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Write out the names of your characters and explain
1) how you thought of their name
2) what made you create the character in the first place
3) how the character has changed over time (if they have changed)
4) any random fun fact about that character


ROLE PLAY CHARACTERS

Ariene

1) Idk-I guess I used to use that name a LOT in role-playing when I was like 14 so I decided-"HEY WHY DON'T I USE IT FOR THIS ROLEPLAY!?" *fails*
2) Well I wanted a character who was different to my usual characters-she ended up being more brash, outgoing and strong-willed.
3) She's matured as the role-play has gone on. She's a little less brash and I guess part of her has gone a little soppy. Idk XD!
4) She has a volatile history and is extremelly accurate when using her bows and arrows. She doesn't try to get on with people unless they get irritated with her-then she loves them X3!

Lucustella (aka Lucus)

1) It literally popped into my head and I thought "BWAHAH THAT'LL DO!"
2) I needed a character contrasting slightly from Ariene's character; someone a little more patient, gentle...however he can still be quite strong-willed X3!
3) He's kind of more restraint with his true feelings. He's not as open as he used to be T.T poor Lucus!
4) He's a hopeless romantic at heart =3!

Sebastian

1) Yet again-it just came to me and seemed like the right name to use!
2) He's a real creeeeeeeeeep! He is seriously sleezy and creepy and you just don't want to meet him on a dark night D>!
3) He's become less evil; I guess he wasn't really evil to begin with. He was kind of being used X3 but anyway-he's less evil and I guess he's a completely different character to when the RP first began =/!
4) He's Ariene's step-brother and as little brothers like doing-he likes irritating Ariene to the point where she's threatening him with a sword O_O;!


DRAWN CHARACTERS

Riko

1) I was just playing with name ideas X3!
2) I was bored during study leave and Riko formed from my head X3! I think I was thinking of Sven from Black Cat too much XD *fails*!
3) Well he hasn't XD I've not done much with him so that may be why...!!
4) He has a tattoo of a bull on his left forearm and a lip piercing. He never takes his hat off because-he just doesn't. He may look like trouble but it's actually trouble that follows him round.

Kiro

1) Yet again-playing with name ideas. Bwaha what is it with the 2 syllable names?!
2) Was doodling...yet agian during study leave X3!
3) Yet again-haven't had a chance to do much with him. Started writing a story but not gotten very far with that D>!
4) He's an efficient swordsman. Has little to no friends. Doesn't often wander around during the day (no he's not a vampire). He's actually a good guy but it doesn't come across that way most of the time.

Verity

1) It seemed to suit the character I'd drawn. I usually draw the character (or write about them) and then the name comes to me after.
2) Just kinda-happened?! Doodling again X3
3) Same as Kiro.
4) She loves playing piano. Lives on her own. Works in a bar (because she needs the money to live D> ).



...I am hopeless when it comes to updates D>!

Harj
xoxoxo

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/25687297/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/25687297/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 03:17:33 PDT !

How've we all been? Good?! GOOD!

So firstly I know-it's been well over a few months since I uploaded any artwork or replied to messages or commented on everyone's lovely deviations etc.etc. I'M SO SORRY D>! EXAMS ARE A NIGHTMARE! That is my only excuse. Really had to pull my socks up so I restricted my use of the internet (also helped by my parents lol but it was mostly my own initiative) and well, now that exams are done-FKASDJF NO NEED TO RESTRICT MYSELF NO MORE D>!

Thanks firstly to all the following people for adding my work to their favourites. I was seriously overwhelmed by the amount of favourites I got O_O! SO THANK YOU TO THE FOLLOWING <3~:




http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/25642570/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 01:55:40 PDT
(BTW I KNOW IT'S BEEN FREAKIN' AGES SINCE I CAME ON! But I was bored so I thought I'd do this... art work is on it's way 8D!)

ALTERNATIVE:
[x] Weezer
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[x] October Fall
[ ] The Academy Is...
[x] Coheed And Cambria
[ ] Bayside
[x] Sugarcult
[x] The Dresden Dolls

TOTAL SO FAR: 7

COUNTRY:
[ ] Rascal Flatts
[ ] Carrie Underwood
[x] Leanne Rhymes
[ ] Garth Brooks
[x] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[x] Tim McGraw
[x] Faith Hill
[x] Shania Twain
[x] Johnny Cash

TOTAL SO FAR: 13

EMO:
[x] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Halifax
[ ] Forgive Durden
[x] Amber Pacific
[ ] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[ ] From First to Last
[x] Senses Fail
[x] Underoath
[x] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit the lights
[ ] Dear Whoever

TOTAL SO FAR: 18

INDIE:
[ ] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[x] Death Cab for Cutie
[x] Dashboard Confessional
[x] The Killers
[x] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[ ] Gym Class Heroes
[x] Franz Ferdinand
[ ] Modest Mouse

TOTAL SO FAR: 23

METAL:
[x] Slipknot
[x] System of a Down
[x] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[x] Guns n' Roses
[x] Lamb of God
[x] Slayer
[x] Hatebreed
[x] Killswitch Engage

TOTAL SO FAR: 32 (lmao typical i know all the metal bands listed XD)

POP:
[ ] Teddy Geiger
[x] Ashlee Simpson
[x] Kelly Clarkson
[x] Jesse McCartney
[x] Avril Lavigne
[x] P!nk
[x] The Veronicas
[x] Daniel Powter
[x] James Blunt
[x] Natasha Bedingfield
[ ] Ryan Cabrera

TOTAL SO FAR: 41

POWERPOP/POP PUNK/PUNK:

[ ] hellogoodbye
[x] Cute is What We Aim for
[ ] Cartel
[ ] The Click Five
[x] Fall Out boy
[ ] Lucky Boys Confusion
[x] Good Charlotte
[x] Bowling for Soup
[x] Relient K
[x] Less Than Jake
[x] Simple Plan

TOTAL SO FAR= 48

RAP:
[ ] Ying Yang Twins
[ ] T.I.
[ ] Paul Wall
[x] Tupac
[ ] Jamie Foxx
[x] Ludacris
[x] Lil' Jon
[x] Outkast
[x] 50 Cent
[x] Kanye West
[x] Notorious B.I.G
[ ] Young Jeezy

TOTAL SO FAR: 55

SKA:
[x] Reel Big Fish
[ ] The Specials
[ ] Mad Caddies
[ ] The Aquabats
[ ] Sublime
[x] No Doubt
[ ] Madness
[ ] Operation Ivy
[x] Bob Marley

TOTAL SO FAR= 58

ROCK:
[x] Taking Back Sunday
[x] All American Rejects
[x] Motion City Soundtrack
[x] Avenged Sevenfold
[x] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink 182

TOTAL SO FAR: 67 (lmao knew all those too xD)

CLASSIC ROCK:
[x] The Beatles
[x] Led Zeppelin
[x] The Rolling Stones
[x] The Who
[x] Pink Floyd
[ ] The Doors
[x] Jimmy Hendrix
[x] Queen
[x] Van Halen
[x] Bob Dylan
[x] Simon & Garfunkel

TOTAL: 77

Now multiply by two
and put "I Am 154% Obsessed With Music”

... hmmm... have I just broken the quiz? LOL!

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/23039476/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/23039476/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 12:05:30 PST !!!

Basically exams all of last month- I didn't have time to even BREATHE! But they are all over now 8D and we shan't talk about them because they are over and done and I don't wanna talk about them D= !!

Btw- check out all that snow outside 8D I'm just wondering how on Earth I'm going to get to work tomorrow D= !I may have to walk, for the first time ever. I NEVER walk to work. I don't know why, it's just one of those things. I can get up during a weekday and walk to school in the morning, but work? NO WAY! Ah dear- it'll be the safer option tomorrow though so... we'll see.

Anywho, I don't have much time to write much so... Was bored and I found this on so I thought I'd have a go X3!

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

---

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
We Are Your Friends- Justice Vs Simian
(wtf? that's avoiding the question completely )

2.How would you describe yourself?
What's This?- Flyleaf
(wtf? MIKE STOP BEING A SPAZZ *glares at ipod*)

3.What do you like in a girl? boy?
Someone Was Here- Constantine Soundtrack
( bwahahha now it's REALLY not making sense)

4.How do you feel today?
Only You- Joshua Radin
(! okay...!)

5.What is your life's purpose?
Under the Knife- Rise Against
( yeah that pretty much sums it up!)

6.What is your motto?
Unbreakable- Fireflight
(So true <3! MiKe's finally working )

7.What do your friends think of you?
Angel Dust- D'espairsRay
( I wouldn't think so but if you insist MiKe!)

8.What do you think of your parents?
Sanagi- Nightmare
( anyone know the translation of "Sanagi"? *tries to find it but fails* u.u)

9.What do you think about very often?
Only Hope- Switchfoot
( T.T do I really? Probably X3!)

