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**SHOT**

sorry for the lame title, haha.
So yea, i've gotten into doing bases.
There actually alot of fun, and good practice.(:
So if any of you want me to make a base send me a link of the picture.
It may take a while to do.
And i can't promise i will do it.
Since i'm very busy with school.
Hahah...
FML.

So yea, Send me picturesss.

OH ON ANOTHER NOTE.

My room is almost done,
im remodeling it.(:
And i have been living on my couch since the beginning of this.
Which has been about a month.**EPICFAIL**
haha so yea, thats almost done.(:
Im really excited.
The painting will be done in like, 2 days.
And then my sanding down my floor and glossing it.
Thennnnn, Im buying new shit for my room.
Im so happy!
So yea, thats it.
haha byee.

CSS made by =BloodPromiser ]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/28276949/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/28276949/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 18:17:25 PST It was amazing, i went to a broadway show called, "In the Heights" it was awesome.
I had second row seats! C:
I wanted to buy some souviners but my brother like freaked on me and told me i couldn't, so i didnt even get anything for myself. Which, really fucking pisses me off; But i hopefully will go back sometime again and get shit i want.
I walked all over that city, it was crazy, i went to rockefeller center, and if you don't know what that is, this is what it is. [link]

Alot of christmas movies have scenes here. And i got pictures of me and tommy infront of it!(:
umm, i went to F-A-O Schwarz, the biggest (and most expensive) Toy store in NYC. A fucking stuffed giraffe costed 900.00 Dollars.

I had so much fun there.
OH GOD AND I GOT ON THE SUBWAY.
holy shit is that scary as fuck. Neverrrr again. hahaha.
I also walked threw Times Square, that was pretty awesome too.
So yeaaa, i got some pictures, i'll see if i can get them up soon.(:

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/27911183/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/27911183/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 18:07:29 PDT
So yea,
today sucked, had a really bad day.
Got a detention, and all that lovely shit.
But then i had soccer practice afterwards,
got done with that,
and on my ride home my dad made me try this chocolate.
And my god was it good, so i looked at it,
and it was straight from germany.
It was called like, "Ice cubes" Or something like that.
But they were amazing.
Then, i got home, had an akward dinner with just me and my dad.
Haha that never happens.
Then i got bored and started to put makeup on.
And now i look like a snobby popular girl.
Its really funny.
Because im sitting around saying dumb shit and acting all peppy.
And im home alone.

I'm such a loser.(:

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/27192031/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/27192031/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 13:50:08 PDT so i really need to practice more with my drawings.
And i need to get busy.
So, if you guys want, i can do art trades and requests.
It'll keep me busy.
But please, note me if your going to do this,
you can comment my journal, but Please make sure you note me.
So i don't forget.
Also,
Commisions.
I see people doing these all the time,
soooooooo,
what are they?
do i draw something for you and you pay me?
Or something?
I just felt like putting commisions in so people would explain these to me.
haha(: *Shot*

So yea,
if you want me to have more art,
REQUEST SOMETHING OR DO AN ART TRADE WITH ME.
because i'd be happy to do it.(:

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/27159598/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/27159598/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 21:27:32 PDT and quite frankly, all the young people of are nation.
What the fuck is wrong with all of you?
Its 9/11 and everyone Ignores it?
What the hell is that?
I come on to deviantart expecting to see some art of september 11th,
and i come to find nothing,
so i search "September 11th." and i get nothing but shit.
How can you all forget about that day?
How can Anyone?
Even my classmates forgot about it,
no one but my History teacher mentioned it,
At the end of class.
I Was very anger.
Whats wrong with this nation now?
Everyones too busy wanting everything,
especially us teenagers,
Where all TOO busy with are Emo clothes,
and zebra print shirts that cost us 40 bucks,
and "OMG SHE IS SO STUPID, I LIKE HIM GOSH."
What is that?
All today i was looking forward to coming home and Watching the history channel,
and the documentarys of it,
and i did just that,
i watched from around, 8-12:30 at night of Documentarys of 9/11.
i wanted to cry so much,
not only because its such a horrifing thing,
and not only because my fathers a firefighter and i fear that happenning to him someday,
but because quite frankly no one gives a damn.

I hope we go into a depression,
where everyone loses everything,
there fancy ipods,
there computers,
there designer clothes,
and i hope they suffer,
so maybe then they can actually learn.
I had people not knowing why "Go Green" was important in my class.
That pisses me off behond anything,
i hope all those ingrates burn in hell,
and i hope we go into horrible wars and there in America.
Maybe then they'll all finally grow the fuck up and actually start caring about people and are world other than themselves.

And if this "Affends you"
Well shove it up your asses you fucking ingratents.
And get over yourselfs.

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/27121956/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/27121956/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 19:32:37 PDT
Booo.):

And since my title is "10th grade." then obviously,
today was my first day back.
It was pretty cool,
i have some classes with Tommy which makes me really happy.(:

So,
my last couple of weeks of summer i spent alot of time either drunk or at the state fair,
or working at the state fair.
Speaking of the state fair!
Well i was working the trams one day,
i saw a guy wearing a Deviantart shirt!
I looked at him and Smiled.(:
It was awesome,
I also saw shinedown and MC Hammer for free,
they did free concerts and it was bad ass.(:

So yeaaa,
how was your guy's first day back?

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/26846024/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/26846024/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 21:12:53 PDT Soccers started.
I'm sore and tired.
I am always sleepy.
I hang out with Tommy and will every night.
I have been very Blah lately.
I'm drawing more.
I'm trying new styles.
So yea.

I'm so bland right now its redicioulasasasass.
Even though alot of shits going on with my life.
Haha.
Kill me please?

so yeaaa.

QUIZZY THING.

Each 'x' counts as 1%

[x] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[x] During the summer the only shoes I wear are flip flops
[x] My favorite toys as a child were Barbie dolls
[] My favorite color is pink or purple
[] I did Gymnastics
[] I love skirts
[x] Hollister is one of my favorite places to shop ((IS SMELLS SO GOD DAMN GOOD))
[] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear
[x] I love chocolate ((who the fuck doesnt?))
[] I've never had a real job

TOTAL: 5

[] My hair is almost always straightened
[x] I have at least 8 MySpace pictures
[] I usually go shopping once a week
[] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earrings
[] I've gone to a tanning salon
[x] I've gone to the beach to tan
[] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[] I change my icon weekly
[] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 7

[] I don't shop at Hot Topic
[x] My cell phone might as well become a part of me ((So true. wtf aha))
[x] I wear mascara everyday
[x] I've been or am on a diet
[x] Bathing suits are adorable
[] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat ((My friends has goats and sheep as pets instead of dogs.))
[] Big sunglasses are hot
[x] I have gotten my nails done before ((ITS FUCKING PAINFUL.))
[] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 12

[] All I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[x] I love to have girls do my hair ((Well anyone basically, its so relaxing.))
[x] I give and receive hugs from all my friends
[] I hate bugs
[] Carnivals are so fun!
[] Summer is THE best season
[] My swimsuit has 2 pieces
[] I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor
[] Musicians are so hot
[] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours

TOTAL: 14

[ ] I am self-conscious
[] I cry often ((PFFFT))
[] My car smells like vanilla or cherry
[] My dishes get washed more than once a week
[] I don't do sports
[x] I hate to run ((but yet i still play soccer.))
[x] I squeal when I am surprised or angry
[x] I love romance novels
[] Drew Barrymore is so cute

TOTAL: 17

[x] I dance a lot
[] I usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[] I love to get dressed up.
[] Every part of my outfit needs to match
[] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[] I would love to have a photo shoot
[] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: 18

[] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton ((She though walmart was where you bought walls. ))
[] I have been something that was semi
[] I own Uggs ((Uggs are Ugly.))
[] Hip Hop is the best music
[] I pop my collar
[] I like to be the center of attention
[] Guys with Mohawks are crazy
[x] Horses are beautiful
[x] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[x] Cats are adorable

TOTAL: 21

[] I write my own music
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii
[x] Valentine's day is so cute!
[] White is better than black
[] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[] I hate the grunge look
[] I love to read magazines

TOTAL: 23

[] I love to gossip ((ew.))
[x] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid ((haha fuck yes what kind of girl that grew up in the 90's didnt own lisa frank?))
[] I love Celine Dion
[] My bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[] I like little kids
[] Diet drinks are the best
[] I'm all about being vegetarian
[] I refuse to eat at McDonalds

TOTAL: 24

[x] I check my MySpace everyday.
[] I love life!
[] I have a lot of jewelry!
[] My screen name(s) have x's in them
[x] Either one of my MySpace names has/had <3's or x's in them
[] I would never want to be the oppos... ]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/26473728/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/26473728/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 22:17:31 PDT
I'm leaving for my camp the 10th,
but i will most likely not be on at all tomorrow until like,
late late. Haha,(:
I'm going to the Renaissance Fair allllll day,
It's gonna be fucking Great! Hahaaa,
So i'll miss ya'll and i'll be trying to draw alot for you guys,
and i'm trying to get back into the flow of drawing.
Anddd maybe if im lucky i can find my printer for my laptop._{I like, lost it. hahaha *Shot*}
So yea,
expect a few pics of the fair and some of the cool ass shit they do there.
I'll miss ya'll!

_{funny, as soon as my mochi comes back, i have to leave. :/
boo hoo.}

Also! If you need to get ahold of me by any means,
NOTE ME BEFORE THE 10th! If i give my cell number to you,
Text me and tell me who you are and your username,
but if i don't kno you, i'll just ignore you, M'mkay?(:

Bye Bye!<3

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/25883856/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/25883856/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 16:48:47 PDT
sorry guys, just thought i'd update this and say some stuff.
Most of you guys all kno my good friend Mochi,
well we were talking, and we have made her character Shin,
and my Character Lolli, a Canon pairing.
Haha i have fanart of it,
but i haven't been home for longer than a hour in the past 3-4 weeks. xD;;

But yea, don't expect to hear much of me,
i'll try my best to be on,
but i'm basically living at my boyfriends house
for the summer so yeaaaa.
Haha well, i'd like to wish everyone a good summer,
and to tell ya'll i hope to be on soon.

_{...whats with all the watches and fav's lately? D>}

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/25462544/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/25462544/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 21:35:29 PDT Yo, i got a fake I.D though!

hahaha i love that song.(:

Soooo, little me needs to get drunk, and go party.
Haha.(:
so yea i'm pretty awake right now, Tommy and Will were just here.
For those of you who are like, "Who the FUCK is Will?"
he's Tommy's Best friend. And i love that kid to death.
Why am i getting on to the topic of Will and Tommy?
Well it has to do with School.
See, i made a deal with Will that if i failed ANY of my regents,
that he'd have to come back to school._{he's a drop out. Dropped out this year.}
He's 17 and he's going to be in 9th grade.
But yea, i failed my Algebra regents.
ahahah, oh well. At least i'll have Math with Wilburt. :'D
But yea, since i kno i failed my regents already, then that means its finally...
SUMMER!

So yeaaa, i'm going to be partying alot.(:
Just the other day i was drinking and watching 16 and pregnant.
HOLY SHIT THAT SHOW IS AMAZING.
Every Teenager out there should watch it.
It's amazing, its like "True life, i have ______"
its 100% real.
it even takes you into the room well she's giving birth.
I Gotta say i'm really proud of those Girls that go threw that.
Especially the ones that take responsibility for it.
Makes yea think,
especially if your like me and your _{Already Fucking} "Sexual Active".
Good show.
GO WATCH IT. >C

Also, art update.
i really like drawing without lines.
its so nice, and it comes out so lovely.
BUT ITS A BITCH TO DO WHEN YOUR TIRED. D<
hahaha so yea, expect more of that.(:

So, Hows Summer everyone!?

