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deviantART: by:crazymew http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:crazymew&section=today deviantART RSS for by:crazymew en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 24 Nov 2009 15:32:42 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Finally Got A Laptop!! http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/27975345/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/27975345/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 23:06:00 PDT
My bro came home from Iraq to visit us for abit before going back to base in Alaska. He gave me his old laptop because "you need a laptop for college, it's kinda a necessity"... So, he turned it on and changed the screen name to Jon and deleted all his search history etc.

It was handed to me, 5 minutes after that i tried to install msn messenger onto Vista... It didn't work, I was like "oh well...", then a message popped up going "install updates!" I'm like, "alright, the updates might fix it!" right? Well after the updates install, it gives me Vista service pack 2.

My laptop bluescreened 4-5 times in a row after that... Well, I tried to go back and restore to comp to a previous point in time (comps are kool like that)... But it wouldn't let me... I don't know why though...

It then wouldn't load past the Gateway loading screen when I turned it on... So, I took out one of the RAM sticks to see if that would help... It did, but, it wouldn't do anything else... I'm missing the boot logger or whatever...

So then, thinking that just installing a new OS might work, I put in my XP disc... It bluescreened before I even gave it the option to install... I put in another OS disc and deleted all partitions... Same story... I brought it to my computer genius friend's house... He wiped it clean and tried about 7 different OS's, even putting one of them on my flashdrive to test a theory... All failed...

In the end, I think it's a problem with either the Harddrive, or the motherboard... I'm leaning more towards the hard drive being the problem though...

But I don't have money to buy a new one! TTATT...

So uh... Anyone want commissions...?

Edit:

I forgot to add that, every time it loads up, it says

"BootMGR is missing
press Ctrl + Alt + Del to restart"

]]> ~crazymew 200 Questions http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/27308209/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/27308209/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 20:43:45 PDT
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1. Would you set yourself on fire?
Probably not

2. Hug or kiss?
Yes

3. Have you ever been suspended from school?
no,

4. Explain what you think about abortion:
Murder

5. If you had to get married now, who would you want to marry?
Ellie Bright~<3

6. Weekdays or weekends?
Weekends

7. What is your favorite hair style?
*shrugs* I usually have my hair cut short

8. Do you like to learn?
Uhmm... Depends on what I'm learning

9. Do you like cows?
Sure?

10. Do you want to have kids?
Someday

11. Say something annoying:
Something annoying

12. Have you ever had a crush on the same sex?
Nope

13. Will the world end in fire or ice?
Yes

14. Favorite comic strip?
*shrugs* What's that one with the guy who looks like Spike from cowboy beebop, and he has the talking dog ans evil cat?

15. Last hug?
Just a few minutes ago from my grandma.

16. One goal you'd like to achieve this year:
Get my driver's license?

17. Do you sleep naked?
Yes

18. Have you ever been dumped?
Yes

19. What is your favorite word?
Holy Crap!

20. Sprite or 7Up?
Sure

21. Would you date someone you met online?
*grins to Ellie*

22. Who is your newest friend?
*shrugs* I meet new people daily

23. Family or friends?
Yes

24. What is the last thing you said to someone?
"I don't CARE who did what! GO TO BED! NOWNOWNOW!!" >.>;

25. Abercrombie or Hollister?
Who?

26. What's your family like?
They're okay

27. Have you been on drugs?
Once or twice... Or a few times.

28. Are your parents still together?
Nope

29. Logic or art?
Yes

30. How do you usually dress?
Whatever's on the floor at the time I wake up.

31. Explain what you think about dating.
Psh, be yourself, hang with your girl like you normally would. Don't make it into something it's not.

32. Do you wear deoderant?
Yep

33. McDonalds or Burger King?
Yes

34. Do animals go to Heaven?
The bible never says anything about animals having souls. So no, I don't believe they do.

35. Would you live in a different country?
I don't care, as long as I can be with Ellie.

36. Have you ever made out with just a friend?
At prom

37. Do you believe in the external world?
What the hell is that?

38. Emily Dickinson or Walt Whitman?
Who? Didn't she write the one about two roads?

39. Have you ever been hit on by the same sex?
... Yes...

40. Do you ever use your full name?
To sign legal documents.

41. Favorite athlete?
I don't watch sports. I only care about if the Jaguars won or not, and that's by asking dad.

42. Do you personally know any bums?
No

43. Are you rude?
I hope not

44. Can you cook?
101 ways to cook Ramen

45. Have you ever been to college?
Yes

46. What is your best physical feature?
I'll let Ellie answer that after next Summer~ >=3

47. Would you die for your friends?
Yep

48. Dominos or Pizza Hut?
Yes

49. How tall are you?
About 5'11

50. Do you like arcades?
Sure?

51. Day or night?
Yes

52. Do you like thunderstorms?
They make Tetris more fun.

53. How easily do you trust people?
It takes awhile

54. Do you own a car?
Someday

55. Have you ever been asked for an autograph?
Once or twice

56. Mom or Dad?
Anything I say can and WILL be used against me in the court of law.

57. Do you know how to drive stick?
>.>;, Didn't you just ask if I could drive a car?

58. Have you ever been homeless?
For a few months one time.

59. Abortion or adoption?
JUST KEEP THE FUCKING BABY!! D;<

60. Do you like the band The Shins?
Who?

61. Rebel or goodie-two-shoes?
... Yes

62. Do you have long or short hair?
Short

63. Have you ever been on a boat?
A canoe

64. Do you get along with your parents?
Kind of

65. Touch or be touched?
*evil grin*... Yes

66. Do you like cats?
Yes

67. Explain your religious beliefs:
... WAAAYYYY too much to say. S... ]]> ~crazymew More Death In The Family? http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/27263296/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/27263296/ Thu, 17 Sep 2009 13:49:30 PDT
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My mom's mother, my Grandma, Irene A. Flynn. Is in an old folks home. Nothing too serious right?

She has been diagnosed with Lymphoma and she's too old for treatments to get it treated. My mom was of course, devastated. This is my blood mother I'm talking about, NOT my stepmom.

My mom just got a call earlier today or yesterday saying that Grandma Irene isn't eating anymore, and she's dying. My mom is completely broken up about this, and I don't know what to do.

Mom's mother, my Grandma, is dying...

Mom is going to fly to Florida, or Texas, or wherever my Grandma is right now to see her.

Please, keep my mom in your prayers. Pray that, if Grandma does die, that my mom can at least arrive in time to say good bye...

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So long and goodnight.

razymew

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]]> ~crazymew Questionaire thingy? http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/27237289/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/27237289/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 22:18:36 PDT
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1) Cats or Dogs?
Cats

2) Republican or Democrat?
Depends on the time, and what each candidate prefers to do with the current situation... But I've always been leaning more towards Republicans.

3) Sun or Moon?
Yes

4) Pool or Ocean?
Yes

5) Taylor Swift or Kanye West?
I like Taylor Swift better, even though all she sings about is love, then how the love is killing her and shit like that.

6) Love or Lust?
Love, but lust is always a plus~

7) Italians or Irish?
Hmm... Irish, because Italians are jerks who always run away.

8) Football or Baseball?
I like to play both. But watching either of them is BORING.

9) Ass or Tits?
... Depends on the mood, >.>;

10) Hot Hook-up or Romantic Relationship?
Romantic relationship

Answer in one word:

11) How was your first kiss?
It was okay

12) How would you describe your ex?
Which one?

13) What do you find attractive about the opposite sex?
Personality

14) What are your feelings on the death of Patrick Swazye?
Who?

15) How about them Phillies?
Eh

16) How do you make yourself happy?
Ellie

17) What is your relationship like with your parents?
Decent

Answer honestly:

18) Are you in love?
Yes

19) What is your favorite food?
Spaghetti

20) Are you a virgin?
Eh, technically no, but in all aspects of the term? Yes

21) Who is your favorite baseball team?
I don't watch baseball

22) Do you like woman or men?
Women

23) Whats your opinion on gingers?
Who?

24) Are you gay?
Nope

25) Do you support Obama?
I have enough journals in my list to answer this. And the answer is NO.

26) Whats the biggest crime you have committed?
Hmm... I'm guilty of love in the first degree!

27) How much do you spend on gas weekly?
Depends on if my parents are out of money and bum money off me... (I don't drive)

28) How many people have you hooked up with?
Doesn't matter, what DOES matter is the girl I'm with now.

29) What is your biggest pet peeve?
People who argue, and argue with you that they're right. Even though you've proven them wrong.

30) Are you a coffee drinker?
No *gets stricken by lightning*... Yes... T^T

31) What TV show do you absolutley hate?
Spongebob, Chowder, Flapjack, etc.

32) What is you favorite comedy movie?
Master of Disguise

33) Where do you go to school?
Northern Virginia Community College, the Manassas campus

34) What is your cell phone service?
BOOST Mobile, but it's been shut off until I can pay it again.

35) Who is the best singer alive?
Bob Seger

36) Marines, Army, Navy, Air Force, or Coast Guard?
Army, but only because I have family there right now.

37) Are you currently listening to music?
ItolaBrothers - Stamp On The Ground

38) Hows the love life?
Amazing. I'm a one girl type guy, and right now? I have my one girl~<3

39) Have you ever stolen something?
Yes

40) Do you wear glasses?
Yep, I'm damn near legally blind without them.