10.What is 2 + 2?
Nine Thou (Grant Mohrman "Superstar" Remix)- Styles of Beyond
( bwahahahhaha! This has got to be the best answer so far!!)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Our Truth- Lacuna Coil

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Come Away With Me- Norah Jones

13.What is your life story?
PRECIOUS- LUNA SEA
( well alright then!)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Reason Why- Rachael Yamagata
(O.o not sure how that works )

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Rinse- Vanessa Carlton
(Yup probably )

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Boukyaku Seruroido- Matenrou Opera
( not really a dance around type song! More like "THE WORLD'S GONNA END!" kinda sounding song X3)

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Vermillion Pt.2- Slipknot
(T_T daw that would work!)

18.What is your hobby/... ]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/22118188/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/22118188/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 09:16:41 PST
But ... IT'S ALMOST XMAS? Is it just me or does it really not feel like Christmas at all? It just feels... odd. I guess I'm too busy thinking about exams X______________X! EEP! I don't want January to come about T__________________T! IMMA GONNA DIE PEOPLE! *cries*

ANYWHO! Yes I haven't had much chance to put any proper art work up (yes I guess the Specsaver spoofs dont count !). I have taken quite a few photographs and draw a few pictures but I've had NO TIME to put them up. When I do get time, they'll be put up in a flood so DON'T SAY I DIDN'T WARN YOU !

Thanks to the following three people (yes three ) who have added some of my things to their faves:

<3~!

Urm... well yes. Almost the end of 2008 O_O how scary is that? The year has gone FASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST! And so much has happened. Typically, it has to end with me being ill u.u;;; *lkfajsidfu293usldfj2R()£IFOSJODJ!"£DIUJSJOJF* ! Bahumbug u.u!

Aw I found such a purdy song. It's the one I'm listening to right now It's called "All This Time" and it's by a Norweigen (?) artist called Maria Mena who is just inspirational.
The video is cute and uplifting. SO GO WATCH IT AND LISTEN TO IT ---> [link]
The lyrics just make you go T-T "AWW! THAT'S SO TRUE!"! She writes some honest and heartfelt songs <3!
And if you like that song by her or don't then try this one instead--> [link]
Wonderful song <3! And such a cute video <3~

Anywho... I'm off
Gotta revise X_X!

Harj
xoxoxo

PS. MERRY XMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR IF I DONT COME BACK 8D

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/21597519/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/21597519/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 13:08:55 PST !
First of- thank you to all these people for supporting my work and adding things to your favourites:


I appreciate it lots !

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD onto other things...

School has been up and down.
Half term went by too quickly and I wish it were longer X_X! I felt more relaxed and calm and felt that I was able to work at my own pace happily- then school started and everything went KABOOOOOOOM! <- yes like that.

UCAS application has not been sent due to- reasons that some people know and reasons which I wasn't shocked by to be honest. Typical really. There's that saying which goes, "You can't regret anything as long as you've tried it once". Uh huh... well, someone tell that to the Head of Year -.-! I'm not going to dwell on that too long because it's stressed me out and pissed me off and upset me enough this week and I just want to forget about it. Just a few more months I keep telling myself... just got to get through this last year X_____________X! Will I survive? I don't know... !!!

So anyway- is it just me or has every band/artist in the world decided to release new albums around the same time just to make me go (/o\ )?
Theres:
Snow Patrol, Nickelback, Joshua Radin, Rachael Yamagata, Arch Enemy, Celldweller, Dir en grey, Funeral For A Friend, Girugamesh, I Am Ghost, LM.C, Mudvayne, Rentrer En Soi, Rise Against, Staind, Trenches...

YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN?!?!?!?! Knowing me, I've probably missed someone off u.u! Well the list is long enough as it is and I've still not gotten through it all X__________X!BWAHAHAHAH! *fails*

Urm- not much else I can think of right now =/!
So well- good luck to everyone with applying to Uni, getting interviews (THEY WILL LOVE YOU MANDY 8D), getting offers. And for those of you not applying to uni- GOOD LUCK WITH EXAMS/TESTS/LIFE X_X!

Harj
xoxoxo

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/21262938/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/21262938/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 13:24:31 PST

Comment on this journal and I will assign you a letter to make a journal to make a list of 10 things you like that start with said assigned letter.

T is for:

TORA!!! <333333333333333333333333333333333333! (now who didn't see that coming, let me throw something at you !)
Trine (even though she doesn't come on DA no more u.u!!!)
"Tangled Up In You" by Staind (that song is T_________T!)
Tamagotchis (even though I no longer have one ._.)
T.V. =3
Trees *is clearly running out things to write down*
Towels (Hitch Hikers Guide anyone?)
Thrice
Tim Pagnotta <33333333333333333333!
Takuya <33333333333333333333333333333333!
Tsukasa <33333333333333333

EDIT://^Yeah I only had 9 before u.u! *fails*
EDIT PT.2:// Yeah mandy was going to kill me if I didn't put Tsukasa on so it's now 11 things *Fails*! SORRY I FORGET HIM m(_ _)m *begs forgiveness*
_____________________________________________________

Firstly thank you so much to all those people who have been favouriting my art work. It means a lot to me, it really does 8)! I'm surprised to find that my Sakito WALLPAPER has grown quite popular <.<. Who'd have thunk? So here is me saying a thank you to all the following people:


~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/20854829/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/20854829/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 09:00:03 PDT

So here goes O.O

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE,
WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc.)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.

Opening Credits:
Falling Inside The Black- Skillet
(Interesting start O.O!... hmm *thinks* yeah I think it'll do !)

Waking Up:
Southern Girl- Incubus
(This is actually not a bad song to have as a waking up song )

First Day At School:
Long Distance- La'cryma Christi
(Haha the title goes well X3. No I'm not cheating O.O!)

Falling In Love:
Aggitated Screams of Maggots (LIVE)- Dir en grey
(Wtf?! no no no. This song is so wrong for it! Maybe the starting is okay... but the rest doesn't go at all )

During a sex scene, you scream:
Liberated- Breed 77
(*laughs non-stop*)

Fight Song:
What's Up People?- Maximum The Hormone
(OH YEAH! THIS TOTALLY GOES ! *moshes along*)

Breaking Up:
Desire- abingdon boys school
(Hmm... actually it would be okay. =/!)

*waits for itunes to stop being ghey so she can continue*

After getting drunk you say:
Save the Lies- Gabriella Cilmi
(*laughs * hahaha! Makes sense cause I don't drink so I would still be sober !)

*waits again for itunes to co-operate*

Prom:
Roses for the Dead- Funeral for a Friend
(O.o urm... maybe not )

*is getting quite pissed off with itunes now*

At your speech after you become prom queen/king you say:
Underdog- Nightmare
(OH YEAH cause that's what I ultimately am X3)

Life's OK:
Hatred is Contagious- Filter
(haha okay may Life's NOT okay )

Mental Breakdown:
Wrapped in Your Arms- Fireflight
(daww what a sad song to have when I'm breaking down T_T! Okay well it makes sense X3)

Driving:
Numb- Linkin Park
(Darn it- I failed the first bit of Theory by driving with loud music playing X3)

Flashback:
D-technoLife- UVERworld
(Actually- this would be an awesome song for this ! <33333)

Wedding:
Burn the Bridges- Feeder
(O,o well... okay )

Birth of Child:
Honor Thy Father- Dream Theatre
(O-kay... probably not ! TOO HEAVY FOR IT!)

Paying the Dues:
Omoide ni Dekinai- Younha
(hmm =/!)

Your deepest secret:
Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol
(daww T_T!)

Night Before War:
The Actress- Secret & Whisper
(Yeah all this war is just an act the ! IT'S A WEST-END PRODUCTION X3)

Final Battle:
No Way- YUI
(Okay- I'm quite happy NOT battling it out )

Moment of Triumph:
Tornado- Adema
(=/ maybe... hmm... nah )

Death Scene:
Nausea & Shudder- the GazettE
(Definately NOT a death song http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/20735347/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 04:00:04 PDT
Had a physics test this morning which NO ONE was prepared for @_@ and I have a chem one next which I feel even more unprepared for X_X. You'd think I'd be revising instead of being on here X3. *Fails*. AH well... I'll revise in a while.

So how has everyone been? Did you all have a good summer? Hope so. Mine was busy to say the least. Went to Wales (as you may have noted from all the pictures X3), MET RURA AND MANDY T_T <33 MISS YOU GUYS! TWAS AWESOME MEETING YOU BOTH *throws hugs over*, urm- had mum pestering me the WHOLE time (I swear she was stalking me), got exam results (I was a bit =/ over mine, but I guess I just have to work my socks off this year @_@), met Laura a few times (hope you're having a great time up in Liverpool Uni <333) andddddddddddd *thinks*... hmm... Don't know what else. Basically too much happened and then we had to come back to school which I really wasn't in the mood for. Ah well.

