/9/Nature_Captured_by_silveryn.jpg" width="100" height="75" /></a></span></span><br />
*<a class="u" href="http://silveryn.deviantart.com/">silveryn</a><br />
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which is pretty kick-ass, as well. I've got a 1920x1200 native resolution on this SOB, so getting a good desktop background to work is a killer thing.<br />
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<b>Clerks II</b><br />
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I saw it, and I actually enjoyed it. I spent the longest time saying how angry I was at A) the concept, B) the plotline, as I had read it and C) How Smith had been handling himself about it. Then the trailer came out, and sucked, and I just thought I was going to have the worst day when I saw this movie. Well, I laughed. And I laughed a lot. And since no other movie has successfully accomplished this since <i>The Aristocrats</i> or <i>40 Year-Old Virgin</i>, I'll give the movie credit. There was a lot of cheese, and a lot of stuff that was basically just gags from <i>Clerks</i> rehashed, but there was a lot of good stuff here.<br />
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I go to movies with a group of movie geeks and critics, so even a bad movie can be a lot of fun. We initially gauged the movie around, on a scale of 1-5 where 5 is average and tolerable, and 1 is <i>Waterworld</i>, the concensus was a 3.5. I had it at 2. It ended up exceeding my expectations, and is definitely worth a look for the crude comedian, or Smith junkies, or anyone just curious as to what the hell all the fuss is about. Not the worst movie you could see this summer, by any stretch of the imagination.<br />
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<b>A Scanner Darkly</b><br />
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I was invited to a private screening of this movie. Private screening meaning my friend's place, with his 102" screen. It's better than the movies. I usually read the book before I see a movie, mostly because I hate myself, but a lot of it because it gives me something to compare it to and feel <i>really elitist</i> when I say, with... ]]></description>
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                <title>Eh? Eh? Aboot!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Jun 2006 09:30:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />Commence Obligitory Canada Day Journal:<br />
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The symbol of summer really starting for me as a kid was always Canada Day. I never used to finish school until late, late June, and even then the first week was always just recovering from exams by balancing my behaviour on the weight of days filled with video games. Now, as I have stepped into the reality that summer is no longer a break, but a time when work is prevelent (or in my case, school) summer really doesn't have the same significance.<br />
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Still, though, it's the best long weekend in the summer. Always seems to beat the May two-four, and there's really not much else to compare it to besides that. I'm not a big nationalist, in that I grunt and talk to my palls in the back of a pick-up, wailing on about how it's the greatest country on Earth and whatnot. No, this year I'll be grunting at a cottage. Totally different, trust me.<br />
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As with Independance Day, or whatever the official title of July 4th is in the US, we celebrate our sovergnity by shooting explosives into the air, scaring the neighbours, the pets, and usually your friends if you haven't placed them properly.<br />
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This year, we have a different reason to celebrate. Our Lord and Master Stephen the Merciless has managed to pass a bill that will drop our national tax (GST) down by 1%. I've already started seeing the signs at Tim Horton's, informing their customers of the wonderful pennies they will be collecting. This is definitely good news for businesses in Canada, who now with the high dollar are starting to wonder why the hell they are here in the first place. However, for the modern proletariat this basically means that all those calculations for taxes you've had since you were a kid are thrown off by enough to make you realize how pointless it really is in the long run. Last time I checked, the government needed this money for other programs. But whatever, it helps us all a little, I suppose.<br />
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GST is something that has been around since I was 6, and has pretty much entered into everything that I've calculated for major and minor purchases since my days of collecting LEGO sets and Super Nintendo cartridges. Means more money in my pocket, essentially, but it also means more pennyweight on the wallet, increasing the wear-and-tear. I think that it will all balance out.<br />
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So, back on track here, onward I go. I will be away until Sunday, when I return with little sleep, covered in gunpowder and mosquito bites. Giving up the luxuries of the city: my laptop, the girlfriend, and CSI. However, I have been told that the cottage comes equiped with the latest in entertainment, <i>Guitar Hero</i>, so I won't be totally starved for those reminders of civilization. I'll also probably be driven to my growing gambling habit in poker, since I have been on a win streak lately that is putting my normally careful guard completely down. I like money, what can I say.<br />
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Happy Canada, all you Canucks. And to the rest of the world:<br />
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<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Canada_Day">Canada Day</a><br />