41) What was your first memory?
I was karate chopping wooden pieces that were part of our closet door, >.>;

42) What is your favorite color?
Lime Green and Black

43) Who is your favorite comedian?
Dane Cook

44) What or who makes your truely happy?
Ellie Bright

45) Do you love Harry Potter?
The book, not the movie

46) Are speedos sexy?
Eh, if a babe was wearing one maybe.

47) What is more of a sport; cheerleading or swimming?
Swimming

48) Were you a bully as a kid?
Kind of?

49) How tall are you?
5' 11

50) Why are you doing this survey thing?
:iconkelttieri-tassidani: did it

51) Are you racist?
No, but, if I see a stereotype, God damn it, I WILL make fun of them.

52) Do you skype?
Nope

53) What is your biggest fear in life?
Heights, and dying alone.

54) Did your parents smack you around as disipline?
Dad beat my ass with his hand, "If you smack a kid with a belt, you could be killing them! But, if your hand stings for 15 minutes, then their ASS is gonna sting for fifteen minutes!"

55) Are you heart broken?
Eh, I was once, but I decided that dwelling on it is a waste of time.

56) What is the most embarrassing thing you have... ]]> ~crazymew No Matter Who - Phil Collins http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/27141590/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/27141590/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 21:26:49 PDT
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RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 25 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Contribution - Guttermouth

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Truth Be Told - Megadeath

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
You Spin Me Right Round - Dead Or Alive

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Pardon Me (Acoustic) - Incubus

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Third Season - AFI

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Winter Of Souls - Demons & Wizards

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Prove To You - Chevelle

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Dreamer - Atmosphere

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Babe - Styx

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Jealousy (Will Get You) - White Hassle

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Fiction Kingdom - Demon Hunter

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Feelin' Way Too Damn Good - Nickelback

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Close Yet Far - CKY

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Dysentery Gary - Blink-182

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Droned - Phil Collins

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Cries In Vain - Bullet For My Valentine

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Perspectives - Kutless

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR??
White Rabbit - Jefferson Airplane

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Samaritan - Buck

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Gone - Switchfoot

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Don't Lose My Number - Phil Collins

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
No Matter Who - Phil Collins

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Tagging people?... Hmm... If you took the time to read this, you're tagged, >=3

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So long and goodnight.

razymew

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]]> ~crazymew R.I.P. to a family member... http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/27018310/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/27018310/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 15:51:07 PDT
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Our house has a lot of fleas, just to let you know.

Well, two days ago we noticed our 17 week old kitten was looking malnourished, and she didn't eat much. So we took her to the emergency vet that night. Since we've had to bathe her for fleas several times, we thought it was because of that.

The doctor confirmed our fears by telling us that our newest family member, Nashira, had flea anemia or something... Meaning, the fleas all over her body had drained her of most of her red blood cells...

The doctor gave Nashira a pill which made her blood toxic to fleas, within two ours we could visibly see all the dead fleas just, dropping off of her. She had ate more healthy, and it looked like she was making a recovery.

Well, last night the kitten spent all of her time in the upstairs bathtub, she refused to eat, and had no interest in leaving the bathroom.

This morning, my stepbrother, Nathan, noticed that Nashira wasn't breathing much. Nancy, my stepmom. brought Nathan and my little brother Bobby to the daycare, and held Nashira... Shortly after, to Nancy's horror... Nashira tilted her head back, and died in Nancy's arms...

I woke up at 8:40am, after falling asleep by 6am... I was groggy, but when Nancy came into my room, bawling her eyes out, I knew something was wrong... To my own horror, I found out that Nashira had died...

I started to dig the grave for Nashira upon Nancy's request, calling a friend of mine 4 times before he finally woke up to help me... I remember thinking to myself that, why is it, that when I'm most in need and I need help... Why are none of my friends around?

Finally, Dylan woke up to help me dig the grave for our deceased family member. Shortly before he arrived at my house, Nancy had decided to cremate her instead...

So, after filling the grave back up, I proceeded to wait for my dad to arrive home... His wife, my stepmom, was in pain, and needed her husband to comfort her... While waiting, I looked at Nashira... Cold, and unmoving... Rigor mortis had already set in... I pet her cold, lifeless body for the last time while in that room... Her eyes were open, and out of respect, I tried to close them... But, she was already stiff...

I can still feel her cold, lifeless fur under my hand as I ran my hand over her one last time... My hands are still aching now, as if the cold lifelessness had been transferred to my hands...

Dad had finally arrived home from work to comfort his wife, she told him everything, crying her eyes out...

Throughout today while at my friend's house, I couldn't stop thinking about her... Our poor little family member... Only 17 weeks old, had died... I can still remember Nancy sobbing out the words "It's just not fair..."... It really isn't fair...

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R.I.P.

Nashira Collins

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So long and goodnight.

razymew

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]]> ~crazymew Yay? http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/26789326/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/26789326/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 14:27:14 PDT
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I'm starting my first day of college here in a few hours... I won't be home until about 5:30pm at the earliest,

... Today I got Art 121 and Math... I wonder if it'll be any good...

My parents gave me money! Yay!... But it's only to get food on those days I'm at college all freaking day, xD!

Well, those of you who've been trying to call my cell recently, it's been cut off due to my parents unable to pay the bill this month... And it looks like I got another two weeks to wait before they can pay it, T^T

I'm working on a fight-ish scene for Nebiros (my new char) and someone else... Nothing really special, just letting you guys know that there my be a new pic in another day or so...

Welp, besides that, there's nothing really to report so... Take care all! ^^

Man, I need to draw more Naxon... >.>;

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Welp, I just got finished with my first art class, Art 121 - Drawing... And it was alright, I provided the teacher with a very messy picture of some still life pots he asked us to draw, xD!

He seemed like a pretty kool teacher, although abit flamboyant, heh... Welp, now I'm just waiting for my next class, which starts in 3 hours, xD!... But I'm stuck at college until about 5pm... T^T

So, I'm just waiting for the class to start, heh... I managed to find the library though, so hopefully things are gonna be more interesting than me just sitting around for 3+ hours...

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Welp, after so many hours of waiting, I finally went to math class... It was okay, she's an asian chick who dishes out a shitload of homework, xD! But, unless I can buy that $100 textbook, I'm screwed over and will fail my class... T^T

I came home because right after class I had to get picked up... And when I came home to tell my dad about it, he bitched at me for not looking it up... I mean, it's not like I had time to look for it in the school bookstore or anything, because I got picked up right after class!... *sigh*... College is full of drama and BS it seems...

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So long and goodnight.

razymew

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]]> ~crazymew COMMISSIONS http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/26453162/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/26453162/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 20:37:26 PDT
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Commissions are open, if you're interested send me a Note. First tell me what you'd want, and then we'll discuss a price.

I'd prefer paypal, but cash is fine too.

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So long and goodnight.

razymew

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]]> ~crazymew So I Was Tagged http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/26155651/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/26155651/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 17:13:36 PDT
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I was tagged by the ever so awesome

Rules:
1. Each person tagged must post 10 things about them in their journals
2. In the end, any person tagged must choose 8 people and post their icons in the same journal
3. Go to their pages and send them a note that they're tagged
4. No tag-returns

1. I recently watched Transformers 2... And I have one thing to say... BUMBLEBEE!!! YES!! FTW!!!

2. There's a small chance that I may get a car soon.

3. I like to chat on MSN

4. Drawing isn't my passion... It's just something that happens when a blank piece of paper and a pencil are nearby.

5. I'm going to college to become a High School Art Teacher some day.

6. I like to smoke cigars... But cigarettes are a big NO for me.

7. My favorite drink is Mountain Dew Voltage.

8. I may get my Learners Permit in about 2 weeks.

9. Soon, I'm going to go to a driving school.

10. I don't want an iPod as my mp3 player, I don't like them.

Tagged People?

If you read this Entry?... You're tagged.

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So long and goodnight.

razymew

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]]> ~crazymew News http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/25885544/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/25885544/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 18:34:05 PDT
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Welp, I took the placement exams for my college... I didn't do so well on the math portion... And on the Writing portin I got a 56%, so I took a retest... Only to get 56% again,

... But on the Reading part, I got a 93%, so I guess I'm a good reader,

I have 16 credit hours of classes.

I have...

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Art 101: History and Appreciation of Art (UGH! I'm gonna HATE this class... But it's required to ba an Art teacher...)

Art 121: Drawing 1 (Yay drawing!)

English 3: Prep for Coll Wrt II (I would have gotten a higher class, but since I didn't do so well at writing...

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Math 151: Math for Liberal Arts (I dunno what kinda Math class it is... But my Math professor's name is Pi, xD!)

SDC 100: College Success Skills (A student developement class,

)

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Yep, I'm all enrolled and everything... But until my FAFSA and my dad's tax forms get processed, I'm gonna have to pay upfront... And I'd RATHER that NOT happen... >.>;

College registration is a pain in the ass... =_=

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So long and goodnight.

razymew

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]]> ~crazymew Quiz Stolen From Dad http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/25791868/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/25791868/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 08:58:55 PDT
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Swiped from my Dad, x3!

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
I think I was named after someone biblical... You know David and Goliath? Well, David's best friend was named Jonathan.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
That's for me to know and you never to find out, >.>;

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
EFF no!

4 . WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Turkey? Maybe?

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
Nope

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Maybe

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
Yes

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
I believe so...