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/25255890/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/25255890/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 14:07:41 PDT ahaha but, i don't want the school year to end.
i'm gonna miss some of my friends that i wont get to see.
but oh well. =/

PLUS ALL MY SENIOR BUDDY'S ARE GRADUATING. D:
who am i going to ride home with now?
im going to have to ride the Bus all the time now.
ew.

blah, oh well.
i also wish it wouldnt end because i've got a shit load of like,
regents and homework and finals to do.

But...
NO MORE SCHOOL MEANS SUMMER.
which means;

Party's, Getting a Job, Hanging with Tommy All night, Swimming, Party's, Drinking,
Party's, Tommy, Friends, Living with my brother Matt, Marina living with me there, Party's,
Drinking, Partying Again, And Tommy, And Friends, and Swimming, and ahahaha you get it.(;

i can't wait, the 15th's my last day of school,
but the 19th is the last day i have to take a Final.

so yea,
also im trying new drawing styles. =/
i like some, and others i don't.
i don't kno,
my art is like...BLAH.

BUT THERES THIS ONE SONG THAT INSPIRED ME!
and now alot of songs are inspiring me. 030;;

"I'M NOT YOUR BOYFRIEND BABY" 3OH!3
has inspired me.<333 B]
and alot of drug based songs are now. ahaha
DAMN YOU HALEY,
YOUR TOO MUCH FUN TO DRAW.
ahaha.

also,
i got a fish.
it has no name.
and will not recieve one either;
because then it will die.
So don't be like,
"Omg Mr.Fishy!"
because it will DIE.
ever single fish we have ever had,
and named, DIED INSTENTLY.
we had one that we didnt name,
we had that for a couple of years.
then my friend named it.
and it died.

SO NO CUTE LITTLE PET NAMES FOR THE FISH.



so yea.
How are you all?

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/24941218/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/24941218/ Mon, 25 May 2009 11:23:43 PDT
my birthday is in two days.
haha i just noticed that.

wanna know something even funnier?
i'm probably gonna be grounded on my birthday.

reason;
my dad kicked me out of my house for the weekend.
so i was gonna stay at marina's mom's house with her.
What ended up happenning was,
Marina threw me a suprise birthday party at Steve's house.
A Sleep over thing.
well,
we went to that,
then sunday me and marina had steve's mom drop us off at my house.
So we could shower and stuff.

and then we went to Tommys,
got into an accident.
then my dad bitched at me because i was home before he was.
and he doesnt even give a flying fuck that i got into an accident.

but i dont really care.
ahaha.

MY SUPRISE PARTY FUCKING ROCKED!
i was so happy.(:

so yeaaa,
now im going to a bbq at my sisters house.
And my hubby tommys going with me.<3
god i love him.(:

i'll get a picture of him up on here soon so ya'll can see him.
bwahhhhhhh ICH LIEBE TOMMY!
_{haha ich klingen wie ein solches kleines Mädchen. xD}

So, how are you all?
also, i think i need a new id.
aha,
maybe a picture this time?

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/24803001/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/24803001/ Sun, 17 May 2009 10:48:49 PDT right on my road.

here's some footage and new's articles.
[link]
[link]
[link]

i like News10now better,
New's channel 9 sucked.

the house that they show is the Coyoe's.
People were in the house,
Two got injured.
There barn got distroyed,
and the top of the house is gone.
They weren't the only ones that got hit.
The Amish's Barn is completely gone,
With all of its Horse's.
Poor Horse's.
There's a huge path in the wood's.
I've got some shot's of it,
i'll put them up later.

i was home Alone when this thing hit,
and the footage it show's, that road.
That's my road.
i live down the road.
In the one footage where they interview
"Robert Heintz"
thats Bob.(:
and the boy in the Green hoodie.
thats my buddy Matt,
i go to his house and ride his horse's.

i wish they had kept the footage of Pruit Flipping off the camera.
now that would have been funny.(:

Also,
that house was where they were going to have the After prom party.
because the prom was last night,
and it was Brando's prom.
ahaha.
(Also my brother's prom too.)

some pretty intense shit right there.

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/24530831/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/24530831/ Fri, 01 May 2009 13:19:50 PDT my Week has REALLY Sucked.
my boyfriend got Kicked out of school for 5 days.
He has another Punishment, but im not gonna say.
and im Not gonna tell you what he got in trouble for.
I got grounded because my Brother Ryans a dick,
and because my mom's an Angsty bitch that needs to die.
I've been Depressed Because i can't really see Tommy because he got into deep shit.
So for the past three days i have been so depressed.

OH AND MY UNCLE JUST DIED YESTERDAY.
yea, im one lucky girl.

one good thing,
i got the SAI painter Program thanks to Mochi*. _*

so yea.
how are ya'll?

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/24315300/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/24315300/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 20:58:38 PDT Think,
All the things that you say,
What are the things that you mean,
What are the things that you say to me,
Cuz your tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All this Blasphemy,
Your kingdom is crumbling,
You're a tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All this Blasphemy,
Your kingdom is crumbling,

I love this song very much.(:

[EDIT]
If you find lyrics to this song,
and it says
"Cuz your tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,"
ITS WRONG.
it says, All this BLASPHEMY.
ok?
Just wanted to let you all kno.(:
[/EDIT]

BUT ANYWAYS.
Spring break is almost over.)':
I go back to school _hell Monday.
But, my Spring break was pretty fun.
Just last night i didnt go to bed until 6 in the morning.
Me and my retarded Lovely Friends went for a walk around town _{"a walk around town";a road, a store, and houses.}
at about 4:30am. And we stopped at the store and took pictures! 8D _{andthenacreepyoldguystoppedattheCLOSEDstoretobuyasoda
andweranlikehellbacktomyhouse!}
and before that we went to the mall and watched 17 again.
it was an AMAZING movie,
me and my friends went into the theator thinking Zac Efron was Gay
and came out thinking he was God
_{except for my boyfriend who still thinks he's gay.}
BUT WE ALL LOVED THE MOVIE.
so i say you go watch it.(:


So, how was everyones Spring Break?

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/24251204/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/24251204/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 05:21:22 PDT It is Fucking 8:03 in the MORNING, and I Havent Slept AT ALL.
"Is it because i was up all night having fun with my Friends? 8D" NO.
"Is it because i was up all night being with my Boyfriend? 8D" NO.

It was because i am a mother fucking girl and i had the WORST cramp EVER.
i mean, i have had cramps so bad that i've ended up in the Hospital, and i Mean that it wasnt a "Once in a while thing" i mean its an, "EVERY ONE KNOW'S MY NAME, KINDA THING"
i have stayed home from School before because of i've had cramps so bad that i couldnt walk.
But tonights cramp beat them ALL. i was SCREAMING in pain in my bed and Flailing around, crying my eyes out. My lower back hurts so much. i Hate this. And hey guess what guys!? I didnt go to the hospital this time because guess what?

IM GONNA START GOING TO A 'LADY' DOCTOR, AND IM GONNA START TAKING BIRTH CONTROL JUST SO THIS SHIT STOP'S, AND ALL THE PAIN WILL GO AWAY!
.
.
.


i mean, my mom used to tell me because i had such problems with cramps and shit that i MIGHT start taking Birth control just to Regulate it, and make the cramps go away, or be mild. But i never thought i really would Have too. So, now that my mother is gone, my FATHER is going to take me instead, and get me all set up with my "Lady" Doctor. i am not happy, and i am not impressed, i am very fucking pissed off at this hole intire situation. AND YEA I KNO IM BITCHING AND COMPLAINING BUT HEY GUESS WHAT? YOU WOULD BE FUCKING COMPLAINING AND BITCHING TOO, IF YOU HADNT SLEPT ALL NIGHT AND YOU WERE ALREADY REALLY FUCKING TIRED ALL DAY AND JUST WANTED TO TAKE A NAP, BUT WHEN YOU FINALLY CAN GO TO BED HEY GUESS WHAT!? YOU END UP SCREAMING AND CRYING AND THRASHING AROUND IN YOUR BED BECAUSE YOUR IN SO MUCH PAIN! OH AND DID I MENTION THE PUKING? YEA, THE FUCKING PUCKING IS JUST GREAT!

Fuck this, Fuck being a Girl, Fuck My mother, Fuck my Doctor, Fuck Everything.
i am so sick of this shit.

OH AND HAVE A GOOD MOTHER FUCKING JOLLY DAY.

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/24113523/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/24113523/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 14:39:24 PDT
wow i just noticed how much my art has changed in the past 2 years.


its crazyyyy. I really used to suck at drawing,
i wish someone had told me how badly i sucked back then.
Idk, i guess my art is better?
im trying alot of different styles and i really wanna get alot better.
i just need to get Photoshop, and a Wacon Tablet.
ughhh. BLAH.):>
my art isnt that amazing but damn, i used to suck badly._{but according to my boyfriend i dont.}
**SHOTSHOTSHOT**

Speaking about my boyfriend,
I Love him alot but GOD DAMMIT,
he needs to do his homework.
i mean seriously, i help him_{(do it)} with his homework,
and he's in a higher grade.
i mean i even helped him do his Bio homework,
and idk anything about Bio. =/
Oh well, i enjoy helping him out,
and "Studying" is so much fun.


SO LADIES/_guys HOW IS YOUR LOVE LIFES/ART LIFES?

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/23986517/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/23986517/ Tue, 31 Mar 2009 13:53:47 PDT springs here!(:
wanna kno why i say that?
because the flowers have finally sprouted!
i love the little flowers that bloom around my house,
there so pretty.

i might take pics and show you guys,
because i am getting in Photography.
i love taking pictures of nature. _{(its just so much fun)}
So basically all these pictures will be of rivers,tree's,flowers,woods, and such.
Why?
because i live in the middle of Rural New York,
Country land!
so yea, expect some nice new drawings and even pictures.

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/23805607/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/23805607/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 22:32:21 PDT Sittin in traffic another day of feeling nothing
Trying to find something I guess it's back to huffin'
Paint and model glue oh how I die when I look
At you smilin' lovin' life and all I know is blue
Rainy days and cold stares broken love affairs
Everything's beautiful as long as I ain't there
I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile who cares
I think I'll go to sleep for a while now

I'm barely livin' in my skin depression's my only friend
And I don't know where I am heading tryin' to forget where I've been
And I'm so sick of lying God please shwo me that silver lining
Cuz I've heard tale and I'm not well my heads full of hell and
This world's a jail but

And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear



Go to Youtube and listen to that song.
i love it.
specially since im in such a bad mood.

WARNING: THIS IS A RANT.
[RANT]
ok, so me and Tommy got into are first big fight ever. He cried, and even i cried, and the sad part is, it was over AIM. But we fought over something stupid, i started it too. I threw a little piss fit because he wouldnt sleep over tonight, and i really missed him.(You kno, basic girl shit) well things just got out of control and we went down the wrong road fast, and we crashed. But basically right now all i want is him and i wont get to see him till sunday at around 2 o'clock. Which Really sucks because i really need him. my life is just not going for me right now. I need to go to bed, ugh this sucks. My Journals are pointless i feel sorry for all of you that actually read this shit.
so yea, just basically you guys just need to tell me to stop being emo, go to bed, and get the FUCK over myself.
[/RANT]

ok well since i got that off my chest,
how are you all?
anything new or cool going on?
No? well then just go to Youtube and listen to this Awesome song thats under my "Listening to:"
Yes? well fuck you, idc go to Youtube and listen to that Awesome song thats under "Listening to:"
Arent i just a sweetie pie? C:

OMG SPEAKING OF YOUTUBE!
i watched "Cats don't dance" On Youtube!
i freakin love that movie, movie's now of days need to be more like THAT.
i loved it though, me and my friend Mandi watched it, then Tommy showed up and instead of picking me up and having his way with me he goes and plays GUITAR HERO WITH MY BROTHER.
...wtf? lol.
so yea, i love that movie go watch it!
man, have you noticed that all the good American cartoons are all from back when WE were toddlers?
back in like the 80's and 90's. This shit today is just retarded.
Like the fucking "Little Einstien" that shits dumb, and all those other fuck up cartoons, if you can even call them that.
I'd have to say i loved the show's
"Ahhh, Real Monsters" "Rocko's Modern Life" and "Doug".
now those were cartoons.

what's your fav old cartoon that you used to watch?