<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Goods_and_Services_Tax_(Canada)">GST</a><br />
<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stephen_Harper">Stephen the Merciless</a><br />
<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tim_Hortons">Tim Hortons</a><br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="The Tragically Hip - Summer is Killing Us">lyrics</a></h3>The summer's killing us, let's just sing, sing, sing all day.<br />
It's as if summer just exists in her praises.<br />
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                <title>Chat</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Jun 2006 14:51:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />Haven't had an update in a while:<br />
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I've got to say, that summer school is a more trying experience than most of my peers had let on. Most of the senior students had told me that the summer semester was the easiest, but I've definitely had a heavier workload and much more difficult courses than most other semesters. However, I'm still making time every day to do lit related stuff, just not very much for my own page.<br />
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Workshop forums are slowing down a bit, but I expect that we'll get some good news soon that'll help pick it up. Myself and ^<a class="u" href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/">imperfect</a> have been pushing more DDs as of late, so keep an eye out for some poetry/prose on the front page for you. Send any suggestions my way, too.<br />
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Got a featured chat coming up on the weekend. *<a class="u" href="http://writersda.deviantart.com/">writersdA</a> have asked myself and ^<a class="u" href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/">imperfect</a> to stop by in #<a href="http://chat.deviantart.com">writersdA</a> on dAmn this Saturday, the 24th, at 8PM BST. Converted, I think that makes it 1PM PST.<br />
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Got a question for any literature gallery folk who happen to stop by:<br />
What is one thing you would like to see fixed/added/done for the literature on dA?<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="last.fm">trendwhoring</a></h3><br />
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                <title>Working Without a Net</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 May 2006 12:11:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/1479023/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs4/100/i/2004/204/7/c/Working_Without_a_Net.jpg" width="100" height="76" /></a></span></span></div><br />
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That's the kind of reference I'm making here, and believe me, every single word of that piece is completely true.<br />
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I've been pretty much offline for over a week now and that is due entirely to the fact that the place I live in has been without an internet connection (and a phone line for a lot of the time) since about Monday evening last week.<br />
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Monday night the connection went down, but I had managed to fix it by getting them to increase some of the signal to the house, however when I woke up on Tuesday morning to check on dA and such, I noticed that I was pretty much not able to. I immediately started to cry.<br />
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Joking aside, though, it's been an annoying week dealing with technical support, who have delayed alll possible fixes for days on end (today is apparently the last day for them to fix it before my landlord flips his lid) and have not shown up for many of the appointments.<br />
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Needing desperately a tool to use the net at school and do my work correctly, I rushed and picked up a laptop as I had planned for the last few months. Good news is it is good, and what I wanted, and cheaper than I had budgeted.<br />
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I'm actually rushing out of class now. More later.<br />
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give me a few days to catch up if I do get my connection fixed tonight.<br />
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EDIT:<br />
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As of right now I am happily working at home on my laptop. Which, as it turns out, is much more comfortable to work on then my desktop, which will serve as a good jukebox until I get a more comfortable chair or something in here.<br />
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The whole story this week is long, and I'll just narrow it down for you. Lost internet, knew what the problem was, but ISP wouldn't do anything. Replaced the modem by myself and now it works. Everything seems to be fine now, and my laptop is working well, so I am happy.<br />
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All the rumours of trips, adventures and such were very misleading, I'm sure. I basically played a lot of hockey, and was driven to drinking and gambling. But that's another story altogether!<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="last.fm">trendwhoring</a></h3><br />
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                <title>Flood</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 May 2006 10:25:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />For anyone that's sent me a DD suggestion in the last...two months, I apologize. I'm going to be responding very soon, though don't expect much. I just want to let people know that their recommendations are getting read, it just takes me a while before I decide if I'm going to put anything to the front page. Kind of just wanted to put that out there.<br />