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
*shudders*... Heights... No

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
Cookie Crisp or Fruit Loops

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Yes

12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
Nope

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Mint Chocolate Chip

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Their eyes

15. Favorite Color.. RED OR PINK?
Red... Unless this is sexual, then pink

16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
I tend to be VERY stupid

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST
Too many people

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU?
Uhm, sure

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Blue jeans and tan combat boots

20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Waffles

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Five Iron Frenzy - Far Far Away

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
The quiz says Midnight Blue I think

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
Gasoline, coffee, Mt. Dew, etc

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
I think it was my stepmom

25.. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS?
Yeah, my dad E-mailed it to me

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
I don't really like watching sports... Playing them is more fun.

27. HAIR COLOR ?
Brunette

28. EYE COLOR?
Blue-ish Grey

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Nope

30. FAVORITE FOOD TYPE?
Steak

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Yes

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
The Burrowers

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Red

34. DO YOU LIKE SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer... I hate the cold, HATE

35.. HUGS OR KISSES?
Yes

36. FAVORITE DESSERT?
Rootbeer Float

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Resond as in who will swipe this quiz from me? Iunno

38.. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND
Is this a trick question?

39. What book are you reading now?
Right this second? None

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
I have a giant ass burn spot on my desk if that's what you mean...? I don't use a mouse pad...

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
I saw dad and my stepmom watching Babylon 5

42. FAVORITE SOUND?
Whatever my song of the day is,

43. ROLLING STONES, BEATLES, OR JON BON JOVI
Bon Jovi I guess...

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Jellystone Park, I forget which one though

45. ANY NEW NEWS IN YOUR LIFE?
Eh, Nothing that I haven't written in my DeviantArt journal...

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Jacksonville Florida...

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
This is another trick question ain't it?

48. WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?
11:49am

Welp, that was fun, x3

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So long and goodnight.

razymew

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]]> ~crazymew Age Quiz http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/25775915/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/25775915/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 14:05:43 PDT
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Stolen from

HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[x] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[x] You think politics are interesting.
TOTAL SO FAR: 7

[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.
TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[ ] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[X] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 17

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 22

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[x] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside of the United States 3 or more times.
[x] You make your bed in the morning.
TOTAL: 27

Apparently I act about 27 years old...

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So long and goodnight.

razymew

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]]> ~crazymew New Journal Maybe? http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/25721606/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/25721606/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 19:44:04 PDT
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I got a subscription, much thanks to my good friend

, Thanks bro, ^^

I got my TV working as a second monitor now, which is really kool... Though I kinda wish my TV could have a higher resolution...

We have a little grey tabby kitten now, her name is Nashira, which is really kool that my stepmom named her that... She's an adorable kitten too, x3

Lately, for the past few weeks I haven't been able to hear well in my right ear... I think I may be going deaf in it... Everything's so quiet through it, and mostly i can only hear an excrutiatingly loud ringing sound... I got an appointment on Tuesday, so I hope the doctor can tell me what's up...

Besides that, there isn't much for me to say so, toodles?

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So long and goodnight.

razymew

CSS by =alder-sketch

]]> ~crazymew Update? http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/25696786/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/25696786/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 14:10:28 PDT
I recently got a new video card, it's not much, but it works wonders for my old ass 2002 Dell... It's an Nvidia e-GeForce FX 5200. My oldest bro got it for me, and I'm VERY grateful to him, ^^
Edit: I've been trying to set up my TV as a dual monitor, but it doesn't seem to work... I have all the wires and everything... It just, doesn't go through to the TV... Does anyone know how to fix this?

I got a hook-up for my PC which gives me 3 more very needed USB ports, I also bought a wireless mouse because, wireless is less of a hassle, x3

I also bought a few extra tips for my tablet pen, and an X-acto knife (because they look like scalpels, and they're badass)

I had gotten a bunch of money for graduation, but I spent it all,

I also visited my oldest bro for about two weeks, it was awesome, x3... He's moving to Philly in about a month, so it's good that I got to see him for abit.

NOW, I must find a job, though I dunno how successful I'll be... >.>;

Besides that, I don't have much to report so...

]]> ~crazymew Quiz Thingy http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/25395246/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/25395246/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 13:16:34 PDT

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Did the last person you touched lips with have a tattoo?
-- Not that I'm aware of...

Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
-- Whenever I go to class or a movie... >.>;

What's your favorite Gatorade flavor?
-- Er... Light blue?

When are you usually on the phone?
-- I don't really like talking on the phone... >.>;

Are you a cuddler?
-- Yes

How is life going for you right now?
-- Right now? Eh, fairly well

Can you play Guitar Hero?
-- EXPERT BABY!!!

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
-- Warm

What do you currently hear right now?
-- MeWithoutYou - The Fox, The Crow, And The Cookie

What do you think your best friend's doing right now?
-- xD! I have too many to write down here to begin with... So I'll just go with 'sleeping'

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
-- My plan is to have kids when I'm about 30 or so... >.>;

Would you rather watch football or baseball?
-- I'd rather play it than watch it, >.>

Do you feel like dancing?
-- Depends on who with~

Last night you felt..?
-- Sleepy

Where were you Friday night?
-- I graduated, then when to Red Robins~

Do you like the color orange?
-- Yeah, I like it

Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
-- Eh... I like being me

How do you dot your i's?
-- With a circle...?

Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
-- *grins big* Depends on who with~ *looks at Lisa*

Does it matter if your bf/gf smokes?
-- No, it doesn't matter...

Did you know if you eat too many carrots, your skin can turn orange?
-- ... What?

Your favorite thing to drink on a hot summer day?
-- Mountain Dew, or various different kinds of energy drinks/caffinated beverages... >.>;

Have you ever cheated in a relationship?
-- I have not... I don't want to do anything to break her trust...

Do you prefer Trace Cyrus' or Mason Musso's or Jonny Davy's music?
-- *shrugs* Who?

Who was the last person you sat beside at a restaurant?
-- Dad

Is there someone that you believe you will always be attracted to?
-- Yeah

What were you doing at midnight last night?
-- Playing Wii Fit, xD!

Have you accidentally sent a text to the wrong person?
-- Many times... >.>;

What happened at 10:00 AM?
-- I was snoring...?

What is the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
-- 4:23am

If you walk by a mirror, will you check yourself out in it?
-- Eh, not really

Last time you went swimming?
-- Er... Two years ago

If you smoke cigarettes, what hand do you usually hold it in?
-- Right hand... But I don't smoke cigarettes... Only cigars, and only sometimes.

Are you listening to music right now?
-- Yes

Got anything you wanna say to someone?
-- Happiness is more important than anything... If you feel someone is holding you back from your happiness, then go on without them...

Could you cry right now?
-- Hmm... Over some things, but not others.

Do you think your first love affects the way you go on with life?
-- My first REAL love...?... Yes

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they wont tell?
-- Yes, I do...

]]> ~crazymew Journal Update http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/25225680/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/25225680/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 21:11:43 PDT
After that, me and the friend who owns the broken mp3 player are gonna go to a restaurant that just opened up near my house... They're hiring, and hopefully I can get myself a job...

Then, on Thursday and Friday, still assuming I graduated... I have Graduation practices, from 8am until about 11am... But since these are all senior highschool student we're talking about... It'll take a hell of a lot longer than intended...

I'm TOTALLY stoked! I mean, if things are all well, I'M GRADUATING!! Which means here in a little while, I'll be a college student, x3!

But yeah, still busy, busy...

]]> ~crazymew Another Update http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/24878956/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/24878956/ Thu, 21 May 2009 18:18:03 PDT
He was issued a new pair of combat boots, so he gave me his old pair, x3!! Can't get any better than what the troops are wearing eh?

I more or less got done with my SOL tests... My Math one was today, and tomorrow, since I don't have an SOL in Engineering Drawing, I'm just gonna be hanging with one of my best friends and my favourite teacher for four hours,

I haven't really been drawing much lately, give or take one or two things on Tegaki E every now and again...

I'm gonna be graduating on June 12, 2009... Assuming I pass all of my Final Tests... >.>

My parents recently bought me Kingdom Hearts II... I've already beaten it, but I wanted to own it because it's a good game... So now I have it,

I've been talking to my stepmom recently about driving school... She told me if I pass all my classes, she'll pay for driving school... But if I fail any of my classes, she'll use that money to pay for summer school... =_=

I'm in the process of getting my dad to buy me a new video card and some better RAM... So hopefully my computer won't be as hateful in a little while,

My grandma started chemo a few days ago... She hasn't been feeling so well since then... Please keep her in your thoughts and prayers...

And, other than this, I've got nothing much else to report so... >.>;

]]> ~crazymew Life Update http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/24693612/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/24693612/ Sun, 10 May 2009 20:00:19 PDT .>

I cut off some of the branches on a pesky tree near our front door, and I mowed the 3 foot long grass in our backyard (still got the front lawn to do)... And I must say, Carpal Tunnel + Lawn Mowing = PAIN... My day was filled with all sorts of yardwork,

My grandma has lung cancer, but hopefully the cancer treatment will shrink it enough to do surgery and get rid of it... Pray for her please.

My brother Aaron is coming home from Iraq, he'll arrive tomorrow to visit, I'm so excited, x3!... The awesome thing is, my stepmom's letting me stay home from school so I can hang with him when he arrives, x3!!

I've been making a picture frame (Rahmen) of clay in class lately, by the time I get back in class, I hope it'll be dry enough to fire and paint,

My art teacher has us now making a pop-up book for our final project...