School so far has been- weird to say the least. Not much different lesson wise (except for the gaping hole in physics where amy and charlie should be u.u) but time table wise, I seem to spend more time at home then at school ! Doesn't bother me. I much prefer being at home when everyone else is at work at school (yay house party... or not X3).

Urm. DA wise, I'm still putting up all my pictures that I took in Wales. Yes there are LOADS more. And I still need to put pictures up from Geneva >.<. WHAAAAAA- AND i still need to finish drawing that Cloud picture, finish photoshoping my FFVII comic, finish other random drawings... write more for the FF with I haven't touched in AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGES (I think Madds may be permenantly mad with me T_T!). So overall, I am a bit screwed.

Oh and to top it off, I've got Driving theory coming up (failed the first time by 2 marks >.< ), got loads going on with the Brownies now that one of the leaders has left (so we are down to 3 of us between about 25 brownies @_@!). Yeah- this is sure going to be a fun year T_T!

Okay- well I'll stop whining.
Want to thank all these wonderful people for adding my stuff to their faves <333

DarkAngelNight
tiny-inferno
Louriel
Kelseyalicia
warm-eyes
Infectious-nori
Sherlotte
Wai-Yin
liflower
RoseLoversClub

Thank you guys muchly <3333333333333333 *sends lots of love out*.

Okay with that said- I should now go try to revise for Chemistry, which I am inevitably doomed to fail X_X!. In the words of KoRn- See you all on the otherside!

Harj
xoxoxo

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/19354747/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/19354747/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 12:55:19 PDT 2. make them answer the following questions.
3. then tag three people.

I choose you:
Ariene
Lucus
Sebastian

(They're characters from the everlasting role-play me and Amy are writing ! I've drawn chibis of them )

I can't be asked to answer these properly... but I think Amy will find this most amusing !

AND BEGIN...

How old are you?
Ariene: Urm... do I have to answer this?
Lucus: Come on Ariene- you're only a year younger then me. I'M THE OLD ONE HERE!
Sebastian: And I'm the youngest *wears a smug grin*
Lucus: -.- shutup mummy's boy
Sebastian: you shutup first, ass face
Ariene: ... and it begins (/.< )/!

What's your height?
Sebastian: I'm about 5ft 11"
Lucus: Shrimp- I'm 6ft 2"
Ariene: Urm... 5ft 8"??
Sebastian: YES! I'M NOT THE SHORTEST!
Lucus: You're still a mummy's boy
Ariene: GUYS! WILL YOU PLEASE SHUT YOUR TRAPS BEFORE I CLOSE THEM FOR YOU?!
Lucus and Sebastian: O_O!

Are you a virgin?
Ariene: Yes...
Lucus: Yup...
Sebastian: Really? Omfg you guys are so old and you've both not made out yet?
Lucus: *glowers at Sebastian* You've been living in a hole Sebastian. Things haven't been as ' perky' or 'easy-going' as you'd expect.
Sebastian: You could have just killed Sam off-
Ariene: NO ONE MENTIONS SAM OTHERWISE I SLICE THEIR HEADS OFF!
Sebastian:

Do you have any kids?
Ariene and Lucus: *shake heads*
Sebastian: That's a stupid question... surely if we are virgins then kids are out of the question?
Lucus: Wow- you have a brain?
Ariene: I'm shocked too.
Sebastian: -.-

What's your favourite food?
Lucus: Urm... well...
Ariene: There's more then just apples, bread and animal meat in the world?
Sebastian: you guys have never tasted crab?
Lucus: Euw- that's just gross!
Sebastian: No it's not!
Lucus: Is too- it's as slimey as you!
Sebastian: I am not slimey T_T
Ariene: You're just more priveledged then us Sebastian... what with living the life of the High Lord and all... and us just being meer adventurers who save the world every other year or so u.u;;
Sebastian: I heard the sarcasm in that Ariene.
Ariene: Good

What's your favorite ice cream flavor?
Ariene: Ice cream? O.o?
Lucus: Sounds tasty... do you have any on you?
Sebastian: Vanilla...!!!

Have you killed anyone?
Ariene: Yup... not that I'm proud of it.
Lucus: I think I inadvertedly did...
Ariene: No I think you have
Lucus: I have?
Ariene: You have
Lucus: Okay, I have. *all look at Sebastian*
Sebastian: What? I haven't!
Ariene: You did assist in murder though.
Sebastian: Well...
Ariene: I think I would know. It was my father.
Sebastian: Just make me look like the bad guy why don't you
Lucus: That's cause you are.
Sebastian: I no longer like this game *sits stubbornly with arms folded*

Do you hate anyone?
Ariene: No
Lucus: Sebastian
Sebastian: HEY!
Lucus: What?
Sebastian: *growls* I hate you both!
Ariene: What ever...!

Have any secrets?
Ariene: Too many...
Lucus: I try to remain as open as possible- and what do you mean too many? TELL ME!
Ariene: I'm not telling you now
Lucus: Why not? *looks at Sebastian* Oh...!
Sebastian: It's me isn't it?
Lucus: Well done, mummy's boy.
Sebastian: URGH! ASS FACE!
Ariene: GUYS!!!
Sebastian and Lucus: Sorry...!

Do you love anyone?
Ariene: ....
Lucus: She loves me and i love her!
Ariene: Well yes...
Sebastian: You forgot Sam, Lucus. Your arch nemesis
Lucus: What the- we were friends Sebastian! You're such a-
Ariene: GUYS! Sebastian hasn't answered
Sebastian: That would be telling
Lucus: He loves himself. He's too slimely to love anyo... ]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/18441154/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/18441154/ Thu, 22 May 2008 02:45:58 PDT
I was tagged by

RULES
1. Post these rules.
2. Post 8 random facts about yourself on your journal.
3. At the end, choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs

8 Random Facts
1. Urm... I procrastinate a hell of a lot. In fact, I'm doing it now
2. I don't like 'Alpha' as much as I love 'Zekkeishoku'- alice nine. in my eyes seem to be wavering a bit.
3. I still haven't finished reading Sepulchre by Kate Mosse even though I started it in like January and have finished 2 other books since then
4. *yawns* I love my sleep <3! If you wake me in the morning when I've told you not to be prepared to have your head ripped off.
5. Don't smoke or drink, not only because of religious reasons but because I don't see the point in doing it.
6. I throw a fit everytime my mum mentions giving my teddy bears to charity
7. I like hats... and scarfs... i have a big collection of scarfs, all sorts as well!
8. I'm quite a sensitive person who ends up taking some things people say to heart too often.

I tag...



THERE WE GO! now that THAT'S done- on to the next most important bit.


Now I posted up a piece a while back--> [link] this one
Yes and they needed a name!
Well I've had loadsa ideas from everyone so I thought it's now time to decide- and everyone's going to help !!!
Here are all the nominations and the number of votes they've received so far *sounds as if she's at the Oscars*

Saethian [2]
Derlings [0]
Shunikamartsu [1]
Flurbles [1]

If you had an idea- then I'm sorry it's too late !
You had about *checks* a month and a half to give me a name s... ]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/18018307/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/18018307/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 06:38:52 PDT I can't remember what I wrote last so I'm not going to bother going over that XD!

First off- thanks MASSIVELY to the following people for adding my work to their favourites:

Wai-Yin
hlfreak04
penguins-in-france
SesshoumaruSama89

and for the previous entry where I couldn't be bother to list the people, many thanks to them now:

FloweRose
sumwan-hunnown
jrocker4eva
ranifan
Wai-Yin (yes again- I LOVE YOU MANDY <3333)
g-judit



THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU !!!

Right okay- so yeah, things have been kinda stressful. If we got bunged down with any more school work I swear I would explode right about now. We've still got a hell of a lot of coursework to get through and that's all in physics (although we only finished chemistry this week u.u). Really not happy with the organisation of the teachers, but I guess I just have to put up with it, ne?

Exams are soon so it's more then likely there's not going to be any updates or journal entries throughout May. If there is anything then it'll most probably be wallpapers or random doodles which I stick up here. On the whole though, like I said- don't expect a lot in the coming month. Exams are not fun- exams are not fun in the slightest T_T!

Had parents evening on the Wednesday just gone. I got the usual comments, "Oh she's a good student but doesn't speak up enough in class." Yeah yeah. You keep saying it and I'll keep ignoring it. I've gotten by this far so I think I can keep going. When I get stuck I do ask for help. I just don't like waving my hand around in the class room where I don't know half the people very well to say "I DON'T GET THIS!" It's just not me. Anyway- they said that mostly, gave revision tips and said- a few other things which I'm not gonna mention cause I don't want to. I'll just clarify that it was nothing bad, it just wasn't- pleasant to hear, nor was it pleasant when my parents fueled the talk... but I'll shutup now...