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In other news:<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24757277/"><img src="http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/6/7/_avs__by_coshdaddy.gif" width="19" height="19" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24757277/"><img src="http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/6/7/_avs__by_coshdaddy.gif" width="19" height="19" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24757277/"><img src="http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/6/7/_avs__by_coshdaddy.gif" width="19" height="19" /></a></span></span><br />
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I'm very surprised that my team, as featured above, has made it to the second round of the Stanley Cup Playoffs. I'm posting this here as another form of luck, that they desperately need at this point, because the last team I want them to lose to (next to Detroit) is Anaheim. No offense to any Californians out there, but no.<br />
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Seems that the year is waking up in terms of new music. There's a few CDs coming up in the next few weeks that I am looking forward to hearing, if for nothing else just out of complete curiousity. It'd been a very slow year, so far, and I had only picked up a handful of discs and was worried that would be all the good stuff. Should be interesting.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="last.fm">trendwhoring</a></h3><br />
<a href="http://www.last.fm/user/coshdaddy/?chartstyle=deviantcoloursimple"><img src="http://imagegen.last.fm/deviantcoloursimple/recenttracks/coshdaddy.gif" /></a><br />
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                <title>...and then they fall</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 May 2006 14:27:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />I'm pretty much cleared up in terms of school things. I think I may have forgotten to mention in my last journal that I was going to be tied up with exams and whatnot. Well, they're done with for now. I've got another bit of work coming in the summer, so it isn't exactly a break, but I'm going to be around alot more.<br />
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I'm trying to get a laptop. That way I can waste time on dA when I should be learning in class. Good idea, eh? I think I said the same thing a long while ago, but I honestly haven't made a decision on the laptop based on what I want and what I can afford.<br />
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I'll be picking up <a href="http://ds.ign.com/objects/740/740437.html"><i>Brain Age: Train Your Brain in Minutes a Day</i></a> to celebrate the end of my classes for now. It's a really fun game. It's not even really a 'game', I guess, as most of the good DS titles would prove. You're basically solving puzzles regularily that help your mind warm up and such. Simple things, math, colours, puzzles, and Sudoku. I've never played the latter before, but I caught on quickly. Actually fairly simple. My initial brain age was 34, it's supposed to be at or below your age. I need to get the game so I can work it out.<br />
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I failed that Poetry Month thing. Miserably. Once my final projects started to envelope me, all the entries became 11PM quickies and rushes. Then I just stopped having time altogether, so I called it quits. I got a few decent ones in there that I'm going to work on for submission, but most were tripe and utter crap.<br />
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Hopefully I'll get some rest this week.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="last.fm">trendwhoring</a></h3><br />
<a href="http://www.last.fm/user/coshdaddy/?chartstyle=deviantcoloursimple"><img src="http://imagegen.last.fm/deviantcoloursimple/recenttracks/coshdaddy.gif" /></a><br />
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                <title>And then they rise...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Apr 2006 20:46:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />The forum workshops are here.<br />
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Well, they're <a href="http://forum.deviantart.com/galleries/writers/620882/">here</a><br />
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and <a href="http://forum.deviantart.com/galleries/writers/620883/">here</a><br />
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Top one is for Poetry, other is for prose. So far, so good, but that's only the first few hours. Go have fun, learn, and brutilize someone's work. Errr, I mean be kind. Smiles and sunshine.<br />
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Other news:<br />
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I saw Silent Hill. It's hard to say a lot about it, really. Truthbetold, I'm not a huge SH gamer. Okay, that's even stretching it. I have never played the games. I have seen some of them, heard things, but I've never had a Playstation. It was interesting, it was quality stuff in terms of how it was filmed. It was <i>scary</i>, but was it ever freaky. Makes me want to play the games.<br />
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There was a lot wrong with the movie, but there was a lot that was right, too. I think that having the game writers work with the movie makers may have actually <i>detrimented</i> the script work due to some overglaring video game clichés within the movie. Although that did make me laugh.<br />
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I'll see it again, but overall it wasn't all of what it could've been, I suppose. I'll give it to <a href="http://imdb.com/name/nm0304521/">Gans</a> for creating a wonderful survival horror backdrop and even videogame-like camera angles.<br />