]]> ~crazymew Another Quiz http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/24342751/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/24342751/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 12:37:39 PDT

HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[x] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[x] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 7

[x] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

TOTAL SO FAR: 13

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[ ] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 17

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 22

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[x] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside of the united states 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL SO FAR: 26

Er... Alright, so I'm 26 apparently... >.>;... Which is a good 6 years ahead of my current age, xD!

]]> ~crazymew Quiz Thingy http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/24321803/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/24321803/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 08:34:34 PDT

The Rules:
1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name.Example:Kaiser's Quiz)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!

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1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
Er, I don't think I've ever been given a real name... Everyone calls me either Mew, Crazy, or Crazymew...

2. Interesting... what's your current age?
I'm 20 years old.

3. Uh huh. What's your favourite food?
*rubs chin* Food eh? I guess that would be fish, or pizza... Maybe fish pizza?

4. And your favourite drink?
Anything with caffeine in it.

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
Lisa Flashcat~

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
*evil grin* We've done more than kiss~

7. Classic question! What's your favourite colour?
*looks at Flashcat's fur*... Orange~

8. Who's your favourite author?
Er, I don't really read a lot anymore...

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
*rubs chin*... Being cold and wet... During battle. Because a cat being wet makes him lose a lot of his senses...

10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing*
*looks at the announcer bemused*

11. Awesome. Who's your hero?
Hmm... My trainer was my hero...

12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
None yet...

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
Play cards?... I'll but the drinks maybe.

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
Er... Have you ever watched those TV shows where the clones look at each other, and they make the same movements as if they're looking in the mirror? Most likely something similar to that...

15. Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
Er... Technically speaking, I AM grown up...

16. What's your worst nightmare?
Watching my friends and allies die in front of me... One by one...

17. What's your lifelong dream?
*looks at Flashcat again and wiggles eyebrows*

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
*grins to Flashcat again*... Wanna 'celebrate'~?

19. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?
I like being in the woods... It's so peaceful...

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
... Sleeping? I like to slay monsters and zombies too, hehe

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I don't know, I was bored,

]]> ~crazymew Random stuff and updates http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/24267654/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/24267654/ Thu, 16 Apr 2009 03:10:31 PDT
My brother Aaron Collins who is an Artillery man in the US Army is still deployed in Iraq. Wearing his army uniform and having to listen to spoiled Iraqi kids demanding he give them toys daily... He said the kids think it's freaking Christmas half the time, xD!

He's going to be returning home in about a month to visit for a little while. Which I'm really excited about, he's a really kool guy, x3

Anywho, despite this, he's still my bro and he's still in the war effort helping the Iraqi people build themselves up... Could you keep him in your thoughts and prayers?

My Grandma Kay has recently found out that she has lung cancer, could you keep her in your prayers as well...?

I'm going to be making a clay/ceramic picture in Art class, but I don't know what design I should make... Does anyone have any ideas?

Hmm... Not sure what else to talk about... *rubs chin*... Oh well, I'm sure if anything new happens I can make a new journal about it eh?

Hmm... I should really start doing that drawing challenge again... >.>;

I should also start reading This Present Darkness again... That book's been in my backpack untouched for ages, xD!

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COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN!!

]]> ~crazymew I R Tagged http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/24197515/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/24197515/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 09:18:15 PDT
Dern that

you must tag 5 ppl

key
[+] I have no idea
[?] sort of
[x] answered truthfully
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[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[?] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[?] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.

[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[?] I hate my mom.
[x] I have a brother.
[x] I have (a) sister(s).
[x] I've sworn at my parents.

[?] I've run away from home.
[?] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.

[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[?] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.

[x] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctorÂs office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.

[x] I've had chicken pox
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[?] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.

[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[?] I've sat on a roof top at night.

[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. (I want to...)
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.
[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.

[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[?] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[?] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[?] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.

[ ] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[?] I've had sex.
[?] I've had phone sex.
[x] I've cybered.
[ ] I've had sex in public. (I wanna try this.)
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[+] I've hugged a stranger.

[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[?] I am keeping a secret from the world.<... ]]> ~crazymew Yo, I'm Opening Commissions http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/24077996/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/24077996/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 15:04:00 PDT
Well, it came down to me owing the doctor like $58, and then my overdraft fee of like $35... So I'm about 90 something dollars in debt right now, and if I don't pay them at least a little something in about 5 days they'll start charging me daily...

SO, with this being said... Commissions are OPEN!!!

I will drawn almost anything as long as it's relatively reasonable, and I'll probably draw it for really cheap too... But, I won't draw for an outragiously low price... It has to be somewhat fair eh?

Welp, if you're interested in an art piece by me, chat with me through notes, and I'm sure we can come to some agreement eh?

]]> ~crazymew QUESTION!! http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/23939821/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/23939821/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 19:13:36 PDT

Zombie Apocalypse Comic?

[link]

Or

Random Adventure Comic?

[link]

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Ugh, my wrist STILL hurts... T^T

]]> ~crazymew TAGGED!? D8 http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/23939743/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/23939743/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 19:07:51 PDT

D8, so... Here I go,

RULES: Cause all these thingies Do
1. Pick which OC you are going to answer this in, [[Or yourself]]
2. Answer all the questions Truthfully. Make it interesting!
3. Tag at least 5 others when finished!!!
[[Wow, simple Rules]]

THINGS YOU WANT TO KNOW AND THINGS YOU DONT

Name: Crazymew (Zombie Apocalypse Version)
Birthdate: 12/12/1988 (my age)
Birth Place: Unknown
Current Location: Decrepit City, Unknown
Eye Color: Lime Green
Hair Color: Medium Grey
Height: 5'11
Weight: 128 lbs
Piercing: None
Tattoos: None
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Single
Overused Phrase: "Holy Crap!"

FAVORITES
Food: Spaghetti
Candy: Occasionally
Number: 3
Color: Black, Orange, Green
Animal: Fox
Drink: Green Tea
Alcohol Drink: Vodka
Bagel: Depends on my mood
Letter: Q?
Body Part on Opposite sex: ... >=3

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing: They no longer exist in the Zombie Apocalypse
Strawberry or Watermelon: They don't grow anymore... Do they?
Hot tea or Ice tea: Hmm... Room temperature tea?
Chocolate or Vanilla: Yes
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Coffee
Kiss or Hug: Yes
Dog or Cat: Cat
Rap or Punk: Punk
Summer or Winter: Summer
Movies or Funny Movies: Movies are a rarity in the Zombie Apocalypse
Love or Money: Love definitely... Especially since money no longer exists now...

YOUR...
Bedtime: Whenever I grow weary
Most Missed Memory: BEFORE the Zombie Apocalypse
Best physical feature: *wiggles eyebrows*
First Thought Waking Up: "Oh God... Another day..."
Goal for this year: Be in a continuing comic (for once?)
Best Friends: Oi, the list is too long... You guys know who you are, >.<
Weakness: Physical Weakness? I'm a GUY, take a guess! Emotional Weakness?... Love
Fears: Dying alone
Heritage: Cat
Longest relationship: Not specified

HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: Yes
Ever Smoked: Catnip?
Pot: Nope
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been beaten up: Oh yes
Ever beaten someone up: Yes
Ever Shoplifted: >.>... Cat = EXCELLENT thief
Ever Skinny Dipped: Yes
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: Uh, yes
Been Dumped Lately: Recently? No...

IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: Green
Favorite Hair Color: Red or Brown
Short or Long: Unspecified
Height: Short
Style: Unspecified
Looks or Personality: Personality
Hot or Cute: Yes
Drugs and Alcohol: Eh, I'd rather not
Muscular or Really Skinny: ... Middle?
Who is the Guy or Girl you wish you were with Right Now?: Unspecified

RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: TOO MANY
What country/world do you want to Visit: Everywhere
How do you want to Die: Death... By SNU-SNU!!!
Been to the Mall Lately: Yes, perfect for gathering weapons
Do you like Thunderstorms: They are alright
Get along with your Parents: I haven't seen my parents in years... I wonder if they survived the Zombie Apocalypse?
Health Freak: One rule, STAY ALIVE
Do you think your Attractive: I'm a pimp baby~

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
Want to go to College: No colleges in Zombie Apocalypse
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Drink: Sometimes?
Shower Daily: No showers in the Zombie Apocalypse
Been in Love: Yes
Do you Sing: Yes
Want to get Married: Does marriage exist in the Zombie Apocalypse?
Do you want Children: Yes, must carry on for the future... Must train my offspring to kill zombies! D8<
Have your future kids names planned out: No...
Hate anyone: LIVING people?... No
You Prolly answered this already but if your in Love, who is it?: Not specified

Tagging:

http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/23871551/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 17:58:17 PDT
And that is...

...

There, now the journal preview won't show it... I have decided that I'm going to be an art teacher.

I'm going to NOVA for 2 years, that way college is cheaper, I can get into my college easier, and I can still live under my fathers roof awhile longer...

After going to NOVA, I will go to George Mason University for 3 years. The whole thing goes down to 5 years, I will spend 4 years majoring in Art, then I will spend the fifth year getting my Teacher's Certification.

With this job, I will be able to teach what I love, I get to draw alot, I'll have loads of free time after school, and I'll get all the breaks and snow days off! x3!