Not a huge amount on the music front as such. Arisu are- well god knows what they're doing. Probably still promoting MIRROR BALL or touring or what ever. No idea. Been listening to a lot of Secret&Whisper, Skillet and Red lately. They are awesome bands- if you don't know them do check them out. They are deffinately worth 5 precious minutes of listening.

Hmm- so yeah. Other then that life has been so so.
Oh well- half term I have to say wasn't plesant. We had 3 deaths in the family over the same weekend- all in India but not connected at all. One of them really hit hard on my mum and that side of the family. She did get quite upset and yes did eventually take it out on me- although I should have seen that one coming u.u that's what usually happens. She's a lot better now which is good. I think she's passed the grieving period.

Got to say though- the whole family members dying did kinda- I don't know. It made me really start thinking about things. I guess that is what happens in these situations. This will happen to us all eventualy. I suppose we've just got to keep going and get what we want to get done when we get the chance rather then waiting.

MOVING AWAY FROM MORBIDNESS THOUGH-

It's Debbie's birthday today ^-^
SO HAPPY B'DAY DEBBIE!
Oh and it was Laura's 18TH on Monday O.O! I phoned her and we had a good convo for half an hour. I'm really gutted that we didn't get to see each other. I haven't seen her since Easter <_>. I doubt I'll see her now until the summer T_T! I got the scrap book though so I can spam it loads XD!
Oh and it's... ]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/17286836/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/17286836/ Tue, 11 Mar 2008 13:41:47 PDT
So did everyone survive exam results?! O.O
I know I JUST about did (/.< )/!
I did okay, but I pretty much failed psychology so I'm going to have to retake that in the summer. Yay- 3 hour exam- can't wait TT_TT!

Ever since those stupid results things have been catching up with me.
Because of them, I've had to look at uni courses REALLY seriously to figure out whether I should drop physics or not, becuase if I drop it then I need to retake- but if I don't drop it then there's no point in retaking (as i was rightly informed by my physics teacher). So yeah- i've ploughed through courses ALL weekend and sift out the ones I'm interested it. Turns out I'll probably keep all four next year, if my teachers agree to it.

School school school.
Life just seems to be all focused around school.
Gah.

Anywho- i've not put much art up.
No i have xD
i lie.
I've put lots of photographs up so- THANKS FOR EVERYONE WHO FAVOURITED THEM!
I FORGET WHO CAUSE THERE WERE LOTS OF PEOPLE AND I EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU FOR FAVING MY STUFF! THANKS AGAIN!

I have lots of drawings currently on hold.
May do them over the weekends, sometime or wait until holidays. It may even end up being on hold until the summer at the rate im going u.u!

Well- has everyone heard MIRRORBALL yet?!
Well alice nine have done it again u.u
I wish they would stop putting out weird 30 second previews and then releasing songs which just get stuck in my head XDDD
nah im kidding- I was doubtful about MIRRORBALL at first cause it reminded me a bit of aoi tori, but after listening to it about *checks playcount* 8 times I think I can quite happily say that I'm pleased with it ^-^
I've not seen the pv yet- it's on 65% download at them moment and my internet time runs out- now XDDD!
Hopefully my mum won't notice for another *checks how much longer the download is going to take* 18 mins?!
GAH! HURRY UP! maybe i'll log out of msn
yeah that'll help-maybe *does so*
Okay I've signed out- *checks to see if it made any difference*
now it says 17 mins u.u
Tsk tsk... ah well- I'll figure that out later

So yeah- OOO i got a new phone and i've now been dumped on contract cause my mum was fed up of topping £10 every 2-3 weeks xD
Not that it's better- I found the internet on my phone But then my mum just made me check the bill and it has EVERYTHING on there- every single time I went on msn/internet, it's listed there O.O!
I got very scared. So yeah- my mum now knows I have msn on my phone (/.< )/ well at least she didn't know for like a week.
Thing is- i've been on it so much now i've rung up £62 xDDDDDDDD!
Ooops *hits head on keyboard*
All she said to me was, "You got that desperate?!" I just ignroed her u.u
then she said, "You need to be more careful"
Yeah alright- whatever mum ( - .- )/
Maybe if she just gave me the cable back WE WOULDN'T HAVE THIS PROBLEM

ah well- I'm up to 1 hour a day now XD
Course I've been busy with- shock horror- school work that I've not been able to actually use the cable for a week now OoO! WHICH IS WHY I USED MY PHONE! YOU SEE MY LOGIC?!
Or not...
But yeah- we'll see how this lasts.

Well mum's just called u.u
She's being nice and letting me leave the laptop connected so I can finish downloading the pv.
But I have to go now u.u
As an update I think this will suffice, ne?!

Well- hope everyone else is doing okay.
DON'T LET SCHOOL GET TO YOU PEOPLE!
IT'S ALL A CONSPIRACY OoO!

Take care all


Harj
xxxxxxxxxxxx

THINGS TO DO LIST (since mandy-chan has one XD):
- Finish comic strip with cloud and vincent
- Do other 2 comic strips with cloud and vincent u.u
- Draw Nao
- Finish one of my random drawings
- Draw a friend for scruffy muffy
- Evil Cloud


EDIT://

OMFG JUST WATCHED MIRRORBALL *O*
was like *O* through the WHOLE thing
and tora at the end *is spazzing out*
ok fangirl moment over ^-^;;;;
for now....

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/16717774/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/16717774/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 04:01:28 PST how are we all then?!?! did we all survive january okay?!
exams?! school? uni?! life?! the penguins?!
good good ^-^!


Well I'm afriad I've been lacking a bit when it comes to the art side of things U.U ! I started sketching 2 things last night because I started having withdrawl symptoms. I tell you, there is some gorgeous stuff on DA- if you just browse around there's so much inspirational stuff. I am truely amazed. *nods* I am amazed at how much talent people have- and how much I DON'T have XD! *laughs*


But anyway- school has been alright I guess. Biology coursework is ALMSOT done- i say almst cause we've still got the analysis, conclusion and evaluation left to do- what fun u.u am not looking forward to the graphs >.

Hmm- what else- not much really. Ooo yes! Got my provisional driving licence last week! So cool- my dad decided to take me down to the interface last night to teach me the basics- so funny! i drove 200 yards in a straight line at like 3 mph xD he kept on saying "harj, you can speed up you know!" haha XD i think i was like this the whole way through O_O!!!!

Oh then he made me park the car U.U was not impressed. He made me do it like 4 times until i got it right- which was after stalling the car twice and then crashing into the bushes about 3 times XDD but i mannaged to do it- eventually!


Can't think of much else- yes life is pretty boring at the moment.
i've STILL not been given the internet cable back so it looks as if this is something permenant >.
Talking of which I spoke to Laura on the phone the other day xDD so funny! She went to Exeter Uni for an interview and the french teacher spoke 2 words of english to her- then a load of french xD she was just like O_O! But then afterwards they said to her, "we don't expect you to understand everything we're saying!" XDDD
haha! i was thoroughly amused- but she mannaged to survive it- just.


Well- I shall leave it there- oh no! ONE MORE THING!
I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE IREIZA PV FROM ARISU 8(^o^)8!
When I found out they were doing a pv for that with the mirrorball single i was just like this :- = = (\^O^)/ -2 hours later- \(^O^/) = =

haha XDD yup i am really excited! i hope it's a really nice one- like jewels was!!!!! weeeeeeee!

Oh and if you're all wondering "when are you going to draw nao?" well- IM NOT DRAWING NAO UNTIL MANDY-CHAN DRAWS SOMEONE ELSE FROM ARISU!
it is there, written in stone now mandy chan! haha so now you HAVE to draw someone- and no i don't mean sketch- i mean draw, shade- the whole shabazzzz! heheh

Well I hope everyone is well and stuff.
I shall deffinately try to get some more art work up some time soon- if not you all have permission to hit me with a spoon!

*WAVES*
BUBYE

Harj
XXXXXXXXX

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/16490355/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/16490355/ Sun, 20 Jan 2008 12:53:22 PST AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL!

I hope you all survived the festivities of December and are now happy to be back at school ^-^! *laughs*
okay that was stupid XD! Well school for me starts tomorrow. I know- WELL WE HAD EXAMS SO WE WERE SUFFERING FOR 2 WEEKS TO YOU KNOW >.
Well things have been- weird.
We had the carpet changed in the living/dining rooms yesterday becacuse of the iron mark caused by my sister because of my mum ironing in such a stupid place in the first place XD! the house ACTUALLY looks bigger, strangely enough O.o! weird ...
I like it though- it's no longer red, it is a beige-y kinda colour. Nice *-*!