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Some of the reviews are trite, and don't listen to them. I've heard "Resident-Evil Clone" and "Waaaay too long" thrown around so much it made me sick. The movie is not like RE, in no way. The movie is two hours, and people are saying things like "If it was directed by Peter Jackson then maybe it could stand to be two hours and five minutes long." God, I wish critiques would stop fellating Peter Jackson. They're just pissed because they had to put in more than 90 minutes of work sitting on their ass and sucking down free theatre meals. <br />
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Uhm, yeah. Happy Belated Earth Day.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="last.fm">trendwhoring</a></h3><br />
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                <title>Cracking like eggs</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Apr 2006 20:55:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />This is more of a notice than anything else. At this point in the year, exams are creeping up on me at a very steady pace. However, that doesn't mean I won't be around, it just means that I'll be around a lot less. I still need a place to procrastinate and actually <i>enjoy</i> myself around here.<br />
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In terms of DD suggestions, I'm backed up responding for about a month or so. So, if you've sent me a suggestion, know that I <i>have</i> read it, but I have not responded because I'm taking more time to go over them all and not just send back an automated thing. Drives me crazy.<br />
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In terms of National Making Me Write Poetry Month, I'll keep on keeping on. At the end of the month, I'll submit my favourite (if any) to my gallery. Some of them need working.<br />
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Workshops are on the brink of postage, too, so keep your <a href="http://forum.deviantart.com/galleries/writers/">eye out around here</a> and you'll see it come up in no time.<br />
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Belated Happy Easter, as well. Lent's over, too, and I've already indulged in Hershey chocolate and Gingerale. I think it's a better habit not to do so, so I'm going to try and cut back on these little things. When you live on your own, it's easier to succumb to "Hey, it's cheap!" or "Hey, I want it and who will stop me!" than "Hey, this isn't healthy!" and "Hey, I can't see my toes!"<br />
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This is me not doing homework.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="last.fm">trendwhoring</a></h3><br />
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                <title>A new way to kill time</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Apr 2006 12:27:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />Today, I had one thing to do that involved leaving my house. That was getting my driver's license sorted out, and since my ride had decided to sleep in, I was out to do so by bus.<br />
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I got to the place, it was packed, go figure. I've always had my driver's tests in remote spots, so going to a busy building was something I was not looking forward to, but pretty much expecting. By the time I get through the first line, they tell me it'll be a long wait for the next line.<br />
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Once I managed to get out of there, safe and sound, I was already later getting home than I wanted, so I figured I'd eat at the nearest spot while waiting for my number. Subway. Good choice right?<br />
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Go in, have a bite, then I decide I should stop in the washroom on my way out. I notice that the door doesn't close, the spindle from the handle doesn't move in and out. Now, I hate not having a locked door in a public area, so I push it in and slide the door closed. Stupid, stupid, stupid.<br />
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Done my business, go to open the door. Twist the handle, pull and...<br />
<br />
...why isn't it opening?<br />
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Pull, twist the lock, fidget with the handle.<br />
<br />
"Oh, shit!"<br />
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Pull, pull, push, fidget, fidget, twist, fidget.<br />
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"I'm locked in...I'm locked in the damned washroom!"<br />
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BANG, "HELP!", BANG, "Uhm, a little help in here!"<br />
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After a few minutes of realizing my situation very verbally, one of the "Sandwich Artists" suddenly comes to my rescue...sort of.<br />
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"Hello? Are you okay?"<br />
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They twist, fidget, ask me if I have it locked. "No, it's not locked, the spindle doesn't move."<br />
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I hear the random laughing, the concern of bystanders and the hungry lunchtime crowd lending their suggestions. Yes, someone's locked themselves in the washroom.<br />
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"Knock it down!"<br />
<br />
Someone yells while my head is pressed to the door, trying to stick my key to unlock the door. I move back just as someone juts themselves against the door as hard as they can. This thing is solid, though, and no manner of medeival battering will shake it loose.<br />
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"Someone needs to get a screwdriver! Take the door handle off!"<br />