There IS however, the matter of standing in front of 30+ teens constantly, AND having to deal with teen stupidity daily... But I'm already used to waking up so early, so this job sounds great.

This job sounds like it would be much more successful than being a cartoonist, AND I also get the opportunity to retire, x3

So, my future career has now been decided, and I now have a goal to aim for... I look forward to seeing my plan through, ^^

Edit:

Of course, there's the loans and the debt when I'm done... But as long as I'm doing what I love, the debt will be a small inconvenience, right?

[link]

Like I said guys, his life pretty much sucks... So please, try and cheer him up abit? Or give him advice?

]]> ~crazymew Yo http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22969669/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22969669/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 17:36:31 PST
So if you guys want to see an awesome artist's work, please check out his gallery?

has been experiencing life pretty harsh lately... Please, keep him in your thoughts and prayers...

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Commissions Are OPEN!
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101 drawing challenge

The ones with the X's next to them are the ones I have completed...

THE LIST:
X 1. Introduction
X 2. Love
X 3. Light
X 4. Dark
X 5. Seeking Solace
X 6. Break Away
X 7. Heaven
X 8. Innocence
X 9. Drive
X 10. Breathe Again
X 11. Memory
X 12. Insanity
X 13. Misfortune
X 14. Smile
X 15. Silence
X 16. Questioning
X 17. Blood
X 18. Rainbow
X 19. Gray
X 20. Fortitude
X 21. Vacation
X 22. Mother Nature
X 23. Cat
X 24. No Time
X 25. Trouble Lurking
X 26. Tears
X 27. Foreign
X 28. Sorrow
X 29. Happiness
X 30. Under the Rain
X 31. Flowers
X 32. Night
X 33. Expectations
X 34. Stars
X 35. hold my hand
X 36. Precious Treasure
X 37. Eyes
X 38. Abandoned
X 39. Dreams
X 40. Rated
X 41. Teamwork
X 42. Standing Still
X 43. Dying
X 44. Two Roads
X 45. Illusion
X 46. Family
X 47. Creation
X 48. Childhood
X 49. Stripes
X 50. Breaking the Rules
X 51. Sport
X 52. Deep in Thought
X 53. Keeping a Secret
X 54. Tower
X 55. Waiting
X 56. Danger Ahead
X 57. Sacrifice
X 58. Kick in the Head
X 59. No Way Out
X 60. Rejection
X 61. Fairy Tale
X 62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
101. Change

]]> ~crazymew Proud to be White http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22685483/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22685483/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 01:28:58 PST
Michael Richards, better known as Kramer from TVs Seinfeld, does make a good point. This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act. He makes some very interesting points...

Someone finally said it... How many are actually paying attention to this?

"There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans.

You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman' .. And that's OK.

But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink .... You call me a racist. You say that Whites commit a lot of violence against you... So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live?

You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You have the NAACP. You have BET...

If we had WET (White Entertainment Television), we'd be racists..

If we had a White Pride Day, you would call us racists. If we had White History Month, we'd be racists.

If we had any organization for only whites to 'advance' our, Lives we'd be racists.

We have a Hispanic Chamber of Commerce, a Black Chamber of Commerce, National Black Police Officer Association, Hispanic Police Officer Association, and the International Association of. Black Professional Fire Fighters.

A white woman could not be in the Miss Black American pageant, but any color can be in the Miss America pageant.

If we had a college fund that only gave white students Scholarships. You know we'd be racists.

There are over 60 openly proclaimed Black Colleges in the US . Yet if there were 'White colleges' That would be a racist college..

In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights.

If we marched for our race and rights, you would call us Racists.

You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're not afraid to announce it.

But when we announce our white pride, you call us racist!

You rob us, carjack us, and shoot at us. But, when a white Police officer shoots a black gang member or beats up a black drug-dealer running from the law and posing a threat to society, you call him a racist.

I am proud... But you call me a racist.

Why is it that only whites can be racists?

There is nothing improper about this.

]]> ~crazymew *Shakes head sadly* http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22684977/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22684977/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 00:10:51 PST
Do you guys remember when I said I was banned from a forum a long time ago?

There are still people harassing me on msn, DA, and FA from the forum... You would think, that after such a long time, people would just forget and move on... You know? Like, leave you the crap alone right?

Well it seems like everyone, if not, most people, find no more greater fun than to harass you, they love, and I mean LOVE, to shove you into a category you don't belong in, then mock you for being in that category... Oh yeah, because it makes perfect sense to mock someone for something they aren't right?

I'm scared for this world... The youth of today is depressing...

It's sad really... I'll pray for them...

]]> ~crazymew More life http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22635535/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22635535/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 14:48:51 PST .>... I gave $20 of it to dad, he owes me now, I spent $25 on energy drinks, about $30 on ramen and other junk... And with the last of it me and dad went to eat at a fast food place, >.>...

Altogether, I'm poor for a long while, T^T

Nothing much else to report than that really...

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Commissions Are OPEN!
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101 drawing challenge

The ones with the X's next to them are the ones I have completed...

THE LIST:
X 1. Introduction
X 2. Love
X 3. Light
X 4. Dark
X 5. Seeking Solace
X 6. Break Away
X 7. Heaven
X 8. Innocence
X 9. Drive
X 10. Breathe Again
X 11. Memory
X 12. Insanity
X 13. Misfortune
X 14. Smile
X 15. Silence
X 16. Questioning
X 17. Blood
X 18. Rainbow
X 19. Gray
X 20. Fortitude
X 21. Vacation
X 22. Mother Nature
X 23. Cat
X 24. No Time
X 25. Trouble Lurking
X 26. Tears
X 27. Foreign
X 28. Sorrow
X 29. Happiness
X 30. Under the Rain
X 31. Flowers
X 32. Night
X 33. Expectations
X 34. Stars
X 35. hold my hand
X 36. Precious Treasure
X 37. Eyes
X 38. Abandoned
X 39. Dreams
X 40. Rated
X 41. Teamwork
X 42. Standing Still
X 43. Dying
X 44. Two Roads
X 45. Illusion
X 46. Family
X 47. Creation
X 48. Childhood
X 49. Stripes
X 50. Breaking the Rules
X 51. Sport
X 52. Deep in Thought
X 53. Keeping a Secret
X 54. Tower
X 55. Waiting
X 56. Danger Ahead
X 57. Sacrifice
X 58. Kick in the Head
X 59. No Way Out
X 60. Rejection
X 61. Fairy Tale
X 62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
101. Change

]]> ~crazymew Hello all http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22596422/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22596422/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 13:34:45 PST ... I'm thinking about buying a game for each with my last paycheck...

Yeah, I got laid off, so, no more work for me! T^T

I have to pay off $107 for my class ring, and I've been having it on me at all times... But the class ring people haven't come yet! T^T

Hmm... I haven't drawn furries in a good few months or so, so I'm going to start drawing them again... Humans get so boring after a while you know? I mean, their facial structure can only go so far... Where as with furries, there's more of a challenge to get the muzzle right and everything... That and I just plain love drawing furries more than I love drawing humans so...

Besides that, nothing much else on my side,

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Commissions Are OPEN!
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101 drawing challenge

The ones with the X's next to them are the ones I have completed...

THE LIST:
X 1. Introduction
X 2. Love
X 3. Light
X 4. Dark
X 5. Seeking Solace
X 6. Break Away
X 7. Heaven
X 8. Innocence
X 9. Drive
X 10. Breathe Again
X 11. Memory
X 12. Insanity
X 13. Misfortune
X 14. Smile
X 15. Silence
X 16. Questioning
X 17. Blood
X 18. Rainbow
X 19. Gray
X 20. Fortitude
X 21. Vacation
X 22. Mother Nature
X 23. Cat
X 24. No Time
X 25. Trouble Lurking
X 26. Tears
X 27. Foreign
X 28. Sorrow
X 29. Happiness
X 30. Under the Rain
X 31. Flowers
X 32. Night
X 33. Expectations
X 34. Stars
X 35. hold my hand
X 36. Precious Treasure
X 37. Eyes
X 38. Abandoned
X 39. Dreams
X 40. Rated
X 41. Teamwork
X 42. Standing Still
X 43. Dying
X 44. Two Roads
X 45. Illusion
X 46. Family
X 47. Creation
X 48. Childhood
X 49. Stripes
X 50. Breaking the Rules
X 51. Sport
X 52. Deep in Thought
X 53. Keeping a Secret
X 54. Tower
X 55. Waiting
X 56. Danger Ahead
X 57. Sacrifice
X 58. Kick in the Head
X 59. No Way Out
X 60. Rejection
X 61. Fairy Tale
X 62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
101. Change

]]> ~crazymew Yo, http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22331936/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22331936/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 12:32:11 PST
Last night I had a good time hangin' with one of my good friends, it was awesome, ^^

I'm still feeling rather 'bleh' about several other things, but I'm doing my best to get over them...

My computer is still very freaking retarded and doing all sorts of crap which I hate... T^T

Experiencing art block, but at the same time I'm working on a holiday music video for animations class... I'm using a song by the Trans Siberian Orchestra called Christmas in Sarajevo, and I'm animating all sorts of characters in this flash movie... I also need it to be at least 1 minute in length, and have all sorts of different kinds of animations in it... T^T...

Work, work... Such animating is...

Besides all that, and the usual hussle of daily life, I don't really have anything to type so...