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/23729178/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/23729178/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 13:03:14 PDT
ayye!
Alrighty alrighty,
i am completely back into naruto.
Why?
NARUHINA OF COURSE!
M.K. really did it with that confession scene.(:

But now that hinata wasnt in Chapter 439,
M.K. needs to put her back in there,
and throw sakura in there too.

LOL IM NOT THAT BIG INTO ANIMU ANYMORE BUT DAMMIT I JUST LOVE ME SOME GOOD NARUHINA.

andnoiamnotcrazy.

so yea basically bored because Mochi's off to Disney World,
and my boyfriend is home, and i have no way of reaching him so i am bored.
AIM ANYONE?

Masongurl124.
Just tell me who it isss and i'll be happy to chat with you.(:

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/23615599/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/23615599/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 18:37:17 PDT

ok, my last Journal kinda left you all in the dark so im just gonna say it.

My Parents are getting a divorce.
I am staying with my father.
Because my mom is living at my friends house.
so yea thats all i've got to say about that.

ON OTHER NEWS!
Im sick once again, its very shitty.
My Boyfriend got me sick.
Little fucker.

OH LORDY WATCH THIS!

[link]

i sent this to my boyfriend and this is what happened.

masongurl124 (9:09:59 PM): watch this
masongurl124 (9:10:02 PM): its hella funny
tomwilliams35166 (9:10:08 PM): k i will
masongurl124 (9:10:22 PM): its freakin hilarious
masongurl124 (9:10:35 PM): im getting my teeth ready for the Blowjob
tomwilliams35166 (9:11:12 PM): ya i saw the name and exited
masongurl124 (9:11:43 PM): ahahaha
tomwilliams35166 (9:11:51 PM): that bitch is dumb
masongurl124 (9:12:04 PM): ahaha
masongurl124 (9:12:06 PM): hey tommy
masongurl124 (9:12:11 PM): IMMA MAKE IT SO DRY FOR YOU
masongurl124 (9:12:24 PM): imma do this thing with my hands,
masongurl124 (9:12:28 PM): SLAP SLAP
masongurl124 (9:12:29 PM):
tomwilliams35166 (9:13:10 PM): that is FUCKED UP
masongurl124 (9:13:13 PM): ahaha
masongurl124 (9:13:33 PM): you like it that way dont you
masongurl124 (9:13:36 PM): ;D
tomwilliams35166 (9:14:08 PM): fuck na u like it wet down ur throte dont u?
masongurl124 (9:14:37 PM): ...
masongurl124 (9:14:44 PM): No, i like it DRY
tomwilliams35166 (9:15:32 PM): y
masongurl124 (9:15:47 PM): I LIKE IT LIKE SANDPAPER
tomwilliams35166 (9:16:01 PM): wtf FUCK NA
masongurl124 (9:16:12 PM): HELL YEA
masongurl124 (9:16:48 PM): tommy, im gonna do this thing with my hangs
masongurl124 (9:16:50 PM): **hands
masongurl124 (9:17:16 PM): im gonna clap so hard and flatten out that hand job and Blowjob
tomwilliams35166 (9:19:07 PM): wtf
masongurl124 (9:19:25 PM): how about a few slow chomps?
masongurl124 (9:19:34 PM):
masongurl124 (9:21:01 PM): lol so, you like it dry right?

this took place only 10 minutes ago,
and i thought i should share it with all of you and tramatize you all! 8D
**Shotshotshot**

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/23490562/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/23490562/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 14:01:09 PST mom left.
dad's an ass.
i'm sick of this shit.
someone come take me away please.

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/23296403/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/23296403/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 20:12:09 PST

How have ya'll been?

i've been great!

lets get you guys up to date on my Shitty...I MEAN AMAZING LIFE!

well ok,
my last week of school before vacation was pretty awesome,
Got 3 right ups, 3 skips, and 1 after school detention! 8D
Basketball is FINALLY over.
I have 3 Huge ass Hickeys because of my Dipshit Boyfriend Tommy.
1 on the neck, 2 on the boobs. [[i told him not to put one on my neck, but nooooo.]]
i got my hair cut!
it looks fucking awesome.
i think i've gained more weight.
damn Mcdonalds.
oh, and mom and dad are most likely going into Marriage counseling!
Doesnt that sound like FUN guys!?
and once that starts soon there will be FAMILY COUNSELING! 8D
i swear to fucking god that if the counseler even comes near me to "have a Deep meaning" chat i will punch him/her in the face.

ON OTHER [[Happier]] NEWS!
i am trying to draw more shit but sadly i am having no such luck. D:

sooooooo, Art trades anyone? C8

wow, yea thats basically it in a nutshell.

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/23022915/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/23022915/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 15:16:14 PST

haha yea,
the Good'ol Anti-emo/angst is Back!

so yea, i just bitch slapped the angst out of me and am all better now.
well, except for the whole "ithinkmymomscheatingonmydad" thing.
BUTTTTTTTT thats another story!
**shotshotshot**

so yea, im no longer single.
im dating Tommy.

Also, Basketball season is ALMOST over, only got about 3 practices left!
And, Valentines day is coming up...

Funny thing is, i dont even kno if Tommys gonna get me anything.
hahaha
he'll probably get me a John dear hat or something like that...

But i think im gonna send him a Flower, are school does this flower thing, and i think im gonna buy one for him. C:

so yea, thats basically it.
imma get off now, and go take a shower, then go hang out with my Boyfriend.
*Shot*

Mm'kthnxbue-bye♥

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/22969199/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/22969199/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 17:14:14 PST


Here's to all the shit thats happened with me.

-I got dumped by Austin.
-I'm coming down with something, Again.
-Steelers won the Super Bowl. [[w00t.]]
-I got asked out by this guy i've known all my life.
-His names Tommy
-I said "Idk, maybe some other time"
-He's still going at me.
-Mom's pissing me off, again.
-Dad's being a dick, again.
-Basketballs almost over with. [[Thank God.]]
-I think i've gained weight.
-I'm never in a good mood anymore.
-I think its because im still inlove.
-The one im still inlove with is Austin.
-I kno im stupid.
-Life hates me right now.
-And i hate it too, right now.
-I'll get over it Eventually i kno,
-I wish Eventually was now.
-I need to draw more.
-But that means my dad has to buy me a Mouse for my Comp.
-Which i won't see for a while.
-Also, im ugly.
-Don't deny it, because i am.
-And i don't really care.
-I am what i am.
-Which is pathetic.

*so how are you?

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/22848821/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/22848821/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 17:30:27 PST


wow life sucks.
period.

to get my mind off of all the Bullshit going on in my life right now, here's some Tagged thingys.

((p.s. no im not emo, im just in a really bad Rut right now, so Fuck you.))

-------------------------------------------------
List a 100 things about your self

1) Full Name: Bethany Marie Mason


2) Male/Female: Female


3) Were you named after anyone?: Yes, my Grandmothers.


4) Does your name mean anything?: "House of figs" rofl.


5) Nick Name(s): beth, beffy, crazygurl. ((people seriously call me crazygurl. >>; ))


6) What do you think you look like: A akward girl


7) Date Of Birth: 5-27-94


8) Place of Birth and Current Location: in a hospital. i currently live in a hell hole that i want out of.



9) Nationality: German, Irish, Dutch, French, and Indian. basically im white but tan, live in NY, and am a student in High school.


10) Astrology Sign: Gemini


11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Dog


12) Religion: hahahaha, No.


13) Whats your favorite smell?: The smell of my camp in the andirondacks.


14) Political Position?: Centrist?


15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: Water


16) Hair + Eye colour: Redish brownish blondish blackish purple. and my eyes change from green, blue, and brown.


17) Do you look like anyone famous?: Marylin Monroe i've been told, Oh and Miley Cyrus.


18) What do you look like?: me.


19) Any unusual talents?: i can write things backwords better than i can forwards.


20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Right


21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Straight. ((Other? O_o; ))


22) What do you do for a living?: Go to school, and draw


23) What do you do for fun?: haha...party, hang with friends, draw...other stuff...


24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: Pen, Pencil, Paper.


25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: copic markers.


26) Have you met your grandparents?: only my dads parents.


27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: Austin♥


28) Crush: Austin♥


29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: Adam Sandler.


30) Current worries?: haha everything.


31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): Austin. hahah


32) Favorite place to be?: outside or in my room.



33) Least favorite place to be?: school.


34) Do you burn or tan?: Tan bitches


35) Ever break a bone?: yup


36) What is your favorite cereal?: Rasin Brand


37) You cry with: i cry with? wtf?


Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: yes


39) Any brothers: yup 2


40) Any pets: 5. 2 dogs, 2 hares((Rabbits.)) 1 cat,


41) An Illness: seems like im always ill now of days...


42) A Pager: got 3 and i hate them, there my dads. -_-;


43) A Personal phone line: what?


44) A Cell phone: nope


45) A visible birthmark: on my back


46) A Pool or hot tub: Depends.


47) A Car: Ford Truck.



Describe Your...

48) Personality: Wierd, Akward, Funny, crazy, Very Blunt, and idk, im just me.



49) Driving: Illegally. B)


50) Your clothing style: anything thats nice.


51) Room: mom says its dirty, i say its creativly clean.



52) What’s missing: Austin.



53) School: needs to burn.


54) Bed: comfy♥



55) Relationship with your parent(s): hahahaha.



56) Do You believe in yourself: sure.



57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: why yes i do.


58) Consider yours... ]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/22621212/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/22621212/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 19:15:15 PST my old journal was ugly so here's a new one.

well, lets see.
im still sick, unfortunately. so i haven't been to school in like 2 weeks, which this might sound weird but i miss it. i miss people. Lawlz.
umm, what else? oh yea my Grandma was in the hospital the other night. She broke her hip. they where going to transfer her to Miami but instead they didn't, because i guess she can walk on it with out pain its just they've got to keep a close eye on her now. well even more than they did before because she has Alzheimer's and she broke her hip by falling of the toilet. She's wicked fragile too so when i got the call from The hospital in Florida i was freaking out, they just told me she broke it, and they where planning on transferring her to Miami so yea. P:
they need to give more info. Seriously.

ummmm, so yea how is every one else's life's going because mines pretty shitty so far. the only good thing is that Me and Austin are still going strong and good, and that it will be 2 months in about 10 days. so yea, HOW IS EVERYONE?

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/22442067/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/22442067/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 20:18:44 PST
im sick.
again.

it sucks but what ever. i get drugs so im happy. lol. **shot**

oh and happy new years, sorry its kinda late but what ever,
give me a break. i was completely wasted new years.

is it just me or is my art getting worse?
and like, less original? i dont kno why but it just looks and
feels un-original to me. maybe im in a rut but i just dont kno
any more. i think im going to try and work on it a little bit more.
try and perfect a style. Oh, and im getting a wireless thing for
my laptop soon so soon i will be getting flash and photoshop.
Wooh.