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I hear mention of the manager. It's his day off, he has some tools. Call <i>him</i>? <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/supersecretv5mode/">Call 911!</a> I'm trapped in the goddamned washroom!<br />
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Minutes, dozens of them, pass and I am mostly being ignored now in favour of waiting for someone who knows what they're doing. There's a customer trapped in the washroom, now it has an out of order sign on it.<br />
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I notice that the latch is pretty loose, so I pull up as hard as I can. Puuuuuuulling and BOOM! the thing moves. Twists in a circle. The process has begun. I get it locked, it won't move at all now. One last try.<br />
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A kick that nearly shatters my foot locks the handle back into place. I twist, the spindle now freeing itself from the strike plate.<br />
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I walk out to a bewildered clerk, a small crowd of now chuckling customers. I bow, wave my hands to the crowd and walk to the driver's center where my number is just getting called.<br />
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Sometimes I wonder how I've lived this long.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="World's Shortest Pessimistic Poem - Robert Zend">poem</a></h3><br />
Hope? Nope.<br />
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                <title>Held at Gun Point</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Apr 2006 09:36:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />To my surprise, I've been signed up by ^<a class="u" href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/">imperfect</a> for the National Poetry Writing Month thing. This means I will have to write a poem every single day this month, or risk physical harm. Now, considering I haven't submitted a single poem since 2004, this is going to be a painful and interesting experience for all who choose to be involved.<br />
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Current plan as that I will be tossing said poems into my scraps. It'll be "day# - title" until the end of the month, at which time I will be deleting probably all of them. However, I will leave comments open on these ones, which I usually do not do with my scraps, so feel free to go tear them apart.<br />
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Even in spite of exams (which are just around the corner) I will attempt to do my best at completing this task, though I'm fairly certain at this point that I will fail on a grand scale. If not through quantity, through quality.<br />
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I wish that was a joke.<br />
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<acronym title="Kinda rhymes with April Foo's">other news:</acronym><br />
<br />
<a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/20566/">dAv5 Beta Preview</a><br />
<a href="http://poll.deviantart.com/217/">dA merges with MySpace.com</a><br />
<a href="http://lolly.deviantart.com/journal/8327808/">¢Divineerror banned; `delya, too</a><br />
<a href="http://forum.deviantart.com/galleries/writers/606722/">New Literature Submission System</a><br /><br /><br><br><br />
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Hope? Nope.<br />
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                <title>Lapsing? God Understands</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Mar 2006 12:47:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br /><b>Lent:</b><br />
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Lent is hard. My parents don't even understand why I do it, and they're the ones that actually go to places of worship. Silly me, I suppose. One of those traditions we choose to keep. Perhaps it's to atone for the amount of consumption I've had throughout the year, or perhaps for most it's to make up for the sins they found on their Spring break vacation during Mardi Gras.<br />
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This year, cola and candy. Something I didn't realize I was having a lot of until I couldn't have a lot of it. For a college student, giving up cola is a task due to the fact it seems to be much cheaper than everything else. Candy, well, I'm weak. What can I say. We try, though.<br />
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<b>Gallery:</b><br />
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<a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/20479/">It's Here</a><br />
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Every 6 weeks, or so, we (the great commune of Literature Gallery Directors) will be releasing an update into some of the major issues and events occuring within the community as they are resolved and discussed.<br />
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As such, for a one time only event, I have succumb, like the trendwhore I am, and created a stamp to mark such a momentous occasion. Well, the second coming of this occasion. If you will:<br />
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<a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/20479/"><img src="http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs10/i/2006/075/0/d/lgu___stamp_by_coshdaddy.png"></img></a><br />
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<b>Ultimate:</b><br />
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Take a gander at <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/29098208/">We</a> by =<a class="u" href="http://bananaprincess.deviantart.com/">bananaprincess</a> if you get a chance. As if I haven't gotten that out enough today, I just thought it'd be a nice gesture to say once more.<br />