What else- ah exams- lets not go there.
They were rubbish- annoying- weird all at once- all of them were. Some I found better then others but overall?! Yeah- I'm going to have to re-take at least- well, ALL FOUR >.
Oh yeah I did a stupid thing and literally blew my SIM card up. Okay so it decided to blow up first- I just provoked it. Brought a new one yesterday and THANKFULLY the number is still the same and shockingly I still had all my credit intact and some of my messages <.
Hmm... OH! I think I've watched "DEATH NOTE- THE MOVIE" about 9324203948203 times within the past three days xD mannaged to get my dad to let me burn it to disk. He was a bit -_- because yet again I was showing my love for Japanese culture and he was all like "Why do you like these kinda films?" I was just like "Heh? THIS IS THE FIRST AND ONLY JAPANESE FILM I'VE WATCHED -.-;;;;;;" Well he started watching it to, being the movie addict he is XDDD and he started asking questions about it at some points. ^-^ I wonder if he'll let me get the second one now <.<. Yeah I've watched that one too and OMG! It shocked me O_O the ending did. It's different from the manga- so I don't think they're gonna do a third one. It made me go
Well other then that- SCHOOL TOMORROW *Runs around mad like*
gah >. Well I can't complain- I've had 2 months off so I have to go back SOME time. *groans*
Stupid school -.-. And I think I have all lessons tomorrow- *cries* NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I DON'T WANT TO CARRY ALL THOSE TEXTBOOKS AROUND *more mad running around*
Gah- *takes deep breath* it'll be- okay. we hope...!!!!!

Well just thought I'd post and say yes, I AM STILL HERE!
Afraid to say internet usage has been COMPLETELY limited now... so instead of it being temporary as I was PROMISED- It's become PERMENANT without my consent -.-
I'm gonna go phone my lawyer...
wait- I don't have one...
anyone know any good ones?! XDDDDDD

*waves* take care all!!!!!!!!!

Harj
xxxxxxxxxxxxx

PS. OMG! I ALMOST FORGOT *hits head with hand*

THANK YOU TO TRINE AND JAH FOR ADDING SOME OF MY ARTWORK TO THEIR FAVES
*hugs them both* YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME T_T!!! I WUB YOU BOFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF XD!

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/15995100/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/15995100/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 02:29:48 PST Chances are this is going to be my last journal entry for this year- so yeah, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR ^.^!
Hope you all have a great one- get lots of presents- get what you want- eat lots- have fun- etc. *hugs everyone*

I guess I should explain why I'm not coming on over Christmas. I'll just say that there's lots of exam preperation that needs to be done- oh and the fact that the internet cable has been taken away from me- AGAIN. I'd much prefer if my parents just admitted to me that they don't trust me rather then being sneeky and deceiving. I guess that's too much to hope for.

Urm. Oh yeah it's my birthday next week. Maybe I should ask to use the internet for my birthday present- I know. How lame and sad- if you were me, you'd understand. It really feels as if it's going to be a miserable birthday. The worst thing is that it's on a Saturday so that means the chances of visiting my grandparents on that day is 99% likely- don't get me wrong, I like them and everything- but I HATE seeing family on my birthday. I really don't enjoy that. The concept of celebrating it at all doesn't appeal to me anymore, i mean I'd much rather spend the day on my own or doing something that I want to do- something like just staying at home. Yes I'm that boring. Get over it.

Well- I guess that's about everything.
When I post next it'll probably be in the new year so yeah- best wishes to everyone for then! Take care all! Stay safe and I'll see you all in 2008 O_O!!!!!!! I know- scary stuff. *hugs to everyone*

Trine and Jah- missing you a hell of a lot TT^TT
Mandy-chan- take care sweetie!!!! Good luck with your exams too!!! I'm sure you'll fly through them. Say hi to Madhura for me- and tell her to get well already >.
hugs to you all!!!
wishing you all a white christmas- or a hot one in Jah's case XD!!!!

Harj
xxxxxxxxxxxxx

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/15941283/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/15941283/ Sat, 15 Dec 2007 07:43:27 PST Let me walk you through the world that I currently stay in
You can take a look around and tell me if I’m mistaken
You can meet and talk to everybody that I live with
Maybe you can tell me why everybody’s so distant
Is it me or maybe, when I look around daily
I don’t even know the people I can put my trust in lately
People that I used to hang with now they're actin’ too different
I’m still the same person why doesn’t anybody listen
Can somebody please just explain to me
What happened to the way that we always said we’d be
Right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I got through
And I’m losin’ hope

Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way

Come with me
Let me walk you through the world that I currently live in
Not a thing is forgotten, not a thing is forgiven
Nobody can hold their own underneath the weight but
Nobody can take the blame for their own mistakes so
What do you do when somebody lets you down
And you wanna say something but you can’t 'cause they're not around
Inside you think they know the extent of the pain
But they won’t even admit that they were the one to blame
Can somebody please just explain to me
What happened to the way that we always said we’d be
'cause right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I got through
And I’m losin’ hope

Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way

Voices (voices) in my head (in my head)

Can somebody please just explain to me
What happened to the way that we always said we’d be
Right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I got through
And I’m losin’ hope, give me one reason not to

Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way




^ That song is all I have to say right now...

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/15859719/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/15859719/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 08:51:17 PST
warm-eyes
jozefm
KuraiHisaAngel
animelver123
DarkAngelNight
black-jewels

^.^ thank you for all your support and stuff!!!

Now on to the nitty gritty of stuff:
MY COPY OF ALPHA FINALLY ARRIVED 8( ^.^ )8!!!!!!
It arrived on Friday, so like 3 days ago (i know, awful that it took so damn long!) but I was so happy to have received it. The whole week seemed to pass so slowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwly I was just getting fed up of waiting- even my parents were getting fed up xD! But yes- I received it and ripped the packaging open and droooooooooled!

It's so purdy *.* and the cd is all snazzy like!!!
The booklet is seperate from the cd and the cd case and booklet are all packaged in this plasticy holder thing which has the massive "A" for Alpha on the front. So purdy 8( *.* )8!

Okay now onto the songs-
1. Zero- WHAT AN OPENING! I tell you, if every album opened in this way I'd be so high you couldn't get me down again xD Trine told me that they'd sorta copied Smashing Pumpkins in this song- well I've never listened to smashing pumpkins so I wouldn't know xD we'll keep it like that! I really love the musical abilities in this song- apart from Shou's singing xD! His singing is okay- but- i don't know- I'll move on before I ruin it! XD

2. cosmic world- Yes I'd heard this before receiving the album- it's grown on me sorta, but I still reckon they should have released the pv of ANOTHER song on the album rather then this one to promote alpha. Ah well... it'll do... i suppose...

3. Aoi Tori- OMG! I really liked this song! None of that synthesised rubbish- it was just a good ol'rock song. What more do you want?

4. Jewels- yes we've all heard it before XD tis <3!

5. 9th Revolver- I was a little disappointed at first with this song but it's grown on me. It sounds unfinished but I think Tora may have done that deliberately- gets the listener to listen to it more to find out what it is that's missing- damn you Tora for being so cheeky! <3!

6. -DICE- - EVERYONE'S favourite song xD! AH dear- don't get me wrong, I like it too! But it just sounds- INSANE! Tora must have been insane when he composed it- high on sake XD! Who knows?! But it's a really good song to head bang to! And yes- Shou's english has NOT improved- this song proves it.

7. NUMBER SIX.- THANK GOD THEY DIDN'T RE-RECORD THIS SONG <3333333333333 But Mandy-chan- I sorta agree with you now. They shouldn't really have put this song on the album. It just seems like a misfit amongst all the other new material. Poor song. WE LOVE YOU <333 yes i just personified a song- BLEH XD!

8. Kousai- Lots of people like this cause it's all ballad like and purdy- me on the other hand, well- I don't like it THAT much. It's a good song, it's okay- but it's going to be one of those songs I press "skip" on everytime it starts playing. I suppose it's good that it's on the album cause it contrasts -DICE- completely showing that arisu are versatile. So I'll credit them on that.

9. WHITE PRAYER- YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! That was the first song I played when I got the album xDDDD how sad- i know! But I love it so much <3333333333333333333333333333!

10. Eraser- At first I was a little skeptical of this song- but in all honesty, I really like it. It's a real down-to-earth song- instant <3333! Probably one of my faves on the album. Shou's singing on this song is really purdy. This is probably what his voice is more suited to. He just sounds funny on DICE XD! Well, he does to me anyway.

11. Blue Planet- TT^TT WHY DID THEY HAVE TO RE-RECORD IT?!?! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY TORA?! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?! *cries* I absoloutly DESPISEEEEEEEEEEEE the new version! It even sounds awful on the pv, but i'll come on to that later.

12. Cradle to [ALPHA]- Okay- it's not a bad outro- but I think it would have served better as an INTRO rather then an OUTRO. And wtf was up with the bagpipes?!?! Since when were arisu scottish?!?! Huh?!! ah dear- apart from that it's quite n... ]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/15618800/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/15618800/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 10:16:30 PST AND I CAN'T BE BUGGERED TO REVISE >.<

okay so i know i HAVE to revise because if i dont, it'll be ANOTHER test i've failed so far this term and chances are i'll get kicked off of the course- but there's just SOOOOOOOO much!!!!! UGHHHHHHHHHH! *groans*

I've gotta finish my marble presentation yet which is for physics, and i told him i'd be ready for tomorrow which i should be, i hope- but i just can't think of what to write. I thought i'd finished it and then he went and told me i had a whole load of stuff to add -.-! Lovely...