Also when i get that connection thing, i'll hook up my printer/scanner
to it and then you'll get to see my shitty sketches too.

ughh idk any more on anything.
being sick so often just makes me really hate being alive.
lol, No im not saying;
i hate life, i cut myself, or im going suicidle.
been there done that, and im done with that bullshit.
i'm just really in pain, and im tired. so yea, im kinda ranting.
but what ever.

ohhh i have something good to say, basketballs almost over.
and indoor soccers starting. C:
i fucking love soccer.
fuck basketball.
soccers the shit.

well anyways, does any one kno where i can download a website where
i can get free music and download it to my comp for my Ipod?
[[please dont send me to some shit website that will give me viruses.]]
'Cause i just got the new ipod nano, and i have no music.
so yea anyone wanna help?

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/22228476/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/22228476/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 15:14:49 PST Hi guys, let me kill your brain cells with some christmas story's and a Tag survey thingy!

**shottshottshottStabbedshott**

Alright, so lets see. my christmas was pretty cool, GOT A LAPTOP!!1
im on it right now, and I finally have AIM back!! <333
but yea, my presents where pretty kick ass. P:
christmas day was awesome but christmas night sucked. if you hadnt heard i was in the hospital. i was wicked sick, i was pucking, dizzy, hardly remeber most of the night, except for the screaming. yea i was in total pain. i couldnt control my body and shit, so i guess i was kicking and shit, and screaming. Alot. haha, so yea. went to the hospital, pucked on there floor then they hooked me up to some drugs and i passed right out, after they took my blood and shit. Im doing better now, i finally ate something today after going 2 days without food. i had soup. still dont feel to good but what ever. SO HOW WAS YOUR GUYS HOLIDAYS??? 8D

oh, and i even though i was sick and slept most of the 26th away, i spent it with austin. it was are 1 month anniversery. he is amazing, he is so nice, sweet, and DAMN IS HE SEXY! if you have an xbox live account come play with us sometime. C:
he's is BravestRogue and mines Crazygurl42. yea, i kno im so origAnal.


ok i was tagged again, this time by the lovely


Tagged: 10 Things About Me

1. i am 5'4.

2. i got a pink and white stripped purse from aero for christmas, AND I FUCKING LOVE IT.

3. i puked all over the side of my mom's car well she was going 55 on christmas night. 8D

4. i live in new york, RURAL NY, not NY city. dumb fucks. >:U

5. i cut my bangs.

6. my middle names Marie.

7. And i hate it.

8. Did you kno that reese's are my favorite candy?

9. im thinking about doing cheerleading next year instead of basketball.

10. oh by the way, i hate basketball now. seriously, i only like watching it now, fuck playing it.


tag

Fuck that shit.
tag yourself.
lazy fuckers.
**shot**

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/22131547/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/22131547/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 22:32:22 PST
wow, only two days till christmas? damn. this months gone by fast. P:

well got only a few things to say, im back into drawing the good parts of Narutoe. like Hinata and Sakura and the Akatsuki... yea kno? Oh and After christmas the 26 it will be 1 month for me and Austin. :iconohohplz: so yea, thats basically it.
Merry christmas and Happy New Years.
Happy Hanukah, Merry Quanza, and what ever those other holidays are. [[sorry if i didnt spell them right, dont feel like googling them.]]


--------WAS TAGGED D:--------------

Tagged by

1. Choose 5 to 10 of your own characters.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!
----

Characters:

1) Alice
2) Mimi [[Marina]]
3) Annabel
4) Sophie
5) Mike
6) shawnteli [[She likes to be called Shawn]]
7) Alexander [[Alex]]
8) Benjamin [[Ben]]
9) Haley

Who/what are you?

Alice: A high school girl, oh and a freak.
Mimi: A High school studenttt.
Annabel: A listener.
Sophie: Time.
Mike: Gravity is me.
Shawn: A fortune teller.
Alex: the past
Ben: the future
Haley: a gardener.


how old are you? (human years)

Alice: 16
Mimi: 16
Annabel: 17
Sophie: 9
Mike: 17
Shawn: 18
Alex: 15
Ben: 15
Haley: 17

WANT A HUG?!

Alice: no.
Mimi: sureeeee.
Annabel: not from you.
Sophie: i dont hug strangers.
Mike: sure?
Shawn: ok~
Alex: o...
Ben: ...k?
Haley: no thank you.

Are you a girl or a boy?

Alice: girl.
Mimi: Girl
Annabel: girl
Sophie: Girl
Mike: Guy
Shawn: Female
Alex: WE...
Ben: ARE...
*Together*: MEN.
Haley: im Female.

Do you have any brothers or sisters?

Alice: yes, i have a little brother.
Mimi: NOPE. D:
Annabel: No
Sophie: yes, my two older brothers Alex and Ben.
Mike: yea my older sisters.
Shawn: 3 little sisters and 2 little brothers.
Alex: Ben and Sophie
Ben: Alex and Sophie
Haley: yes, my little sister

Who's your crush / mate / spouse?

Alice: ...>///>
Mimi: nobodyyyyy
Annabel: Isaik
Sophie: ummm, i'm only 9.
Mike: Alice. :]
Shawn: Daniel.
Alex: No one.
Ben: No one.
Haley: Owen.

have you ever killed someone

Alice: no.
Mimi: no.
Annabel: no.
Sophie: not yet.
Mike: no
Shawn: no
Alex: Never
Ben: Ever
Haley: yes.


Do you like to destroy things?

Alice: i like to burn things.
Mimi: no.
Annabel: not really.
Sophie: no.
Mike: kinda.
Shawn: yea,
Alex: OF...
Ben: ...COURSE!
Haley: no.

Do you hate / dislike anyone?

Alice: yes.
Mimi: not really
Annabel: yes
Sophie: not yet.
Mike: yea
Shawn: of course
Alex: yup
Ben: yup
Haley: yes.

Wanna dance the caramelldansen? 8D

Alice: what the fuck is that?
Mimi: ohhh SURE!!!! wait...what is that?
Annabel: your kidding right?
Sophie: what? o_o;
Mike: sure?
Shawn: no
Alex: O...
Ben: ...K!
Haley: no.

What is the Answer!?

Alice: there was no question.
Mimi: ummm...was there a question?
Annabel: what?
Sophie: yes, no, and behind the couch. =.=;
Mike: huh?
Shawn: what was the question?
Alex: What...
Ben: ...Question?
Haley: there was no question.

How many people do you hug daily, on average?

Alice: your funny.
Mimi: at least 20 a day. P:
Annabel: none.
Sophie: my brothers and my teddy.
Mike: just Alice. ;]
Shawn: alot.
Alex: 2, Ben and Sophie
Ben: 2, Alex and Sophie.
Haley: just Owen.

What is your favorite food?

Alice: Apples.
Mimi: Anything sweet.
Annabel: Pocky.
Sophie: Ice cream
Mike: Steak
Shawn: ummm, Cereal?
Alex: PIZZA!
Ben: PIZZA!
Haley: dragon fruit.

Do you have a hobby?

Alice: yea, i burn stuff.
Mimi: swimming.
Annabel: si... ]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/21857203/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/21857203/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 00:21:20 PST

in this journal im going to talk about Animu and Manga. i kno its a shocker!!!1
**shot**


ok so, everyone you guys have got to read this manga series. Its called Higurashi no Naku Koro ni - "blah blah blah" here's a link to the website to read them, [link] just go down to the H's and just click on the first Higurashi series. there in order just gotta read them. its a phycopathic/murder manga, I am Obsessed with them. there really good. i normally hate gory murder shit but i am inlove with this. GO GORY MANGA! <333
haha yea i kno im lame.

also, i've been reading naruto and well the plot is like becoming shit. Like every thing started to go down hill when Masashi made Itachi this really nice caring brother. like after that it went down the shitter. But i did like killer bee, he was pretty cool. [[even though his rap's sucked.]]
but yea, killing kakashi off too? i mean seriously thats just retarded. Making it so that the toad guy cant go on naruto's shoulder so they can battle together and having it so [[OMG I NEVER WOULD HAVE GUESSED THIS]] that naruto can do the impossible shit. idk the plot is getting pretty gay. When they start to put more sakura and hinata in i think i'll like it more. like give us some Naruhina action Please. that's like the only good thing going for it so far, oh and tobi. but now they dont even show tobi any more so yea, its gay now. P:

oh i've also seen the Twilight movie, i actually saw it the first day it came out because i bought the tickets previously. it was awesome, except for the fact that the actor for edward was Ugly PLUS the fact that he couldnt act. but yea, i loved Jasper's face. it was so funny and cute. but man did they skip ALOT of stuff, like all the character development and the plot was all basically missed. but what ever. OH AND BELLA'S LULLABY IS ADORABLE. i am in love with it. i wish i could play the piano. =/

speaking about books, i read the book Speak. im sorry everyone but that book beats twilight by a LONG SHOT. its really good, and the story takes place near my house. so yea, like the basketball team she talked about in that book the college i go and see there games and shit. Its pretty cool to find a book that takes place near your home. But yea i love it. <3

well yea, i think thats about all i got to say...oh wait one more thing, i gotta fill a sketch book out for my mom so she can give it to this Art Collage professor. So yea, he's waiting for ME to fill it in so he can see my art. its like uhhhh wtf? so yea ever since then i've only drawn like 1 thing in that sketch book and it has No feeling at all. like when i look at it i just wanna rip it up. i'll just say this my mom kno's how to make the 1 thing i love a pain in the ass. like right now i dont want to draw ANYTHING because of the pressure to fill this damn thing. god i wish she hadn't told him that i'd do this. so yea, THANKS MOM!




well im done talking about shit. this is about all i wanna inform you all on, oh besides the fact that i love my boyfriend Austin very much and would like to tell you all everythings going great! <3

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/21696190/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/21696190/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 09:53:35 PST


Yea so i actually have good news.
ok first off i got a boyfriend, his names Austin. Only problem is he lives in Illinos and i live in New York, but he's only 4 states over and mom says i can go see him if i want. He plays Football, he's almost 6 foot, he's blonde and has blue eyes. He's like SUPER civilized though. Its funny 'Cause he's against Drinking and drugs and he's Religious. Its super wierd but idk i like him, And he likes me, thats why where dating. haha.
Second its thanksgiving and mike, jess, and kayle are all here. its nice, i love my niece and my sis and her boyfriend.
Oh and basketball season's started and well im on varsity. We won are first game it was really awesome. so yea, i kno i havent been on but its because i've been on my myspace and i've been on Xbox Live alot. so yea if you wanna talk to me then just add me on myspace, here's a link [link]
and my xbox live account is crazygurl42. just add me. :]

well i gotta go, turkey day calls for me to go snowmobilen and talking to my boyfriend and fam.

bye~

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/21386526/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/21386526/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 10:29:26 PST ok so i got some news.
my sister had her baby, her name is Kayle Hazel Mott. She has a full head of hair and she is adorable.
but other then that varsity basketball starts monday. so yea, im getting into shape for that. 50 crunches before bed and 10 push ups. fun fun. also im trying to lose weight, so i can be skinny. so yea. but other then that im getting my hair cut soon sometime. but yea still dont got a computer im still using my dads. which sucks because he is such a prick. like when you say can i get on for like 5 mins and your on for 30 he throughs a little piss fit. its like 'Dad 5 mins is like an expression' GOD DAMN he pisses me off, and im like Never on. >=/

oh and i like someone and they like me. :]
he is soooooo awesome. shit part is ONCE AGAIN he lives so far away. god im thinking about having my parents move 'cause there aint any good nice guys in NY. so yea. =/

ok well im done so bye.

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/21190172/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/21190172/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 16:43:43 PDT
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...Because my sister is in LABOR!!!!
i am so idk how to explain it guys but this is the most amazing thing in life. Like wow, i went in there because my mom came to get me and bring me in because my sis wanted to see me, and well i helped her go threw her contractions and like i have never cried this much in my intire life. Period. So yea right now im back in the family waiting room and Luckily they have a computer here for people to get on. so i can get on DA and let you all kno...but sadly they blocked myspace and all that so my Real life friends dont get to kno everything. =/ oh well they'll kno when i dont show tomarrow and well Shelly and kayla will tell everyone. 'Cause they were the people i saw when i found out and the people i told when i found out. C:

so yea still dont have a comp at my house but i think this is a fair trade. No comp but a little Niece instead. i can live with that. :]

so yea once again good bye and a new hello to my niece, and i swear when i get a computer back this will be covered in pictures of my niece. so yea, a few good byes and a brand new hello.