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Other ultimate news, though, is that I am not going to be around as much (not in dAmn, not on AIM, not answering notes in a timely fashion) due to restrictive internet issues. In other words, I'm not at home. I will still be reading notes, and coming up with answers, I just lack the time to respond in a timely manner. This journal has taken me a few days to write. Go figure.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="World's Shortest Pessimistic Poem - Robert Zend">poem</a></h3><br />
Hope? Nope.<br />
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                <title>Good News</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Mar 2006 10:30:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />"Hoho. Congratulations, sir"<br />
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That's what my professor said handing me my final midterm results. A good exclaimation on an otherwise lackluster first half of the semester. My other courses? Not so good, but still, it's nice to end with a bang.<br />
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And with that, it also ends a week of being MIA again. This semester has been...let's say 100 times more brutal than I expected. Of course, a lot of my courses this semester are focussed on a specific aspect of Computer Science that I am absolutely terrible at, so it could just be that. Let's hope for a better summer!<br />
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I've got a backlog of things to do right now. First being finish off the list of comments that I need to do, the first which I started before the I was called to study last week (almost done). After that, I have to play more video games. Doctor's orders. Apparently, it's the best cure for stress. Oh, yeah, writing, too. Have to do that.<br />
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<b>Lit News Update:</b><br />
Lots of stuff in the wings at the moment. ^<a class="u" href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/">imperfect</a> mentioned in her <a href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com/journal/8112769/">most recent journal</a> that there's some discussion about workshops in the forums. Got some mixed feelings on that, so if you didn't know, feel free to share your feelings here.<br />
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Should have a full update article sometime soon. Keep an eye or two out.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="The Tragically Hip - Inevitability of Death">song</a></h3><br />
We don't go to hell, just our memories do.<br />
And if you go to hell, I'll still remember you.<br />
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                <title>Sleep is the Enemy</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Feb 2006 10:56:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />It's been a rough week.<br />
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Isn't it always? God, stop whining.<br />
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I've started writing again. Out of necessity, out of habit, and to put that <acronym title="The Messenger">damned serial</acronym> to bed once and for all. It won't be pretty, but I kind of fell out of love with it after our third encounter. Happens a lot, I hear, but I shouldn't have let it drag on this long. Look out for that. As soon as that's done, I'll start another. Lucky for me, I know exactly how far I want to go with my next one. 8.<br />
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Written some PEOtry lately, as well, but have committed nothing to paper. Just thoughts that won't go away with time, and I guess want to find a place to stay. Look for that sometime in the next few weeks.<br />
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I'm trying to kick myself to critique more. I get bogged down by how long I usually end up making them, and am afraid to start on most days. As such, though, give me a piece of yours to critique and I'll do it. Within a week of you posting it. I will fulfill this, damnit. Offer's only good until my next journal, see in store for details.<br />
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V for Vendetta was spectacular. Watchmen was also amazing. I'm very glad I got a chance to sit down and read through both of these this month. Now the search for a new book will begin.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Mouse-Over!">news</a></h3><br />
Hawksley Workman releases a new CD this coming Tuesday and you should buy it.<br />
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                <title>It's Over!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Feb 2006 11:17:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />I've never felt more relieved than I did this morning. Moreso than the time I was stuck on a bus for 4 hours and really had to urinate, and finally got off. ...but that's another story.<br />
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I've been pretty sparsely around since Monday. I pretty much finished off all of the <a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/20292/">deviantHEART</a> stuff, and then skipped straight into a week of pure, unadulterated horror. Over the last month I've been working on a specific requirements elicitation document for my software engineering. It's a huge group project, but I've spent a lot of my time designing this and thought that I had mostly been finished. However, not the case.<br />
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Long story short, I've spent the last 3 days knee deep in diagrams and UML, and I haven't slept for more than 3 hours on any given night. Combine that with some exams I've had (but they've been mere shadows in this terrible game) and it's just been a nightmare.<br />
