http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:crazywhitemex&section=today deviantART RSS for by:crazywhitemex en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 03:05:21 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/8634226/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/8634226/ Sun, 30 Apr 2006 18:40:53 PDT
my colead abandon our crew which left me to 0-c 8 days straight which they had had to let me have 2 days off to make up for it and those 2 days that i was off she desided to come in and everything went to hell they ended up calling me in while i was playing in the park so i went down there wrote the rotation got bumps going stuff like that, but now they are working on me getting a co-lead thank god, and the stress is lifting because i got 2 acting leads that are amazing i hope they become offical,

now my mom is having a panic attack because my brother leaves for IRAQ AGAIN in october and his daughterwill be 2 in november so he will miss her b-day and x-mas

on a good note 2 ppl i know are getting married which im glade because they are perfect for each other.

also i am freaking out over senior exams that will be coming up and prom right around the corner i got my dress allready the guy im going with he picked it out so it would match his tux

i was in a meltdown mode because my bro and neice was in a car accident luckly they are ok

theres more but im 2 sleepy to write because i just got off of work and i got a government map test to study for tomarrow and i got 1 wensday and a vocab text friday so yeah can you tell im busy? damn senior homework just piles on and i still have a report due for my government teacher on macbeth the play and on how it related to government yeah thats just in one class like i said 2 much more need sleep to catch up i never have anytime anymore for anything and its so depressing i work to much but thats ok prom weekend is gunna make up for it im off that whole weekend and i got plans and partys all weekend my parents allready know about it and are cool with it considering they are planning a trip to vegas with my bro and sis in law haha

im gunna ahve fun 2 ]]> ~crazywhitemex http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/4664579/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/4664579/ Thu, 24 Feb 2005 17:48:51 PST me and my dad got in this hudge arguement which isnt really important then we got in a second one about pictures u know school pictures and how i dont even try to make them look nice or i dont tell them about the dates so they can buy them which no matter what the pictures look like shit and are shit and i dont like getting my picture taken go look in our photo albums barely any of me only when i was a baby i grew up ugly lol anyways yeah and when i told him i hate picture taking and they look crappy allways anyway so i dont see the point he said i was a selfish brat and that he wanted to get some for my grandparents
yea im a brat selfish sometimes but damn this time out of all time i heard him saying hit the most and i have been trying ever since he left for school he takes some college shit anyways lately i been day dreams of what there lives would be like if i wasnt there and i keep only seeing good things now im woundering why the hell im on this earth my life isnt moving in any direction and i been thinging of shit i should be in a mentel instatute for which is starting to scare me really bad i wasnt thinking of hurting anybody just myself i dont know what the hell is wrong with me i just got to get out of here for a while so when i turn 18 i got to leave for just a little i have to if im thinking like this i guess i dunno i just kno i cant take it i dont know why it hurts now more then ever i feel like a mistake and unwanted suprize i dunno maby im over dueing it i just know more then ever i feel like im breaking down and cant hold up i feel like i cant stand on ym own to feet like i shouldnt even be breathing i dunno im starting to scare myself because yeah i get pissed and i get upset but i cool down later and i usually never think like this i wanna blame it as regular teenage shit but i cant and i kinda dont want to i dunno anymore ]]> ~crazywhitemex http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/4639902/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/4639902/ Mon, 21 Feb 2005 18:16:02 PST
i give up
(for now) ]]> ~crazywhitemex http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/4583207/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/4583207/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 18:17:56 PST
*gives flowers and candy and hugs and kisses to everybody* ]]> ~crazywhitemex http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/4561853/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/4561853/ Sat, 12 Feb 2005 12:04:07 PST ~crazywhitemex http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/4472646/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/4472646/ Tue, 01 Feb 2005 15:59:18 PST ~crazywhitemex http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/4287343/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/4287343/ Mon, 10 Jan 2005 15:44:07 PST It seems the one one who remembers me is Kaley i feel so unloved ]]> ~crazywhitemex http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/4221886/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/4221886/ Sun, 02 Jan 2005 15:22:37 PST ~crazywhitemex http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/4027013/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/4027013/ Thu, 09 Dec 2004 12:52:56 PST
Why is it that some people you think are your friend end up not being ur friends?

why do all your friend ignore you?

why do friends let other people get in the way of there friendship?

why am i talking?

why am i so confussed and sad?

why do most people hurt me?

why is it my bestest friend in the whole wide world is kaley and stacy and i care so much about them? Well i ca explain that they are the greatest i can allways count on them they are the best ]]> ~crazywhitemex http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3709615/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3709615/ Sat, 30 Oct 2004 15:24:47 PDT ~crazywhitemex http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3423526/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3423526/ Wed, 22 Sep 2004 17:39:28 PDT ~crazywhitemex http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3423510/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3423510/ Wed, 22 Sep 2004 17:37:48 PDT ~crazywhitemex http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3423497/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3423497/ Wed, 22 Sep 2004 17:36:28 PDT ~crazywhitemex http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3020438/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3020438/ Sun, 01 Aug 2004 17:37:10 PDT ~crazywhitemex http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3020288/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3020288/ Sun, 01 Aug 2004 17:13:58 PDT
what help makes a good boyfriend/girlfriend?

what qualitys do u look 4 in them? ]]> ~crazywhitemex http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3020278/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3020278/ Sun, 01 Aug 2004 17:12:15 PDT ~crazywhitemex http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3019633/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3019633/ Sun, 01 Aug 2004 15:35:05 PDT ~crazywhitemex http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3012672/ http://crazywhitemex.deviantart.com/journal/3012672/ Sat, 31 Jul 2004 17:02:26 PDT ~crazywhitemex