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/20845093/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/20845093/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 15:47:17 PDT

ok, i havent been on in a while because...My computer CRASHED. D:
so right now im at my brother matt's house for a little bit, so i stole his comp for a few minutes. So dont expect me to reply to any messages for a Long time, Because i honestly dont kno when i will be back on, and when im getting a new computer. maybe dad will get me that laptop that he promised me. =/

well here's some other bad news, i Spraned Both my ankles, my right is worse then my left though. Also no i didnt fall down the stairs or trip, it just happened. I have very bad ankles, and if i dont rest them, [[which im not.]] im going to have to get Surgery on my right one, and then most likely my left one too.
but oh well, i dont like to be lazy, and i hate to sit still so yea its my own fault. 'Cause im not gonna quite soccer or basketball. i'll just have to suck it up some more. thats life.

well, see yea guys. dont kno when i'll be back so dont wait up. bye

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/20641444/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/20641444/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 18:49:58 PDT




wow, your Brave. C:

ok well, i have some ranting about my life so SCREAM AND RUN.

ok im still fucking sick, my parents are still pissing me off, and soccer practice sucks ass and we havent won a single game because half of my team sucks and dont like getting Bruises. Wtf. they can get them at Practice but Not at a game? thats bull shit, i mean come on! On freakin Modify i Broke a chicks Ankle! i just want to slap them all and tell them to get over it. but hell, i cant because there my "Team".
They fight all the time. Its annoying as hell, the seniors think they kno it all when they SUCK worse then the new fat girl on Modify. =/
ughhhhhh fuck them all. Also i seriously think as soon as Soccer season is over im gonna get kicked out of school for a little while, because Jenna fucking Swayze is pissing me off to no end. Im just gonna swing, i dont care about what my mom told me, im just gonna fucking hit her. Also she keeps telling me she has a Deviantart.
which is total Bullshit, because she lies about everything, she cant draw she cant take pictures, and her "Accounts" she gave me are both fake. =/ She is just jealious because i can draw and she cant, which is fucking Retarded. And im Not just saying that, its the honest truth. She hates me because i told her straight off in 7th grade, and she didnt like that. Also i gave her donuts for christmas and kicked her ass, oh well thats what yea get for shoving them back in my face and then when i tell you to bring it and i only Kick you, you cry like a fat ass bitch and make the bus move when you run. like i said oh well, her fault, you just dont fuck with me. OK END OF THE HELL RANT.

so yeaaaaa, also go watch she's awesome. C:

also, im going to be posting more drawings soon. my gallery is becoming fugly.

soooooooooo idea's anyone?



MMK'THNXBYE

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/20502120/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/20502120/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 08:16:30 PDT

im sick, GOD DAMMIT.
i hate being sick, especially on mondays, because then i start the week of badly. >=/

so yea, im basically just sitting here, listening to my music on my playlist off my myspace. Speaking of which, i updated it. it looks freakin awesome~ so yea if you have one ADD ME~♥
here's my Myspace.
[link]

add me, and if you dont got one, Make one. >:U

well im bored, im gonna go watch some Tv, and fall asleep and basically die. =/



♥bye~

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/20347678/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/20347678/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 20:52:32 PDT



im just kidding~


or am i?


ok well school is well how should i put this...?
FUCKING AMAZING!!!!!
i mean man, i got all amazing teachers. only one i dont really like is Mrs. Davis. but pshhhh she's old she'll die soon. C: but man im having alot of fun. i am fucking inlove with Astronomy class. the new teacher Mr. Gorman is fuckin amazing, he's so funny. he's also nice and cool too. I actually understand shit when he explains it and its fun too. P:
and i got my most favorites teacher ever for 4 classes. 2 are study halls and the other too are her classes. on B days i got her 2-3 and 5-6 period. Her names Mrs. Grello and she's amazing, and very open minded. In her study hall today though dan was playin his New Guitar, and she was like "you kno you want to give that to me~ ;D"
but yea im enjoying all my classes.

Plus im reading "The Outsiders" by S.E. Hinton, i love her she's an amazing Writer. i loved her book Tex. so in Mrs. Kalin's class [[9th grade english]] we started to read it today. C:

But are Principal made some new FUCKED UP rules. like were not allowed to wear FLIP FLOPS to school. also he took my amazing Sunglasses. i was so pissed. but im getting them back monday im MAKING him give them back, or give me 10 bucks so i can go to Journeys and buy a new pair. =/
but yea, i aint following any of these rules so yea~ say hello to DETENTION♥

but yea thats like my up date on my shit life in school. P:
oh also tuesday i got a Soccer game. im in Varsity now bitches~


[[EDIT]]
i was tagged by

1. Post the rules listed here
2. Each person tagged must put 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags must write a journal about these 8 facts
4. At the end post list 8 people you tag.
5. Finally, go to their page telling them they're tagged

1. i fell asleep at a Boston concert.
2. i've broken a girls ankle at a soccer game.
3. if you were to kill a moth infront of me i would beat the living shit out of you. [[good reason why, if yea wanna kno why just ask.]]
4. im actually really smart. LOL
5. i cant sleep without some sound being made or sleep without a fan
6. well im editing this Journal for this thing, im listening to "Gib mir bitte ein Kuss"
7. my AIM is masongurl124. [[hit me up sometime ;D]]
8. i will not tagg anyone on this because guess what? this is my 3rd time doing this thing.


Dank für das Lesen~♥


MMK'THNXBYE

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/20299282/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/20299282/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 21:46:48 PDT



i got school tomarrow. Dx
i kinda wanna go but then again i dont, so i might not be on as much as i want to. so yea, just giving everyone a heads up. =/

also THERE'S GONNA BE A 5TH BOOK TO TWILIGHT. BREAKING DAWN WASNT THE LAST BOOK!!!! idk what its called but all i kno is that its being made. i was told by my old english teacher today when i saw her, and then again at Hot topic's today. C: also i got a Twilight T-shirt. xD i fucking love it.


Dank für das Lesen~♥


MM'KTHNXBYE.

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/20227837/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/20227837/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 23:11:35 PDT


yea my lifes gone down the tube lately. me and my mom are back to "Normal", which means where back to disliking each other. we can stand to be in the same room if we have to but if we dont we basically tell each other to go fuck themself. So yea... mom started it back up though, she wouldnt take me shopping for clothes or school supplys at all, and she wont like go get any of my friends that live in other towns. BUT she can deside without asking my dad, that she can go to BUFFALO and get RYAN'S friend that he has NEVER MET, and only talk to each other over HALO. i mean COME ON! so i told her that she was acting like a fucking 5 year old, and i asked why I have to act like the Adult? so yea, were back to DISLIKING each other. And with the way she's been acting and treating my Dad, i think there gonna get a divorse, i Honestly think so. But i already disided if that happens, im not living with my mom. I will live with my dad, and i will NEVER see that dumb bitch of a mother again. Because it will be her fault that they got divorsed, and that she cant act like a parent or an adult. i mean i kno the saying, "Never grow up." but she takes that TOO far. so yea there's that one. and also i have had to block Shalei on 3 different AIMS because she kept asking me if Jeff was at soccer practice and if he was with Autumn, and i told her YES, he hasnt dumped her, and she needs to leave me the fuck alone and ask someone ELSE. and then she's telling me how im NEVER telling the truth, which i laughed my ass off at. Every one of my friends and people i Hate and Hate me, all KNOW i only tell the truth when its needed. [[thats why i have people that hate me, cant take the truth.]] so yea, told her off and had to block her 3 times on 3 differnet aims because she wouldnt leave me the fuck alone, AND on Myspace. D:< its like LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE AND GO GET INTO A CAR ACCIDENT, BITCH. so yea, and then i had to block James, and tell him to get the FUCK over me and leave me the hell alone. so yea... there's that. Also the boy i like and that likes me lives in ILLINOUIS for christ's sake. its like "WTF is with me and long distince?!?!?!" but i aint gonna date him, no way learned my lesson before. so yea...

Also i read 'Breaking Dawn', omfg it was amazing, fuck all the retard's that are like "OHHH IT SUX'D!!!11" because it definately didnt. i just wish she didnt end the Story with that book, i wish she'd make a new one with **SPOILERS SPOILERS** Renesmee as an Adult and Jacob and Renesmee's life, and Bella's and Edwards life as Vampires. i mean wouldnt that be awesome? Renesmee, Bella, and Edward all in the same High school when she's fully grown. i mean come on, that would be kick ass. But i did like how it ended with Bella removing her shield and Edward being turned on by that and doing each other. hahaha, just wished they'd of done ONE sex scene, i mean come on if we can handle a Birth scene i think we could handle a sex scene. **END OF SPOILERS END OF SPOILERS**
so yea i give 'Breaking Dawn' a #10 on my book scale. C:

But yea thats my update on my life. its pritty much fucked up. But hell thats life. so yea i think im gonna do some drawings to exstend my "Artistic Talents" so im gonna be trying some new styles and coloring sceme's on paper, and if i like them im gonna get my DAMN Scanner to work and upload them for you guys. P:

Dank für das Lesen~♥



MMK'THNXBYE

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/20147811/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/20147811/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 12:21:12 PDT


ok im like really busy lately, and it sucks. =^=; like i've been try to draw but for some reason my mouse is being fucking retarded. I cant wait till i get my laptop. so yeaaaaaa, i've been havening to go to Soccer Practice at 4-6 monday-friday. in the heat, and well it sucks. i hate the practices but i loveeee the games. Im on Varsity now, so im a newbie. But my girls, [[some of my team]] came up with me. So i feel a little bit better. but i am always afraid to like hurt the older girls because i dont want them to Hate me . **shot** yea i kno, im lame because i dont want them to hate me, but its because i want my New team to get along. But ughhhhh its so hard. D:< so yeaaaaa.

Also i have only 1 more art trades left.

Lolli-chan with her lollipop-

and then my friend Simon on Halo wants me to draw a funny picture for him, and put it on my myspace.


on other news, my EX-BFF shalei, can go fuck herself cuz i hate that stupid bitch. C:
just thought i should say that so you guys new.
this is are Convo on AIM.
I THINK ITS HILARIOUS.

babycakes91707 (1:30:09 PM): heyy
masongurl124 (1:30:16 PM): hey
babycakes91707 (1:30:24 PM): wat u doin?
masongurl124 (1:30:31 PM): nothin
masongurl124 (1:30:38 PM): listenin to music
babycakes91707 (1:30:49 PM): ohh
masongurl124 (1:30:56 PM): yuppers
babycakes91707 (1:31:27 PM): fun...
masongurl124 (1:31:34 PM): yeaaaaa not really
babycakes91707 (1:31:46 PM): lol..ur prolly goin to be mad at me....
masongurl124 (1:31:54 PM): what?
babycakes91707 (1:32:10 PM): for 2 reasons
babycakes91707 (1:32:34 PM): 1.i still smoke weed and 2.im still wid jeff
babycakes91707 went away at 1:32:51 PM.
masongurl124 (1:32:53 PM): wtf sha


Auto Response from babycakes91707 (1:32:53 PM): busy not here at the races wid my baby..and beth i did think bout it..and not trying to be mean but plz just stay outta it...im following my heart..and thanx for callin me a whore...but im happy and obviously u dont see that!!...but w/e its not ur choice...ur not the one datin him...i am..i get hurt i get hurt and dont worry i wont come crying to u...cause i kno i wont get hurt again....


masongurl124 (1:33:26 PM): your a fuckin retard
babycakes91707 (1:33:54 PM): yea i kno
masongurl124 (1:34:30 PM): you kno he is still dating autumn?