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Oh, yeah, I would like to thank everyone for all the birthday wishes. Some people leaked this valuable information, and I will be interrogating the offending parties. However, I will still accept your fabulous gifts and general well-wishes. You're all great.<br />
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I got some stuff for my birthday this year. Which is really scary, actually, because a) I didn't ask for anything b) I only told a handful of people in this town about it and c) my family no longer lives with me. However, I managed to score more this year than any other year in recent memory. Got myself a digital camera from my folks (submissions: coming soon) and they brought a care package of cards from family in the area with monetary compensation. Apparently, I get the pity card because I'm a starving student.<br />
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Some friends got me some sake. I've heard that it's a very good kind, as well, but it still smells and tastes like listerine/paint thinner. I'll try the second bottle later, maybe. It's chilled, rather then the warm one I've had. I had to turn down the opportunity to drink sake all night and eat beef because of this project. Shame, ain't it?<br />
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There was other stuff to talk about, but I'm tired and you're probably bored if you've read this far. Go write something.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Mouse-Over!">news</a></h3><br />
Both Danko Jones and Hawksley Workman release new CDs this coming Tuesday and you should buy them both.<br />
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                <title>Books in a Day</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Feb 2006 14:24:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />I ordered a few books earlier this week. Well, they are not really books in a traditional sense, however they are in book format, so I'm somewhat pleased with myself. I've made it my business to read more this year, so I'm growing my collection through silly things to pave way towards a more somber collection of words that have more meaning beyond a simply chuckle here and there.<br />
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The first book, which I am currently reading, arrived not but 5 hours ago. I must say that this greatly exceeds my expectations in terms of speed, and the internet shopping industry gains +2 trust points. However, I'm still not keen on purchasing online (having to do with identities, theft, and no Christmas gift this year which I'm sure I'll tell you all about some day) and was rather happy to have the first of two arrive.<br />
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I've been reading <a href="http://www.penny-arcade.com">Penny Arcade</a> for a long, <i>long</i> time. Anyone who has spoken with me for more than a few weeks will have met with one or more references to this comic at some point. At school, I've been told I am a walking webcomic encyclopedia when it comes to these guys. Of course, then, <i>Attack of the Bacon Robots</i> was an instant purchase. It hadn't hit the shelves yet here, because our bookstores in this lonely town are sparse to say the least, yet I did manage to spot it online (for a site which I had gift certificates for) and put it on my to-do list.<br />
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The other book I purchased, which has not arrived yet, has been on my to-read list for quite sometime. I love graphic novels. I only own one, but I've always been a fan of comics (see above) since I started reading <i>Calvin and Hobbes</i> in Grade 4. I actually own the complete series of C&H books. All of them. But, yes, graphic novels seemed to be the next rational transition in my perference of reading. After picking up, and loving <i>Maus</i> many years ago, I decided I would start finding something of similar substance. Alan Moore helped a lot, God bless him. So, this week when <i>V for Vendetta</i> went on sale, I <b>had</b> to get it. Along with the above book, I received free shipping, so I clicked and this little gem is currently on its way. I had been waiting for a Hardcover version, and luckily it came out in November of last year.<br />
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Next up for graphic novels would be <i>The Watchmen</i>. For real words, I'm looking to picking up Rohinton Mistry's <i>Such a Long Journey</i> or Hermann Hesse's <i>Siddhartha</i>, both of which I read a long while ago and was interested in adding my my small collection.<br />
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In other news, my computer is being a bit of a freak and deciding to just randomly cut out. While saying that, I decided to save this journal to notepad just in case. I cleared out volumes of games and CSI from my harddrive and defragged. So far, it seems to have worked. If not, however, I will be doing an overhaul. If I'm talking to you on AIM, or dAmn and I just suddenly disappear, that's way. Or I just don't want to talk to you. One of those.<br />
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<b>BOLD CAPS WILL GET YOUR ATTENTION</b><br />
I just opened the <a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/20159/">deviantHEART contest</a> an hour or so ago. You've only a week or so to finish your entries. This is a contest centric towards writing! Writing! So I expect <i>writers</i> to get out and try and be clever and succinct. This isn't about prettiness, as much about your ability to make a card that conveys the appropriate emotion or idea through manipulation. You'll get a prints account out of it, and then you can try and use your new skills to make some visual poetry. Which, by the way, has been moved to the Poetry section. Meaning it's under <a href="http://coshdaddy.deviantart.com">o</a><a href="http://imperfect.deviantart.com">u</a><a href="http://minorkey.deviantart.com">r</a> purview now, and not Digital Art.<br />