]]> ~crazymew Happy New Year!! http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22318892/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22318892/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 22:37:40 PST
Hahaha!! I out-drank EVERYONE!!! And it was my first time!! Hahahahaha!!! Have fun my friends!!

Happy New Year!!

]]> ~crazymew Christmas and comp issues http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22225515/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22225515/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 12:03:44 PST
For Christmas I got an awesome new bike, three new drawing pads, and Axe shower kit, a new wallet, Guitar Hero World Tour and Aerosmith, a flashlight (bright little sucker), some coloured pencils (I don't ever use coloured pencils but, eh, okay), the Will Smith version of I AM LEGEND, some candy, PEZ dispencer, a few awesome T-Shirts, a beanie (that I'll never wear), and some pajama pants...

Me, Bobby, and Nathan got an X-box 360 and a few games (mostly games for the kids)

But the present I love the most is my awesome new bike, x3!!

Here's a link to my awesome bike, x3
[link]

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Computer troubles... Well, my computer is riddled with spyware, and no matter how many scans I do, and no matter what scanners, and no matter how many things I delete, there are STILL pop-ups every fucking five minutes... It's really pissing me off...
On top of this, whenever I turn on my PC, the start manu bar nor my desktop icons show up, so I have to press Ctrl-Alt-Del, then run a new task for Explorer.exe... It's a pain in the ass and I have to do it every time... On top of this, sometimes while running my computer, my start bar and the icons will just up and disappear!!...
I don't know, my computer is officially screwed over and I don't know how to fix it... I either need to wipe it, or buy a new comp... And I don't have the money for either a new Os OR a new computer... : <

]]> ~crazymew Video Game Quiz http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22122944/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22122944/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 13:40:51 PST

1) What was your FIRST video game console?
Atari

2) Name a few games you played on said console.
Psh... Can't remember... Adventure?

3) Excluding handhelds, how many VG consoles do you own presently?
Atari, Super Nintendo, Xbox, PS2 (two of these), Gamecube (two of these), N64, Gameboy Advance SP, Gameboy, Gameboy Color, Nintendo DS (two of these currently), PC

4) Were you a Street Fighter nut? Any character in particular?
When I was littler

5) Do you think Capcom is a FUCKING awesome company
MEGAMAN!!!

6) Here's the scenario.. You had some friends over and you all ate FRIED CHICKEN! After the meal you all decide to play some video games. As your friend reaches for a controller you notice his/her hands are very "greasy." Are you the type that would insist they wash their hands before pawing the controller, or is it no big deal?
"Dude, wash your hands, I don't want no greasy ass controller"

7) What's your favorite RPG/Action RPG? I will allow a second and third fave if you insist.
Kingdom Hearts, Zelda, Breath of Fire

8) Do you prefer 2D games or 3D games?
2D more so than 3D... Unless the 3D actually had decent graphics, then I'll go with 3D

9) Are you an SNK fan?
What the hell is SNK?

10) Are you good at DDR?
Never played it, I'm more of a Guitar Hero nut myself

11) Who wants to kick that dog's ass from Duck Hunt?
Never played,

12) Have you skipped out on important events in life because of video games?
"important"?... Nope

13) Do you listen to video game music?
Yes

14) Have you ever cosplayed a VG character?
I want to... T^T

15) Have you ever been in an arcade playing a fighting game, KICKING ASS, and then some 6 year old asian kid comes in and OWNS YOU??
Nope, my big bro has always been to one to martyr me

16) Name three games you would love to see remakes of if it was done properly.
Final Fantasy IV, Breath of Fire III, and Metal Gear Solid

17) Mario or Sonic?
Mario

18) When a movie shows up in the theaters, let's use Spider-man as an example, are you likely to buy the GAME version?
No, Games based off movies normally (normally being the key word here) suck

19) What is your LEAST favorite genre of video games? (ex. fighting, sports, shooters, etc.)
Sports

20) Is there a game out there that you feel was unique and didn't get enough love?
Breath of Fire III

21) Have you ever verbally abused a game because you couldn't beat one of the levels and/or bosses?
*cough*... Example: *dies for the umteenth time* DAMN IT!!! I'LL SLAY YOU IF IT'S THE LAST THING I DO!!!

22) Do you own any VG apparel?
Nope

23) What are your thoughts on the live-action Super Mario Bros movie?
Old, OLD movie... I liked it

24) On that note, what did you think about the live-action Street Fighter movie?
Eh, it could have been better... Kool character cast though

25) Who's hottest out of the KOF chicks?
King of Fighter?... Er, isn't there that one chick with the schoolgirl uniform? Let's chose her

26) Do you say "old-school" a lot when you're having a VG conversation with others?
Sometimes

27) Have you ever lent someone a game and they returned it to you damaged?
No, but I HAVE lent out games that were never returned...

28) Do you own any imported games?
English only

29) Are you ready for this meme to be over, or could you keep going?
I don't mind

30) In this scenario, let's pretend you're going to get a video game tattoo! What would you get and where? This can be simple or elaborate.
I don't want a tattoo... But if I had to get one, I'd get a Triforce, because Zelda is bad ass

31) Have you ever cried after you beat a game? If so why?
Lately I wind up losing interest just before or just on the last level... *shrugs*

]]> ~crazymew Swiped http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22033443/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/22033443/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 14:07:22 PST

A
- Available: Yes
- Age: 20
- Annoyance: Having people shove words down my throat, then bitching at me for those words...
- Animal: Cat
- Actor: Dane Cook, Johnny Depp, Other

B
- Beer: Tastes disgusting
- Birthday/Birthplace: December 12, 1988, Jacksonville FL
- Best Friends: Too many to label,

- Body Part on opposite sex: Tough decision
- Best feeling in the world: Love
- Blind or Deaf: Deaf
- Been in Love: I have...
- Been bitched out: Yes
- Been on stage?: Yes
- Been beaten up?: Yes
- Believe in yourself?: Kind of
- Believe in life on other planets: Yes
- Believe in miracles: Yes, though I've never witnessed any
- Believe in magic: Kind of
- Believe in God: Yes
- Believe in Satan: Yes, you can't believe in God without believing in Lou
- Believe in Santa: Once upon a time
- Believe in ghosts/spirits: Yes

C
- Car: none
- Color: Lime Green
- Cried in school: Not IN school
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate
- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese
- Cake or pie: Pie
- Country to visit: Australia, Canada, UK
- Comedian: Jeff Dunham, Dane Cook

D
- Day or Night: Night
- Dream vehicle: Volkeswagon Van
- Danced: I don't know how
- Dance in the rain?: Not really "danced"

E
- Eggs: Sunny Side Up
- Eyes: Blue-ish grey, with brown near the pupils
- Everyone has: Free will
- Ever failed a class?: Nope
- First thoughts waking up: I don't want to get up in the morning...
- Food: Spaghetti, Pizza

G
- Greatest Fear: Not accomplishing what God has set me out to do
- Goals: To find my goal
- Gum: I don't chew gum
- Get along with your parents?: Yes
- Good luck charm: Wallet, Belt, Necklace, and Dogtag

H
- Hair Color: Brunette
- Height: 5'10"
- Happy: Not really
- Holiday: Christmas
- How do you want to die: Happy, having finished what it is I've been set out to do.
- Health Freak: Not really
- Hate: I don't hate, I get annoyed
- Heart Broken/when/who?: Not talking about it

I
- Ice Cream: Mint Chocolate Chip
- Instrument: None, though I want to play Piano and Guitar

J
- Jewelry: Necklace, and Dogtag

K
- Kids: Some day
- Keep a journal?: On DA

L
- Love: Our greatest blessing, and our greatest curse
- Laughed so hard you cried: Have you met Hozzaah before?
- Love at first sight: Sometimes

LAST PERSON WHO...
1. Slept in a bed beside you?: Siblings
2. Saw you cry?: Dad
3. Went to the movies with you?: Brian Thomas
4. You went to the mall with?: Nancy, Bobby, Tommy, Christy, and Nathan
5. You went to dinner with?: Christine
6. You talked to on the phone?: Nancy
7. Made you laugh?: Jeff Dunham
8. Made you cry?: No
9. Broke your heart?: No
10 You vented to about a girl?: Kelt

M
- Milk flavor: Chocolate
- Movie: The Green Mile
- Mooned anyone?: Hehe... yeah
- Marriage?: Some day
- Motion sickness?: Nope

N
- Number of Siblings: 8
- Number of Piercings: None
- Number: 53, or 2899

O
- Overused Phrases: Holy crap!, Oh snap!
- Odd phobia: Drinking or eating after other people

P
- Place you'd like to live: Near the Shenendoa river, living a quiet existance, not a care in the world.
- Pizza: Pepperoni
- Pepsi/Coke: Coke
- Person you miss: Too many

Q
- Quail: Food
- Quiet music or loud: Depends

R
- Reason to cry: Too many
- Reality T.V: No
- Radio Station: Political radio stations on the way home from work
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Mhm

S
- Song: Avenged Sevenfold - A Little Piece of Heaven
- Shoe size: 9.5
- Salad Dressing: Ranch
- Sushi: Never had it
- Skipped class: Yes
- Slept outside: Yes
- Seen a dead body?: Yes
- Smoked?: Rarely, if at all
- Skinny dipped?: Yes
- Shower daily?: Every other day
- Sing well?: I'd like to think so
- In the shower?: Mhm
- Swear?: Yes
- Stuffed Animals?: A little crazymew doll
- Single/Group dates: Single
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Yes
- Scientists need to invent: Teleportation
- Sport: Football, Skateboarding, Biking, Running

T
- Time for bed: When I'm tired
- Thunderstorms: Makes Tet... ]]> ~crazymew It's my bithday~! http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21946830/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21946830/ Fri, 12 Dec 2008 12:34:58 PST ... I'm 20 years old...