So i got to do that, then i have to revise
GAHHHHHHHH!

Well, good thing is after tomorrow morning i'll be less BLEH about it cause i would have done the exam-
however then i have to start panicking about the biology mock exam i've got coming next week xDDD
oh the fun never ends T__T!

On a brighter note

My faith in alice nine is restoring, slowly.
I heard the sample tracks for ALPHA on the OHP (if you've not heard it yet- GO LISTEN NOW!!) and I have to say- Saga is right- it's deffinately a dangerous album. It's certainly different- and they've synthesised and used a hell of a lot of technology such as doing odd things to Shou's voice and stuff- but I have to be honest and say that I'm looking forward to hearing it now ^.^ GAH! I WANT MY COPY TO ARRIVE NOW TT___TT!

I showed some friends at school some of the songs and they completely anihilated arisu. I got comments like, "The tracks all sound the same," or, "That doesn't sound right at all," and, "They're not doing anything different here," and it all just made me feel really bad. I mean it's obviously going to sound different, I know I was a bit aprehensive about the change but after hearing some of the samples I'm happy that at least they're not completely conforming and turning "pop"- they still have their edge there- so i've decided that i'm now going to shutup about arisu at school because there is no one who sees my side of it, and if i even try to show my side of it- it won't matter.

INSTEAD I'LL TELL ANYONE ON HERE XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Okay, so I'm bored- actually i'm procrastinating- so i'll give my 'low-down' on the tracks, what i think anyway- i am strange, so if you don't get what i mean- sue me XD! no don't really! I CAN'T AFFORD A LAWYER T^T!!!

ALPHA TRACK LIST
1.ZERO - I actually quite like what i'm hearing with this song. Not many people seem to like it so far, but i think it has potential so i'm looking forward to hearing the whole song.

2.cosmic world - At first i really didn't like the chorus, such as the preview here would show but after watching the PV and hearing the whole song- I'm beginning to like it a little more. Still- the chorus is weird and at times the song doesn't seem to go well- i mean it just suddenly goes from major to minor in the guitar solo and that just made it sound queer. Over all though, it's an alright 'happy' song.

3.AOI TORI - This really wasn't what I was expecting it to be. From the name of it, and the way arisu was going I thought that it would be more ' pop ' like but I'm pleased that it's not XDDD it sounds alright- so yeah, again I can't wait to hear the whole song ^.^

4.JEWELS - oh we've all heard this song XD tis <3

5.9th Revolver - I like the fact that this song isn't so- upbeat- if you know what I mean. It's different in comparison to cosmic world- not dark- different- i make no sense right? XDDDD wanna hear it all <.<

6.-Dice- - everyone seems to LOVE this song- to be honest, when I first heard it I burst out laughing XD I think this song is laughable at first, it's really heavy- the guitars and drums are really fast paced and it has some really hard elements- but then shou starts singing XD and that's what made me laugh XDDDD! ah dear- the pitch that his voice is at doesn't suit this song i dont think- i reckon he should have been a bit more deeper with his vocals- but that's just me xDD but i do like the song! admittable, this has to be a tora song- it's just too heavy NOT to be one of his songs XD

7.NUMBER SIX. - IM SO GLAD THEY DIDN'T RE-RECORD THIS! *hugs arisu for that* T^T ATLEAST THEY DIDN'T RUIN IT LIKE THEY DID WITH BLUE PLANET!

8.KOUSAI- hmm... don't know what to think about this song. It's slower but I think it's probably one of the FEW songs where shou's voie isn't edited and stuff- it's a very- practical song I think. No gimmics with it (or what i've heard of the sample XD) it's just straight forward- what you hear is what you get type song. Credable.

9.WHITE PRAYER- <3333333333333333333333333333333333333333 33333333 <-- that says it all!

10.ERASER - cosmic world part 2, to be honest. Could have done without a song like that- but shou shows that he can sing REALL... ]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/15562233/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/15562233/ Sun, 18 Nov 2007 12:19:42 PST
I just checked now and was all like
O_O
My DA has been viewed more then 500 times?!?! O_O!!!!

YAY ^_^!!!!


that's so awesome!
so thank you to EVERYONE who bothers to come here XD
love you all <3333333333333333333~

hai Jah- RABU SPAM XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

anywho, school has just been- in fact, who wants to talk about school?! PACHA!
screw it!
it's the most irritating IN THE WORLD
and i'm a nutter to be carrying on with it -.-
especially with the subjects im taking!

BUT ANYWAY

A WEEK AND A BIT LEFT UNTIL ALPHA COMES OUT!
*fangirls a bit*

OMFG! MY MUM JUST TOLD ME THAT MY COUSINS UP IN B'HAM HAVE SNOW!
WTF?! WHY DO THEY GET SNOW!?!?! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!!
TT^TT
i'm sad now <_>
I WANT SNOW! *sad face*

SNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

i wonder what snow is in japanese....


ANYONE?!?!

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/15347485/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/15347485/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 14:25:27 PDT [x] You love hoodies. (OF COURSE XDD!)
[x] You love jeans. (that's all i ever wear XD)
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (what?! i dont laugh ALL the time- just when it's someone i really dont like XDD)
[X] You've played with/against boys on a team. (Oh yeas- girl power!)
[x] Shopping is torture. (what?! unless it's music or books- IT'S TORTURE!)
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[ ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. (I DID own a sega- and i do have a PS1- does that count?!)
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You watch sports on TV. (there's not really a choice in this house XD)
[x] Gory movies are cool. (WELL NO DUH!)
[ ] You go to your dad for advice. (as if he's ever HOME! >.< )
[x] You own like a trillion baseball caps.(haha! i dont even wear them- i blame mike shinoda >.< )
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.(of course they are! who wants their pants right up their arse? you'd get a wedgie all the time, ne?)
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.(okay it got 3 out of 5 there XD)
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (hehe- insane...)
[x] Sports are fun. (Some, yes)
[x] Talk with food in your mouth. (haha- only at home wiht my parents XD)
[ ] Wear boxers.

Total = 14 points <-- i get the feeling i was born the wrong gender XDDDDDDD!

Your Girl Side
[x] You wear lip gloss. (does vasaline count?! well lip gloss is better then lip STICK- that stuff is stupid >.< )
[x] You love to shop. (ONLY FOR MUSIC AND BOOKS!)
[ ] You wear eyeliner. (the question you should ask me is- "harj, do you even WEAR makeup?" because i would answer you- NO!)
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors. (do school shirts count?! what?! I HAVE BLUE AND WHITE ONES!)
[ ] You wear the color pink. (i have one or 2 pink shirts- but i dont wear them all the time. im a blue chick ^.^)
[x] Go to your mom for advice. (sometimes- depends what it is)
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black. (how can you hate black?)
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry. (oh that's something i DO do ^.^ BRACELETS HURRAH!)
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. (i own 2...XDD)
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars. (WHAT?! STAR WARS ROCKS!!! yeah im not a dork -_-; )
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance. (i did ballet- does that count?!)
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories. (hell no! 20 mins- tops XDD!)
[x] You smile a lot more than you should. (only when im looking at tora XDDDD)
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. (i dont have ANY! BOOTS OR TRAINERS! END OFF)
[x] You care about what you look like. (i think deep inside, all girls do... so ill be honest)
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can. (I DONT OWN ANY!)
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid. (haha! i was such a barbie girl! i had the WHOLE shabazzz!)
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored. (im not vain- or pretty -_- so why would i do that?!)

Total= 10

OMG! IT'S OFFICAL...



I'M A GUY XDDDDDDDDDDDDD
im not really people- i can prove it! not that i want to- im gonna shutup now...

BACK TO HWK!!!


(btw, i stole this from mandy chan!)

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/15298714/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/15298714/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 08:35:19 PDT
second of all- YES I AM STILL ALIVE XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

You'd have thought, "oo school holidays, Harj will probably be able to put up more art work"... think again. I've not been able to even TOUCH my drawing pad *sniffles* I'M SORRY DRAWING PAD TT^TT YOU MUST FEEL SO NEGLECTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anywho, ive been going to work for training, painting a house -_-;;;
I SWEAR TO GOD IM NEVER PAINTING ANOTHER FREAKIN' FENCE FOR AS LONG AS I LIVE!!!!!!!! Oh and babysitting kiddy-winkles >.
Well today is our last day before we go back to school -.-
it's been fun holidays, but i guess we have to part now T^T!!!!
I've been trying to do some school work (note the word 'trying' ) and have failed miserably!!! lol XDDD

Instead i've been updating myself with the latest arisu news and i just listened/watched 'cosmic world' and- my first impression was, "OMG YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!!!"
Criticisms:
Firstly- Shou looks weird with that scarfy thing on his head- NO SHOU! YOU REALLY DO LOOK LIKE A GIRL NOW! TAKE THAT DAMN THING OFF OF YOUR HEAD! >.<

Secondly- What is with the tight pants Shou (sorry to be picking on SHou like this- but seriously- someone out there must understand what i mean)?!?! I mean- he's seriously looking feminine now, not that it's such a bad thing it's just- weird. *shakes head* too weird... me no likes...