Auto Response from babycakes91707 (1:34:30 PM): chillin wid chrissy, mikey, and tyler...maybe smoke some weed but idk yet....but jeff i love u babe


babycakes91707 (1:34:40 PM): nope hes not
masongurl124 (1:34:46 PM): yea he is
masongurl124 (1:34:55 PM): 10 bucks he's gonna be at practice again!
babycakes91707 (1:35:02 PM): ok!
masongurl124 (1:35:05 PM): kk
masongurl124 (1:35:10 PM): and remeber
babycakes91707 (1:35:12 PM): u prove me wrong
masongurl124 (1:35:18 PM): he was there the other day
masongurl124 (1:35:25 PM): even though he said he wasnt
masongurl124 (1:35:29 PM): HE WAS.
babycakes91707 (1:35:38 PM): wat day...friday..he was wid his mom!
masongurl124 (1:35:51 PM): shalei he was there
masongurl124 (1:35:54 PM): at practice
babycakes91707 (1:36:53 PM): beth he went wid his mom and sister to a family picnic cause i tlked to him b4 they left...and his mom even said that he had to go
masongurl124 (1:38:18 PM): wait wait
masongurl124 (1:38:21 PM): i asked angela
masongurl124 (1:38:26 PM): and she said it was jeffs cuz
masongurl124 (1:38:32 PM): he looks just like him
masongurl124 (1:38:33 PM): DL
masongurl124 (1:38:35 PM): **D:
babycakes91707 (1:38:40 PM): see told ya...haha
masongurl124 (1:38:40 PM): damn there both ugly
babycakes91707 (1:38:43 PM): hahaha
masongurl124 (1:39:08 PM): h/o
babycakes91707 (1:39:15 PM): kk
masongurl124 (1:40:32 PM): well im pritty damn sure he's still datin her
masongurl124 (1:40:47 PM): cuz he hasnt said shit about breakin up with her since friday
babycakes91707 (1:41:00 PM): yea but hes not....cause he dumped her friday
masongurl124 (1:41:19 PM): wow sha thats really mean
masongurl124 (1:41:31 PM): you should have just let him go so he could be with autumn
masongurl124 (1:41:43 PM): thats what he wanted.
masongurl124 (1:41:48 PM): and what she wanted.
babycakes91707 (1:41:56 PM): he said it was a mistake thop
masongurl124 (1:41:57 PM): im sorry... ]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/20013928/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/20013928/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 23:35:08 PDT


HI GUYS~

did yea miss me? probably not. lol **brick'd** anyways, i just got back from camp and i am so fucking tired, so let me say this.

I D.U.M.P.E.D. JAMES. ok?

well now that thats out of the way, i have read Twilight, New Moon, and Eclipse, and my father wont buy me the last one. but omg i am in love with those books. i swear i cant wait till November 21. oOo by the way for all you harry potter fans, TWILIGHT PUSHED THE NEW HARRY POTTER MOVIE TO DECEMBER 12 WHEN TWILIGHT WAS SUPPOSTED TO COME OUT, SO HAHAHAH!!!!! but yea anyways, i dont get why everyone hates Bella so much, i like her. she remindes me of, well ME. and ha, thats NEVER happened. so yea its really wierd, one of the most hated Characters is like me. i feel so special. lol anyways, i was looking at trailors for the movie and the actor's are NOT beautiful. and the guy playing Edward, omg he is sooooo ugly. D: and Rosalie, ew. ew. EWWWWW. and when the fuck did Laurent become Black? no affense but how does that work? if there skin is WHITE? idk it confuses the shit out of me.


Also i would like to wish a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOCHI~ it was her birthday a couple of days ago well i was at camp so im wishing her a happy birthday. ^u^


also camp was ok, not that much fun all i did was shop, read, swim, and played on the dance machine. :/ it was ok. but i wish Lexi could have gone. also i am up loading the pics off my camera, so yea. i was so pissed though because i didnt have my camera with me when we went to White Face Mountain. and we were on the TOP of the mountain and inside of it. it was fucking awesome, scared the shit out of Lexi when i called her on my bro's cell and told her where we were. but yea, i have SOCCER PRACTICE TOMARROW AT 4:00 TILL 6:00 AND I CANT FUCKING WAIT!!!! so yea, im like super tired, so im off to bed.


Gute Nacht alle ein~♥

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19837098/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19837098/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 23:44:49 PDT



ok so im leaving for came on Saturday, and i've been trying to get all the art trades done before i leave, and i've been trying to make them look really good. but its hard when your on such a tight schedule. =3=; so if they look like shit just tell me and i will redo them. also i wont be home for like a week or two so if you havent seen your Art trade done yet PLEASE NOTE ME A.S.A.P unless you wanna wait that long. P:

also my dad picked up TWILIGHT for me~ so i cant wait to start reading it, he bought it so i could read it at Camp. So yea, well im in the Air Conditioned T.V room watching MTV i will be reading. 8D
So yea im like totally happy. By the way, this came is a Resort Camp, its called Lake George. its fucking amazing i love this camp~♥
It has 2 inground Swimming pools, and the big one is Heated.
There's a Beach, 2 Ponds, and Arcade room with DDR, not the gay one, but the one were the dance matt is and X i am kick ass at that one.
there's a loge were i can get on the Internet but dad wont let me. D:<
There's a Basketball & Tennis Court, a baseball field,
and i already explained the T.V room. ^w^ oOo and there's like a Dinner thing, and every Friday there's a D.J. so yea. I will be entertained for a while. C:

but i wont be able to hear my James voice for like 2 weeks. :C
BUT i do get to AIM him on Mom's Cell every day! so there's a good thing, but damn am i gonna miss hearing his Sexy Irish Accent. it makes me smile every time he says my name i just love how they say "Beth"
even his Nephew says my name adorable~ this little Nephew is gonna be spoiled by me, i already promised this to James. his names like Austin only IDK how to spell it but it sounds like Austin but IDK i will have to ask him how to spell it. But yea, Him and Simon got me into Lily Allen. SHE IS FUCKINGGGGG AMAZINGGGGGGG. i love her song Alfie its a good song. im listening to it like NONE STOP hahaha im so lame. C:



GO LISTEN TO IT. [link]



so yea....
AUF WIEDERSEHEN, ICH LIEBE DICH ALLE~♥

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19811604/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19811604/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 15:32:11 PDT


[link]
ok, so if you go to this website you will see why i hate religions soooooooo much and am proud to say i am an athiest and to also say this. FUCK GOD. :]








Thank you and have a nice day!

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19799740/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19799740/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 22:55:21 PDT





yea, if you dont want to here me rant about how fuckin shitty i feel right now then delete this Journal.



I hate Guys, i really do there all pigs. And no me and James DIDNT break up. its just, ughhh i thought this guy was my fuckin friend and for him to say that shit to me and my mom, WTF!? and i mean, i can take bein called fat, guys do it at school all the time, but bein called that and then fuckin havin a guy who you thought was your fuckin friend say that shit. its offencive, and it makes me wanna cry. i mean, god. i really do like James, but man when a guy starts to say that shit to me it makes me stop and think, I dont want a guy in my life, and i dont ever wanna get married. i just wanna be alone forever. but then i think about James, like he is such a nice guy but man that guy had a point, i have never met my boyfriend. i mean do you kno how pathetic that makes me feel? it makes me feel like im a loser. but its all the guys around here's fault. they make me do that because there all assholes. its just ughhhhhhh i dont make any sence. and im probably confusing the hell out of anyone who reads this but i mean. i just want to crawl under a fucking rock and die. also this makes me want to be single forever. but like i dont wanna lose James, and i think, if i break up with him, is he gonna hate me? i dont wanna lose him as a friend. ughhhhhh i should have never told him how i felt. i dont wanna hurt him. but then i think about myself. and i feel fucking selfish. i am so pathetic. i am just gonna go kill myself. so yea fuck life.

bye guys and i love you all.

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19707977/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19707977/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 21:08:21 PDT



Go to this, READ THIS. its your for your on SAFETY ON DA. [link]

ok since thats about it, and i dont have anything to talk about except for like, my BF and i dont wanna talk about him and brag, so here's a couple of those tagged and survey things

--
was tagged by


The rules:
1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must put 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal about these facts
4. At the end post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named [[fuck this one]]
5. Go to their page telling them they're tagged. [[and this one]]
^^^^^^^


8 random facts!
1. i have a stuffed Giraffe names Gay Giraffe, and he sleep's in my bed.
2. i still sleep with my Stuffed duck Mr. Duckers, i have had him for about 7-8 years.
3. i Drink A1 Steak Sauce, like i take it out of the frigg, and drink it, like people do with milk.
4. i am Aitheist, and i think god can go Fuck himself. :]
5. when i was like 6 i was Chased by an Ostrage in a petting zoo, and i am now Scared shitless of them.
6. i am also afraid of Elmo, i was scared by him from when i was a little girl.
7. i hunt with a Bow.
8. i break shit when im mad, and in 8th grade, i completely scared the shit out of every 7th and 8th grade girl in the locker room, and because of this piss fight, i broke like 5 lockers. :]

there's 8 random facts about me.

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Stole from

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [[IT WAS ON ACCEDENT]]
SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 5

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person [[im 14, BF's 16.]]
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 8

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantART / y-gallery Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
( ) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 9

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 13

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel [[who HASNT?]]
SO FAR: 17

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party [[when i was like 5]]
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 22

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sliding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game [[fuck yea. lol]]
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO FAR: 27

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
(x) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 29

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on [[kicked his ass.]]
(x) Been Misunderstood [[who hasnt?]]
SO FAR: 32

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 34

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 36

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced [[fuck yeaaaa]]
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 41

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 44

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR:... ]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19629891/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19629891/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 20:00:41 PDT




LOL JK.
well anyways i am like super tired! i just got back from the baby shower. and OMG was it fun. [B there's only 12 weeks left!!!!! and its like holy shit, i remeber when i first wrote a Journal about finding out my sis was Preg!!! haha it was interesting, ughhh but i just cant wait for her to get here you kno? when she gets here im gonna dress her up and take pics and show you guys, because she is gonna be the cutest fucking thing everrrrr. and yes i may sound lame saying that but its true. P:

SOOOOOO ANYWAYS!!!! i cant draw worth SHIT! >BC and i am like totally depressed about it. like i wanna try and draw a mermaid and it comes out looking like PUKE.
but yeaaaa. shit shit shit. i am like half way tempted to make one of those Icon things, you kno like the glomp icons that you just do this for :iconglompplz : cuz i really wanna use my oh yez emotion thing that i made. but idk, im to lazy so yea, if anyone wants to do that for me PLEASE go ahead and do it. 8D
just give me credit for making it. B]

ughhhhhhhh soooooooo anywayssssss
i am so tempted to do an art trade right now because i need something to draw. like seriously. sooooo im gonna.

WHO WANTS TO DO AN ART TRADE WITH ME!?!???!?!?!?!

if so please leave a message after the beep.











**BEEPFUCKYOUBEEP**











-EDIT-

art trades SO FAR.

1.

so yea if you wanna do one with me THEN GO AHEAD AND ASK.

also, i would like to kno were i could buy this book? because onemanga.com most likely wont continue it and it is a VERY good one, [link] its called Hohzuki island. and its amazing, but there are some Risque parts, so yea...but its very good and i wanna keep reading it!!!! >B[
its like one of the only manga's besides Naruto that i actually LIKE. like i think if i dont read this i will Flip some MAJOR shit. so yea HELP ME AND MY WIERD ASS CRAVING FOR A HORROR MANGA.