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In other news, Don't Panic. Things are happening, even if you can't see it right now.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><h3><a title="Robert Graves">quote</a></h3><br />
There's no money in poetry, but then there's no poetry in money, either.<br />
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                <title>Chit</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Jan 2006 13:29:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />School's started up for me. That's going to be my excuse for why I haven't been seen around as much of late. If you've seen me around more, I'll blame that in avoiding school work. Either way, I have my scapegoat.<br />
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I will be participating in an interview or something in #<a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/PoetryPlease">PoetryPlease</a> this Sunday (January 22nd) at 1AM GMT (8PM EST, 5PM PST, etc). I'll be answering questions about literature, dA, or just anything you can think. There are questions I won't answer (That means you, =<a class="u" href="http://kaujot.deviantart.com/">kaujot</a>) but I'll try and be good. For those looking for entertainment, though, look elsewhere. I'm not that clever.<br />
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In other news, federal elections are going on here. Have been for a while. Voting day is Monday, and it's just been a total storm of crap being flung from all sides. Looks like the scariest candidate may win, but probably only a minority if he does, so we'll be back in the polls by the end of this year. Costing us more money. What crap.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><br />
<h3><a title="James Joyce">quote</a></h3><br />
Poetry, even when apparently most fantastic, is always a revolt against artifice, a revolt, in a sense, against actuality.<br />
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                <title>Workshopping</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Jan 2006 13:19:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />*<a class="u" href="http://suture.deviantart.com/">suture</a> is having a poetry workshop in <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/suture">their chatroom</a> this week to kick off the new year strong! This will be a continuing occurance, to be held weekly.<br />
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<b>When</b>: Thursday 8:00 PM CST (2:00 AM GMT)<br />
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<b>How to join</b>: Send a poem <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=suture">via note</a> to *<a class="u" href="http://suture.deviantart.com/">suture</a> by the previous Monday. For this week, there are 2 spots still available. If you have some work that you want to receive critique in a live, open environment, this is a perfect opportunity.<br />
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Anyone can join the chat just to watch the event. So, if you're around, head over to <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/suture">the room</a> and stay a few.<br />
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For more info, check out <a href="http://suture.deviantart.com/journal/7524820/#journal">Suture's Journal</a> or <a href="http://suture.deviantart.com/journal/forum/18942/">their forum</a> to sign up.<br />
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Get writing!<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><br />
<h3><a title="white ninja and the best defense in the world">comic</a></h3><br />
<div align="center"><a href="http://whiteninjacomics.com/comics/defense.shtml"><img src="http://whiteninjacomics.com/images/comics/defense.gif"></img></a><br />
© <a href="http://www.whiteninjacomics.com">whiteninjacomics.com</a><br />
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                <title>Shiny New Year</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Jan 2006 18:19:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <style>@import "http://syckoteck.homestead.com/files/journalgreen.css"; /*nullnull*/ /*</style><br /><br />Well, a new year has finally begun. 2006.<br />
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In 2005:<br />
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· I moved out of my parents house. To a different city. A different province.<br />
· Got my first IT related job in my chosen field of education<br />
· Held a part-time job while on the school government and kept my grades up<br />
· Managed to come back to dA after a long time away<br />
· Aged another year<br />
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Hopefully this will be a more eventful and fulfilling year. Not that I didn't enjoy the last, but I should probably be able to remember more than the above list of events.<br />
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Playing around with the CSS thing in the journal the last few days. I'll give it a little air, see what people think. I think it might be a bit too flashy, but it's also a learning experience as I'm trying to learn the language and practice a little bit of design. Still might fool around a bit, we'll see. Let me know.<br /><br /><br><br><br />
<div class="bottomthing"><br />
<h3><a title="hawksley workman - clever not beautiful">song</a></h3><br />
Sharks follow my trail, and it won't be long<br />
They've fallen for the oldest trick in the book<br />
It never goes wrong oh no<br />
Mask and snorkel and a bottle of ketchup<br />
Oh those desperate old sharkfins start to circle me in anger<br />
Oh be clever not beautiful, oh be clever not beautiful<br />
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