Thirdly- wtf is wrong with the song?! okay so it's not the whole song but from what i've heard- it really doesn't sound- what's the word? they really are leaning towards the whole ' pop' sound. To be honest I miss their old stuff, you know even WHITE PRAYER was insanely good (ive offically listened to that song 300 times now Mandy xDDD) but- I don't know. I'll just have to wait and see until I actually get the album or until the whole song is put up on the net.

okay that's that-
but I must remain positive because Saga did say that it's going to be a 'dangerous' album- i'm hoping that means it's going to be really varied and not like all this weird ' pop'y sound they're using now. It's like "follow me"- that has got to be the first alice nine. song i've EVER not liked much. It sounds too- generic for me and i just don't- ugh. Hard to explain- there are some good bits to it, like some of the sounds of the acutal music but overall, i really don't quite like that song. *shakes head again*

must remain positive... must remain positive....must remain positive....

on the up side- I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE PV TO BLUE PLANET ^.^!!!
oh and tsubasa and ruri no ame have officially grown on me -.-;;; as i knew they would!

however despite all this, i have to say that shou's lyric writing is still consistant and is still really good. i'm loving the lyrics, and even the lyrics to 'follow me' are good (Even though i odnt like the song all that much) so well done shou for THAT!

now to finish working...

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/15087196/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/15087196/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 12:40:50 PDT
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
5. Describe me in one word.
6. What was your first impression?
7. Do you still think that way about me now?
8. What reminds you of me?
9. If you could give me anything what would it be?
10. How well do you know me?
11. When's the last time you saw me?
12. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
13. Are you going to post this in your journal and see what I say about you?

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/14951169/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/14951169/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 06:29:02 PDT Terribly sorry.

School's been really hectic at the moment. We've started coursework in Chemistry and Biology and they're both real b*****s, especially Chemistry. I really honest to god hate it, and I'm beginning to hate my Chemistry teacher too. I had her for the past 2 years and thought she was alright but now I just don't know anymore. She only seems to pay attention to certain students and lets everyone else catch up by themselves. Really am beginning to not like her.
Physics is awful. What I thought I'd be fine with I wasn't. The teachers are alright (Well one is debateable XD but he can teach so it's alright) but I just can't seem to get my head around ANYTHING that we're being taught.
Biology is the only subject I feel pretty confident with so far. It's weird but I feel happy with it so it's alright.
Psychology is a bit bleh. It's good, don't get me wrong- it's just the exam questions i'm really not liking. I mean I'm pretty good at English but this is just taking the p**s. I mean, it took me days to just start an essay question and I had to redo it cause it was just- WRONG.

Well other then that, things have been pretty much like a rollercoaster. My uncle was admitted into hospital last week because he had a heartattck. He didn't come home until Friday. We went up to visit them yesterday and he seemed- weak. You can really tell that he's ill but you know- he's a fighter and a rebel at that. He's been ill for the past 5-6 years- this is just another thing for him to add to his long medical history. I won't go into detail right now.

Urm, I personally have been- i dont know. Fine then not fine. It's been like that for weeks now. But you know, i think it's partly school and as well as other things.

Things with friends has been up and down. I think everyone is dealing with pressures differently, be it from school and home. Sometimes though I just feel that we've forgotten that we have each other as support...

ART WISE

Not much on the artwork front.
The most I've done is that poem i put up and well, i started drawing a birthday card for debbie's brother but i haven't finished that yet. Really need to finish that soon.

Thank you to all these people for adding my art work to their favourites:

~forsakenphoenix
~Kelseyalicia
~sumwan-hunnown
~Kakashislittlegirl
~RoxayGoxay
~Wai-Yin
~dianar87
~Reizna

thank you guys for the support ^.^

Well I best go finish my psychology hwk and stuff.
Hopefully then i can get my parents to let me pre-order alpha *crosses fingers*

Love you all!!

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------EDITED------------



OMFG! I JUST PRE-ORDERED ALPHA XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
however it came with a price -.-
so now i wont be able to come on the net everyday to reply to DA comments... gah! so annoying!!! my mum was all like, "just twice in a week"... WHAT?!?! >.< so i guess yeah... don't worry, where there's a will there's a way ^.^!!!!

<--- meet my friend bob. he will keep you company for the remainder of the time when im not here XDD be nice to him... AND NO EATING HIM MADHURA! lol!

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]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/14698146/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/14698146/ Wed, 19 Sep 2007 08:13:45 PDT 1. I have a psychology test tomorrow to revise for -_-
2. I have to copy my notes up for ALL my subjects -_-
3. Need to do my bio hwk... for both teachers -_-
4. Have to make a pin hole camera for physics -_-
5. Revise for TWO biology tests -_-
6. Do the sheet we were given for physics (which is APPARENTLY going to take us 4 hours to do -_-)

and that's only the stuff I can think off from the top of my head, hence why I am feeling overwhelmed!!!! >.
Anywho thank you to
~sumwan-hunnown and ~Kelseyalicia
for adding some of my art work to your favourites ^_^ much love to you both and here *hands over lots of cookies* ^_^! I will try to draw some more because I do very much miss drawing <_>!!!! I have a sudden urge to draw 'Hello Kitty' so I may do that if i ever find any time XDDD! Seems impossible but THERE WILL BE TIME! SOMEWHERE! Gah!

Best get on with all my work then... other wise i'll never get to have any free time...
Thanks to everyone agian and I hope you're all coping well at school ^_^!!!
Oh and yes... happy birthday to Tora ^_^
but i was one step ahead and put up the wally so yeah... I WIN XDDDDDDDDDD!
AND YES MADHURA, I WANTED THAT CAKE >.< AND YOU SHOULD HAVE MAILED IT! I DONT CARE IF THE ICING WOULD HAVE GONE MEFF, CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKE! OR KEHKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! LOL!

Take care all!

Harj

xxxxxx

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/14615807/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/14615807/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 11:03:18 PDT
If any of you know italian you'll know that i just complemented you all! Yes feel special cause you all are *huggles*. Sorry I haven't been able to put up any art work recently or anything. Firstly I haven't had the time to do anything (although I have an anime drawing I did a few weeks back at Debbie's house which I SHOULD put up) and secondly there's been nothing to photograph lately either -.-! The garden looks- BLEH!!!

Anywho, school started last week and boy has it been hectic. Firstly cause our year group is so BIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGGGG everyone's time table STILL hasn't been sorted and people have had to switch classes because some classes have too many people in compared to others. It's all crazy!!! Thankfully I haven't been moved out from any of mine ^_^;;;!

Ah yeas and all the teachers haven't made it easy for us either. We've jumped straight into the work and it's just all MEFF like! I've received homework from pretty much every lesson so far! THe only lesson which seems to be lacking in the work department so far is physics O.o?! strange i know! I think it's cause our teachers are so laid back, but they're awesome! WE HAVE CAKE DAY XDDDDDD
apparently it's tomorrow... we shall see !!

What else... well yeah things have just basically been so GAH!! *pulls hair*
but yeah... i think i'll be okay. It does feel like an overwhelming amount but i think i'm coping pretty well ^_^
for now... <.
Well as much as I'd like to write more, i have a Chemistry test tomorrow to revise for so i best get on and do that -.-!
and this psychology hwk is just silly... THERE IS NOTHING ON THE TAKAHASHI (1990) STUDY ON THE NET >.
MWAH!

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]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/14374658/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/14374658/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 03:19:49 PDT Did I spell aloha right?! ah well... FOOCH IT! XDDDDD

Twas away for the past 2 days in Birmingham (visiting my cousins, uncle, aunt, nan and grandad). It's quite strange actually cause within the space of 4 days I've seen ALL my cousins (first cousins that is) and ALL my close family really. Really quite odd. That hasn't happened in a while actually. With most of them we haven't all been in the same room since... FOREVER! It was quite nice, made me feel thankful ^_^! Hurmphf, well it was all quite fun! hehe ^_^!

What else?! oh yeas I got a phonecall this morning from the Chemist asking me for job interview tomorrow morning O_O! That was the last thing I was thinking off but I'm glad that I got that phonecall. Hopefully if all goes well tomorrow I'll have a new job and can get rid of the one im in now. No offence, i mean my boss right now is lovely but the pay is crap and the kids really do my head in sometimes... gets too much cause kids generally i dont mind but after working in this same place for almost year i've just about had enough of children, and i really dont wanna feel like that cause I feel as if im pushing my sister away (she is annoying at times but probably cause i provoke her ^_^;;; ).