Happy birthday to me~!... Besides that, not much to say...

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Commissions Are Open!
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101 drawing challenge

The ones with the X's next to them are the ones I have completed...

THE LIST:
X 1. Introduction
X 2. Love
X 3. Light
X 4. Dark
X 5. Seeking Solace
X 6. Break Away
X 7. Heaven
X 8. Innocence
X 9. Drive
X 10. Breathe Again
X 11. Memory
X 12. Insanity
X 13. Misfortune
X 14. Smile
X 15. Silence
X 16. Questioning
X 17. Blood
X 18. Rainbow
X 19. Gray
X 20. Fortitude
X 21. Vacation
X 22. Mother Nature
X 23. Cat
X 24. No Time
X 25. Trouble Lurking
X 26. Tears
X 27. Foreign
X 28. Sorrow
X 29. Happiness
X 30. Under the Rain
X 31. Flowers
X 32. Night
X 33. Expectations
X 34. Stars
X 35. hold my hand
X 36. Precious Treasure
X 37. Eyes
X 38. Abandoned
X 39. Dreams
X 40. Rated
X 41. Teamwork
X 42. Standing Still
X 43. Dying
X 44. Two Roads
X 45. Illusion
X 46. Family
X 47. Creation
X 48. Childhood
X 49. Stripes
X 50. Breaking the Rules
X 51. Sport
X 52. Deep in Thought
X 53. Keeping a Secret
X 54. Tower
X 55. Waiting
X 56. Danger Ahead
X 57. Sacrifice
X 58. Kick in the Head
X 59. No Way Out
X 60. Rejection
X 61. Fairy Tale
X 62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
101. Change

]]> ~crazymew Some better news kind of... http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21881184/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21881184/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 12:37:39 PST

I'm gonna be 20! Yay!

I also started drawing in a new sketch pad today, so there'll be some new art up in a little while...

I've got more work this week, hopefully the hours will be picking up more for me than they have been...

This week I work Monday (today), Tuesday, and Friday 6:30pm until 7:30pm...

Othere than that, I don't have much else to say really, Life's just going on as normal I guess...

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Commissions Are Open!
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101 drawing challenge

The ones with the X's next to them are the ones I have completed...

THE LIST:
X 1. Introduction
X 2. Love
X 3. Light
X 4. Dark
X 5. Seeking Solace
X 6. Break Away
X 7. Heaven
X 8. Innocence
X 9. Drive
X 10. Breathe Again
X 11. Memory
X 12. Insanity
X 13. Misfortune
X 14. Smile
X 15. Silence
X 16. Questioning
X 17. Blood
X 18. Rainbow
X 19. Gray
X 20. Fortitude
X 21. Vacation
X 22. Mother Nature
X 23. Cat
X 24. No Time
X 25. Trouble Lurking
X 26. Tears
X 27. Foreign
X 28. Sorrow
X 29. Happiness
X 30. Under the Rain
X 31. Flowers
X 32. Night
X 33. Expectations
X 34. Stars
X 35. hold my hand
X 36. Precious Treasure
X 37. Eyes
X 38. Abandoned
X 39. Dreams
X 40. Rated
X 41. Teamwork
X 42. Standing Still
X 43. Dying
X 44. Two Roads
X 45. Illusion
X 46. Family
X 47. Creation
X 48. Childhood
X 49. Stripes
X 50. Breaking the Rules
X 51. Sport
X 52. Deep in Thought
X 53. Keeping a Secret
X 54. Tower
X 55. Waiting
X 56. Danger Ahead
X 57. Sacrifice
X 58. Kick in the Head
X 59. No Way Out
X 60. Rejection
X 61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
101. Change

]]> ~crazymew R.I.P. Old friend... You'll be missed... http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21854900/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21854900/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 20:45:49 PST
Thank you for helping me when I needed help, and thank you for being my friend... Rest in peace Dai, may God watch over you, like you watched over us...

R.I.P.

]]> ~crazymew 50 Questions http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21839948/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21839948/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 22:46:18 PST

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50 Questions about myselfÂfill it out and send it to friends it might be fun.

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1.Do you like Chinese food?
Yeah, it's alright

2.How big is your bed?
Er... Medium?

3.Is your room clean?
Definitely not...

4.Laptop or Desktop computer?
Desktop

5.Favorite comedian?
Dane Cook

6. Do you smoke?
No...

7. Does anyone like you?
Like as in how? I'm not sure either way...

8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice?
Who?

10. Sleep with or without clothes on?
In the NUDE!!

11. Who sleeps with you every night?
No one

12.Do long distance relationships work?
Sometimes

13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
Not me specifically... So none

14. Pancakes or French Toast ?
Depends on my mood... Probably pancakes

15. Do you like coffee?
Yes

16. How do you like your eggs?
Sunny side up... Sometimes scrambled

17. Do you believe in astrology?
On occasion

18. Last person you talked to on the phone?
My step mom

19. Last person on your missed call list?
Dad

20. What was the last text message you received?
Brendan

21. McDonalds or Burger King?
Burger King for burgers, McDonald's for fries

22. Number of pillows?
one

23. Last thing you ate?
Arbees

24. Last thing you bought?
Arbees for the family

25.What are you hearing right now?
Keltieri messaging me... "Beep bip boop!" MSN!

26.Who do you think will fill this out and send it back?
I have NO idea

27. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
Homemade Jelly

28. Can you play pool?
Yes, fairly well too actually...

29. Do you know how to swim?
Yes

30. Favorite ice cream?
Mint Chocolate Chip

31.Do you like maps?
They get the job done... But TomTom is better

32.Tell me a random fact:
Nikola Tesla is known as the "man who invented the twentieth century", he was also the most intelligent man in the world, no one in the world, even today, can compare to this man... (Do some research,

)

33. Ever had a hard on at work?
... What??... Yes, I have...

34. Ever attend a theme party?
Nope

35.Ever do a keg stand?
Nope

36.Craziest place you've slept after a night of drinking?
Never had a night of drinking before.

37.What is your favorite season?
Summer

38.What is the first music video you ever saw?
Er... Iunno

39. Pick a movie quote:
"Dorothy: How can you talk if you haven't got a brain?

Scarecrow: I don't know... But some people without brains do an awful lot of talking... Don't they?"

40.
Favorite quote :
A politician needs the ability to foretell what is going to happen tomorrow, next week, next month, and next year. And to have the ability afterwards to explain why it didn't happen. - Winston Churchill

41. What is your favorite hangout?
My house

42. Best friend's name?
I have too many best friends to name,

43.How long have you known them?
Years...

44.Last time you laughed at something stupid?
About 4 hours ago, 10-ish on 12/5/08

45.What time did you wake up this morning?
6:40 am

46.Wake up next to anyone?
Eh... Kinda lonely really...

47. Best thing about winter.
Snow, and snow days

48. Whats going on this weekend?
I have the weekend off, and I don't babysit... So... Sleep, energy drinks, chatting with friends, music... Eh, the normal... Maybe I'll draw something...

49. Do you have a roomate?
No, I live with my dad and stepmom and the rest of the family for now...

50. Are you excited for anything?
Yeah, Christmas and my birthday, x3

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Yeah, So that's my answers,

]]> ~crazymew Another weekend of babysitting... http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21734213/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21734213/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 16:08:28 PST
There is nothing, NOTHING more stressing than babysitting 4 kids below the age of 10, from 8am until 10:30pm...

And I get to do it again tomorrow! *woos unenthusiastically*

*sigh*... I wish I got paid for this hell... -___-

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Commissions Are Open!
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101 drawing challenge

The ones with the X's next to them are the ones I have completed...

THE LIST:
X 1. Introduction
X 2. Love
X 3. Light
X 4. Dark
X 5. Seeking Solace
X 6. Break Away
X 7. Heaven
X 8. Innocence
X 9. Drive
X 10. Breathe Again
X 11. Memory
X 12. Insanity
X 13. Misfortune
X 14. Smile
X 15. Silence
X 16. Questioning
X 17. Blood
X 18. Rainbow
X 19. Gray
X 20. Fortitude
X 21. Vacation
X 22. Mother Nature
X 23. Cat
X 24. No Time
X 25. Trouble Lurking
X 26. Tears
X 27. Foreign
X 28. Sorrow
X 29. Happiness
X 30. Under the Rain
X 31. Flowers
X 32. Night
X 33. Expectations
X 34. Stars
X 35. hold my hand
X 36. Precious Treasure
X 37. Eyes
X 38. Abandoned
X 39. Dreams
X 40. Rated
X 41. Teamwork
X 42. Standing Still
X 43. Dying
X 44. Two Roads
X 45. Illusion
X 46. Family
X 47. Creation
X 48. Childhood
X 49. Stripes
X 50. Breaking the Rules
X 51. Sport
X 52. Deep in Thought
X 53. Keeping a Secret
X 54. Tower
X 55. Waiting
X 56. Danger Ahead
X 57. Sacrifice
X 58. Kick in the Head
X 59. No Way Out
X 60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
101. Change

]]> ~crazymew Thanksgiving http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21705238/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21705238/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 19:19:12 PST "... Then we sat around a fire when it got dark, and just plain hung out with the family... Family gatherings are really awesome, just sitting and talking with those you love about anything that just so happens to cross your mind, x3!!