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19448629/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19448629/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 15:11:35 PDT


YEA ITS TRUE I GOT ME A BOYFRIEND!!!! his name is James Magee and he lives in Ireland, we meet on halo 3 **SHOT** and well we do video chats, [[i can see him but he cant see me ]]
and well my mom said that it was freakin adorable so yea, also NEXT AUGUST WERE GOING TO NYC TOGETHER BITCHESSSSSSS <3333333333333!!!!!!!!
so yea im like supper happy and well i like LOVE this guy, he's fucking amazing he's EVERYTHING i've wanted in a guy!!!! i mean he is tall, 6'3 he has beatiful blue eyes <3, he has a Temper like me but Show's me his sencitive side all the time, HE IS AN AMAZING FUCKING ARTIST I MEAN HOLY SHITTTTTTTTTT!!!! he puts my art to shame but yea also he plays RUGBY. which means he's TOUGH STRONG and omg he is sooooo perfect, and the most sweetest guy ever i mean he even told me that if we got in a fight and I hit HIM all he'd do is HUG ME. isnt that SWEET!?!?! *stone'd* so yea like when im in 12th grade he's moving to NY, i asked him were he wanted to go and he said with me, isnt that sweet?! GOD HE'S JUST FUCKING AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so yea basically this Journal is about how happy i am and how sweet he is, i mean GOD DAMN I LOVE HIM!!!!
so if you guys want to kno more just ask because i dont wanna make this journal too long, lol
but yea seriously i love him James is fucking awesome! <33333333

M'KTHNX BYE

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19380902/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19380902/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 22:21:59 PDT


ok so my internet has been down for two days and its finally working. THANK FUCKING GOD.
well yea since it hasnt been working i couldnt even get on Halo 3, and i was like pissed. oOo yea i forgot to tell you all if you play halo 3 my names crazygurl42. :]
but yea since i havent been able to get on me and my mom and ryan went to the movies, guess what i saw!?
HELLBOY 2 BITCHES!!! oh and Hancock.
Hellboy was fucking amazing, i mean i was like sitting there on the edge of my seet going OMFG OMFG THIS IS AWESOME THIS IS AWESOME. like i would seriously go see it again. it was funny as hell too. P:
and yea the character design was amazing, i mean at the end i was like thats what i want to do with my life, Draw. i mean if i could do that i would be so happy. but yea i expected the designs to be amazing because the Character Designers were the ones that Designed and made the Creatures in Pans Lybrinth and i was BEHOND pleased, i was amazed by it. so yea, and Hancock was ok, i mean it was funny, but like towreds the end it was like, ok so? it was kinda like the same super hero shit over again. :/ but yea it was fucking funny when he was drunk and flying hahahaha. so yea im gonna quote from Hellboy 2 and from Handcock.
Hellboy - "Oh Crap." "you woke the baby *BANG*" hahaha,
Hancock - "call me an Asshole ONE MORE TIME." "call me Crazy ONE MORE TIME." hahahah so yea.

on another note, i Cant STAND Demi Lovod or w/e the fuck her name is. she SUCKS at sing, i mean REALLY SUCKS. and she says she rights EVERY thing she sings, there all her's well i was flipping threw the channels and guess what?! the fake bitch was Sing "How Does she know?" from the Movie Enchanted, which was pritty Retarded except for that ONE song, and she goes and FUCKS it up! its like WTF!? where's the fucking originality in the music anymore!? i mean HOLY0 SHIT!? i have friends that dont even sing and they wright ALOT of songs, and guess what there better then half the shit thats being song right now! i mean seriously.

oOo and im almost to 6,000 page views, Holy shit. thanks guys! i mean DAMN i've only been on here for 2 years, i mean wow. thanks guys, your liek all so super duper. hahahaha, so yea. P:

trying to get my dad to buy me a laptop for my room. i want the one that girl has in that Disney channel movie, the one were the girl has her diary printed, that laptop is awesome. its screen is a Wakon Tablet! i was like HOLY SHIT MUST HAVE. but my dads an idiot, and is like i dont trust the people online. its like dad, no you dont trust ME. its like WTF am i gonna do!? look at Porn!? take pics of me Naked and send them to old men!? [[ewww, i hate my body]] its like dad SERIOUSLY!? all im gonna use it for is to upload my art, draw get on AIM, talk to my FRIENDS. but if he says no, im gonna tell him he's holding me back and if he's gonna be like HOW!? im gonna say he's holding me back by not letting me expaind in my artistic way! i mean i've been trying to get a freakin Ipod since they came out and guess what!? he always buys the EXPANSEVE knock offs, and tells me that there cheaper, its like dad your a fucking IDIOT. i mean this christmas i got another knock off but guess what? i turnded it on ONCE and i didnt even download any songs on it and its fucking broken, i mean i had it on the counter for like a week and it dident even move. and when i went to turn it on, and it was broken. so yea, i may sound like a whinney ass bitch but i HARDLY ask for ANYTHING, i've been asking for stuff that will solve problems in the car with the music, [[Ipod]] books, to keep me from using the computer all the time and watching TV. and i've been wanting to re-do my room. and this is so i can get shit out of my room and make more SPACE. and i want to get ride of some of my old clothes and shit, and i want to get ride of my TWO DRESSERS, [[there both SMALL]] and get ride of my desk [[was my SISTERS from when she was 7]] also i want a bigger bookshelf, and i want to paint it, thats IT. wow im so selfish, yea, and i fucking clean this house take care of the animals do the laundry for everyone, i've been making my dinner, doing the Dishes, and yea when we get a riding mower, GUESS WHAT!? im MOWING the LAWNED. now what does my brother RYAN do? jack shit, he sits there on the couch or on the Xbox, and makes my MOM mow the laund. and then he calls ME LAZY. its like WTF!!!??? god i just wanna http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19246170/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 01:40:12 PDT im kinda happy because i've been able to draw some stuff more often, but i think its because of this asshole that im in a debate with, he's really got me wanting to draw moe peaceful things! and he's made me want to finish on my Oc that i drew, and i stopped drawing that Oc in febuary, and i had an unfinshed drawing of her saved on MS paint. so yea im drawing onto her. so yea im gonna thank that asshole right now. so yea THANKS! :]
also he's making me want to wright more in german because the prick said im using google to right little words like "piece of shit" so yea i told his arogent ass off, In German. so yea. here's so german for everyone!!! [[dont worry i will translate it all into english at the end]]

dude in der Liebe zu sprechen Deutsch so viel Spaß!!! ich denke, daß seine Bedeutung für Menschen, sich zu engagieren gibt mit Erbe. wie wenn Ihr aus mexico Ich glaube, Sie sollten sich in spanisch sprechenden P: aber yeah i guess seiner nur mich, sondern Gott ja im müde, wie seine 4:30. aber jede Art und Weise zurück zu meiner Zeichnung, ihre getan werden sollte, bald aber ich kann nicht versprechen, alles mit! thats gut genug Deutsch für den Moment. hahaha, OK zurück zu Englisch! ;D


or here it is in English


dude i love to speak in german its so much fun!!! i think its important for people to get involved with there heritage. like if your from mexico i think you should get into speaking spanish P: but yeah i guess its just me but yeah. god im tired, its like 4:30. But anyways back to my drawing, its should be done soon but i cant promise anything! well thats enough german for now. hahaha, OK back to English! ;D


so yea P: cant you tell im bored?? hahaha

also the mood thing has been being gay lately!!! D:<



M'kthnxbye

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19211107/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19211107/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 23:23:38 PDT i cant fuck'in draw ANYTHING.
i am PISSSSSEEDDDD because i cant draw. im like seriously mad. and ya'll kno that one pick i did of saucy? that took me 30 minutes. D:
yea i cant fuckin draw anything and when i try it looks like shit, and when i wanna draw it comes out lookin like that fucking sasugay pic. and im seriously worried. did i lose the lust to draw? or can i no longier draw?? WTF!!!!??????? im NOT happy. ffffffffffuck.

on other news.
my life totally sucks!
so yea, im gonna go like try to kill myself right now, so like hold on...
ok im back, and well trying to suffocate in a pillow is actually really hard. wtf.
and im srsly considering the pills again, but last time nothing like happend. which pissed me off. and yea i have tried killen myself before, so yea like when i was 7 or 8, hahaha yea, i hate my life most of the time as you can tell. art is like my ONLY like outlet really, and when thats gone, ha. im fucked. so yea, im gonna go try some Iphebrophine or w/e. so hold on... ok im back again. yea none of that shit worked. and i took like 7 of them. WTF? see im like immune to fucking pills and shit.

so yea.....if you couldnt tell i was like seriously Joking by the way hahaha. but yea most of thats true up there except for trying it like right now.

but yea i am like srsly immune to pills, tried them when i was like 7 or 8. like i said before. but yea. haha im bored so here comes some little test shit or whatever the fuck these are called.

i stole them both from this loser because im like seriously BORED! 8D


7 Things you like the most...

1. music
2. art
3. any alchohol [[haha]]
4. my friends
5. nature
6. animals
7. relaxing

7 Important things in your room...

1. bed
2. alarm clock
3. clothes
4. books [[<333]]
5. old sketch books
6. radio
7. mirror

7 Random facts about you...

1. i am the truthful friend, which means i will tell you if i dont like you. or if your being annoying or bitchy.

2. i kno a whole lot of like useless shit. hahaha

3. i hate people, i really do. i can stand people but the way they act sometimes makes me wanna kill them. i just cant stand peoples compony, except for my brother matt his g/f and my sis. and soon to be niece, [[hopefully]]

4. i am on my 3rd set of teeth. like i've had baby teeth then teen teeth, and now my adult teeth. and its all natural.

5. i like the taste of tooth paste, when i was little i used to eat it. [[hahaha]]

6. i am danger pron, like i've been in the emergancy room more then 3 times for myself

7. i love it when people are in pain, it makes me happy it really does. and like if someone hurts me like backstabbes me or fucks me over. i do it like twice as bad and i ENJOY watching there pain. :]

7 Things you plan to do before you die...

1. have a family
2. go to japan, europe, and the UK
3. get a job
4. become an artist
5. might go to college, [[depends]]
6. make my dad proud of me, like REALLy proud. not his fake bullshit proud act.
7.

7 Things that you find attractive...

1. green/blue eyes
2. nice body
3. good personality
4. can pick me up [[<333 oh god yes]]
5. isnt a douchbag, and wont every TRY to abuse me or my kids.
6. can play an instrument [[like drums, or guitar]]
7. is just a nice guy all around

7 Things you say the most...

1. so yea
2. fuck
3. shit
4. god dammit
5. im super thanks for asking
6. i hate you [[followed by laughing]]
7. im fat

7 Favorite drinks...

1. water
2. pepsi
3. monster
4. alchohol
5.
6.
7.
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-Personal Info

~Name: Beth
~Height: 5'5 [[idk]]
~Weight: fat.
~Birthday: 5/27
~Birthplace: hamilton NY
~Current Location:... ]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19148027/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19148027/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 13:51:18 PDT ok im out of my freaky mood swings, [[i hope]] well anyways i have been bored lately, P: i went to the movies the other day though, omg the Love Guru is soooooo fuckin funny, i swear. i mean i couldnt even drink my soda i was laughing to much. but yea very inapropriote, or how ever you spell that but yea every joke was a sex joke basically and it was so funny. but yea im hoping that today i can go get some new books, and i wanna get my piercing's done too, because i had to get my first ear perieced but get this my ears are gay. see i've had to have my 1st hold done at least 6 times so yea, im planning on the second one to be done before soccer starts, because i've been wanting to get them done, also i only plan on having a few things done to my body when i get older, i want my ears done on my left i want 4 holes, the 4th is the cartalige and the right 3. then i want my [[if i lose my gut]] my bellbutton done, and when i get older i want a few tattoe's. like when i have kids there names will be on my ancel's and shoulders yea kno? and then on my back like right below my neck i want to wings and the #13 in between them because thats my lucky #. so yea P: thats basically it for tatt's and pierce's. [[and i kno i cant spell worth shit today.]] my music mood is back to normal listening to Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls really did the trick, oOo and lots of cookie dough ice cream and ramen :]. hahaha so yea.

ok on a naruto related note,
i think Kurenai is gonna have a baby girl, i really do think so. because shikamaru thinks girls are noisy and annoying, so i think its gonna be a girl. i really do and i dont kno why but i just have this strong feeling its gonna be a girl. oOo talking about baby girls. my sister is at her 5th-6th month point already, and mike and jessica both have had dreams about the baby girl. so yea october 18th baby, the due date. god i cant wait. also on ANOTHER note, talking about birthdays my brother matts birthday party was fucking awesome, i played beer pong with him haha. it was awesome, first shot and i made it! it was awesome. the thing i think is funny but i think im my bro matts favorite step sibling, because he calls ryan, jess, heather, and all this other half bro's and sis's he calls them his Half brother or sister when he introduces them to people. but when he introduces me he calls me his little sister, no half shit or anything, so i feel special there, hahaha. but yea...

i cant draw anything, like im seriously considering giving up drawing, even like when people give me idea's my like hands refuse to draw so yea im like pissed at that. like i start to hit shit because it pisses me off that much P:. so yea help?