What else?! Oh yeas it Rakhi day today ^_^ whoooooooooo!
okay so you guys probably dont have a clue what i'm on about. Here... go read up on it on Wiki---> [link]
so yeas... from that, I GET MONEY! meff!

what else?! oh yeah... you know how i thought that my Diru CD would turn up today?! well guess what?! IT DIDN'T -_-!
i worked it out properly though and cause I only ordered it on Saturday, it probably wouldn't have gone through until today cause Sunday no one works and Monday it was Bank Holiday, so if I dont get it tomorrow... then I'm out to hunt anyone in association with HMV in the UK
That's about it I guess... hurmphf!!!
I guess I shall all talk to you spater!
I know, i've lacked in putting up any art of any kind. I am terribly sorry... think I may have some now though! Still need to find those beach pics from when we went away for a week... GAH!

*runs off*

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/14328728/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/14328728/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 03:40:23 PDT I had plans to actually burn the paper when I got my results regardless of what I got, but then I realised that I wouldn't be able to cause I don't own a lighter or anything like that and my mum and sister were at home so they'd probably pounce on me before i even got anywhere near a burnging flame (which is what happened -_- ).

Anywho, we got handed the results on a sheet of paper. No envelope so that delight was snatched away from us immediately. It was also therefore hard to conceal what we got in the end from other people, but I don't think anyone was that bothered about other people seeing. We had people running around shouting "I GOT 5 'U'S! YAYYYYYYYYY!" O_o?! I know... lol! Moving on... I passed! *does a little victory dance* Did better then I thought in some subjects and did just as I'd expected in others, but overall my grades were good so I deffinately have a place in 6th form! yayness!!!

My parents were happy, as were other realtives, family friends etc... a bit annoying at times when I was getting smothered with overjoy and happiness (i literally was choking sometimes from all the hugs i got >..
Oooo and I'm also high cause, well even though Gaze sold out and dad didn't tell me if i could go on time *annoyance* I still managed to persuade them to let me buy stuff online... SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... I had £20 cash from my bday (i know... i dont spend things quickly... my bday was in december if that indicates anything XDD) and i got another £10 from my uncle yesterday for passing, so I ordered the following CDS online:

+Zekkeishoku- alice nine.
+MARROW OF A BONE- Dir en Grey
+ THE WORLD- Nightmare

yayness ^_^! *more victory dancing* Diru's said it would be delivered within 24 hours (cause i ordered it in the UK) but since the postal service doesn't deliver on sundays or bank holidays, im going to have to wait until tuesday for that -_- GAH! lol! the other 2 I should get by next week *crosses fingers in hope* weeeeeeeeeeee! ^_^!

Meff, well my internet is still restricted but since it's the weekend and my dad's busy in the garage doing whatever, mum's ironing and i just helped my sister with her maths I guess me being on deviantart right now isn't all that bad! lol! But I can't think of much else to say now... *ponders*

Oooo I heard the "Tsubasa" sample on arisu's website. I'm a little apprehensive towards it. I guess I'll have to wait to hear the whole thing but- I'd deffinately say that WHTIE PRAYER is the best single by them this year so far *nods* ... now I wonder when tora <3 is going to do the next single... hurmphf... *ponders some more*

Hope everyone is okay and stuff ^_^!
*throws cookies out to everyone* weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! *runs off*

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/14285616/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/14285616/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 09:39:53 PDT Haven't managed to update this though because a few reasons... okay so it's mainly one reason, and that would be that my parents are annoying and seem to think that I'm not allowed to have any free time. That's what my mum told me and that's what my dad is trying to instigate.

I don't know why they find it so wrong that I use the laptop/internet often. I mean, we'd been away for a whole week, so obviously i wanted to speak to people and find out what had been happening but nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo... that just wasn't on. Got lectured and told that I don't help around enough (which is a lie because I do more then most people I know do), I don't speak to my parents enough (because there isn't anything TO talk to them about, and it's not like they listen), I act as if I'm a paid guest in the house and I don't treat it like my own home (right... maybe it's because it doesn't feel like home sometimes) and various other things which just got to me and upset me... course this would be the second time they've told me this during the summer. It's just pissing me off now. I know that there maybe a few things that they're right on, but most of it they're wrong in and they don't listen AT ALL! And when I try to argue back they just make me feel guilty and even worse then I did before.

It got really bad last night and I'd just about had enough of it. Everytime they say something without listening i just feel like doing something drastic, such as jumping out of the car, running out of the house etc etc. Thankfully my mind keeps me sane (just about) and I manage to just put up with it.

This is probably why I can't wait for school because I know then I won't have so much time to spend with them and that way I won't get lectured about the same things over and over again. I mean for God's sake it's the summer holidays. What else am I supposed to do?! I've read, i've drawn, i've written, i've been out with friends, i've been to work, i've helped round the house as much as i can... it's not like i've been GLUED to the laptop ALL THE FREAKING TIME! But they seem to think otherwise and completely disregard what I do.

Anywho, this would be the reason why i haven't be online much and haven't put up any more deviations or chapters for the fanfic. Sorry guys but I just can't do anything right now, especially now that my parents have pretty much put a tab on me so that I don't use the net/laptop. It's a shame that I have to sneak about the house to go on the net (like now). In my own house. Who'd have thought?!

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/14144662/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/14144662/ Mon, 13 Aug 2007 06:47:30 PDT
I am taking my drawing pad along so I shall try to get that arisu-neko chibi sketch done for you guys! And also write 3 chapters for the fanfic <.<.

Other then that not much else to say.
Can't wait to get back really! lol! Look forward to seeing everyone's beautiful artwork and don't clog up my message box too much with comments! nah i kid you all... CLOG IT UP! DO IT NOW! lol!

Take care everyone!
Speak to you all soon

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PS. By the way, just thought I'd put in that I asked my dad about going to see Gaze in October. It's been 2 days now and he's still not given me an answer -_-;;;
MENDOOKUSAI!!!!!!!!

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/14012169/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/14012169/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 08:06:45 PDT not much has happened... artistically wise, i've been challenged greatly by the concept of drawing Nao-san from alice nine. I have failed miserably so far, but shall attempt him again some time ^^ perhaps today... or monday... not tomorrow, busy tomorrow ^^

oooo but I did manage to make some chibi-cat versions of arisu ^^
i thought cats+arisu= <3!
and it worked o(^-^)o
so i shall try to get that up on deviant as soon as poss! now that my dad's back, I HAVE THE DIGITAL CAM BACK TOO so now i can take photographs again and actually put up my drawings again (well, i've only done one but yeah... ).

anywho, i think that's just about it updating wise.
i also have the new HP book to read still -.-
honestly... but to be frank, i'm not much in the reading mood... im still in my writers mode! THE FANFIC IS ON FIRE AT THE MOMENT! ok so it's mostly me who's on fire, but that in turn means i've been writing more on the alice nine. fanfiction i've been doing...
published chapter 41 last night... so far i've only had one set of feedback -.-
WAKE UP EVERYONE! lol!

ok, now i'm off to finish sorting out my laptop... stupid viruses... they suck arse! lol!
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]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/13742141/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/13742141/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 08:38:38 PDT
So, how has everyone been?!
Hope all is well with everyone...

me on the other hand am feeling ill... i've had a stomach ache for the past 24 hours and it's annoying cause everytime i try to eat something it hurts even more >_<

ok now my sister is annoying...wtf?! why is she trying to put her shoes on my feet?! no dearie... IT'S NOT GOING TO WORK! *grabs own house slippers back*mwahahahha! ahem...aRGH! SHE'S TRYING TO STEAL IT! NO! *wrestles* ok I WIN! ^^ dw, i'm okay people! lol!^^ GOD SHE WON'T STOP BOTHERING ME! *gets anoyed* ok now she's just doing it deliberately... -_-;;;;; STOP READING THIS YOU BAKA! *pushes her and tries to bite her* mwahahha! i win again!
oh great, she's back -_-;;; GO AWAY CHILD LEAVE ME IN PEACE!
HAHA XD my dad just had a go at her! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
whoooooooooooooooooooooooot i win!

anywho, i think i should try to eat something now, i feel slightly better... ok now it's back again -_-! WTF?! just when i wanted to eat something... oh you know what, stuff it... i'm going to eat something cause i'm hungry... what to eat, what to eat... ooo! *runs to get a packet of crisps* this is probably not going to help but who cares... I'M HUNGRY!

]]> ~crawlingXnumbangel http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/13693473/ http://crawlingXnumbangel.deviantart.com/journal/13693473/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 09:24:18 PDT THis would be the first post on here.
I've managed to up all my fanart so far.
May have a few more photographs I could put up but for now...
That is all...

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