We watched The Wizard of Oz and the Jim Carey version of the Grinch Who Stole Christmas... There's a quote in The Wizard of Oz that I really loved, it made me and dad laugh a lot.

Quote:
"Scarecrow: I haven't got a brain... Only straw.

Dorothy: How can you talk if you haven't got a brain?

Scarecrow: I don't know... But some people without brains do an awful lot of talking... Don't they?"

Hehe, we laughed pretty hard at this...

And so, I hope you guys had an awesome Thanksgiving too, and I wish you all happy holidays as well, ^^

]]> ~crazymew Oh snap! Life and such http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21611784/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21611784/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 10:06:30 PST
I have to write a paper in my English class... No surprise there right? Just a paper right? Nothing new?... Well, he's forcing me to write the paper in cursive... I'm like "Shit man! The last time I wrote in cursive I was in third grade!" but he says we need to learn to write in cursive more for some reason... *sigh*, What a bummer...

In Math class, I've decided to make a comic on the back of all my tests poking fun at my teacher, he laughed at the first one, but I don't think he's seen the second one yet,

In art class we are doing something called a Mandala... It's kinda interesting, I took a couple pictures of my work so far, I'll post it sometime...

In Design, Multimedia, and Wed Technologies class (geez, that's a mouthful), I'm doing a flash about Thanksgiving, Pilgrims and Indians and junk, you know? But god! Who knew pilgrims were so hard to draw? With a MOUSE no less!? THIS project is gonna take me awhile...

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Talking about friends now,

My close friend

has been having a number of problems lately, I'm not going to name them because he might not want me to... But please, at least keep him in your prayers...

An awesome artist I've been watching for a long time now, shockingly, doesn't have many watchers, or commenters for that matter! It seems like I'm the only person who comments her work anymore... So, I recommend watching this artist

, she's really awesome at what she does, ^^

]]> ~crazymew So, I will be getting a new computer... Eventually http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21520480/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21520480/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 14:48:18 PST
So I've decided to buy a new one! I've talked to one of my friends, and he showed me this comp. ( [link] )

He also told me that if I added this vid card right here to it ( [link] ) That it'd be a relatively awesome gaming comp! So yay!

The one downside I can see though is that the comp doesn't have an OS, so I'd have to buy an OS CD for it... But I will NOT get Vista! Vista = omega BSOD device! D<

I'm strictly a Windows XP person it will seem...

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I make about $130 each paycheck (every other week), what with my amazingly high amount of hours that I work... So this may take awhile... T^T

Commissions are open!!

]]> ~crazymew Life update http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21471151/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21471151/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 14:55:54 PST

I haven't had caffeine in about a weak so, yay me!... Kinda, although I've been sleepy in class the past couple days... I've been working a lot lately, and I can't seem to sleep very well at night either... So I haven't been feeling all too energetic...

Learning more about Flash and Photoshop as well, so that's always good...

The lady who hired dad to do the electrical work did something stupid, so I didn't get to work on Tuesday. dad and my stepmom went to talk to her, fixed some things, and now Dad will go back to complete the job sometime... But, depending on the day, depends on whether or not I go with... T^T

Rather than that, not much else to report from the real world...

]]> ~crazymew RANT!!! http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21447357/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21447357/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 22:58:35 PST
Well, I've had people drawing very nasty pictures about me and my fursona, and editing my art to show VERY wrong messages (which is illegal), flamed me for no reason, cornered me out, put words into my mouth, and broke rules.

And yet... Out of ALL the people mocking me for no reason? Guess who was banned?... I was... I was the ONLY person to get banned, and I didn't even DO anything!!

Find me the definition of fair, then tell me if this works with the definition... It doesn't.

This is my rant, yes, my "blogspace" if you want to call it that. But I don't really give a crap, because I was just unfairly criticized for something I'm not, and punished for something I truly didn't do...

Oh, I'm pissed, I'm really pissed... I'll give this a couple days for me to blow the rest of the steam out...

]]> ~crazymew I've been tagged! http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21441482/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21441482/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 16:03:22 PST

RULES:
1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random things about themselves.
3. Tagged ones should write a journal about these facts.
4. At the end, post 8 deviants.
5. Go to their page and tell them they're tagged.
6. No tag-backs(for obvious reasons)

Now for 8 random facts.

1. I have a tendency to piss people off by debating with them.

2. I am a christian furry.

3. I have a wild imagination.

4. I get tired really easily.

5. My favorite colors are Lime Green and Black.

6. I absolutely HATE the cold.

7. I have a bad habit of replying to EVERY deviation in my message folder.

8. I don't draw as much as I should.

Tag 8 people? Hmm... I'll let whoever sees it decide if they're tagged or not.

]]> ~crazymew Stuff about me http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21410044/ http://crazymew.deviantart.com/journal/21410044/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 18:07:20 PST

Did this, I figured I wanted to do one too.

A
- Available: Confidential information
- Age: 19
- Annoyance: Having people put words in my mouth that I didn't say. People who throw me in a stereotype without fully understand the said stereotype. Being argued with when the other person hasn't done their research.
- Animal: Cats

B
- Beer: No, yuck
- Birthday: December 12
- Best Friends: Kelt, Clutch, JP, Brian, Jeff, Kris, Sirpa, Camden, Andrew, Droll... And more.
- Body Part on opposite sex: I don't understand the question.
- Best feeling in the world: Riding my bike as fast as I can, listening to my favorite song, my heart is racing, the wind rushing past me ,and the weather just starting at Autumn.
- Best weather: Summer or Autumn
- Been in Love: Yes... Still am
- Been on stage?: Yes
- Believe in Magic: Sometimes
- Believe in God: Yes
- Believe in Santa: Not since 12
- Candy: Jolly Ranchers
- Color: Black, Lime Green, Blacklight Purple
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate
- Chinese/Mexican: Depends on my mood
- Cake or pie: Pie
- Continent/Country to visit: England, Iceland, Finland, Japan, Australia
- Cheese: Sharp Cheddar

D
- Day or Night: Night
- Dance in the rain?: I've done it
E
- Eggs: Sunny Side Up
- Eyes: Blue-ish Grey
- Everyone's got a(n): Imagination
- Ever failed a class?: Once

F
- Full name: Jonathan Matthew Collins
- First thoughts waking up: ... Why the HELL am I doing this??
- Food: Ramen, Soda, Pizza, Spaghetti... Etc

G
- Greatest Fear: Heights, Living alone
- Goals: To be a Cartoonist or a Character Designer for video games
- Gum: Not a gum chewer
- Get along with your parents?: Yes
- Good luck charm: None

H
- Hair Color: Dark Brown
- Height: 5'10
- Happy: Not really
- Holiday: Christmas or Thanksgiving
- How do you want to die: Old and happy

I
- Ice Cream: Lime
- Instrument: None as of yet

J
- Jewelry: Two necklaces
- Job: Waldenbooks

K
- Kids: Someday
- Kickboxing or karate: Swords
- Keep a journal?: Deviant Art

L
- Longest Car Ride: Jacksonville FL, to Manassas VA,
- Love: Prefer not to talk about this
- Letter: Q
- Laughed so hard you cried: Friend's dad was making funny comics about us.

M
- Milk flavor: Chocolate
- Movies: Depends on my mood
- Motion sickness?: Haven't had it yet
- McDÂs or BK: Yes

N
- Number of Siblings: 8
- Number of Piercings: None
- Number: 3

O
- One wish: Only one right now... But I won't go into it.

P
- Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni and Olive
- Pepsi/Coke: Coke

Q
- Quail: A bird

R
- Reason to cry: Losing a friend or a relationship...
- Reality T.V.: Fake
- Radio Station: I don't listen to the radio
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Yep
- Ring size: 7

S
- Song: Avenged Sevenfold - A Little Piece of Heaven
- Shoe size: 9 and 1/2
- Salad Dressing: Ranch
- Sushi: I've never tried it, I can't give my opinion yet.
- Skipped school: Yes
- Slept outside: A couple times
- Skinny dipped?: Yes, with my best friend no doubt! xD!
- Shower daily?: Depends
- Sing well?: I'd like to think so...
- In the shower?: Sometimes
- Swear?: Yes
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Yes

T
- Time for bed: When ever I'm tired
- Thunderstorms: Makes Tetris more fun

U
- Unpredictable: My mother and Fate

V
- Vacation spot: Camping

W
- Weakness: Love, Friends
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you:

- Who makes you laugh the most: Kory and Dad
- Worst feeling: Having to pee, but you need to hold it until your shift ends... Which is in 3 hours.
- Wanted to be a model?: Not really
- Where do we go when we die?: Heaven or Hell
- Worst Weather?: Cold and wet

X
- X-Rays: What about them?
- Ex's: Confidential information

Y
- Year it is now: 2008
- Yellow: Yellow Card

Z
- Zoo animal: Jaguar

LAST PERSON WHOÂ
1. Slept in a bed beside you?: Brothers
2. You went to the mall with?: Kory
3. You went to dinner with?: Chris
4. You talked to on the phone?: Nan... ]]> ~crazymew