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19004584/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/19004584/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 15:33:46 PDT ok, well im gonna come straight out with this...
DA is starting to get annoying boring... i mean i like you guys but the comments are just bugging the shit out of me, and freakin i am starting to suck at drawing! thats why i have started to us Bases.
and well everything in life is just...pissing me off and is annoying or boring, i mean seriously, if someone were to shoot me in the leg i would probably still be bored, probably more pissed off then ussual but yea.
I dont kno, also when my girl time comes i cant eat anything it makes me vomit uncontrolably, and i cant even fucking move. Also because of this my mom is thinking about putting me on Birth control to make them stop because seriously i have already used 3 bottles of Ibeprophin. like everytime i get it i have to take 3 every 3 hours, or i starts to puke.
and the reason im telling you this is because my mom thinks it has something to do with my mood swings. but i will tell you this, i dont want to take birth control because i dont fuck people. Also i get mood swing like for no reason what so ever like every five fucking minutes. even when i dont have my period. so yea, back to what i intended this Journal to be about...

I think im gonna try and stay away from DA for a little while if my mood doesnt start to "brighten up".

but before i do i will still do art and shit that i've already told people i would. *coughcough* no i didnt forget about you, so yea...
thats it... and if i do leave, i will update my Journal before i do, so just check in every once in a while to see if my Journal has changed and if i have decided to take a break yet. so yea
also im saying "so yea" too much i think... but what ever i really dont give a fuck right about now, so yea...

P.S i just remebered some thing i wanted to say, I Love the song Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls. If any guy played that song for me i think i would shit my pants and fall in love with him. I think Every girl loves that song, to tell you the truth. So yea, music has become gay to me to and that is the ONLY thing in my life that can make me happy when im pissed or calm me down and well everythings going down the fucking shit hole, i mean seriously. Where the Hell is the Creativity? Shit is just starting to piss me off even more, and i can tell that im getting into my Fucking Bitch mood right now because im thinking about how music has become fucking SHIT. so yea Iris is the only song i can listen to right now, it doesnt piss me off it makes me feel good, but it makes me kinda wanna cry and i dont kno why. i think its just a part of my moody shit. so yea...Also i cant change my FUCKING MOOD THING!!! ITS STARTING TO FUCKING PISS ME OFF!!!!! FUCKING DA IS PISSING ME OFF, SO YEA, IM FUCKING DONE!!! IM NOT GETTING ON FOR A FUCKING WHILE NOW. FUCKING MOOD PIECE OF SHIT.

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/18926790/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/18926790/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 09:37:37 PDT my kitty was hit by a car on the 17th!!! she was my first cat, her name was mammakitty... when i found out i couldnt stop crying... i've had her since i was 6! thats 8 years together!!!! i want my kitty!!! its not fair!!! why do my pets always get hit?! last year it was Pepper and now its my first pet! wtf!? i hope that person getts in a fucking accident and gets his arms and legs chopped of and has to stay in the hospital on life support and SUFFER!!! and i hope he/she doesnt get tooken off for a YEAR!!! I FUCKING HATE THAT PERSON!!! god damn, i finally shot throwing shit at cars that go over the speed limit am i gonna have to start doing that shit again!? WTF!!! ITS NOT FUCKING FAIR SHE HAD THE RIGHT TO LIVE AND THATS BULLSHIT THAT SHE WAS HIT!!!THEY BETTER HOPE I NEVER MEET THEM, OR I'LL FUCKING SLIT THERE THROATS AND STAB THEM AND BEAT THEM WITH MY METAL BASEBALL BAT!!!! I WANT MY FUCKING CAT!!!!ITS NOT FAIR!!!!! WHY DID SHE HAVE TO BE KILLED!!!!????? THATS BULLSHIT,BULLSHIT,BULLSHIT,FUCKING BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i-i want my kitty...Ich vermisse dich mammakitty...Ich vermisse dich...Ich liebe dich....

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/18879429/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/18879429/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 18:25:27 PDT wtf happened to the -edit journal- layout!? i just clicked on it and then BAM i was like "D: WTF?!" so yea, there's that... Back to what i was gonna talk about in this journal...

TODAY WAS MY LAST DAY OF SCHOOL BABY!!! so yea thats like super awesome. P:
but my buddy's katei and Leah are MOVING!!!!! DX i was so sad... cuz i lurve them! katei's moving back down to florida, and leah's moving back to Norwich, which she DOESNT want to, so yea. ]:

oOo i got my new DIGITAL CAMERA!!!!!! it is like awesome, P:
so i might take nature pics... and pics of my dogs...and bunnys...and other shit, so yea :]

oOo and i dont really feel like doing stuff so i MIGHT put some new art on or not, hell i might not even anwser comments, so yea... LOL

ok well im done... M'kthnxbye

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/18718171/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/18718171/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 17:24:37 PDT omg guess what!?

i went to my sister's best friends wedding, well she's like a sister to me too because i've known her all my life but ok listen so we went to the reseption and guess what!? I COUGHT THE BOQUET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg its beautiful, and she let me keep it!!!! so yea its gorgeus, so i guess im gonna get married soon!!!!!

but yea on other news....

only 6 days left of school!!! (not counting weekends)
then on the 23 i have my spanish region! which im probably gonna fail! so yea, but this summer im going to florida for about a month to hang with my Cousin Julia in Ocala! so yea thats gonna rock! oOo also tomarrow im getting my CAMERA!!!! i cant wait and you guys that have me as a friend on my myspace right? well you kno that i dont have any pics of me because my dad made me delet them right? well GUESS WHAT!? im putting pics up soon! because my dad doesnt really care anymore!!! which kicks mager ass! so yea there's that
oOo and guess what my sisters having a GIRL!!!!!! they've already got the name picked! its gonna be Kayle (this is how you say it --> Ka-Lee) so yea thats awesome!!!!

im thinking about taking request because i cant come up with anything!! i've been thinking about drawing Kagura from "Gin Tama" but i dont kno... oOo yea i have boughten 1-6 of Gin Tama and quit frankly, I LOVE IT!!!!!!! its so stupid but funny at the same time! so yea... its kinda like bobobo-bo so yea!

omg i have been hit on alot lately! i guess im just to sexy lol no its just because i have melon sized boobs say's all my friends xD so yea im still good looking even though i've been sweating like a fucking pig because of this damn heat! so yea... omg i watched "Juno" the other night!!! i fucking love it. that movie is AMAZING i almost cried when "blank" said he was gonna "blank blank blank blank" and Juno ran to her car and "blank blank blank" and then left the "blank blank blank" it was like amazing... oOo AND i want her chesse burger phone... its amazing

so yea thats it~

M'kthanxbye

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/18527356/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/18527356/ Tue, 27 May 2008 13:07:18 PDT You told me to keep reminding you to draw me my Birthday Present, so yea DO IT!!!!! D8< lol
anyways~

Today i am 14. Wow
idrc if i have a Birthday but yea kno, today at school everyone keep't hugging me, and wishing me a happy birthday, and like raping me, so yea... it was also on the Morning Announces and Afternoon Announces, so yea... i was hoping no one would sing to me, yea kno the hole "happy birthday to you~" song yea well last period comes and im almost done no songs ok? then the afternoon Announcements happend. Hunter and Chris are in my Health class ok? well Lexi () started sing to me... then they all joined in. so yea i was thinking like *STFU PLZ!!!* so yea... i had an Ok day, and knowing my mom, when she gets home she'll probably bug the shit out of me about how im "growing up" and im "so big" and that its "SOOOoooOOOooO Cool to be 14" so yea looking forward to that...


but yea i dont really mind the money part though 8]
so yea, since none of you guys can send me money, IF you want you can draw me a pic!! but only if you want to, idc if you dont... so yea... Happy 14th Birthday to me.


but there is something positive about today! im listing to
"Touch my body" By Mariah Carey yea if you havent seen the music video but have heard the song and think she's a "Whore" because of the song, watch the Video, you wont think that after wards you'll be to busy laughing your ass off. i mean it, her is a Link to it, i recomend that you watch it!
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M'kthnxBye

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/18451959/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/18451959/ Thu, 22 May 2008 17:47:05 PDT yea my Birthday is on Tuesday.
May 27th, so yea... i'll be 14. Wooh!

yea i could care less... but anyways, i just wanted to get ride of my Old Journal b/c i DIDNT get to see Death Note in Live Action, which pissed me off.

so yea... im bored... you?

well im listening to some music, its called "I hate everyone" its a mello song but i still love it, First on my Myspace Playlist so yea... Speaking of which, if you have a Myspace Plz send me a link or add me! 8D so yea... Bye.
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]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/18416363/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/18416363/ Tue, 20 May 2008 14:15:16 PDT today i got up, ate a Cinnamon Bunn, (I LOVE THEM) then we got to miss MATH, & SPANISH, to go listen to Ruben (something) a HOLOCAUST surviver!!! and the Holocaust is my BEST subject in S.S!!!! then we Had for lunch Sloppy Joe's('em) Then i came home Ran my 30 Minutes, then My Mom Got home and Told me what my sister's having... I FUCKING GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oOo and also im going to the mall and watching DEATH NOTE the LIVE action MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so yea!!!!!


today so far!!!!! ;]

]]> ~crazygurl123 http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/18289472/ http://crazygurl123.deviantart.com/journal/18289472/ Mon, 12 May 2008 13:15:47 PDT ok i was on myspace and i opened a bulletin and it was VERY serious and well i thought if we can try to protect people on Myspace why not DA? so please read and BE CAREFUL OUT THERE!!!!!!
and plz for your safety if you dont kno them PLZ dont replay to there comments!!!
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STATE POLICE WARNING
State police warning for online:
Please read this ’very carefully’..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually ; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of Rockhard abs or goes by his name Jason Stallings contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his instant messages or e-mail . He has the ability to track your home address. Whoever this person may be, he is a suspect for murder in the death of (3) women (so far) contacted through the Internet. He is a suspect in a shooting and is known for raping and beating young women. He is located in the MID-MICHIGAN area. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo and AOL so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious! IF WE CAN PASS ON JOKES, SURELY WE CAN PASS ON A WARNING THAT MAY SAVE A FRIENDS LIFE !!!


PLZ IF YOU WANT TO HELP PROTECT OR EVEN SAVE YOURSELF OR A FRIEND PLZ REPOST THIS IN YOUR JOURNAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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